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We're On The Borderline
2023 | 11" x 14" | Acrylic, Oil Pastel, and White Ink on Raw Canvas
#abstract#abstract expressionism#painting#art#artists on tumblr#original work#original art#artist#aesthetic#my art#contemporary art#abstract art#red#yellow#ochre#rust#we're on the borderline
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One of my first digital pieces (2010) versus one of my recent ones (2024)
We all start somewhere!
#picked these cause they're in a similar pose lol. i mean not at all. but sort of... more than my other art at least...#oh fuck im so tired im saving this to drafts and coming back later#my anxiety meds wipe me the fuck out so im trying not to take them in the day#and they're like legit borderline a sleeping med for me. i take one and in 30 mins im OUT.#so I'm. i mean i was already only taking 1-2 in the day and then 2-3 at night#anyways it makes me sad when people say they dont have an artistic bone in their body#and especially when they say they could never draw like me :(#dont put yourself down to lift me up! i don't want my art to be used for you to be mean to yourself!!!#lots of experiences of people comparing themselves to me and being mean to themself...#feels bad. it's okay if you're slow it's okay to be learning it's okay!!!#I'm me and you're you and we're here to learn from each other. i just wanna hang out..#y'know what I'm just gonna post without saying anything i WILL forget I made a draft#i have so many things i intend to post and then forget#it's a wonder I post anything#i only do it when i get bored. and run out of stuff to scroll through#like whelp. guess if i want a post I have to make one myself.#also the second one is really good idc that it's a study i still drew it#art growth#this was in 2010 btw#i started highschool in 2011#I've grown a lot and you can too.#also I've never really been one to dislike my old art. like idk I was trying... if it's bad I just won't look at it whatever#like i wouldn't be mean to someone else who made that so i don't get a free pass to be mean just cause it's to me#man my thoughts are bungled. okay sleep time#if my phone made typos you didn't see it
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in my humble opinion as someone with multiple cluster b disorders including bpd, the aim shouldn't be to "cure" it at all, because trauma cannot be cured and this is not an attainable goal, which sets an unfair precedent for us ourselves as victims of the disorder. the aim should instead be to heal and rehabilitate to a point where you can cope with the behaviors you've developed that are connected to the trauma. healing will happen, but the desire to "cure" all "sick" people is not a helpful stance to have and is way more damaging than it is helpful. hurt people don't need to be "cured" so much as just understood and helped. "curing" us is very much a medicalized idea that bases a person's worth on their ability to function. you and your struggles will always be valid, whether you heal or not, whether you're "cured" or not <3
#🪻.iselda#🫀.words#I singlet-ified the language here to make this more accessible#also wanna mention that bpd is the ONLY one of the four cluster b disorders that gets treated this way#npd and aspd do NOT get treated like something that you can be cured of#they're just straight up demonized#but that's a different post for a different day#anyway this was partially an indirect response to a comment on a post Maddox rbed#cause Maddox is our biggest bpd holder and we're very protective of him#I kinda felt like typing this out#anyway yeah#bpd vent#actually bpd#cluster b#cluster b safe#cluster b vent#bpd#borderline personality disorder
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Can't stop thinking about This prompt/au lol
I almost like to think that Clockwork kind of half-sent Danny to the ghost-world version of Gotham because he was struggling and is honestly just a kid and could use some guidance. And with how the Observants dislike him to the point of murder, CW sure couldn't keep him in Long Now. But Gotham? Now there's a place that not many go, thanks to curses running amok, a very dangerous City Spirit, and amalgamations of fallen Guardians and Rogues. It's chaotic, dangerous, and a hell of a shot, but the Bat could, and most probably would assist the newborn guardian. The living world and the infinite are intertwined after all, influenced by whatever realm it drifts closest to.
Thankfully Danny seems to be enjoying himself- he has a proper ghost friend now! And he's starting to be able to understand Batblob's cacophony of Silent-EverSilent-Gurgles-DistantWhispers-QuietScreamsSilence easier too without Robin translating. (His Ghost-Speak is getting so good :D) He wishes he could bring Sam & Tucker but it's a little too far into the ghost zone. And the ghosts and Vlad doesn't bother him here! (The last time he tried, unknown to Danny, the older halfa was met with a malicious swarm of teeth and maws ready to rip and tear and not lose another child again-) He's even gotten shown the exits to the living-world's Gotham. Robin likes to ramble about the new and different living-robins and about their friend who was also a robin and who disappeared one day and whose core they carry on their belt. Maybe he can help them find out what happened to him...
