#when they say ‘those who do not learn from history are doomed to repeat it” they def also mean your own life and family history
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The fact is that an unscrupulous tyrant mobilizes the suppressed fears and anxieties of those who were beaten as children but have never been able to accuse their own fathers of doing so. Their loyalty to these fathers is unswerving, despite the torments suffered at their hands. Every tyrant symbolizes such a father, the figure whom the abused children remain attached to with every fiber of their being, hoping that one day they will be able to transform him into a loving parent by remaining blind.
This hope may have been what prompted the representatives of the Roman Catholic Church to demonstrate their compassion for Hussein. In 2002, I turned to a number of cardinals for support when I presented the Vatican with material on the delayed effects of spanking and asked the authorities there to do what they could to enlighten young parents on this subject. As I have said, not one of the cardinals I approached with this request showed the slightest interest in the universally ignored but crucially important issue of physically abused children. Nor did I come across the slightest indication of Christian charity or compassion in connection with this issue. Today, however, those same representatives are eager to show that they are indeed capable of compassion. Significantly, however, this compassion is lavished not on maltreated children or on Saddam’s victims but on Saddam himself, on the unscrupulous father figure that the feared despot symbolizes.
As a rule, beaten, tormented, and humiliated children who have never received support from a helping witness later develop a high degree of tolerance for the cruelties perpetrated by parent figures and a remarkable indifference to the sufferings borne by children exposed to inhumane treatment. The last thing they wish to be told is that they themselves once belonged to the same group. Indifference is a way of preserving them from opening their eyes to reality. In this way they become advocates of evil, however convinced they may be of their humane intentions. From an early age they were forced to suppress and ignore their true feelings. They were forced to put their trust not in those feelings but solely in the regulations imposed on them by their parents, their teachers, and the church authorities. Now the tasks facing them in their adult lives leave them no time to perceive their own feelings, unless those feelings happen to fit in precisely with the patriarchal value system in which they live and which prescribes compassion for the father, however destructive and dangerous he may be. The more comprehensive a tyrant’s catalogue of crimes is, the more he can count on tolerance, provided his admirers are hermetically closed off from access to the sufferings of their own childhood.
(Source: The Body Never Lies by Alice Miller)
#parts of this book are frustrating because she pronounces these sweeping psychoanalytic theories as fact#much in the same way as Freud‚ ironically‚ considering she broke with his school of thought‚ and later psychoanalysis itself#and sometimes the way she ascribes the illnesses and character of historical public figures feels invasive#and more confirmation bias than anything#but it's a highly fascinating read because 1) she's one of first public figures in mental health to reject the need to forgive abusers#and 2) she was an abusive mother herself and formulated these theories only after her children were grown#3) her son's own healing journey involved understanding his mother's violence by studying the effects of the Shoah on its survivors#intergenerational abuse is so real y'all#when they say ‘those who do not learn from history are doomed to repeat it” they def also mean your own life and family history#abuse#child abuse#parental abuse#corporal punishment#violence#authoritarianism#fascism#xtianity#patriarchy#psychology#cycles of abuse#intergenerational trauma#intergenerational abuse#colonialism#alice miller#knee of huss
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Y'all...
Now just a moment here, while I'm usually an exceedingly stubborn proponent of looking on the lighter side of things and that with all the bad that seems to exist in the world there's at least a smidgen of things that make it worth saving.
It's a list of which seems to be growing smaller every single day unfortunately.
Once more I'm genuinely beginning to wonder if anything this god forsaken timeline really is worth saving or if y'all are just aching for the absolution of utter destruction.
Is the call of the void so strong that you all are just hellbent on having everything destroyed by some rancid flavour wannabe Villain-of-the Week preaching 'Peace and Order' while holding a cocked-gun right at your head?
(Most of them don't even have a sense of style for frick's sake.)
This shit's beyond parody at this point and it's kind of pissing me off.
And I swear, if another thing happens (and no I am not actively tempting fate here, because I have a more than healthy respect for the cycle of karma and my own place within this already tenuous balance as well as the sword of Damocles hanging over our collective head) I'm gonna yeet Apollo's Dodgeball of Prophecy back at your fucking asses.
#DS7's Log#I mean in all honesty I was planning on becoming a 'Dark Lord' either way#but /jfc/#When the supposed “evil” of your world takes one look around at all the shit here and says: “Fuck man are y'all for real?”#And then has to go and /fix/ the things the so-called “heroes” are hell bent on enshittifying?#Just how /bad do you think things are/?#And enough of this “I'm just gonna wait for a happy ending with society recognizing the rights and wrongs and we can all live together :)”#It ain't gonna happen unless you /make it happen/#So#I'm gonna get in there#and /make/ my own happy ending.#Because those who don't learn from history are doomed to endlessly repeat it.#And if I -like so many others have gone before their time- then this world will probably go with me.#Just saying.
