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Not sure if I am broken by dint of burnout or grad school or overwork or disability. I would like to create again. But my notes document with fic ideas has been untouched since my performance review and realizing I need to publish more papers.
Probably a therapist would help? But a dentist is more urgent. Also nagging the plumber.
#also therapists are hard to shop for#well I guess not that hard#now that I’ve figured out I need a ptsd specialist who works with veterans#not because my own ptsd is particularly severe#but because I’d rather not traumatize another therapist#the therapist I had during Covid#because I wanted extra coping mechanisms to not take out my anxiety and rage on undergrads#was the result of saying ‘give me your most resilient therapist’#and probably she was#but she also had kids and people she cared about#and my other job was Covid related#I was a mean girl in high school#I know exactly what it looks like when something breaks in someone#I don’t want to put that look in someone’s eyes when I’m bitching about how much I hate a project manager#and incidentally mention parts of the project#I figure a therapist who works with vets has heard about some fuckery
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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#blood/#yuuji#im not tagging this as spoilers idc sue me . iykyk but i dont think it's obvious enough at all 2 warrant the tag#idrk what this is sorry ive been having a hard time drawing n feeling inspired lately :'>>> so it goes#i find i tend to default to drawing birds when that happens ???#did it with gojo did it with shiro and now it's yuuji's turn ig#sometimes it's helpful to just . mess around with a whole bunch of brushes until something looks ok#and birds and feathers lean soooo well 2 playing around w brushes theyre very forgiving#flowers also kind of so i threw in some camellias bc i figured why not add More Red#i think they mean something that's probably relevant but i was more looking fr the shape of the petals#th rounded tops blend rly seamlessly with the way i rendered th feathers so i am like!!!! nice#just checked also apparently red camellias just mean love and devotion lmao should have guessed#'perishing with grace' also hm hm hm that's kind of wild with th crows#anyway i didn't put too much thought in2 this one so i won't talk fr ages about the symbolism it's all pretty much right there#anyway ty fr being patient with me im sorry draws have been slow :<#ill come out of it ill bounce back!
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He did this in 2012 and it worked
#guess what I started listening to#cecil palmer#carlos the scientist#welcome to night vale#wtnv#cecilos#also I did NAWT think hard about these designs at all so if I ever draw them again#they’ll absolutely change. And if Carlos looks like Gordon HLVRAI. Well. Don’t mention it
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#karl heisenberg#ethan winters#can i even tag him#hes not even actually in this#well i guess a piece of him is#mother miranda#resident evil#resident evil fanart#rebhfun#resident evil village#resident evil 8#re8#wintersberg#i was actually trying to draw cute geniune domestic wintersberg#and it was so hard for me i went into art block#and i spent the entire day trying to think of a good idea for it and couldnt#then while i was falling asleep i thought of this comic in like 2 seconds#domestic wintersberg is so hard for me to draw 😭#addicted to making dumb stupid comics where karl needs ethan so bad it makes him looks stupid#fun fact the soldat was originally going to be sturm and then i realized sturm doesnt have hands to stop karl from walking over
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Your art is so, so, so, so cute. If you ever were so inclined, I would love to see your take on Charles finally getting to eat a plate of spaghetti
Edwin wasn't too sure he liked it, but I think he's convinced now!
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#ask ask ask#dead boy detectives#dbda#payneland#edwin x charles#lady and the tramp scene be upon ye#well i can't be original all the time!#I think Edwin made the spaghetti using magic ingredients#he worked very hard to make it taste similar to the real thing#even though none of the ingredients are something you would usually find in pasta#(charles asked what they were and edwin said he didn't want to know)#so i guess new magic item: pasta ghosts can eat lol#at first i was going to draw charles laughing because i like to think he is the type to laugh when he's nervous#but it looked kinda mean so quiet wonder it is#For this is the night#and the heavens are right#On this lovely bella notte#maybe charles put the song on trying to be funny idk
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I guess DARE wasn’t a thing in Goron City
#saw someone call zelda the gorons drug dealer and I couldnt get the image of her in a trenchcoat peddling marbled rock roast to children#like one of those shady guys selling wristwatches in cartoons out of my head#anyway that’s where this came from#trying to figure out comics and shit. not my strong suit so sorry if its rough.#figuring out an optimal level of detail is hard :( first I’m like oh i’ll just leave it black and white and then i’m like maybe ill add#color and then i’m like well now it needs shading and THEN it needs lighting and THEN IT NEEDS A BACKGROUND AND THEN IT NEE#anyway i should. probably stop rambling bye#loz#tears of the kingdom#totk#totk spoilers#i mean sorta. not huge spoilers. slight spoilers for goron arc I guess#zelda#myart
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Life's been rough for Henry after all the horrors
#I've had this screenshot saved on my phone for MONTHS and I finally drew it LMAO#I'm literally feelin like henry rn dude life is hard#'my nephew is purple and somehow it's my fault' makes me laughhh LMFAO poor Mike#not your fault at all henry bby#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#henry emily#fnaf fanart#meme#fnaf meme#my art#michael afton#well. mentioned i guess#fnaf lore#alcohol tw
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Prayer for loving sorrow (by Francis Jammes)
#isat#in stars and time#in stars and time loop#in stars and time spoilers#isat spoilers#isat loop#isat fanart#isat isabeau#isaloop#in stars and time isabeau#digital art#okay ramble time wanna see how hard i can cry?#for those who played library of ruina you know#you know damn well we are both crying together#loop my problematic babygirl i love you guess how much humanism you can still lose while being stuck in time#art i do
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day 28!! happy pride month!!!!!1
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dont repost/use without permission and credits!!! :3
#daily ink#ink sans#utmv#_tale#inktale sans#sssssoooooooooooooryyyyyyyyyy for the radio silence..................#also while i was making this post my puter was glitching like super hard i think i downloaded a virus#oh well lol#is what it is i guess!!!!