#dp x dc crossover#dc x dp#implied eldritch#eldritch batman#eldritch robin#Gotham#Clockwork#danny phantom au#Yes the reason Jason was borderline braindead when he was revived was because his core split#He's stuck with Pit Rage of malformed souls latching onto his body and trying to latch onto the shards of a core stuck in his body#but he can't get rid of the shades without his full core#Danny walking around Gotham: Wow this is so fun & feels like home almost#Meanwhile the batfamily: Why the Fuck are the shadows moving after that random adoption bait#Batblob: We're protecting the bby :)#Robin during the Robin Movement: Ooh new Robin just dropped Imma try out so many new colors#Clockwork was the one to gift Danny his lil star cape as a gift#This is his lil space baby and he just needs to go to his old warrior friend Gotham while he cleans house#The Observants won't know what hit them :)#Batblob is the amalgamation of All the Batmen in the Infinite Realms#Did he eat the spirit Joker?#Not that you can prove but maybe#Maybe it made lil bby ghost cry and deserved it#Jason: Ayo why the fuck do I want to hold that random kid and give them a hug??#Danny: Ayo why do I want to hug the murdery-liminal feelin crime lord???#Gothamites: Who is this lost sassy eldritch being??#space core danny#dark core batman#star core robin
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Banter
Notes I Pure fluff maybe + chung myung content ?!?! woah.. keep in mind that this is not edited and checked :3
Chung Myung will never let you live this down. No way. Especially when he, quite literally, had you pinned down. "Give up yet?" He asks, his tone teasing as he looks down at you with that shit-eating grin he knows you have a hate-love relationship with. God, you want to wipe that grin off his face so bad. "Love," You start, your tone seemingly pleading as you look up at him. The one and only Mount Hua's Divine Dragon, Chung Myung, swore he could explode at any given moment. And while that normally is a threat to the other disciples, it means something else now. Slowly but surely, you lean closer to him. You then pout, "Please.." A kiss, then you turn the tables on him. For a split second, he was caught off-guard with that kiss; you didn't waste any time switching your positions. How cute he looks when he's under you. "I'll kiss you, okay? So please, keep your voice down."
Notes II Chung Myung deserves all of the kisses and hugs in the world.
#we're back ??#who knows#take this as an apology for my.. very long break :D#sigh#I'm sorry for the long wait :(#I was just going through some chung myung fics and realized that there isn't much..#“fine I'll do it myself” moment#uhm anyways#all hail chung myung!!!#my beloved cm..#might be ooc actually#genuinely don't know I haven't caught up on the novel yet#yaoki writes :]#return of the blossoming blade#return of the mount hua sect#rotmhs#rotbb#chung myung#cheong myeong#he's so ugh#my silly guy#chung myung x reader#cheong myeong x reader#am I missing something else#fluff#just teasing then a whole kissing session#borderline making out lowkey#ok gn#rei will probably take care of this blog from now#seij will go honkshoomimimi
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Prolly gonna be my one and only rwde post (cus the fanbase is rancid and I'm not rlly a rwby fan, just a person who watches the show): some of you rwby fans are too comfortable using your queerness as a shield to silence BIPOC voices about the racist writing and your 'precious' bigoted CRWBY. You guys unironically act/think that just because you have to deal with queerphobia; you are IMMUNE to being bigoted yourself and you are INCAPABLE of parroting bigoted beliefs. Cus I know there will be a dumbass ant1-rwde posters who will try to drown out this post by saying its 'lies from the EVIL RWDE!!!': You would rather weaponize your queerness to bash on BIPOC voices, while claiming to care about our voices. You would rather be complicit with the racist writers and their racist writing, just because your racist writers gave you a queer ship. There is no shame nor issue in projecting the abused you suffered onto the characters, however you refuse to see through the characters and their writing through a BIPOC lens. You do not get the right to impose your perspective of the characters at the expense of BIPOC voices, you do not get to twist our voices to be alt-right bigots because we called out RWBY's rampant racism. You do not get the right to say you give a shit about BIPOC and have #BLM in your bio when you fervently defend your bigoted company. You do not get to pretend to care about racism when you buy merch off of your bigoted company. My fellow BIPOC (especially the queer BIPOC): why are you guys so comfortable dismissing your fellow poc about their discomfort with RWBY's racist writing? BIPOC are not a monolith with the same opinions about racism in media; but some of you guys are weirdly comfortable with turning a blind eye to your fellow BIPOC getting dogpiled by the white fandom. We can and will disagree, you not agreeing as a BIPOC about RWBY's racist writing is not what I take issue with. The issue lies within you upholding the racial colourblindness in the fandom; like how the fandom was ok with throwing the racism under the bus in favour of queerness, you are ok with throwing your BIPOC peers under the bus for white queerness. Sincerely, a POC who has been watching the fandoms rampant racism problem ever since 2019.
