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yapping at my friend about how A2 is so Icon For Hire-coded to me. I love her. tmi perhaps but she's the only one out of the three I'd call hot (which isn't to say the others aren't cute as hell and in my head like no tomorrow! they are. help). Maybe it's the fact that I know she'd throw me against a wall and then just walk away bc I am a little wuss who'd be choking and wheezing pitifully and she'd be like ":/ you're like the definition of nonthreatening and my remaining vestiges of the person I was before that fuckass mission make me feel bad about the idea of killing you." and then she just walks away. and that's kinda hot. I might be the target audience I fear
#niko talks#nier automata#a2 nier#look 2B is cute and her clothes are designed to be sexy#but she's just softer and thus: she's pretty#and I may be obsessed with Nines but he is undeniably cute#soft little bitch beloved [shoves him in my pocket]#A2 is hot like she's going to maul me#which is intentional I fear#she's wild animal-coded and I love it
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zoro and sanji are sooooo into promises and oaths it's unbearable. dork ass losers probably exchanged vows before they even had their first kiss. imagine sitting at the Sunny's dining room table at 8am sharp and you hear stuff like "nobody else can kill you, I feel it in my bones, I will chase you to the edges of the earth to make sure of it" whole time they're arguing about who has to pass the salt to usopp. everyone else thinks they're banging but this is all a prelude to like holding hands or something.
#not pictured: nami throttling zoro homer simpson style after finding out zoro's swords got the bed on their wedding night#they slept on the floor facing in opposite directions after a very transparent fight#which both refuse to admit was because they were scared#i think theyre very romantic to each other on accident but the minute its intentional everyone gets the worst secondhand embarrassment#they are losers to me i fear#sanzo#zosan#vinsmoke sanji#black leg sanji#one piece#roronoa zoro#straw hat pirates#zosanzo
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we really don't talk enough about how cesare (who proclaims himself to be honorable) actually has an extreme level of self-absorption and narcissism. they jump out on different situations especially in his vindictive sexual harassment of the women he slept with for wounding his ego. like his abuse of ursula (who was deceived by his chivalrous façade) for leaving him and taking a will of her own vs. his aggressive grabbing of caterina's breast when she taunted him at his sister's wedding (shows that he's still bitter over her rejecting him at forli).
#i'm insane about every aspect of his personality and psychology like i loooove dissecting that side of him#bro could never handle any woman standing up for herself without turning to humiliation and asserting dominance i fear#like neil jordan clearly intended to romanticize him but arnaud's portrayal strives to make him more sinister and layered mwah#mind you cesare's darkness and hypocrisy is all francois' improvisations and we love him for it#the way i'm sooooo turned off by the fandom's persistent narrative of him but then i actually remember how he is and i go like...oh <3#moslty because they have spent over a decade reducing cesare to a flat “hero” by stripping away his most interesting aspects#my preference for juan among the bros is not only bc his story is moving but also bc his characterization feels very authentic and raw#and by that i mean that his misdeeds are as fleshed out as his human side which makes him extra engaging#he also doesn't have a group of fans always yassifying him mostly bc he isn't “conventionally attractive”#even though neil's intention is to make him the unappealing foil to cesare initially#but shit gets real once you cast insanely talented actors with brains like david and francois#caterina sforza#ursula bonadeo#tw abuse#tw sa#the borgias#cesare borgia#tb text post
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here's the thing. laudna would have stopped it. if she knew delilah was about to fracture the gnarlrock. if she could parse her own feelings from hers.
and here's the thing. imogen has been plagued by nightmares for a decade. and this rock is the first bit of solace outside of her trust in laudna that she has ever had.
and laudna was just involved in shattering it. this tiny bit of solace.
and. here's the thing: laudna would've stopped it.
and. here's the thing. imogen would've stopped it. the only reason imogen didn't go is because she was specifically afraid that she would attempt to intervene and ruin their relationship with the volition before it ever began.
and here's the thing. liliana set out 25+ years ago specifically to spare her daughter. and that seemingly has not ever wavered as her core motivation. but people keep being drawn to the moon. kids keep being drawn towards the moon. and liliana is a mother. she was a mother before she ever knew she was an exaltant.
for 25+ years she has worked to "cure" imogen. the only solace she probably ever received was in at least attempting to console the kids who found themselves lured in by her same pull.
liliana begs imogen not say that they may have to kill each other. she breaks at hearing imogen's resolve. but there's kids, imogen. there's kids here. imogen. she can't leave. she's a mom.
and, here's the thing: imogen's her daughter. the daughter liliana left. or tried to leave. the daughter she only had through dreams. and imogen is working with the volition. and imogen has been her sole drive for 25+ years.
and imogen might have just been involved in shattering the little solace she might have ever had.
and, here's the thing: imogen would've stopped them.