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so many thoughts abt how schewpid the jedi council is in kotor but also not sure if i should write abt any of them before i finish the game because it's entirely possible that i'm still missing some critical information,
#el plays kotor#blease blacklist that tag if u dont wanna see kotor spoiler stuff from me as i play the game#feels silly to warn abt spoilers for such an old game but. i only found out abt [redacted] a couple yrs ago#completely by accident. it didnt ruin my desire to finish the game and see how the story goes#but still. it did change the whole experience. and what if there r others out there who dont know yet. so. KOTOR SPOILERS AHEAD !!!!!#so anyway i was thinking. why would the jedi council send revan to find the star maps. when they strongly suspect that#the search for the maps was what corrupted revan and malak in the first place???#im assuming they want their new totally-not-revan padawan to succeed and stop malak????#and yet?? they didnt think to consider the possibility of revan falling to the dark side Again during this quest????#love how the jedi archivist/historian says the 'those who do not learn from history are doomed to repeat it' thing#and im just thinking. so true bestie. you should take your own advice maybe. lol. lmao even#like yes they've brainwashed revan but what makes them so confident that amnesiac revan won't go down the same path as before#wouldn't that be more likely even. because. revan does not remember their history.#and since they don't remember their history... they have nothing to learn from... and thus... could repeat their mistakes...#ok wait i just remembered that the historian gives amnesiac revan a lecture abt what revan and malak did#so yes they do get a history lesson to keep in mind and to learn something from.#but its still so...... the council has no way of being certain their master plan will succeed... they are taking a huge gamble here...#and sure capturing revan without wiping their mind was probably not an option to the council#bc revan would have simply refused to cooperate i guess. much easier to mold an empty mind :)#wow wow wow i hate the jedi order actually. yes the sith do these things too and also their color scheme is dark and thus they r Evil#but when the jedi with their light earthy tones do it its ok. because they are servants of the light. guardians of justice or whatev. sigh#also the council repeatedly warns revan abt the dangers of the dark side n how the force is so strong in revan n they need to be careful#and that they are 'willful and headstrong'. qualities that are potentially dangerous for a jedi to have. because Emotion Bad#and still the council just goes 'the warning signs are there but we have elected to ignore them :) surely it will be fine this time :)' ???#i think i need to stop thinking abt this its giving me psychic damage#there Must be something later down the line that makes this decision make sense. they cant be this stupif
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Half-baked CHB OC’s PART 2
Child of Ares who is very in tune to other people’s emotions to the point where they know how to either incite a fight or calm a person down with just a few well-placed words. They themself are a very chill person; you wouldn’t guess they would fit in with their hot-headed siblings. But it becomes clear when they leave a trail of people suddenly fighting for no reason, after having been best friends only a moment ago.
Child of Athena with a photographic memory instead of the usual wisdom powers (or maybe in addition to-?). At first no one can guess that they’re any different from their siblings, since they’re just as wise (if not wiser). But instead of relying on magical wisdom powers, they pull wisdom out of all their previous experiences better than the average person could. A mix of “learn from your mistakes” and “those who forget history are doomed to repeat it”.
Child of Dionysus who (upon reaching legal drinking age) just CAN’T get drunk. They’ve tried. It doesn’t work on them. They’re so tired of being the designated driver.
Child of Iris who wears rainbows and bright colors to the point that people in their everyday life begin to think that they’re LGBT. They’re actually straight, but they can’t exactly explain to people that their mother is the Greek goddess of rainbows, so they often find themself in an awkward spot.
Adult child of Tyche (goddess of luck) who owns a casino in Vegas and can control the odds in gambling just by standing in the room. You know the saying “the house always wins?” Yeah, they take that to another level. Super rich as a result.
Child of Hypnos (god of sleep) who’s addicted to caffeine. Energy drinks, coffee, and black tea are a MUST. Their siblings mock them and everyone at CHB is generally confused about them, but if you ask them about it you’ll find that they don’t like sleeping all the time like their siblings do. They need all that caffeine just to stay awake. They act as head counselor of their cabin despite disagreeing with their siblings, but only because they’re the only one awake for head counselor business.
#percy jackson#pjo#pjo hoo toa#percy jackon and the olympians#Percy Jackson ocs#bonus: the demigod who owns a casino in Vegas tries their best to flag down demigods to warn them about the lotus casino#it doesn’t always work but at least they try
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I'm reminded of the split opinion on whether Sonic Gens and Mania are suitable "first games" for people who want to approach the series.
I personally don't think so, because the appeal of those games is precisely revisiting old levels in a new format, with a new design: you're not going to get the subtle jokes as a newcomer (and Mania can get very obscure with it). But some do think they're nice pastiches for newcomers to at least get an idea of Sonic's history as a franchise, and it helps that they're both solid games.
I assumed Shadow Gens would be the same, but you make a good point, because this game has an actual story. For veterans, it's more of the same thing, if you know Shadow's story this adds very little new, and it's mostly a repeat of what he already went through in ShTH. But newcomers who want to learn more about the cool black hedgehog from the new movie would still be confused: why did Shadow become a hero? Who is Black Doom, why is he obsessed with Shadow, why does Shadow hate him? Let's not even talk about things like Mephiles' boss fight lol. (although personally I find Gerald's mention of the time portals of '06 rather cute)
So I guess this game is for veterans who just want to soak in the Shadow vibes once more, but this time with Good Writing™
If you based your knowledge only on the information provided by SxS Gens - so no supplementary material, no Dark Beginnings, no manga, no movie, no paratext - you would learn the vaguest and broadest strokes of maybe two games, SA2 and ShTH, at most. But nothing specific.
Everything else would just come off as garbled nonsense. Hell, it appeared that way to me and I've been a Sonic fan for (checks notes) 22 years. God I'm old.
I approached this game not with my purist hardhat on (though that wasn't always the case given some lines here and there lmao) but from the perspective of a newcomer who knew nothing about Shadow's past. If everyone was going to argue that this game's existence is necessary on that basis, I thought, how well would it perform as an introductory piece?
From that perspective, I don't think the game does a very good job in giving us a crash course on Shadow's history. Gerald and Maria do nothing - I hate to say it but they're ultimately window-dressing. They don't accomplish anything that, for instance, a posthumous diary or recording could have just as easily provided.
(Tbf, the NPCs in Gens also pretty much did nothing but cheer Sonic on, but it's not like, given this sheer gravitas as seeing your dead loved ones return to life via the power of timey-wimey shenanigans.)
