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i feel rly sad and conflicted abt one of my best friends on earth but idk who to ask for advice bc i usually would have consulted her in this situation lmao
#shes cool and i dont want to lose her and i know Logically i love her but atm i feel so strange towards her#and idk what to do abt it bc i know in the past ive like...over-communicated a lot and over the last few yrs ive been trying to not do that#bc thats an anxious impulse i think .so like . self control#AND IMPORTANTLY . i may actually be the problem here ?? ok again i love her i dont want to lose her etc but basically ive noticed a pattern#which is that whenever she gets a bf/a man (even fwb) in her life she basically stops talking to me and the limited interactions we do have#become abt him. and while i support her it is acc too much. like we barely talked while she was w her ex bf until he became abusive and#then we talked a lottt like all our convos understandably were abt him . and then when they broke up we kept hanging out so i didnt rly see#the pattern there but still she seemed to centre men a lot in her life like sbe was excited to not date and find herself and then#immediately afterwards started seeing this other guy with whom shes basically in a relationship now#hes nice and all but like . HES ALL SHE TALKS ABT . actually we barely talk atp but when we do its abt him#she sends me reels sometimes but its all abt being jealous abt him etc . and shes bi but she said she doesnt like the idea of dating women#bc theyre scary . and i thought she was kidding in the ohhh women r so beautiful that theyre intimidating way but no she was being entirely#fr . she explained jts bc she was bullied by a girl in the past but like...bro ur ex bf literally abused you like surely you see men are#capable of just as much harm? but obvs who she dates is her own choice . but anyway she has consistently made plans w me then cancelled the#like an hr before . or asked to call me and then proceeded to not do so . when i ask her to meet/call its the same she just doesnt respond#or she cancels ? and while i understand anxiety sucks it feels SO WEIRD STILL . maybe im the problem slightly too bc ik i have no right to#feel this way but it rubs me the wrong way that ik she has so much time to spend w him/calls him all the time despite meeting him just a fe#months ago whereas i just have to like ...be ok w not actually having talked to her for a long time#its gotten to the point where when she says do you wanna meet/call i automatically respond yes and then just assume it doesnt happen . like#there have been several times over the past few months i double booked plans over when we were supposed to call/meet bc i was sure she#wouldnt show up and ive been right each time#like she sends me texts that she misses me or im her best friend etc etc occasionally and then acts rly . contrary to that ?#ive talked to her abt the issue w cancelling on me twice btw. when i was still dating the situationship person she would get sooo mad at#them for not respecting my time and shed tell me i deserve better etc etc and then like . she doesnt seem to respect my time at all#anyway she said she understand and she admits to like...being flaky etc but does nothing abt it#and its not like i can tell her to stop caring so much abt men bc we sorta had convos like that b4 she got This involved w this guy#and apparently it did nothing and the last thing i want is to police her relationships or get in her way#its just AUSHD AUGH#anyway i rly miss her it just doesnt feel the same at all anymore
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wip thing...
of my bg3 avatar hellebore. i also did some casual nude studies of my 3 characters which i'll put under a cut... rather unlike me after all. (so WARNING for abrupt non-sexual full Artistic nudity lol...,,,,) (< won't be making a habit of this)
they mean the world to me
#bg3 spoilers#?? idk. gith look so..Emaciated. And long. i guess we don't eat on the astral plane :) anyway..well..too much to say.....#it is very very very depressing having to live in the Real World after that final playthrough meant so very much to me.#i normally feel Hope & suchlike after finishing a highly immersive emotional game..but it's too hard this time and it hurtsssss lol yippee#i appreciate bg3 very much for being a place where i could access the concept of nudity & such like in a way that finally felt comfortable.#bodies are inherently non-sexual. they just Are a Fact of Life. this game being NORMAL about nudity from the character creation screen#makes it possible for someone like me to actually have a chance at accessing sensuality in a way that feels comfortable from there.#dont feel like putting it into words further. im ace. just very grateful to this game. even despite the horrors i will never ever forget it#augoh..gugf.. want to go back. my friends & love are in there.....i'm supposed to just move on? in the real world??? THIS place???? UHH????#my characters canonically look like that too!! i see them as intersex and not so much trans. They just look that way.#Diversity win!!! the people who enacted horrors upon you and are trying to kill you again respect your pronouns!!!! <3#I FAILED HONOUR MODE IN THE STUPIDEST WAY POSSIBLE..ACCIDENTALLY TOUCHED AN ITEM. MY LOVER TOUCHED SOME BLOOD-TOUCHED RAG ITEM @ THE CRECHE#AND MY PEOPLE MASSACRED US... YOU BELOVED PRAT. OF COURSE IT WOULD BE YOU AND IN THIS WAY#grateful for love triangle chaos...INTENSE EX DRAMA... IT HAD MAJOR REPURCUSSIONS THIS TIME...ohh so very much happened ohh my dear#truly don't know how to face the Real World now for real. I Don't Know. something has snapped. ive realised twt just makes me feel sad lol#if something in my spare time isn't at least half as fun as bg3....like.. it's not good enough. god we only have one wild and precious life#being Online makes me feel a loneliness so wretched and painful and horrible i really don't think this is the answer.#Why did you even start drawing in the first place? Why did you start this?#For real..the need to work this out and decide what on earth i'm going to do now has presented itself. Why try to get better..why be online#someone who has an imagination that can keep them so happy and fulfilled...has no business also feeling a loneliness as profound as this.#why was someone THIS introverted and withdrawn and anxious also cursed with such a restlessness?#What are you going to DO now? because hellebore and their lover are fine....... So what about you...?#hellebore..đđ AUUGHH!! I JUST WANT TO GO TO MY BED IN THE INN...PLAY ON MY VIOLIN THAT'S WHAT I'D DO!!!! i'd drink some ALE DAMNIT!!!!!#i was rereading My Lesbian Experience With Loneliness- the only time i've seen this level of emotional isolation depicted-and was grateful.#but then i read her latest book and now she has a debilitating substance abuse situation and it's upsetting.#I hope she finds what she was looking for. I hope we all make it. kind of wild that i dont do such major self-sabotage at this point myself#I truly think anyone who manages to find dear friends and achieve fulfillment and happiness with others outside themselves are amazing.#I see it happen from my tower. i hope we all make it. I hope we can make it through everything to come.#Why did i say all this on drawings of my characters naked. ah who even cares any more......
