#what a double edged sword that it is
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it’s so ironic that i loved them when they became famous, because i ended up knowing them through that. but becoming famous is what killed him.
if i could turn back time to 2010 i would just tell them to go home
#it’s not worth it#he would’ve been alive today#what a double edged sword that it is#i loved them because they came into my mainstream consciousness but#liam died because he was too famous#he didn’t deserve it. none of them do. i would trade my love if it meant just. having them all be okay
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Last part for old GF sketches
(Actually, most of these aren't old at all, but their average is brought down by the last picture, which I drew back in August and kept forgetting to post)
#fanart#drawing#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#i wish more people talked about Ford's piano skills#and his shadow puppet skills#i forgot what i was thinking when i rushed these out#something about Ford only taking pride in his skills because of how other people (ie Stanley) appreciate them#and how he attributes everything exceptional about himself to his hands bc that's where his deepest insecurities/motivations come from#but that isn't something Stan or most people think about at all#but he also IS really talented#and so he gets this big fragile ego#stemming from his mother and brother's praise#but also filbrick's neglect#so it's like outside validation is a substitute/reminder of the people that really loved him#bht also he thinks he's different from them and better than them#but he does love them#and he likes making them proud because he likes seeing them happy#maybe he doesn't know how else to make people happy#something something#Stan being his biggest supporter is a double edged sword#because his opinion matters the most and then he's gone#and Ford doesnt have anyone to show off to anymore#OR anyone who can call him a showoff when he gets too into his own head#OR the person he was pitted against in the first place that made him feel special#because- knowingly or not- they always compared themselves#idk man#Ford is an interesting guy and his head fascinates me
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It’s fascinating how little the US at large knew about Walz before this week, but at the same time… it makes sense. He wasn’t their governor. They haven’t seen the incredible work he’s done first-hand, and they haven’t had years to appreciate his authentic charm.
He’s never been a politician who sought out the limelight - everything Minnesota has done in this historic year of progressive legislation and policy has been relatively quiet. He’s not on the road jockeying for the latest sound byte on CNN or some podcast - he’s working to implement the policies people want. He’s tweeting about Mountain Dew. He’s at the state fair eating fried food and talking to his constituents. This is the governor we know. A man who cares deeply about the work he does and the people he represents, not the fame, not the clicks.
He’s genuine. Minnesotans know that. Now it’s time to sell that to the rest of the country.
#tim walz#Walz#almost every morning living here in MN is reading about a new victory in the news#for the people for the state for those most in need#I took it for granted and didn’t realize the rest of the country didn’t see it#MN is as close as you can get to utopia#and the DFL (dems) got a trifecta and Walz ran with it#but anyway it’s a double edged sword#the reason no one knew about him is good (he puts his head down and cares about doing his job)#but now it’s like… everyone’s got to drink from a firehouse#he’s done so much good it’s impossible to fit in a tweet (what most people can digest)#let’s keep the hype going yeah?#Harris Walz
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being self aware is so frustrating. its like fuck! what do you mean that being aware of my own shortcomings doesnt absolve me of them and that being a passive observer of them is indistinguishable from being an active participant in them!
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(yelling) and if i said ghost—
#TEARS MY HAIR OUT AND TRIPS BC THIS#THIS IS WHAT I MEANT W THAT AGNUS POST#THEIR GREED GROWS TEETH. MIASMIC DESIRE#OVERWHELMING — A DOUBLE-EDGED SWORD#AHHHHHHHHHHH ok bye#sun rambles#simon ghost riley#simon ghost riley x reader
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addendum to my whole alignment conversation; but I think the reason Foolish and Jaiden get along so well is BECAUSE they're both very Neutral or True Neutral aligned.
Long time qJaiden viewers remember that jaiden was like. REALLY okay with anything qroier or bobby would do. Roier tells her that he's got a basement to kill and torture people and she's fine with it! He's got a plot for vengence? Cool! Bobby just killed a villager? That's so funny! (Hell even roier was put off by that one)
She doesn't Care, it's inconsequential not in a purposeful or malicious way but because it literally just does not affect her or cross her mind. Why? because it's not hurting anyone she loves.
which is why we'll see her not bat an eye at things like Roier trying to kill people or cellbit's rancid reputation or foolish arresting tazercraft BUT when cellbit hurts roier's feelings at Festa Junina, she's extremely up in arms and eager to threaten him not once but TWICE and also just as willing to let it go as long as ROIER says it's okay.
if it doesn't bother jaiden's little family or the kids, she could care Less about what someone's done/about to do. She HAS strong morals (something Cellbit has noted before) but they're skewered to things that would affect her or her loved ones.
