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Difficult choices in editing the 1926 fic. You see, I've been trying to pare the thing DOWN without taking out any of what I like, but also there's this scene early on where Crowley is explaining his 4 different Chicagosonas to Aziraphale, and one of them (the least-present in the fic) used to work for infamously corrupt mayor William Hale Thompson, but since the fic takes place in 1926, during a window of time between Thompson terms, he's not mayor.
Why am I fixating on this? Well, Thompson ran again in 1927 and uh his campaign heavily featured. Well. Claiming there was a vast and evil British conspiracy against America, and the best way to handle it was to burn library books. I feel like Aziraphale would have opinions.

Per other quotes of his, he was also apparently not aware there were multiple Kings George, and thought that the one reigning in 1927 was the same one reigning in 1776. Which raises several questions I do not plan to address in the fic, but maybe I should talk about the book-burning and the British conspiracy theory? At the very least it seems like a good way to a. get in a joke about Crowley doing accents badly and b. to have Aziraphale know everything about this one weird local political thing because it involves books, but still not have heard of Al Capone.
Anyway, it is technically one year off, but they're having this conversation in my version of a restaurant that would actually not have been built until the 1960s, so I guess that part I'm willing to handwave. But I'm annoyed with myself for trying to cut words and then, oh, what about this stupid thing I just read about? I need to put it in!
#kaesa op#feel like I should have a tag for 1926 fic blathering at this point#hustler's blood nattering#there. that's my tag.#chicago#writing#weird research I have done#aziraphale#anthony j crowley#good omens
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Tbh the main reason I use behindthename NOW is the excellent search functions but the reason I STARTED using it in high school is that someone walking into my room and seeing me on YOUAREHAVINGSOMANYBABIES.OMG would have killed me stone dead.
The final stage of every OC's creation is having to go through websites like this to name it:
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People when a character is aromantic or aromantic coded: Wowie! They’re aroACE! Because they aren’t interested in romance! Look at how aroace they are!
People when a character is aroace or aroace coded: Isn’t it cool that this character is asexual? Asexual icon! They’re such great asexual representation :)
#aro#aromantic#ace#asexual#aroace#alloaro#it feels like there’s this weird mindset of#if a character is aro then they MUST be ace too#and if they’re aroace then the ace part is all that matters!#and of course aplatonicism is never even mentioned as a possibility in fandom spaces (even with characters like Saiki who is apl coded af)#hell. even with real life people who have come out as aromantic#if someone comes out as aromantic they’re assumed to be asexual as well#and if someone is openly aroace it’s very common that people emphasize the ace part over the aro part#and while I get that some people do talk more about their asexuality than their aromanticism#it’s still weird to me that like#for example#Yasmin Benoit is one of the most prolific aromantic activists AND one of the most prolific asexual activists#yet I rarely ever see people mention that she’s aromantic or aroace. Everyone always just says “oh she’s asexual” and leaves it at that#her aromantic activism seems to just get ignored even with how much of it she’s done#when trying to find news sources talking about aromanticism for a research project about half of them were interviews#with Yasmin Benoit! she’s done so much work for the aromantic community#yet even in her Wikipedia article which describes her as an “asexual and aromantic activist” in the very first sentence#the section on her activism doesn’t include the words aromantic or aromanticism even ONCE.#like. yeah she does emphasize her asexuality a lot more than her aromanticism. but her aromantic activism should be acknowledged too
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me: finally accepting theres a good chance im autistic and starting to work up the courage to ask my parents to see if i could get a diagnoses but being scared to
my mom: do you ever think you have adhd? if you want to do a screening for add next time your at the doctors you can
me:
#for context im terrified of being the person who sees stuff online and diagnosis themselves and then is wrong#which is why it took me so long to accept im —probably— autistic (bc now i have done research and stuff for it)#and id see adhd things that were relatable but i felt i related more to the autism + self diagnosing both felt weird (for me not in general#but now like. my mom is willing to accept i might have add??#(there was a long talk in between her asking if i ever thought i had it and her saying i could get a screening where we both agreed that#—if i did have it— i didnt have the hyperactive part. hence the add vs adhd thing)#and now that kinda through off my plans because like. what if i do also had adhd. or something#so yeah small crisis woo#i need to actually look i to symptoms and stuff for adhd though#because im not saying anything til i know more about it and if i actually do have a lot of the things#but this also gives me a chance go write about the autism things as well bc i told my mom i would look into the adhd#so now i can hopefully find a way to bring that up#ive mentioned that autism is a spectrum recently which i didnt think she knew before#so progress i guess#wow long rant in the tags whoops#jasper’s posts#moots have some jaz lore i guess
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As an author who writes a lot of historical fic, one of the things I try to do is familiarize myself a little with period media and its reach and target demographics, and then read/watch/listen to some things to find stuff that character would like. I'm not saying I've never fucked it up and all my choices are perfect, but it's often really interesting and my tastes have expanded significantly, because I do usually try to find things I enjoy too.