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@lesharl-eclair here is the vettonso timeline I mentioned at some point!! I was gonna make a more refined version but ah, the original is fine so I'm posting it for you <3
Its written so its as if their careers began at the same time. There's obviously some parts where they deviate from each other(I blame Fernando), but they're pretty similar, no??
Here's some notes I have:
They both started at technically the same team(if you ignore that Seb raced one race for Sauber): Minardi/STR. And they spent 3 seasons either racing for that team or testing(Fernando for Renault, Seb for BMW teams), before being promoted to the team where they won their respective WDCS.
They both spent six seasons with their WDC team. And both won their WDCs using Renault engines. Both were pretty much the golden boys of their teams, beloved by their team principal and team in general. Unfortunately both aren't consecutive because Fernando tried out McLaren lol.
They spent a similar amount of years at Ferrari(five and six respectively.) Neither could win a WDC with Ferrai(đ) And both joined Ferrari in a very similar way. When Fernando joined, he ousted Kimi and it was very uncertain where Kimi was going. I think the commentators in 2009 predicted McLaren? (But he ended up taking a sabbatical obv.) But pretty messy, right? The literal same exact thing happened with Fernando and Seb in 2014-2015. They finally announced at the end of the season, even though it was pretty obvious, that Seb would be replacing Fernando. And where did Fernando go? McLaren! The history book on the shelf is always repeating itself. I guess I find it funny that Fernando replaced his former rival under somewhat messy circumstances, only for his other rival to do the exact same thing to him years later.
Okay McHonda and Alpine blah blah blah. Anyways they're probably going to have both end up competing their careers after two years with Aston Martin. This honestly is my favorite parallel. Because it's very sweet to me that Seb replaced Fernando, in an aforementioned messy way, only for Fernando to take Seb's seat in a very peaceful, almost "passing the torch" type exchange đ„°
#blah blah blah theyre mirrors do you get it đ„ș#i was gonna make one where i took our mclaren and alpine bcs they pretty much match up perfectly#but ig it feels a bit weird to just rip them out of his timeline yknow#i think they still match up regardless of that though#and im sure Fernando prob wouldnt mind too much removing both from his history đ#i love how kimi is just there as well for both the ferrari replacements#like he was there to be the pawn in fernando's and then there to be the unaffected teammate during the second one đ#see actually this is why we never got them as teammates#it wouldnt make sense for the mirror theory okay đ#cause they have the same career but just a little bit offset#so you can look at it and go wow! and then cry yourself to sleep bcs you then realize you'll never get them as teammates#haha i just bought some merch and they're both in aston racesuits so at least *I'll* have vettonso teammates on a personal level#but i think if i ever draw more of that timeswap au +#i wanna draw them together when they were each at the respective parts of their career#ex. minardi nando x str seb. renault nando x rbr seb. sf nando x sf seb. amr nando x amr seb. YKNOW!?#<- ive already thought of some silly dialog for two of them lmao#anyways this is my thesis thanks. hope you enjoy and agree <3#catie.rambling.txt#vettonso#normal posts that catie normally makes in a normal fashion
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everyone is sooo in love with vakori on account of le is so cool and smart and deeply pragmatic and is also completely batshit insane
#oc#monochrome#sketch#velan#vakori#rocaim#rocaim and vakori are rex and taz and adder and silas's parents#adder and silas get their looks from vakori; rex and taz to a slightly lesser degree get it from rocaim#rex specifically is like a sharper clone of him. fucks velan up all the time because their personalities are completely totally different#rocaim was very like. gentle and understanding. good with kids and well-liked by basically everyone. a very effective mediator#rex is obviously none of those things lmao. every time he says something particularly insensitive it surprises her for like six years runni#anyway rocaim is in love wtih vakori. velan is in love with vakori. vakori is aro as they come but insanely pragmatic#like. ok le's based loosely off my ex. like. so le's SCARY pragmatic. so fucking cool about it everyone with a brain is specifically like#'woag oh my god le's so pragmatic im in love with her'. anyway eventually le's like 'hi rocaim. here are the objective reasons that i think#that if we got married it would mean i had better standing and more power in the organization we're both committed to. would you be#opposed to possibly getting married with me on the grounds that it would get me respect and power' and rocaim. who is already head over#heels for ler specifically because le makes these kinds of decisions and sees with this kind of logic is like. Absolutely. 100%#then for the next four years of their formal engagement people keep taking rocaim aside and being like hey... i have bad news...#...that leya you're engaged to... le's not romantically interested in you the same way you're romantically interested in ler... le only#wants you because you're an Ath and le wants a voice in the interclan meetsings... and then when Rocaim is like yeah i know#thats why i want to marry ler isnt that like the sexiest fucking reasoning you've EVER heard. no one gets it but velan#who is also in love with ler for the same reasons but has no such claims to power#and who also is not equipped for a polycule nor willing to try to go behind rocaim's back because unfortunately for her. she is also in lov#with rocaim. me when im in love with my friend and my friend's wife and also i'm pretty sure they both reciprocate but they're both#married and i dont really know what to do about it and also all three of us are very Traditional and that is not the Tradition:#and then they both die and she never quite deals with that.#but she DOES get to raise their (surviving) kids :) most of whom are fucking nightmares#life is so difficult for velan. like actually#closerverse#cv
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I asked my friend to place drivers on a political map based on vibes:
#i asked my friend: f1 edition#ok so it all makes perfect sense once we explain it like itâs so good#it started with Carlos likes heâs so fiancĂ© like not innocent enough for boyfriend but not quite serious enough for husband but not an ex#seb is the fiancĂ© on ur wedding night like heâs sitting against the door talking all night bc he respects tradition but canât stay away#mick is just always ready to propose to you#Lewis is the worst type of situationship#chalres is the ex you never want to see again you loved him so much but you canât stay away from max or Pierre#Valtteri is the most devoted husband youâll ever see this man will love you forever once you have him#George is in the honeymoon phase like constantly he just loves talking ab the wedding so much and how it was so perfect#Daniel is the forever boyfriend like never gonna fully commit but youâll spend forever waiting for him to ask the question#Nicky is the most insecure and sweet boyfriend to exist like he loves going on dates but is too anxious to go any further like move in#Lando is the party boyfriend with Alex and Yuki like just for having fun sorta relationship#Checo is the fun easy going husband that still acts like ur dating but will hold you so tight at night you canât breathe#lewis hamilton#max verstappen#charles lecrelc#Carlos Sainz#sebastian vettel#daniel ricciardo#lando norris#valtteri bottas#george russell#checo perez#nicholas latifi#mick schumacher#alex albon#yuki tsunoda
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#ok nvm making my own post specifically for the people who find themselves bffs with the old ladies at their office#my two 70-something coworkers will take me out to shows and dinner I fucking love it#they respect my pronouns too and always talk to me about ânew trans factsâ they learned and itâs cute to me#my one coworker got really excited about a new trans doc on Netflix and wanted me to come over and watch it with her LOL#and the both of them want to travel with me to see our other ex nby coworker hehe#n e Wayz their cute and we buy each other candy and cute holiday cards and I love old ladies
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i feel like my friends are ghosting me..