#qsmp#qsmp liveblogging#qsmp jaiden#this is a double edged sword btw because this is what makes her loyalty so tantalizing and extreme#qaiden doesnt care WHAT qoier does. she's on his side. that kind of loyalty is really strong and hard to break#qsmp meta
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[ cw: violence mention / death mention / ]
Will never stop thinking about how Leo, all alone in an endless void and being beaten again and again and again by the only other living thing around, still finds comfort in that space. The situation he was in was completely hopeless, and in any other circumstances he would not have escaped, at least not fast enough to save him from permanent (or even fatal) damage, be it physical or mental.
And yet, despite the bleakness of his situation, despite the agony and helplessness, all he needs is one glance at a crumbled photograph, one glance to remember his family, and that’s enough of a reason for him to smile.
Maybe that’s why his powers center around manipulating space - because no matter how much space is between them, no matter how dire his own situation may be, just the thought of his family, alive and okay, is enough to give Leo hope.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#the prison dimension is horrifying on its own#add in a monstrous being that towers over you and has vowed to ensure your suffering?#god I can’t imagine how scary that is#Mikey opening the portal was a miracle because if he hadn’t managed it there#it’s really up in the air what could have become of Leo#personally I subscribe by the theory that you straight up can’t die in the prison dimension#so it’s a prison in all ways#but the thought of a Leo who manages anyway who adapts and continues to have hope despite it all…#Leo saying he’s nothing without his family is a double edged sword really#because the thought of his family alone is all he needs to live. to hope.#to smile#nothing without them…but they’re EVERYTHING to him#and maybe he doesn’t realize it but…the feeling is mutual#one thing too is that hope that comforts Leo so much is not just that#should he think his family needs help - that hope can turn into determination#I’m unwell about this family#actually on my point of their powers - I truly do think the abilities tie in not only to their personalities#but to their relationship to family and love in general#kinda like love languages in a way#Mikey with his chains and time abilities values being around his family the most - he wants them to experience living in the moment togethe#Donnie is someone who is 100% a gift giver to show his love - his constructs are exactly that aren’t they? gifts of his mind#Raph is someone who willingly bears the weight of the shield - he protects his family like the best big brother possible#and Leo - he goes off on his own a lot but his mind is constantly on his family anyway#like a sailor at sea no matter how far he travels the compass always point in one direction - and for him that compass points home#even if he can’t make it back - it’s still there#and that’s enough
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i love rayllum because like yes! two kids with trauma who bond over it and go through even more together are perfect for each other and can have a beautiful relationship!! for those reasons they will also be very fucked up
#what was that one post i made like “rayllum is the unhealthiest possible healthy relationship”#double edged sword i suppose#rayllum#tdp#the dragon prince#continuethesaga#giveusthesaga#callum#tdp callum#rayla#tdp rayla#otp: the 3x orphaned loserboy and the mentally ill girlfailure victim of culture
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I have a problem
I'm falling on the rabbit hole of the batfamily, most espeficially the x reader fanfics and headcanons, and it's turning into a hyperfixation that's consuming me. I'm not even joking, i've been these two last days obsessively writing in my mind a full au of yandere!batfam x neglected!reader (yes, it's the most common and everyone has seen it already but HUSH). I hate my brain. I'm not even that deep into the dc universe, haven't been in several years. I'm team Marvel ffk
The worst part is that it's not even a deeply defined plot, like my current proyect. I just have the vibes and random scenarios and headcanons about the mc, and a bunch of cliches from all the batfam x neglected! reader put together in a mix. My arcane playlist isn't helping either. And recently I've played Watch Dogs Legion again and it's only giving me inspiration for this au.
So warning: Maybe I'll post a few things about this to get it out of my brain, because I can't be the only one suffering here. Don't worry to those who follow my other writing, I have no intention of abandoning it (not when I have already everything planned), but it's going to take slower than anticipated.