#DOES.THIS MAKE SENSE. DO YOU UNDERSTAND. I AM RUNNING ON THREE HOURS OF SLEEP AND AM HALLUCINATING I THINK#imogen temult#Liliana temult#laudna cr#critical role#cr spoilers#'did she know!?' well! yes but no!#god liliana. you awful hypocritical woman. PLEASE let me kiss you on the mouth#I do fear my writing which is meant to be more Perspective Driven will sound defensive rather than deeply interested but. alas#the anger in liliana just threw me back to imogen's post gnarlrock and I was like OHO. OH. INCH RESTING#I love when women are not great and bad#that being said. I do feel some of you are forgetting that liliana didn't like. steal kids from their families lol#she's a sympathetic villain! she's a tragedy!#anyway it is just far more compelling to me that she is lost in the sauce but ultimately we'll intentioned than just like. an idiot.#as some seem to think#ANYWAY. again. I just love women. and liliana is a woman and also a loser. what am I to do
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the thing is that I literally love the idea of 3 star fam never wanting to go back to the pizzaplex and not feeling any sense of duty for what goes on there once they're free and just. only doing the mimic trapping and that's it and letting Cassies dad (if they even knew about him) do all the dirty work mimic duty of setting up mxes and they just finished it once he died but like. are they going to TREAT it like that.
would they treat it like 3 star being desperate to live normally and wanting nothing to get away from everything freddys but until they end things for good, as the only people left who can, and a reason that they HAVE to go back with cassie being manipulated by mimic, theyll never be truly free and they have to face their fears/abuser to achieve that, but their absence was purposeful this whole time because of them wanting nothing more than to be involved, or are they just not going to touch on it and their absence will feel random and meaningless and Cassies dad important for no reason without that 3 star characterization and itll be mid
#they could make it genuinely good and if they went this route and actually made it clear that was their intention#id forgive it all. well maybe not the vanessa exclusion in content outside the games and the framing gregory like a villain#but like. itd be so good and satisfying if they did that especially since theyre 100% gonna be the ones to kill mimic#especially with the cassie stuff. its setting it up for FORCE them to go back. and they all have a motivation#cassie is gregorys best friend and would be becoming vanny 2 which vanessa would want to stop at all costs#knowing that its subjecting her to abuse and isolation and just hell#and freddy goes wherever his family goes. i think hed have more of a righteousness than gregory and vanessa and be more willing#to go there to kill mimic for good#because he loves them and hates seeing them living in fear and not truly relaxed#like this wiuld genuinely be peak with how things are currently lined up#itd be so easy. itd be satisfying itd give context to cassies dad existing itd give 3 star the development they deserve#without it being too intricate or intense or fandomey#itd just be a simple but very effective characterization#PLEASE STERL WOOL.#pandas.txt#thoughts#pre hw2#pre security breach 2#temporary tag#3 star fam#theory#analysis
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hiii hello so we are just going to go out on a limb here and ask if it'd be cool with you if we wrote some kind of fanfic based on / set in what we understand to be your post canon setting for isat? we might just spend a bunch of time thinking about scenarios within it rather than write any actual fanfiction But we have definitely strayed into Wanting To terrain so we wanna ask before we get too caught up in the idea. your take is awesome and we know we've been putting our thoughts in our reblog tags but at this point we are runnning out of "normal words" there are emotions only poetry masquerading as prose fanfiction can convey now. anyway totally understand if not Have a good day !
oh absolutely go right ahead!! It's my thought that i make fanwork in a communal sense so, if it inspires other people that's kind of the ideal outcome LMAO. But yeah go nuts!!
