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For y’all going to Nashville on Monday, I’m gonna need to see outfit pics 🤨
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This gets me every time. He must’ve been so happy 🥹
Afterwards it’s like he can’t help using the term, even though he seems careful when he says it.
Perhaps, after Crowley saved his books he wasn’t so sure if what he felt for him was just friendship.
But whatever they are, he trusts Crowley completely.
Even with his life.
“You said ‘trust me’” “And you did”
#I could always rely on you#you could always rely on me#we’re a team#a group#group of the two of us#good omens#ineffable husbands#aziraphale#good omens 2#crowley#aziracrow#david tennant#michael sheen#neil gaiman#go2 spoilers#go2e4
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[karlee, softly] "Oh...you're just a boy."
[andrew]: "Uh, hi" [laughs, a little shy] "Actually, I'm sixteen."
[karlee]: "I had no idea. I-I'm sorry.You're just- wow, Amaya, he looks so much like me" [almost breathless]. Ah! Amaya's my sibling."
[andrew]: "R-Right! I'm glad you weren't…alone."
[karlee]: "and you? I mean, are you…alone?"
[andrew]: "After my mom-well. It's kinda just me."
[andrew]: "Me and eight other kids around my age."
[andrew] I kinda always knew who you were. It's just- I never knew the right time to reach out."
[andrew]: "What if you hated m-"
[someone out of frame, pounding angrily on the door]: "Hey! Lillian! I told you to leave my computer alone!"
[andrew]: "Shit. I'm finished, okay? Just-just hold on."
[andrew]: "I'm sorry. I have to go."
#cw transphobia#ts4#ts4 gameplay#sims 4 gameplay#postcard legacy challenge#postcard: gen4#andrew my baby <33#karlee's 27. there's an 11 year age gap#andrew’s living in a group home w a few shithead kids 😡 we’re gonna get you outta there 🫵��#there’s some lore here that kinda long that i don’t know how to include#i’m not trying to have this gp rely so much on dialogue#sim: karlee kamealoha#sim: amaya kamealoha#sim: andrew park
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Sometimes I think about the fact that Ruffnut called Hiccup pretty to his and Astrid's face when Hiccup and Astrid were newly together (and not quite out).
How very chill (and poly) of Astrid to not have a problem with it.
#ashleybenlove posts#how to train your dragon#Race to the Edge#season 4#Shell Shocked Part 2#ruffnut#astrid#hiccup#otp: i want to remember what you say right now#otp: i rely on you#ot6: we’re fast we’re fearless and we ride dragons#ot6: where hiccup goes we go#I wasn't gonna tag it as OT6 but
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Does anyone else feel like the incinerator gun chair room from Zero Time Dilemma would have better fit C Team instead of D Team
#elaboration in the tags#zero time dilemma#zero escape#ztd#I think of this every time I watch a playthrough and get to that room#carlos ztd#akane kurashiki#junpei tenmyouji#c team#like just about any combination fits with the potential character growth both Akane and Junpei would have from it#I understand the main character is Carlos so if we were to keep it as him making the decision then I would have Akane in the incinerator#and Junpei in the chair#but if we’re going to throw ‘main character chooses’ then you could truly have either Akane or Junpei at the gun with Carlos in the chair#I say all this cuz there’s the obvious Akane incinerator parallels and I imagine it could trigger a breakdown for her#if Junpei is behind the gun would she beg Junpei to shoot Carlos to save her?#would Junpei see that Akane sees other players as pawns to save her own life? and if she doesn’t beg does it help Junpei#see the humanity in her? where he previously thought she was uncaring but here she clearly is to save Carlos at the cost of her own life#but my fave configuration is Junpei in the incinerator and Akane at the gun#it helps them see from each other’s point of view. how scared would Junpei be being in the incinerator and there’s nothing he can do#but rely on someone else? Junpei in characterized as pretty selfish in ZTD so this experience could have him empathize with Akane’s#‘selfishness’ in the previous games. realizing you’d do it too if your life was on the line#and Akane can see just how difficult it is being the one to directly have a hand in how people die or at least see their bodies.#and is it worth it to just save one person?#yes Akane’s games have a way for everyone to survive and win at the end. but in the moment the players don’t know that.#I think that configuration would do SO much for akane and Junpei to better empathize with one another during ZTD#this could’ve been a whole post but I wasn’t confident enough in my coherence to properly format it. so tags you get
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babe, could you phrase this literally any other way??
