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verflares · 3 months

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collection of some loz origin au stuff i've been chipping away at for awhile now ^_^ with a healthy amount of dunmeshi insp for good measure LOL (the ooccoo isnt relevant she's just here for size comparison purposes)

feat my beloved good friend @linkvcr's hylia design also. because i am obsessed with her and you should be too 🫵

#sitting here hoping and praying these images dont get crunched too badly <- guy who knows its in vain #WELL WHATEVER. i had fun. kinda. enjoy bcus i am still playing ffxiv and will be for the foreseeable future #loz #hylia #link #tloz #loz au #loz fanart #skyward sword #zelda #sksw #hylink #yeah it gets that tag too. sorry. but his name isnt/wasnt link either he's just the og dude #'well what is his name then' whell..... idk <3 #we really have just been calling this dude the first hero or her hero for a few weeks now. hope you enjoy whatever vision is going on here #bcus i dooooo ^_^#speaking of which he definitely came out really messy but. gotta start somewhere i think. loved drawing weird and fucked up hylia though #OKAY NO MORE RAMBLING. see you later #my art

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josecariohca · 27 days

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#after a bus to a plane to a train to the underground to the room im staying in...im back in london #my calves are in their own personal layer of hell and my feet hate me but I HAD SO MUCH FUCKING FUNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#also??? the guys i shared a hostel with???? were so fucking hot oh my god. there were 3 guys and me which i wasn't. expecting. BUT.#the one in the bunk above me was australian and he was nice enough to give me a usb port thing for my phone and i think #i think i fell in love with him he was so prettyyyyyyyyyyyy #never got his name. but ill remember him and his charger fondly #he even let me keep it which was super sweet #but my birthday is in 2 days and then next week is edinburgh and my TATTOO!!!!!!!!#cannot express how much is happening and how happy i am i genuinely dont think ive been this excited about life in. at least a decade.#i dont want this trip to end and i know i still have like 2 weeks but i dont want to GOOOOOO #but also i DOOOOO bc then i have BRASIL with my grandparents and im just FGBHJK<JHBGVBHNJ #sometimes i cannot believe this is my life but like then i remember the shell of a human being i was just a year ago and im like.#no ya know what i deserve this.#anyway yes im alive and now i need to go pass the fuck out. miss you all im sorry to everyone i still need to reply to. i havent forgotten.#and i will do it!!!!!!!!! but time is hard. for obvious reasons. hope you are all well and im sending everyone kisses ilyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!#personal

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thedragonagelesbian · 1 month

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@hexblooddruid replied to your post “I’m so curious abour your thoughts about Yiseeril...”:

Alternatively her grasping at it, thinking “here’s my real chance to ascend” to Sera’s great disappointment, also delicious. I’m also obsessed with the “human and fleeting” line from Solas and how different their relationship could’ve turned out if she knew.

coming back days later to say ummmmmm yiseeril's character growth is fighting for its life against her hubris & thirst for knowledge (and even her own weird sense of obligation/duty having been given abelas' permission to drink from the well; and also the petty spitefulness of not wanting morrigan to have more power than her)

this line from morrigan in particular really gave her (and me) pause.................................................

but then this line from cole.....................

yiseeril already claims to speak with a voice that is not her own; already lies and performs so much her own voice is lost; does she really want more?

#hexblooddruid #i am sitting at the decision point debating what to dooooo both options could be so interesting........................................#andrastes favorite princess #does she stay parallel to corypheus or does she break away #fuck i should've brought sera along she would've said no fucking way you're doing that and it would've made the decision easy

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automatonknight · 1 year

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i think i'm artblocked i'm going to start rolling on the floor and wailing like i'm on fire i can't live like this

#i can't draw what am i supposed to DOOOOOO #i don't feel like playing games. i spent the whole day making bracelets since that takes me like. an absurd amount of time for what it is #and i don't feel like sewing either what am i going to fucking DOOOOO AAAUGGGHHG #i can't just sit around all day cmooooon #that gives me time to watch shows but AAORRRUGHHH I WANT TO DRAW SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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aego-philautia · 14 days

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I need to fucking sleep but now I can’t stupid pretty samurai

#fucking hate men sm FUCK DUDE🤦🏾‍♀️#seeing that shit legit just. gave me a burst of energy but #IM LITERALLY. IN THE BED-#WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DOOOOO #i must scream