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i am so tired this took longer than i ever anticipated bwegh
idk kinito
#really wanted this to look cool and cosy and and#but i guess that's a little bit out of my league#oh well!! tried really hard:)#clerk art#kinito#kinitopet#kinito the axolotl
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Half Melted Rat. Your cute little dish.
#ratart#rkrayart#pet rats#rats#doodle#artists on tumblr#drawing#Well I guess my long-time disappearances are inevitable#It's so hard to pay attention to socials
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And I said, “Hello, Satan
I believe it’s time to go.”
#my art#southern gothic#been too depressed to create anything but I’ve made this today#the little rhyme has been in my head for a few weeks#spilled ink#I guess do people still use that tag for poetry or am I old lol#I’ve been writing in my journal pretty much daily and sometimes spitting out little poems like this#not much energy for art#so I’m not gonna pressure myself to keep it up#I’m just gonna enjoy the fact that I made this#I hope ur all well <33#the devil#by the way this isn’t meant to be fan art of Robert Johnson#but it’s inspired by him and the stories of musicians who sell their souls to the devil#I am still thinking very hard and have mostly drafted a cornstalk fiddle comic#god knows how long it’ll stay in a notebook haha#my comic#comics
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oh no! more ginhiji
#hhhhhhhhhhhh theyyy areeee eatinggggg myyyy BRAIIIIIN#using them as a coping mechanism to avoid the horrors of silver soul#i reached the second half and i. i need a breather#i’m trying to figure out what my favourite dynamic of ginhiji is so i can make comics about it later but rn my brain is just like#haha they want to punt each other into the sun yet they are inexplicably drawn to each other so they may as well burn together#gin san being like oh well i guess this is happening now?? and toshi trying to gaslight himself out of this waking nightmare#it’s very funny to consider#they are very much a romantic comedy but more emphasis on the comedy aspect with tragedy bits coming out of nowhere to kill you dead#so like gintama yk#also hijikata’s hair is a nightmare to draw im trying so hard#girl help#sakata gintoki#hijikata toushirou#ginhiji#hijigin#gintoki x hijikata#hijikata x gintoki#there are so many tags for one pairing hhhh#gintama#ok bye
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#HEHEHE THEY'RE SO CUTE I LOVE THEMMM#such a shame these scenes are so brief 😭#avatar#avatar 2#the way of water#sully family#jake sully#neytiri#neteyam#kiri#lo'ak#jeytiri#lì'fya leNa'vi#gif#i'm actually not sure whether Jake is meant to be saying “sloa tsyal” (wide wing) or “slotsyal” (stormglider) here#but i thiiiiiink i hear the -a sound in there#i mean i suppose it doesn't REALLY matter; either one would make sense in this context#and the species name “slotsyal” derives from “sloa tsyal” anyways (as I'm sure you could've guessed hrh)#(btw “syu” is not a real word; just the closest I could come to the “whoosh” sound effect he's making with Forest dialect phonetics hrh)#it sounds like he also says something else before Neytiri says “hufwe” but I can't make out what it's supposed to be#cuz the voiceover narration is talking over it -_-;#in the next shot when Neytiri is running around she also says something#sounds like it might be “tysal latsu” meaning roughly “must be a wing”#or perhaps “tsyal atun” meaning “red/orange wing” which would make sense with Kiri's little Toruk toy#but I think there's an S sound in there so idk#again it's hard to tell because the narration is playing over it#SHUT UP NARRATION JAKE I'M TRYING TO HEAR WHAT'S HAPPENING IN THE SCENE 😭#oh well
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This event has me in a chokehold…
#azujami#jamiazu#azul x jamil#ig??#can read as platonic as well theyre just posing for da magazine#would like to fully render this someday…..#also guess what one of my interests is based on how i draw azul (very hard /j)#tapis rouge#twst#twisted wonderland#twst fanart#twst azul#azul ashengrotto#twst jamil#jamil viper#my art
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🎤 so what exactly do you think Xisuma's subconscious is trying to tell him exactly........... it couldn't have ANYTHING to do with a certain doctor would it.........
I cannot believe someone on the internet would send me this message
#THOUGHHT I’D BE ABLE TO GET AWAY WITH ONE SINGLE NON-DBHC POST HUH????? FREAKS???#WELL TOO BAD ITS DBHC TIME I GUESS#I haven’t laughed this hard in a REALLY long time#good lord /pos#dbhc#dbhc art#dbhc sillies#dbhc xisuma#dbhc doc#art escapades#dbhc ask#ask#anon#suggestive#I GUESS? IS THAT THE FIRST TIME I’M USING THAT TAG??? AND ITS FOR T H I S ???????
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