I was actually surprised at how little plot progression there is, given my previous expectations of there being, you know, a coherent story. The plot doesn't really kick in until you've completed 4 out of the 6 available levels, and by then you've pretty much halfway done lol.
Shit happens in weird, patchwork, nonsensical ways. We get boss fights for characters that don't matter but not a boss fight against Sonic, AKA the guy we play as in Gens proper and in a context that echoes a game dynamic where we get to fight each character as the opponent. Shadow is the ultimate life form who gets his ass handily kicked by Sonic. Maria has a delayed response at the news of Shadow's heritage; she's not instantly shocked the first time, but when Gerald says it for a second time she suddenly becomes distressed. Omega claims they showed Metal "mercy" at the end of Heroes, despite questioning whether he should destroy Metal or Sonic to prove his strength. We have to fight Mephiles even though he doesn't matter because reasons.
Characters appear who aren't relevant to the plot, but are given the screen treatment as though the game expects the player to know who they are and why they might (or might not) be relevant.
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Who is Black Doom, why is he obsessed with Shadow, why does Shadow hate him?
>>gets Silent Hill 3 flashbacks as Black Doom waxes poetic about "possessing" Shadow
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Let's not even talk about things like Mephiles' boss fight lol.
No. Let's. :P
Mephiles' boss is one great big time-wasting in-joke that amounts to an MCU-esque "Well, that just happened." I can easily see newcomers mistaking him for one of Black Doom's minions or something, especially given that his boss arena is found in a cave under Chaos Island and not in Kingdom Valley. Because the latter is where you find Metal Overlord instead.
Yeah, this would definitely confuse newcomers.
As I've said before, the game does the "don't think about a polar bear" thing by bringing up the matter of Shadow's blood, only to backpedal immediately afterwards with "his blood doesn't matter, I swear." At times I felt like I was playing Parasite Eve with talk of mutations and what-not.
And like, sure, the game does stress that Shadow determines his own destiny, but if that's the case, why bring up his blood eighty million times? Why turn it into a friggin' gameplay mechanic? The guy turns into a squid FFS
Oh, and I forgot to mention: the light of God that shone down on IDW!Sonic during his Sermon on the Rock also shines down on Maria when she tells Shadow the reason she gave him his name. Just in case you couldn't get The Symbolism. Very subtle, much cinematic, felt like I was playing SA2 all over again.
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Writing Meme: First Line Patterns
Rules: List the first line of your last 10 (or however many you have) posted fics and see if there's a pattern!
I was tagged for this by @amiyade and @avianscribe a little while ago, thank you!! <333
Without further ado:
Noctis walks through the Citadel corridors until he reaches the heart, then he slows his pace. | crystalline
He shouldn’t be out here in the city. | neon lights
A flash of red, and the world spins. | redshift
He should have seen it coming a mile away. | Fade
They say those who fail to learn from history are doomed to repeat it. | when the stars collide
Ardyn had the same dream he had been having for two millennia. | The Memory of You
“When's your birthday?” | i'm longing to linger till dawn, dear
The house seemed to have every cliche Noctis could think of, and he wasn’t sure if it was something to be impressed by while simply carrying on with their job, or if they should actually follow Prompto’s paranoid rambling advice and turn around to leave. | Flesh Damage
It was ridiculous. | And Dream of Sheep
They’re dealing with a sudden ambush at Wennath Riverhead when everything goes to hell. | Pins and Needles
Some of these are so old, I'm cringing (affectionately) lmao. But I think my first line pattern is I just try to sound as mysterious and interesting as possible haha - definitely in more recent years anyway. I know I've been very conscious of writing advice posts/articles that go on about how the first line is an important hook. So I do try to make it as interesting as possible and try to get the vibes of the fic across immediately lol.
I have no idea who has been tagged for this, but I'm gonna give no pressure tagging to: @wrencatte @kaelinaloveslomaris @omgfloofy @zanarkandfayth @marmolita @every-lemon and anyone else who wants to do it!
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omfg i always manage to mistakingly think there is nothing left to Know that will shock me and make me reconsider concerning feminist and queer histories but oh my mother fuckin god yall DID YALL KNOW..ALISON BECHDEL SUPPORTED BI LESBIANS
like i just hhn i wouldve had no idea i would not have even known the concept EXISTED and i, here, stand on neither side as i don't know enough about anything to make a firm point (i lean against but hearing ppl say trans women are facing the brunt of anti bi-lesbian sentiment & the strange insistence on Lesbians Cannot Like Men when trans men in lesbian history, right there-- [how can you say this without undermining trans men's manhood? i don't think you can. hence im content to describe lesbian relationships as those without cis men {though not all relationships without cis men are lesbian relationships, for ex trans gay guys or straight trans relationships} & im not one to brush aside the queer history of transmasc lesboys so easily when i know. So many very lesbian tguys] makes me reconsider)
ITS SO FUCKING NUTS TO REMEMBER THAT FEMINIST AND QUEER PPL BEFORE US ALREADY HAD THESE DISCUSSIONS ALREADY SPOKE WHAT NEEDED TO BE SPOKEN IN MANY CASES AND FORGOING THE ADVICE OF OUR FEMALE AND TRANSSEXUAL FOREBEARERS JUST LEADS US TO HAVE THE SAME POINTLESS DISCOURSES ON TUMBLR DOT COM AGAIN AND SEVER COMMUNITY OVER IT AGAIN AND AGAIN OH MY GOD ITS LIKE A CURSE ITS LIKE WE'RE SISYPHUS ALIENATED FROM OUR TEACHERS CONDEMNED TO ROLL THE SAME BOULDER UP THAT HILL
im just going fucking nuts bcauae it's always like this i will cry ahahhh like
LESLIE FEINBERG. HIR PROPHETIC STATEMENT
AND ITS HAPPENINGGGG ITS HAPPENING THERE ARE TERFS AND THE SEX ABOLITIONIST RADICALLY QUEER RADICAL FEMINISM OF OUR FOREMOTHERS HAS BEEN ABANDONED AND NOW NO ONE LOOKS TO THAT ESTEEMED TRADITION BESIDES A FEW BECAUSE EVERYONE HATES TERFS (rightfully so) BUT DONT KNWO THE EXTENT OF RADICAL FEMINISM UGHDHHHG OOHghhuhh OuhchhHHhn SHAKING .
