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aside from decorating cupcakes and other sweet treats, chica is also pretty good at decorating cookies (sometimes sun or moon joins in on the fun), she's the plex's resident baker for good reason and they had a fun time decorating gingerbread houses during christmas
Oh they love a gingerbread sculpture time of year be damned. Why sculptures and not houses? Look at the contestants. Do they look like people that can be limited to just houses? No, of course not.
Chica is the master of the classic gingerbread house. She likes to make something that looks actually good to eat and really pretty. She's a bit of a perfectionist, but honestly, this being what she's known for kind of makes her want to break it and do something else. The second she revealed this to either Roxy or Monty, they stared her straight in the face... and slammed their fist onto the gingerbread pieces. At first, Chica was horrified. How is she going to make a house like this?! "Don't make a house then, dumdum."
Monty and Roxy being there is what turns this into a contest. They're too competitive to work together for too long. They're trying - and failing - to show Chica what other stuff she can make with the broken pieces and eventually they both just have a little tower of pieces they've stuck together and called 'Modern Art'. It immediately falls apart after they name it because they don't know what they're doing. Chica fucking loved it though and now you have the three of them fucking around trying to make something nice with random gingerbread shapes. Every so often one of them will just punch the unused pieces or a new sheet so it's getting more complicated as time goes on.
They call in Bonnie and Sunny to show them their cobbled together winter scene of everyone made of gingerbread. It's an absolute mess but it's their proudest achievement. Bonnie praises it and asks if they can contribute, which, of course they can. He stacks a bunch of gingerbread pieces in the formation of bowling pins and rolls a gumdrop at them. While they play gingerbread bowling, Sunny vanishes and returns with those strawberry lace sweets and almost instantly, Roxy has ditched the game to start making an army of gingerbread Mini Music Men with them. Monty asks how many Minis there actually are, a little worriedly and Roxy just gives him a devillish smirk and asks "do you really want me to answer that?" The answer is nope. Nope nope nope. Arachnaphobia too strong for that no thank you! Anyway, Bonnie and Chica have started naming the spider army.
How long until Freddy joins them? Not that long I don't think. If Foxy's here, he immediately starts stealing gingerbread and stuff to make something for each of them. Freddy has been offering some input on that whilst he takes some gingerbread to build a rocket ship. They dim the lights a little so Moon can have a turn too and he immediately screams and smashes the final sheet of gingerbread with both his fists. He was waiting for them to dim the lights. He was waiting for this moment to scare the shit out of them. He planned for this. Sunny even convinced them to save a sheet or two for later incase they need it since they're fine with what they have now, all for his master scheme. Oh boy did he spook 'em lmao
Maybe they even drag Vanessa and the Minis into this? Maybe Chica starts work on making giant gingerbread sheets just for DJ? Oh my god Chica makes a shit ton and DJ stacks them up to the ceiling like a house of cards... it would be huge. He gets the pleasure of making it all tumble to the ground again before he starts trying to make little structures out of them again. What is gingerbread if not edible, and less durable lego bricks?
They have fun for sure! Definitely doing that more than once a year though. If not with gingerbread, than they'll find something else to do it with lmao
#fnaf security breach#glamrock chica#roxanne wolf#montgomery gator#glamrock freddy#glamrock bonnie#fnaf sunny#fnaf moon#the daycare attendants#dj music man#pop rox answers#they have fun lmao#I've tried making stuff with ginger bread like... once? maybe twice??#went horribly lmao#was fun though!#shame I don't like gingerbread
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I already really like these two, but after The Return of The Pumpkin Rabbit, I have been smitten. (人*´∀`)。*♡
#I found my new favorite villain couple#I love themmm they are absolutely evil and ugly and they deserved to be burned on a stake#AND THE SHITPOSTS OHHH 😍 Almost tempted to make a Twitter account just to see what Martin posts.#Pumpkin Rabbit#Witch Sheep#They went on an arcade date before resuming to their pedicide ways. 😭#TMH#The Return of The Pumpkin Rabbit#TRoTPR#my shiz#Lorenzo Waterman#Rachel Waterman#Walten Files#The Mysterious House#skedoobles#The Walten Files#I'm glad this is just a scribble I was lost on what the heck I was drawing with all the fur and fleece...whool? lmao#It probably feels matted and gross. Yuck#I mean. Pre-death Rachel looks pretty. And that drawing of not disfigured Lorenzo... Well He does look like a Lorenzo 😆#but reanimated... HORRIBLE It's HORRIBLE It's so good.#The Watermans