My musings on postcanon are vague at best and lightly self-contradictory anyway so its not exactly a 'setting' anyone could Fuck Up since 1. its not really Mine per se (it is a fanwork. and to me fanworks are just kind of... for other fans?? to me?? idk lol. like i didnt make the canon lol im not staking claim or authority on anything it feels weird) and 2. i think like the only solid 'plot points' in my perception of postcanon i bash dolls together in is like. Loop came back only a couple months at max while the party was still travelling around After picking up Nille (ambiguous vague timing) and they and Siffrin are going through great pains to obfuscate loops identity because theyre sure that for some reason they are paranoid revealing this would be Bad. and then just all the shit i detailed re: isabeau torment nexus. so like. these three posts (x) (x) (x). and uh. yeah thats like it. i dont keep a clear order of events in my head at all i just think its fun to maximise polycule disaster bullshit for whats probably outright Months before resolving it into "oh okay theyre together now its okay guys dont worry" in whatever level of romance through qpr that you please. which as someone who thinks the whole party is just gonna fall into some weird fucking extended qpr-polycule inevitably im sure u can assume my thoughts are similarly. vague as hell and mildly contradcictory. again.
anyway uhhh yeah go nuts show nuts (optional) have fun the above is to just hand you more posts to feed to your Mind Maw and have ideas about if you want them since generating ideas in other people is What Poasts Are For 👍👍👍
(edit: oh i am reading more of ur tag rambles that i missed just now. :) i like your thourts and reads!)
#lucabytetalks#idk !! rambled again for no real reason besides to hopefully assuage any fears that id be against you doing whatever the hell u want.#like im not an authority here have funnnn play in the spaaace and i basically never peruse ao3 and dont read much fic#(which means for all intents and purposes: if you dont want me to see things i probably wont. but if you do i dont mind being tagged)#(this extends to anyone and everyone btw)#i do have other rambly ass text posts under my lucabytetalks tags between my ask answers and random posts so if youre willing to dig i have#other random scattered thoughts. but thats entirely optional you do not have to do that im just telling u bc sometimes i didnt#fandom tag them. so uh. yeah. lol. sorry if my more niche bullshit is harder to find#isat spoilers
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something i think about constantly is this one guy at the nursing home i used to work at whose hands and fingers had crumpled in on themselves, not as a fist but sorta like an accordian or a zigzag, where one set of joints was pulled into the palm but the tips of the fingers were pulled outwards
and the last time i was at my nana's, i noticed the tips of a couple of her fingers had something similar going on, where it looked like the tip of the middle was permantly pulled to the side, making it crooked at the end
and my mother of course with all the health problems as me has the same crooked fingers, all pulled in similar directions
all of them say that arthritis caused it
if i look at my own hands, the tip of my middle finger peels backwards, which i was told was a symptom of Ehlers-Danlos, hypermobility, where the fingers would overextend themselves. the knuckle of my ring ringer doesn't jut out as much either, and my pinkie fingers are typically stiff and lately, as i continue my treatment, it almost feels like they're getting pulled off to the side as well. ive even developed a small callous on the palm right below the pinkie, where the bone seems to press against (and theres no other reason i would have a callous there)
i also think about how arthritis is supposed to start in the extremities, the hands and feet, and again in my feet it's the pinkie toe that's crunched up and pulled to the side, and the pinkie toe which i first noticed was getting less crunched as i continue treatment
and it all just perfectly aligns with the muscle tension patterns characteristic of neander foot/morton's foot. the primary compensation pattern is turning the feet outwards (to make the big toe reach the ground properly), which overuses the fibularis muscles. the fibularis brevis muscle in particular connects to the beginning of the pinkie toe, like so

...so if that muscle is overtight, which toe is going to get pulled out of place first? the pinkie toe.
and all that would perfectly explain why overusing muscles can lead to arthritis, because that's what arthrtis is: muscles that get so, so, so overtight that the joints themselves can become damaged just from how hard the muscle is pulling on them, damage which accumulates overtime and gets progressively worse because, well, you can't just not use your muscles
and it's??? treatable??? even has a distinct cause???? im curing my own arthritis??????? hello???
