#we’ll see how I end up feeling
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my winter eladrin elf warlock tav and their seldarin drow guardian *smushes their faces together to kiss like two barbie dolls*
#baldur's gate oc#baldurs gate tav#baldurs gate 3#baldurs gate guardian#my tav#elf tav#bg3 tav#bg3 screenshots#my bg3 character#xxpeppermintxx109#guardian x tav#gale x tav#oc#original character#potentially a fanfic#we’ll see how I end up feeling#I just love them so much#dnd#dnd ocs#baldurs gate spoilers#I KNOW he’ll sprout tentacles#but he’s so pretty#I actually like the tentacles more ngl#illithid
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For the record I think Vox is being effected and possibly swayed by Val’s poison just like Angel is, the pink signifying it on Angel shows up on Voxs screen during and after interacting and being influenced by Val directly, when Vox is operating independently it isn’t an actual normal feature of his
This paired with an earlier moment from episode 2 when Val first mentioned something had happened with Angel Dust, Vox seemed happy about the idea of Angel quitting
“He quit? :D”
It’s interesting for sure, makes me wonder what Vox actually thinks about Angel, and more importantly, actually thinks about Valentino. He’s a business man, and clearly the Vees all teamed up (at least initially) because it helps elevate their status and power spread, they may be friendly with each other but we as an audience don’t actually know if there’s more to it as of now. But still, interesting
#personally I think Vox is afraid#He clearly has some defensive traits about his status and feels the need to prove a point no one even questioned yet#I wonder if he knows on some level. that if he were to falter he could very well end up in a situation like Angels#I think once we see more of how Velvette’s actual relationship with Val is we’ll have a better picture of what’s going with them#but one thing is for sure. Val is *manipulative*. and he’ll take what he wants no matter the consequences. Vox is able to calm Val down but#that could be having a rebound effect on Vox in the long run. keeping him in check. I doubt Val would stick up for either of them anyways#not unless it directly benefited him#I hope it gets touched on in some way bc I love the other two Vs characters and want to see Val squashed like the grimy insect he is but#ya know#in an in character making sense sorta way#cats chatterbox#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel Vox
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I want to befriend Kaneki and meet with him and email him forever
#we should do everything together everything should be parallel play#and then when we go our separate ways at the end of the day I want to still email him things#like pictures of succulents and a glimpse under the amazon river#I want to email him pbs eons videos#I can show him coffee shop vlogs and ask “is this u”#in person I’d mostly let him do the talking and decide what to do#take me down the most intimidating alley on a whim after you said we were just buying lunch pls#I want to eat lunch with him so bad 😭😭😭���#it’d be kind of awkward though bc he wouldn’t be eating anything he’d just be sipping his coffee#being with Kaneki is the ultimate dream I wanna see his morning irritation I want to be pleasantly startled by him with his quiet footsteps#& get to ask him about what he’s reading#or how his training is going#or whatever he’s doing#I would ask him how he’d rate vacuuming out of 10 and if he gives it below a 5 will vacuum his house#I feel like he’d lie though and say he likes doing every kind of work just to stop others from doing it#unless he wasn’t in a state where he’s able to actively think about others like that#he should stop doing things and jsut relax imagine taking him on a nice tour trip up mount Fuji that would b nice#stay in a cabin make a snowman clap for him when he skis#he was so good at skiing in the TG calendar?!?? who taught him to ski#did he read “idiots guide to skiing” a day before and absorb all the knowledge like a sponge#he’s so smart. I wish I was smart. or at least smart in an applicable way#I want to try harder but I kind of can’t#or I get sort of frozen by something and can’t find a way forward unless I scurry around it (no one wants u to do this)#I love Kaneki he’s both literally and kind of metaphorically half human and I am too so if we combine we’ll have the power of one full human#we can be human if we stand close enough together#idk he might not want to stand next to me tho he has better options#kaneki time
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which of my guys do yall like actually want to see