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i hate to admit it but i have no games on my phone
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Yes I love me some Siblings dynamics ✨️✨️✨️
I like to think that Aki's (adoptive) parents bought a better headstone for Miki ;w;
#ken went into his teen angst phase too early like chill bro youre only 10#honestly I want to make ken to look up to shinji like he did in p3 movie#but also i have horrible humor and I think a 10 year old beefing with a man who's almost at legal age is so funny to me#no shinji did not commit oopsie to ken's mom i have put all the doom narrative traits to minako in this au lmao#which is why she is kinda pissy that her lost twin is living his best angsty teenager life#while she has to eat processed food because Liz cant fuckin cook even if here life depends on it 😭😭😭#but anyway my back hurts from drawing Aki's part#maybe joining miki in that cool underground club wasn't a bad idea after all#asukart#00s highschool au#persona 3#shinjiro aragaki#kotone shiomi#minako arisato#persona 3 reload#persona 3 portable#persona 3 femc#akihiko sanada#ken amada
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olimar in olimar’s comeback day 6
#I made this in like 2 hours which is why it looks so utterly horrible#I really don’t like how this turned out art-wise but it’s making me giggle so I’m posting it anyway#art#animatic#pikmin#tw swearing#I mean it’s a gordon Ramsay clip there’s gonna be swearing#olimar pikmin#Louie pikmin#I gave up by the end cause the audio went on longer than I realized lmao
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"If you can win his heart, you can win the whole team's heart."
#twins the series#twins bl#frame ritchanon#ryan panya#firstsprite#twinsbledit#thai bl#thai drama#bl drama#bl series#my edits.#that went well#sprite's terrible horrible no good very bad day#also the way that this whole stupid idea wasn't even sprite's idea#it was their mum's idea#and what even for lmao#zee will have to change his name and move to singapore once he finds out about this#the cringe is just too much lmao#also the most important question is:#how did zee endure the coach's snoring?
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practice sketches of rid15 Steeljaw
#guy who howls horribly my beloved#fleshandwires art#i went insane about him on my main blog lmao#im more normal now. the steeljaw fever is slowly wearing off#sketch#rid15 steeljaw#steeljaw#robots in disguise 2015#rid15#tf rid15#maccadams
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So, in your last post about the Percy Jackson TV show, I felt you lacked a few pieces of information/points. While it is true that the CGI in the film is pore and not constructed well, please note that while they have a large budget Disney has made a lot of restrictions to the show. In the original scrips there was a significantly larger amount of violence that would have needed more CGI. This was latter edited out of the script due to both restrictions and budget cuts for other parts in the show(sadly). Also to bring into prospective Sea of monsters the movie was made 10 years ago. Inflation has juristically affected the way money is used in films. Another thing to note is typically movie budgets are less than TV shows because they only are filming for one larger block of time. TV however they can take years meaning the acters need to be paid even for the time off set. This is not to say movies cannot take years, but it is to show that TV shows are filmed longer. I would also like to say I am genuinely not trying to be rude or unkind about your opinion and thoughts on the subject. I am just someone who has a different insight into the topic because of the things I know about the topic (I myself, am an actor and for the most part I think this is why the CGI was not the best as well as some of the script work).
I did actually calculate inflation for Sea of Monsters versus the PJO TV show. We know the PJO TV show allegedly had a budget of $12-15 million per episode. For comparison, this is the type of budget Disney+ usually uses for stuff like The Mandalorian. I was doing a generous underestimate for the entire season which comes out to $96mil (12mil per episode x 8 episodes). Sea of Monsters' budget was 90mil. Here's that inflation:
So lil over $120mil. Going for a top estimate for s1 of the show (15x8) that's $120mil. And as far as I'd heard that may also not include stuff like budget for casting for the show. They are still roughly in similar ballparks.
Regardless of this - as an animator, i can tell you there is no excuse for that wonky CGI trident other than it being extremely quickly done. That's literally a transform error, like ctrl+t type stuff. That is a lazy and cheap trident, probably because Disney notoriously overworks and cheaps out with their CGI. The CGI problems in the show are majority because Disney's being cheap about it. This shows in nearly all the CGI in every episode.
