#which i think was like a decade ago
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
very much not a youtuber fanart person but the end of hermitcraft season 9 really got to me so here's ya boy grain.
#cringefail minecraft fanart I KNOW OKAY#IM SICK ALL I CAN DO IS SIT IN BED AND DRAW#grian#grian fanart#hermitcraft#secret life#life series smp#hermitcraft smp#my holiday season kinda sucks okay give me this one#its wild how long ive watched hermitcraft tho its very much my no thoughts head empty watch while eating thing#but i remember watching like. season 3 when it came out?#which i think was like a decade ago#jesus.#also like. gaming youtube is pretty nuts i have a general rule not to go near any content that like#doesnt get that their main audience is 12#like if they swear im taking it as a red flag#and so far have not been proven wrong#Bitter Content#fanart#digital art#no one look at me okay im too tired
151 notes
·
View notes
Text
es rarepair week 2024 day 1 | AU/future
lil ghostic au of mine!!! yuzuru and the rest of fine are long since trapped souls in an abandoned mansion of which rst come across while looking for shelter during a storm :] it doesnt um. particularly end well
#doodles#duck scribbles#es rarepair week 2024#midoyuzu#yuzumido#i Was gonna do the stardew au but then it made me kind of sad. actually this is even worse in that aspect but im in a mood#enstars#midori finds his diary of which details the life of and events leading to yuzuru and the rest of the residents' deaths and w it slowly#becomes able to see/interact with (to an extent) yuzurus spectre himself#midori takamine#yuzuru fushimi#ghostswere initially rather aggressively hospitable in order to keep lost strangers there to eventually die and become a lost soul like the#but most w time grew to just want to be freed and be able to pass on in peace. more hostile ghosts become vague wisps of what they were bef#ore once theyve lost their tether to humanity but those with a strong will still have more control and effect on their surroundings somewha#yuzuru specifically was determined to maintain the mansion and has for decades and maybe centuries kept it orderly hence the clarity of his#spirit!!! having been one of those hostile spirits himself before has moved on to gently guiding guests away from the more dangerous areas#and assisting them so as to ensure their safe leave#they look for a way to break the curse on the mansion together so as to free all their souls!! unfortunately for midori she fell in love w#someone who has long since died 👍#the lil ballroom scene was a funny thing i dreamed about a while ago actually. i like to think watarus ghost put on some music unprompted#oh and since the rest of rst is also there technically you can expect chiaki is Not having a very good time
295 notes
·
View notes
Text
"Anyone can find happiness. That's the world we're striving for!"
#kamen rider#kamen rider geats#jyamato awaking#michinaga azuma#haruki usagami#fanart#artists on tumblr#comics#kr geats#the more I think about this movie the more I think it was specifically made to cater my needs of a decade ago#because listen— perhaps my weakest spot in fiction is family drama and most of my fav chars have some siblinghood#especially if one of the siblings is a child with unknown powers that needs to be saved or sth like that#but michi managed to become my fav geats char (and so far i daresay my fav rider overall) without any family mention#his first impression was super strong tho and i tend to cling onto those — i'll give him that#while right behind him I have keiwa and sara — which if you ask me i identify myself a lot on sara#then the master micchi special gives 5 secs of family drama onto him aND THEN WE HAVE THIS MOVIE#ENTIRELY CENTERED IN THIS JYAMATO CHILD DOOMED TO BECOME THE DESTROYER OF FUTURE#THAT CULMINATES ON THE JYAMASTAINED HUMAN PROMISING TO TAKE CARE OF THE JYAMAORPHAN#I just didn't cry bc i was on call w my friend thanking foxjesus for giving the banquet i've been starving for#some minutes before the hug scene i was like "PLEASE GEATS LET MICHI HUG THE KID I KNOW I'VE BEEN ASKING YOU A LOT BUT JUST THIS ONCE#and i mention my needs of a decade ago bc of my ygo zexal times when i used to siblingship haruto and mizael EXACTLY LIKE THAT!!!!#LOOK IF IT ISNT MY FAV CHAR STARTING WITH 'MI' AND AN ENEMY FACTION POWERED 'HARU' CHILD
60 notes
·
View notes
Text
