#was it taken down? god i hope not
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Okay, I think I'm going crazy:
I'm searching for a Sewis fic rn. Loved it, adored it, even, but I cannot find it anymore:
So, both Lewis and Seb are retired. Lewis has a kid. I believe her name was Ayla. Lewis tried to keep Ayla away from racing, but for some reason they moved to Switzerland and Ayla starts secretly karting at a track Sebastian frequents. I'm pretty sure he's like an instructor. Ofc Lewis finds out about Ayla and he wants to move away to the US. And then there's a bunch of angst before they get their shit together.
Did I imagine the fic? Pls tell me I wasn't.
#help me i'm begging you#sewis#sebastian vettel x lewis hamilton#sebastian vettel#lewis hamilton#formula 1#formula one#was it taken down? god i hope not
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“So Darling Will You Saturate”
Been a while since my last post💀
And I started this piece in- July ☠️ college has kept me Busy and I haven’t gotten much personal art done but when I do, I procrastinate and trouble myself even more
Anyways lads, may I present:
✨iii Sleep Token✨
Alts:
#sleep token#sleep token iii#iii#blu art#this ended up way more saturated once I transferred it to my phone#and my god it stunned me#(in conflicting ways)#also I’m scared to post this on IG cause of the recent incidents of accs being taken down#and I really wanted iii himself to see it since he has IG 😭#oh well 🥲#hope y’all like it tho#also I really just slapped some colours on here and hoped for the best 🥲
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Okay but a thought of mine given new rise by the animated intro after having it niggle at the back of my mind for months now are Ludinus and Otohan as villains and who’s going to be standing as the final big bad at the end of the campaign, the way Vecna and Lucien did for c1 and c2.
Because the obvious answer is Ludinus. He’s the instigator, the leader of the cult, a villain in the making for 2 whole campaigns and over a thousand years (not to mention the one who's actually interacted with the party outside of fights). But Otohan is the one standing center stage of the villain line-up in the opening. She’s the one shown actively fighting the party. And, more importantly (as narrative matters more than barely glimpsed easter eggs), she's the one tied to the history and setting of Marquet, who has actual stakes in the people there and has fought for (and against) them before in the Apex War (while the place Ludinus called home was torn down centuries ago, leaving him caring for seemingly nothing but his ultimate goal since). She’s the one who’s actually Ruidusborn, and she’s tied to the Luxon as well with her strange magic. And despite all this, she’s mostly passed under the radar so far, given very little developments or motives or history or even personality. She’s little more than a cool aesthetic and a handful of threats.
And here’s my thought: maybe that’s on purpose. Ludinus, in his great arrogance, has placed himself as the greatest threat, and he’s being treated as such by the Hells. But is he? He steals immortality, appropriates the very concept of being Ruidusborn while holding a secret resentment for lacking the very powers it grants. He barely knows what he’s doing, and certainly not what he's about to unleash. And is there anything more satisfying than seeing a deeply arrogant and hubristic villain taken down by his own folly in underestimating those around him? So what if, as the final fight edges closer, the person actually holding the powers Ludinus pretends to steps up out of the shadows she placed herself in, keeping her motives to herself, barely remarked upon by Ludinus or the Hells or the audience, and personally cuts him down and takes her place as THE exalted Ruidusborn?
#critical role#cr3#ludinus da'leth#otohan thull#listen seeing arrogant villains who think themselves unbeatable taken down in great battles is cool and all#but there’s something deeply satisfying in seeing them made small by something utterly avoidable#ludinus thinks of the gods as his ultimate enemies#imagine the horror and confusion on his face if his right hand woman#(the one who’s place and powers and land he's brazenly laid claim to)#casually steps up and stabs him in the back#revealing that she’s been playing him since the start to grow her power while keeping her actual motives close to her chest#mr mercer i am begging you let us know more about otohan and the apex war. let her be more than a battle piece with a fancy backpack#not tagging this as spoilers bc it isn’t but I SURE HOPE IT WILL BE#nella talks cr
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i made this a little over a year ago & never posted it oops
a little stucky fan video because i love them and also love angst
song: "." girl in red
#hope to god this doesn't get taken down#it's a little angsty that's just how i roll#bucky barnes#stucky#stucky fan video#steve rogers#captain america#winter soldier#catws#tfatws#my video#my edit#do not repost
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ive never played defenders of the core but finding out that the core we're apparently defending is GOD HERSELF????? absolutely wild.
#abyss bakugan#bakugan: defenders of the core#bakugan defenders of the core#abyss#my art baybeee#i had precisely one picture of reference and 11 sentences of lore#and her design appears to be a vaguely feminine blue blob thing idk how to describe it#so i may or may not have uhhh taken some artistic license. or however the phrase goes.#may have also taken some inspo from some fe gods but thats neither here nor there#i know absolutely nothing about this game ive never played it#bakugan#is every planet's core a god#how does this work#im asking for far too much depth from a kids game but anyway#do u reckon she and code eve go out to dinner together. do a bit of catching up every now and then.#new crack ship just dropped: abyss x code eve#i hope no one reads my tags bc i look insane down here
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Help 14 Year Old Gavi Out Of “Wilderness Therapy”
14-year old Gavi Blum was taken in the middle of the night from his bed by two staff members at the Blue Fire wilderness therapy program in Idaho, one of many programs with connections to the Troubled Teen Industry, known for institutions that market themselves as helpful therapeutic programs for teenagers while actually being abusive, poorly regulated, for profit companies that often withholding essentials such as food, causing harm to the young people in their “care” and even being linked to deaths. He was already in an abusive situation at his father and stepmother’s house, having experiences like being locked in his room, witnessing arguing and abusive language between his father, stepmother, and four stepbrothers, and his sister being attacked by their father when she attempted to bring him food. Gavi was also not sent to school during the 2023-2024 school year. Neither adult in the house made any attempt to stop him from being taken to this program.