If they had to remove violence from the script and so remove CGI scenes with it, then theoretically they should have more room in the budget for more or better CGI where it already is in the show. That money doesn't just vanish. Changing that in the script gives them less of an excuse, actually.
Also, as i mentioned in my previous post - if you don't want to CGI hydrokinesis, don't pick the franchise where the main character's defining power is hydrokinesis. If you can't have much violence, DON'T PICK THE GREEK MYTHOLOGY SERIES WHERE THE MAIN CHARACTER BEHEADS TWO PEOPLE IN THE FIRST BOOK AND IT ONLY GETS BLOODIER FROM THERE. You cannot have PJO without some level of violence. It's kind of very inherent to the series. Rick actually talks in his original Teaching Guide for The Lightning Thief about how, in argument against attempts to ban TLT (in this specific instance for "being too violent"), that monsters in the books poof into golden dust for a reason, because then they haven't "died." There is no blood. They can and will come back. Because it's fantasy. That is the excuse for all the violence. Of which there otherwise technically is a lot of.
If you are doing live action PJO you are going to have to have some amount of violence (and there is absolutely a level that is perfectly suitable for a PG13 audience. The show right now is leagues below that level. PG13 just means parental guidance for under 13 - this majority has to do with concerns about children under 13 replicating behavior on-screen. Past 13 kids know better than to do that, which is why that rating is a thing. There are plenty of film/media/etc that are way more gory and violent and are still PG13). You are going to have to CGI monsters/creatures to some degree regularly (alongside demigod powers like Percy's hydrokinesis even more regularly). And between those two things, characters are going to have to look like they're physically interacting with the CGI at times. Disney is capable of doing this. Disney does have the budget for this for the show. They're not doing it because they're being cheap. Disney has done this before and does it regularly. This is not anything new. It entirely has to do with CGI not having as many unions. They have no excuses. If they didn't expect to run into these problems then they clearly did no planning for what adapting the series would entail and didn't think at all of what the series actually featured before diving into it. And they have no excuse for that! That is step one!
#pjo#riordanverse#pjo tv crit#ask#Anonymous#long post //#listen if a disney exec wants to pull out the LITERAL RECEIPTS and prove me wrong. show me the EXACT pjo tv budget and how they spent it#be my guest! show me! i *want* to see it! i wanna know where all that money went. im interested in that kind of boring stuff.#like cmon having LMM cant have drained the budget that much alone#so either something is up and/or it is HORRIBLY mismanaged behind the scenes. which they have no excuse for.#they have the means to have it NOT be horribly mismanaged#and trust me i am actually familiar with what goes on behind the scenes at Disney. I know how the sausage gets made and etc#like i dont personally work there but i *am* familiar on a personal level with it. this isnt just a I Watched A Documentary#like i have been personally toured around the studios and studio lots and told about all this type of stuff in different departments#ive taken classes from active and former disney employees as well before. i know more about disney than i prob should lmao#i know these things and disney does not have an excuse for what theyre doing here. it's just kind of sad and lackluster.#really though if anybody wants to show me an itemized list of the pjotv finances i will happily take it#disney? disney? pspspsp? i just wanna look
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I just wanted to draw Batgirl Barbara with some Oracle vibes, like an inbetween stage of sorts.
Au is by @phoenixcatch7 and you need to check them out if you haven't <3
#possessed doll au#possessed puppet#barbara gordon#batgirl#batman au#batman#cryptid batman#cryptid batfam#She deserves to look epic#I almost went for a third eye imagery for Oracle vibes but decided not to#Honestly having her puppet body damaged a lot probably has an effect on her human body#Think it could eventually result in nerve damage? Like shaky limbs or something similar?#Idk why but just had the sleep deprived image of the Oracle puppet (if she has one) being naga-like#No legs but all serpentine & segmented#maybe more centipede esque with 'ribs' that are usually closed but opens into big storage cavity or plug ins lol#idk what do you think mutual of mine lol#might be a horrible idea i am on 3 hours of sleep lmao
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I hope it's okay to drop this here, since i've been seeing it pop up alot in this fandom sooo here goes
What kinda dad do you think Leon would be like? Parent in general and all that wonderful jazz :D
Also it seems to be quite popular headcanon that he'd be a girl dad, i can see the appeal and i find it super cute lol
Girl dad Leon, my beloved... I'm gonna be writing this with post-Death Island Leon in mind, since that's the best way I can imagine him being a father in my mind!