#being neurodivergent is a double edged sword#anyway#just when i'm finally getting somewhere with my fics and receiving so much positive attention and finally focused in writing again#this shit happens#ofc#to think it only happened when i searched batfam x reader out of mere curiosity because i find nightwing and red hood hot#well#hyperfixations come and go#they never stay#batfam#batfam x reader#yandere!batfam x reader#batfam x neglected! reader#i'm running on vibes and headcanons mostly#i have no idea what i'm doing#btw the mc has her own backstory outside the batfam and her own circle of friends because she deserves it#and she'll look like martha wayne obviously#so bruce can witness how his mother's eyes grow to look at him with resentment and eventually indifference#i'm a huge defender that the batfam love each other deeply and would never do that to another member of their family#but exploring these fucked dynamics is fun#bruce wayne#dick grayson#jason todd#tim drake#timothy drake#damian wayne#stephanie brown#cassandra cain#duke thomas#barbara gordon
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He has canonically been boiled in oil before.
#we speak#dungeon meshi#chilchuck tims#we would apologize to our followers for The Madness but we're not sorry at all actually#it's great how much space anime fandoms have for being really insane over a character. really fun to be with#been a while since we've been somewhere it was so much more socially acceptable to just bark at a guy#we find that anime fandom in particular tends to have very little restraint in what sorts of shit you can just Say#and that is a double edged sword at times sure but we fucking love seeing people saying whatever comes to mind#we love it when people are unshakingly genuine in their stuff. forgot how nice it is to have some wild dogs in the space
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Kurama being physically vulnerable in his Shuichi form actually has nothing to do with his physique because that body he's using is already demon in nature after he turned 10.
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It's all about his youki. His youki, before he lost much of its strength and downgraded from the level of an A class, could be transformed into an armor. It's just like Sensui's which both of them recognized as true even if Sensui's was stronger.
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So in the Dark Tournament, Kurama with a much weaker youki was basically fighting naked. His original fighting style with a spiritually conjured ki armor was risky because he relied on its defense to tank out the damage. He was willing to take hits just to plan his strategy but that (very old demon) habit came from when he had better defenses with a stronger demonic energy. His white clothing as youko only failed against Sensui because of their difference in power level with Sensui being S class. Kurama in the the Dark Tournament with his A class ki armor could probably take a hit from Toguro's 100% because Toguro was only Upper B class when Kurama used to be A class.
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In post canon, however, it's safe to assume that Kurama surpassed A class already because his awakened youki (after witnessing Yusuke's death and revival) that made him able to shapeshift at will became stronger than before his peak in his previous life. His ki amor could have gotten stronger too. In conclusion, Kurama post canon is gonna be more unhinged and reckless in his suicide strategies. 😅
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#yyh Kurama#shinobu sensui#Yu Yu Hakusho#YYH#YYH meta#Yusuke Mentioned#Dark Tournament arc#Chapter Black arc#Kurama's underrated ki armor#yeah I know his silver form looks amazing with more defined muscles but that's not what makes him less vulnerable in that form#Imagine fighting in an RPG without an armor meanwhile you have a double edged sword kind of playstyle#that's what Kurama was doing
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we seem to be framing the true hypnosis mic as the end all be all, where we use the mic to unite japan under the winner’s vision, makes me think of how the second guidebook expressly said that the affects on those who are hit by the true hypnosis mic are unknown and probably vary
and that doesn’t seem like something you should be using on the nation tbh lmao
#vee queued to fill the void#*head in hands* like idk!!!!!! like!!!!!!!#honobono asking if being hand fed your life and thoughts with the illusion of autonomy is really happiness#rei and ichiro initially being at odds about using the true hypnosis mic#like something’s not right here lol!!!!!! the chuuoku track framed this as a light or a boon or whatever#like fighting for the power to make your ideals the reality is what we should be doing#but is this something good lol??????#this is such a double edged sword lol like i feel like ichiro’s been the only one besides rei to want to destroy this thing lol#like i can see mtc wanting to use the mic in the new absence of their usual ways#posse’s always been lofty but maybe niitaro gives them a reason for it#mtr has a big yotsutsuji shaped reason lmao and i feel like dh would follow rei’s lead here and not advocate for the true hypnosis mic????#like that is still what rei wants right???? the end of those mics?????#and for all i can see bat not wanting to use it i also just think of kuukou’s excitement for the mic’s potential lol#but it’s probably my reading too much into this like usual lmao
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So this is a very vibe motivated au that I came up with (as in there are too many aspects of the canon plot that would have to be re-examined but that's not a job for me) and it was mostly a hypothetical for "what if the twinyards were fraternal twins of opposite genders and had a way worse relationship than they do in canon?"