#my partner and i stopped dating so theyre my ex now#but it was mutual and we talked and we're still good friends#it was literally so logical too like im asexual theyre very much not#im very romantic they think theyre aro or at least demiro#we we're on opposite sides of the spectrum#and they just couldn't develop long lasting romantic feelings for me and i was okay that#still am#just bc you dont love romantically doesnt mean you cant love#but they just liked me as a friend and i respect that#plus i myself was debating the continuation of the relationship due to this a month before they brought it up#im an overthinker thats the only reason it took so long#main point: they were kimda my link to this certain group#of really great ppl! i love them a lot#and they talk to me and think of me#but i never get invited to hang outs#i see texts in the group chat that say âcant make it have fun tonightâ#and i have no idea what theyre talking abt#i feel ghosted#and i really hope its not bc me and this person stopped dating#bc ive made sure they all know it was mutual and we are still friends#its literally just the same but no kissing or holding hands anymore#like nothing really changed yk?#i get theyre closer that's not an issue#but im friends with them too#a larger friend group hangout and i dont even hear of it#im not trying to say i should be privy to all plans no#im just saying as a friend i feel left out#longevity of friendships shouldn't matter in that kind of situation#right?#am i just being a pissy boy?
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Itâs a small field so I will be hunted for sport if I spill anything recognizable. But letâs just say that out of the few women in the industry, many are lesbians, and despite the options being so limited and comprised entirely of people you have or will likely be stuck on a metal prison in the ocean with at some point, boy do a lot of my fellow butches on the water cannot help sampling all of those options at once. I would trust many of them with my life but none with my heart or even one night of fun because the dating charts look like the drawer where I keep the yarn Iâm afraid to try and untangle.
#and itâs not some fun free love situation#weâre talking cheat on each other so much you switch partners and then resume cheating on that former affair partner now girlfriend#with the ex that you broke up with due to the cheating and who is now dating your best friend that she used to cheat on you with#but donât worry because that bestie is now sleeping with your new girl so eventually we reach a point where everyone is to blame#and so I can just sit from the sideline listening to the drama and tears while secure in the knowledge that my sweetheart may be far away#but at least weâre committed to each other#and even when theyâre wise enough not to mess around with colleagues theyâre still treating other girls so bad#my shipmate - great in all other respects but SUCH a fuckboy - once ghosted a girl after sheâd travelled EIGHT HOURS#to come see her at our port of call. that poor girl travelled all that way to hang out for one day and then as soon as she went back home#radio silence from my shipmate#who told me that sheâd cut off contact with her because⊠the girl had told her âI love youâ as she left#and that was just too much.#SHE TRAVELLED EIGHT HOURS!!#(disclaimer that I changed some of the details of these stories because again. small field.)
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i'm begging for that ex!charles fic. ex!trope is always a must
comeback - cl16
summary: charles and yn break up after seven years together and they also break everyoneâs hearts. did they find their way back to each other?
folkie radio: silly little smau for the end of the summer break! i hope you like this, i love the ex trope
MASTERLIST | MY PATREON
2023
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yourinstagram 7 years with my love đ„č to celebrate, hereâs a picture of us circa our last year of high school when we were just little babies. i love you @/charles_leclerc đ€
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username1 AWEEEE
username2 THE CUTEST EVERRR
pascale_leclerc Mes bĂ©bĂ©s â€ïž â„ïž by author
username3 THE STANDARD
username4 BABY CHARLIEEE MY HEART
landonorris I want what you have â„ïž by author, charles_leclerc
lorenzotl Did I take that picture?
âł charles_leclerc Most likely
âł yourinstagram our personal photographer since forever
username5 the real high school sweethearts i canât wait for their wedding â„ïž by author
charles_leclerc Best seven years ever. Je tâaime â€ïž â„ïž by author
âł yourinstagram i love you forever đ€đ€
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charles_leclerc Happy birthday to mon amour @/yourinstagram â€ïž Seven years celebrating with you and I wouldnât have it any other way, I hope I made you happy today, I love you
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username1 HAPPY BDAYYYY YN
username2 istg this couple is everything to me
carlossainz55 Happy birthday @/yourinstagram đ â„ïž by author, yourinstagram
username3 BDAY PROPOSAL??
âł username1 lmfao we wish
pierregasly Best party ever ! â„ïž by author, francisca.cgomes, lancestroll, yourinstagram
scuderiaferrari Happy birthday to the Ferrari girl â€ïž â„ïž by author, yourinstagram
username4 if they ever break up iâll stop believing in love
arthur_leclerc Love you both ! â„ïž by author, yourinstagram
landonorris Iâm still drunk
âł charles_leclerc This is no surprise to anyone
âł username1 HEEELP
yourinstagram you always make me happy, i love you đ€ â„ïž by author
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charles_leclerc and yourinstagtam After seven wonderful years together, we have made the difficult decision to end our romantic relationship. This was a mutual agreement and one made thinking about what was best for each other. While we may be going our separate ways romantically, we want to emphasize that our bond remains strong. We still share a deep friendship and hold a tremendous amount of love and respect for each other.
We kindly request that neither of us be subjected to any hateful comments or speculation from the media or fans. We appreciate your respect for our privacy as we navigate this new chapter in our lives.