Leon is a family man at heart, it's nice to imagine him having the freedom to retire and build a simple, comfortable life he deserves. It definitely wouldn't be easy to adapt into a much simpler lifestyle after the one he's known practically all of his life at that point, and there will be challenges associated with that process, but it'll all be worth it in the end. The idea of actually starting a family of his own was always more of a distant idea than anything else for him. Something way on the back of his mind that he never once considered becoming an actual reality he could achieve in his lifetime.
After all... no kid deserves a father that's not only absent for long stretches of time, but also poses a danger to them due to his occupation. Not to mention his drinking problem. The idea of burdening someone with having to raise a kid practically alone, all while also having that same kid at constant risk of kidnapping or something even worse happening to them because of their association with him... Leon wouldn't want to inflict that upon anyone. It wouldn't be fair of him at all, regardless of his own selfish desires.
But once he gets to settle down and get comfortable with a simpler life? That distant thought of his suddenly becomes a very real possibility he might start to consider more often than he's willing to admit. Though I do think his partner will have to be the one to bring it up with him directly. He might become almost painfully obvious with his inner workings without even realizing it: smiling wistfully at the kids goofing around with their parents out in the neighbors' yard, bringing up his childhood memories in conversations way more often than usual, even looking into silly family videos out on the web instead of the usual trashy romantic comedy.
He thinks he's being subtle about it, he really does. Still, it's one thing to think about becoming a parent, and it's completely another to actually have it as an approaching reality. Whether the decision to have a kid is going to be planned, or a somewhat unexpected surprise (if we're talking the natural way here), I kinda feel like he might have a little nervous breakdown about it at first.
It's excitement, happiness, anxiety, and doubt crashing on him all at once. A part of him is so insanely happy and in absolute disbelief that he'll actually be a dad for fuck's sake! Moreover, that someone he loves actually wants to start a family with him! On the other hand, he's almost more terrified than he's ever been before.
What if he's terrible at it? What if he disappoints his partner because he has no idea what he's doing? What if he hurts them both accidentally? And if his partner is pregnant, what if they end up getting hurt, too? Pregnancies are mortifying!
Point is... poor guy is going to have to sit down and calm down for a moment. There will be a long, important conversation in order. He needs to realize that he's not in this alone, and that there is no need for him to put so much pressure on himself. Take it one day at a time. He has that luxury now, after all.
He might get a tad overprotective and overbearing with his partner if they are pregnant. He means well, he really, truly does. He just wants to be the best partner he can be. But it can get rather frustrating when he keeps following them around like some kind of guard dog, not even letting them do as much as cook for themselves without butting in with the: 'you don't need to do anything, sugar, I got this'. While some might have no issue with it at all, a more independent person can start feeling a tad suffocated.
His protectiveness comes from a good place. In his point of view, having an entire kid growing inside you is an insane feat in and of itself. He doesn't want to be one of those partners who do nothing and just sit back while their spouse struggles on their own. In a way, he sort of overcompensates for his own feelings of inadequacy. And while he will always be a bit paranoid and overprotective, he will back off if asked to. It really depends on the kind of person his partner is. But healthy communication goes a long way.
Though he'll still be a nervous wreck when his kid gets born. He won't show it in front of his partner, though. If there's anything good that came out of his career as a federal agent, it's an ability to push through his fears and anxieties, and stay cool in stressful situations. He'll actually be a great supportive presence to be around. It's kind of humorous, really. He was such a major worrywart throughout the entire pregnancy, but at the most stressful time of it all, he's cool as a cucumber. He'll ensure that everything is in order, take care of all the rising issues on the go and keep murmuring soft encouragements.
He can't do much about the way his hands are shaking, though. And he'll definitely full-on collapse onto nearest chair or bench once it's all over. And yes. He will cry when he sees his baby for the first time. Depending on how tough the birthing process was, it might turn into a full-on ugly cry, too. Poor guy is overwhelmed and just can't help but let it flow free out of him in a form of tears. I also feel like he'll end up holding his partner's hand and thanking them tearfully. For giving him something so wonderful like this. He's a bit of a mess, but it's very heartwarming to see.
