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my mama died today??? what the fuck!!!!!!!!????
#i. don't know what to do#i feel insane#it was. not expected#she was out in service and just#didn't come home.......#what the fuuuuuck#we had our differences but#she wqs still my mama#ohhhhhhmy god#she was only in her 40s???????????#HOW CAN THIS JUST HAPPEN#i wanted her to get out so basly#she gave her whole life for a cult#ohhhh fuckkkk#sorry for my language but i'm so confused and huet and scared and i miss her already
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Katniss is such an unreliable narrator. She says "Then something unexpected happens. At least, I don't expect it because I don't think of District 12 as a place that cares about me" girl you deliver strawberries to the Mayor, you hunt and trade for the district, when you fell at Prim being chosen someone caught you, when you went to Prim people parted for you, when you volunteered EVERYONE stopped. Idk how to tell you but I think you're a pillar of the community.
#katniss everdeen#the hunger games trilogy#the hunger games#primrose everdeen#hunger games#batcavescolony reads the hunger games#suzanne collins#'now it seems i have become someone precious' NOW? GIRL BFFR you're their hunter girl#and this isn't negative just bffr girl#your WHOLE DISTRICT did the three finger salute that you yourself says means admiration thanks and goodbye to someone you love and on top is#old a rarely used. your WHOLE DISTRICT decided in that moment that they needed to bring back this sign of respect for YOU#...................................................................#idk why some people are thinking i mean this as negative i don't she is unreliable but its not intentional. like when Peeta heart stoped in#CF she doesn't know what Finnick is doing at first cus she doesn't know off the top of her head what cpr is. she also thinks Peeta after the#reaping is acting for the cameras. he isnt we dind out later his mom basically told him Katniss was gonna win and he would die. obviously#shes not doing it on purpose shes just for lack of better words uneducated? as in she doesn't know everything shes not omnipotent#so when Plutarch (? second games guy) shows her his mokingjay hiden watch shes like *wtf that's weird?* then the people traveling to#district 13 show her the mockingjay cookie and explains it and she then goes on the difference between his watch and their cookie#and why does eveyone act as if district 12 is as bad as the capital? they CANT help Katniss and Prim in the way you want. they cant give#them food. none of them have any! and im not putting iton Katniss but they hid they needed food so they could stay together. it sounds like#some of you are in this our world mentally of what people do after a loved one dies (brings food constantly checks on them etc) district 12#cant do that. they dont have food and they're all suffering. you cant give someone food when you have none to give. then theirs the fact#that peeta DID help. Peeta buring the bread and tossing some to her then taking a beating from his mom is a HUGE thing in the books.#he used his resources to help her like you all said someone should.#district 12 DID (rip) care about Katniss before the hunger games. why do you think she was allowed to hunt? or how her trades were good#these are the little ways 12 can shows Katniss they love her. but again Katniss doesn't see this and YES its because she had ptsd before the#hunger games as well. i swear some of you make it seem like d12 was all living a life of luxury and glaring down at Katniss.#other things that show Katniss is in hight standing with at least her people of d12 is her dad was known enough through d12 for peeta dad to#comment on his singing along with his commenting on her mom. also her mom is a healer in the community. yeah her parents arnt the top but#of d12 but they are/were definitely high staning in the Seam.
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No time for fashion, we have a stat bonus to collect.
#fallen london#the grey mourner#The street fashion in 1899 (4) must be a sight to behold considering no one is batting an eye ay the clothing combinations we wear.#I love games were we dress up like silly clowns for the stat bonuses. It just tickles my brain!#This is based on an outfit that I have labelled 'persuasive' for the min-maxed bonuses.#Frankly I think my 'persuasion' is coming from the overwhelming sense of madness I exude.#Negative rizz so strong it becomes a different kind of persuasion (they want me to leave faster so they do what I request).#This is an open invitation to draw your Flondon PCs in their in-game wardrobes and tag me!#Perhaps there may be a...surprise if you do. B*)#For the non-flondoners out there reading this: Yes the weed smoking tiger is a real thing.#The strategy of getting high with the weed smoking tiger was so good at making money -#-the developers had to nerf it several times to rebalance the game.#It's still worthwhile to go smoke up with our tiger buddy and have horrible visions of doom. Which I sell to rats on the weekend. For dirt.#Flondon has a truly convoluted economy. I promise it makes sense.