Although also there was that time I was writing a teenage English sci fi nerd in the '70s for a Harry Potter LJRP and accidentally got really into Classic Doctor Who. So. Not without its dangers.
Every time a character in a fic randomly mentions having a favourite song/movie/book I have to wonder if this is the author's own favourite song/movie/book, or if they genuinely think the character would like it, or maybe even both. Especially when it's something more obscure.
Sometimes it's really obvious and sometimes less so, but it always makes me pause.
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If it's some middle-aged dude loving The Bicycle Thieves, I 100% think it was done for the characterization, even if the author possibly also likes that movie. (Yes, this is an example from a fic.)
If it's anything associated with 20-somethings in 2024/children's media/tumblr-popular media, I 100% assume the author doesn't understand anything about the cultural connotations and sucks at characterization. Even in fic where the characters are younger, they're often not the right age in the right decade for me to buy the choices.
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My view on Gortash in a nutshell;
Yk how there's Belladonna in the Flymms kitchen next to other half prepared fish and its always there? As in the loot isn't randomised. As in environmental story telling. As in it stands to reason someone tried to poison someone in that kitchen.
Yeah so I'm thinking it would be fun if Durge would use Belladonna as pain relief in front of Gortash.
#idk why i'm like this but i enjoy him getting fucked over#and belladonna was actually used as a pain relief and beauty product#cuz people doing weird nd dangerous shit in the name of beauty is as old as humanity ig#what started with me researching potential pain reliefs for sad fuck no1 somehow once again ended in 'fuck you gortash'#idk what to make of this skill but glad to have it i suppose#enver gortash#also did u know if u sit down and write you actually get shit done?
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this nemesis ambition started out a little slow but I am getting closer to finding that bastard who killed my wife, and I’ll not rest a minute now that im far closer to on his trail
sorry got in character for a second
Anyways fun ambition so far very fucked up though
congratulations on joining the murder club anon!!!! depending on who you ask the name refers to either people who have murdered or people who have witnessed murder. usually both. actually extremely often both. it's a swell time you'll feel right at home (don't mind our collective skyglass knife collection in the back)
#im still not far into nemesis personally but im very much enjoying it#honestly in a weird way it feels like it's moving faster than HD did. which. is funny bc nemesis is like The gated behind item grinds quest#idk. HD was a fun slowburn where we adventured around gathering our rogues gallery before the action kicked in#nemesis on the other hand feels like im picking up halfway through a batman serial#fallen london#ask#it's WAY more fucked up right off the bat than HD was. honestly ive thought abt red honey for ages. that's so fucked up#and we LEAD with that?? Okay#definitely a horrors-filled ambition befitting caeru (the guy who's constantly going through horrors)#it really encourages you to get fucked up and freaky and in ur character's headspace at basically every step along the way#i only have HD to compare it too but HD was like. a lot more interpretative in comparison? at least to me. that's what it felt like#and i adore HD for that dont get me wrong here#HD just also waited until like. halfway through before it asked what the scoundrel actually Wanted out of its heart's desire#nemesis in comparison is right off the bat who died? who are you mourning? anguish. justice. there must be vengeance.#it's a delightfully different vibe!! i like it!!!#oh god sorry anon im doing the classic yin talking way too much in the tags thing again#i havent had much excuse to talk abt nemesis and what i think of it so far and of course its rp effects on caeru#but i do have a handful of thoughts on it#it's good. im liking it so far. it's starting very strong if nothing else. and i have no spoiler knowledge of what happens in the future#beyond the choice between rewards at the very end#and im SO curious how we'll get to that point. what horrors will we adventure through next? off we go to find out!#it's biggest glaring weakness so far is how horrendously grindy it is. and like. ive been warned and done my research ahead of time#im doing it on the same account im seeking. i knew what i was getting into. but also gots damn.#in comparison HD's 5-card lodgings and dreamgate feel like footnotes#anyway while im already way too deep into rambling did you know the honey trip gives you fate?? insane. why does it do that. hilarious even
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Dankovsky sometimes gets so invested in research he forgets to eat food until he tries to stand and nearly passes out.
#pathologic#daniil dankovsky#weird dankovsky head cannons#I have definitely never done this#definitely didn't spend almost four days obsessively researching some random bit of Alice trivia till my brain died#I'm so tired
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So I talked about this on Discord and on FFA but I think I've written the last scene of the 1926 fic. For new followers or people who maybe forgot because it's been so goddamn long, "the 1926 fic" is a Good Omens fic I've been writing since 2019. It is mostly set in 1926 (the first scene is New Year's Eve, 1925) in Chicago and surroundings, it is going to be called Hustler's Blood, and this is the summary I think I'm going with:
Heaven tasks Aziraphale with tracking down the nefarious demon Crowley in Prohibition-era Chicago. The city is on the brink of a gang war, in the midst of a violent turf war between taxi companies, and many there are still suffering from the lingering trauma of the Great War. But there are good times to be had, so while Aziraphale figures out what he's going to tell Heaven, he and Crowley indulge in some Roaring Twenties decadence.