#😭😭😭#i know your Main Character Energy is strong#but let’s not rely on it too heavily yeah#(well#if nothing else we’re definitely getting +2T)#figure skating#shoma uno#i feel like he must have decided he can at least get through it decently or he would have withdrawn so japan could sub in someone else#i don’t think he’d risk japan’s 3 spots#not when their field is so deep and any of those amazing alts could be called up so easily#idk hard to say when defending world champion undefeated over the season at a home worlds#with the draw having happened i’m sure we’re past the point he could be subbed out if he withdrew#but i’m not sure if the draw was the cutoff point or if it was earlier#edit: now that i have actually made this post i see the virtues of this screenshot as a reaction image#so i think you should all go make that happen
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once told somebody that I don’t think I could ever live on my own because of my autism and they said “don’t say that! I bet you could do it!” like. no I’m telling you I am not the kind of autistic person that can live alone. I will forget to feed myself and drink water and my space would constantly be a disaster and I wouldn’t go around people hardly ever and I’d forget basic hygiene.
I’m so lucky to have a partner who helps me with self care like this through assistance and reminders because otherwise I’d be totally fucked.
#‘you should just know you need to do these things’#I know. I know they need done.#but my disability makes it difficult for me to do these things bc I get distracted or forget or don’t want to transition activities#I wish we didn’t demonize needing help from others#for the longest time I felt guilty about needing so much assistance from my partner to succeed in day to day functions#but I’m disabled. and he helps me when it causes me difficulty. I hate this idea that we have to be fully capable of doing everything#and if we struggle with anything or rely on anyone else for help we’re bad people or manipulative partners or something#needing help isn’t a crime.#autism#actually autistic adult#actually autistic#autistic adult#ASD#autism spectrum disorder
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this is absolutely one hundred percent an otherside picnic blog now btw
#otherside picnic#what if we were two girls and we had the closest relationship in the world 😳😳#what if we were practical and thematical compliments to each other so that one could not work without the other#what if we went through unimaginable horrors and came out clutching onto each other as the last anchor in our world#WHAT IF I WAS TRAPPED IN INTERSTITIAL SPACE AND THE ONLY WAY I COULD GET BACK TO YOU WAS TO SEE THE EXTENT OF YOUR LOVE FOR ME#WHAT IF WERE LESBIANS DRIVING AN AP-1 HUH#what if our sanity was a toy we could play with like a cats cradle and you wove mine back up for me again#what if you accompanied me into fear itself and pulled me back out again#what if you picked out an outfit for me in the magoiya of all places and told me I looked cute in it#what if I was like ophelia in a field and you were a hand reaching down to me#what if the world itself was fraying at the seams and you held my hand and we stepped through#what then huh. what then.#what happens. what happens when we’re two girls in a world like no other and we’re accomplices#(the closest relationship in the world)#and we rely on each other and fight for each other and cry for each other#I have so many thoughts about otherside picnic#gay ass bitches#what if I was running from the things in my past and fell into a field through a door and you laughed and helped me up#what if we had a fight and i came running after you into death itself#what if we got drunk on a beach in the middle of the otherside and watched the ocean#what if. what if. what if.
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This time next week we’ll be getting ready to watch the last episode of Ted Lasso. This time. Next week.
#you don’t understand how much my psyche and well-being rely on this show#check on your ted lasso friends we’re not okay#ted lasso#im gonna lose my mind
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I’ll never understand younger siblings whining about their older siblings moving away like I bet yall were nasty and annoying too like wow all those years and you claim to adore the older sibling and post oh woe is me the older sibling abandoned me … girl … the older sibling didn’t have a parental certificate or anything.
