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revealing the full, text-free version of the cover art for my kavetham fanzine ^^ you can grab a digital copy in my shop!!
open for better quality | no reposts
#kaveh#alhaitham#kavetham#genshin impact#genshin#fanart#myart#doodle#when i tell you i put my entire heart and soul into this#it's actually a combination of the technical skills i've developed recently all in one piece#and i'm really happy w/ how it turned out ^^#i was actually looking through my files for kvthms and i noticed this unfinished sketch#which is rare for me tbh#but it looked clean so i decided to go w/ it and here we are
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Hi tumblr, i don’t normally promote things, but i wanted to promote my genloss superhero au Shadows of Your Past!!
It’s a Spider!GenLoss!Ranboo fic with Sneeg and Charlie being his brothers and fellow heroes! Showfall did their thing and now he can’t remember anything before waking up in their offices. He escapes and his brothers help him heal and recover, while also making some discoveries about Showfall along the way.
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/48237097/chapters/121647916
TW’s for: minor suicide idealization, minor violence, and descriptions of unpleasant injuries
I am really liking how this fic is turning out and I find it easier to promote stuff here than on Twitter :)
Thanks for reading!!
#ranboo#generation loss#ranboolive#genloss#ranboo fanfic#sneegsnag#slimecicle#i really like it so far#which is rare for me tbh#please read if it interests you :)#i wanna give em all a big hug
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them ladieeees
#critical role fanart#critical role#art#fanart#imogen#dungeons and dragons#laudna#fearne#here trying out a different approach to painting#don't mind me I'm just having a bit of fun which tbh is so rare#but very happy to be drawing a bit more and not having breakdowns#just taking it and moving on#let's goooo
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I ain’t done yet 😂
#my art#thomas sanders#sanders sides#prinxiety#roman sanders#virgil sanders#another ship that ended up growing on me lmao#like god tbh I think I didn’t like all but maybe a small handful 😂#like dukeceit- logince- roceit#and nothing else 😂#well actually a couple rare pairs which was Patton and Remus and then Dr Picani and Janus which#uh#I will not explain
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✨Coordinator Conway All Stars!✨
This is something I wanted to do for the 10th anniversary last year, but unfortunately it was too ambitious on top of all the other things I had planned. However, Coordinator Conway is a concept that I adore so much that I just couldn't forget about it! So here's all my designs for this pseudo-AU where he gets to be a Coordinator and a rival to Dawn. ♥
[Original designs]
#Conway Day#Pokemon Anime#Pokeani#Anipoke#pkmnart#Conway#Kouhei#Pokemon Conway#Dusknoir#Slowking#Aggron#Heracross#Shuckle#Lickilicky#Coordinator Conway#my art#// me who rarely draws full body illustrations: hey you know what would be a great idea to draw for Conway Day#twelve full bodies. six of them being Pokémon. two of which I've never drawn before#and I did it from scratch because I didn't like the sketch from last year anymore haha#I may post the designs alongside their Pokémon independently later because tbh I'm pretty happy with how they turned out#and they deserve the spotlight 😌
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me after expressing any emotion: what if i cried
#:(#i hate it here.gif#which is why i don't! 😀 because i hate crying in front of people because they always assume somethings wrong which makes me cry even more#when actually i'm just releasing chemicals through my eyes because i got too much adrenaline or smth idk how science works#actually i rarely cry in front of people if i'm genuinely upset#i just get moody and don't talk#i know i'm so emotionally available 🥰#before you ask. yes my dad (and mum tbh) is also like this!#it's a family tradition#i know i'm joking about it but it's not good 😭
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Hello! I hope you have a nice day, I love your art a lot and I wanted to know if you have maybe anything about your process to do you drawings?
Heya! I am having a good day ty :DD I hope you are too^^ and thanks this is really nice dshgjds TvT
I will be really honest but I don't have a lot of time to draw in general so my process is more 'this is between cosmic entities, the 30minutes I have and me, I draw whatever the fck happens in my head' rather than having really complex steps :'))
I have some speedpaints! (I record them a lot it helps me for some details)
I think this one is the most representative of how I work
I doodle a lot of stuff on the same file and I often go to one drawing to another because I can't draw more than 30min/1hour on a drawing most of the time ://
When doing bigger illustrations I do sometimes just really quick doodles to have the idea, doodle or some notes on my phone notepad (and I wrote a lot on it too, here is a chaotic example of a stuff I never finished that makes me laugh so hard)
I don't do lineart too, and mostly just 'clean' my sketches/doodles, and I do a sketch for colors too (to test stuff) before doing the 'clean colors' on bigger pieces.