#rwde#bitches be like: 'yeah we know that rwby handled racism bad :)))'#then get fucking furious when you say 'adam taurus being retconned from a minority rights fighter to an abusive ex was kinda bad'#go watch unicornofwar's white fang video and think about it holy shit. listen to the white guy if u dont wanna listen to poc#white fans get furious when you say that rwby has a racism problem TO THIS DAY#you dare mention how the 'villains' are all poc with visible ethnic traits/darker skin tones#while our heroes are white as fucking paper with zero ethnic traits#they would scream to the heavens that ruby and yang are chinese#despite being very much modelled off of white women/afabs#while also be giddy about whitewashing james to fit their evil facist dictator narrative#despite james being modelled off of an ACTUAL asian man unlike ruby and yang#and is one of the few characters who have visible ethnic features unlike ruby and yang#fandom racism goes unchecked over here and i have never felt so unsafe in a fandom#at the end of the day: ig white ppl will always prioritize themselves at the expense of bipoc#'omg we're ur allies#i totally understand how it feels like to be discriminated against 🥺'#<- not even a week later you borderline gaslight a poc rightfully saying its fucking weird to be making animal jokes about blake#at this point? call me a slur#dont pretend you give a shit about me as a poc#dont even fucking bother being my friend as a white queer if ur just gonna spout the same shit i see online#rwby fans you guys are one of the most racist fandoms out there#btw if you guys are gonna come at me with racism and harassment#you will be blocked <3#especially if u are as slavic as the vikings#do not bother lecturing a poc about how ur racist anime isn't that racist
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the switch from worry for sam to appealing.. oh he knows how to fuck him up so perfectly tailored for him
#sam was vulnerable and knowing dean loves him so he doesn't want the demon thing could have cut things a lil more short than#sam knowing dean hates him which leads him to be borderline destructive while the former keeps him grounded#but to give dean his dues he did try every single tactic in the book to try to stop sam: forcing reasoning rationalizing#finding middle ground locking up threatening bargaining pleading#he was on a roller-coaster#we're witnessing the blueprint in swaying sam im seated#ruby should've stuck around to watch how a real sam master manipulator operates#he has sam so wrapped round his finger he told sam he'll kill him (faked voice note) and still managed to have sam choose him over ruby#who coddled up and manipulated sam to hell and back#the genuine concern about sam here is astonishing in how effective it is#violence (panic room) didn't work#so dean resorts to appealing to sam and whether this is authentic or dean's own brand of manipulation that I know he occasionally works up#it's still the most effective method so far. I feel like dean could genuinely have gotten through to sam#if he was just himself and poured his heart out wrt sam since early on but dean most of the time was too prideful to concede#it was an 'im protective and im worried about you' issue (this is half of the actual reason the other half is his own possessiveness)#rather than a 'morality/humanity descend' issue and appealing to angels and god to play on sam's faith.#once again dean tries several mental gymnastics to get his point across when#if he was straightforward it could've worked on sam from the get go because he himself carries weight to sam like no other#samdean#mine#spn meta in tags#sam winchester#dean winchester
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some good images of son boy in btas
↑ for this last one it's vital that you know an adorable little flute flourish played when he popped out of the vent
#while we're on the subject of He.#i love how he's in nonstop silly mode. he's just a little boy and it's his birthday. he's just a little birthday boy#also love when he's running his mouth riding shotgun in the batmobile while batman is borderline nonverbal by comparison#they just need to be listening to rush and then it's me and my dad on those long drives to go hunting/fishing LMAO#shebbz shoutz#btas#dc robin#dick grayson
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you won't believe the amount of bad movies i can watch
#i think i made this same kind of post a week or so ago. well we're back at it again#so far this is one is better than night watch bc this one is so bad it's good#our protagonist (???) is this hippie girl and the way she talks is so hysterically dated im obsessed.#maybe that was intentional. maybe all this is meant to distract us from whats really going on#i guess that could also be said of the movies theme song (there's a theme song. it was a very 70s romantic ballad. this is a horror movie.)#so if all this borderline goofy stuff so far has been intentional misdirection then actually this is pretty good. so far
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furina did NOT want to be alone with Her omg 😢
#i will defend u with my life#it's the way we're not even friends we barely know furina we're borderline adversaries and yet. JOY. my baby :'(#furina#genshin impact
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Ok, so I've said it before and I'll say it again, I'm madly in love (/hj) with Timothy Bitchboy Stoker. And when I was going to listen to The Mechs, I was told there would be another Tim. I eagerly asked if they were played by the same guy and was firmly lied to with a "yes." I listened to every song before I realized I had been lied to. Chat. My friends. My people. My flock. Don't lie to your friends when it comes to their fictional crushes. They will hold a mildly deep resent for that shit. (If you're seeing this person who lied to me, politely fuck you (/lh))
#the mechanisms#the mechs#tma#the magnus archives#tim stoker#gunpowder Tim#ok#but if we're being fair#I love GPT as well#maybe not to the extent of Tim Stoker#And maybe not on like a#borderline obsessive crush#but yeah
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" I don't want you in my life, I need you in my life to complete my heart"
#♡MW#have you ever heard something so stinking cute 😍#“I appreciate you for being you as a whole”#“I'm in love with you and leaving is the last thing on my mind”#“you're the only person I miss when we're not together”#now my life is sweet like cinnamon 😋 ✨️#like a fuckin dream I'm living in#I've finally found you#borderline who? not me. cured with sweetness and RESPECT!#and I didn't even have to shout to be heard👏
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forever salty that these two aren’t attached to the hip by now.