But when Crowley vanishes, Aziraphale must find him without tipping off the city's own assigned angel, Vehuel. She's determined not to let things in her city get any worse, but Aziraphale just wants his demon back.
Meanwhile, Crowley must contend with the cruelty of Hymie Weiss, Al Capone's rival on the North Side. Weiss is determined to kill Capone and avenge the murder of his best friend, and he's not above using a captured demon to do it.
As of now the draft is 426,128 words. I know, I know, that's so long. It covers nine months of spy intrigue and whump! And lots of (sadly no-longer-canon-compliant) Crowley backstory! An angelic swordfight over the Loop and a demonic brawl on the shore of Lake Michigan! Someone lies about a birthday to get free cake at a pirate theme restaurant! But, yeah, it's a long goddamn fic. Hopefully that word count will come down a bit but alas, I write long, so I really hope people like my writing enough to read that much of it.
In addition to Aziraphale and Crowley, there are two "main" original characters, because Aziraphale and Crowley spend most of the fic forcibly separated so they each needed someone else to argue with. So Heaven has sent Aziraphale help in the form of the Principality Vehuel, an angel who distinguished herself in the War Between Heaven and Hell, protected such combustible celebrated cities as Akrotiri, Troy, and Pompeii, and is returning from fifty years' mental health leave after the Great Chicago Fire. Meanwhile, Crowley is being guarded by Danny Kilpatrick, a WWI veteran turned mob accountant who stopped believing in God a while ago and isn't about to take some guy's word for it that he's a demon just because he can turn into a big snake.
It also features several historical figures, most notably Al Capone and Hymie Weiss, but Jane Addams, Clarence Darrow, and Fats Waller have fairly prominent cameos.
Anyway, I have a few more scenes to write:
- I think I will expand the final scene a bit, which involves the hazards of surprising your friends with malort while you're stargazing on Lake Michigan.
- I'd like to write a scene at a Chicago American Giants game, but their actual 1926 summer schedule is kind of hard to find from a cursory google. (They won the 1926 Colored World Series that year, but that was that fall; this would have to be in the summer.)
- I need to write a little interstitial scene at Hull House, but I didn't go and didn't go and then the pandemic happened. (I have actually been to Hull House since then but it was for a Ghost Files screening and I didn't see the building that part is set in.)
- I'd like to write a scene where Vehuel is asking Fats Waller about Aziraphale and Crowley, who met him earlier in the fic and made a strong impression on him as really fucking weird. Vehuel is also really fucking weird, of course, but in a completely different way.
- One more weird sex scene, as a treat. (They hook up fairly early in the fic but the confession of feelings goes uh, a little less smoothly.)
- I also have to go back and figure out when they're taking public transit and when they aren't. A friend of mine hooked me up with some solid public transit maps, but for expediency's sake in the first draft I wrote a lot of the fic with them just taking taxis or walking when plausible, and I'd like to go back and fix that.
- I think I might run the car chases by my dad, since he knows about old cars and I cannot even drive.
So yeah. I just wanted to brag about Maybe Almost Finally Being Done With This Fic because it's been so long. I'm really tempted to just throw it onto AO3 with no editing but if it's worth writing, it's worth writing well, so I am going to reread the whole thing, which should be fun, actually, because I really do like my own writing. But. Shkfkdjghg here's hoping it doesn't take another year to get this thing ready to post.
#kaesa op#writing#good omens#aaaa#weird research I have done#I think if I can't find internet sources on the Chicago American Giants I might know a guy who can help me out#and I could also see if the Newberry has anything
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no but like it is stupid that people who want a consistent "historical" way of looking at Zelda lore insist that Hylia has to be in every game like she just is not. if this was anything like a real religion there would be evolution in how she's worshiped which ways she's worshiped etc etc but most people just lift shit from skyward sword or breath of the wild and assume it's valid for all parts of the "timeline" thats not how religions work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#glider rambles#ok i'm done now but this stuff makes me pissed you can tell#THOUSANDS AND THOUSANDS OF YEARS AND WORSHIP AND PERCEPTION OF HER STAYS EXACTLY THE SAME WHAT ARE YOU ON#have you looked into how religion evolves at all?????????#are you insane???#even if you're an american who is more familiar with christianity i dont think you have an excuse because christianity has evolved RAPIDLY#since even like. the 1920s#did you know that in the early 1900s it was very common for protestant christians to have socialist leanings??#and it was really the work of people like billy graham who made a large majority of protestants more right-leaning#take this with a grain of salt i've only read like one book on it and done some basic research into billy graham but just.#dude. these people havent even heard of state shintoism (ben affleck smoking meme)#and yeah given that zelda in general is permanently stuck in a sort of weird technological development state under the same ruling family#(allegedly)#there is some basis for it remaining a *little* consistent#but overall no there should still be changes
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Dear Nephew Gobo, today I discovered that silly creatures give out striped colorful flags. I’m not quite sure why flags are such an important gift in Outer Space, but the silly creatures seem to be really happy about getting one. One of them handed one to me, and I must say, this one really speaks to me. I hope I can get one for you and your friends eventually.