so anyways some legends are told some turn to dust or to gold but you will remember me, remember me for centuries, and just one mistake is all it will take, we’ll go down in history, remember me for centuries, remember me for centuries. Mummified my teenage dreams, no it’s nothing wrong with me, the kids are all wrong, the story’s all off, heavy metal broke my heart. come on, come on and let me in, bruises on your thighs like my fingerprints- and this is supposed to match, the darkness that you felt, i never meant for you to fix yourself. some legends are told some turn to dust or to gold but you will remember me, remember me for centuries, and just one mistake is all it will take, we’ll go down in history, remember me for centuries, remember me for centuries. And i can’t stop till the whole world knows my name, ‘cause i was only born inside my dreams. Until you die for me, as long as there’s a light, my shadow’s over you ‘cause I am the opposite of amnesia. And you’re a cherry blossom, you’re about to bloom, you look so pretty but you’re gone so soon. some legends are told some turn to dust or to gold but you will remember me, remember me for centuries, and just one mistake is all it will take, we’ll go down in history, remember me for centuries, remember me for centuries. We’ve been here forever, and here’s the frozen proof, I could scream forever, we are the poisoned youth. some legends are told some turn to dust or to gold but you will remember me, remember me for centuries, and just one mistake is all it will take, we’ll go down in history, remember me for centuries, remember me for centuries.
#need to have a centuries revolution bc i am also sick of ppl acting like this song is bad just bc it got played a lot almost a decade ago#it is such a good fucking song it plays into the common fob themes of fame and legacy patricks vocal performance on it is so impressive#it is so catchy which is a Great thing it is so well produced ALSO i think the lyrics are some of petes best. i cannot lie abt that they#are so fucking good. so come to centuries world w me because i love this song so so so much#txt#p: 100
300 notes
·
View notes
Text
does anyone know how to do an assignment im going to throw myself out this window
#text#I CANT FOCUSSSS S AND I KEEP GETTING OVERWHELMED#ITS 7 QUESTIONS AND I NEED TO CITE THE READING#AND THEN ONE QUESTION THAT SPECIFICALLY SAYS 2-3 PARAGRAPHS#WHICH IS LIKE. 9-10 PARAGRAPHS IN TOTAL. IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT#WHICH IS TOO MANY. I WAS JUST BORN ONLY 2 DECADES AGO
37 notes
·
View notes
Text
autistic becoming a neutral/positive adjective in todays culture would make my younger neurodivergent self so happy and hopeful (and i hope others can find that too:))
#it definitely has not become fully positive#i have seen it be an insult (to me and others) in casual conversation#<- someone said i was the boring kind of autism and i have grieved ever since then (/hj)#<- people also just add on to anything weird or wrong i do ‘ur autistic’ which I’ve come to realize is in a demeaning way#(didn’t realize bc of the autism)#but i feel like i can tell people that i am autistic now. as opposed to when i hid it so people wouldn’t think less of me#or change how they acted around me#now i have people being like (real conversation btw) “yeah but that guys an asshole. and the other is autistic and cool’’#<- this was a neurotypical childhood friend who would never say this a decade ago#I’ve heard kids say cute things like ‘i am so happy you’re you’‘I wish i was autistic like you’ <- a little confused but he’s got the spirit#i know the world is still shitty and rude and disrespectful#but i have seen such a growth of love and support and overall normalization in todays world#and progress is progress <3#don’t forget that!!#autism#autistic#actually autistic#neurodivergent#positivity#idk what else to tag#but ily all<3#the rare og text post
24 notes
·
View notes
Text
Does anybody else feel like mental health awareness has done very little to help them in material reality
#i was gonna say done nothing to help but that seemed too harsh#like there definitely is more knowledge about it now. maybe more people feel comfortable speaking about it which is good#but personally i don't feel that. like idk. workplaces will post about mental health awareness and then do nothing to help employees#the same w universities. my uni cut back the already meager mental health support#and then the government is doing absolutely fuck all as well#like idk im just back in a place i thought id gotten out of long ago and i still don't feel comfortable talking about it with people#maybe that's a me problem or maybe it's cultural or something idk. but in the 10 years ive been depressed (🫠) i don't think it's gotten a#whole lot better. teenagers are still dealing with the same shit i did and they're still not being taken seriously#women's mental health is not even spoken about.....anxiety depression