#*and this is icarly!#don't get me wrong i adore nyla and angela's friendship!!!!!#but they're the og girlies! we're 5 seasons in!! they should have a borderline lesbian friendship by now!!!#the kind of friendship where they (jokingly) act like their in a romantic relationship with each other rather than w/ tim and wesley#hell why can't we just have more of all three of them anglea nyla and lucy?#JUST GIVE ME MORE OF THESE BOSS ASS LADIES#the rookie#angela lopez#lucy chen#melissa o'neil#alyssa diaz#chenford#(not but algorithm)
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So far I'm debating about a lot of things for my Left 4 Dead 2 self insert but the thing I'm keeping is that they start off like this when the apocalypse happens:
#they'd probably act more stoic and reserved on the surface#but they are screaming internally#like a mental battle between “it's so over” and “we're so back !!!”#sees a boomer zombie and despite looking straight-faced; they are thinking like the pic above#(they know its not that simple and powers through it regardless)#they become more competent later on dont worry#<- me knowing damn well i would be terrible in a zombie apocalypse hypothetical#pretty quiet and hesitant over the other survivors at first since most of them are borderline strangers#takes a bit for them to ease in but only when knowing they can rely on the others#fastest to get along with would be coach and ellis no doubt#l4d2#[just me yapping]#coach mention ->#💜📢
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Before the Horrors And Tragedies™️
#i mean technically at this point they all still experienced some sort of trauma#with vani his mother is dead and he obv blames himself#jeanne she looked pretty trumatized when her adoptive parents found her#domis family is awful borderline abusive#noé#i dont think i have to even mention All Of That#well#they were still a bit happier then#so#take this as “we're still not as traumatized as we could be”#vnc is just suffering children#sorry if this looks a bit wonky i drew it at school from memory#vnc#vanitas no carte#the case study of vanitas#vnc manga spoilers#technically?#from the tags
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seems like so far the #1 enemy of the bg3 modding community has been... *checks note* age. just like... any signs of age whatsoever.
#bg3#bg3 mods#fandom critical(?)#modder critical#when i started seeing these i tried to give people the benefit of the doubt#because i remember when i was in my late teens and early 20s the concept of being past my 30s/40s/etc felt so far away#and therefore people in those other age ranges seemed to exist in a different world from mine with different life experiences#and back then i would have created ocs that felt and looked as young as i was#and maybe would have felt uneasy romancing a character who seemed to have a large age gap with my oc since that's not my personal preferenc#and maybe SOME of the modders doing this are young and have similar reasons?#so i Sorta. Kinda. understand that thought process.#but i'm skeptical and would bet most of them are actually just adults who cannot handle age. period.#not to mention we're at the point where mods try to de-age npcs for no reason or straight-up ''''yassify'''' companions#or deprive them of their unique physical traits#and that's just. so frustrating and borderline gross.#let the characters in this game exist as they are. they have LIVED and they look like it!!!! that is good and their world is richer for it!#btw i'm talking about age and cosmetic changes exclusively. i'm not even including the racist whitewashing mods in this discussion because#those can go fuck themselves and i hope it goes without saying they deserve no benefit of the doubt. like zero#anyway. rant over for now#auri rambles
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