#when I already feel like a terrible friend
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scartale-an-undertale-au Ā· 1 day ago
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So... I see this a decade after i decided to simply... Stop instigating conversations because i felt like im simply burdening others with my presence and that they actually felt annoyed having to hear from me and wished i wouldnt send messages.
The thing is that none of them ever approached me afterwards. When we saw each other after a while we would be ecstatic but there was a wall between us already and i dont know if its simply life going on and us being very different than back then, or that they truly didnt see me the same as i saw them (as my besties).
One time i met one of them (this one specifically was my best friend from first grade until twelve basically) on the street and i see that she's married and walking with her husband. Turns out the wedding was that sunday and i wasnt even notified of it happening or of the engagement. I wasnt mad about not being invited, but i was hurt for not even being notified! She then turned to her husband and said that im a friend of her from high school.
Its been a decade from high school so i can see why she said that, but that hurt me so badly that the moment i waved them goodbye and they disappeared around a corner, i collapsed and just sobbed. I was so heartbroken. It seemed that i was the only one who still thought of her as my old school's bestie or had thought of including her in any future milestones simply because she was so important to me.
So i dont know how i feel about this post. I understand where you guys are coming from and its in good intentions, but the main issue is that many kids who become the sole instigators were never shown that they can be vulnerable in front of their friends about this matter. It felt like its your duty and how you contribute to the group. And when it became harder and harder, the friends never questioned why you pulled away or asked for your wellbeing. It turned into a situation when you feel more like a nuisance than a leader.
Fortunately, i have now friends who instigate so much more than me and i keep telling them how i appreciate it and apologise for how terrible i am at texting back and that its never because i dont want them to text me. Its simply because texting or answering messages had become so hard for me and so mentally taxing i sometimes shut down when i see messages i need to reply to.
So rambling aside, as much as i appreciate your sentiment, i think a different approach would be helpful.
My approach (which is not better or worse, just a different approach) is to get comfortable with a 'friends for one day' reality. I go so many times to so many places and meet so many amazing people, we always say we'll contact one another and keep in touch and then never contact one another again, and that's alright.
You have to be comfortable with being friends without focusing on the 'keeping the friendship going' let people come and go. Those who truly want to stick around will stick around, and they usually have a much deeper connection with you that isnt dependant on who instigates the conversations.
My friends are those that mostly text in memes and reels since we dont see each other often. And i do the same in return. Its easier and relays so much more. We have proper conversations here and there, but our actual interactions happen physically. And they instigate meetups much more than i do and i always make sure that they know that i appreciate it. One of my friends and i also have some differences in opinions, so we have some long discussions.
I also have a friend who i dont text to at all but invites me to shabbat meals once in a while and i come over and its like no time had passed. I invite her back for bbq or shabbat as well, but thats also once in a blue moon.
Another friend is across the ocean so its mostly photos and small comments and talks about our lives and since the war began, she keeps checking if im alive and well.
Another friend is also across the ocean and we mostly speak about our realities of being jews or squeal over her precious daughter or make plans for when she finally comes to Israel.
So my friends arent part of one group but many branches of different aspects of my life. I would say i have around seven/eight of them that arent my current co workers (work friendship is also temporary and i accept that fully and enjoy our time together) and im truly blessed because i had let go of the desperate need to keep my friends together.
So please dont call us a bitch for not willing to talk about it. And we're certainly not mini community leaders, we're just people who are friends with those that never cared about reaching out first or affirming our friendship in any kind of way. Its not fair to put the expectations of reaching out onto the one who constantly did that. Friends who truly want to keep up a friendship will attempt to do so when they see that the other side isnt as present as previously.
Sorry im all over the place, im on my phone and its harder to articulate on it
every now and then the internet decides it should revamp the ole ā€œstop texting first and see how many friends you loseā€ when in reality you could literally just communicate that u feel bad that ur the only one texting first
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superbatsbison Ā· 2 days ago
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thinking of poly superbat x male reader
you and bruce are an established couple
ofc he eventually reveals the fact that he's batman to you
it gets to a point. especially since you're living together
afterward, you become more involved in both bruce and batman's life
because of this, occasionally, you run into some of the other members of the justice league
mainly clark
sorry, i mean superman
he's always hanging around the manor
going over cases with bruce
sometimes coming back with him after particularly grueling missions
and who are you to turn away a handsome face?
who said that šŸ‘€
at first clark is surprised that bruce has such a kind boyfriend
or any boyfriend at all really
he didn't peg bruce as being emotionally available. or into men....
ANYWAY
he obviously doesn't need help patching up like bruce does
but often times his mind wanders...
thinking about what he could do differently
What would happen if things went wrong.
soon, he finds himself zoning out in the batcave
and- oh? you're sitting by him
your soft gaze and strong hand rubbing his back helps to calm his racing thoughts
he finds it easy opening up to you
you sit and listen to his worries. giving your input when you think he's running circles in his mind
meanwhile, bruce is across the cave watching you two
he adores you for your big heart and caring nature
watching you comfort his closest friend makes him feel warm inside
he also can't help the passing thought that you two look good side by side
wait what....
maybe he should call it a night
but the pattern continues
you and bruce continue to grow closer to clark
often making him a topic of your conversation
and poor clark
clark feels terrible for the feelings he's developing for you both
i mean you're a couple for god's sake!
a very kind....generous....attractive couple....
is he a bad friend?
meanwhile, in gotham, you're asking yourself if you're a bad boyfriend
you feel like the worst partner ever
you love bruce so much
and yet you've been thinking about clark almost just as often
oh, what would bruce think if he knew.
pan to bruce, who's already clocked onto what's going on LMFAO
i mean, he's not the world's greatest detective for nothing
clearly, he can see clark and his boyfriend are developing something
and he should be angry. right?
hurt at the least?
but all he can manage to feel is endeared
he thinks about clark joining your relationship
treating clark the way he treats you
clark... treating you the way, bruce... treats you
oh my god he's bricked
flash forward to you two laying in bed together
šŸ˜
in the silence of the peaceful moment, him blurting out, "honey I think we have feelings for clark"
you shooting upright off his chest
after the initial panic fades you both finally talk it out
speaking of talking it out, poor clark is left to relay his miseries to lois
when he gets done describing all the events of the past couple of months, she starts to laugh
clark: what? šŸ„ŗ
lois: they're totally trying to say they like your vibe
this gives him hope that he's not making things up
soon you three are back in the cave
except the energy tonight isn't solemn like usual
it's charged
you and clark are in your usual spots side by side
bruce in his chair with his mask and gloves off
eventually, your conversation with clark fades, and you're left looking into each other's eyes
you both lean in for a kiss
after a few moments, clark remembers himself and pulls away to look at bruce
his eyes are wide as he expects bruce to unleash his wrath
but instead, he simply stands and walks over to the pair of you
he sits behind you with a hand around your waist
his thumb rubbing up and down on your stomach
he reaches the other out and puts it on the back of clark's neck
using his leverage, he pulls clark into a kiss
they're both so much taller than you
they're practically kissing over your head
not that you're complaining
it's the perfect angle to plant your own little kisses underneath their jaws
there in your own little cuddle pile, you all confess to each other
clark is over the moon to have the affection of you both
he quickly finds a home in your dynamic
now, instead of having weekly post mission meet-ups in the cave, you all decompress in bruce's comically large bed
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cre8inghavoc Ā· 3 days ago
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Can't help it...
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Part 9
inumaki x f!reader
pairing: inumaki x f!reader
summary: Transferring to a new school is tough, but having your three best friends there makes it easier. Things get even more interesting when you start falling for the mysterious boy who rides his motorcycle to school every day. What will happen next?
genre/warnings: [18+] Characters are aged up. Story contains cursing, new friends, alcohol, college!au, no curse!au, dark humour, SMAU and written parts, fluff, smut.
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Inumaki's POV:
Iā€™ve been staring at the ceiling for what feels like hours now, and I donā€™t understand why I canā€™t sleep. I mean, Iā€™ve always had issues with sleepingā€”insomniaā€™s been my constant companion for as long as I can rememberā€”but I thought it was getting better. This past week, for the first time in years, I actually slept well. It was odd, sure, but I wasnā€™t complaining.
But tonight? Tonight, itā€™s back to the old ways.
Back to no sleep.
I sighed, running a hand through my hair as I glanced over at the clock.
4 a.m.
Great.
Should I even bother going to school later? Maybe I should just skip. But thenā€¦ I wouldnā€™t see y/n.
Fuck.
The thought of not seeing her tomorrow... or today, technically... made my chest tighten in a way I didnā€™t want to think too much about. I let out another frustrated sigh and turned my head to look at my phone on the nightstand. For a moment, I just stared at it, my mind running through all the reasons why texting her at this hour would be a terrible idea.
Sheā€™s probably asleep. Youā€™ll wake her up. Sheā€™ll think youā€™re being annoying. Just leave her alone.
But then againā€¦ what if sheā€™s awake too? What if sheā€™s thinking about me the way Iā€™m thinking about her right now?
Before I could overthink it anymore, I grabbed my phone, my thumb hesitating over the keyboard. I typed out a message and stared at it for a second, debating whether or not to hit send.
This is stupid. Sheā€™s not awake. Youā€™ll look like an idiot.
But my thumb pressed send before I could talk myself out of it.
Heyā€¦ you up?
I tossed my phone on the bed beside me and ran a hand over my face, already regretting it. But now all I could do was wait.
Honestly, I was kind of hoping she would respond. Itā€™s not like I can sleep, so maybe talking to her would help. But at the same timeā€¦ I kind of hope she doesnā€™t even see my message. Becauseā€¦ what if Iā€™m being too much?
What if she sees it, rolls her eyes, and thinks Iā€™m just some guy who canā€™t get a grip? Someone whoā€™s bothering her at 4 a.m. for no reason?
I sighed, staring at the faint glow of my phone screen as it sat on the bed next to me. What was I expecting? That sheā€™d magically be awake, texting back right away? And if she didā€¦ what would I even say?
Hey, I canā€™t stop thinking about you?
Yeah, right. That would go over well.
I shook my head, feeling the frustration bubble up in my chest. Why was she in my head so much? Why couldnā€™t I justā€¦ let it go? Ignore it? Pretend I wasnā€™t thinking about the way she looked at me earlier, or the way her voice shook just a little when she was mad?
I groaned softly, rolling over onto my side and staring at the phone again. One minute passed. Then another. The screen stayed dark, and the silence stretched on. Maybe this was for the best. Maybe it was better if she didnā€™t answer.
Because if she didā€¦ I wasnā€™t sure what Iā€™d say next. Or worse, what Iā€™d admit.
But then, to my surprise, my phone buzzed.
I blinked, staring at it for a moment as if Iā€™d imagined the notification. The screen lit up, her name glowing back at me. My heart skipped a beat, and I hesitated before picking it up, as if seeing her response would somehow make this real.
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WARNING: SMUT (18+ ONLY) & HEAVY FLIRTING/TEASING
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A/N
things are getting veryyy spicy now šŸ‘€
hope you enjoyed this little tease
im so sorry this took so look... it was very unexpected ive just been extremely busy and honestly haven't had the energy to write much
yes this is very short butttt i kinda just want some of yalls opinion on this... like would you actually wanna read the smut (next part)
ik its late ASF BUT ENJOY IT PLEASE OR ELSE ILL CRY FR
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szariahwroteit Ā· 3 days ago
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FUNGIRL A Trent Alexander-Arnold + Original Character Erotic series.
Chapter 7
18+ Minors DNI
The thin cotton of Amberā€™s T-shirt clung to her pert nipples as she raised her arms, pulling her hair into a messy bun. Trent smiled lazily over the FaceTime call, melting into his seat as he relished the visual.
As he sat there, his gaze drifted to the three elegant bouquets of velvety roses arranged neatly behind her. The vibrant red of the petals caught his eye, pulling at the corners of his consciousness. A cloud of uncertainty settled in his stomach, and his smile wavered slightly. ā€œSomeoneā€™s pleased with you,ā€ Trent remarked, trying to mask the surge of anxiety that twisted within him, betraying his feelings at that moment.
ā€œThank you! We closed on a case that Iā€™d been working on for a few months. My colleague Kenneth gave them to me,ā€ Amber explained, a soft smile spreading across her lips as she glanced over his shoulder at the flowers sheā€™d been gifted earlier.