-Charles & YN
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username1 GOD PLEASE NOOOOOOO
username2 just fell to my knees
landonorris You will always remain as my favorite couple đ„Č
âł username1 LANDO NOW ITS NOT THE TIME
francisca.cgomes Love you both so much đ
âł username3 kika has been promoted to #1 wag now that yn is no longer in the picture
username3 well now my heart is broken
username4 i started reading this and i thought zayn was leaving one direction again
username5 THERES NO WAY THIS IS REAL. theyâre high school lovers charles always talked about yn being his first love SEVEN years together how did this happen
pierregasly â€ïž
username6 yn canât leave her wag status, i suggest she dates russell now
arthur_leclerc You will always be family @yourinstagtam đ«¶
âł username2 why did this make me cry
username8 seven years and no ring wow
username9 i hope we still see yn in the paddock from time to time :(((
username10 having major isa and carlos flashbacks
username11 this is so sad. how can you fall out of love with someone youâve shared nearly a decade with
username12 i will be crying forever over this
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username1 the fact that this is charlesâ car đ„Čđ„Č
username2 just in my char-yn heart
francisca.cgomes i miss you so much around here, any chance you could come soon? đ„č
âł yourinstagram is still too soon for that kiks :(
landonorris If you ever want to come to a race just let me know and Iâll send you some passes okay
âł yourinstagram youâre a cutie lan ty
leclerc_pascale Ma belle, We miss you so much â€ïž
âł yourinstagram â€ïžâ€ïž
2024
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charles_leclerc Testing doneeee.
Cannot wait for the first race of the season next week !
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username1 IM SO READYYYYYY
username2 FORZA CHARLES
scuderiaferrari We go again đ
username3 let this season be good iâm begging
carlossainz55 đ„đ„
username4 first season without yn (yes iâm still mourning)
username5 season of single charles
yourinstagram best of lucks đ€ you can do this â„ïž by author
âł username1 HUH???
âł username2 AM I READING THIS RIGHT?
âł username3 i had to triple check this wasnât a fake account
âł username4 YN BROKE PUBLIC NO CONTACT OMFG
âł username5 GET BACK TOGETHER WEâRE BEGGING
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username1 UM HELLO THE AUS GP IS TOMORROW?
username2 my delusional ass wants me to believe youâre going to the GP
francisca.cgomes IS THIS WHAT I THINK IT IS ???
âł yourinstagram đđ
âł yourinstagram itâs very lowkey tho, i donât want to be spotted so iâll be hiding in the corners
âł francisca.cgomes Donât care, weâre grabbing lunch together
landonorris You freaking muppet, you didnât fall me you were back in Percevalâs arms
âł yourinstagram because iâm not, lan
âł landonorris sure sure
charles_leclerc â€ïž
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f1gossip Charles Leclerc and ex girlfriend YN spotted together at the Australian GP
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username1 OMFGGGGGG
username2 AH I KNEW IT I KNEW IT
username3 THEYâRE BACK????
username4 please this was bound to happen there was no way they were breaking up for real after seven years
username5 it only took a year but WEâRE SO BACK
username6 yâall jumping into conclusions that theyâre back together but yn could just be hanging out there bc she loves f1
username7 sadly i donât think theyâre back together
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yourinstagram recents đ
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username1 my favorite dumps istg
username2 UMMM ARE WE ALL THINKING THE SAME THING
username3 ferrer jacket ? a man? miami? kika? YUP CHAR-YN IS BACK
francisca.cgomes Reunited and it feels so good đ€ â„ïž by author
âł yourinstagram love you forever
landonorris Absolutely heartbroken bc I didnât make it â„ïž by author
âł username1 hear me out, lando and yn đ
âł username2 wouldnât sound too crazy tbh
âł yourinstagram next time maybe!
username4 THATS CHARLES IN THE SECOND PIC JAHSIS I KNOW MY MAN
âł username3 thatâs also his jacket in the first pic
username5 GIRL ADDRESS THE RUMORS
arthur_leclerc Please bring cookies for dinner tonight â„ïž by author
âł username3 LIKE DINNER WITH THE LECLERCS ??
âł yourinstagram on it đ«Ą
username6 CHARLES IN THE LIKES ASWELL
username7 everyone assuming that sheâs back with charles have you ever heard about being friendly with your ex â„ïž by author
âł username2 liking this comment wonât fool us yn
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charlesandyn YN IS AT THE MONACO GRAND PRIX RIGHT NOW THIS IS NOT A DRILL !!!!!
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username1 AHHHHHH OMFG
username2 WITH MAMA PASCALE TOO
username3 THEY'RE SO BACK TOGETHER
username4 guys don't get your hopes up of course she was going to be there this is such a huge day
username5 she's still part of charles' life even tho they're not together anymore
username6 CHARYN IS SOOOO BACK
username7 LETS FCKING GO
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yourinstagram MONACO LOVES HIM BACK â€ïžđ€ we waited so long for this day, but it was all worth it. it has been a journey to watch you fight for this dream for so many years, and i feel honored to be part of it today. everyone is beyond proud of you, charlie. congratulations
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username1 OMFGGGGG
username2 MY HEART CANT TAKE THIS
username3 WE'RE SO BACKKKKK
lorenzotl đđđđ
username4 this is how a supportive ex looks like
username5 yn needed to be there for his monaco win iâm happy she still attended even tho theyâre not together
username6 THEYâRE SO BACK TOGETHER THEREâS NO WAY
landonorris Not me crying right now â„ïž by author
âł username1 me actually
âł username2 LANDO đđđ
username7 AH I JUST NEED THEM TO CONFIRM THEYâRE BACK TOGETHER
pascale_leclerc â€ïžâ€ïž
fracisca.cgomes BRAVO CHARLES đ
username8 as much as i want the rumors to be true this is just a healthy friendship after sharing so many years together
username9 donât give me âexes can be friendsâ bullshit THEYâRE TOGETHER
charles_leclerc â€ïž â„ïž by author
âł username1 DONT DO THIS TO US
âł username2 JUST CONFIRM IT
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charles_leclerc Half of the season done. Some ups like realizing a childhood dream in Monaco and some downs, but itâs time to rest and come back stronger for the second half. I canât wait to spend the holidays with some special people đ€
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username1 this picture is so iconic
username2 hi charles are you spending the holidays with your ex girlfriend hopefully your girlfriend again?? we would like to know
instagram have a great holiday king đ
scuderiaferrari Hereâs to a great second half of the season â€ïž
username3 ARE YOU AND YN BACK TOGETHER ???
username4 and when he spends the holidays with yn
username5 summer break means char-yn comeback i donât make the rules
pierregasly đđđ
username6 ignore this comment if you and yn are back together
username7 comment section full of char-yn comments GET A GRIP
yourinstagram đ â„ïž by author
âł username1 THERE SHE IS
âł username2 THEYRE SO BACK TOGETHER
âł username3 HARD LAUNCH HARD LAUNCH
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username1 BESTIE ARE YOU BACK WITH CHARLES??
