#which is a symptom of a lot of things

[akwardpogayto]

NO AND YOU PEOPLE COULD MAYBE HAVE SLEEP APNEA PLEASE SEE AN ENT

(Like. I’ve worked at an ENT office and this is literally one of the questions on the sleep apnea screening forms that we make people fill out)

this also happens when im writing sometimes, but ill be reading and after a while, it gets to the point where my eyelids are drooping and i can hardly keep them open and im wondering if it's just a me thing, a chronic illness thing, or a generally common thing. tia!!

[obsob]

one small step for. kitties

[jasperthejester]

me: finally accepting theres a good chance im autistic and starting to work up the courage to ask my parents to see if i could get a diagnoses but being scared to

my mom: do you ever think you have adhd? if you want to do a screening for add next time your at the doctors you can

me:

[shulkerbullets]

ahhhh yes. mal du pays my beloved.

[toskarin]

miss Toskarin you’re not convincing me that Skyrim was the ruin of all western rpgs. In fact you’re convincing me that the issues began with oblivion.

I'd better be careful or else I might convince you of my less loudly-held beliefs

[why-the-heck-not]

”having cats is so cozy :3 they’re so cute aww look at her purr aw what a sweetheart”

i’m collecting pieces of a bird into a plastic bag on this fine sunday evening

[cupboard-of-npd]

Sometimes I research ocd bc I go 'hm crap wait what if I dont have it' and then relate to everything I research, then realise 'Hey that was probably just an ocd thing you did you dumbass'

[destinationtoast]

It's really, really nice to have a doctor say, "Oh yeah, that makes sense" after years of having people tell you your pattern of pain can't be happening and/or is inexplicable!

[b-blushes]

thursday quest - no physical therapy today - make and eat lunch sooooo early but i can do it!!!!! - get ready for wedding - attend wedding! yay! (: - decompress well when i get home <3

[asterdeer]

i know i don’t have the intensity of a diagnosable mental illness that causes breaks with reality on a regular basis but like. i’ve forgotten who i was for no reason. i’ve gotten out of the car after a normal drive home and realized that i don’t know where or who i am or how to get into the house or what a sofa is. more than once i’ve blacked out while driving and “woken up” in a completely unfamiliar part of town with no memory of how i got there. all of that was terrifying. so it’s like. thinking about michael going deeper and deeper into the distortion scared out of his mind and losing himself bit by bit until he was nothing except the evil he thought he was sent in to destroy makes me feel. extremely sad.

but then at the same time he was strong enough - he stayed himself enough - to ensure that the distortion, while it was using his body, was always still a little bit him. it never escaped who he was - a scared, uncertain person who nevertheless cared so deeply about his friend and his mentor that the distortion couldn't help but emphasize it, even when it wants to call him pointless and disposable - so that the distortion was kind to sasha, and helped tim and martin, and even sort of looked out for jon. which makes me kind of stupidly proud of him.

[sockfizz]

Scratches my head and leans into the mic. So uh PSA! If I do anything that upsets you please inform me as soon as you can instead of ignoring it til I'm vulnerable? Thanks

[starheirxero]

Like, Killcode in execution wasn't too scary which is understandable bc of the nature of the show n such but like. Could u imagine??? The idea of Killcode at the start was basically "your biggest flaw has turned into its own being and it's hungry." It's hungry and it's scratching and it wants out and it will do anything to get that freedom. It will rip at you from the inside out if need be and there is nothing you can do about it.

Like maybe I've been looping "that unwanted animal" too much but I think that + a more scary and feral KC could be sooooo fascinating. I just want Sun to look at Moon in the eyes and instead of seeing his brother, he sees nothing but red eyes and white pupils that are looking at him with a primordial hunger.

[tj-crochets]

Once again no crafts to update, but here’s those fish I drew yesterday!

[pastafossa]

I got my stress test and had the holt monitor put on today! The good news is my weird heart issues don't seem to be triggered solely by physical exertion (heart was still weird and was dizzy on sitting/standing up just like in previous tests, but my heart didn't get MORE weird when my heart rate increased). Which makes sense since half the time I'll literally just be laying in bed falling asleep or sitting at my PC when I feel it go through a little episode, so it's clearly happening ALL the time and not just when moving around. So that rules a few things out! Now I've got the heart monitor on, and I'll wear it for 5 days (meaning it can consistently catch what's going on) and I have to keep a little diary of what I'm doing whenever I have symptoms. It's progress!

[waterloggedtomorrow]

I read this year fewer books than any year previously on record except 2015. I was surprised by the number + went to look @ my monthly graph + ... yeah I guess that makes sense!!!

[ceramicbeetle]

much to be said about how it’s kind of unfair to try navigating life while Touched, but also i think it’s just a normal facet of life that you can’t always get what you want,, so it’s hard to justify bitching Too much sometimes :/