I use one layer for the sketch, one for the basic background and one layer for the colors, then merge everything to paint over it. (I use some effects on layers for colors then merge them)
Here is the layers on my last sketch (I am happy I saved the steps ahah)
the sketch
the colors
and the merged one where I painted a lil bit over
I have a really doodling/sketchy style (and no time) so it works for me but tbh it really depends on what you want for your artstyle too. If you like flat colors I think colored lines look better than just sketch but this is my preference ^^
Idk if this is what you mean but I hope it helps ^^ thank you for your ask!
#toilet bound hanako kun#asks#aoi akane#shijima mei#yashiro nene#this is chaotic af help#speedpaints always made me realized how messy I draw dhskjds#I hope to spend more time on drawings tbh! I always rush stuff but I wanna do bigger pieces dsghds#tbhk#tbhk fanart#step by step#ig??#I will be honest don't learn how to draw like I do :')) I learned according to the free time I have which isn't a lot dshjds#So I adapted in a 'gotta go fast' style :'))#which also mean I ''improve' ar a really slow pace because I rarely go out of my comfort zone#I wanna try that too! :DD#my art
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In defense of late-canon x files (including the revivals)
I was thinking about this poll after I commented on it, and I kinda want to be brave and say more.
Short answer to the poll's question before I go any further: If you're a new fan and a sensitive sort who thinks you'll struggle with your blorbos Really Going Through It and you really need a happy ending, I suggest you stop at the end of season 8. Do not pass go, do not look at spoilers. Disregard this post entirely, close the internet, and go look at something that makes you happy. (Also fuck every part of society that characterizes sensitivity as inherently weak and bad and some kind of personal failing, you are valid.)
That said, "quality" as a concept is entirely subjective, and the question of whether or not there's a decline in quality for any story is wholly subjective, too. In the case of x files? I'm not convinced there is a decline. I am going to be upfront that I haven't yet watched past season 8, though I am almost completely spoiled on events after that - and the reason I haven't watched yet is not because of how I know events are going to unfold, but simply because I don't want it to end!!! Ohh, the tension between "I CAN'T WAIT!!!" and "Nooo don't be over D:"
When I first came to txf fandom on tumblr and gradually became spoiled about what happens in late canon though, I was often left uncomfortable and tbh kinda queasy about it. As I said in my comment on the poll, the hate for especially the revival and IWTB, or to a lesser extent even seasons 8 & 9, is very well documented. But! There are other takes to be found here on tumblr if you figure out where to look, and my feelings have changed!
The thing is, I have yet to find myself in any fandom where there isn't a vocal subset of fans who dislike the story after a certain point. I am not joking when I say that no one hates the things they love as passionately as sci-fi and fantasy fans. In my experience, it often hinges on the extent to which a viewer has strong notions on where they would like the characters to end up. In particular with series where shipping is a dominant component for the bulk of a fandom, I have almost universally found that there comes some turning point in the story where "let them be happy you cowards" is the dominant view, and things that compromise the attainment of a degree of romantic stability and/or domesticity are, to many fans, annoying at best and despicable at worst. But! As one tagset on the linked poll said:
and I think for any fandom, that last tag especially is so so so important. (I think that's harder for people watching a weekly series live, bc you have so much time to analyze and speculate and dream before the next breadcrumb drops, but I digress.)
So why am I saying this and how do I apply it to x files? Well, I eventually found that there are also a subset of fans who find redeeming things right up to the very end and actually quite like the whole thing! The things that I had seen people rage and ventpost so much about honestly never quite sounded to me as "out of character" or "untrue to the story" etc as those same ventposts made them sound. And I've discovered I'm not the only one who felt that way. Do I love that the spooky squad had to go through all of those things? No, those poor guys D: Life is hard and they have been through so much trauma. But do those events and their choices make sense to me in light of everything that came before? Yes! And I honestly can't wait to see them fight to overcome those things, breaking, healing, always learning, always growing, always getting better.
So if you're wondering "where does it go wrong"... well, I'm a completionist, as many people who've answered that post are, but also my personal opinion is that I don't think it does go wrong. If you're new and interested in exploring why I've gone from "vaguely queasy" to "excited" about the whole thing, or want to maybe balance out the impressions you're getting about the later seasons before deciding whether or not you want to see the whole thing, I'll put a few blog names in the comments.