I also feel like he'll be so very torn at all times between staying by his partner's side and visiting his baby (since this IS a girl dad Leon ask, let's say it's a daughter! :3). He can't help but wish he could clone himself, so he could be at two places at once. He'll still get emotional whenever he sees his daughter for a few days at least. It just doesn't feel real to him at all. That this tiny little human lying in the cradle in front of him is his daughter. Something created out of love and happiness, instead of blood and violence.
Would be straight up terrified of holding her despite literally learning all the proper way to do that months prior. She's so small and fragile, and while his form is no longer as robust and muscular as he remembered, he still feels like he might hurt her without meaning to. Needless to say, he'll be standing there like a wooden post once she gets put into his arms. It's a bit funny to look at. Watch him absolutely melt however, when he reaches out to gently brush his finger over his baby's cheek and she grabs onto it with her tiny hand.
...Needless to say, another crying session might be in order. He'll get his bearings together soon enough. Just give him time.
As an actual dad, Leon is clumsy and a bit of a goofball, but he truly does his best. He makes some stupid mistakes sometimes, can be a bit overbearing, and is awkward with discipline. But he's also fiercely affectionate, very involved in his daughter's life, and is always there to be her support when she needs it.
He adores his daughter to bits and pieces. Leon is a quick learner, so there is no need to worry about him being unable to take care of the baby when she's in her first months of life. In fact, he gets almost scarily good at it. Him being pretty unaffected by having to deal with gross tasks is a pleasant bonus. After encountering all kinds of disgusting things in his career, changing diapers and burping a baby is a breeze. He's also a great entertainer. And while a newborn baby might not get any of his cheezy jokes or lame one-liners, she sees her dad smiling and laughing down at her, so she joins in on the fun as well. It's cute.
And hey, his daughter might be onto something with finding the jiggling of his keys the most hilarious thing in existence.
He's bad with dealing with her crying, though. Not because it annoys him or anything, but because he instantly gets a bit too anxious for his own good. What if she's in pain somewhere? Babies can't tell you where it hurts! Do they need to call a doctor? Oh, no, it looks like she was just hungry. That's a relief.
His heart is too fragile for these scares, or so he says.
As his daughter grows up, some things get easier, while others get harder. Leon always knows how to make her laugh and cheer her up, though some of his jokes will make her groan and roll her eyes at him as she grows older. But it's sweet to see him be his silly playful self with her. It can get hard for him to separate from her as she grows older. Leon knows just how rotten and dangerous this world can be all too well, and the idea of not being there with her to protect her when she needs it - is terrifying to him.
But he needs to accept that his daughter needs to make her own decisions, even if they might not always end in her favor. What he should be focusing on, is showing her that she can always come to him when she needs it. And he can't do that if he smothers her. It's a process, and it'll probably be stressful for all parties involved. But he'll come to terms with it eventually. And it'll definitely make his heart feel way lighter once he sees his baby having fun on her own and flourishing in a way he always knew she would. Even if it tugs at his heartstrings to know that she's not that tiny bundle of joy anymore. But she'll always be his precious baby.
Leon is also a bit clumsy when it comes to discipline, mostly because it's hard for him to distinguish that delicate line between being too harsh and being too soft. So, he just starts avoiding enacting any discipline in the first place. Not the best choice of action on his part, and he knows that, but he just can't help himself. I do think he'll have at least one moment of accidentally raising his voice at her, probably as a gut response to something like seeing her try to touch a hot kettle or something of that sort. He'll feel terrible for scaring her right afterwards. He might need some encouragement from his partner on that front.
Overall, I see Leon as a dad who's not perfect by any means, but he tries his best and loves his kid with all his heart. And that's what really matters at the end of the day.
#resident evil#leon kennedy#leon s kennedy#leon scott kennedy#death island leon#(kinda)#i didn't know whether u wanted me to write this generally or in a x reader format so i went with the former!#needless to say lame dad jokes are a staple in his household it's horrible#started this thinking it'll be like a four paragraph post but.... girl dad leon just took over my heart and mind for a good hour#also my own parents had me while they were in their forties so i might be projecting a lil' lmao
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This year's r/place really fucking sucked, terribly run and an obvious(failed) distraction, but we did get some nice stuff done
Another bench! 45 communities! Here's the fully planned piece, Quote sadly got added last minute and wasn't visible before blackout.