sh eds etc are still ignored or seen as hysterical behaviour in women#or just normal esp with disordered eating. society hasn't changed people still want women to be stick thin and weak#like i know 10 years is a short time and there has been massive improvements in mh awareness if we look back over the past 50+ years#but idk i just think that it hasn't gotten better for a lot of people#i think specifically of belfast and like god. the amount of trauma there is the amount of homelessness the amount of substance abuse#drug abuse in particular that has gotten visibly worse over the past decade or so*#and i connect the dots n see the 2008 recession + a tory gov defunding the nhs + dehumanisation of homeless people & addicts + the troubles#+ ptsd + generational trauma + a negative peace + classism + paramilitary drug dealers + parties linked to those paramilitaries#and its like hmmmm i think we live in a society. and a mental health approach based on individual actions like journaling and meditation#isn't the way to go. or at least is not the be all and end all which is what a lot of mental health awareness raising seems to promote#*visibly worse on the streets. it was always a problem ofc but even a decade ago my parents never imagined it would be as bad as it is now#and it's become so normalised. i do think there's less individualism here than there seems to be elsewhere which can be good and can be bad#but i think we are becoming more and more individualistic. slowly. there's still a sense of community here but i do think it's changing#and callousness towards homeless people is one of the most obvious examples of this.#love when i put a wee asterisk in the tags of a post. like i have A Lot To Say lol
30 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#after a bus to a plane to a train to the underground to the room im staying in...im back in london#my calves are in their own personal layer of hell and my feet hate me but I HAD SO MUCH FUCKING FUNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#also??? the guys i shared a hostel with???? were so fucking hot oh my god. there were 3 guys and me which i wasn't. expecting. BUT.#the one in the bunk above me was australian and he was nice enough to give me a usb port thing for my phone and i think#i think i fell in love with him he was so prettyyyyyyyyyyyy#never got his name. but ill remember him and his charger fondly#he even let me keep it which was super sweet#but my birthday is in 2 days and then next week is edinburgh and my TATTOO!!!!!!!!#cannot express how much is happening and how happy i am i genuinely dont think ive been this excited about life in. at least a decade.#i dont want this trip to end and i know i still have like 2 weeks but i dont want to GOOOOOO#but also i DOOOOO bc then i have BRASIL with my grandparents and im just FGBHJK<JHBGVBHNJ#sometimes i cannot believe this is my life but like then i remember the shell of a human being i was just a year ago and im like.#no ya know what i deserve this.#anyway yes im alive and now i need to go pass the fuck out. miss you all im sorry to everyone i still need to reply to. i havent forgotten.#and i will do it!!!!!!!!! but time is hard. for obvious reasons. hope you are all well and im sending everyone kisses ilyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!#personal
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
As someone who read the books and is only barely into the tv fandom, scrolling through and seeing people's reactions to the AMC Interview With The Vampire is wildly entertaining
#iwtv#'ipad baby armand' i mean yeah#in the books iirc (from a decade ago lol) he was an actual child like claudia style#'cherubic' i believe is how he was first described#'we dont know daniels a vampire until we see his eyes' speak for urself i saw those stickon nails#which. i think yall would really benefit from knowing lestats self-description in The Vampire Lestat (assumedly the basis of s3)#is basically the og Raven Dementia Way#i would not be surprised if that was the inspiration tbh#also claudia was much more bloodthirsty in the book#she had toddler-level tantrums but with superpowers#so did armand bc again he was Young#double checked and he was a teenager#also he HATED claudia#so obvi the tv show is different but honestly i dont mind that much#its a love story to the original while being markedly different#one thing they did get right is lestats cuntiness
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
day 133
so im getting my aradia cosplay back together and my new wig and horns came in today SO i took some pics and used them VERY loosely as reference to get a more semirealistic style sketch?
