messing around with things trying to see if i can get the layers from psds 😭😭 we dont have photoshop so idk what to do
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will hate on poor vfx as much as the next person but you must agree that fire in daylight doesn't look very realistic irl either
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update btw. you cant actually talk in reblogs on pillow fort. you can only tag.
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dating apps are so funny bc mostly i will have fun conversations about anime, one or two people will talk to me about mass effect, and one guy will IMMEDIATELY suggest to meet up and watch anime together and that’s usually about when i delete the app dhskhdkdhd
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I've decided I'm going to the beach on Monday but now I'm kinda sad that I didn't plan to go for the weekend cuz I also wanna go to the aquarium and I wanna hit all the little shops I never get to go to but I also NEED to sit on the beach for at least 4 hours in order to heal my soul. And Monday just doesn't have enough time in the day to do all that 😔
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i also just don't understand the neurochemical theory for ADHD i guess. i mean, as far as i can tell, stimulants have genuinely helped me a lot, especially with sensory overload and being able to activate focus at will more often. but they haven't changed the core part of me that just goes too fast, if that makes sense. when i was a kid, most of the adults around me were convinced that (and it sounds fucking stupid, sorry, i promise i am not making this up) i was like... so smart that i had excess neurons that fired so much it caused literally every symptom of ADHD you can imagine. sensory overload was because i had like, heightened senses and took in too much data, talking fast and on a train of thought was because i just thought faster than other people, stuff like that. it's definitely a lot better than being told i'm stupid and defective (though i got a fair bit of that too, depending on the adult), but pretty obviously pseudoscientific and also the reason i didn't get diagnosed till age 16 despite the extremely obvious flags i was throwing up. regardless, that explanation that my brain was simply structured differently, that i basically took in too much data too fast, always spoke to me a lot more than the idea that it's caused by my dopamine receptors only. i just don't generally link most of my symptoms to my emotions or adrenaline levels most of the time. certainly it plays a part, but the way i talk, the sensory stuff, and the way i learn and process new information seems to be largely unexplainable with dopamine levels.
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