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My spouse read the next chapter of my Lucifer fic (aka the time travel/future daughter reveal) and he says it's hitting all the emotions I want it to and just needs that final spit and polish to clean it up. So if it actually ends up sucking when you read it in 2 weeks, blame him. :P
#I haven't looked at it myself since the 21st because I'm so nervous about it#I'm so worried it's been hyped too much and readers will be disappointed with it#But I've also had the reveal scene written for over a year because it was one of the first scenes I planned#(I mean I had to have it planned it early. It's how I knew there was even a story to pursue. The whole thing hangs on this moment.#That's why it's the midpoint!)#Anyway#My point is it's lived too long in my head and I've lost all perspective on it#But my spouse claims it hits you in the throat the way some of the chapter 12 scenes were!#So I'm sticking with what's there and just polishing up those sentences#Get them nice and smooth for posting day#which is also my birthday#:D
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I guess the hazbin teaser is on May 1st
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I WILL be the best dressed attendee at the Florence Gatsby musical on July 12
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Luffy week day 7:
Free prompt: Sunrise
Happy birthday, Luffy :)
#one piece#luffy week#luffy week 2024#monkey d luffy#man it took so lon to figure out what this piece was going to be#so it’s a bit later than the other ones#but I’m posting it properly on the day here which means it’s also my birthday :D#thank you all for following along with me this week#it’s been an absolute pleasure making these and I’m super proud of them#some of the mid week pieces are like. some of my best pieces to date#the luffy effect….. he’s too inspiring
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anyone else have multiple traumatic memories associated specifically with holidays/family vacations? because that is a topic I never see discussed in all the So You Had A Shitty Childhood, Now What? self-help books i've been reading. but for me, it was a significant thing. and the more i think about it the more it seems like this would be an (unfortunately) common experience. would be grateful to hear if this matches other peoples' experiences...
#not a shitpost#serious post#ask to tag#tw trauma#cptsd#c-ptsd#and if so we should TALK about it#because it means there are a whole group of survivors out there whose mental health regularly worsens during holidays#like i know i am most certainly not the only person who feels an undefined Dread hanging over christmas/my birthday/july 4 etc#bc too many shitty things happened during those times and now my brain is hypervigilant bc traditionally these are the Danger Times#and this seems like it would be particularly common for survivors of abusive/dysfunctional households (aka most people with c-ptsd)#because holidays/vacations typically mean 1) the whole family is together/being forced to interact#2) and undergoing external stressors e.g. travel/relatives aka 'outsiders' visiting/routines & coping mechanisms being interrupted etc#3) there is social pressure for this to be a Fun Family Bonding Experience which only highlights the cracks in the foundation#and exposes the common Everything Is Fine/We Are A Happy Family lie#4) the cognitive dissonance of feeling tired/anxious/stressed/afraid during a time when you are 'supposed' to be Making Good Memories#and then everyone is angry/tired/anxious/triggered and things boil over and something or someone goes Very Wrong#weird that i'm posting this in october when halloween is...sort of the ONLY holiday i have only good and happy feelings towards#i got lucky there#also i have positive feelings towards Labor Day but that's for socialist reasons
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drew some creatures at the amnh :0
#sketchbook stuff#artists on tumblr#went to the butterfly pavilion too#they had an exhibit called opulent ocean and gOSH :'D#basically it was like old science/field drawings(??) of marine life but museum made them#into these huge posters on the wall and they were really gorgeous to see up close oauuauaughhgh#knew I forgot something at homehahhsfs aka my brush and the incorrect charger cord#would've stayed longer but my phone was kinda running out of battery#some of the exhibits are kinda dark so I'm just scribbling away colors/hoping they look fine hAHA#kinda interesting to see them later in normal light#edit: hmm...what if I made a pdf of all the museum/aquarium drawings#edit: also huh I am like...2/3 done with this sketchbook#which is kinda cool becasue I started it in february#also almost done with the birthday sketchbook from last year
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would love to see beyond birthday napping or relaxing or something! i don’t think i’ve seen your take on him before
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thanks! hope the above is acceptable!