ā€œCongratulations!ā€ Trent smiled, clearing his throat as he attempted to stop his mind from going to the worst places.
Outside of herā€”her body, the way she viewed the present world, her surface-level likes and dislikes, and physical wants and needsā€”he didnā€™t know much about Amberā€™s life, and the revelation made his heart sink.
He had always been drawn to her vibrant energy and infectious laughter, but the more he learned about her professional life, the more he realized how little he truly understood her. The roses were a symbol of her success, but they also highlighted the distance between themā€”both physical and emotional.
ā€œThanks! It was tough, but Iā€™m really proud of the outcome,ā€ she said, her eyes sparkling with enthusiasm. ā€œKenneth helped me with some of the finer details of the case, we spent months and countless late nights working to get a win, Iā€™m over the moon.ā€
Trent nodded, forcing a smile as he tried to mask the unease brewing inside him. ā€œCongratulations. You deserve it. Youā€™ve worked hard.ā€
The truth was, Trent had no real grasp of the effort that had been poured into the case that she had successfully championed for her client. As he reflected on their relationship, he began to understand the depth of her words when she remarked that he saw her as little more than a source of pleasure. The woman who existed beyond the warm, intimate cocoon they had spun around each other was an enigma to him, a puzzle he was increasingly eager to solve, yet felt wholly unqualified to approach because of his own doing.
He felt terrible.
Every match he asked her to attend, she attended. Whenever he asked her to make the commute from London to Liverpool for him, she did so without question, and he didnā€™t know much about her day-to-day life outside of what she did as an occupation.Ā 
Sheā€™d even faced scrutiny from his friends, degradation and disrespect yet Trent hadnā€™t paid any attention to the world around her that made Amber Webb the woman she was.Ā 
He finally understood why she was so hesitant to accept the earrings he sent her and threw his flowers out. It was Trent doing what he thought was right, not what she actually needed of him.Ā 
ā€œAre you doing anything to celebrate?ā€ Trent asked in an attempt to mask his current inner turmoil.
ā€œNot really, weā€™re having after-work drinks on Friday and then itā€™s on to the next case I guess,ā€ Amber shrugged.Ā 
ā€œDo you have any other plans this weekend?ā€ Trent asked, the knot in his stomach tightening ever so slightly.Ā 
ā€œNo,ā€ she confirmed.Ā 
ā€œThen would you like to come up to Liverpool after your work drinks?ā€ Trent asked, the cogs in his head already turning.Ā 
ā€œIā€™d like that, but the commuteā€¦ā€ Amber trailed off.Ā 
ā€œLeave it to me,ā€ Trent interjected. ā€œIā€™ll figure it out,ā€ he continued, surprised by the vulnerability present in his voice.
And so, when Friday rolled around Amber and her colleagues made their way out of the office for the weekend, she messaged Trent to let him know the name of the bar they were heading to and left the rest up to him.Ā 
She knew that yesterday eveningā€™s football match against a team she couldn't remember the name of was the last game of the week for Trent and his teammates and that was about it.Ā 
Whenever they exchanged words over the phone, he had consistently kept his plans under wraps, leaving her in a state of suspense. Despite the flutter of nerves that churned within her, Amber found herself relishing the thrill of uncertainty and spontaneity that came with it.
ā€œI need a whole bottle of wine to myself,ā€ Amberā€™s colleague Isabella sighed dramatically as both women climbed into the cab set to take them over to the bar. ā€œThis week has been tedious.ā€
ā€œIt has,ā€ Amber agreed, a smile creeping onto her face when her phone vibrated in her hand, the black screen coming to life as a response from Trent came through.Ā 
Trent: Have a good time with your colleagues, weā€™ll have our fun later šŸ˜
The message was rather flirty and made Amberā€™s cheeks warm as she read it over, before responding and putting her phone back into her purse.Ā 
ā€œWho has you smiling like that?ā€ Isabella asked teasingly, playfully poking Amberā€™s dimpled cheek as she attempted to sneak a peek at her phone.Ā 
ā€œNo one,ā€ Amber blushed, dulling any suspicion as Trent took over her thoughts, holding them captive as they drove through the city.Ā 
ā€œIs it Kenneth?ā€ Isabella asked, her eyes widening in shock.Ā 
ā€œNo, it's not Kenneth. It's someone else, he'sā€¦a friend.ā€ Amber explained trying not to give too much away.Ā 
ā€œWould you ever go there with Kenneth?ā€ Isabella pressed, her curiosity piqued.
Amber hesitated, the question hanging in the air. Kenneth was a great colleague, she appreciated his mentorship, and he was incredibly easy on the eye, but the thought of anything romantic with him felt off. ā€œNo, I donā€™t think so. Heā€™s more like a big brother to me. I really value our professional relationship.ā€
Isabella nodded, but her expression remained skeptical.
ā€œWhat?ā€ Amber asked in amusement as she took in Isabellaā€™s expression, it was clear she had more to say.Ā 
ā€œIt's obvious he likes you, have you never noticed?ā€
Amber rolled her eyes and laughed, shaking her head as she leaned back in her seat, the soft hum of the taxi driving through the night serving as background noise. "Isabella, we're colleagues. Yes, I think he respects and maybe even fancies me, but professionally, nothing's ever crossed the line. He's never made a move, and I've never considered him as anything more."
"Sometimes as women we don't always notice these things," Isabella argued with a raised eyebrow. "Your job's high pressure and your focus is always elsewhere, it's not unusual for people to feel unnoticed if someone's interested but never expresses it."
"Fair point," Amber conceded, though she still didn't see Kenneth in any other light than a valued mentor. As for potential suitors, she had no room in her mind for anyone besides Trent, and lately, that connection had become increasingly complicated.
ā€œAs handsome and friendly as Kenneth may be, my attention is elsewhere,ā€ she continued vaguely.Ā 
Isabella pressed her lips together, still appearing unsatisfied with Amber's response. "Well, if he's such a good colleague, you should at least consider being kind to him. Someone might miss out on feeling special if you keep passing him up."
"Who says I'm passing him up? Like I said, he's more like a brother to me. I value the professional relationship we have," Amber defended, her tone a touch firmer now as they pulled up to the bar.
The neon lights of the establishment cast a gaudy glow over the vehicle as they climbed out onto the sidewalk, their heels clicking against the pavement. As they stepped inside, the familiar hum of conversation and clinking glasses enveloped them like a warm blanket.
Isabella stopped at the bar, ordering a glass of Sauvignon Blanc for herself before turning to Amber. "I'm heading to the ladies' room. Do you need anything while I'm in there?"
ā€œJust for you to come back out with a change of heart and at least flirt with him,ā€ Isabella smirked. ā€œThe same for you?ā€ she asked as the bartender placed a crisp glass of wine in front of her.Ā 
ā€œYes please,ā€ Amber smiled before turning on her heels and heading in the direction of the restroom.Ā 
After relieving herself, she lingered at the sink, enjoying the refreshing feel of cool water as she thoroughly washed her hands. Once dry, she reached into her purse and retrieved her favourite lip gloss, the shimmering tube catching the light. With a careful application, she coated her lips in a glossy, vibrant hue, adding a touch of glamour to her appearance. Satisfied, she ran her fingers through her hair, fluffing the strands into place, before making her way back out to the lively atmosphere of the bar.
ā€œThere she is!ā€ Isabella smiled as she held up Amberā€™s glass to her, now joined by a few of their colleagues including Kenneth who had changed out of the suit he wore earlier in the office into a more casual outfit of jeans, sneakers and a knitted sweater.Ā 
Amber felt a flutter of nerves as she approached the group, her heart racing slightly at the sight of Kenneth. He looked effortlessly handsome, his dark tapered waves shaped to perfection and his smile warm as he caught her eye. She returned his smile, but the moment was fleeting as she was quickly swept into the lively banter of her colleagues.
ā€œAmber! You made it!ā€ one of her coworkers exclaimed, pulling her into a friendly hug. The atmosphere was electric, laughter and chatter filling the air as they settled into their evening.
ā€œCheers to a successful week!ā€ Isabella raised her glass, and the others followed suit, clinking their drinks together in a toast. Amber felt a wave of camaraderie wash over her, the weight of the week lifting as she took a sip of her wine.
As the night wore on, the conversation flowed easily, and Amber found herself enjoying the company of her colleagues. They shared stories, jokes, and laughter, but every so often, her gaze would drift to Kenneth. He was engaged in conversation with another colleague, but every now and then, he would glance her way, a soft smile playing on his lips.
ā€œAre you going to keep staring at him, or are you going to say something?ā€ Isabella teased, nudging Amber playfully.
Amber rolled her eyes, a blush creeping up her cheeks. ā€œIā€™m not staring! It'sā€¦ you made things awkward now.ā€
ā€œI didn't do anything wrong,ā€ Isabella winked, and Amber couldnā€™t help but laugh.
ā€œOkay, okay, maybe Iā€™m a little distracted,ā€ she admitted, her heart racing at the thought of Kennethā€™s attention. But her mind quickly flickered back to Trent, the anticipation of their plans later that night sending a thrill through her.
ā€œSpeaking of distractions, whatā€™s the deal with that guy you were texting earlier?ā€ Isabella asked, her tone shifting to a more serious note.Ā 
ā€œIt's a little complicated,ā€ Amber said honestly, her heart fluttering as she thought about the rather complex situation sheā€™d found herself in.Ā 
As if Trent had a sixth sense Amberā€™s purse began to vibrate as her phone rang inside of it. Placing her glass down on the bar, she lifted the flap on her bag and pulled out her phone.Ā 
She couldn't help the smile that took over her features as she Trentā€™s call and placed the phone to her ear.Ā 
ā€œHey,ā€ she greeted, her voice warm and inviting, cutting through the ambient noise of the bar.
ā€œHi, beautiful,ā€ Trent replied, his voice smooth and familiar, sending a rush of excitement through her. ā€œHowā€™s your evening going?ā€
ā€œItā€™s great! Weā€™re just getting started, actually. Everyoneā€™s in here,ā€ Amber said, glancing around at her colleagues, who were laughing and chatting animatedly. ā€œHow about you? I watched your game last night, congratulations.ā€
ā€œNot too shabby on both of our parts. Weā€™ve both won,ā€ he chuckled, and she could almost picture the lazy smile on his face. ā€œBut Iā€™m more interested in hearing about your night. Are you having fun?ā€
ā€œDefinitely! Itā€™s nice to unwind after a long week,ā€ Amber replied, her heart fluttering at his praise.
ā€œDo you mind if I join you?ā€ Trent asked instantly, making Amberā€™s eyes widen in surprise as she looked towards the entrance of the bar.
ā€œAre you here?ā€ Amber asked, her voice tinged with a mix of anticipation and nervousness. Her cheeks flushed a warm shade of pink as she envisioned the intricacies of her arrangements. The thought of her Premier League star friend with benefits mingling among her colleagues sent a flutter through her stomach, blending excitement with a hint of anxiety about how the evening would unfold, and the questions that would be asked.Ā 
ā€œIā€™m outside, but I wanted to make sure you were okay with it first,ā€ Trent replied, his tone light but earnest. ā€œI didnā€™t want to crash your evening.ā€
Amber bit her lip, weighing her options. She could feel the energy of the bar pulsing around her, the laughter and chatter of her friends creating a warm atmosphere. But the thought of Trent being there, of seeing him in person, sent a thrill through her. ā€œNo, Iā€™d love for you to come in! Justā€¦ give me a second to prepare myself,ā€ she said, her heart racing.
ā€œOkay, Iā€™ll give you a second,ā€ he replied, and she could hear the smile in his voice. ā€œSee you soon.ā€
Amber hung up and took a deep breath, her mind racing. She quickly scanned the room, spotting Isabella and the others still engaged in their conversations. She felt a rush of excitement mixed with nerves. What would they think?
The volume of the bar seemed to increase towards the entrance of the bar, bringing with it the patter of Amberā€™s heart in her chest. Her suspicions were confirmed when she heard someone utter Trentā€™s name.Ā 
When their eyes met across the room, a jolt of electricity surged through Amber. He stood at the entrance, tall and confident, his presence commanding attention. The dim lighting of the bar highlighted the sharp angles of his jaw and the playful glint in his eyes.