AND I JUST LEARNED ABOUT RIKI WILCHINS AND THEY WERE A TRANSSEXUAL LESBIAN FEMINST!!!!! TRANSSEXUAL LESBIAN FEMINIST A BEAUTIFUL PHRASE AND NOW WERE IN AN AGE WHERE QUEER NON-LESBIANS ARE LESPHOBIC AND DAMN THE ENTIRETY OF LESBIAN FEMINISM WHILE TERFS DAMN THE ENTIRETY OF QUEERNESS AS IF LESBIANISM CAN EXIST WITHOUT IT OR TRANSNESS AND I JUST.........IDK im crying im rocking back and forth i am holding my temples those who do not know their history will be doomed to repeat it truly
#vOmignting. trhowijg UP#queer history#feminist history#transgender history#leslie feinberg#alison bechdel#lesbian history#bi lesbian#lesbian feminism#radical feminism#transfeminism#i did queer history and i didntn eveb know the daughters of bilitis im a terirble woman lover. i will be better#abourb to start sobbing just syraight up sobbing#til#my ppl are lost frfr#i am so unwell!#this is why non-white transsexual lesbians are the smartest people ever. they know what's up#they know the history because it concerns them deeply
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Eclipse (Part 3) - "Wish"
As Elminster left her home, his eyes passed over the traces of the magical essence that seemed drawn to her, a glowing around her that left his heart broken knowing what was to come; another potential that he may have to play the role in guiding, another pawn in Mystra’s games.3
Ao3 Link
She’d had her eyes on him for some time, the young boy with the natural gift of the weave flowing through his fingertips. It had been centuries or what felt like that since such a mortal had shown capabilities such as his, and for some time she gazed at him from the Outer Planes of her existence. Gale of Waterdeep; he had the potential to be magnificent, to be her chosen as Elminster and so many others had been before him.
Mystra watched as he grew from a young boy with guilt-filled tears in his eyes over burnt roses, to when he became a young man, confident and knowledgeable. Blackstaff had been the perfect proving ground for him, allowing him to be moulded into something she deemed useful, something powerful. As he conjured stars and gazed at clouds, she made plans for him, plans where he would protect the weave that he was indebted to. She gave him time to say goodbye to those around him, promises of his return before he reported to her, before she struck.
To love a goddess is what so many wished for and to be loved by one was more than most could even comprehend, but she gave it to him, nonetheless. There was no real time outside of the material plane, only the flow of energy, of their bodies wrapped together, entwined as if they were strands of the Weave itself. Days passed on Taril, but to them it was minutes, decades, centuries, or mere moments of passion and yearning. Times that she’d had before, with so many others, with Elminster, with Kelemvor, and now with young Gale.
All these moments became the same though, it did not matter the face or the body; with time came unrest. She had given him all she wanted to and yet still he asked for more, more power, more ways to be better for her as she turned her back on him. To be immortal was both a blessing and a curse. Why would they always ask her for more?
She rolled her eyes as he begged and pleaded for her touch again. Like a small creature of Taril, he looked at her through those guilt-filled tears again and, rather than feel sympathy; she felt bothered by him. Like so many others before him, he wanted more than she was willing to hand over; such was the curse of mortals and their ambition.
“You are already enough.” Her words fell on deaf ears as again he tried to ask for her forgiveness. He had done nothing wrong; they had simply done everything they could together and now she was ready to move on, ready to find someone else who could light that dimming spark within her. It was time for Gale to carry out his duties as her chosen, just as Elminster was already doing. Elminster, with whom she had also grown bored with as time had gone by. Time that meant so little to her. Only a series of moments she was doomed to repeat.
She allowed Gale to leave, hoping that he would learn to accept his role. Love was always the worst of the mortal emotions to deal with, another experience she wished she could erase from her own story. If he was but another god, then maybe this would have turned out differently for them both. Gale was certainly ambitious enough, so possibly he could be what she wanted, be the one to keep her spark alive, but godhood would never be granted to him, no matter how much he wanted to impress her. He was just another expendable mortal.
Again, he came back, now with hypothetical situations, what-if’s she could not ignore, questions of the weave itself and its making, of history long buried and forgotten. She disregarded what he said as old mortal legends, of stories of bardic creation with no truths behind them. She would not grant him the power he wanted. He was to remain beneath her, like all others had before him. His role was as her chosen, nothing more, and he should have been satisfied with that.
Gale, though, of course, was desperate, finding the strand of Weave hidden from all mortals. She watched as he walked down the corridor, his fingers trailing over the dust covered tables, the oak door being pushed open for the first time in generations. She did not interfere as he read the book, as the shadows enveloped his body and he crumpled to the floor in agony. This is what he deserved for his misdeeds, for the greatest of all follies. He screamed, his voice one of nothing but terror as the Karsite weave tore him apart right down to his very essence.
Nothing at all was left of Mystra’s chosen, his body gone, and soul decimated. Gale Dekarios was dead, and there was no possibility of ever bringing him back.