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I’ve never actually shit my pants in a car but I’ve come perilously close. Sometimes my body will abruptly announce its time to shit or die.
Nother close call today. Ran into a Subway that had an Out of Order sign on the bathroom and instantly intuited that it was there to brutalize homeless people. I urgently told the woman behind the counter I’d buy a cookie and she handed me a key to a perfectly functional bathroom.
American hostile infrastructure once again has my utter loathing.
#ramblies#I loathe the complete lack of public bathrooms#if we had walkable cities and freely available restrooms…#well I guess that’d make it a completely different country huh#god I miss Taiwan#if my beloved and I could just beam Mandarin into our brains I’d be like let’s just live in Taiwan
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can i tell you that i'm empty?
#severance#severance spoilers#mark s#helena eagan#markhelena#ahahhahahhghj this show. oh my god. oh my god!!!#mark and helly had already gotten me so bad but this last ep broke my brain. they are doing m/f previously thought impossible on this show#I DIDNT LIKE WHO I WAS ON THE OUTSIDE. I WAS ASHAMED!!!!!!!#was talking about this on my twitter but helena eagan has extremely strong failchild energy to me. this is just speculation#but i got the impression from s1 that her being severed was both a last chance to like. prove her worth to her family and get in line-#and comparable to women that were lobotomized by their rich families in the 20th century. girl you are too strong willed-#and difficult to control so we are going to do this.#as if all of that wasnt backfiring enough now our girl is blowing the whole family operation because she just HAAAD to jump the bones-#of the first person to give [LITERALLY NOT EVEN HER] positive attention.#incredible. i need helly back like i need oxygen but they could NEVER make me hate you helena eagan.#i hope she keeps being her insane self and also more and more comical things keep happening to her. they should drop a piano on her next#anyway these tags are long enough as it is but crazy how well the lyrics to the song i linked match her... just for the record....#im thinking abt that album all the time bc its one of my favorites but the orange/black scenes from this ep sent me into overdrive#they have different colors of blood. they have power like you never could :-))#art tag
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on the JP server, when does groovy art come out? cuz like ive been checking wiki gg to see if the rapunzel groovies have been released yet and idk it might just be the wiki holding off until the events over (but i haven't seen groovy art of it at all but it might just be me since im trying to avoid spoilers for riddles card specifically). but since EN is like a year behind JP all the cards and stuff have already been released so theres no wait time so idk if on JP you can only groovy new cards until like the event ends or smth
the schedule says the Lanterns groovies/personal stories will come out on the 5th, which is when the event ends! usually they release them along with the last part of the event (sometimes the SSRs afterwards), but this time they're waiting til after on all of them for some reason. 🤷
not too much longer to go though! the aesthetic of this one is sooooo pretty, I know already that they're going to absolutely ♪ murder meeee ♫ ( ᐛ )
#twisted wonderland#joseimuke games are serious business#negai no lantern#they've been sorta experimenting with release dates#getting all fun and flirty with all the different ways to do it#like new years' the srs could be groovied when the last part of the story came out but the ssrs had to wait til after#halloween i think was all groovies with the last part although the cards didn't have stories#and then...oh my god hold on as i have a crisis when i realize the last non-rerun 'normal' event was tsums 3#but anyway with that one iirc we had the first 2 episodes of the ssr personal stories but then had to wait til after for the 3rd/groovy#and now it's just nobody until after the event i guess#twst remains inscrutable with its motivations as always#(to be fair the motivations are most likely 'because of various snowballing delays and other issues beyond our control')#('we have to constantly scramble for any little scraps of extra time we can get')#(as is traditional in media production)#(a young dev team member sitting by a campfire: i once heard tales of a game that was ahead of schedule for thirty whole seconds...)#(old wizened dev team member: bah! unrealistic fantasy! now throw another batch of client notes into the fire and get back to work.)