Clutching her glass Amber let out a breath sheā€™d been holding as she walked towards Trent, who had been pulled into a conversation with a group of men who asked if he'd take a picture with them.Ā 
Amber slowed down slightly as she made her way towards Trent, trying to calm her nerves. She couldn't help but notice the way his broad shoulders filled out his casual grey sweater, and the way his dark curls had grown slightly since sheā€™d seen him last, his hairline lined to perfection as if he'd just stood from his barberā€™s chair.
He took a deliberate step away from the conversation, letting the noise around him fade into a dull hum. He could feel the weight of curious gazes upon him, each one filled with a mix of intrigue and recognition. He sensed the silent speculation in the air as onlookers tried to piece together why his face seemed so familiar or, more than that, concluded his identity.
Trent's eyes traced over Amberā€™s figure as she stood before him, the lowcut blouse, jeans and heels she wore equal parts casual and sexy.Ā 
ā€œWow,ā€ he breathed, his voice low and husky as he took in the sight of her. ā€œYou look stunning.ā€
Amber felt a blush creep into her cheeks at his compliment, her stomach fluttering with excitement. ā€œThank you! I wasnā€™t expecting your company, but Iā€™m glad youā€™re here.ā€
Trent stepped closer, the warmth of his body radiating towards her. ā€œI couldnā€™t resist crashing the party when youā€™re celebrating a win,ā€ he said, his tone teasing, but there was an earnestness behind his eyes that made her heart race.
With a fleeting glance over her shoulder, Amber noted her colleagues, engaged in their conversations and completely oblivious to the presence of her unexpected guest. She turned her focus back to Trent, her expression softening into a warm smile. Gently, she extended her glass towards him, the polished surface catching the light as he reached out, fingers brushing against hers. He took a careful sip, savouring the drink while their eyes locked for a brief, electric moment.
ā€œAre you going to introduce me to any of your people?ā€ Trent inquired, his brow furrowed in curiosity as he scanned the crowd, trying to decipher which group Amber belonged to. Just then, Isabella turned away from her conversation, her gaze suddenly drawn to Amber. He noticed a flicker of surprise cross her face, her eyes widening as she recognized the woman standing a short distance away.
ā€œAmber, is thatā€¦?ā€ Isabella didnā€™t even finish her sentence before her expression shifted to one of realization and excitement. ā€œNo way!ā€
Trent chuckled, his confidence soaring as he caught the eye of several of Amberā€™s colleagues, who were now gaping at him in shock and awe. ā€œHi,ā€ he said playfully, flashing a charming smile that only seemed to terrify them even more.
Amberā€™s heart raced with a mix of pride and nervousness as she leaned closer to Trent, feeling his warmth seep into her. ā€œOkay, come on. Iā€™ll introduce you,ā€ she said, trying to shake off her wide-eyed disbelief and pass it off as normal behaviour. She led him toward the small cluster of her colleagues, who had momentarily paused their banter, captivated by the presence of the football star.
ā€œGuys, this is Trent,ā€ Amber announced, gesturing towards him. ā€œHe's a friend of mine.ā€ She felt her cheeks grow warm as she admitted it, unsure of how her colleagues would respond.
ā€œTrent, this is Isabella and Kenneth,ā€ she continued, pointing out each one. Kenneth's expression was bemused, his mouth slightly agape, as he absorbed everything unfolding before him.Ā 
ā€œWow, nice to meet you!ā€ Isabella said, flashing a smile of genuine enthusiasm while the other colleagues introduced themselves, their excitement palpable.
Kenneth, however, was still standing a beat too long in silence, assessing Trent with a guarded expression. ā€œSo, youā€™re Amberā€™s, um, friend,ā€ he remarked, tone casual but with an edge of something more possessive underneath.Ā 
Trent turned his attention fully to Kenneth, eyebrows raised with playful challenge. ā€œYou could say that.ā€ He shot back with a sly smile, his teasing tone igniting an internal tension that sparked to life igniting the air between them.
Trent had never been an insecure man, nor was he a controlling one in arenas he didn't have to be, but there was something about Kenneth, something about his proximity to Amber that he didn't feel.Ā 
She wasn't his girlfriend, but given their situation, there was a level of possessiveness that Trent had adopted when it came to Amber.Ā 
The idea that the two good-looking twenty-something-year-olds spent hours on end together was a fact he didn't want to ponder on and in an instant, he'd to his verdict.Ā 
He didn't like Kenneth.
Trent stayed close to Amber as he engaged in small talk with her work friends, doing his best to keep his wandering hands at bay.Ā 
ā€œCan I get a round of drinks?ā€ he asked, purposefully slipping his hand around Amberā€™s waist, leaning into her as she said something enthusiastically to Isabella.Ā 
ā€œWines good,ā€ Amber confirmed, holding up her half-empty glass, her breath hitching in her throat when she felt Trentā€™s fingertips on the skin of her stomach as he listened to the orders of the rest of the group.Ā 
As Trent carried their drinks back to their cluster, his fingers brushed against Amber's lower back, sparking a tingle that ran through her. He placed her glass in her hand, his touch lingering just a beat too long, making it clear that he was as affected by their intimate moments as she was.Ā 
Trent's gaze softened as it met Amber's, the air between them charged with a current of tension and desire. For a fleeting moment, the noise of the bar faded away, leaving only the two of them suspended in a cocoon of raw emotion.Ā 
But reality snapped them back in an instant, their surroundings demanding their attention once more. Amber sipped her wine, her thoughts racing as she tried to process the surreal situation; Trent standing among her colleagues, making small talk as if it were the most normal thing in the world.
As the evening went on, Amber found herself fully at ease in the moment, slightly giddy from a combination of the wine sheā€™d consumed and Trentā€™s presence.Ā 
But beneath the surface of her carefree laughter, she could sense the tension; Kenneth and Trent were exchanging glances, a silent battle of wills playing out in the backdrop. Kennethā€™s practised charm felt a touch too deliberate, while Trentā€™s confidence exuded a raw, lingering energy directed solely at her.
ā€œAnother round?ā€ Kenneth asked, attempting to divert the attention back to the drinks, his voice smooth as he regarded Amber. ā€œHow about a shot to celebrate your victory?ā€ He leaned closer, his fingers brushing against her exposed collarbone. The contact sent an involuntary shiver down her spine, though she couldn't ignore the discomfort that flickered in Trentā€™s eyes as he watched.
She noticed Trentā€™s relaxed demeanour shift slightly, tension curling at the corners of his mouth.
As Kenneth leaned in closer, Amber could feel the warmth radiating from him, but it was an oddly misplaced warmthā€”one that made her acutely aware of Trent's presence just a breath away. She turned her gaze back to Trent, whose expression had shifted. A subtle tension gripped the space between them, and Amber's heart raced in response.
ā€œMaybe we should skip the shots,ā€ Trent interjected, his tone light but layered with something deeper, an underlying challenge that only Amber seemed to notice.Ā 
ā€œOh come on, Trent,ā€ Kenneth said, his voice dripping with casual confidence. ā€œAmber has just achieved something incredible; she deserves to celebrate.ā€ The way Kenneth's gaze lingered on Amber made her feel exposed as if she were caught in the crossfire of a power play.
ā€œI have a surprise waiting on her,ā€ Trent replied, his smile never faltering, but the intensity in his eyes spoke volumes.
ā€œOh really?ā€ Kennethā€™s brow furrowed slightly, leaning back as he assessed the situation. ā€œWhat kind of surprise?ā€ The amusement in his tone was at odds with the tension radiating from Trent, who stood protectively close to Amber, his hand resting possessively on the small of her back.
Trent didnā€™t break eye contact with Kenneth, his expression a mix of amusement and defiance. ā€œLetā€™s just say itā€™s something thatā€™ll take us away from this place for a while.ā€Ā 
Amberā€™s heart raced at the thought. She felt a rush of excitement and curiosity flood through her alongside the growing tension. ā€œWhat do you mean?ā€ she asked, looking back and forth between the two men, trying to gauge Kennethā€™s reaction and Trentā€™s intent.
Trentā€™s eyes flickered toward her, softening momentarily. ā€œI arranged for us to take a helicopter ride back to my mansion in Liverpool after your drinks. I thought it might be a fun way to kick off the weekend.ā€
Kennethā€™s demeanour shifted. The confident smirk slipped from his face as the reality of the situation set in. ā€œA helicopter ride?ā€ he repeated, trying to mask his surprise and jealousy.
Amber bit her lip, trying to process the grand gesture. The idea of soaring through the night together, feeling the wind tousle her hair as the city lights twinkled below them, sent a thrill through her. Yet she couldnā€™t ignore the weight of Kennethā€™s glare, a silent challenge in his gaze.
Amber wasnā€™t sure what any of this was, but until Isabelle had taken the time to point out Kennethā€™s behaviour towards her, she hadnā€™t noticed it.Ā 
The unspoken energy between the two men was palpable, hanging heavy in the air like a storm cloud on the horizon. Kenneth seemed to bristle at the suggestion, his earlier carefree attitude evaporating, replaced by an uneasy silence.
Amber felt caught in the middle, torn between two different worldsā€”the life she led with her colleagues and the whirlwind of intimacy she shared with Trent. She could sense the undercurrent of jealousy emanating from Kenneth, an emotion that stoked the simmering tension.
ā€œAre you ready?ā€ Trent asked, his voice low and inviting, drawing Amber's attention back to him. The warmth in his gaze made her heart race, and she felt a thrill of anticipation ahead of the adventure he had planned.
Isabelle and Kenneth watched the interaction between Amber and Trent, as they readied themselves to leave the bar and head to Liverpool.Ā 
ā€œDo you have everything?ā€ he asked softly as she pulled her thick winter coat over her shoulders and fastened the buttons.Ā 
ā€œHave a good weekend,ā€ Isabelle smirked knowingly, already anticipating her catch-up with Amber on Monday morning at the office.Ā 
ā€œBe safe,ā€ Kenneth added, his tone a mix of concern and something elseā€”perhaps a hint of possessiveness that Amber couldnā€™t quite place. She caught his eye, and for a moment, the air between them crackled with unspoken words.Ā 
ā€œThanks, Kenneth,ā€ Amber replied, forcing a smile as she felt Trentā€™s presence beside her, a reassuring warmth that made her feel bold.Ā 
ā€œLetā€™s go,ā€ Trent said, his voice steady and confident as he gently placed a hand on the small of her back, guiding her toward the exit. The gesture sent a thrill through her, and she couldnā€™t help but glance back at Kenneth, whose expression was a mixture of disappointment and something darker.
As they stepped outside, the cool night air hit Amberā€™s face, invigorating her senses. She looked up at the starry sky, feeling a rush of excitement at the thought of the helicopter ride. Trent led her to a sleek black car waiting at the curb, the driver stepping out to open the door for them.
ā€œReady?ā€ Trent asked, his eyes sparkling with mischief as he slid into the back seat beside her.
ā€œAbsolutely,ā€ Amber replied, her heart racing. She felt a mix of exhilaration and nervousness, the thrill of the unknown ahead of them.
As the car pulled away from the bar, Amber glanced out the window, watching the city lights blur by. She could feel Trentā€™s gaze on her, and when she turned to meet his eyes, the intensity of his stare sent a shiver down her spine.