#but the infuriating thing is that im not officially diagnosed with arthritis because i don't have the damage#in fact NOTHING shows up on tests or machines. which claim that for all intents and purposes im perfectly healthy#but like arthritis can't just come out of nowhere. i have all the same symptoms as my mum did when they were young#but i was told that i shouldnt expect to have the same problems that they do??? even though everything lines up???#everyday i am blessed to have a doctor who takes me at face value regardless of what comes up on tests#cus holy shit. if i had been forced to wait until legitimate damage started occurring to my joints i might have just shot myself#but the fact that it can be treated...i still cant fully digest that#i feel better with each passing week. regained the ability to do things that i had feared were lost.#i dont know how much ill be able to get back but like tbe sheer amount that ive already been able to get back#fatals physio corner#how do you even begin to tell people that you figured out how to treat arthritis#much less without a phd
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Btw I had a long, LONG-ass post locked and loaded but I deleted it in favor of this: I couldn't vote this year, and I can't just up and leave the country, and yeah I'm scared. But being scared isn't going to DO anything for me personally except give me a fucking coronary, which is ALSO an outcome that conservatives would like. So I'm going to live my life, get on the internet less (and yeah that means here, too, sorry guys. DM me for my discord or even phone number if you like.), and engage with my local friends/community more. Because that's all I, personally, can even do.
I'm not the boss of anyone, especially not my mutuals and least of all my random assortment of followers, but I'd suggest that y'all maybe try to do the same, and remember that the average person is a lot less cruel than this world would have you believe. Stay safe ♡
#I do love y'all but at a certain point my dash being full of NOTHING but misery and fear starts feeling less like everyone commiserating#and more like fearmongering#which I know is probably not the intention but that's what my brain is reading it as#so like... gonna hold my friends close and just live my life for now and see what the future holds#I realize this is a privilege not everyone has but my existence as a trans person has not magically become less safe than from a week ago#the same number of people in the world who hated me yesterday still hate me today and I personally cannot change that#so it's not my responsibility to! the only responsibility to MYSELF that I have is to survive and make the world brighter as I go forward
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what are everyone’s thoughts on the allura ships
#.txt#voltron#to be honest#in s1-3 I was like hardcore shallura + kl#then I started like#disliking how they really Really de aged her#like writing wise#in my head she’s like 27 mental age#I never rlly saw her as like#on level with any of the paladins#so I never really saw her with any of them#then lotura which tbh on some level I understood but like#idk for me it felt so removed from alluras character and when it was confirmed over I didn’t really feel anything#romellura could’ve been cool but 1 I don’t think the show runners were keen on Another lgbt chr#and 2 it felt a little forced on me like just bc they’re two alteans but that’s a me thing#allurance is the previously mentioned Never saw her w any of the paladins#I get the feeling that shallura has like#long since passed its prime#esp w the whole shiro is gay thing#but honestly I still really like it (might be the nostalgia talking)#idk shiro being gay seems like such a spiteful move from the creators#not written with intention at all just there to appease and give hope and taketh away#especially with Adam (shown for like three scenes before dying) and unnamed husband (wtf??)#feels super#oh you want gay rep THERE fine#all this to say would I get jumped if I posted positively abt shallura in 2024 I think yes I fear
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guys i've been feeling really happy about my art style lately ^-^
#obviously i have bad days when everything looks like shit but hey! i've come a long way and i like where i am right now!#i fear to look at my old art because of cringe but i know it's important to keep it (don't look at it though)#i still don't finish anything and leave it as a sketch but at the very least my proportions and anatomy got better#not counting exaggerated features because those are Intentional#every so often i start thinking about opening commissions but getting paypal would be a hassle and i can only draw my own characters well#i know this because i'm extremely picky at artfight and draw only the characters that look like something i'd come up with#which would not benefit me at all if people were expecting me to draw their Very Round and Cute and Fluffy Looking OC .#those i can only do in a way more simplistic style that i'm not happy with#n e ways#kavka's sketches
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Old Flesh + The Parliament is conservatism.
I said what I said and I’m not taking it back.