She sighed as she turned her gaze from the closing book. Again, it would be left until another poor soul would find it; Gale was not the first, and as with all mortals, he would certainly not be the last. She sent word to Elminster, a request for a new potential, and observed the drop of his head at the news; so many centuries alive and still he felt for the ones he brought to her.
“Do as you must.” A dismissal of him from her plane of existence as she returned to watching over a projection of a future young girl who polymorphed a beast to protect another. A possible chosen amongst so many soon to be born into existence; Mystra’s magic granted and spread where needed to keep balance. She could sense a familiarity with this one though, a passing glimpse of a moment in time; just another interchangeable face of a loved chosen now gone.
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“Do as you must.” Elminster had heard these words so many times over the years. Another family to give the news to of the loss of their son, daughter, partner. It never got easier but Gale, Gale was one he had enjoyed watching over, entering his life far sooner than he had others of Mystra’s chosen. Raising him and drinking tea with the boy’s mother. For Elminster, this one was not just another young mage with power and ambition; it was his family. He’d been given the information on what had happened. A lesson is what Mystra had called it, and he had felt the disappointment in all around him. If only he had protected Gale and dissuaded him from Mystra’s clutches, then maybe things would have been different, but there was little point in thinking over what he now wished for.
He first spoke with Morena and watched as she broke down in the only way a mother could do. A desperate keening to have her boy back in her life, a curse towards Mystra and all she stood for. He had wanted to ease her pain but knew that this was something he was unable to do, that the pain she felt was nowhere close to the ache he felt in his bones over this loss. He watched as Tara flew out of the window, most likely in search of a truth she wished she could find, and he longed to give her it; to bring Gale back, or to at least know he had found peace away from the realm of mortals.
The personnel at Blackstaff took the news with dignity, giving silent prayers to their goddess. He’d avoided conveying the exact information to them for fear it would lead to other ambitious magic users trying to retrace Gale’s steps. It was simply an unfortunate accident and one that even Mystra herself could not rectify. They arranged a small collection for Gale’s mother and planned to create a small memorial to him, most likely a painting for their grand walls.
Elminster’s last visit was the one he dreaded the most, to the other student he had watched grow up alongside Gale. She’d been a part of their lives for so many years, meeting Gale on her first day at the Academy as he had threatened to lick the frog from their alchemy class. Elminster had seen the sparks of young love immediately between them, the taunting comments, the blushes and gazes they tried to keep hidden from one another. Even when their relationship became official, he had tried to act surprised for them, asking questions about how long they had known and humouring their newfound love for one another. And yet he knew of Mystra’s demands and so he played his role as expected of him.
She didn’t react to his apologetic words; her face pale and eyes cold. Maybe on some level she already knew as he visited her home to convey what had happened. He gave the same vague explanation to her of what had occurred in the short two months since Gale had left and saw how she simply nodded before sitting down, her muscles growing exhausted against the waves of grief, the mindless turning of the amethyst engagement ring on her wedding finger. He could only give her the words he too had been given when he’d discovered his lover Ammaratha’s methods to bear him a child; “Even the waves of fate can break upon the shores of will.” Gale was lost forever, the fate of their love destroyed by the will of his ambition.
As Elminster left her home, his eyes passed over the traces of the magical essence that seemed drawn to her, a glowing around her that left his heart broken knowing what was to come; another potential that he may have to play the role in guiding, another pawn in Mystra’s games.
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Gale woke the next morning in his tent at the campsite, his body aching and the orb craving another magic item. He tugged at the ring on his finger, pressing it to his chest and letting his body absorb the traces of the weave, hoping it would keep him going a little longer at least. I spy with my little eye… something beginning with R. Another memory he couldn’t recall: a ring being placed on a finger, tears burning in his eyes, knowing in his heart that something was not right with the moment.
He rubbed at his chest, trying to ease the dull ache that sat there, curious if it was caused by the orb or a remnant of heartbreak he hadn’t felt since Mystra. Though the artefacts were working well, this was not a permanent cure and soon he would have to come up with another solution. His year in the tower had done little to aid in his research. A year, or was it longer than that? He tried to shake off the sleep that was clearly affecting his senses; of course it had been a year. How could he even confuse it with anything else?
He thought over the night before and the sending message he hadn’t received. He had hoped for a reply and yet only restless slumber had been given to him, dreams that made little sense to him and words spoken that only confused him further. His hair lay messily over his forehead as a result and he shook it back, running his hands through it, his mind drifting to a night not long ago with Astarion, where there had been a quiet moment of pale fingertips exploring through dark tresses. Gale wondered if he should try to make things up with him, possibly pay him back by finding a way to remove the taste of the orb from his blood for a short while. If that failed, then wine was always a suitable alternative.
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Writing Lesson: Remembering the Past
I moved from the United States of America to Australia and since then I’ve tried to rewatch some cartoons from my childhood, mainly ones from either Cartoon Network or Boomerang and I can't find them. They're not on any streaming services and I can’t buy physical copies because they’re extremely expensive. Sure Tubi might have some old cartoons such as Popeye or the original Superman, but I didn’t grow up with them. I wanted to rewatch cartoons from the 60s-early 2000s, shows such as The Jetsons, Flintstones, Yogi Bear, the original Animaniacs, Dexters Laboratory, you get the picture.
So why am I bringing all of this up when it comes to writing? Well it got me thinking that yes, while these shows were racist, and aged like milk being left out in the sun, I would argue that it’s still important to rewatch them. Not just for nostalgia shake but as a writer it’s a good idea to remember the past so we don’t repeat it.
I know, “if you don’t remember the past you’ll be doomed to repeat it” but the thing about that saying is, it’s not actually wrong, but I think it get’s overused so no one understands why we say it.