#sunne speaks#i think i want to slim down my roster a lot.#i have too many ocs and it makes me sad to see chsracters floating around that have zero plots and never will#bc they just dont catch any interest#feels bad to try and do collaborative storytelling with no collaborators yk#i might redo how my select is arranged. i want a quick view and an extended view#like here’s the characters that actually matter here’s an archive of everyone else arranged properly for plot reasons#hrmph. we’ll see what i end up doing
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pretty minor thing to think about, but i find it interesting how chapter 7 is the first chapter illustration to show chizuutan as chizuru (instead of chuutan)
like, i get it’s a flashback chapter, but we hardly got to see her as chizuru in the previous few chapters thus far… maybe we’ll get to see more of her as her true self after the hiyori fight/make up? only future chapters may tell, i guess…
#there’s like 5 weeks to go till chapter 6 is released into the rest of the world and i m n o t r e a d y—#man. chapter 5 still manages to ruin my mood no matter how many times i read it… man.#i was having so much fun with renren and concon and the 3 stooges and th e n.#imagine putting on a (somewhat) perfect/cute act to hide your true self because you know you’re unlovable the way you are#but then someone else runs along and screws up every step of the way without putting on any airs and is adored for it anyway…#i imagine chapter 6 will be much worse. especially since the start of the flashback begins there…#i sincerely hope the flashback ends in chapter 7 bc aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#though. considering where we are now in the series. i think there’s a chance that vol 2 will come out at the end of december#ch 8 will prolly start to drop somewhere around the later half of november so it seems about right…#b u t if there’s the preorder bonus manga for vol 2 in dec can we have santa girl chuutan in it p l s—#i think we’ll need an incredibly cute bonus feature to lift the mood from whatever the heck’s going on with vol 2’s chapters#bc. idk. im sensing some self hatred with this one chizuchan… it’s as though she can only love herself if she’s dolled up as chuutan…#like. even in her aizo self-insert delusions she’s thinking of herself as chuutan… maybe im reading too much into this. hm.#but then again she even puts on makeup when she’s at home in her own room…#w a i t a sec what if this wack behaviour only came about bc of what’s about to be revealed in the flashbacks. wait. no. w h a t if—#i hope manga chizuchan will be able to love herself properly soon… we all love you chizuchan~~~~~~~~~~#this. too. is our oshi no—#dammit why is something set in the same universe as the [redacted] anime making me feel things??? i hate itttttttttt#anyways. wh. what if one of the h10w turns out to be an anime adaptation of the chizuchan manga#and they’re just waiting on. like. the final vol to announce it.#it’d make the most sense for an anime series at this point… since chizuchan is marketable and it’s set in the same anime verse#so there’s no inconsistencies to retcon and such…#but!!!! most importantly!!!!!! we’d be able to see animated renren and concon!!!!!!!#…but something like this will only appear in my delusions huh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~#mousou dake no kawaikute gomen anime#ok that’s enough thinking for the day; back to kimikawaii mv g o o d b y e~~~~#chizuutan chizpost
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i don’t think fromsoft have ever made a boss before that i genuinely do not want to fight again on consecutive runs but then they made Prime Man 💀
#he feels like one of those garden of eyes modded bosses#i think i would be more okay with this if he didn’t hit so fucking hard#the insane frame trapping combos that end up taking 90% of my hp are just awful#he feels like he was made to be hard for the sake of being hard#also the people saying ‘well ongbal no hit him’ yeah but he still had to deflect those fast swings that frame trap you#is it just impossible to no hit the fight without using tools? the fucker can be parried but i don’t want to have to do that every time#how is that a good thing?#eh i guess we’ll see how he does in a few weeks or so#maybe there will be insane tech someone will figure out#i’ll leave that to people like gino though#he can figure it out and i’ll learn from him lol#elden ring
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Oh Elodie
#long love the queen!#long love the queen game#lltq#princess elodie#how do I tag this it’s such a small game lol#anyways finally played this after uhhhhhhh 11 years tee hee#the first time I beat it I had to max magic and like military to win lol#she ended up being p cruel oopsies#anyways here’s Elodie#from my first win#I feel like I might draw some of the other endings I got but maybe not we’ll see~#my art