#since when were we friends nor did I have any obligation over you or towards you#we are literally roommates here acting like we’re friends#dora daily#I say this cause I saw yet another younger sibling on tiktok trying to make themselves a victim like the older one is clearly avoiding the#whole family and changing their phone number so u guys don’t contact for a reason like wth did you guys do that’s so bad they would go#through all that trouble#‘older siblings will never understand how doing that affects us physically and mentally’ oh quit whining and cope#I didn’t have an older sibling I relied on only myself heck not even strangers help me when I’m in dire need#I think yall need to cope harder and wake up to the real world#not all younger siblings but a lot of them like my little brother 13yo is good id never want to abandon him but the rest … yeah bye#idgaf you should’ve not been an idiot because believe me ik kids mess up but not like this#and now she’s grovelling at my feet bye grovel harder#like just an hour ago or so she came up to me and was like I’m going to school for the first day are you gonna miss me#I said no because she always tells me no when I ask her if she missed me#and somehow she had the audacity to be upset like okay#the same girl who tells me to move out btw#my mum said oh u have to be her best friend cause if she has nobody here then she will have to rely on strangers#and she would find herself in trouble cause they don’t have good intent oh gee I wonder which person caused me to do that#it’s honestly ironic#like Eris and virtue happened because she couldn’t step up and be a normal mother byeeee#and anyways whyre you acting like having a sibling is essential#it honestly isn’t like why would I be nice to a girl who dogs on me and beats me up and is disrespectful#she’s not that young anymore she’s almost 12#‘oh they have different personalities’ well i hate hers and im not to be forced to like it either its my right
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i love enemies to lovers but we’re unlocking a new dynamic that is enemies AND lovers
#the ghost fic i mentioned earlier is kind of a prequel fic to one of the wips i had#the ‘i know there’s a blade where your heart is’ fic#this draft is even more fun for me to explore just bc i was watching a silly show w my younger brother#we’re binging the entirety of total drama#and i luv my mean girl heather#and even though she really has feelings for this one character#and he returns those feelings!!!#and even tho he throws away a million dollars for her#she just continuously stabs him in the back in pursuit of her own goals#and so i really wanted to write that dynamic#and obvi reader will be somewhat softer n kinder in the pt 2#i think this original fic is so so fun bc i get to write from a perspective of someone who NEEDS to survive#who has to actively always choose their own survival over relying on someone else#and it’s not necessarily a good thing but i get to write why u think that’s the ONLY option for you#and exploring ghost’s reaction to ur constant betrayals is fun as well#just mixing things up a little bit hehe
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“Bla bla bla bla xyz is only done by MENTALLY ILL people and therefore INVALID” well maybe if you fucking saw us as people-
#at least pick a cohesive belief#it’s always oh you have a mental illness/disorder you obviously can’t be#relied on to think logically for yourself/you’re impaired to a degree where you shouldn’t be allowed to make your own decisions!!#but then when we ask for support it’s ‘oh but you’re so normal I’m sure you don’t need it’#which is it????#plot twist it’s neither they just pick whichever one they want#like if we’re not actually mentally Ill and just faking it you can’t /also/ blame our mental illness on us being queer#queer#disability#autism#adhd#its honestly#trans people#especially#where I see conservatives be like oh it’s a MENTAL ILLNESS#and then turn around and say it’s a fucking choice and our mental illnesses are fake like which is kt#gonna start asking these kinda assholes#which mental illness specifically they think causes it#just to watch them flounder
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pro: ran into a coworker at a bar last night who I don’t really talk to usually (he works upstairs, I work downstairs) and we talked and im pretty sure we were highkey flirting and he bought me a drink and the bar merch shirt i was interested in and thanks to the power of alcohol i guess i asked for his number and he gladly gave it to me and. yeah
con: i have the second worst hangover i have ever had and have been fighting for my fucking life just to eat saltines