#awful hospital#text post#shitpost#okay but—#a group of people who want everything to go back to the way it was and try to kill (literally) and erase any chance#I have to believe it was intentional#Jay is a truly wonderfully written and despicable villain because not only is he literally evil through killing and verbal abuse#he’s FIGURATIVELY EVIL in the CONTEXT OF THE THEMING because he SEES and is FULLY AWARE OF the injustices of the Hospital and its treatment#but instead of mobilizing that rage he has to make a change he says fuck it there’s nothing I can do and feeds into that corruption +#actively perpetuates it for his own gain and purposes#HE is a BIG PART of why the Hospital is failing by killing patients#it’s not just apathy it’s weaponized spite for all the wrong reasons#he’s an oppressed minority (a human in the Hospital) who grifts off all the fear and uncertainty#to get what he wants#crash is an apathetic and centrist youth who was radicalized by Fern showing him change could be made#but it was already too late#he felt isolated by all the people in change being blind to injustice and that led him to become being disillusioned#Jay and crash show that while being apathetic and refusing to take a stance even when you see injustice isn’t seen as causing as much#direct physical harm as grifting off misfortune it’s still equally as damaging#crash says I can’t fix it so I won’t do anything#while jay says I can’t fix it so who cares if I make it worse as long as I’m getting mine#I should at least get something from this since I’m suffering from it right?#but they ARE also very much sides of the same coin in a more direct way because they both make people suffer for their own gain#crash is doing it for a sense of petty amusement and Jay is doing it because he needs to have control#and power over SOMETHING by putting others down even if he’s also#doing it for amusement#he’s scared and pathetic which has made a control freak#again jay is a fucking minority grifter who asserts power over those who are also less#fortunate to affirm to himself that he’s one of the good and superior ones#crash just wants to have fun and make the best of it even if that’s at the expense of others
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the underwater episode of bojack horseman makes me so SAD ..
#he gets saddled with a baby seahorse. n on the way to bring it back to its dad bonds with it and everything#and then when it's time to give it back he just stands in the doorway and watches them#the dads obviously like. what the hell do you want. tries to invite him in to eat and then tries to give him money#n bojack refuses both. he doesn't even know what he wants he's just stuck standing there#n then you see a shot of all the seahorse babies eating and being babies#AND YOU CAN'T EVEN TELL WHICH ONE WAS THE ONE HE WAS WITH FOR THE WHOLE EPISODE.#and you see in his face that HE realizes that too#and he leaves#OWWWW#the closest thing he's felt to like Actual genuine love With no fear in who knows how long And then it's over immediately#AND NOT TO FUCKING MENTION THE MAIN PLOT OF BOJACK TRYING TO GET BACK TO SAY SORRY TO KELSEY JANNINGS FOR THE WHOLE EPISODE BUT IN THE END#once he FINALLY manages to write something sincere and honest to her the ink bleeds off the page. and she drives away#OWWWWWWW#AND THE wHOLE EPISODE IS SILENT AND THAT GETS ME EVEN MORE#IM SUCH A SUCKER FOR SILENT STORYTELLING#I adore bojack so much probably my favorite protagonist from any media ever#I don't want to write a whole essay analyzing his character so ill just say this#I love him I love him I love him#it wasn't intentional but I realized that my tiger lady oc is basically just bojack with a fresh coat of paint...
