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We do not like radqueers.

Nor are they the backbone of the plural community.

They support pedophiles and other harmful things and practices.

They are the reason why people hate the LGBT community.

We're bringing this up because an anon had the audacity to question why we're anti-radqueer.

We will NEVER support radqueers.

Stop breaking DNIs, okay?

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Why do I always have to fuck everything up?

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Last night our system little was fronting heavily, and wanted to stay awake as the body went to sleep. But Jacob managed to scoop her up and bring her to bed. That was the first time I'd seen into my headspace and seen a headmate interaction

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Someone needs to pamper meee

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I've been on hold for too long. They're trying to stop me!

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Everybody is working against me. They don't want me to reach my perfect form. That's why no one has given me any information on how to get HRT yet. Fuck you. I'll find it out myself!

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Everybody is working against me. They don't want me to reach my perfect form. That's why no one has given me any information on how to get HRT yet. Fuck you. I'll find it out myself!

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Its so easy to make my boyfriend laugh, I can blow raspberries on his tummy and he'll giggle in delight like a toddler. It's the best

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Grrr grr I had to be mean to someone on a call and now I'm cringing so hard

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Dinosaur bichirrrr

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Since Finn is too young to be on here, he would like me to pass on the message that we got a frog. He's very excited about this

This was an impulsive decision- we went into the pet store to look at the fish and left with an eel (for our partner) and a frog for us. We managed to get a 10 gallon tank for 10 bucks and then grabbed a few essentials, and bam. We're eel/frog dads now.

Frog's name is Spyros (sp-ee-r-ohs) - it's Greek for "basket". Don't ask me why we named him that, we wanted it to be Greek, and Finn was really set on the name.

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proxy system culture is your headspace is just a dark room 🧍

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To be fair I didn't expect you to like rhps!

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We love adding 4 new people to our system (3 of them have been here for a while, and we just didn't realize)

Welcomes to Nick, Nikolai, Alphys, and a certain queer ass mf from rhps 👀 (guess)

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Me when I contribute to adding introjects to my partner system

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We love adding 4 new people to our system (3 of them have been here for a while, and we just didn't realize)

Welcomes to Nick, Nikolai, Alphys, and a certain queer ass mf from rhps 👀 (guess)

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Crying about my problems and then laughing about them when my partner came home fixed me. Ignore all my last posts

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What the hell am I supposed to tell my partner when he gets home? That I rotted in bed and cried all day? I'm so pathetic

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There will be a day where I forget your face.

There will be a day where I try to remember, but I just can't seem to find it.

There will be a day where I forget your voice.

It'll be in the back of my mind, but I'll lose it.

There will be a day where I forget your purr,

The rhythm of your heart, the look in your eye as you lay upon my chest.

There will be a day I forget the spots on your toes,

The ones I kiss dearly every day.

I'll never truly forget you,

But I'll forget everything about you.

So I cherish you.

With tears in my eyes, I kiss you, I hold you.

You complain, because you don't understand.

You can't understand how fleeting our time together will be.

I can never stay mad when you misbehave

Because one day I'm going to miss the bite marks in my spider plant.

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I should've never thought that things would get better for me. I may have escaped being screamed at, but is it worth it? Is it worth being away from everything I've ever known, being essentially alone because my friends and family are too busy to talk to me? Is it worth leeching off of someone who can't afford it? At least I did daily chores before I moved, now I'm not doing anything for my partner.

Now everything is falling apart. My friends are getting addicted to drugs and alcohol, my dad and my cat are probably going to die of old age soon, I'm disabled and trans, which means I'm probably going to be shot dead in the street during this presidency, every day is the same, I'll probably have to move because I can't contribute enough to pay mortgage, I don't have anyone to talk to, even posting here is a bad idea because my partner will see it and feel like he has to comfort me, and all I can do is whine and beg for chips like the fat pig I am because I feel sad. I can't even get out of bed to brush my teeth.

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I wonder if my friends would notice my change in attitude, or if they'd just play it off as a joke... they probably won't care in the first place.

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