ā€œTell me more about this case you won,ā€ he prompted, leaning in slightly, his voice low and inviting. ā€œI want to know what youā€™ve been working so hard on.ā€
Amber smiled, grateful for his interest. ā€œIt was a complex case involving the separation of a merger that joined in the early 2000s. There were thousands of documents to go through and hours of emails, but I was able to come to an agreement that both parties were happy with. It was exhausting but rewarding to see it all come together in the end.ā€
Trent nodded, genuinely intrigued. ā€œIt sounds like you put your heart into it.ā€
ā€œI had to,ā€ she agreed. ā€œMy dad always says you either took up law because you're crazy or you love it,ā€ Amber smiled softly, making Trent do the same.Ā 
ā€œSounds like youā€™re a little bit of both,ā€ he teased, his eyes sparkling with admiration. ā€œBut seriously, itā€™s impressive. I love that youā€™re so passionate about your work.ā€
Amber felt a warmth spread through her at his words. ā€œThanks, Trent. It means a lot to hear that from you.ā€ She paused, her expression turning slightly more serious. ā€œIā€™ve worked hard to get where I am, and itā€™s nice to have someone recognize that.ā€
Trent leaned back in his seat, his gaze steady on her. ā€œYou deserve all the recognition and more.ā€
Amberā€™s heart fluttered at his sincerity. ā€œThank you, Trent,ā€ she blushed. ā€œI really appreciate it. Itā€™s been a while since someone told me they're proud of me.ā€
Trent smiled, his expression softening and his heart cracking, he pitied her.Ā 
ā€œIā€™m proud of you, Amber. Youā€™re doing incredible things, and I want you to know that I see you,ā€ he said, his voice sincere. ā€œNot just as the woman Iā€™m attracted to, but as a talented professional whoā€™s doing something and making her mark in the world.ā€
Amber felt a rush of emotion at his words, a mixture of gratitude and something deeper. ā€œThat means a lot to me, Trent. I sometimes feel like Iā€™m just wading.ā€
ā€œYouā€™re not a distraction,ā€ he replied firmly, his gaze unwavering. ā€œYouā€™re someone I want to be around, and I want to be part of your life, not just the fun parts. I want to know everything about youā€”the good, the bad.ā€
Amber smiled, feeling a warmth spread through her. ā€œI want that too. Life is just crazy, I guess.ā€
Trent reached out, taking her hand in his, his thumb brushing over her knuckles in a soothing gesture. ā€œWe can figure it out together. Just take it one step at a time. And tonight, letā€™s enjoy this adventure. No pressure.ā€
Amber nodded, feeling a sense of relief wash over her. ā€œYouā€™re right. Letā€™s just enjoy this.ā€
As the car approached the helipad, Amberā€™s excitement bubbled over. She could see the helicopter waiting, its blades spinning gently in the night air. The sight sent a thrill through her, and she turned to Trent, her eyes wide with anticipation.
ā€œAre you ready for this?ā€ he asked, his voice low and playful.
ā€œMore than ready!ā€ Amber replied, her heart racing at the thought of taking to the sky.Ā 
As they stepped out of the car, the cool night air enveloped them, heightening Amber's senses. She looked up at the helicopter, its sleek design gleaming under the moonlight, and felt a rush of exhilaration. Trent's hand remained firmly clasped around hers, a reassuring presence as they approached the aircraft.
ā€œJust a few safety checks, and weā€™ll be on our way,ā€ Trent said, his excitement palpable. Amber could see the thrill in his eyes, and it made her heart race even faster.
The pilot greeted them with a nod, and Trent helped Amber into the helicopter, ensuring she was securely seated before taking his place beside her. The interior was surprisingly spacious, with plush seats and large windows that promised breathtaking views.
ā€œReady?ā€ Trent asked, his voice low and filled with promise.Ā 
ā€œYes,ā€ Amber replied, her pulse quickening. She could hardly believe this was happening.
As the pilot began the pre-flight checks, Amber turned to Trent, her heart swelling with affection. ā€œThank you for this. Itā€™s incredible.ā€
Trent smiled, his gaze warm and sincere. ā€œYou deserve it. I wanted to do something special to celebrate your success. Youā€™ve worked hard, and I want you to know how much I admire that.ā€
Amber felt a flutter in her chest at his words. ā€œIt means a lot to me, Trent. Iā€™ve never had anyone go out of their way like this for me before.ā€
ā€œThen letā€™s make it a night to remember,ā€ he said, his voice filled with promise.
The helicopter lifted off the ground, and Amber felt a rush of adrenaline as they ascended into the night sky. The city below them sparkled like a sea of stars, and she couldnā€™t help but gasp in awe. The view was breathtaking, and she turned to Trent, her eyes wide with wonder.
ā€œLook at that!ā€ she exclaimed, pointing out the twinkling lights of the city. ā€œItā€™s beautiful!ā€
Trent leaned closer, his shoulder brushing against hers. ā€œJust wait until we get higher. Itā€™s even more crazy up there.ā€
As they climbed higher, the world below faded away, and Amber felt a sense of freedom wash over her. The worries and stresses of her life seemed to dissipate, replaced by the exhilaration of the moment. She glanced at Trent, who was watching her with a soft smile, and her heart swelled.
ā€œThank you for being here with me,ā€ she said, her voice barely above a whisper.
ā€œYouā€™re welcome,ā€ he replied, his gaze steady and sincere. ā€œYou deserve it.ā€
Amber felt a warmth spread through her at his words. Everything felt a little too perfect and it scared her.Ā 
The journey from London to Liverpool was filled with laughter and shared stories, the hum of the helicopter blending with their voices as they navigated the heights together. Amber felt a sense of connection with Trent that she hadnā€™t fully grasped before, a bond that transcended their physical attraction and ventured into something deeper.
As they soared above the city, the lights twinkling like stars beneath them, Amber couldnā€™t help but steal glances at Trent. His profile was illuminated by the soft glow of the cockpit lights, and she admired the way his eyes sparkled with excitement.
Her heart raced as the helicopter climbed higher, the wind whipping through the open windows, creating a thrilling sensation that added to her excitement. She could feel a heady mix of adrenaline and longing as she reached out, her fingers brushing against Trent's arm as she pointed out various landmarks below, her excitement bubbling over.
ā€œThis is amazing! I can see the river! And look at the skyline!ā€ she exclaimed. The world below was a patchwork of lights, shimmering like diamonds scattered across velvet fabric.
Trent turned to her, his expression a mixture of pride and endearment. ā€œJust wait until weā€™re over the water. The view is even more breathtaking from there.ā€
His words sent shivers down Amberā€™s spine, not just because of the awe of the scenery, but because of the intensity of his gaze. At that moment, she realized just how much he meant to her. As the city continued to fade into the distance below, she felt liberatedā€”free from the constraints of her thoughts that often weighed her down.
As they flew over the shimmering waters of the Mersey, Amber couldnā€™t help but turn to Trent, her voice barely above a whisper. ā€œThis is the most incredible thing anyoneā€™s ever done for me.ā€
Trentā€™s expression softened, his eyes never leaving hers. ā€œYou deserve everything good in your life, Amber.ā€Ā 
A flutter of warmth spread through her at his words, and she felt a thrill course through her veins. Their eyes held steadily, each heartbeat echoing like drum beats, further closing the gap between the two, bringing them closer to that tension they both felt but had yet to fully acknowledge.
Within those electrifying moments, the helicopter banked gracefully over the coastline, the night sky wrapping them in a cocoon of serenity and allure. Amber marvelled at the rolling waves illuminated by the moonlight, casting an ethereal glow over the water.
By the time the helicopter landed Amber felt as though she was stepping out of a dream as Trent helped her climb out of the aircraft.Ā 
ā€œThat was amazing,ā€ Amber gushed as took in the sprawling fields around them, turning to look at Trent who had pulled out his key to unlock his car parked a few yards away from the helicopter.Ā 
Holding out his hand to Amber, he guided her towards the svelte black car, the way he moved with confidence making her heart flutter.Ā 
When they finally made it to Trentā€™s house, Amber removed her heels eager to rid herself of them before heading upstairs to his bedroom to finally decompress after a long and rather precarious day, with Trent following close behind.Ā 
ā€œFinish whatever youā€™re doing and come to me,ā€ he murmured softly against Amber's lips, his breath warm and inviting. With a teasing grin, he pulled away, playfully catching her lower lip between his teeth for a brief moment before releasing it.
Amber felt a shiver run down her spine as she watched him turn on his heel, his confident strides carrying him across the room and out of sight. Left alone in the intimate setting of his bathroom, she could hear the faint sounds of his movements in the distance as he settled on his bed, awaiting her.
Her heart raced with anticipation as she reached for the hem of her blouse, she pulled it over her head, the fabric grazing her skin before she tossed it casually into Trentā€™s laundry hamper. Next, she turned her attention to her jeans, unbuttoning and sliding them off with a fluid motion, sending them to join her blouse in the hamper. Now standing in Trentā€™s bathroom clad only in her delicate lingerie, she felt an intoxicating mix of vulnerability and boldness, the anticipation of what was to come taking over her movements.Ā 
Making her way out of the bathroom Amber slowly made her way into Trentā€™s bedroom, her breathing steady as their eyes met.Ā 
ā€œCome here, Amber,ā€ Trent commanded, his voice soft yet filled with dominance as he eyed her hungrily.Ā 
Amber stepped closer to him, the anticipation that hung between the palpable as she stood at the end of the bed.Ā 
Sitting up, Trent shifted toward the end of his bed, his eyes never leaving Amber's as he reached out for her, pulling her to stand between his parted legs as his hands traced the curves of her shapely hips and thighs, leaning forward to press a soft kiss just above her pantyline as his eyes flicked up to her face.
ā€œYouā€™re so beautiful,ā€ he whispered, his voice filled with want. ā€œI want you in every way.ā€
Feeling a wave of desire come over her, Amber titled her hips towards Trentā€™s lips, her breathing uneven as she looked down at him.Ā 
ā€œI want you too,ā€ she breathed, her voice barely above a whisper, filled with a mix of longing and urgency. The heat radiating from Trent's body was intoxicating, and she felt herself drawn closer, as if an invisible force was pulling her into his orbit.
Trent's hands moved with a gentle yet firm touch, exploring the delicate fabric of her lingerie, his fingers tracing the lace edges as he savored the moment.
Amber's heart raced as she leaned down, her lips brushing against his in a soft, tentative kiss. The connection ignited a fire within her, and she deepened the kiss, feeling Trent respond with equal intensity. His hands gripped her waist, pulling her closer until she was pressed against him, the heat of his body enveloping her as he pulled her into his lap.
Trent's strong hands roamed over Amber's body, feeling the softness of her lingerie beneath his fingertips as he devoured her lips in a passionate, dominating kiss. She melted against him, her curves fitting perfectly into the contours of his muscular frame.
As their tongues danced, Trent slid a hand up Amber's side, his thumb brushing the side of her breast before finding the hard peak beneath her bra. He pinched gently, eliciting a gasp from Amber that he swallowed as he deepened the kiss.
Breaking away, he leaned back to trail kisses down her neck, his breath hot against her skin as his hands found the straps of her lingerie. He worked at them, uncaring of the scraps of fabric that fell away until Amber was bared to him, her skin glistening in the dim light of the room.
There was a lack of control that Amber brought over Trent that no other woman was able to conjure from him.Ā 
And despite being a man of self-control and discipline, with her he loved to exercise his reckless side and lean into his lack of control.Ā 
Despite the vacant king-sized bed above them, Trent and Amber had found themselves on Trentā€™s bedroom floor, his hands gripping Amberā€™s behind her back as she rode him.Ā 
ā€œThere you go, sit all the way down on it,ā€ Trent coached through his teeth as he looked up at Amber through heavy, hooded lust-filled eyes.Ā 
Amber moaned lowly, her hips rolling languidly against the rigid length of Trentā€™s dick, their bodies slick with sweat as she adjusted herself to take him fully.
"Just like that," Trent grunted with a furrowed brow, his grip on her wrist dropping so he could palm her ass, his grip tightening as he watched her work him into her pussy.
Amberā€™s muscles clenched around Trent as she started to move, rocking her hips in a sensual rhythm that had them both panting with desire. She leaned down to kiss him again, her tongue dancing with his as she set a pace that left them both breathless and needy.
ā€œTrent, Iā€™m going to cum,ā€ Amber whimpered helplessly, her mouth falling open in a silent cry as her back arched into him.Ā 
As Amberā€™s orgasm moved through her, her body flopped against his before going stiff as she moved through the motions of a powerful climax.Ā 
Trent let out a moan as he felt her teeth press into his neck, her lips brushing over it as she whispered sweet nothings against his warm flesh.Ā 
Raising his hips, Trent tangled his fingers in the hair at the back of Amberā€™s head, tugging it backwards as he peeled her face from his chest so he could look her in the eye as he rearranged her from the inside out.Ā 
ā€œIā€™ve been thinking about fucking you since I woke up this morning,ā€ he grunted as he felt his end nearing.Ā 
Drawing out their sex for as long as he possibly could, Trent decided to exercise the power he knew he had over her.Ā 
ā€œWho do you belong to?ā€ he asked as he buried himself inside of her, his filled with a mix of desperation and possessiveness.Ā 
ā€œOnly you,ā€ Amber gasped, her voice laced with surrender as her words hung in the lustful air between them. A declaration of their undeniable connection and the ever growing passion between them.Ā 
Trent's hands left imprints on her skin as they reached the peak of passion, her eyes rolling shut as she caught her breath far too suspended in pleasure to do anything but sit there, Trentā€™s softening cock still buried inside her.Ā 
As the final waves of their shared ecstasy faded, Amber remained in her blissful daze, resting her forehead against Trentā€™s.Ā 
Much like the effects of alcohol, the act of intimacy had a profound ability to unearth deep-seated emotions. As Amber nestled her head against Trent's broad chest, the steady rhythm of his heartbeat provided a comforting backdrop to her thoughts. A haunting melody, begging for reflection and clarity, clarity that she had been trying to avoid the admittance of.
