#I figure a therapist who works with vets has heard about some fuckery
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Not sure if I am broken by dint of burnout or grad school or overwork or disability. I would like to create again. But my notes document with fic ideas has been untouched since my performance review and realizing I need to publish more papers.
Probably a therapist would help? But a dentist is more urgent. Also nagging the plumber.
#also therapists are hard to shop for#well I guess not that hard#now that I’ve figured out I need a ptsd specialist who works with veterans#not because my own ptsd is particularly severe#but because I’d rather not traumatize another therapist#the therapist I had during Covid#because I wanted extra coping mechanisms to not take out my anxiety and rage on undergrads#was the result of saying ‘give me your most resilient therapist’#and probably she was#but she also had kids and people she cared about#and my other job was Covid related#I was a mean girl in high school#I know exactly what it looks like when something breaks in someone#I don’t want to put that look in someone’s eyes when I’m bitching about how much I hate a project manager#and incidentally mention parts of the project#I figure a therapist who works with vets has heard about some fuckery
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