Final admission: even once I started feeling a little more confident in the possibility that "actually ok maybe I'm not crazy, maybe this all kind of is in character and does make sense", there was one big plot point that I was NOT looking forward to and I thought I would never be comfortable about. In hindsight, I think my discomfort came from the negative responses being SO seemingly universal that I hadn't stopped to let myself truly consider other possible interpretations on that point. (I mean my initial instinct when I first read about it was, why are we mad about this?? CSM is literally the most unreliable narrator in history???? it's obviously fake news?????? this must be either a fever dream someone's having or it's a misdirection ploy against whatever shadowy forces might still be lurking?????????????? but for whatever reason I guess I had halfway written that off.) Happily, just last month there's a new post-s11 novel out, and although reviews for the book as a whole are mixed, it seems to have laid the groundwork for resolving that plot issue in a way I think most fans would be broadly happy with. If you're interested in being spoiled about that and seeing how, I recommend searching #perihelion on @agent-troi who liveblogged reading it with receipts, scroll back chronological-style to the first post on the subject and see how it unfolded. (And never forget that Dana Katherine Scully is the queen of denial as a coping mechanism lol)
Everyone's mileage will vary. Each person can feel however they want! But for anyone new, I wanted you to know that the very many ventposts you might be seeing are not all there is to this show or its fandom. Some of us love it despite - or even because of - all the things that went "wrong". I think we just don't talk about it as much.
#i don't talk about it much because tbh it can get *fraught*. and i've had that in other fandoms too.#i added and deleted so many qualifiers from this post over it lmao#people are passionate about fandom which is great! as a concept#but it sucks feeling like most people hate the thing you love or that - however diplomatically it's phrased - you should hate it too#or that folks think maybe you *would* be mad if you just looked at it a certain (sometimes seemingly cast as the 'correct') way#basically it's insane that half the time when i see people standing up and praising the revival i'm like 'damn bruh. you brave'#and feeling that way is partly a me thing. but i've seen posts that also lead me to believe it's not JUST a me thing yaknow?#i always wonder whether the 'vocal subset' in any given fandom who hate a thing are really the majority that they appear to be#or if they just appear to be the majority because they've needed to be vocal about it as a sort of internet support group thing lol#which fair enough i mean anyone's entitled to be disappointed or have feelings#for me? i don't think i can remember ever being mad about a series i liked#i'm just here for the vibes man i very rarely have fixed notions#i say to the writers: go ahead and surprise me. i'll make sense of pretty much anything they throw at me#i also think about a dd quote i saw ages ago that as an actor you (paraphrased): can't say 'the character would not do that'#...because if it's in the script then by definition they *did* do that. it's right there on the page.#and that's kind of me as a fan too.#p.s. i fucking love season 8 i love angst and holy shit it delivers. the new characters are fantastic the journey is *chef's kiss* and#yes i consider certain temperamental even assholeish behavior to also be *chef's kiss* there's so much trauma so much reason for it#it's be-yoo-ti-ful 💕 season 8 my beloved 😍#anyway watch it all watch none do what you want. just know that there are people who would cuddle the whole damn thing from start to finish#like a floppy wet lil raggedy ann doll if only they COULD#x files#the x files#txf revival#txf thoughts#i love you floppy wet raggedy ann doll
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So with my Mom’s cancer being back, my own health stuff, and everything else going on, I’m not sure I’ll be able to be the most active in this round of bookclub (and I do have a lot of words muted and stuff hidden because of mental health and streamlining things and Tumblr's an ass about showing posts sometimes—so if I miss a post, please don’t take it personally!). ): It honestly makes me super upset
But I really hope that everyone has a good time and I can’t wait to see what people cook up! <3 Last time was SO MUCH FUN it makes me a little nervous about living up to those expectations aksjdkajsn But as long as someone has a good time, that's what counts :3
#TrigunBookclub#Tbh I have a lot of ships in general muted/hidden so that I stopped accidentally reblogging things to the trigunart blog lol#Which luckily romance and shipping rarely take root in my brain so *I'm* fine with that#(Don't look at the one obvious elephant in the room)#But it does mean I'll miss stuff#PLEASE let me know if someone's being a dick and I miss it#Absolute zero-tolerance policy for harassing or being cruel to anyone in this house#And also tbh I'm overwhelmed but I'm doing better than I have in previous overwhelmed times#I've been doing a lot of mental word and cut out a lot of toxicity in my life#Even if I'm really raw atm#So I'm okay#As okay as I can be anyway#ANYWAY I just feel so guilty about this#And I don't want anyone to feel bad
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me 🤝 shipping the pairing that the show only treats as an obstacle to get to the real pairing they were planning all along
#this was about tom koracick and teddy altman but actually it’s a real pattern for me lmao#dair#addek#swarkles#most of my het ships tbh#as opposed to the sapphic ships which are rarely even given remote chances at being canon
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Okay fuck it I'm really bored at work, would anyone be interested if I did an ask game?
(I hesitate a bit bc this is mainly, yknow, a good news blog. But it is also my blog, and I do have the tag "not news" for a reason!)