#it’s getting better but only now that it’s like. 6pm#as weird as it sounds part of why this sucks is that I volunteered to come into work today cause there’s a concert going on nearby which#usually means we’re at least somewhat busy -> make better tips#and I couldn’t go in because well. you know#I’ve been sick and dying in bed all day unable to move or eat or anything#let alone take the bus and go to work#but. as much as I wish I didn’t go this overboard I don’t totally regret last night cause.#yeah. potential thing going on with cute coworker guy. OH and potential job opportunity at my favorite bar in town#apparently said coworker Also has a job at the bar in addition to where we both work and the bar is hiring barbacks at entry-level#so I have someone to vouch for me and the bartender we were talking to seemed to really want me to apply too#one thing that’s kinda funny to me about all this is that the first two places (a bar then a club) we were at felt really mid because they#were packed with way too many straight people (at a gay bar and a gay club)#but the bar we ended up at (where we ALWAYS end up at. it is the oasis. it is the only thing I can rely on) felt. like. not overwhelmingly#straight? at all? I mean part of it’s just luck in a way with just who happened to be there and all that but it’s also that the staff seem#pretty significantly populated with queer ppl#I complained to the bartender about how the club we were at (one of the biggest gay clubs in the city- if not The biggest) just felt kinda#meh because yeah maybe there were some guys dancing in jockstraps and whatever but the crowd itself like. did not feel largely queer#or at least didn’t have the spirit I’d hope for in a queer space if that makes sense. felt very conventional. not enough wild outfits and#makeup and gender fuckery and so on#and the bartender was like dude I KNOW right? I went off outside there once about the invasion of cishets when this space isn’t FOR them#and so on and so forth. and god that was So real.#so the experience at my beloved bar last night was like. 1) guy comes up behind me just to order a drink but i was saving a seat for my#friend who was in the bathroom and mentioned that in case he was looking to take the seat. chatted a little. ended with him pointing out#that a guy nearby was trying to holla at me.#2) I look over and yes. the dj is. in fact. looking directly at me and mouthing the lyrics to whatever song was playing pointed my way.#it was pretty sweet honestly I think it was partly cause I looked like I was shy and alone#3) whatever gay shit was going on with my coworker and i. amusingly he seems to get more flamboyant when he drinks just like i do.#im not 100% sure what his sexuality is but i Am 100% sure it is Not straight. but yeah. if it hadn’t been so close to closing time ive been#hardcore wondering where that would’ve gone. maybe its for the best that i had to go when i did cause i was pretty drunk and who knows when#I could’ve hit the amount of drunk it takes to like outright say hey just so you know i’d suck your dick right now if you wanted
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wip wednesday :D
tagged by @mrs-theirin; tysm quill!! tagging @arklay @steelport @aartyom @malefiicarum @rosebarsoap @kirnet @shadowglens @narshadda @lavinet @druidgroves @swordcoasts @calenhads @brujah @nuclearstorms @florbelles @shepardgf @devilbrakers @jillvalcntines @morvaris @kymal @risingsh0t @solasan @lvllns @rosykims @aelyosos and you!!!!
have a depressing oddly interpreted take on the taint affecting alistair and rowena 😘
The taint came for his hands first.
A side effect of days spent clutching a sword and shield no doubt. His veins went fast, running black and blue overnight. He didn't like looking at them, but Rowena traced them over every night. Hardened bones were next. Protruding metacarpals and thinned knuckles and a noticeable creak in the mornings. Then the pain began. The ache. Days where his joints stiffened to stone, where a grasp clenched too tight refused to come undone, where splaying fingers to their fullest extent proved too much.
Rowena often caught him staring at his hands in the corner of her eye. Busy hands, curious hands, hands made to fidget and gesture and move above all else, now immobile. His worry token went untouched for months, as did many of the things he loved to hold. Flowers in the garden. The mabari's paws. Rowena.
There was a time when Alistair couldn't keep his hands off of her. Affection of the physical kind was a bright and shiny concept and it took time for him to adjust. Rowena could touch him anywhere, after all. It came easy to her, the affection, the initiation. His cheek, his chin, his collarbone--anywhere would do. Eventually, he came to reciprocate. Tentatively at first, as if asking for permission, but confidence came with the security of her affection. Touch became a comfort. A hand around her waist, on her jaw, in her hair. Anywhere would do.
It couldn't have been more different now. He shied away when she reached for his arm to hold, twitched when she kissed his neck in the mornings. Evening baths became sparser until they no longer existed at all, and this Rowena could hardly bear--facing this truth that the old rituals had died, so she clung to the last of them.
No amount of massage relieved the pain, but Rowena would be damned if she didn't try. Nightly, he let her take his hands in her own.
It was a relief each time to see that despite the Taint, Alistair's hands were still his own, broad and square-fingered and devastatingly gentle. Calloused on the underside and scarred by his earliest days with a blade, too young and eager to know any better. And those nights by the firelight, nights where she took his palm in her hands and massaged the ache away, she could see that Alistair's hands were still freckled, just barely. The sun could still shine on him and leave honeyed kisses against his skin and this was one thing the taint could never take. No darkspawn could take the sun.
The night she realized this, she wept silently. She'd stopped him before he could speak, pressed his freckled hand to her cheek before he could pull away, and whispered, "Bathe with me."
Months later, the taint came for her.