username2 charlesâ yatch ?? đđ
arthur_leclerc I hate you guys for not taking me with you
âł yourinstagram romantic getaway sorry bro
iamrebeccad đ
charles_leclerc Come back here â€ïž
âł yourinstagram youâre so needy
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f1gossip đš CHARLES LECLERC AND YN SPOTTED ON A YATCH IN MALLORCA TODAY
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username1 OMFG
username2 I KNEW IT I KNEW ITTTT
username3 PRETENDS TO BE SHOCKED
username4 ABOUT DAMN TIME
username5 AHH im happy they got back together theyâre made for each other
username6 THE BEST COUPLE IS BACKKKKK
username7 THIS CURED MY DEPRESSION
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username1 AHHHHHH
username2 IM LOSING IT
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username3 THE TAYLOR LYRIC JUST KILL ME ALREADY
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username4 they found their way back to each other i could cry â„ïž by author
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username5 THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT WE NEEDED
landonorris MY PARENTS MY PARENTS â„ïž by author, charles_leclerc
âł username2 he just gets it
âł username3 lando was begging for this to happen
username6 THAT TWITTER ACCOUNT WAS RIGHT ALL THIS TIME
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charles_leclerc L'amour de ma vie. Forever â€ïž â„ïž by author
âł username1 AND IM CRYING AGAIN
âł username2 DONT BREAK UP EVER AGAIN
âł username3 theyâre the reason i believe in love
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username1 IâVE DIED AGAIN
username2 YES YES YES
username3 they even got a dog char-yn is stronger than ever
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landonorris If you need another one I can bark
âł username1 LANDO JUST STOP
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username4 NOW GET MARRIED
username5 came back stronger than ever fr
username6 HANG THIS IN THE LOUVRE
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username7 canât believe they were really broken up for over a year WHAT WERE THEY THINKING
lorenzotl We love you both
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im just going to ramble bc i need to but I donât wanna talk to my friends about it rn
If u read it, thank you for listening to me vent about me and my ex :-( my heart is still a little fragile over it
#so my ex dumped me in April bc he didnât see us having a happy future together#it actually fucking broke my heart and I was so numb for a week bc it was just out of left field#we met up a couple times and talked and he stood firm w his decision which I respect and he wanted to be friends#we ended up not being on each other social media and he kept pictures of us up for two months before changing everything#my pics are still on his fb profile and he still has an Instagram post of me up#but Iâve been thinking about how much I wanted to be w him#and I donât think I do anymore#I think Iâm over him#I miss the intimacy a friendship canât give me#I want someone who wants me regardless of how sad I get#it just really kind of blows my mind that Iâm finally letting him go#i loved him for five years#through thick and thin and everything in between#I just want a partner whoâs always going to love and choose me#I want them obsessed w me and loving on me always#I just want the love I give so badly :(#I loved him so deeply and I donât regret it#but#I will always always always love him so so much#and I know he doesnât think about me anymore and thatâs ok#but it does hurt to know five years weâre wasted loving someone who didnât even want to try to love me how I wanted#ugh#thank u for reading if you read this mess#the reason of this post is just to emphasize that i think im done waiting and hoping heâll find a way back into my life#josh and Angela are no more#and thatâs ok#angelarambles
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I'm so emotional about how Niko reacted to Charles forbidding them to come with him to hell
Because like... well, Crystal goes and actively seeks out her asshole ex who she only just got out of her head. Which says so much about how kind and caring and brave she is at heart and I love her for it but it doesn't ultimately end up being all that helpful to the situation at hand.
But Niko... it seems like Niko just passively accepts it. She knows she can't help with literal actual hell so she just stays behind and waits. And no one questions that. Everyone has always respected her ability to tap out of the scary adventures and that's lovely and if that was it that would be perfectly fine storytelling.
But it gets better. When Edwin and Charles return, we realize that she hasn't just been sitting and waiting. She realized that she couldn't help with Hell, so she looked ahead to what the next obstacle would be for her friends, and she looked at the Night Nurse and she realized there was a way she could help. So she sat with this woman who wanted to take away her friends and she played the fool and asked questions and convinced the night nurse to let her see the rules and regulations just to stop her chattering - knowing that if she could just find a loophole, she could buy them some time. So she dove into this book of regulations, and she found a loophole. She probably found a few, just in case the first didn't work.
And no one - not even the audience - realizes what she's done until it's done. It's brilliant and she makes it look easy. It's something only she can do, and it works with Charles' plan, even if he isn't trying to work with her.
Edwin might be book smart but Niko is the one who is willing to ask questions and listen to the answers. And the information she finds this way is always so critical.
I love her so much.
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dubcon, objectification, forced (?) threesome, f!reader
they say the best way to get over someone is to get under someone else.
ghost finds you ten months after your divorce, nursing a drink in a shithole of a pub. he doesnât consider himself a good man, licking the tears on your cheeks when he fucks you for the first time, ignoring your whines of how âitâs been a whileâ and youâre âtoo tight.â he doesnât like to keep birds around longer than a night, but something about how you wrap your leg around him in the morning makes him stay a little longer.
he lets you call him simon after you whine that you âcanât fuck him without knowing his name.â it takes a bit, but you get used to sleeping with someone who isnât your ex-husband. he calls you bird instead of sweetheart, love instead of darling and after a while, the word honey loses its significance. when simon tells you heâs military, you try to leave his bed, only for him to pull you by the thigh, apologizing with his tongue in your cunt. simon doesnât date and you arenât ready for it, content to stay in your respective apartments, living for his occasional half-smiles and usual gruff admonishments. its a bit new to simon - heâs used his camera app more in the past weeks than he has in years. always pictures of you: his cum on your tits, the bruises he leaves on your hips, a rare photo of you sleeping. he even lets you corral him into taking a cheesy mirror picture, his arms dwarfing your waist with his face tucked into your neck, your jawline exposed as you turn to kiss his cheek.
itâs two months later when you promise to cook him a meal for the first time, a sunday roast he hasnât tasted in years. âbetter not take too long, bird, âm starvinâ.â simon murmurs in your ear, hands squeezing your stomach and waist as you fumble with your keys. âiâve had it slow cooking before i left for yours last night. itâll put us in a food coma.â you finally put the key in the lock, turning it with force before simon decides to fuck you against the door. he dips to bite your neck, sending you into your apartment giggling, swatting him off you. the weight of your divorce is finally off your shoulders, happy butterflies fluttering in your stomach formed by simonâs continuous presence.
the butterflies die when you see a familiar pair of boots at your door.