Full character list below the cut.
Batter from OFF, Beheaded from Dead Cells, Ori from Ori and the blind forest, Bugs from APICO above Ori, Moon from Outer Wilds next to bugs, Purple guy from FnAF, Mae from Night in the woods, Omori from Omori, Commando from Risk of Rain, Madeline from Celeste above Commando, Engi, Bosco and Lootbug from Deep Rock Galactic, Soul Knight logo below Engi, Tiny Niko on top of Bosco, Sprite Companion from Hyperlight Drifter next to Tiny Niko, Isaac from Binding of Isaac, Chompy from Bug Fables underneath Isaac, Engineer from Factorio, Strabby on Engineer's shoulder, a penguin from Starbound, Junimo from Stardew Valley, Oneshot bulb above Stardew Valley's apple, A router from Mindustry, Keg from sea of thieves, Lamb from Cult of the Lamb sitting on the keg, Monika from DDLC above Lamb, Fishbowl from FSSH, Spooky from Spooky's Jumpscare Mansion, Whiteface and flower from IMSCARED above Spooky, V1 from Ultrakill, The Conductor from Final Station in front of V1's legs, Moth from Sky: Children of the Light above V1, Apollo from Ace Attorney bottom right of V1, Gnome from Everhood, Rivulet on Looks to the Moon from Rain World, Gail from Phoenotopia above Rivulet, Captain Viridian from VVVVVV above Gail, Flowey from Undertale below Looks to the Moon, Grimm from Hollow Knight, Paprika from Them's Fighting Herds above Grimm, Deltarune red heart above Strabby, King Slime in front of Grimm, The Spiral Heart from Grime next to Grimm, Carp from Lisa, Richard Mask from Hotline Miami above The Spiral Heart
#despite being horribly stressful there was also a lot of fun#shoutout to purple guy batter and richard for just appearing out of the ether#and the fssh people for successfully gaslighting everyone afterward about whether the game actually existed#and that one streamer who got so fucking mad that he couldn't successfully take over our spot#we had people saying the bench might be full at 16 characters and I think that got taken as a challenge#it went a whole DAY longer than it was supposed to and we all got burned out lmao#I coordinated this thing and was dreaming about bench negotiations the night after#conclusion reddit is a terrible place but the indie game people remain cool#sigh. tagwall time.#r/place#ultrakill#hollow knight#rain world#off#ori#dead cells#apico#night in the woods#omori#risk of rain#deep rock galactic#cult of the lamb#oneshot#spooky's jumpscare mansion#stardew valley#sky children of the light#bugsnax#hotline miami#grime game what is yalls tag#everhood
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no one asked also but the shishitoren jacket animal is a komainu so I think togame and choji are a pair of komainu spirits who guard a shrine together <3
#LAST ILL YAP ABOUT THESE HEADCANONS I SWEAR#i dont actually have anything else on them though LOLLL#komainu are chinese in origin which is how i recognized it was on their jackets#but i dont know anything about japanese komainu. LMAO#all i know is that these two were an inseparable pair of guardian spirits before something went horribly wrong with their shrine god </3#yueshuo#youkai au tag
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Also, while I'm rereading: did seiji meet taki before he was named the clan head (since he said he went "on behalf of his father", and didn't say directly that he went as the matoba clan head) or after (since it could also mean that he did went there as the matoba clan head, just that he was honoring his father's past connection)? And does that mean the eye-eater youkai left the horrible scar after he became the clan head, which happened before he met natsume and after he met taki on her grandpa's sixth death anniversary?
#not sure if this is even coherent since i feel dizzy as hell but thoughts are being thunk. it's driving me lowkey crazy 🧍♀️#so funny that seiji didn't even hesitate to show said horrible scars to natsume but he just went “don't worry about it /_^” to taki lmao 😭#i'm not sure how death anniversaries works in japan but taki looks so happy here :( i wonder if this happened right before the manga starts#like. i wonder what they talked about. or how much info seiji can divulge. and did taki handle the guests who visits on her grandpa's death#anniversary all alone (since maybe isamu is already away for uni). does seiji know about the taki family's illegal spells then. waughhh 😭#matoba seiji#taki tooru#natsume takashi#natsume's book of friends#natsume yuujinchou#natsuyuu#natsuyuu manga#natsumanga
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What's your earliest memory?