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personally I think that all queer books should have a “special edition” with a subtle cover (and a code name if it’s necessary) for all of the people in homophobic areas
#it’s me I’m people#no but seriously we’re out here in the trenches smuggling queer books and desperately hoping our parents/family/friends won’t find out#I have stack of all the queer books I own in a bag underneath a bunch of clothes IN MY ATTIC CRAWL SPACE so that they don’t get found#and the amount of times I’ve had to switch out a cover on one hardback for a cover of a different hardback is insane#my sister thinks I’ve read The Shadows Between Us like 6 times but most of the time it was actually RW&RB#it gets ridiculous#for example#to get RW&RB in the first place my twin had to stuff the book under her shirt while we were in the bookstore#buy it herself in all cash#and then hide it again as we left#so please I am begging for “special edition’’ books like this 🙏😭#literature#lqbtq#queer#queer books#gay#lesbian#trans#bisexual#books and reading#booklr#homophobia#pride month
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Garak saying "I know when to walk away" is so funny with the context of A Stitch in Time because like. yeah he does know when to walk away. and then he never does
#star trek: ds9#a stitch in time#elim garak#he always knows EXACTLY when he should walk away#and he never does!#he never walks away!#he cant! he cant help himself!#he couldnt walk away from Palandine and he sure as fuck couldnt walk away from Julian#I fully think Garak had a moment when he realized he should walk away from Julian#probably after The Wire if I had to guess#all that sentiment... he knew it wouldnt be good#but of course he couldnt walk away#and then again after Our Man Bashir I think#but for entirely different reasons- he thinks Julian doesnt want him anymore#but he still cant make himself walk away#which we see in A Stitch in Time#lkjfdkjslfjs they make me CRAZYYYYYY
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Stede + His Babies
#OFMD#Our Flag Means Death#Stede Bonnet#Alma Bonnet#Louis Bonnet#Rhys Darby#ofmdedit#ofmdaily#ofmdblog#ofmdgifs#Edit#...Do y'all randomly get emo over Stede and his babies#BECAUSE I DO LMAO#I SURE DO#The little interactions we get absolutely gut me#Because like#Had the circumstances been different I'm sure he would have been an amazing father#And I'm sure he wanted to be way WAY better than HIS father#So I'm sure not being able to be fully present because he was so pained was horrible for everyone involved#But I'm still glad he tried to play with them and share a little piece of his world with them#A little bit of what was going on within his heart with them#And then I'm so glad that a little piece of his heart stayed with them always#I'm really just glad he reconciled with his family PERIOD#But man the bit with Alma and the orange#Because she was mature enough and old enough to resent him for being absent#But maybe some part of her recognized that he cared#And that it just...couldn't work out#But that they'd still be in each other's hearts regardless#Like MMMMMMMM :)))
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Who is this sassy lost child?
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#a-yuan#A-Yuan knows how to to utilise his big wet eyes to get treats. What a little legend.#The crowd comments about LWJ being 'daddy' and WWX being 'the mother' are a little too 'fan-service bait' for me.#So I am personally reimagining it as another layer of 'misinterpretation of a more complex situation' commentary.#I like how the different styles of interacting with children WWX an LWJ exhibit say so much about their own childhoods.#We - human beings in the real world - take two lessons from how we were parented: What we valued and what we wish we had.#LWJ leaning into indulgence is him pushing back against his own childhood of asceticism. It's something he didn't have - so he gives it.#WWX on the other hand has been *so* defined by his drive to indulge. And here he is the restrictor!#It takes a bit more to see what's going on here. The factors are not singular.#but to keep it in theme with LWJ; I'd propose it is partly his way of establishing structure when he did not have it as a child.#Both approches are a way of saying 'I didn't have this and I wish I did.'#With LWJ it's pretty obvious why...but WWX? What is at your core? What is your regret towards a lack of restriction?#Or...What benefit do you think it gives this child to learn the harsh lessons of going without?#Did it make you strong when you were a child? Do you think it is just the nature of the world and we all must learn it?#How we interact with children is such a fascinating topic to delve into our psychology and neuroses.#In a more light hearted turn of topic:#WWX confirmed to be 'person taking the car to the drive through to order one black coffee for himself' on the triangle spectrum.#LWJ is saying 'we have food at home' as he is opening his wallet ready to order for everyone.#(Technically this is comic 213 but yippee! We are in the 200's now! Thank you all so much for reading and cheering me on!)