âstay here.â you order simon, a change from your usual dynamic. you canât focus on his reaction, set on edge by the sounds of pots clanging in your kitchen. thereâs no point in creeping - he knows youâre here. you turn the corner and there he is - your ex husband. âyouâre just in time, sweetheart. nice âf you to make a roast.â
johnâs standing there like he owns the place, like he knows this kitchen heâs never been in. heâs boiling potatoes on the stove, keeping an eye on the slow cooker timer. heâs even poured himself a fucking drink, a scotch he had to have brought since all you have is wine and simonâs whiskey. all smug and entitled in his civvies, commanding the room like he pays your rent. he's still as handsome as ever, darker eye bags the only indication he's been losing sleep.
âwhat the fuck are you doing here, john?â john doesnât answer immediately, instead using a fork to test the potatoes. satisfied, he takes them off the burner and turns to the sink, dumping them out in a prepared strainer. ââs our anniversary, sweetheart. thought thatâs why you made the food.â you can sense simon still in the doorway, his presence unknown to your ex. it gives you strength, a guard dog at your back, and comfort that heâs letting you run this on your own. âour anniversary ended when we signed the papers. i donât know how you got in here, but you need to leave.â he frowns at you and it almost tugs at your heart strings. your brain conjures images of his coldness and constant distance, and you shut that down real fast. unfortunately, he doesnât get the memo. john takes a step closer, hands up like heâs approaching a wild animal. âhoney, i-â and thatâs when ghost steps out of the darkness.
thereâs a long pause. it boosts your ego a bit, showing john youâve moved on, until the silence is so long that you start to worry. you chance a look at simonâs face and find it confused, not at all the guard dog you thought he was. a glance at johnâs reveals the same. youâre about to ask your question when they answer it for you. âcaptain.â âlieutenant.â âwhat?â
the transformation happens in an instant. both men straighten to their full heights, wiping any emotion off their faces. their brows furrow as they flex their hands to control their instincts. how could you not see it before? simon only mentioned he was military, but the stamp of the SAS is clear as day. it was in the harsh lines he carried, a companionship with death, not unlike the one john had.
john started first, of course, always having to take control of the situation. âyou fuckinâ my lieutenant, sweetheart? miss me that much?â you rolled your eyes at his cruel words, inching closer to simon. âwhatever we do doesnât concern you.â you emphasized the âyouâ, spitting it out with venom. john hums low, making you nervous. you turn to simon, but he's quiet and calculating, communicating silently with his captain.
"didn't know you had a wife, sir." you answer before john can. "we divorced a year ago." john chimes in. "to the day, actually. she served me on our anniversary." simon looks down at you, the man you thought you knew now gone. his eyes are black pits, targeting you like you're prey. "that's cruel, bird." you sputter, backing into the kitchen cabinets. you walk until your back hits the sink, each man on either side of you. john has his arms crossed and head cocked to the side, like you're about to get chewed out by the school principal. simon looks...no longer human. unrestrained. whatever spark you two had has gone out, replaced by sheer loyalty to his captain. "show the captain what he's been missin', love. y've been starvin' him." he moves at lightning speed, picking you up and dropping you on the island counter, sunday roast long forgotten.
"simon?" he doesn't answer, scarred hands squeezing up and down your body as john watches from behind him, arms crossed and eyes searching. your mind is telling you one thing but your body wants another. some twisted part of your brain reminds you that john came to visit on your anniversary, even though you threw him out a year ago. simon's no better, coaxing your sweater off your torso, leaving you exposed in a lacy bra. your nipples harden and john sees, making a clicking noise with his tongue. "warm 'er up, lieutenant." simon obeys instantly, pulling down the cup of your bra to suck on your nipple. he's ravenous, no sunday roast in sight, and he's decided you're his meal instead. he sucks hard, a calloused hand reaching up to pull your other tit out so you're fully exposed to your two men. he squeezes it with reverence, rolling your nipple between his fingers as he sucks hard on the other one, not minding his own teeth.
it's dirty - watching john watch you. you hadn't fucked in the last months before the divorce. he was always too busy, on base or deployed, and you were so angry you couldn't let him near you. now, your ex-husband moves closer, taking in the sight of his lieutenant feasting. "miss me, sweetheart?" you shake your head on instinct. he sighs at your attitude. you're seated on the corner of the island, perfect for john to come up on your side, one large paw making its way towards your jaw, turning you towards him. "say it." you shake your head again. john sticks a thumb into your mouth, pushing against your teeth. you try to force him out, but simon bites your tit, making you gasp and let john in anyways. you suck his thumb defiantly, gazing at him with all the emotions you can't convey.
you look so pretty like this, john decides. laid out for his lieutenant, taking his orders as well as your emotions will allow. he decides to forgive you for your indiscretions with ghost - at least it was with one of his own men. they're practically an extension of himself. john hooks his thumb into the gap between your tongue and teeth and pulls, forcing you right into his space. "i reckon your cunt's nice an' wet, though. should i check? know she's missed me even if you won't admit it." your eyes go wide, giving him an answer he already knew. simon follows orders well, manhandling you into position by yanking off your jeans. there's a wet spot on the light fabric of your underwear. john can practically see your cunt clinging to it, begging for him to say hello.
"want ya to take 'em off y'self, bird." simon's finally speaking, the glaze in his eyes fading. he looks at you, then his captain, and it makes sense. how you're used to being led but refuse it all the same. how you're desperate for affection but won't date him because he's military. you're scarred from the chains of your marriage, so it only makes sense that he's the one you seek out - the opposite of husband material. more dog than human on his worst days. simon stares at you until you follow his command, meekly lifting up your hips as you take off your underwear. your cunt is sopping, in a way it only does when youâre ovulating, practically begging for it. your ex-husband whistles through his teeth like heâs praising a recruit. âknew sheâd be happy to see me. hullo, darling.â you canât find it in you to cringe. john starts running his fingers through your folds, inspecting, and all you can do is stare. stare at the veins in his forearm. stare at simon behind him, eyes trained on his captainâs movements. stare at the counter where your juices start to gather and wonder how the hell you got into this situation.