In the case of Trent Alexander-Arnold; she was his without regardā€”even though she knew he wasn't ready to give himself to her in the same way.Ā 
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theplayer-io Ā· 3 days ago
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I just had an interesting revelation about agent smith/pivot/gui
Spoiler alert for animation vs animator 11, and such.
So when I was making my babydoll x perfect girl edit with tco, I noticed that agent gui (smith/pivot/agent, or whatever you'd like to call him) was looking real good at tco's eyes when they were up at the atmosphere
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Gui was looking dead straight into tco's "eyes" during the decimation, and what baffles me now is that I realize how terribly tco's fate could be with someone with this much vengeance.
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Tco already struggled being beat up by gui back at the forest clearing. He had to ask tsc for help, and even then, they got captured.
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After all, gui saw mitsi die, and he knew who tco was before vic. I think we all realize how personal this whole ordeal really got since we learned that gui was a great family friend of vic's and mitsi's. He's not just doing it for the money, and he never really was after a certain point.
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Goodness gracious, and the fact that he was sobbing when having to rewitness mitsi's death with the save file reader? He for sure hates tco with a burning passion and was not hesitant when helping vic with the whole box scene.
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Gui is one of my fav characters in this whole series, mainly because he resembles cgp grey, but his lore is incredibly good and complex. So, now we know that the manhunt is incredibly personal and that beating tco up in the forest clearing must be really cathartic for him.
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Imagine the anger and resentment he has when he saw tco again, perhaps feeling freed when he was finally the one causing the terror to tco when he was chasing him with the other mercenaries. Imagine the defeat he felt when he looked at tco's eyes when tco froze the vehicle he was on when he made that escape to Alan's pc.
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Now with tco and tsc at gui and vic's mercy, I'm curious on what his anger will lead to in future episodes..
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he's so awesome
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misotsukiiyeooo Ā· 16 hours ago
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"What's this one about?"
Pairing: Jeon Wonwoo x F! reader
A/N: need me a Wonwoo. (I'm too lazy to add photos for this one sry!)
Genre: Fluff
Word count: 3.6k
Synopsis: Wonwoo's curious and interested in the book you're reading, so interested that he accidentally reads ahead.
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On a serene, cozy, rainy night, you stand in front of your kitchen counter, resting your book on it while being completely engrossed in the story.
So focused on the book, that you don't even notice your boyfriend, Wonwoo, walking into the kitchen.
He approaches from behind and wraps his big arms around you. "What's this one about, hmm?" Wonwoo asks, resting his chin on your shoulder.
With a smile, you reply, "It's about a girl on a mission to find out who killed her family. It's so good, and right now, the killer might be one of her best friends! Crazy, right?"
He listens intently as you speak, wanting to ensure you feel heard. He hums in response, "It does sound interesting."
You turn to face him and ask, "Want to read it with me? I could start over."
Wonwoo rests his hands on your waist as you talk. "Are you sure? Reading it over again doesn't sound fun."
You nod reassuringly. "I'm sure! Besides, I'm only like twenty pages in." You wait for his response.
He nods, "Alright then." You grin at him and take his hand, guiding him to your bedroom.
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The gentle sound of rain drizzles against the window, creating a soothing backdrop to your shared silence.
You're both comfortably tangled in bed, feeling his chest rise and fall as he breathes.
"Isn't the book good so far?" you ask. He chuckles lightly, tilting his head. ā€œIā€™m still trying to figure out if I can trust the second best friend. Thereā€™s something off about him.ā€
"Right? I think he might be the killer!" you exclaim, pointing at the page as if to emphasize the character.
He chuckles again, wrapping his arms a little tighter around you. "Now that I think about it, he's always around when the girl finds pieces of evidence."
You nod, enjoying how invested Wonwoo is in the story. Resting your head on his chest, you continue to read.
As you delve deeper into the book, you begin to feel tired, lulled by the rhythm of the rain in the background.
Gradually, you fall asleep, with Wonwoo remaining oblivious to your quiet state.
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He gasps in shock as he figures out the plot twist. "He was the killer! We knew it!" He raises an eyebrow when he realizes you're not responding.
Wonwoo turns slightly to face you and scoffs. "Really? I guess I'll just have to pretend I didn't read it." He speaks softly, knowing you wouldnā€™t want to hear the details if heā€™s already finished the book.
He places the book beside the bed along with his glasses before kissing the top of your head and saying goodnight.
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Sequel You and Wonwoo are both resting on the couch, watching TV.
"By the way, did you finish the book last night?" you ask, looking up at him.
Wonwoo shakes his head. "No, I noticed you were sleeping, so I didn't finish it," he replies, lying.
"Really? Ohā€¦well, I woke up in the middle of the night because I couldn't stop thinking about it. But guess what? You wouldn't believe who the killer was!" you respond excitedly.
He looks over nervously. "Who was it?" He pretends to be curious.
"The guy we were talking about earlierā€”the best friend!" you reveal dramatically.
Wonwoo covers his mouth with his hand, his eyes wide. "Really?!"
You pause, sinking into the couch. "You read it, didnā€™t you?" You donā€™t buy his poor acting.
He sighs in defeat. "I'm sorry, Doll. I thought you were awake, so I kept readingā€¦"
You giggle at his small pout. "It's fine, I guess. I did wake up to read it without you too, soā€¦I suppose we're even."
He smiles. "I guess so." You sit closer to him again and look at the TV. "By the way, you're a terrible actor."
You both burst into laughter, the sound echoing joyfully throughout the house.
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Reqs are open!!
Taglist!!
@jjunie-0 @black-swan-blog27 @allieyaaa @honglynights @bath1lda @hanniehae-yoon @wonunonu
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anotherjheastan Ā· 3 days ago
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Another Complicated Love Story
A Jey Uso x Rhea Ripley FanFic
Chapter 4 | Masterlist
CW none
Chapter 5: Power Trip
Would you believe me if I said I'm in love? Baby, I want you to want me
Would you believe me if I said I'm in love? Baby, I want ya
And we are we are we are, got me up all night
And we are we are we are, all I'm singin' is love songs
- Power Trip by J. Cole ft. Miguel
December 24, 2024
Jey woke up in his bed alone. He groaned as he stretched. He had slept terribly. He tried not to replay last night in his head, but it was hard: Rhea struggling to breath, screaming at him. They were supposed to fly back to Florida together, but they didnā€™t. Rhea switched her seat on the plane. He didnā€™t know he could feel so angry and so sad at the same time. That heat and cold flared up again and formed a tornado in his chest. He felt his eyes water, but he refused to cry again. He had cried at the arena worried about Rhea. Seeing her passed out broke something in him. The helplessness he had felt made him want to punch a hole in a wall. And he had cried on the plane. What had he done to make her not trust him? Or had she never trusted him? Maybe it was a good thing he never told her he loved her.
Jey took a quick shower and threw on some workout clothes. He went into the kitchen and his heart dropped. One of the gifts he had bought for Rhea was a coffee maker. It sat on the counter with a big red bow, a few bags of her favorite ground coffee next to it. He had bought it so she wouldnā€™t have to rush home to make her morning cup or pick up something she wouldnā€™t like as much. He had watched her at her place. He realized how much she liked the ritual of making it. She took her time with every step and savored the finished product. Jey didnā€™t drink coffee. It made him too jittery. But he wanted her to have a comfort here.
He sighed, making a mental note to return it after the holidays. He grabbed a bottle of water and headed back to his room. He thought about her other gift in his nightstand drawer with the note he had written. He heard his phone ping a couple of times. Then he heard it ring. He grabbed it. It was Jimmy. He declined the call and glanced at the messages. It was Jimmy and Naomi responding to his ā€œRhea and I are doneā€ text. He really didnā€™t feel like talking about it. He had been looking forward to being with Rhea last night and giving her the gifts this morning so she could spend more time with her friend. Maybe he would pass along the coffee and the other gift to Naomi to give her. Maybe he would throw the note away.
He texted Jimmy, ā€œGoing to the gym. Talk after.ā€
He grabbed his car keys, threw on his hoodie, and headed out the door.
With rap music blasting in his ears, he lifted weights. He kept pushing Rhea out of his thoughts. Memories of her laugh, kisses, and love bites kept popping up. Then the memory of her pulling away from him popped up. Her angry screams echoed in his head. He pushed himself harder. He thought about last week when he got Rheaā€™s gift: a Cuban link chain bracelet with diamonds, similar to his. He had met up with Jimmy afterward.
ā€œOh thatā€™s nice,ā€ Jimmy said. ā€œYeah, sheā€™s gonna love that, uce.ā€
ā€œYeah I canā€™t wait to see her reaction,ā€ Jey said. ā€œYou know what else caught my eye in the jewelry store?ā€
Jimmy looked at him, skeptical. ā€œI know you not talking about rings?ā€
ā€œIā€™m talking about rings,ā€ Jey said.
Jimmy sat back in shock. ā€œI knew it was serious, but rings already?ā€
ā€œI love her,ā€ Jey said, shrugging. He was grinning. ā€œI think she might be the one.ā€
ā€œShe said she loves you?ā€ Jimmy asked.
Jey rubbed the back of his head and Jimmy sucked his teeth.
ā€œI havenā€™t even said I love you to her, uce,ā€ Jey said.
ā€œNaomi is right. Yā€™all are trippin. Donā€™t tell her I said that,ā€ Jimmy said. ā€œBut why not?ā€
ā€œIā€™m waiting for the right time. I know she loves me though,ā€ Jey said.
ā€œHow you know?ā€
Jey put his hand on his heart. ā€œI can feel it.ā€
Jimmy shook his head. ā€œYou might wanna slow down there.ā€
ā€œI can see it too,ā€ Jey said. ā€œThe way I see it all over you and Naomi. But I can tell that nowā€™s not the right time. Iā€™m thinking about telling her on Christmas Eve when we exchange gifts. But I donā€™t know.ā€
ā€œBe careful,ā€ Jimmy said.
ā€œWith what?ā€ Jey asked.
ā€œYour heart, uce. You seem more sure than she is.ā€
ā€œIā€™m used to waiting for her to catch up,ā€ Jey said with a chuckle.
ā€œI know, but this is different. This isnā€™t just a crush youā€™re talking about, uce. You want a commitment. You need to make sure sheā€™s ready for that. Otherwiseā€¦ā€
ā€œI need to let her go,ā€ Jey said, finishing Jimmyā€™s thoughts.
He re-racked the dumbbells and shook out his arms before going to work out his legs. He hadnā€™t let Rhea go, but maybe it was best she stayed gone.
After the gym, he felt clear-headed. The rumbling in his chest had also died down. He reluctantly looked at his phone, not excited about returning Jimmyā€™s call. He could already hear Naomi chastising him. He figured she would side with her bestie Rhea.
Jey called Jimmy as he pulled out of the parking lot.
ā€œWhatā€™s up, uce?ā€ Jimmy asked.
ā€œNothing,ā€ Jey replied.
ā€œSomething happened. What you mean yā€™all done?ā€
ā€œOh Naomiā€™s friend didnā€™t tell you what happened?ā€
ā€œOh sheā€™s just Naomiā€™s friend now?ā€
ā€œShe ainā€™t nothing to me,ā€ Jey said. He felt a pang in chest, but he ignored it.
ā€œJey, be forreal. What happened?ā€ Jimmy asked, earnestly.
Jey told him what happened. Jimmy was quiet for a moment.
ā€œYeah thatā€™s pretty much what she told Nae,ā€ Jimmy said. ā€œBut did you tell her yā€™all were just talking about Waffle House and Christmas plans?ā€
ā€œI never got a chance to tell her. She shut me down right away.ā€
ā€œDamn. Iā€™ll come over and check on you,ā€ Jimmy said.