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ofmd season 1: "hurt people hurt people" mostly from the perspective of Stede, who copes with his trauma through avoidance, hurting himself by hurting those around him
ofmd season 2: "hurt people hurt people" mostly from the perspective of Ed, who copes with his trauma through violence, hurting himself by hurting those around him
both seasons have subplots about healing and growth, about finding love, about what to do with those parts of yourself that are drowning you, and what NOT to do with them, and those storylines and themes help support the main ones, seen through the eyes of our protagonists.
in particular, the parallel deaths in the last episodes of each season (Badminton dying in front of Stede, Izzy dying in front of Ed) have distinct thematic beats as well, in different moments of the main characters' storylines, but are still connected in a similar way: both Badminton and Izzy represent the external voices and pressures that have etched themselves in Ed and Stede and have forced them to hide their true selves in order to survive. in Stede's case, the pressure and bullying was always kind of detached, an overwhelming indifference and casual hatred, while for Ed, the pressure and bullying was always up close and personal, given to him by the very people who claimed to appreciate him. that's why Badminton is a villain we don't care much about, and Izzy is a character that was much more fleshed out by the end, because sometimes the call comes from inside the house, and I thought it was nice the team tried to incorporate some of those nuances into the storyline to help develop the main themes.
#some of my initial thoughts#the effects of these deaths are different because our characters have been growing all along so there are different purposes to them#i wish we had had more episodes to develop some things so it didn't feel so crunched but i see it i see what they've done#but mostly i really love how this season was largely focused on Ed (beloved)#and what his journey is all about#tv#ofmd#our flag means death#ofmd s2 spoilers#wendy watches
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9.16.24 / 9.17.24 - september supermoon
#last img is a composite btw. wanted moon clarity AND noise blowout; had to get clever to have both#‘she’s was so big and bright last night!’ - my mom#did you know the moon completes its orbit around earth in 27.3 days? it also completes a spin along it’s axis every 27.3 days#so we always see the same side of moon locally; but it depends on where you’re at on earth#the lunar cycle completes every 29.5 days - as opposed to the 27.3 it takes to complete its own orbit;#that’s a difference of 2.2 days!#something something pythagorean comma#like the leap year! a sidereal year is 365.25 days; every four cycles we gain a ‘semitone’ - an extra day#in musical scale: if you complete a circle of fifths using just intervals of perfect fifths; you’ll gain a quarter of a semitone#the interval leading from an old octave into a new one. like a step forward; a comma which denotes transition#so not a ‘circle’ but a spiral/fractal#in western music we flatten each fifth by a 12th of a pythagorean comma to give us our seven ‘perfect octaves’#also called ‘equal temperament’#this flattens each fifth by ~2 cents to eliminate the perceived discordance cause by the slight bump in tone#I’m not saying there’s a metaphysical connection between the chromatic scale and lunar activity#but#it’s neat when you notice that our moon (and other celestial neighbors) move with a sense of musicality#even if that is a modal sense of musicality and not a tonal sense#raw planet sounds be like: BWAAAAAAAEEERRREEEEGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH. or at least the signals they blast out into space sound like that#my art#aesthetic#art#artwork#webcore#internetcore#glitchcore#abstract#artists on tumblr#photography#moon
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-- home sweet home.