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alright so now that we’ve gotten some actual crumbs, it feels like it’s a good time to lay out my prediction for what da4 is going to look like. writing this in a letter and mailing it to myself
we are part of an underground organization formed from the ruins of the inquisition to stop solas from ending the world
meanwhile the wardens have been researching the blight/the location of the archdemons and discover some secret about the location of the black city/what is actually contained in it
we’re supposed to be shocked at the reveal that the evanuris are trapped in the black city and the maker doesn’t exist
the ancient elves were in control of some crazy mutating technology (like in hormak) and that was the original source of the darkspawn. the whole thing about them being from the deep roads and a dwarf concern was actually just a red herring, they’re just underground because they’re powered by lyrium and this has ALSO been an elf thing the whole time :)
anyway, now we need to Double Make Sure the veil stays up because the evanuris have something even worse cooking up in the black city and we need to prevent them from unleashing a super blight and destroying all life, and our job is to convince solas to give up, not because we disagree with his plan but because his actions will have unintended consequences. even if he doesn’t care about everyone else and wants to rebuild the world, he won’t even be able to do THAT because the super blight will kill elves too. so although we WERE enemies we will have to band together to defeat the greater threat etc. it will be optional to recruit him as an ally/advisor, or you can just fight him directly and take control of his forces
we will have to cross into the fade AGAIN and storm the black city directly to put a stop to whatever’s going on in there
#i feel fairly confident about this but i hope i’m wrong honestly.#i’m a little disappointed that it’s probably going to turn out to be ‘elves are the most important people and also the cause of everything#and their lore is the Correct one’#i hope to god that they give you the option to fight him and don’t just force you to make nice for no reason lol#ESPECIALLY if this is a new protagonist with no history with him#it’s pretty much the same formula as inquisition and origins. two-step problem where the thing we initially set out to fix turns out to be#the least of our problems and we’ll need to put aside our differences for the greater good#it will probably also come out that the tevinter gods are also an elf thing. like how flemythal can turn into a dragon#and then the archdemons were the original hormak style experiment. or something#and we won’t have an explanation for the maker bc that’s just humans being silly. but see everything has a neat scientific explanation :)#or maybe the maker is like. elgarnan in disguise lmal#i am perhaps being a little ungenerous but also. i feeel in my gut that this is what they’re planning#mine#dragon age#da4#ghilannain feels like a possible candidate bc of the lore abt how she created halla. but there was that trailer with a mans voice#so it will probably be elgarnan because he’s the head of the pantheon especially now that mythal is gone#GOD i hope that comes up#they’re pulling so much from trespasser. a dlc that wasn’t even the main game and lots of people may not have played#they’d better reference the stinger ending of the actual game and give some resolution to that#maybe it’s going to be like. solas’s plan to take care of the evanuris when the veil comes down is to just absorb them#but we need to convince him that they’ve had time to set other contingencies up so even that won’t stop whatever they’ve started
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WIP sketch for a Skuld redesign! She’ll be referenced a couple times in future otwd fics (for a wild reason 😈) but I absolutely hate her original design, they did her so dirty 😭
#httyd#how to train your dragon#skuld the sorceress#Skuld#httyd comics#changed it to a Nadder skull for the sun ray imagery!#yeah thats gotta be like. a baby nadder lol#the endless night#i feel like she looks too much like Ruffnut here#idk if her dress will end up looking like that in the final we’ll see#but this isnt a priority since she wont be mentioned for a while anyway
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//So far everyone in P4G is so pathetic (affectionate)
#outofpowers#//I’m extremely Not Far into this game I just saved Yukiko#//and we’re not going to talk about how that went okay mistakes were made#//anyway I feel like Maria’s going to end up being my favorite character but we’ll see#//I’m going to tear myself away from playing to work on replies after I eat dinner-