ā€œNaw, I know yā€™all are getting stuff ready for Christmas. Donā€™t yall have people over?ā€
ā€œYeah a few, but theyā€™ll be alright. Youā€™re not alright,ā€ Jimmy said.
ā€œIā€™m fine,ā€ Jey said.
ā€œJey,ā€ Jimmy said, sternly.
ā€œAlright, Iā€™ll come over there.ā€
ā€œCool. Iā€™m gonna give you an hour. If youā€™re not on the way over by then, Iā€™m coming to you.ā€
ā€œBet,ā€ Jey said, with a laugh.
ā€œIā€™m serious, you know?ā€
ā€œI know.ā€
ā€œLove you, uce.ā€
ā€œLove you.ā€
Jey arrived at Jimmy and Naomiā€™s an hour later, Rheaā€™s gifts in hand. Naomi gave him a big hug and reassured him that no matter what, he was still her brother. It made him feel better, knowing she was on his side. The three of them went into the sunroom to chat.
ā€œI should have listened to her,ā€ Jey said. ā€œShe told me she wasnā€™t ready.ā€
ā€œYeah I guess sheā€™s still dealing with trauma from Dom? Damn, I hope I didnā€™t push her too hard,ā€ Naomi said, rubbing her arms.
ā€œNo, I think she thought she was ready,ā€ Jey said. ā€œI wanted her to be ready too.ā€
ā€œSo what are you gonna do?ā€ Jimmy asked.
ā€œNothing,ā€ Jey said. ā€œNaomi is gonna give her the gifts along with the stuff yā€™all got her. And thatā€™ll be it.ā€
ā€œJey.ā€
ā€œJimmy.ā€
ā€œJey, you were just telling me how she might be the one.ā€
ā€œWe canā€™t be together if she doesnā€™t trust me.ā€
ā€œSo youā€™re just gonna give up?ā€
ā€œItā€™s not on me, uce. She wonā€™t even talk to me. Plus werenā€™t you the one saying to let her go if she wasnā€™t ready?ā€
ā€œWould you talk to her though? If you could?ā€ Naomi interjected.
Jey sighed. ā€œMaybe.ā€
Jimmy smiled and Jey shook his head.
ā€œLook, I know what I said,ā€ Jimmy said. ā€œBut falling out over a misunderstanding ainā€™t it.ā€
ā€œI can be a mediator for you two,ā€ Naomi said. ā€œI love you both and want whatā€™s best for both of you. Even if that means yā€™all arenā€™t together.ā€
Jey pushed the sadness he was feeling down. It hurt, but not as much as Rhea pulling away from him. And he tried not to hate himself for missing her.
ā€œWhen is she picking up gifts?ā€ Jey asked.
ā€œThursday since weā€™re all supposed to be driving up to Jacksonville for the holiday show,ā€ Naomi said.
ā€œFuck! I forgot,ā€ Jey said.
ā€œI mean, Rhea, Jessica, and I will be alright if you wanna drive by yourself,ā€ Naomi said.
ā€œNaw cuz the plan was to come back here Thursday night so we could chill the whole day Friday,ā€ Jey said. ā€œI donā€™t want yā€™all driving back late by yourselves.ā€
ā€œAre you sure? Weā€™re big girls, Jey,ā€ Naomi said, smiling.
ā€œYes, heā€™ll ride with yā€™all,ā€ Jimmy said. ā€œSince I can't go anymore. Plus Rheaā€™s friend canā€™t help you drive.ā€
ā€œI just donā€™t want drama in the car,ā€ Naomi said, holding up her hands. ā€œItā€™s not too long a drive, but still.ā€
ā€œIf she wants to come over to talk before we get on the road, Iā€™ll hear her out.ā€
ā€œOkay. Iā€™ll let her know,ā€ Naomi said.
Thursday, December 26
Jacksonville was only about 2 hours from them, but they wanted to get out there by noon. Rehearsal was at 2 pm. Jey spent Christmas at Jimmy and Naomiā€™s, a mix of their families there to celebrate. Rhea and her friend Jessica were coming over at 9 am, giving them an hour to talk before the four of them got on the road. He had been looking forward to meeting Jessica, but now he was nervous. He didnā€™t really know if Rhea was still angry. She hadnā€™t reached out to him at all. But he was glad she was talking to Naomi. That let him know she was okay.
At 9 am sharp, the doorbell rang. Jey was waiting in the sunroom out of the way. He started pacing, unsure of how to feel. Even if they made up, how would they move forward? Jey hadnā€™t only been thinking about whether she could trust him. He had been thinking about whether he could trust her.
Naomi opened the door and smiled at Jey. She stepped aside and Rhea walked in. Jey felt all the breath go out of him. She wasnā€™t wearing any makeup and was more gorgeous than ever. She had on an unzipped black hoodie, a white cropped t-shirt showing off her tattoos. Ripped blue jeans and black Vans finished her look. She was holding a Christmas gift bag in her hands. Rhea smiled, but Jey could tell she was nervous. Jey didnā€™t return her smile and she gripped the gift bag tighter.
ā€œCan I leave you two alone?ā€ Naomi asked.
ā€œYes,ā€ they said simultaneously.
ā€œOkay. Iā€™ll be back at 10,ā€ Naomi said. She shut the door behind her.
ā€œHi,ā€ Rhea said, softly. She was still standing near the door.
ā€œHi,ā€ Jey said matter-of-factly. He put his hands in the pockets of his black sweatpants. Anger pushed away any affection he had been starting to feel. What they had was good. Why did she have to ruin it?
ā€œCan we sit down?ā€ Rhea asked.
ā€œYeah,ā€ Jey said, sitting down.
Rhea sat on the other side of the couch, leaving some space between them. She put her gift bag in between them and rubbed her hands on her thighs. It was strange seeing her confidence shaken. She looked at him.
ā€œIā€™m sorry for how I acted on Monday,ā€ Rhea said slowly. ā€œYou didnā€™t do anything wrong. It was me. I was wrong. I put my crap on you and I shouldnā€™t have. Iā€™m starting therapy in January since I have unresolved emotions aroundā€¦you know who. I donā€™t wanna put any more of my crap on you. You didnā€™t deserve that.ā€
Jey nodded, taking it all in. It sounded good. It felt thoughtful, genuine. But he still had his pain and anger. And he was worried about getting hurt again.
ā€œWhat happenedā€¦really hurt,ā€ Jey started. ā€œI care about you a lot. Trust is important to me. You have to trust me and I have to trust you. Right now, I donā€™t trust you.ā€
Rheaā€™s mouth twisted to the side. She blinked a few times and looked away from him. She took a deep breath and blew out a shaky breath. Jey ignored the urge to reach out and comfort her. She looked at him.
ā€œI understand. And I will do everything in my power to earn your trust back. Ifā€¦if you let me.ā€ Rheaā€™s voice cracked at the end and a tear fell from her eye. She quickly wiped it away.
ā€œWeā€™ll see,ā€ Jey said.
ā€œHereā€™s your gift,ā€ Rhea said, trying and failing to hold back more tears. She held out the bag to him. He took it, their hands brushing each other. He handed her her gift.
ā€œThanks,ā€ she said quietly.
ā€œThank you,ā€ Jey said.
Rhea stood up, wiping more tears away. ā€œIā€™ll see you out there? Are we good for Jacksonville?ā€
Jey nodded. ā€œWeā€™re good.ā€
Rhea nodded and then quickly left. Jey was surprised at how quickly his tears fell. It was like he had been holding them back. He wiped his tears away. He looked in the gift bag: a PlayStation gift card, a Christmas card, an ugly Christmas pajamas and a Christmas onesie. He laughed at the sweater and onesie, certain Rhea had matching ones. He opened the card.
Thank you for changing the end of my year for the better. I never imagined I would be lucky enough to find someone as amazing, kind, thoughtful, caring as you. I never thought Iā€™d be envisioning a future with someone so soon. But donā€™t people always that corny shit, ā€œwhen you know, you know?ā€ Well I guess it wasnā€™t just corny shit after all. And I should be brave and say this in person, but I love you. And I know itā€™s probably too soon, but I just wanted to let you know how I feel.
XOXO, Rhea.
Jey wiped away more tears and smiled, feeling some of his anger dissipate. She loved him too.
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mullermilkshake Ā· 9 hours ago
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Twelve days of fluffmas
On the twelfth day of fluffmas, my true love gave to me...
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Yakuza!Kento getting his Christmas wish.
Tags: Yakuza AU, Fem!reader, first meeting, unexpected and fate driven, spilt coffee,
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"Coffee please. Thank you."
Kento's favourite part of the Christmas market stalls that lined the street were any that involved coffee. That and the type that served toasted sandwiches with his favourite bread.
Hot steaming coffee on his morning walk through the snow, icy breeze nipping at his cheeks, warmed coffee cup stopping his fingers from freezing and-
"Oh, I'm so sorry!"
Spilt coffee. All over his suit and coat.
Kento turned around slowly, padding his pockets for anything to wipe it up with before it stained and seeped through enough to burn him.
"That guy barged past me- but I should have seen where I was going..." it was you.
You who did not know he existed. You who had no clue how much Kento had watched you off in the background never getting the courage to speak with you. And here you were, right in front of him all glassy eyed because of a cup of coffee on his coat.
"I'm such a klutz..." your voice trailed off when you made eye contact and your head dipped down before you looked around for napkins. "I know someone who's really good at cleaning expensive suits, which I'm sure yours is- shit, I can have this cleaned."
Kento stood there speechless that you were stood there fussing over him and pulling napkins out to dab his coat. Instinctively, Kento drew his hand up to stop you and ended up cupping your napkin filled hand in his.
"Please, don't worry. It's only coffee," it was then he realised what he'd done, because your eyes widened and looked right up at his. "Sorry."
"No, it's alright," tucking a strand of hair away from your face, Kento noticed the blush in your cheeks. "I wasn't looking where I was going, it's totally my fault. Here-"
He watched you pull out a little note book and scribbled down on it. "Here's my home phone, call me and let me know what the bill is... and here's the address of the laundromat. She's a good friend of mine and she'll take care of you."
Not five minutes and you'd already given him your number and- Kento's eyes widened a fraction before he reined it in. Mei Mei was a prolific money launderer and everyone in the Yakuza world knew who she was.
So how did you know her? Were you aware of what she did behind closed doors? This coincidence begged the question as to how Kento never saw any link to Mei Mei whenever he saw you on the network cameras.
Perhaps he was slipping, it was true that he'd become burned out this close to the new year.
Kento never mentioned it, there was no need to. "Thank you, but I won't burden you with any bill for this. It's just coffee."
"I just feel so terrible, I'd be pissed if I got coffee all down me."
He realised just how cool he was being. No way in hell did he ever think he would react to you meeting by accident like this. Though now he was thinking about it, Kento felt himself shift uncomfortably and noticed he'd just been staring at you.
"Uh, it's really no bother."
By the relief splashed across your face, you were intent on leaving shortly and took one step backwards.
Yet you didn't lead the conversation that way. "I insist, really. But I'd like to buy you another coffee," your eyes paid him attention closely. "Or maybe lunch if you're not in any rush? I feel awful, it's such a beautiful suit."
A lunch invitation and compliment? Did you not know what sort of life he was leading, or what people he affiliated himself with- who you were being affiliated with? You should have known the moment you laid eyes on him. Most people suspected.
Yet you showed no signs of distress.
"Please?"
And now you were practically begging him to go with you. Kento contemplated all the times he'd talk down to himself for not pursuing you and how much of a bumbling idiot he would have been. There was nothing bumbling in the slightest.
Just long drawn breaths and pauses he used to figure out what to say though it flowed off of his tongue naturally like a waterfall into a lagoon.
"Alright, but I'll buy lunch."
You smiled sweetly and nodded. "Then I'll buy the coffee."
"It's a deal."
Kento let you lead through the stalls though it was really a chance to soak you in and let the realisation in that he'd just had his first conversation with you. A conversation he had agonised for months over.
"I know a really nice stall. It's off the beaten track a little, but I promise that it's great. It's only ever here at Christmas," once the stalls had dispersed along the street, you pulled back and matched his pace.
"If you recommend it, I'm sure I'll enjoy it," Kento was never a fan of group meals of crowded places to sit down and eat in.