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ebbarights · 1 month

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#i need some fucking help over here the guy i'm crushing on is literally perfect if i were any other person #like if i were exactly the same as i am but without the Issues it would be a slam dunk #but i'm 26 and have never even held hands with anyone. that's so embarrassing i don't know what to dooooo

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vcrnons · 2 months

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if you see me acting up it’s because the yolo is coming. please understand

#shut up j #what dooooo you mehehehehehean my man is getting his flowers I could cry #the first time I listened to anything nct my bestie sent me kick it and I was so ???? mesmerised by him #all of them truly /gen but yuta caught my attention so fucking fast. and I started looking into them more right #checked their kpopprofiles like the cool girl I indeed am and saw sub vocalist sub rapper and went okkkk but this was me coming from being #a baby carat and seeing svt’s line distribution being pretty fair so I was like that doesn’t matter surely #and thennnnn I was reading lyrics and saw he was getting just a few breaths and coughs on a lot of tracks and messaged my friend like #wow they weren’t kidding when they said sub- everything were they. damn #and now anyway a year later here I am with a sideblog in his honour and he’s getting a SOLO PROJECT and I want to lie down in a ditch #big day for annoying people (me) <3

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none-tadashi-left-hiro · 4 months

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It's like....m my voice and my actions have the power to influence things.... But yet something always stays the same.... And to what extent does it change things..... Is there ever positive everlasting change from any of my actions......... What am I doing all of this forrrr who am I doing it for.......

#mommy issues will fuck you up #and then you have the cousin issues #and big brother issues #and eldest daughter syndrome issues #this feels so weird like it feels like #depression is hovering in the corner and I'm not spiraling into it #but it's there because how do I even process and address the gargantuan amount of unresolved issues around family stuff #i got so many jobs and moved so many times and challenged myself to bond with so many new people #and for whatttttt #for what!!!!!!!!#i don't care abt it all making sense or anythinf #i just have no concept of tangible progress from any of my efforts #so like #what am I even doing what do I even want to dooooo #i want to take a class.#i want. tangible progress #i don't need to be making progress all the time #that is okay #but #unresolvednesss is happening and it feels Bad #i need conclusions #resolved things #so I can begin a next chapter of whoever me is #do I even #i think I do #want to still get good at art professionally #but I want to bond with people over eating mayo at 3 am again #and sometimes I wonder if holding on to professional art stuff too much gets in the way of that #they can be one and the same #i just need to not even be brave but get overrrr myself

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armands-eyefuckery · 4 months

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finally got to see s2e1 I'm losing my fucking mind 😭

#seriously like half of that episode is in those teasers #we are in for a RIDE #i can't fucking wait #and assad is looking FINE AS HELL what am i gonna dooooo #amc iwtv #vampterview

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pepprs · 2 years

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mission failed we’ll get em next time 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#i literally can’t quit omg i feel so fucking bad. it wasn’t so bad this time but also HE LITERALLY FORCED ME TO COME OUT LKKE GIRL HELLO???#he cornered me and asked me if redacted had to do w my s*duality and i was like ummmmm. yeah 🫣 and he was like now why didn’t you say that #the first time 🤨 and i was like …………. 😳. AND THEN i asked him why he asked me that and he said he’s been waiting for the right moment to ge #it out of me and he always suspected it LIKE HELLO I THINK THAT IS POSSIBLY WILDLY INAPPROPRIATE I WANTED TO DIEEEEEE #and i lied right to his face abt stuff w my mom and also the redacted situation bc i always feel in trouble whenever i talk abt them w him #and also he asked how things were w my mom and i told him and he was like that’s great but how are things with YOU and yoir mom 🤨. UGHHHHH #and i can’t leave bc his supervisor is gravely ill and they haven’t talked abt doing inter generational therapy w me yet which is what they #want to do <- hasn’t looked it up yet and doesn’t know what it receals about me. and he also is like yet agai. trying to get me to separate #myself from data expunged AND ITS LIKE OMGGGG NOTHING IS HAPPENING WHY DO I HAVE TO THROW AWAY A GOOD THING THAT IS WORKING FOR ME JUST FOR #THE SAKE OF CONFORMING TO SOME STUOID MENTAL HEALJT STANDARD. so yeah ummmmm idk what to dooooo i know im not getting the best possible car #and this whole thing has been a cluster fuck but he validated my reaction to something for the first time like EVER today and he has plans #and what if they work. and like omg if i drop it on him he’ll be so hurt and surprised like it will really come out of nowhere and i don’t #want to look like even more of a fool to him than iam. but he says i can’t withhold stuff bc it’s doing me a disservice and we need to see #the fullness of who i am to get to the root and solve problems and stuff but it’s like uhmmmm… but you don’t make me feel safe for reacting #the way i do or wanting things to work out in a way you disagree with so how can i bring out all the parts of me if you don’t make me feel #safe and unjudged for doing so like. lol. the thought of leaving him makes me feel so guilty and stupid bc it s like why are you throwing a #away sliding scale therapy that could turn out to be really useful and running away when ppl tell you things abt yourself you don’t like to #admit and force you to look at your hard ugly truths. but also the thought of working w him until july after already having had 16 weeks of #this literaly makes me fucking insane so idk what to do and finding a new counselor would be so hard and i don’t have time or money. UGHHHH #purrs #delete later #like how am i gonna walk out on him when we just spent all this time talking abt how this new technique will bring me into a new season. AU