For Rowena, it was her vision and it was swift. [reduntant fix this queen lol]
#in my universe the taint wastes away the physical thing you rely on the most#eventually everything is corrupted but it's always your most used ability first#so chronic pain takes alistair's hands and near blindness comes for rowena#spoiler alert unless in da4 they somehow resolve the cure for the calling rowena dies first <3 teehee#SO anyways alistair becomes a lil distant not because he's like. being cold with her. but because like#the insecurity of touch returned. the hesitation. asking if this is okay because of the unspoken recognition that the end is on its way#and he really doesn't know how to deal with that. never knew how to prepare for that#when he cups her face and sees the darkened veins on his wrists and all he can think of is how they can't have this for much longer#that's just!! a lot to handle!! and he needs the reassurance but doesn't know how to communicate it because he lost the ability to ask#aka touch#the bathing part is especially difficult bc ofc evidence of the taint's corruption had spread beyond his hands atp#and he'd have to bare his whole body in front of her and that's like. so vulnerable. when ur dealing w all that#this is probably rlly obvious but sjhdjhfhdjfhjd#i like having aging being a significantly important thing in alistair and rowena’s relationship#the tragedy of it all#how gaining weight and wrinkles is so bittersweet#because on one hand they’re growing old together and god can u believe they made it here#but on the other it’s the telltale sign the calling is nearing and it’s just like#okay how much time do we have left. how much time do we have left. how much time do we have left.#how can we enjoy what we have when we want so much more. gray hair and children and arthritis. we’re so weary and we’re so young.#tag game#writing*#x: a soft epilogue#ch: rowena cousland
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dokja doing his best time and time again to help junghyeok with regressor depression…. I see the sauce being cooked here
#it’s gay sauce#for gay people.#going post#Orv#tbh dokja I think you should just tell junghyeok everything at this point. not for gay reasons but to make things easier#these two work rlly well together when junghyeok isn’t trying to kill dokja imagine how they’d be if they were fully on the same page too#every day there’s a new fuckin dokkaebi. where do they keep getting these guys#and why do they keep getting cuntier#A THANOS SNAP???#choosing between a thanos snap and killing the strongest incarnation. alright everyone time to speed up on the killing nirvana thing I gues#Junghyeok relying on the predictability of knowing everything…. You can take the man out of the timeloop but you can’t take the timeloop ou#of the man#(I know he’s not out of his regressions but sh)#‘I can’t think of a way to correct this’ junghyeok aren’t you supposed to be smart? Stop being stupid#dokja gets me. that’s why he’s also a reader#Ohhh okay we’re having a Big Talk now. good job dokja#‘But the real problem is when you’ve finally managed to save the world’ THATS WHAT IM SAYING!!!!! DOKJA GETS ME#YOU CAN TAKE THE MAN OUT OF THE TIMELOOP BUT YOU CANT TAKE THE TIMELOOP OUT OF THE MAN!#unless junghyeok kicks his regressor’s depression in the ass and learns not to rely on knowing future scenarios so much.#and they’re on a rooftop…. The symsbsnolismm….#Oh wait dokja’s making a different point#ah. ptsd.#well that’s part of my argument I guess#Ohhhhh I love dokja getting to be a prophet rn. and junghyeok realizing he’s onto some shit#‘This world you’re about to abandon could be the only world where you can live to see it end as a human being’ OOOOF. OOF.#that’s heavy#Anyway time for comic relief. sorry Uriel but no gay sex yet#‘Who’s the strongest incarnation?’ Junghyeok: no doubt it’s me#……………………………….#DOKJA IS ALSO CONSIDERING HIMSELF THE STRONGEST?? GUYS
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I was looking at the crash 2 game manual i have with how it described n gin as being a physicist and it reminded me about just how crazy smart he actually is because it’s not just physics he’d specialise in. you can add mechanics in relation to physics, engineering, computing, obviously mathematics, astrophysics considering he built space worthy crafts and weaponry so that likely includes chemistry among other things too.
he can also be a skilled musician while he's at it as well. he’s a lad with a passion for learning, ya know?
#crash bandicoot#crash bandicoot 4: it's about time#n. gin#a little unrelated but is it even established what scientific fields cortex specialises in?#in the canon main 4 games I mean#i feel like he's very knowledgable in a lot of different sciences enough to get what he needs done#but gets expertise from others in specified sciences#n brio being skilled in chemistry and biology (and i'd like to say genetics too tbh)#he relies on n gin's skills in crash 2 a lot throughout the game#as is the same with n tropy in crash 3#but also do you guys think about how the world around the main crash characters operates?#like cortex was able to have a whole arse space station in orbit without any kind of government intervention (that we know of)#do you think govs were like - you can’t do that!!!!!#and in a cartoonish loophole of ‘we’re not in *your* space we’re in *outer* space’ they get away with it#wh ok tag rant complete#evil science has entered the chat
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