#death note#beyond birthday#bb#anon asks#requests#so at the risk of having my dn fandom card revoked#i have to admit i know very little about this character#and 100% of my knowledge comes from fandom osmosis#i also struggled a bit with this because i’ve never drawn him before#and my understanding is that he’s essentially in L cosplay#which may be outside my capabilities to draw#so anyway hope this is okay 😅#thanks for the ask!
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Daily Goo Day 112: Polaroid
#VERY SPECIAL DAILY GOO TODAY! BC ITS JUSTIN CHAPMANS BIRTHDAY#which admittedly i remember mostly bc its also my brother's birthday. shout-out to my brother#HOWEVER! THE GANG'S ALL HERE!! goo wanted a picture :D#goo ii#ii goo#osc#object shows#object show community#inanimate insanity#inanimate insanity invitational#ii#iii#daily goo ii#paper ii#ii paper#mepad ii#ii mepad#knife ii#ii knife#silver spoon ii#ii silver spoon#cant belive i forgot J.U.S.T.I.N. im a fake fan 😔😔😔😔
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Life got super busy so I’m behind on Veiltober, but I finally finished this one! Emmrich!
#my art#veiltober#emmrich volkarin#dragon age emmrich#I’ve been having fun with colors#this one my reference was black and white#so I got to make up the colors#which was harder than expected#also I had… 6 performances last weekend on top of it being my birthday#and my normal job#😩#I want more time to paint
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matching ugly sweater gang!
on sunday was hed's 1st birthday. 🥹 he's the only one of the bandmates for whom i know the exact date when i drew him for the first time (the rest are a few days/weeks older). i can't believe these guys have been on my brain for over a year now. 😭😭😭
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#little guy finally resembles his dad and bro 🥲#ish had to get les's clothes commissioned past a certain age#and getting rock troll sized clothes for hed was also a struggle so half the time those were made by a local seamstress or tailor too#tho i imagine this sweater was knitted for his birthday by their neighbor who's an older lady-empty nester who likes babysitting the two#i haven't mentioned her before but she's been in my brain for as long as the uncles. i just never sat down to design her#trolls#dreamworks trolls#ex bandmates#trolls oc#hed#hedley#ish#les#leslie#funk trolls#hed and les are supposed to be around 8 and 12 here which means ish is only 28 😭#the teen pregnancy single dad struggler#my art
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IAN GALLAGHER + his journey with bipolar disorder
╰┈➤ “At times, being bipolar can be an all-consuming challenge, requiring a lot of stamina and even more courage, so if you’re living with this illness and functioning at all, it’s something to be proud of, not ashamed of." - Carrie Fisher
#happy world bipolar day to all my bp babies#(more thoughts at the end of the tags)#shameless#shamelessnet#shamelessedit#ian gallagher#cameron monaghan#*macygifs#bipolar disorder#hello pals how are we doin#i made this gif set in july of 2023 and never posted it because 1) i was terrified to share it and potentially see Bad Takes in the tags#and 2) because my hyperfixation was waning. and while both of those things are still mostly true (the fixation comes and goes)#i feel like it's really important to share as ian's bipolar storyline was not only so vital to his character it was a bit of representation#that isn't often given to the disorder and those (like myself) who live with it every single day#world bipolar day is a day where we can both celebrate ourselves and our resilience and also raise awareness of the reality of the disorder#which is both terrifying and beautiful at its core. this disease is not a death sentence or a sentence to an unfulfilled and miserable life#while there are challenges galore when it comes to balancing life with this disorder it IS possible to live a full and productive life#and i think it's really important to have representation of that in media - and while shameless dropped the ball on a LOT of storylines#over the years THIS is the one they really fucking nailed and i am incredibly grateful#i first started watching shameless while in the midst of a major depressive episode and i was later (finally) diagnosed during an extended#hypo/manic episode - this show and ian's storyline got me through so much and made me feel so seen and validated in my struggles#world bipolar day is also vincent van gogh's birthday (happy birthday buddy) who was posthumously diagnosed with bipolar disorder#and who experienced both depressive and hypo/manic episodes during his lifetime (and was regularly institutionalized)#it takes a lot of help and support to keep us going. it takes the support of our family and friends and *most* of all#it takes patience and kindness and understanding - which is so so so easy to give if you are willing to love and listen#so please. be willing. listen to our stories. be patient with us. show us love without conditions. support us in any way you can.#we are worth it#i promise#anyway. that's really all i wanted to say. happy world bipolar day to those who celebrate (me) and may all of us living with this disorder#go on to live happy fulfilling beautiful magical lives