Stories change and evolve over time. The stories we read and were told as kids, might not be the same ones we tell our children because it doesn’t work for them and that’s ok. Stories are supposed to evolve over the years because they show that we as humans are evolving as well. However, if we start to no longer show the past what lessons can we learn to improve?
You see history is a funny thing, if we know our history and the lessons it brings we can do stuff to avoid making the same mistakes as the previous generations. However, if the previous generation's mistakes are lost in time, how can we avoid them if we don’t know what those mistakes are to begin with?
That’s what the saying means. Remember the mistakes our parents, grandparents, great grandparents and so on so we don’t make those same mistakes. This is one of the reasons why every couple of generations society seems to go backwards since the mistakes of the past are being forgotten or ignored and we do them again.
Now I’m not one of those people who think we should stay in the past, life was better back in the old days because let’s be honest, it wasn’t. We were just kids and didn’t understand how the world works. I think we should be able to tell new stories while also not wiping the old ones from existence just because the old ones no longer make money. Of course, they aren’t going to make money the people who like old things are old and there'll always be fewer old people compared to younger ones.
All I'm saying is that if we could keep the old stuff available for as long as possible, we should try and do so. Is the past embarrassing and racist? Yes, but so are we. As a society, many stories are being told that I already know aren’t going to age well in the next couple of decades but we shouldn’t forget about them. Keep learning, keep improving, keep being better.
If you want to reread some old books as a bit of a history project I got some for you. "The Giving Tree", "Gone with the Wind", "Lolita" (my god is that a bad story, why was that ever popular?) "The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn", "Stranger in a Strange Land". I could go on but those are some classic stories that it would be best not to forget about them. It’s important to understand why they were popular and what newer lessons we can get from them.
I also understand history for most people is kind of a boring subject, and while I don’t have advice on how to make learning fun. Perhaps if you’re a writer, and don’t want to read some old books in the genre you writing in, there might be a Youtube video you could put on or something? I’m not asking anyone to do a ten-page history report, just to try and remember some of the mistakes that were being taught in the old days so we could create new and more progressive ones instead of just repeating the same mistakes and never moving forward.
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Got some cool headcanons for Nazo that I think you’d like!
- he isn’t the best with words or actions sometimes, so he resorts to spoiling his friends and partners whenever he can (all the time in my AUs-) and will often listen very intently to find out what his friends like in order to get them what they want. In private he’s much more affectionate and cuddly with his partners!
- bookworm. Give this guy some books and he’ll be reading and analyzing them, especially if they’re anything related to history, politics, or mythology. “Those who don’t learn history are doomed to repeat it, I’m not going to be one of the idiots that repeat history.” He’s also very good at studying the sciences and stuff as well. I mean, if you’re immortal, might as well learn everything you can!
- listens to either rock/alt music, or classical music. He listens to other artists and songs, but something about the classical, or just instrumental pieces just make him feel at peace.
- he purrs whenever he’s with his partners. Especially when they let him lie his head on their chest. It’s not obvious, but it’s special as all hell when you hear it. It means he trusts you!
- vampire vibes. Hell, he technically is one. With his mannerisms and charms, the headcanoned wardrobe, and the ability to practically suck the living life out of Sonic and shadow is more than enough evidence!
- biter. Not in a bad way really, but he just likes leaving lil’ marks on his partners whenever he gets the chance to! ^^
- surprisingly protective of kids. Like, if cream were to go up to him and say a creep was following her, and she had no idea where her friends were, he’d practically become her older brother for the moment, watching the area like a hawk while keeping cream and cheese safe. And gods forbid you try to kidnap kids while he’s around… it won’t end well for you.
- has champagne taste. Man loves living a life of luxury, and there is no denying that. However, he isn’t greedy with money. He has someone always sending out hundreds of millions of dollars in anonymous donations at the start of every month to keep his money levels stable. I mean, the guy likes luxury, but he doesn’t need billions. More people deserve that than he does.
- his healing ability comes from his spinal fluid. Once the pandemic hit, G.U.N made a deal with Nazo in order to get the vaccine out. It took a while, but eventually there was a vaccine that basically gave humans the ability to physically not get sick anymore, and even heal from injuries and infections easier! And so he was paid LOADS by the united federation as a thank you for the help! ^v^
I have so many more, but that requires a different time- hope you like them!! \^^/
genuinely i love when ppl have headcanons like this, like they dont have much to do with the overarching story but theyre just fun little character quirks.. i enjoy it greatly even when i dont share them all the time
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We are now living in a time where the village idiot is looked upon as the savior of our country. He's going to save the squirrels from the Liberal Animal Cops who will kick your door down to gain entry in order to assasinate your pet squirrel! Never mind that he has a problem with technical difficulties when it comes to a microphone and has to mime in a fellacious manner. His millions of followers think he's just a regular guy and it's alright to make fun of disabled people and mention to them that it would be Ok if bullets hit the Fake News instead of him. We are now in an alternate universe of thinking. All of this isn't making America Great. It's making America open to Russian Invasion.
#1. Is this a question or just your opinion?
#2. Unfortunately I also agree..we do seem to be living in a time where village idiots have much to large a platform. I believe I may differ as to we class a the village idots.
#3. The squirrel issue is just an illustration of a much larger problem. A State government that has issues with a squirrel kept as a pet( I do agree the guy should have gone through proper established regulatory channels to keep the animals) but not millions of illegal aliens committing crimes within its boundaries is my problem and if they overreact to a squirrel what's next???
#4. He who? Are your referencing President Trump?
- if so
a. I agree the imitation of the reporter was I'm very bad taste; he shouldn't have done that.
b. I would agree- I would rather a bullet hit anyone other than me or anyone I cared about...kinda feel that's a gimme there.
c. I am not familiar with the microphone reference so I can't comment on that one, sorry.
