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alxclaremont · 4 months ago

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there are two wolves inside of you: one feels impending doom at the thought of tomorrow’s race. the other feels immensely hopeful that oscar will get his first win tomorrow or at the very least a mclaren 1-2. you are a formula one fan.

#i’m literally about to fucking throw up #this race doesnt even start for another 8 hours but i feel actually sick #like this is keeping me up #(yes i have a TOTALLY normal and healthy relationship with this sport)#you guys literally dont even understand the ways of which i need oscar to get his first win tomorrow #like i can literally feel it in my bones i just KNOW he can do it #like i know he can and i really feel like tomorrow is the day for it #however i am very very scared that the more i keep thinking about it and saying it the more i am jinxing it #like i’m literally imagining everything that could possibly go wrong #but i’m also beautifully imagining the way that oscar is going to get a perfect start and overtake lando (so sorry lando)#and build a big enough gap to where he can win the race #i need the mclaren pitwall to lock the fuck in today like i am nowhere near joking when i say i will start hysterically sobbing #if they fuck it up #alternatively i will start hysterically sobbing if oscar/lando wins so really theres no winning for me in that sense #but also i cannot even imagine the amount of pressure that both lando and oscar must be under right now #like i do not know how they do it because imagining it is further making me sick #me when i develop an anxious attachment style to two drivers and also an entire sport #lol #didnt have that on my 2024 bingo #anyway so im lraying to fucking god that the race goes okay because otherwise im killing myself #and i think i am perfectly valid in saying that #im also getting lunch with my two other friends who watch f1 a few hours after the race tomorrow #so regardless the race is going to be talked about but it will very much vary oh whether or not its good or bad #anyway im going to stop talking about this now because ive been doing nothing but talking about it all day #and i like genuinely need to shut the fuck up #SO i am going to hopefully go to sleep #we’ll see how this ends up going for me #lacey talks

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