idk im just VERY excited about this new wig lol
#day 133#year 4#aradia megido#homestuck#i havent cosplayed aradia in......#MAYBE a decade. which is wild considering she is my fave!!!#i just made these really uncomfortable homemade horns and like#idk they broke years ago and i always told myself id fix them but of course i never did because shit was very labor intensive#and even if i had#again theyre really uncomfy#so i just let the aradia cosplay fall to the wayside for years on end#branched out into some new nonhomestuck cosplays#acquired some New Crafting Skills#so now i think its time to Do My Girl The Justice She Deserves#and get a proper god tier aradia together#because i fukcing love her
91 notes
·
View notes
Text
i dont think something has to be art to be good or to have merit and vice versa. this applies also and especially to video games
#with a lot of video games imo its more often the case that youre looking at several artistic components comprising a final product#but said final product isnt necessarily a piece of art. and it doesnt have to be and thats fine#i feel like the anti video games era of a couple decades ago has made people very defensive of them#to the point where they place the right of vgs to exist as a medium ENTIRELY on the fact that they are invariably a form of art#and i just dont think thats necessarily true. just as a song or picture isnt necessarily a piece of art either#like. adding to the list of mediums that can sustain artwork doesnt break the paradigm that the medium itself is the artwork#which is what should be reconsidered in the first place#yeab
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
god I hate the phrase "half a decade ago".. shut up five years is like 15 minutes
#I think I saw a tiktok comment that was trying to make 2018 sound like a long time ago by saying it was 'almost a decade' ago. no it wasn't.#it was six years ago. that's a very specific number and it's only 60% of the way to a decade. you're just a high schooler.#edit: I just remembered they actually said 'more than half a decade ago' and it was 2019 which is even more annoying
3 notes
·
View notes
Note
Whenever I see someone being transphobic on twt in a bridget thread i reply with three pictures of my mains: ky kiske from ac+r, ky kiske from rev 2, and ky kiske from strive.
it self selects for people who actually play the game. it’s canon that he’ll fight off transphobes with the blade. and if they actually played guilty gear they’d get the underlining messages
While it can be really funny to bully these guys back, please keep in mind that nothing you can say or do to these people will hurt them or waste as much of their time as what they say will stick with you or waste your time. It might be funny to send them a bunch of Ky pictures, but what they're doing is laughing that the only response the people they hate can give them is sending a bunch of pictures of anime boys.
The only thing that works is blocking them. They've turned being an asshole into a recreational sport and getting any sort of response in return is a victory for them.
#asks#Unfortunately I was an asshole on the internet once (not a vicious transphobe just a basic internet asshole)#I know exactly how these people function because I was there once...#When you don't take the person you're arguing with seriously it's very easy to laugh at every single thing they do#Which is what these guys are doing. It doesn't matter how well thought out the counter argument is. They don't care and they won't care#All you can hope for is that they're young and they grow out of it (I did)#I feel bad for them because I think about what led to me being like that decades ago. Are they going through the same thing?#I was like that because I was in a hopeless situation and hated myself and hated everyone else#People arguing back just proved my point that everything sucked and my hate was justified#It's an awful feedback loop. People being kind to me felt disingenuous. Why should they be kind? I hated them. They had no reason to be nic#I had to get to a point where I was willing to help myself crawl out of that pit before I let anyone else even get near me emotionally#I still remember the day when I realized I was being a fucked up little shit to everyone lol#Early June 2011. It was sunny with no clouds and there was a cool breeze. I was listening to In This Moment and I realized#'What the hell am I doing? Do I want to be like this forever? Get your shit together man'#It was a slow process from there but I did get out of it. Slowly. Very slowly.#There's a lot I did that I regret and can't ever apologize for because it was so long ago and the names and faces are gone now#Apologizing at this point would be selfish and only for my benefit anyway. I can only hope that what I did didn't hurt people permanently#Anyway. I've never talked about this on here before because it's the kinda shit that gets put on callout posts out of context#So. I am laying my naked soul bare and raw for the sake of underlining my original point: Internet trolls don't care
26 notes
·
View notes
Text
do i believe that taylor and karlie kissed at the 1975 concert in 2014 … well that’s one secret i’ll never tell xoxo