#5. I agree again; we are in an alternative universe of thinking. Again we may differ on the thought process. But I see things that used to commonly be looked down upon openly embraced, long standing values cast aside, love of country scorned, value of life disregard and yes , in my belief system, evil embraced as godliness...oh and tearing down statues is going to make whose life better????
#6. I fail to see how any of this would make America more vulnerable to invasion by a foreign country..... other than from my views where beta males and keyboard warriors who lack the internal fortitude and YES in some cases the actual BALLS...cause you may have heard it's almost stylish these days to have them cut off and sewn on your chest as tits.... where was I ..oh yeah- they lack the BALLS to stand up for their country, community, family and faith to risk their own lives. Maybe if we trusted adherence to some of our founding principles we could become better. Oh, and before some snippy latte drinking retard chides in saying something about racism and slavery were founding principles-- not everything from our history is/was prefect-- but if we tear down those trace reminders, fail to teach it , fail to be able to have civil discussions about them and by all means-- Learn from it so as to never repeat them -- we will be doomed to .
But that's just my old cynical Gene-X reading into what may have been a poorly formed question. And while I may agree Trump, if that is who you are referring to, since I don't think Biden even knows what a squirrel is these days and I believe Waltz would probably shit himself if he saw.one if real life, isn't a perfect man I do believe he actually loves this country, wants the best for it and is the best choice of what we have been given to choose from.
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Erik, why you hold so tightly to your "made up stories hold no value” claim? When I believe you coudl see yourself as to for example Creature from Mary Shelley book called Frankenstein
"Remember that I am thy creature; I ought to be thy Adam, but I am rather the fallen angel, whom thou drivest from joy for no misdeed. Everywhere I see bliss, from which I alone am irrevocably excluded."
The infamous quote from the Creature struck a few chords within Erik. One of the few fictional stories he let himself read.
"Yes, I am familiar with the Modern Prometheus. While I may relate to Frankenstein's Monster, I must say: there is no use for empathy. What good will it do me?"
Erik buried down his heart a long time ago. Even if he yearned to enjoy his humanity, he didn't see the point.
"Even then... when I do pick up a book, it is bound by the author's feeble knowledge of the world. It makes me yawn. At least with reality, there are many wonders to be uncovered."
"Those who do not learn history are doomed to repeat it. I would much rather not be doomed."
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"History is doomed to repeat itself". It always didnt sit right to me. Time to ask myself why and walk through my thoughts
The concept of time really confuses people (as it should), and any science fiction that is showing things like time travel arent really helpful.
Time is fluid in a sense, yes. But its important to note that while we are all stuck on a firey, warming hellscape known as colonizer Earth-- for all intents and purposes for the next 50 years on mortal, warming earth, time is extremely fixed +/- 1 second/yr nuance for really big heavy things on earth
When I'm talking about us mortals stuck on mortal earth-- No, I'm not talking about "Rich men shoot off to space and watch us from their ships" type people. Because 1) I dont count them as a real, feeling human beings while they dont treat me as one (fairness). Those people are monsters trying to abandon the poor in sake of something for only themselves. And 2) time will start behaving differently in space than on Earth, and those differences in technical maths can be a distraction for real Earth issues
What do I mean it can be a distraction? Well.. science that promotes ignorance & bliss under capitalism is mostly the science that gets propogated is what I'm saying. Like trying to convince people a wormhole 5ft wide could appear in front of them and watching people fail to understand time from that confusing, none realistic lens
Time is 1 second. If its been a minute thats an accumulation of 60 seconds. A year is ~525,600 minutes. 100 years is literally 50 million minutes. One after another and only in that direction. During that time, every single person on this Earth felt the effects of that minute the same we do today
There are a measurable, estimatable amount of collected minutes that this earth has been around. As hard as that is to grasp fully since it would be a DAMN lot of minutes. Imagine the 1990s cell bill Earth would get
Likewise, I get frustrated a lot by the mentality that "history repeats itself". I really think people confuse feedback-effect cycling with time accumulation effects and its not at all the same thing
Political idealogical cycles represent a feedback effect. It plays into my argument about "self-destructive vs self-promoting" behavior.
The place where time comes into the argument is only for the trendline of the cycle. This trendline, time, represents an accumulation of all collective learning which has ever happened in history.
Once a collective learns something, there is no going back on that science unless all the believers of it are murdered in cold blood by genociding colonizers
This is your friendly reminder that it is defeatest, self-destructive mentality to say "history is doomed to repeat itself".
Nope. You just love being a negative nelly who votes against progressive change and is observing the world devolving from those actions on a much smaller timeframe than human development has trended these social concepts exponentially upward
"Narrow minded" I guess is fitting here
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KAEDE AKAMATSU WINS! FATALITY
Also that Monosuke pack hitting hard!
*Says smoking a blunt*
OH CRAP! KUB DOWN! KUB DOWN!
Monotaro! We've gotta get outta here! Retreat!
*Monophanie and Monotaro rocket themselves out of the lab to escape.
Hey! Get back here! We're just getting started!
Don't! ...hah...Don't antagonize them.
I'm not kidding when I say that took basically every last drop of energy out of me.
*Monokid's Exisal, piloted by Sora, turns towards Kaede, and the hatch opens to reveal the phone inside.
Oh, alright...But hey, we managed to fend them off, so that's a plus!
...
*The hatch for Monodam's Exisal also opens, and the bear peers out to look at the remains of his brother.
I'm...I'm sorry Monodam...
DO-NOT-APOLOGIZE. MONOSUKE-HAS-A-TENDENCY-TO-RUN-HIS-MOUTH-LIKE-HE-IS-BETTER-THAN-EVERYONE.