I have been thinking a lot about Selenite's apartment and the vibes. She likes to keep the overhead lights off as much as possible, there is almost always some old sappy romance playing on the TV, a door open for friends to wander in and out as they please. She doesn't like to be alone too long!! But it is also her home and she will be comfortable. A bonus shot, just for you:
#Pigeon Screens#Selenite of S9#Solution 9#Dawntrail#Dawntrail Spoilers#selenite big shirt + no pants (: (: (: (:#a gift for us all !!!!!!!!!!#also i think that tall is probably the 'better' shot but#*I* really like the long one#i showed this to husband and iron and my friend peep and all three of them said something along the lines of “so coy”#which I also find to be.... very charming...................... i love.......... my loved ones#anyway#something something welcome to the parlor#jk she's no spider she just doesn't wanna think too much#i had to have a heart 2 heart with S9 lighting because MY GOD!!!!!!!!!#why are you LIKE THAT SOMETIMES#but it's it ok we settled our differences and i really like the end result#why am i still HERE GOODBYE MWAH
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I don't think Jayce and Viktor literally died. They were kind of pulled into another dimension/astral plane/whatever you call it. We see older Viktor, and while it could be another Viktor, I think it would be more meaningful if it was our Viktor, finally free from the arcane, going through the universe with Jayce, fixing timelines together. Kind of like a cosmic mission.
#jayvik#arcane spoilers#arcane season 2#arcane#the yaoi isn't as doomed as it seems#i mean arcane s2 wasn't perfect#and jayvik left me feeling colder than expected#they played a huge role in the end and they barely had screentime this season????#i will always love jayvik tho#otp otp i adore them#jayvik screentime isn't the only issue I have with season 2 tho#the way piltover vs zaun was treated.........#“omg if we work together we can solve our differences” what differences tho there was a clear power imbalance and police brutality I'm????#plus jink's “death” was kinda forced and weak?? so last minute??? like I know she isn't actually dead but yeah#and sevika????? where's my wife?????? she did NOTHING on act 3???? did she even talk????#also mel has never been my favourite bc they mainly used her as a plot device and a romantic interest to a male character which suckss#but in s1 she started to show vulnerability in the end??? even early s2??? like girl where is all of that??#that's WAY more interesting than the “tough serious warrior” character she's become#anyway everything happened too quickly#too much time spent on noxus shit#ooooh i wonder what the next show is going to be about hmmmm#and so many things weren't explained#everything surrounding viktor and the arcane and what happened to jayce and viktor was kinda foggy#also wtf is sky doing there???? it should have been little viktor or something idk#plus where are caitlyn's dictator arc and vi's boxer arc?? they barely lasted???#and maddie should have been more prominent if she was working with ambessa? we barely saw her (or ambessa) manipulate caitlyn#also ambessa's plan wasn't 100% clear either so I'm guessing that plot line (and singed's???) will appear again sometime
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submitting my transfer request for the warlock track
#zara sool#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#draws#i see that the d20 fandom is subject to the internal filing muddle of 'oh no how do we tag our things'#you have dim20 and d20 and fhjy as well (plus all the base 'fantasy high' tag variants)#terrifying#ngl i do really like brennan's approach to this warlock teacher as 'being a warlock is about your relationships' because YEAH#i can manage spells and keep track of sorcerous nature and paladin oaths just fine but -#the biggest (and most fun) challenge i had with a character was playing a warlock#with differing wants & goals from her patron#RELATIONSHIP MANAGEMENT SIMULATOR#also i do enjoy the scrungy and Extremely Themed looks that warlocks often end up with#these assholes are about DRAMA
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Thor: The firstborn weapon you hid from us is part of our found family now
Odin, speaking directly into Thor's mind from beyond the grave: she is blood related to you
Thor: you're not in the picture so we'll never know
#Thor: we cobbled this family together and you had nothing to do with it#Odin: She is literally my daughter. and you are my son. and Loki is. well. he's certainly something.#Thor: and we have come together and forged a bond stronger than blood despite our differences!#Odin: it's mostly blood#Thor: yeah the blood of our enemies
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