#i am going to go insane

[ilov3b00kss0much]

can I vent to someone about the eitan typus (means character kinda but like I can’t English this) because he is driving me insane

vent under the cut

KDKDKDKSK I HATE HIM. For these reasons:

He’s demanding and controlling and asks too much and guilt trips me. See recent text thread:

It’s not in order I’ll organize it later but whatever you see the point

he was my first kiss UNFORTANTLY FOR ME IT WAS NOT MY CHOICENFNDKSLALALUGHHHHH I hate him. Luckily it was just on the cheek but still It’s not fair. And then he was liek “don’t tell!” MOTHERFUCKER WHAT? I hate him so much oh my god. it was when I was 11 btw

he makes me feel weak and helpless and I never know how to argue back

he thinks he knows everything about things he knows nothing about like I told him my therapist said I have adhd (EHICH SHE DID YAYYY) and he was like “no you don’t have adhd adhd is when you need everything to be perfevt” NO?? ITS NOT??? WHAT??? AND HE DISMISSED EVERYTHING I GO THRU AND JM LIKE “I havea diagnosis for ocd and he goes “oh it must be mild” NO???? ITS MODERATE TO SEVERE???? I CANT HANDLE WHEN MY BROTHER OR ANYONE ELSE IS SICK TO THE EXTENT I HIDE IN MY ROOM AND MAKE A MAKESHIFT MASK????

I HAT HIM I HATE GIM I HATE HIM UGHHHH HE DISMISSES EVERYONE ELSES STRUGGLES AND JUST BECAUSE HES NOT OK HE WANTS TO MAKE SURE NOONE ELSE IS HAPPY AND I WANT TO KILL HIM FOR MAKING ME FEEL SO WEAK AND HELPLESS AND SCARED AND SHAKY AND SICK AND JDKWLWLUGHHHH

oh and he thinks trump is better for America cuz economy and when I fought back because I’m NOT eleven anymore and I’m not weak and I’m not gonna let anyone walk over me anymore, he was liek “what he never said anything about abortion” and “yeah he’ll be bad for queer people but he’ll fix the economy” SO WHAT? SO FUCKING WHAT? I hate him so much.

[scelister]

wip!! yes its ifrit and yeah i might as well just normalize posting my sketches instead of just final products

I wanna give myself a laidback posting procedure hehe

[snake-spire]

After a year I finished the Magnus archives.

I’m not ok. And I will not be ok.

They basically went out Romeo and Juliet style except they aren’t dead and have little hope of returning to their friends ever and I am not ok.

[riyo-soka]

And when Hunter finds out Omega gave herself up while they were separated… oh I’m deeply afraid for that man’s mental state

[misifusisblog]

okay so today i went to school to get next year's registration and a classmate told me that maybe my teacher is not going to teach us bc he doesn’t want to…………… i swear if he doesnt i am going to show up at his house as a ghost whose only purpose is to piss him off for the rest of his life

[eeriefeelingsat3amuwu]

Angua: Oh, woe is me. A werewolf and a human can NEVER have a meaningful, real relationship, I will need to leave him at some point, for it is truly impossible for us to be happy together, and he’ll have to notice it at some point

Carrot: I can’t wait to show my girlfriend, Angua, who I love ans care about so much, the museum of interesting bread. I’m sure she’ll love it!

Captain Carrot, you will always be famous to me. Oh my god I adore this book.

[primal-brat]

I deserve to be fucked after the day I've had.

Or, at least, to be carefully tended to in a bath, wrapped up in a soft towel, and cuddled while we watch Burn Notice and I cockwarm you or suck on your tits. Maybe some fingers in my hair if you feel like it.

[atlantis-just-drowned]

Pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pa

[headslikekites]

tornado knocked out the power in my house on tuesday and we've had no progress since feeling BAD

[thezombiesbride]

Why am I too horny to exist right now?

Like I am just sitting here, staring off into space, losing my fucking mind because of everything I want to do with and to and for him but I can’t because he’s not here and I’m not ready and a million other reasons.

It’s maddening.

[heaven-helpus]

i need a gender tooth fairy to show up while im sleeping and take my tits

[mx-melancholic]

Hey so since my older brother, who can do no wrong and is always highly regarded no matter what, has a ginger child, does this mean my Saint Alia arc is officially beginning or

[tasha-lemon]

I, A FRENCH PERSON, HAVE TO WAIT 2024 FOR NONA THE NINTH

[risaceofhearts]

Oh GOD I just finished Soul of Stars by Ashley Poston after DEVOURING it's precursor Heart of Iron after i got that book from my cousin back in like. 2018. And a little bit of scrolling in the tags on tumblr showed that it was a completely nonexistent fandom on here- but then I tentatively went to AO3 because I'm desperate. And there are THREE works. THREE. I'm gonna cry.

[unicornmanfish]

Art practice: OCs have an accident at a ski resort and have to warm up in the lodge for the rest of the day to prevent hypothermia.

[glitterdustcyclops]

i absolutely cannot wait for the absolute disasterpiece that is going to be lord hawthorn and alan ross btw i am vibrating with excitement