#crazy to see so many ppl talking about taylor and matty allegedly hooking up in 2014 and NOT bring up kissgate .#like how do you either not know or not care#like girl miss kloss is at the centre of the matty taylor lore how do u not care#omg matty looked at taylor while singing fallingforyou and pointed at her girl and she was too busy cuddling karlie to even notice ..#i’m not a kaylor on GOD but i just don’t understand how you can talk about matty and taylor and not even bring her up#i do think they had a really intense friendship and a massive friendship failing out which is actually more interesting to me than them#secretly dating#but also i don’t know any of these people#all i know is that i don’t trust that british man and his bad teeth and i think karlie is a maniac for going to the eras tour just to sit#in the nosebleeds and see taylor rerelease 1989 from miles away knowing that a decade ago she was the first person to ever hear that album#😵💫😵💫😵💫#MENTAL ILLNESS#her doing that is way more insane than matty healy eating raw meat on stage and playing tiktoks#behind every deranged man there is a more deranged woman#that’s the thesis statement here#taylor swift#mari.txt
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
clothes shopping as a fat person is such a hostile environ. i need to go in there with a machete
#don't mind me just had a lengthy experience trying to find good fitting board shorts for swimming. eugh#the lady working at the fitting rooms asked me very nicely what size i was looking for after the third time in there#and then was like. ah. we don't stock over a 16#not in a mean way just yeowch#but then the men's sizes go up to like 48“ waist which is so funny ○_○#anyway i did find some cute ones but god it's legitimately a bad bad trigger to try and pull on something that doesn't fit#and that in itself feels bad lol. smile#weirdly since the ritty i have been having less trouble with the lingering ed/dysmorphia from literally a decade ago but this just really#eugh.#i've even been eating healthier lately and getting back into cycling since my brain will fucking let me now#idk man i think society has some problems around bodily variation
14 notes
·
View notes
Text
I am so fucking sick of living with my roommate and his fuck ass boyfriend. Also watching my roommate burn every single one of his (already rather minimal, I might add) bridges for this guy is also kind of painful but also his relationship with me is one of said bridges so I'm almost past the point of even feeling bad for him lmao
#i have had to piss for probably the better part of an hour now#because they decided to take a shower together and have been in there for well OVER an hour now#and this is a nightly occurence atp sometimes MULTIPLE times a day#we have one bathroom.... can yall not be considerate enough to not be in there for up to TWO HOURS AT A TIME???#also it's such a waste of fucking water....#idk we've hit a point where i literally hear the bf doing anything and i get pissed off#but also tell me why i'm sitting in my room (which shares a wall with the bathroom) and i can hear this man hacking and spitting shit up#and this is also something that happens multiple times a day#like.... dude.... why are you spitting up toothpaste so fucking loudly oh my fucking god#but yeah no i'm like my roommate's only friend atp and he's about to not have me lmao like we're about to reach#'i'm cutting you off when i move out' levels of me being pissed off with this whole situation type shit#and apparently the bf convinced him to come out to his family which his mom was chill which is good#his dad's side of the family though....? not great. and my roommate KNEW that would be the case cuz we'd talked about it before#also love that my roommate has constantly talked about moving out of the city we live in because he hates and also there's no good career#opportunities for him here (which is true)#and now. MAGICALLY. he's like 'idk i think it'd be best for me to stay here'#like oh my GOD???? are you hearing yourself???? are you fucking stupid???? you fucking hate it here???#but sure throw your life away and ruin all your meaningful relationships for a guy you met six months ago jfc#and the thing is i *know* my roommate we've been close CLOSE friends for nearly a decade now#i know he is not like this.... like yeah he's being insane by allowing this but also i know these aren't the kinds of decisions he would ma#and also i know he wouldn't treat me like this all on his own#it's the deranged fucking control freak of a guy he decided to date and my roommate has too many of his own issues to put his foot down#about certain things and tell the guy no so he's just allowing him to completely take over his life#and fuck everything up until the bf is the only thing he has left once it's all said and done#and yeah. it's painful to watch. but also wtf am i supposed to do because obviously my opinion is not respected nor wanted regarding this#that has been made PAINFULLY clear#ugh this is so fucking horrendous#what is it with ppl who start to date someone and then go clinically fucking insane and destroy their lives all for this one person#who. realistically. they barely know in comparison to all the other ppl in their life#like explain it to me jfc
11 notes
·
View notes