âpinch âer tit anâ watch âer flutter.â simonâs callous with his instructions but john follows them anyway, his unoccupied hand reaching up to pinch your nipple. you canât help the gasp that escapes you, the way your cunt flutters around johnâs fingers. he hums thoughtfully. john decides youâve been good, if not a bit quiet, and presses his thumb against your clit as a reward. he starts rubbing in that pattern that would get you off without fail during your marriage. he fits one finger into you easily as you grip the counter hard, the sudden sensation overwhelming. simon peers over his shoulder like a fucking scientist. ââf she gets bratty, i pull back the hood til she screams.â like your cuntâs a machine and they have the two pieces of its manual. johnâs movements are making you desperate, hips starting to buck against his fingers. he chuckles and adds another, not hiding a smile when you sigh in relief. simonâs hands come to your waist, helping you fuck yourself on priceâs fingers. it feels so wrong, having them barely listen to your pleas, and yet being under their watch is the most right youâve ever felt in your life. thatâs what brings your orgasm - not johnâs thick fingers on your cunt, his rough thumb in your clit - but two sets of hungry eyes on you, like youâre their last meal. john fucks you through your orgasm, simon not letting you out of his grasp until tears start to form, the embarrassment of your own wetness coming to the front of your mind. john slowly removes his fingers and brings them to simonâs mouth to taste, not satisfied until his lieutenant hums in agreement. the two men turn to you, naked save for your disheveled bra around your waist, somehow making the scene more depraved.
ââow âbout that roast, love?â simon murmurs gruffly.
good thing john never signed the divorce papers.
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More of the yandere monster???? Like their married life, him being such a cutie cutie and the reader is a willing person to his yandere tendencies. Like him physically fighting someone for flirting with her for .01 second and her just being đđ„°
Alright anon, seeing as this has once again resurfaced, I'll cover a little bit of marital life as per your suggestion. (I'm hoping you're referring to the older sibling monster)
Yandere! Monster Husband x Reader
A little change of plans and the wedding you've been kidnapped for continued without a hitch, except you married the monstrous sibling instead. Made for an awkward celebratory dinner, but no one dared to oppose the Beast.
Content: female reader, monster romance, mildly NSFW, saga of the monster hoe reader continues
[First part]
The next family dinner was quiet. You couldn't help but wonder if your horniness had gone too far, slowly chewing your food and occasionally peeking at the ex-groom with remorseful eyes. Poor guy, you thought. "Well, it's quite convenient, isn't it?" he finally said, breaking the silence. The cutlery sounds paused, and you lifted your gaze again. The man flashed you a radiant smile, which emphasized his handsome features even more. "I mean, we weren't sure we'd ever find a wife for my brother. He has a bit of an attitude, and even monsters are afraid of him. The only marriage attempt-" his speech was interrupted by a grunt, and you turned towards your monstrous boyfriend. The older sibling was frowning, visibly embarrassed. "Oh, I remember!" the mother of the siblings, a halfling herself, suddenly chuckled into her glass, taking a generous sip before continuing: "We'd arranged for a fellow monster to meet him, and the poor soul got so frightened she blended in with the background! Took us two days to find her! She came from a chameleon family, I recall."
Everyone at the table began to laugh and you joined, although with a mild annoyance tinged into your voice. So what, there was no reason for you to be plagued by guilt? You even refused a night escapade with your boyfriend until things "settled", as a way to be respectful towards the cucked party. All for naught. At least now you could be ravaged without further consequences. When the mother in law had pulled you aside hours earlier to make sure you weren't coerced into this arrangement, you had to hold back from crassly confessing you'd slurp her son empty of fluids at any hour of the day. Some things are better left untold.
Unfortunately, one detail couldn't be changed in time: the guest list. As this had been an event meant to strengthen the ties between humans, no one outside of the immediate family graced the venue with their monstrous presence. Many guests were intrigued by the outcome of the affair, terribly curious to see the famed wife-to-be of the gruesome, feared Head of the royal army. Even more so once they discovered it was a regular human by all means. "Fascinating!", the old ladies would occasionally cry out, clutching the plump, expensive pearls adorning their necks. You had to frequently excuse yourself in order to dodge the rather indecent questions regarding your relationship. Except when you did manage to sneak away, one of the younger men of names and titles you never registered would approach you for a dance. "Truly a pitiful matter", they'd whisper much too close to your ear. "You would've made a lovely bride for a fellow human."
"You're unexpectedly calm about this", the prince mentioned to his older brother at some point during the wedding night. "Are you not bothered by all the acquaintances flocking to your bride?" The monster shook his head with a sigh. He hadn't known you for that long yet, but one thing he was certain of: it's not humans he needed to fear.
Indeed, having a wife with a monster kink is particularly challenging when most of the husband's work involves similar creatures. The first months after the marriage were stalked by the insidious doubt that his luck was just that: mere coincidence. Would you have displayed the same interest had he not been the only beast at the table? Would you still pick him in a room full of monsters? Such questions followed him each day, feeding into an ever-growing jealousy.
"What are you doing here!", he exclaimed in despair once he noticed your arrival at his training camp. "You forgot your lunch", you explained, eyebrows raised in confusion. Oh, for fuck's sake. He quickly pulled you away, glaring at the subordinates startled by the commotion. They must've been eyeing (Y/N) like rabid dogs, he thought. Next thing you know, you'll be scooped away by some horned scoundrel. He can't have that.
Initially, the rage-filled, obsession-driven fuck you'd receive almost daily was welcomed with shameless begging. The way your monster husband would pin you down under his claws and thrust into you so hard, you could see its movement in waves across your stomach. The way he'd forcefully spread your legs, hungrily sinking his nails into the soft flesh of your thighs and gnawing your shoulders in delirious need. The tears that sheepishly formed in the corners of your hooded eyes would only incite him more. "Bite onto my hand if you can't take it anymore", he'd coo without stopping. As much as you liked to be left a limp, drooling mess, the soreness grew unbearable. Enough was enough when you found yourself carrying a cushion to sit down on any surface.
"Listen, we need to have a talk." You greeted him solemnly once he returned from his military duties. Oh, no. Absolutely not. The monstrous husband bit his lips in panic, immediately going through a mental list of all his subordinates. Or was it someone in the family that slithered their way into your heart? Is that what it was about, that you'd found a different creature? No matter, you weren't going anywhere. "I don't want to hear about it", he declared dramatically. "I have a bruised cervix!" you shouted in disbelief. "Huh?" He stared at you. "It hurts even when I lay down, man. You have to tone it down. At least for a little while."
Ah. Awkward. You noticed his flinch, and patted the empty seat next to you. "What did you think I was going to say?" The bench groaned under the weight of his gargantuan body. Hands folded in his lap like a punished schoolboy, your husband began to narrate the tale of his seething envy and frenzied passion for you. You must understand, he's never cared for anyone as much. To hell with duty and honor, he would kill his own father if his touch on you lingered one second longer than permitted. "Alright, but you must control yourself a little", you reminded him gently. "Never, my urge to obliterate any threat in my path is insatiable", he concluded with vehemence. "Yes, yes, that I understand. The sex, I mean", you gesticulated. "Of course. My apologies, I got sidetracked."