THAT-MOUTH-IS-WHAT-GOT-HIM-KILLED-BEFORE. THOSE-WHO-DO-NOT-LEARN-FROM-HISTORY-ARE-DOOMED-TO-REPEAT-IT.
Yeah...I guess...
Ugh...
Kaede!?
Hah...The room is...spinning...
*Kaede nearly collapses, but Sora uses the Exisal's arm to catch her.
I think her wounds might have reopened.
SHE-WILL-BE-FINE-IF-WE-GET-HER-TO-THE-MEDICAL-BAY.
Alright...But I'M carrying her.
VERY-WELL.
*With the threat pushed back for now, Sora carries Kaede using the Exisal, while Monodam follows.
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Did not want to hijack someone's post on how trying to ignore problematic media from decades ago because it's problematic doesn't help anything a la "if you don't learn from history you're doomed to repeat it"
And I 100% agree, but I do have this bizarre anecdote of when an ex-friend of mine bulldozed straight ahead with "I don't care if it's problematic, we're watching it anyway".
Their favorite Christmas movie of all time is White Christmas. Family tradition to watch it every year. They're white-passing and enjoy all the white priviledge that I do.
I only watched White Christmas with them one year because we had a deal that I had to watch it, so I knew nothing about it going in except that it's old and that it's an entire movie made around the song "White Christmas".
Well when it started getting super racist with the minstrel shows and blackface I was giving my friend some serious side-eye.
Why?
Well we had a black roommate, who was home at the time, and had to listen to us watching this movie.
Now I'm somebody who enjoys my share of 80s/90s comedies. I like The Birdcage. I like Planes, Trains, and Automobiles. And I like Ace Ventura.
Make any of those movies today and the morality brigade will come to burn your house down.
There is a huge difference between me saying "Yeah I like Ace Ventura, I think Jim Carrey is funny and yeah the trans jokes are in poor taste but the entire movie isn't 100% trans jokes and while his delivery is still hilarious, I know the jokes are offensive as fuck".
and
"Hey Trans Roommate! Hope you don't mind me showing my cis straight dude friend a movie in our living room where a straight cis dude loses his goddamn mind because he made out with a trans woman and realized only later that she's not cis, and also the climax of the movie that reveals his "ah ha!" moment is stripping her to her panties to reveal her transness. Also this is my favorite comedy of all time :D"
There are hundreds of Christmas movies out there. Why's it gotta be White Christmas that's your favorite? And why are we watching it right now?
100% don't pretend the problematic media doesn't exist. I just saw that post and immediately recalled this absolutely baffling afternoon I can never get back. It wasn't "I shouldn't be watching this, my poor fragile sensibilities are at stake" so much as "I shoudn't be watching this within earshot of this person who didn't consent to the casual prejudice against them being celebrated on screen."
To be clear: I don't think my half-black friend is secretly racist and I know our roommate didn't think we were giving the blackface a free pass. They probably approach WC with the same attitude I approach Ace Ventura.
Just.
That awful timing.
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Unit 06: Merit in Ancient Things
“There is no peculiar merit in ancient things, but there is merit in integrity, and integrity entails the keeping together of the parts of any whole, and if these parts are scattered throughout time, then the maintenance of integrity entails a knowledge, a memory, of ancient things. …. To think, feel or act as though the past is done with, is equivalent to believing that a railway station through which our train has just passed, only existed for as long as our train was in it.”
(Edward Hyams, Chapter 7, The Gifts of Interpretation)
The purpose of interpretation is to inspire audiences while also conveying information. Interpretation is supposed to be a provocative experience—even slightly emotional—but it is also to be educational. As an interpreter, it is imperative that accurate information is relayed—and that means staying true to everything that proceeded you. Edward Hyams captures this beautifully in his quote.
The quote begins with, “There is no particular merit in ancient things”. How could this be? Doesn’t our appreciation of history (and our interpretation of it) surround ancient things? Why is there no merit? Perhaps this is better illuminated by the next part, “but there is merit in integrity, and integrity entails the keeping together of the parts of any whole”. Ah, now this is starting to make sense. Ancient things (things we may call artifacts, or old ideas) often don’t really have any inherent value to them. Often artifacts are just “ordinary” items—things that were likely taken for granted. Where the value is applied is when we start to place these ancient things in context. Context is where the story lies. Why and how are these ancient things important? Much like a scientific specimen is useless without a label, an ancient thing is useless without a story attached to it. For the interpreter, we are often given ancient things, and then it is up to us to pass on, and therefore continue, its story.
The quote continues, “if these parts are scattered throughout time, then the maintenance of integrity entails a knowledge, a memory, of ancient things”. Sometimes stories are lost. Or are they? Stories are not lost, but they are “scattered throughout time”, with the pieces found here and there. For the interpreter, this means that it is up to them to try and piece them back together again. In fact, I think that is the main role of the interpreter: putting together stories that would otherwise not be visible. Again, once the interpreter finds the story, they have the responsibility to pass it on.
For me, the most impactful part of this quote is the last phrase: “To think, feel or act as though the past is done with, is equivalent to believing that a railway station through which our train has just passed, only existed for as long as our train was in it.” There are many similar famous phrases that I think have a similar sentiment. “Those who do not learn from history are doomed to repeat it” is one. On a lighter note, “Standing on the shoulders of giants” is another. All of these are saying that history (past events, thoughts, and ideas) all contribute to the present that we occupy now. History will always be a part of the world we live in, that is just a fact. It is the responsibility of the interpreter to recognize this, and they should embrace it. Just as history is the context required to interpret “ancient things”, it is also the context required to interpret contemporary things as well. History is a story that should not be shied away from—it should be told.
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