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2023 reads // twitter thread
We’ll Never Tell
YA thriller
a group of teens with a successful anonymous youtube channel where they explore abandoned buildings take on one more before they leave for uni - a hollywood mansion that was the site of a infamous murder
but something goes wrong, and in the aftermath they have to figure out what happened without being caught and charged with more than just breaking and entering
sapphic & achillean
#We’ll Never Tell#Wendy Heard#aroaessidhe 2023 reads#oh I really enjoyed this!! very good!#I went into it semi blind (other than seeing the author talk about it ages ago) so i wasn’t sure exactly what to expect#i thought the exploration of the MCs trauma was done well & her thoughts on true crime#I did guess who x was a descendant of immediately. haha. but not everything else or how that would be relevant#also her mentioning keeping all her research and lists on notion hahahaha me too bitch#not 100% sure how i feel about the end/antagonist etc. but I didn't guess it lmao#it also had me convinced at some points that it was paranormal and at some points that it was just real people up until the end haha
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there are two wolves inside of you: one feels impending doom at the thought of tomorrow’s race. the other feels immensely hopeful that oscar will get his first win tomorrow or at the very least a mclaren 1-2. you are a formula one fan.
#i’m literally about to fucking throw up#this race doesnt even start for another 8 hours but i feel actually sick#like this is keeping me up#(yes i have a TOTALLY normal and healthy relationship with this sport)#you guys literally dont even understand the ways of which i need oscar to get his first win tomorrow#like i can literally feel it in my bones i just KNOW he can do it#like i know he can and i really feel like tomorrow is the day for it#however i am very very scared that the more i keep thinking about it and saying it the more i am jinxing it#like i’m literally imagining everything that could possibly go wrong#but i’m also beautifully imagining the way that oscar is going to get a perfect start and overtake lando (so sorry lando)#and build a big enough gap to where he can win the race#i need the mclaren pitwall to lock the fuck in today like i am nowhere near joking when i say i will start hysterically sobbing#if they fuck it up#alternatively i will start hysterically sobbing if oscar/lando wins so really theres no winning for me in that sense#but also i cannot even imagine the amount of pressure that both lando and oscar must be under right now#like i do not know how they do it because imagining it is further making me sick#me when i develop an anxious attachment style to two drivers and also an entire sport#lol#didnt have that on my 2024 bingo#anyway so im lraying to fucking god that the race goes okay because otherwise im killing myself#and i think i am perfectly valid in saying that#im also getting lunch with my two other friends who watch f1 a few hours after the race tomorrow#so regardless the race is going to be talked about but it will very much vary oh whether or not its good or bad#anyway im going to stop talking about this now because ive been doing nothing but talking about it all day#and i like genuinely need to shut the fuck up#SO i am going to hopefully go to sleep#we’ll see how this ends up going for me#lacey talks
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welp, looks like i may be moving fam
#trying not to panic#trying to focus on the exciting things#it may not happen immediately but it would be practical for my new job#HOWEVER. my synagogue.#i would still be able to drive back for services & stay at my parents house overnight for especially early/late services#but i am. somewhat stressed.#like yes my synagogue still does zoom as well but i don’t want to be limited to that#i know we have congregants who have moved literally hundreds of miles away & still attend on zoom so it’s not unheard of#but i Need to be in person for the high holidays i just do not want to be on fucking zoom for that#there will be a closer synagogue#our sister synagogue actually#& i’m sure they’re great!!#but they’re not my synagogue 😭#anyway i need to stop anxiety spiraling about this it’s Not That Far Away#literally people make this commute all the time#people make longer commutes than this#and it might not happen! i might not move! i might just end up commuting instead of moving closer!#but to do that i’ll have to decide how i feel about driving on a freeway every day!#we’ll just fricking see!