And the answer is a ballroom + fem Aaron au apparently. So basically all I have is the following:
Aaron (Aria in this au) breaks the deal with Andrew in highschool which prompts them to go their separate ways in college
Neil (trans) stays at millport for longer (he still plays exy but he's also introduced to ballroom) and he's again recruited by wymack
Not sure whether to have Aria study in PSU with a dance scholarship or not, but anyway the point is that she befriends Neil and convinces him to dance with her
I guess it would make the most sense for them to dance American rhythm but in my head they also dance international latin
Kateaaron endgame (they're roomates)
I would imagine that thanksgiving is the first time Andrew and Aria have been within close proximity to each other in a while (which makes what happens probably a lot more complicated bc yes, Aria does kill drake)
One of the main conflicts I originally thought of was based on Neil's love for exy vs his love for ballroom, and I think it would be interesting if he's forced to keep playing exy bc of his deal with ichirou but he didn't actually want to
#that last point could be really cool to explore in the context of andrew's apparent indifference towards exy#like maybe the reason why neil can tell that andrew likes exy is bc he knows what it's like to slowly care less about it#or even come to hate it since he's now trapped in it bc he has to fulfill his deal with the moriyamas#the deal thus becoming a double edged sword bc neil gained the freedom to stay and to live his life but not in the way that he truly wants#tbh I'm not sure why I'm dooming neil more than he already is lol#this all started as a neilaaron and twinyards study and then it became whatever this is#aftg#all for the game#neil josten#trans neil josten#aaron minyard#twinyards
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They meet up every weekend to talk shit about the people in their lives… (click for clarity)
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#dc x dp#dp x dc#danny phantom x dc#dp x dc crossover#dcxdp#dpxdc#dpxdcpride2023#batpham server#danielle phantom#dani phantom#danielle fenton#damian wayne#damian al ghul#double edged sword#serious chaos#idk what dani x dami is called? help#damian x dani
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It is not okay to speculate whether or not someone is suicidal. If they claim to be, you should 100% take that shit seriously and give them the benefit of the doubt.
That said, if someone is using their own suicidality as a weapon to gain sympathy, emotionally manipulate someone, or to push other people down, GENUINELY fuck that person. While it's not okay for us to doubt that statement just because they're weaponizing it, that also doesn't mean we need to ALLOW that manipulation to convince us of something.
If you feel the need to use your terrible mental health as a step-stool in a conversation to make your side more heard than the other, you need to take a step back and re-evaluate yourself. And I am saying this as someone who ALSO has shit mental health and has been in the trenches with it before. I get it. I understand. But also STOP.
It's tempting to want to save your own ass over recognizing where you've gone wrong, but just a word of advise: recognizing where you've gone wrong WILL save your ass and give you better mental health and wisdom down the line.
However, emotionally manipulating people absolutely will not.
#suicide mention#tw sui ment#tw suicide#suicide tw#tw sui#tw sui talk#james somerton#k with all that out of the way i do wanna say that this is a response to james' apology#im honestly glad he deleted the vid and also that he's going to genuinely get into a better place#that is GOOD#i mean this genuinely i hope he gets better#but also the fact that he opened the video with an emotional guilt-trip is something i have just been wanting to talk about for a long time#it's manipulation 101#if you wanna tell your audience you're struggling with mental health that's one thing but not in a fucking apology video#and if you do need to mention it DONT MAKE IT THE VERY FIRST THING YOU SAY#that's such a shitty thing to do#what you need to do is apologize to everyone FIRST and say everything you need to say#and THEN bring that up#but even then i'd disclaim the shit out of it and make sure everyone knows it's not a guilt trip it's just true#but like. at the end of the day dragging your own mental health into an apology is a double-edged sword#tjhat really just depends on the situation#like i said i genuinely hope he gets better#but it's not just him doing this shit. i've seen like 3 cases of this shit in just the past few months#i guess james is just my excuse to finally say something about it
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yeah your dad might be cool, but did he buy you fanart for the gay vampire show for christmas?
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(Btw the artist is @/rhine_art on instagram and their store is rhineart.storenvy.com he has a bunch of cool stuff!)
#Kinda a double edge sword cuz now every time I’ll look at my wall I’ll remember that the show is almost over 😭#Wwdits#what we do in the shadows
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