A stall where he could sit off to the side was perfect. Especially uninterrupted time with you. Kento could not believe his luck.
"It has some of the best fried chicken I've ever tasted but if you prefer something different, the stall next door serves raw fish which just melts in your mouth..."
You stopped right in your tracks and watched Kento as he turned. "I'm talking too much. I apologise... I'm talking to a stranger with so much familiarity. I hope that didn't make you uncomfortable," you bowed like Kento did not enjoy it.
"Not at all," he was quick to reassure you. "I admire enthusiasm. I never would have known where the best fried chicken was if you hadn't told me."
Kento took the information on board. Ino was partial to fried chicken every now and then.
He listened to that sweet little chuckle leave your lips. "That's good, otherwise I would have been a weirdo that talks too much and spills coffee on people."
"You're no weirdo..." You never heard him say that and carried on walking. For a moment, Kento watched you leave with a quickness in his breath.
Some would say he made a Christmas wish. But in reality, it was fate. A thing he never believed in until now.
And all it took was a little coffee spilled on his coat.
I was going to wait much longer for Kento and reader to meet, but it's Christmas and I'm feeling all fuzzy inside. THEY MET AT LAST.
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Me rn writing this stuff.
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multifandom-nerds-blog Ā· 19 hours ago
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S7 ep 1 compliant mini fic with established Corvus (Cause Sorens face was bloody in one scene and clean in the next one somehow)
Maybe a bit similar to the one I posted a few days earlier, but who cares.
"Oh, right. Right! Because I'd be dead!"
Corvus could only shake his head at Sorens antics. Not without smiling though. The relief of seing him alive was strong, and gave him enough energy to stay on his feet even after the long day followed by flying for hours.
Though seeing the castle like this really was terrible. They had seen the smoke from far away already, and it wasn't much better up close.
Their capitol. Their castle. The home of Ezran, Callum and Soren. And well, after two years also his home, though this was obviously much worse for his friends who had grown up here. But Ezran was with Callum for the moment, so he could focus on Soren.
"Opeli is on the way to the Banther lodge with most people." Soren said while keeping his arm around Corvus shoulder. "I stayed here with some guards to keep the fires under control and look for uhh... stuff."
"You mean anything salvagable?" He didn't mentioned the ever so slight shaking of Sorens hand on his shoulder. Or the quite trembling of his voice. It would most probably just lead to Soren closing his walls.
"Yeah. Yeah! That. Also Barius and some others are going to the sorrounding towns for supplies and help to set up cam- what are you doing?"
Corvus had put his hand up to Sorens face. Unable to ignore the blood on the blonde mans face and hair any longer. He turned around to properly face his partner, Sorens hand not leaving him but sliding on his other shoulder instead when he moved.
"What happened?", Corvus asked. Lightly tracing his thumb over the streak of blood going through Sorens eyebrow. He didn't flinch so either he had pushed the thought of injuries to the back of his head, wouldn't be the first time, or it wasn't as bad as it looked. Corvus guessed for both, head wounds were nasty bleeders after all but Soren was also extremely stubborn and ignorant about his own wounds at times.
"Oh that?" Soren took his hand of his shoulder to poke his own forehead, with a bit more force than Corvus liked him to do. "Right. A flying stone hit me. Not as in the Stone knowing how to fly. Just a stone from the rubble flying into my face."
Corvus hummed while taking Sorens hand away from his face with his own to stop the poking. He would probably hear the whole story later. After everyone had time to collect themselves a bit.
His free hand started looking through his pockets while not letting go of Sorens in his other hand.
"So how was the wedding? Probably fancier than a burning castle. Though it was a sunfire elf wedding, so maybe they have some traditions about burning stuff?"
"Not exactly.", Corvus answered. You could probably say that Queen Janais relationship to her brother burned to ashes, but that would be a pretty rude oversimplification of the matter. He could also still feel the bruises from when Karims followers captured him during the battle. "The wedding is a... long story."
"Later?", Soren asked.
"Later.", Corvus agreed.
Finally he found the clean handkerchief he usually kept on him. Though honestly surprised it was still there and clean after everything. And finally Soren showed a reaction to his wounds when Corvus reached up to his forehead again.
"Ah." Soren's face flinched. Corvus might have not even noticed if he hadn't spend so much time of the last two years studying the other man. "You don't... have to. It's dried anyway."
For a moment Corvus wanted to ask if he was okay, but... that question seemed senseless in the current situation. But he could see that the adrenaline was starting to leave Sorens body. And there was a look in his eyes that was all to familiar to Corvus.
Right. Lord Viren was in the dungeon while Katolis had burned down. So what happened to him?
"We should still clean it up.", Corvus settled on. He let go of Sorens hand to cup his face instead in both hands, looking into blue eyes.
Sorens skin was warm, which confused Corvus a bit. His partners skin was usually ever so cold, but now warmth was somehow streaming from his body into Corvus hands.
"Your warm.", Corvus stated. "Do you have a fever?"
"Heh, well, most people would probably call this a normal body temperature."
Soren tried to crack a smile, but Corvus just raised an eyebrow.
"It's just from... the fire. Well. Kinda. But it's wearing of already." Soren laid one of his hands over Corvus', as if to prove it, even if his hands were usually even cooler than the rest anyways. "Everybody who was here is running hot right now. But as I said. It's wearing of already. You're gonna have your walking iceblock back soon enough."
There was obviously something Soren was leaving out in his story, but Corvus decided it would be better to talk about this later. As well as the unavoidable topic of wether Viren was dead or alive.
Later, Corvus thought. Later was good.
He ran his right thumb over Sorens eyebrow again, rubbing some dried blood of in the process. Soren responded by lowering his head until their foreheads meat.
"I... I'm...", Soren stuttered.
"It's okay. I've got you."
He could feel Sorens other hand landing on his shoulder and gripping on to him.
"I know."
"But now, really, let's find some water to get all that blood of your face."
"Hm, okay. Yeah. You're probably right."
"It's also in your hair."
"WHAT?" Soren promptly jumped back to check his hair. "Why did not nobody tell me?!"
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genderqueerdykes Ā· 2 days ago
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With money and medical fields, goodness you are correct when you say "the medical field isn't your friend, it's for profit". I'm feeling this effect personally trying to get diagnosed with autism as an afab in her 20s. Already, I have the disadvantages of being an adult and a woman, I had to fight to get on the waiting list, lies thrown straight at my face by incompetent doctors, and even "you're getting a diagnosis for (financial) benefits" from those same terrible doctors. The waiting list time is far too long on the NHS and the price for private is ridiculously expensive. I just want a diagnosis and go on with my day to get the right help I need and all the medical field see is either a nuisance or profit. I hate it so much
i was literally also thinking about autism when i wrote that post, so im extremely glad you decided to send a message about this
that's another huge issue with the medical industry as well. research into autism has only seriously been conducted within the last few decades. like i want to remind people that when autism was first becoming known to the public, people would literally say autism isn't real. autism. something that we very well know to be real these days. i literally used to encounter so many people who would say "autism isn't real because there's no historical evidence before now to prove otherwise."
eventually, the present becomes that time that will be seen as the past. like one day, no studies on a subject exist... but down the road, they happen. just because something isn't being widely acknowledged by the general public doesn't mean it literally doesn't exist.
im so sorry you've been treated like that, holy shit. i would have never in my life even considered someone looking for an autism diagnosis just to get financial assistance? also like. what is wrong wiht an autistic person needing financial assistance. workplaces are designed for allistics, not autistics. you are already going to have an inherent disadvantage in finding employment that you can keep up with and that pays well because workplaces are not designed to accomodate you... at all. even with getting those accommodations, work can still be an absolute nightmare
i am so sorry they've treated you this way. especially when it comes to AFAB people and women, getting an autism diagnosis is nigh impossible. the medical industry gets pissed that whatever help you may need won't go into their pocket, but another organization's instead. autistic people aren't profitable enough. there's no medication specifically for autistic people. they can't push medications and invasive procedures as hard as they can with other conditions. the push is there, but it's not as bad as it is with something like schizophrenia where they can force you into in/outpatient therapy and force you to take medications against your will
i wish you the best of luck in getting your diagnosis. like you said you just want to move on with your life. you shouldn't have to go without the knowledge and resources you need just because it's not profitable enough for the medical complex. it's disgusting. i wish you the best of luck, if you need any help, feel free to come back any time
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thewriterwithsnakes Ā· 2 days ago
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The Ekko of A Violin: Part 2
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Sorry this took me so long to get another part in, the holidays have me swamped. I am excited to let you all know that this story has a death grip on me and will become a series. I've already got ideas running around for the next few parts.
Summary: Your first day as a firelight is as exciting as it is embarrassing. Aka your new environment is wonderful and you can't help being awkward around Ekko.
Warnings: Use of Y/N, still not hitting the full romance part yet, not entirely proofread
The next day you woke up, well rested for once. You stretched and your joints cracked. You sighed in relief and got ready for your first day as a firelight. Before heading out though, you did some warms ups and practiced a bit on your violin. It was nice to start mornings with music, it calmed your mind and let you mentally prepare for the day. You set the instrument down on your bed before throwing on some sneakers and heading out.
It was a bit of a shock, being greeted pleasantly. The usual greetings in Zaun consisted of foul words and attempted muggings. If you were lucky you'd only get demeaning looks and catcalls. So to be told good morning with a smile was a little jarring, but you took it all in stride. Usually change was pretty terrible, especially in the undercity, but now it was refreshing and more than welcome.
Unbeknownst to you, everybody knew that when a new firelight was recruited, Ekko wouldn't tell them who he was right away, he liked to see how people treated their equals. So nobody mentioned it to you, nobody batted an eye when Ekko approached you by the tree and told you his name was Gabriel. It was the name he used when recruiting so that way nobody would get mixed up. And recruiting in the undercity was sparse enough that it didn't happen often anyways. It's not like Zaun was full of people who spent their free time doing charity work.
"So what's your name, sugar?" A smirk graced his face as he leaned up against the beautiful tree. You let out a soft laugh.
"I'll tell you, but only if you promise to keep the nickname." You joked. He gave you a playfully offended look as he pressed his hand to his chest. "As if I'd ever forget!" He shot back as he laughed. You could get used to the sound. The sight of his smile and the sparkle in his eyes as he playfully shook his head at you in mock disappointment, hair swaying slightly with his movements. "So?" 'Gabriel' asked. "Hm?" Your brows furrowed in confusion. "Well are you gonna keep staring at me sugar or are you gonna give me your name?" Your cheeks burned, you hadn't even realized you were staring. "Oh uh sorry it's y/n." You looked at ground more than slightly embarrassed. "Pretty name, sugar." He spoke again. "I've gotta run, have fun on your first day as a firelight sugar." He walked away and you let out a breath you didn't even realize you were holding in.
The rest of the day was pleasant and you went through what was basically orientation. A fellow firelight explained their values and usual routines, what to expect and some basic rules. You delighted in finally feeling like you had a family. You made some friends and then spent the late afternoon playing your violin. The piece you'd been working on, a proudly original composition, was coming together nicely. You still had to tweak just about every note though, okay so maybe you hated it but an artist always hates their work right? You set the violin and the bow back it the case before settling in for bed. A sigh left your lips as you tucked your arm underneath your pillow with a smile. You really began to love going to sleep looking forward to the next day instead of dreading it.
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3rdsday Ā· 3 days ago
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Broken Vows and Mended Trust
Sonic 3 spoilers ahead!
Summary: Things are settling after the events of the third movie, and Sonic and Knuckles need to have a conversation about Sonic's broken vow.
Note: Hi I did NOT expect to write this tonight it just had to come out and I did 0 editing on this whatsoever but here it is. I will be going to bed immediately after posting this <3
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Sonic clutched his left arm in his right hand, rubbing it. He wouldn't meet Knuckles' eyes, instead studying the forest floor.
It had been a few days, and everything had finally started to settle following the... Eclipse Canon incident. Tom had finally woken up and would be okay, so a layer of tension that had been blanketing the rest of the Wachowskis had fallen away.
For Sonic, its place was taken by Knuckles' request that they have a discussion.
Knuckles was typically an echidna of few words. He preferred to make his point made physically when possible. So a request for a discussion, especially a serious one, immediately put Sonic on edge.
He was certain he knew what it would be about, and it only took a few words from Knuckles to prove that his intuition was correct.
"You broke our vow."