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You’re gonna die if you keep that up (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#ZEX#Kayako#And Teisel's there technically#*Die again - he's sticking with his track record lol at least he's consistent#Ghost/Curse GF arc!! I enjoy seeing ZEX happy but I am Concerned for him lol#ZEX be attracted to something/one that won't brutally murder him challenge - difficulty impossible#His affection for the grotesque and monstrous - I mean while it's admirable he does regularly put himself in dangerous situations!#Runs solely on the Suspension Bridge Effect lol - attraction and fear so conflated in his mind <3#I keep thinking of his human instincts as specifically Max's instincts since it's his body - Max's self-preservation and fear and hunger#Which ZEX dutifully ignores lol Max's body tells him to bolt and privately replies like ''Yes yes in a moment'' haha#His fascination wins out! To his own detriment haha#Although I say all that as though I don't relate in my own way - I have maybe just a few too many notes relating to ZEX lol#It's always been hard for me to get into horror in the way it's intended to spook and scare because I tend to get sad :')#So many monsters and ghosts and creatures are victims of circumstance! Like Kayako! As she is here she's not even malicious just dangerous#I've never seen the Grudge so it's only speculation but it seems very sad that she was tethered as a Curse rather than a malignant spirit#Like a battery moreso than an individual - what a terrible after-existence! It makes me sad to consider!#ZEX reaching out to her in his own way is very sweet <3 He's so biased towards his darlings hehe#In a way being human does suit him - we'll packbond with anything that Might have even the slightest inclination to not maim us lol#And the way he personifies her! (VUXonifies her?) Reading intention or emotion into her actions with no proof and no understanding!#The way he ''tries to read her face'' as if he hasn't been struggling with that this entire time - with other humans who can tell him so ♪#His pride is so delicious <3 He is so easily blinded to his own shortcomings in the face of pleasure and the potential for connection!#It's no wonder DAX worries about him so much hehe ♥#It also always makes me so happy to have something fit together so perfectly like those last two hehe <3#That vine didn't exist when this happened! But there it is!! I love newer memes on older media hehehe ♪♫
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FROM THE START self-love and acceptance has been one of the major themes of the series and if ANYONE could benefit from that tigress is RIGHT THERE
#will we ever get closure over her and shifu. will we ever get to see her confront her fear of BEING feared#WILL WE EVER GET TO SEE HER LOVE HERSELF OR CONFRONT HER ABANDONMENT ISSUES#like. she's not just hardcore and untouchable. she loves just as much as everyone else and wants to BE loved#i will die so mad that they left her so unexplored#WHAT IS THE POINT OF SETTING HER UP AS TAI LUNG'S ANTITHESIS#AND AS THE YIN TO PO'S YANG IF ITS NEVER EXAMINED#like. it's SHOWN. we see how their development has affected the other but it's never focused on for more than a scene#they make me curl up all dead and janky like a spider they make me so sick and ill#and from a writer's perspective THAT'S INTENTIONAL. SO WHY AREN'T WE MAKING IT HAPPENING#kfp#im just disappointed and miss her soooo much#i knew it'd be a long shot to hope for a tigress-centered movie considering we got a short (which I love w all my heart)#but like. i feel like that will-smith-displaying-wife meme#you set up all that gorgeous heartache and we're NOT gonna go into it??#tigress#ok but if you are in need of smth like that i cannot recommend KFP: One Thousand Years of Peace enough#its on ao3 it's a tigress self-love story it focuses so wonderfully on each of the five and it's tipo and it's POETIC CINEMA
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When I say I am having Thoughts about how johnjoshhayden seem to be wilfully misunderstanding the very base of miyagi's character I am Serious
#like. idk. once i can get my head around it i might say something smarter but#i get you want complicated characters#i get it#the problem is that they seem to think miyagi isnt one.#when he so obviously IS. that you would have to be watching with your eyes closed up to miss it.#like. i put up with a lot of bullshit as a fan (hello. dc) but likem#this means So Much to me. and to so many other people. it was a genuinely heartfelt story#which is why it is so popular#sonto diarespect the source material like that#this isnt like playing with the canon of something silly.#it's like fundamentally rewriting the principals in what (Seems. i have to be clear. i will Attempt to assume positive intent)#mean spirited attempt to be all “gotcha!”#that littleerally reminda me of xinema sins. like. im sorry. the specific words for this type of phenomenon#the fear of being genuine and earnest and “cringe”#AND there have been moments before like that in the show that i wrote off but like#🚬💀#🧂#ck negativity
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On Authorial Intent and Other Vices
So, I’m a firm believer of Death of the Author. Which makes me highly skeptical of any reading of a text, in which you try to attribute authorial intent or authorial politics to the analysis.
To me, what the author intended is of extremely little consequence.
Because as I’m reading the text, and as I’m interpreting it, I have no clue who the author is.
I have no idea about their past, their background, their politics or who they are as a person.
You can, maybe, find their gender or nationality but as pseudonyms exist - you can get that wrong too.
So if you attribute any authorial intend with limited resources to what politics or view the actual author has, you risk contamination.
That means, you are superimposing your own views into the text, with a facade of objectivity.
Let’s say a piece of text, describes a woman being murdered and raped.
If you assume the author is man, you may say they put this for self gratification purposes.