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clay-pidgeon · 1 year

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god i’m being insane about homoerotic fight scenes again don’t LOOK AT ME

#AURGH #WHAT THE FUCK #it’s like. it’s 1 am i can’t fucking make a cool post about this #homoeroticism #I HAVE THOUGHTS #CANT ARTICULATE THEM #BUT I DOOOOO #krill chirps #my stuff

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piratebay · 1 year

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it was rescheduled 😐

#not proud enough i guess. fuck now i have to rearrange what am i gonna dooooo today!!!#404 not found

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fingertipsmp3 · 2 years

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Being friends with me must be exhausting fr. Imagine waking up and seeing that your dumbest friend sent you a whole ass rant starting with “SOS” and the salient points are there’s a guy with swoopy hair at her work and she doesn’t know how to deal

#he’s so fine though i don’t know how i’m supposed to cope #i don’t know if it’s a good thing that he and i won’t be on the same shift for like another two weeks #on the one hand i don’t have to look at him so i might get some fucking work done; but on the other i am going to get resensitised #to his presence. like i really think if i was around him day in and day out i’d be able to stop internally freaking out about how pretty #he is and just DEAL. but if i don’t see him for two weeks i’m going to forget how pretty he is #so then on the 16th i’m just going to be found dead because i cannot process him and his stupid hair #he’s so like… god i can’t. i can’t!#i hate this for me lmao. i never wanted a work crush!! i applied there specifically because the average age of staff and volunteers #is approximately 50. the youngest employee is 19 and he stands out. i was like ‘i can just shoot the shit with the birdwatching dudes in the #break room and have a normal time’ but the universe was like ‘surprise bitch! here is a 25 year old who looks like he was custom built to be #your ideal man. and also he’s funny and kind’#bro when i tell you i absconded from the nature walk so i wouldn’t have to see him being competent with binoculars #i found an esoteric viewing point and hid there for as long as i could get away with because i didn’t trust myself with proximity #what do i dooooo. do i cry. do i scream. do i throw up. do i deliberately schedule opposite shifts to him so our paths never cross #do i schedule the same shifts and hope he feels the same way about me and wants to make out in the stockroom. what do i DO. when will i win #personal

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zexonyte · 5 months

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fucking hell i shouldnt have left this art for so late

#WHAT AM I GONNA DOOOOO SHITTT FUCK #maybe i do a backup artwork like. a shitty one to post #mannn this sucks

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asthedeathoflight · 7 months

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People who hate summer are so funny they act like theyre a sad oppressed minority who is always being bullied by the summer likers who are unaware of the concept of heat. Girl summer is when the fruit is.

#this post brought to you by I CANT FIND ANY FUCKING FRUIT TO EAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!#ALL THE ONLINE LISTS SAY POMEGRANATE BUT THE POMEGRANATE ISNT ANY GOOD THIS LATE IN THE SEASON WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DOOOOO

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elvisqueso · 8 months

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oop the edgelords have seen that post i made about voting in the primaries

#oh dangggg what am i gon dooooo #how long until i get hate anons for that do you think?#anyway i'm still fucked up over a disney movie from the 90s how are you doin?

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