Sonic knew it was coming, but he still flinched. It wasn't even Knuckles' tone that caused it; the words weren't harsh or accusatory. Rather, the sentence was spoken simply, a pure fact.
Sonic just hated that it was true.
"I know, Knuckles, I am so sorry-"
"Wait!" Knuckles cut him off, raising a gloved hand. "I am not finished."
Sonic's mouth snapped shut, his stomach churning as he awaited Knuckles' next words.
"After our fight against Robotnik last year, I chose to trust you and the fox to share the duty of protecting the Emerald. Yet you were willing to compromise the Emerald's safety for the sake of seeking revenge."
"I was wrong," Sonic couldn't help but say. He wanted to wait until Knuckles was finished, but he couldn't help it. He had to know how terrible Sonic felt. How much he regretted it.
"You broke my trust, and in doing so, you could have risked the safety of the entire planet."
Sonic's shoulders hunched in as he instinctively tried to make himself smaller. All the guilt he was already feeling was increasing tenfold with each word out of Knuckles' mouth.
"Yet, I chose not to stop you."
...That made Sonic pause, blinking as he took in the words. "You didn't," he said slowly. "You let me go. ...Why? You could have won that fight."
Knuckles sighed and sat down on a felled tree trunk, motioning for Sonic to join him. After a moment that felt like it was teetering on the point of something, waiting to fall to one side or the other, Sonic joined him.
The view from their perch was beautiful. They were on a cliffside, overlooking Green Hills below.
"You might have broken our vow, but I still decided to trust you."
"I don't get it," Sonic insisted. "I betrayed you. Why would you still trust me after that?"
Knuckles turned his head to look at Sonic, who was still not meeting his eyes. "Because you're my friend, and my brother," he explained, like it was the simplest thing in the world.
Family was a concept that took Knuckles a little bit to truly understand, having lost his so young. It wasn't something that came naturally to Sonic or Tails either, both of them having been alone from an early age as well. But over the past year, the three of them had settled comfortably into their newfound roles as brothers. Sonic reveled in it, taking great joy and delight in his family. Tails was a little more tentative about it, hesitant to open himself up to familial affection when it had burned him in the past, but he had become a delightful little ball of chaos once he fell into his place in their dynamic.
Knuckles, though, once the concept had clicked in his mind, had taken up his role of eldest brother with an unrivaled enthusiasm.
Being Sonic and Tails' older brother was as important to Knuckles as guarding the Master Emerald was. Keeping his younger brothers safe and happy was a job he treated with the utmost importance, even if he was willing to tease and annoy them as he did so.
Sonic had forgotten that, somehow.
"I didn't know what would happen if you took the Emerald," Knuckles continued, not acknowledging the way Sonic finally met his gaze, or the way his eyes shone in a misty way. "I feared it would lead to catastrophe. But I knew what fighting you would lead to: both of us hurt. And I never want to hurt you.
"So I decided to trust you. Trust that, if nothing else, you could keep yourself safe while you took the Emerald long enough for Tails and I to back you up. And trust that you'd realize what a mistake you were making."
Sonic swallowed hard, fighting the lump in his throat. "I don't deserve that trust from you."
Knuckles hummed. "Maybe not. And I am still hurt by you violating our oath." He placed a hand on Sonic's shoulder with a gentleness not usually associated with the echidna. "But even if it takes some time for you to regain my full trust, I still forgive you."
Knuckles' eyes were filled with such intense genuineness that Sonic couldn't bear to look at it anymore. He turned his head away, staring out into the distance again as he shrugged Knuckles' hand off his shoulder, letting it fall away. A moment, then another, passed before he spoke again. "How can you forgive me so easily?" he asked, voice wavering.
"You forgave me for siding with Robotnik, did you not?"
Sonic let out a small chuckle that he didn't fully feel. "Yeah, I did."
"We all make mistakes, hedgehog," Knuckles insisted, "You regret yours. That's all I need to know."
Silence fell over the duo. Birdsong filled the mid-afternoon air. A chilly breeze, heralding the approach of winter, cut through the trees, although it was not quite harsh enough to be felt through the thick fur of the brothers. Despite the chirping and chittering of the small forest creatures, a calm silence seemed to settle over the scene in the woods. For just a moment, time was suspended, as two young boys, who normally stopped for nothing, took time to sit in the world around them.
But the spell did not last forever. Sonic found the courage to speak again, finally trusting that his voice would stay steady when he did.
"You shouldn't trust me with the Master Emerald again." Despite his efforts, his voice still came out small and hesitant.
Knuckles frowned, although Sonic wasn't looking to see it. "Why not?"
"I've proven that I can't be trusted to resist the temptation to use it," Sonic explained. It felt like he was stabbing himself in the chest at the admittance, but he knew it was true. "You should keep it safe from me, hide it somewhere secure. More secure than Wade."
Knuckles hummed again, taking a second to consider Sonic's plea before shaking his head. "No, I don't think I should."
"What do you mean? If I hadn't-"
"If you hadn't used the Emerald, you wouldn't have been able to share that power with Shadow. And if you hadn't done that, Shadow wouldn't have been able to help save Earth. Therefore, you taking the Emerald was the best possible outcome."
Sonic's head snapped to the side quickly to let him look at Knuckles. He didn't make any attempt to hide the surprise on his face.
"I- what- but-"
"Maybe you took the Emerald for the wrong reasons, but it worked out the way it needed to in the end. So I am glad that I trusted you," Knuckles said, giving Sonic a small smile.
"But- but it all could have gone so wrong!"
"But did it?"
"I- well, no, but-"
"Then there's no reason to worry about it, is there?"
Sonic's mouth hung open as he stammered a bit more, trying to find the words to counter Knuckles. When he couldn't form a reasonable argument, he sighed and let himself slump over slightly.
"I still don't think I should be allowed to consider myself a 'guardian' anymore," he muttered, bitterness leaking into his tone.
"What?" Knuckles exclaimed, a small bit of outrage entering his tone for the first time during the discussion. "You would abandon your duties?"
"I already broke the oath. I don't deserve to have them as my 'duties' anymore."
"Sonic," Knuckles said seriously, intensely. "There is no one else in all the worlds that I would rather have help me guard the Emerald than you and Tails. Your mistake does not change that."
"But how do you know you can trust me?!" Sonic insisted, feeling almost hysterical. He had gone into this conversation expecting Knuckles' anger and hurt, but instead he was insisting that Sonic still share the duties of guardian? How could that bethe case?"
"I don't need to know for certain. I just know that trusting you has never failed me yet, even if there has been some rough parts to get through."
Sonic's eyes darted between Knuckles', searching for any hint of a lack of sincerity or the trust he claimed to have. When he found nothing but the unwavering loyalty he'd come to know from Knuckles, he hung his head.
"I don't deserve your trust."
"Then do better. Work harder to earn it." Knuckles returned his hand to Sonic's shoulder, giving it a reassuring squeeze. "Fight to be better than you were yesterday. I know you can."
Sonic leaned into Knuckles' touch until he was essentially slumped against him. Knuckles wrapped his arm around Sonic's shoulders, careful not to get pricked on his sharp quills.
The two of them remained there for what might have been two minutes or two hours, pressed together in their half-side hug.
If a few tears slipped down Sonic's cheeks, nobody had to know.
Eventually, Knuckles pulled away and stood up from the tree trunk, stretching dramatically. "I don't know about you, hedgehog, but I'm ready to eat. Race back to the House of Wachowski?"
Sonic stood up to join him, giving a small but appreciative smile as he tried to fall back into his usual energy. He didn't quite make it all the way, but he was closer than he'd been in days. "Oh, you're on. Don't get too sad when you lose."
"Only if you don't get too humiliated when you are utterly defeated!"
With those words, the brothers disappeared into bright streaks of color, speeding off towards a better, trusting future, and leaving the weight of their emotional talk behind.
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just-another-nerd-blog Ā· 3 months ago
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I am. So very tired.
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disorderly Ā· 1 year ago
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cluster b culture is just don't make this about yourself don't make this about yourself don't mention yourself don't do it I swear to God don't mention yourself don't please God anyways I did the same thing and you didn't even notice what about me how come you never notice me but expect me to always be paying attention to you why don't youā€”
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justarandomhelluvablog Ā· 11 months ago
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having thoughts about how Husk actually has very little left to redeem bc he started his journey of self-change before even coming to work at the hotel, but at the same time redemption isn't even his goal- he ain't even aiming for heaven, he just wanted to be a better person and maybe now with friends and especially Angel, who he supports so much and wants to see succeed, maybe now he has a reason to be a better person
#hazbin hotel#husk#warning I am about to ramble in these tags O7 I have a ridiculous amount of thoughts about this cat bird man#thinking about that word of god from vivzie that Husk is actively fighting his gambling addiction in hell#which besides the pilot we've only seen his gambling mentioned in the past#and idk if it's just because they had to focus on other things but we don't see him drinking as heavily as he did in the pilot#and first few episodes. like he actually wants to be sober#we know he used to be an overlord and we assume that comes with all the terrible overlord qualities#(aka there's no such thing as a good slave owner)#but the Husk we know now has been on both sides of this chain#he knows and respects boundaries. consent is super important to him. this feels like a moral you can't really have to be an overlord#he also sees everyone as more than just what they can do for him specifically. he gets NOTHING out of being Angel's friend#he gets NOTHING out of defending Angel and Cherri during the fight with the Exorcists#he knows when to open up and who to open up to and trust. and he extends a hand to someone in need. someone he ain't even close to-#and if it hasn't changed he is trying to beat his own vices despite not even being a guest of the hotel. he's staff. he doesn't HAVE to#participate in their activities or try to change. he was dragged into this#but dammit he does it anyway#(also if he is still trying to beat his gambling addiction I wonder if the pilot was a relapse. hm)#anyway ig what im trying to say is husk isn't a guest at the hotel but plays the role of a guide for the guests bc he's already#got a very strong and *GOOD* set of morals considering they're in hell#like his level of morals we've only seen /explicitly/ shown in hellborn. and yeah consent and boundaries is rock bottom even for Earth#but they're in hell so somehow the bar manages to be even fucking lower than that so I consider it a win#ALSO THE FACT THAT HE STOOD BETWEEN ANGEL & CHERRI AND THE EXORCISTS??? this mf is willing to DIE for these people#I am 100% sure that if Husk's soul didn't belong to Alastor he would already be redeemed#we don't know what he did in life and we don't know how bad he was as an overlord but we know who husk is /now/#and that person is a pretty damn good guy#he might have some work to do sure but he's already at least started his redemption before the show even began and#we're just seeing the tail end of it#god damn I really rambled in these tags i am so sorry#I just have so many thoughts about him
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thebigqueer Ā· 2 months ago
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literally having the worst day ever and i cant ever be happy (has only experienced minor inconveniences today but they keep adding up)
#first of all i didnt get a lot of sleep so im mad tired#second of all the place i usually get lunch on campus said they werent doing bagels at the moment and it ruined me#cuz i was soooo excited to get bagels#third of all i was already cranky so i got all in my feels last night#so i had a dream where my gf who isnt my gf and saw each other on one fo the campuses and she was w her friends#at one point we were both leaving and iw as watcing her and her and her friend knew i was there#so then her friend comes over and shes like '[gf name] loves you so much'#and i was about to cry tears of joy i was like REALLY???#and then her friend started laughing and gestured to my gf who isn't my gf's OTHER friend behind me and she was like 'jk lol she meant#this friend not you el oh el'#and then my gf and her friends were all laughing at me and i burst into tears#and then in full on sobs i was like 'i loved you so much how could you leave me'#and then my gf was just like 'well youre a bad person and you think youre sooooo myseterious and youre a terrible person and i never loved#you' and oh my god it ruined my morning#i know a lot of it was just psychological cuz i was already moody when i went to bed#and i have this werid paranoia where i think her and her friends talk shit about me#which i doubt they do but it still stresses me out#so thats probably why that hapepned#and then on top of all that. fourth of all im getting lunch and i literally see her outside. like i dont see her for days and of course#the day i least want to see her shes right there#i mean im generally doing better than september and i didnt feel the same sinking feeling#i used to in like sept but still like brooooo bro this day could not be worseee#the only good thing that happened was that i passed my physics exam <3#also yeah again i said these are minor inconveniences im just frustrated lol#sunny rambles
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