Earliest… He stopes and thinks for a moment. I think my earliest memory is me spending time with my dad in his work shop. My older brother and sister were playing a little too rough, and I got hurt while trying to play with them. My mom was to busy dealing with my younger brother, since he was still a newborn, so my dad watched me while he was working. He ended up giving me an old lock and key to play with, and it ended up being my favorite toy ever since. I think I still have it somewhere, actually… I’ll have to see if I can find it…
#asks#anon#chilchuck#chilchuck tims#chilchuck dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#ooc: fun fact! my earliest memory is of my second birthday#my moms friends kids were about 5-8 ish right#so they had these bubble guns they were playing with#and i had gotten a hold of one#and mimicked the boys right#and fired it at one of them#but aimed for the face and got it in his eyes#and the blood curdling scream he let out shook me so hard it forced me into sentience#i went from dumbass baby to fully conscious human being in that moment#and the memory is seared into my brian forever#which is impressive since i have horrible memory otherwise#that’s the moment it clicked i had an affect on the world around me#and it could be a bad one if i wasn’t carful lmao
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depression is really weird actually wdym i spent 2.5 years of my life in bed
#and wdym that lifestyle changed so quickly into being out and about and an active member of the world??#very proud of myself#and i mean it wasn't that quick of a change#it was like 1.5 years primarily depression bedrotting with occasional school -> primarily depression bedrotting ->#primarily depression bedrotting with 3-9 hours of work weekly -> straight into 31+ hours school+9-12 hours work weekly#so there was somewhat of a gradual progression#but still#also wowza i wake up 7-7:30am every morning now. 1pm was an early wake up for a not so insignificant amount of time#i mean of all fundamental growth years to miss out on the ages like what 12/13-15 aren't too bad? they would suck in a different way if i#had been socially involved#anyway it's just. yea i'm proud of myself but it is a crazy lifestyle change#and even when i was deeply depressed in a horrible routine i feel like i learned a lot. how to regulate my emotions and cope well and find#the joy in everything. bc if i stayed in bed all day then i would at least be happy about the sun or whatever#and for the while of being not at school at all i WANTED to be at school i just could not find one bc our school system is so cute like tha#(basically every school is at capacity and the local school that has a guaranteed place for me would have been an all boys or girls 😭)#but i miraculously found and got into this school and miraculously made it work so well for me socially and now academically#it's also a good time to get back into school for my education bc any later and it woulda been pretty bad for all my certifications and uni#ive missed out on so much maths that its not worth it to me to try and catch up but my teacher knows that#but ive always hated maths regardless i only ever understood it for the first half of yr 7 then my attendance dropped#and after my recent exam i decided to try harder at school. but i still got an A on the exam i didn't study for!! academic weapon fr#i'm just idk thinking back to myself in the past few years#and how hopeless it all felt. but i got out of it!! i beat the depression and social anxiety and found a good place and made the most of it#and during the peak of my depression i remember i went out someplace near my old school and panicked so so badly about seeing#kids from my old school. and the friends at the time didnt really check on me when i went to shake and cry in a side street lmao#i kept the best of that friendgroup and have better friends now. but anyway now i take a bus each morning with some kids from my old school#and you see these hands? they look like they're shaking to you?#anyway yeah it's just cool i got to this point :) i really had no hope for so long but now i have a life i'm living and a future i'm build#--ing towards#which is funny i just decided some random day last november after watching some better call saul 'huh actually lawyer would b pretty cool'#and will i get there? we'll see but i do have hope now
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Long story short I dislike most modern retellings because they seem to be focused on "fixing" the ancient stories and breaking them to fit into their own moral box which is insanely self centered to me and hardly ever actually engages with the stories as they are
#i like modernized takes where the modernizing is more like#translating how a story may have made people feel then and knowing how to elicit the same feelings in a modern audience#aka. hadestown exemplifying why we tell tragedies and tragic love stories#it never went 'um euridice is barely a character thats horrible lets fix that'#it went 'why do we tell stories of tragedy and love for thousands of years?'#anne carson is (in my non academia take) good at modernizing the language to make it understandable to modern readers#hence Dionysus going 'ok ladies up we get! no more crying no more weeping!'#anyway where is the modern odyssey that realises there is already the built in bit#where every time someone asks who Odysseus is he gives a different answer lmao its RIGHT THERE
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