#I promise not to be offended if no one is interested lol#ask#me#not news#ask game#my work right now is literally hitting four buttons once every 15 minutes#and getting up a couple times an hour to do 2-minute rounds#I want some dopamine tbh!#and it'll be easier to get some work on the not-this-job thing I have to do if I have something to go back and forth between#and I'm in a weirdly “social on the internet” mood which is p rare for me
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Hottest JJBA Outfit Bracket - Jolyne Cujoh Definitve Preliminary Poll
#alright so i have a clear top 3 which is very rare for me#i think mini skirt version of her main outfit is absolute peak (what can i do im gay and i like a mini skirt)#i love the mesh skirt outfit its so fucking pretty but it loses points for not being the iconic jolyne look#and then i like the main outfit with the cape thingy because the coat version just doesn't really fit her vibe tbh#i do love the mesh skirt look so much though#jolyne cujoh#jolyne kujo#kujo jolyne#stone ocean#fly high with gucci#jolyne fly high with gucci#jojo no kimyou na bouken#jjba#jojo's bizarre adventure#who's hotter jjba#hottest jjba outfit bracket
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mom’s back on the “jia you’re not bi i researched” thing
#like mom#i get it#you like the research obsessively to show your dominance#but that’s not how it works?#i’m in my room#which i’m rarely in except for sleeping tbh#and she’s downstairs randomly trying to start up convos#so i come back down#which i won’t#and the scissors are nearby#so somebody please keep me busy before my hands get ideas#i have a 6 month streak free of cutting i can keep going#please anybody#ask me abt a fandom#or hcs#or maybe my 200 follower event?#anything pleas#begging for scraps rn
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so The World Of Mr Plant is actually rly cool
Image ID: a digital illustration of Mr Plant from the web series The World Of Mr Plant. He is sitting on a white bed and is looking at the "camera". Behind him is an open doorway cloaked in pitch black darkness. The room is dimly lit and the lighting has a distinctly purpley blue color to it.
#lizard dumbass's art#the world of mr plant#ashur gharavi#mr plant#this random ass tiktok dreamcore horror series is now taking up space in my brain so i had to draw him#tbh this was more so an excuse to get myself to draw more because i rarely ever make a full proper completed illustration and its been#making me feel inadequate as an artist :')#anyway im fairly pleased with how this came out#i tried to capture the liminal dream-like vibe of the series#also i got this done in 1 day which is neat ig since i tend to draw very slowly and it can take days for me to just draw#a simple character render#its also during the process of this art that i realized that mr plant's current flower petals are different from the ones in the first ep#i think ashur might have replaced them after the babysitting episode where one of the flower babies tore a piece of a petal off#twomp#mr plant twomp
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All the DA2 romances alsmost feel a bit unfullfilling to me, are there many others that prefer Hawke single with the subtext of an unspoken Varric thing?
#Ive romanced everyone save sebastian#with isabela being my first and i think fenris my last#i think all of them are good in a way where it has you knowing the chracters better and getting some really deep sides of them#but i never felt them as too romantic so many of those scene could have been platonic? Like sure theres sex but tbh hawke could just fuck#idk i think i might like anders the most just because of the heavy emotion involved and plot relevance#however nothing feels like it fits perfectly with hawke#fenris was the one that surprised me the most with how much it changed my perception of him i guess because he softens up more with romance#I switch out my saved worlds a lot with da2 whilst dao is mostly on zevran rarely leliana and dai is mostly cullen#I was soooo dissapointed when i played dao and couldnt romance sten lmao i for some reason wanted to get with felix my first dai playthroug#da2 has some of my favourite npcs in the whole franchise but the core group never made me feel to heavily on wanting romance#might have to replay to remember stuff#not a bad thing just a thing which is unfortuate because you get less content when ou dont pick a romance.
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guys I cant keep lying by omission I do Have to say . it's not that I dont ship qyz with anyone its literally just that I do Nawt like seeing him with yy to be so honest with you
#j.txt#SORRY IM FRINGE AND NICHE AND NOT EVEN A TRUE HATER. I like yy a lot also just Not With Him yknow#also like. oh this is so embarrasing but its going to be revealed eventually anyways so fuck it#um. qyz is the single character whose ever gotten me into ocxcanon ahaha[<laughing like a man expecting tomatoes and boos off the stage]#I KNOW ITS CRINGE I KNOW /EYE/ AM CRINGE . BUT A MAN MUST BE ALLOWED TO HAVE SOMETHING TO KEEP HIM GOING YES?#I just think I could give him what he deserves and more....... I crafted him a loving narrative parallel and even in some ways foil.....#[sniffles pathetically]I just dont talk abt it publicly much bc honest2god if ppl hate my oc I Will take it personal. bleeding heart & all#but Im getting so brave about it and like. I do genuinely want to share some with others bc thee facking worldbuilding I am having to do#to make this shit work. tian AH .and it gives me excuse to just headcanon a ton of unrelated stuff for qyz himself so yknow#Still putting in my Work as a minor underdeveloped character stan💪#oh forgot 2 say Also its very rare but I Have seen qyz shipped w other canon characters and liked it !! like sqx which tbh is kindof cute<3
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