Somehow, he didn't expect to leave this conversation with a cathartic approval of his possessiveness. "Surely you must be upset by my fanatical behavior", he suggested meekly. "Oh no, it's part of your charm", you reassured him with a smile. "It's just not that sustainable in bed without the occasional break." You pat your stomach to express your misfortune.
Sadly, your monster fucking dreams must adhere to the laws of biology.
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if you read this and the first post, I sincerely apologize. youâre getting a hard look at the deepest recesses of my mind, open agape and oozing my most vulnerable thoughts I could ever reveal. theyâre words that I need to be said, written. I find I donât ever learn my lesson unless I talk about it. so, I hope those who care enough to read are receptive.
#she starts not responding as much#she gets a new job. sheâs getting busier#sheâs bad at communicating though. she told me herself#I respect it. I still text her but I donât expect a response right away. thatâs the mature thing to do right? weâre grown!#I wasnât sure to what extent she meant that. keep that in your back pocket for later in the notes#anyway flash forward to THIS WEEK. I see her post a tiktok of this guy who looked somewhat like her soon-to-be ex husband.#in the caption she calls him her handsome sweet boy and that she needed no one else#my heart: eviscerated. I am about to faint. I am serious as a heart attack in saying all of this.#regardless of whom I may have mistaken this man for. it wasnât me. and while we never made time to discuss what we wanted to be#or anything in regards to relationships#aside from us calling each other babe and saying we love each other. feel it needs to be stated: she started it. it doesnât matter much#I loved her too. I didnât realize how much I still loved her until we started talking again. it hit deep upon realization#on mobile so canât read the tags fully so idk where Iâm at. I confront her on it after she says sheâs been on a âaffection bender#crux of the whole shit is I told her I donât want a relationship if sheâs gonna post her side piece on tiktok. much less see other men#it hurts sheâs would do that. but. I extend empathy. I always will.#sheâs not in a great spot. she seems somewhat mentally unstable. sheâs on the autism spectrum I learned. manic depressive 2 if memory serves#I loved her all the same. I think I always will. itâs hard not to. Iâm convinced sheâs my soul mate#but how do I know that. thatâs just intuition. and what kind of soulmate? there are 4 kinds and she may be the type to teach me a lesson#anyway. back to being the lost soul I already was. time to snap out of my delusion and get back to the grindstone#maybe thatâs where Iâll find my purpose. and kindle the love for life that romance and partnership likely never will#it seems like a perilous journey. that didnât deter me before#I shouldnât worry so much#thereâs freedom in knowing it wonât get better. even more so Iâm letting go of expectation#Iâm fucking kidding myself. if I could Iâd spend the rest of my life with her and thatâs just how I feel. and Iâll love her and care for her#valiant efforts to do so at the very least.#I would dead serious uproot my life in Georgia and move to Cali to be with her. at the drop of a pen Iâll be going breakneck speed down I-10#just to feel her pelt my face with spit while she holds hands with the sweet boy she met.#I am a deeply depraven creature starved of any intimate connection. the one woman I know I could have that with doesnât want me.#and Iâll let it go. I have to. there has to be more. Iâm worthy and I know it.#itâs hard to internalize and know that. thatâs where the work needs to be done.
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#something that still breaks my heart is that I once took my ex to my towns community garden cause she was new to town and had never been#she liked it and for some reason we both decided to grab a small piece of aloe vera and both decided it was a mistake lol#so I ended up going back to the garden by myself and I painted âi love [redacted] on a bench and also painted her a big heart rock#I hid the rock so sheâd have to find it and told her there was a surprise for her at the garden#she said she would go and look for it and etc#but she never did and so why i am I still in love with a person that couldnt take time to go to the garden for meâŠ#might sound silly but I had really wanted her to find the rock and see what I wrote for her#the entirety of our relationship was based on sacrificing my own time to cater around her schedule#I do believe she genuinely loved me but she also told a huge lie and made me feel like I was just another thing in her schedule#we would only be able to see each other once a week bc sheâs poly and was in another relationship as well#so like. the fact that she also didnât have the respect to even communicate with me and legit ended up ghosting me just really#hurts#and she doesnât even know because I had to break up with her because she ghosted me out of her life#I was never a priority and I hate that I put myself through that while I just chose to believe this insane lie right off the bat#basically she lied about why she was arrested the day we were supposed to have a date#I just#Idek anymore#but I still care for her#canât stop thinking about her lately and itâs crushing me#personal
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fuck your ex - TEASER
đ starring. Choi Seungcheol & Kim Mingyu x afab!Reader
đź preview. âCuddles donât hurt either,â Mingyu muses, pulling you to his chest. âIf we get to your bedroom and you decide you just want someone to be with, Iâm not going to pressure you. I know I said the best way to get over someone is to get under someone else, but, skin to skin contact - even if itâs not sexual - can be an amazing way to get over an ex too.â
tw/cw. Protected sex, unprotected sex, pussy eating, fingering, hand job, dry humping, grinding, foreplay, threesome, bathroom sex, using a shower head as a vibrator, multiple sex scenes, multiple reader orgasms, slight cum kink, Cheol cumâs on readerâs chest, size kink, dirty talk, praise, etc⊠I pet names: (hers) baby.
đč rating.18+ explicit I wc. 7.3kÂ
đ aus. Non idol au, cop au, poly au, etcâŠ
âïž mlist + an. I know cops are a touchy subject, but I've had this idea for months, and I figured it's fan fiction so hopefully it's just a fun au :)
âAnyways, I bet youâre wondering about the conditions that make threesomes work,â Seungcheol sighs, returning to the topic at hand.
âIâll admit, Iâm curious. When you and Mingyu gave me your numbers, you did say I could have both of you if I wanted.â
âYou still can, but I wouldnât be shocked if you wanted to stick it with Mingyu. It wouldnât offend me. Heâs better with girls than I am.â You love how direct Seungcheol is about this, and it shows a good sense of self for him to be able to admit heâs not as much of a lady killer as his friend.
âWhy do you think heâs better with girls?â you inquire.
âMost girls like that whole puppy dog thing. Heâs a giver, and I respect that.â
âAnd youâre not a giver?â you toy, cocking a brow.
âMore of a taker really,â Seungcheol admits, flashing you a grin. âIf youâre interested in that sort of thing.â
âHonestly?â You let out a sigh, relaxing back against the booth. âThat might be just what I need right now.â
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