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i found you in the future
#robin#HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE.................#a TINY bit late but pls forgive me#egghead spoilers#isn't it so romantic that she learned about ohara's survival on the island of the future .............#one piece#some added commentary: the little white bits can be seen as bubbles of air escaping the books#to symbolize that the lives poured into them continue to breathe on#and also the ashes of ohara thrown into the sea#so the water around robin holds death life knowledge and flowers#(callback in a way to the 'scattered in the sea are the world's grief / the world's secrets' line from my last robi drawinf)#ah and also her tears! which contain those multitudes as well#good things lay in wait 4 ohara :#'-)))
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he’s very tired after his surprise party btw
#happy birthday to mike one of my characters of all time fr#u already know how i feel about him so i will keep it short and sweet#thank u for consistently allowing me to crack ur head open like an egg and mess around with the insides#sigh. but like fr#happy mike day 🥳 !!#here’s to many more mike fics from me#ur local mike wheeler enthusiast#(see pfp for reference)#also pssssst#they’re wearing each others clothes pspspspsps#not that it’s rly relevant i just thought u shd know#bc i created this and i said so#mike wheeler#will byers#byler#/astro draws#creating an art tag which is maybe presumptuous of me we’ll see how often it gets used
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What an absolute banger
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#I love this song so much#plus it’s the first instance of the nightmare time motif which is awesome#anyways yeah it was my birthday today#yippee#also the beginning of tech week#and I’m already spent#hatchetfield#the guy who didn't like musicals#tgwdlm#alice woodward#not your seed#that lighting gave me agony#Starkid#starkid tgwdlm
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guess who found an extremely janky art program he can draw in!!! this guy!!! i decided to try drawing in someone’s strawpage and it’s really fun i love it. these’re all from the past 3 days!!! not in chronological order because if it were then my awfully jpeg compressed first attempt would be the first thing you see and i just can’t handle that. anyways!!! enjoy my fellas
#marshdoodles#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#i think it’s really funny how only one of these isn’t a siffrin of some kind#a single mibel for your troubles#also!!! since i’ve seen some people ask#strawpage is basically like. a tumblr askbox for sites that aren’t tumblr#you can send someone anon asks and drawings!!! it’s really fun#for some reason whenever mine get posted to twitter they get a bunch of random dots on them though? which is. odd#it’s not usually that big of a deal but like. if you saw these on twitter. those aren’t supposed to be there#also. by the time this posts it’ll be my birthday!! i’ll be 18 and stuff!! i’ll make a proper post later but!! still!!
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"The she-wolf laid into the squires with a tourney sword, scattering them all. The crannogman was bruised and bloodied, so she took him back to her lair to clean his cuts and bind them up with linen."
#asoiaf#asoiaf fanart#lyanna stark#howland reed#my drawings#i wonder how many times i've reread that chapter with meera's story lol#i like this moment esp it's so sweet#and clearly made an impact on howland as he followed ned into the war later.. all the way to the tower#ohhhh you know what now i want a howland and jon interaction. i want them to meet. oh man#asos#anyway i've been in a bit of a slump lately so this isn't great but eh. i've got a few backlogged as well i might upload..sometime#it was super foggy today to the point of not seeing anything which was very cool so i guess that motivated me to finish this#i like weird weather but it should have snowed damn it. there's almost always snow on my birthday so this feels like an ominous sign#also there are odd places in my neighbourhood where tons of crows and rooks and jackdaws gather for whatever reason and i see them on walks#and i always go hmm looks like a feast for crows over there. heh
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