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0 days since bringing myself to tears writing something for Overmorrow
#roadie rambles#(a LOT. the brainrot is winning today)#overmorrow tfs#project E#oh you beast of a project you. already causing me pain this early on…#sat down and hashed out a bunch of dialogue without really planning to today#since I write out of order I don’t always know what I’m gonna end up working on/having inspiration for#so I just let my head go at it#and whaddya know. it was one of the emotional scenes#I worked on some other parts too but this was a /very/ important scene so it was nice to get some of it down#so anyway I cried 💅 again 💅 which is really great bc I was so immersed I didn’t even realize how emotional it made me#(having the playlist on Did Not help)#I think this is the kinda story that needs to move me first before I can even think of showing it to anyone else#and by that I mean I need to pretend I didn’t write it and see if I’m able to feel the weight of it still#as long as it’s making me feel deeply and making me /think/ that’s my indicator that I’m on the right path#…then again. it doesn’t take much to make me feel and think so we’ll see if this idea of mine holds any merit 😅#did I mention that I. still don’t quite know what I’m doing#I’ve only got the pieces of this puzzle…but each day the picture becomes a lil clearer#okay that’s it for my word vomit; writing tumblr tags is so cathartic#thanks for reading! 🫶#overmorrow misc
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updates, because I live blog everything: saw him for the first time in like a month, first thing he did was go to hug me (kind of a half hug but god he hadn’t done that in so long) and I feel pretty good about most of our interactions, I’m always looking for reasons to feel bad but honestly. for the most part it felt really good. like not because he likes me (because he doesn’t) but because things are finally friendly and good again with us. I’m still me so I’m awkward but held my own in the group setting pretty well I think. I wanted to see him so badly and I did and overall I feel good. things are always subject to change and I don’t want to jinx anything so that’s all I’ll say. it felt nice.
#isabel talks#standing by and waiting at your back door#like at the beginning of the year things. weren’t pleasant between us#nothing was ever said but I’m sure he knew I liked him and he just handled it so poorly#and it was just cold and awkward and weird#and even though they improved this past semester until the end Id resigned myself to things being just. forever awkward and bad#and they’re not perfect clearly#I don’t think I’d say we’re /friends/ but it’s friendly and not just teammates or acquaintances#casual friends at best maybe#but it feels so much better#like from around the time I think he found out up until his breakup there were no hugs. nothing even close#and I’m afraid because I’m going to flirt and shoot my shot (I would’ve flirted more if we weren’t all outside in the dark)#and I don’t want to go through that whole thing again#but……. he’s a risk worth taking I think#and it’ll always kill me not knowing bc I never gave myself a real shot with him#so. yeah#I’m afraid of inserting myself where I’m unwanted but. we’ll see how things go#but I fell back into my bed giggling when I got home and that hasn’t happened in a long long time
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keep typing out posts and rewriting bc everything I’m trying to say doesn’t feel right and I’m scared but at least typing it out usually helps in a small way anyway 🙃👍🏽
#even this post had a wall of tags that I ended up deciding still wasn’t worth it#just hard to judge anything rn so I feel stuck but I’ll just keep trying to get a feel for things from moots I guess#it was just me unsure if I can even post bylerween things in time and scared to post art when I was finally for once finding a rhythm#and how frustrated I am at some people (not moots) but can’t discuss it so idk why I brought it up when I was typing it out before#I am just not vibing with state of shock impulsivity and hostility it’s not for me#but like can I even say that yknow did I make disappointed enemies in one sentence idk bro!! I don’t mean to if I do!!#so I thought maybe I’d take a break but I neverrrr take breaks not even last yr when sttwt was disgusting so woof. but we’ll see#oh look the wall of tags are back!! she cannot be stopped 💃🏽
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