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Aka *throws my “Traveling Matt has NPD” headcanon in the pit and skitters*
#I hope this isn’t weird as someone who doesn’t have NPD#Please let me know if it is#But anyways yeah I think it makes sense for him to have NPD given his behavior and childhood#And also I think NPD (and in general personality disorder) headcanons are cool#As long as you’ve done your research 👍🏽#uncle traveling matt#gobo fraggle#fraggle rock#the muppets#npd#narcissistic personality disorder#npd headcanons#digital painting#fanart#chris p fried art
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just started watching switched at birth to practice my asl receptive skills a little and holy shit bay's parents (daphne's bio parents) suck so bad lol
#guys i understand this is a weird situation you have been thrown into and youre not used to hardship being rich as you are#but you're kind of fucking up the ENTIRE switched-at-birth scenario about as badly as you can possibly fuck it up#you should be spending more time with the daughter you RAISED to help her feel SECURE and WANTED#not give her empty words of 'we still love you and nothings changed'#while spending all your time trying to find ways to 'fix' and mainstream your Deaf bio daughter#and steal her from her mom who you lowkey deem an unfit mother bc she 1) is too poor to afford housing in a 'nice' part of town#2) 'allowed' her daughter catch meningitis and go deaf at age 3#3) didnt pursue cochlear implantation and speech therapy for her daughter bc she'd DONE the research#and then!! when their daughter (bay) rebels and is so clearly crying for attention!! they just yell at her a little and move on!#i get that the point is to depict the realistic level of audism hearing parents have towards their deaf kids but this is wild#going over your bio-daughter's mom's head to invite her to tour your daughter's mainstream prep school#and leave her deaf school#when you just met her like a week ago??#wtf lol
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I did not expect myself to write a fanfic in 2024 and to research about the characteristics of orchids, but here I am.
#the amount of research i have done for a fanfic#i write original fiction but i don't believe i have cared so much about any of my characters 😂#my google search has all sorts of weird questions#“how would you describe an orchid plant?”#is hyperfixation ever going away?#love between fairy and devil#lbfad#mine
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#work is tough rn but the tuesday night call with the cool research dude is my light at the end of the tunnel somehow even more than#the two concerts I also have next week#probably because i want to make friendship bracelets for at least one of them and haven't started#but. seriously. i am surviving by counting down the days to tuesday if i have to rake myself over the COALS in the meantime#(hate it when i mess up at work and then it affects other people's time and i get a deserved though gracious talking-to)#one. day. at. a. time.#please pray we can hire me a new supervisor soon the extra shared load rn is...shared but still a load#tuesday tuesday tuesday please be over soon and get to the evening#mostly just blabbing here bc it would be kinda weird to blab in the actual discord server connected with the podcast and populated#with other people who have also done calls with the researcher (who is also the server owner)
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i think it’s interesting how i’ve felt a pull towards judaism since i was in elementary school like. i know now that ‘messianic jews’ aren’t considered truly jewish but when i was like 8 (and still believed in jesus) and i found out about the concept, i was over the moon bc to my younger self, “i could believe in jesus and go to heaven and be jewish at the same time!!” which is obviously a skewed belief in . many ways BUT the point is i've been considering conversion for a while and idk it kinda seems like the right thing for me. definitely not until i move out tho
#my post#which is good because it gives me time to research and think on it and yknow decide a lot of stuff#but yeah. idk where i was going with this but i feel really drawn to judaism for some reason and i have for a long time#and like. i'm not christian anymore but i'm still kind of religious/spiritual and i want community based on that#i hope ppl don't think i'm considering this casually or lightly bc i'm not i'm very serious i've done a lot of thinking#and i'm gonna do way more over the next couple years and then make a decision abt it :)#kind of nervous to post this bc i'm afraid it'll sound weird. but i did my best to make it make sense love and light
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For no reason at all I looked up the signs of snake pregnancy (snegnancy) and except for lumping up these are all just Crowley, particularly the desperate need to be cool.
#weird research I have done#good omens for blacklist#snakes for blacklist#I am not inflicting this on the crowley tags OR the herpetology tags
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