If you assume the author is a woman, you may infer that she’s speaking from the female experience trauma.
Or you could also assume it’s internalized misogyny.
Or also assume it’s straight up lazy writing.
But because you don’t know who the author is, what their views are, or even what intention they were having when they wrote it - you are left with speculations.
Which more often than not, falls into bioessentialism or stereotypes.
Bear with me for a second.
Bioessentialism is the belief that there are certain attributes that are inherent to men or women. TERFs often wrap this up as a “women are always frail victims” and “men are always violent perpetrators”.
This bleeds into the reading of the text. If there’s a violent scene and it was written by a man - it must mean it was done as an act of aggression and hatred. If it was written by a woman - it must be a depiction of victimhood.
Which, obviously, is bullshit.
And a bias that I don’t think a lot of people are aware they have. One that a lot of people default to, too.
This leads to an environment where you apply a moral judgment to the author, based on the type of fiction they create.
Which very quickly slips into “anti-rhetoric” which I will always say is TERF-lite. It’s radical, bioessentialism feminism that negates any sort of nuance.
It is solely focused on whether the author is good-or-bad, sexist-or-not, racist-or-not, etc etc.
You stop engaging with the text, but instead with the hypothetical politics of an author you have no idea what their intentions actually were.
Now. That isn’t to say that authorial intent is worthless. Or even that we shouldn’t analyze it.
Authorial intent is an excellent lense through which you can analyze a text - when you know the author and the politics of said author.
(Else, as I said before, you’re playing a guessing game with whatever stereotypes of the person’s race,gender,age,nationality,sexuality, etc you may have).
I’ll pull up the easiest and most recent example of it we have: JK ROWLING.
While it’s definitely useful to analyze her stories with Authorial Intent in mind - I feel like a lot of people who do it with the intention of saying “you could tell she’s a terrible person, by looking at what she wrote”.
And while I understand the sentiment, it inevitably goes hand in hand with “you can always tell an author is morally bankrupt, because of what they write”.
Which again, is dangerous.
Not only because it assumes you can recognize dangerous patterns of behavior through the fiction someone writers - but because it assumes that those who don’t write those patterns are inherently good.
“This person only ever wrote about good defeating evil, so that must mean they’re a good person”
Case in point: JK herself again.
Before the entire controversy of her being a TERF came out, people praised Harry Potter for being extremely progressive. And assumed she was a huge ally!
Because they assumed she was a morally good person, people interpreted her story as that of: a poor abused child rising up to defeat a fascism regime.
But now that she’s come out as a TERFy liberal, the analysis has changed; the story is now about a privileged boy fighting to maintain a status quo that benefits only him.
The story hasn’t changed. You haven’t changed. The only thing that changed is your perception of the author.
And to me it asks the question
“What is more important? What you THINK the author is saying, or whatever you heard?”
To me, what they said matters, but it matters way more what I heard. Obviously. This is what I interpreted, it’s the lessons I learnt.
But I also think that it’s important to highlight that, Authorial Intent is never objective.
No person is.
Unless you have a direct quote from an author saying “I intended x when I wrote y”, you are not being objective.
You have no idea what they actually meant.
And trying to guess what they were trying to say, while interesting and worthy of discussion, is never going to take a center stage when discussing the text.
Because the text becomes whatever the audience has decided it to be.
It’s nothing more that pieces of writing. And if tomorrow everyone agreed Harry Potter is a trans ally - in our collective he would become it.
It’s an idea. And if that idea becomes bigger than the text - suddenly authorial intent loses all meaning, aside of a footnote.
There’s a reason the marauders fandom has gained its own consciousness, detached almost entirely from the canon of the books.
The text exists far beyond what an author has intended. And limiting yourself to just what you think the author said, limits not only your analysis of the text, but also your analysis skills.
Authorial intent is but one lense of analysis. One that I find limiting. If you want a full radiography, you have to interact with more than that.
#analysis#essay#writing advice#jk rowling#harry potter#I could also go in depth with lovecraft and Guillermo Del Toro#in which the authorial intent was fear and disgust of the unknown#and someone saw and took away nothing but the love for the other and the unknown#like the ability of an audience to create meaning out of a text is beautiful
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