This fundraiser is verifiable- there are also videos of Gavi being taken from his home and Reddit threads he posted discussing his abuse that were found by his sister, which were included at the end of the fundraiser, where all of the information I paraphrased above is also stated. Additionally, the creator of the fundraiser and her brother are both siblings of one of @lucat13’s friends, I have known her online for years and have multiple reasons to believe she’s who she says she is, and we both have been blogging on here for a couple years now. A quick glance at either of our blogs will prove we are members of the Tumblr community and not the mostly-empty money grab accounts that have been popping up on here the past few years.
I know the goal is high and a lot of my followers are minors with little to no money, but if you can donate even a small amount or reblog just to spread the fundraiser’s reach, it would be very appreciated. Gavi’s mother and siblings are very worried and raising money so they can attempt to legally remove him from this program and bring him to safety.
#donation#donations#fundraiser#fundraisers#mutual aid#i hope to god these tags don’t get the post taken down#i know people have struggled with that in the past#but my account doesn’t have super wide reach my posts usually get like 10 notes on a good day#so i’m hoping the tags will help
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for my own peace of mind i may need to stop reading r/yellowjackets jfc. in just a single post i have seen people theorize that
javi is still alive bc he found an underground hot spring / javi found civilization and saved the girls
jackie's dream actually happened bc she wouldn't have dreamed of the dead hunter
laura lee survived the plane exploding bc we never saw a body
#yellowjackets#i am BEGGING people to have some goddamn media literacy oh my god#javi never being found is the most satisfying narrative from a tragedy perspective imo#hunter guy was in jackies dream bc hes foreboding as hell and she KNEW in her last moments that she was dying#laura lee literally exploded on screen lol#like are we stupid. are we literally stupid.#also savior javi theory is so fucking dumb. doomcoming was like month 4 or 5 out of 19#he would have needed to find civilization so fucking quick to still be alive. doesnt make sense that it would still have taken that long#to find everyone else. esp bc if search and rescue knew the area javi was found it would have significantly narrowed down the search radius#the only reason javi MIGHT still be alive AT THE TIME OF 2x01 is bc we need to continue establishing that lotties visions are believable#but i go back and forth on whether that matters bc the important thing is that she is charismatic and compassionate and inspires hope#which are a more solid groundwork for her development into a cult leader#in any case i dont think javi is going to be rescued#if im wrong ill happily eat a rabbit or whatever
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okay as long as i ignore the fact that we've had a few small tornadoes touch down, if it stays breezy with occasional bad band of heavy wind and rain i think my anxiety will be a happy camper.
#ooc#tbd#i've even taken the doggos out a few times#tho they've done their business and wanted to come right back in#which is unlike the puppy usually#but!#my anxiety is calming down thank god#so fingers crossed it stays as mild as it is#hoping everyone in the direct path is staying safe!!#also thank you for everyone being patient with my anxiety#despite growing up here - storms really freak me out#tho maybe that's bc i went thru all the rough ones in the early aughts ghfdjsk
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if i read through my old notes or my old posts from like 3 years ago i’m like. who is that like that person is dead. who even am i anymore like i have lost all sense of self at this point
#honest to god too many pieces of me have died i don’t know who or what i am anymore.#like i can look back on it and be like oh i remember that but i can’t imagine being that person does that make sense#like my current living situation has taken too much from me i’ve had to just dissociate and be a shell of myself just to protect myself#and i think that even if i ever get out of here idk if i can get those parts of me back and that scares me so much like#i don’t want to be stuck like this forever even though i know j most likely will#like i’ve lost every last ounce of hope i ever had by living here i’ve lost everything i’m so jaded now there’s just#nothing anyone can say to me anymore like there’s no amount of inspirational or hopeful like idk messages or meditations or#whatever literally anything i see shit like that and i’m like hm that’s nice but not for me. like i’m just dead set on things never getting#better ever again and i truly believe they wont and i know it’s a protection method like i know i’m just saving myself from getting my#hopes up and crushed and up and down and it’s just happened too many times that i’ve truly in every sense given up#like i’m just resigned to it all bc there’s nothing i can do about anything anyway and i’m not trying to be like oh poor me#like there just truly is nothing i can do my entire life is a rock and a hard place and it just fucking sucks that’s it#i just feel like i’m drowning all the time and just constantly treading water but i can’t ever breathe if u know what i mean
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myrkul: hi I'm an unambiguously evil death god of cruelty and suffering who has never had anything to do with you until right this moment, would you like to align yourself with me in exchange for the power to win this midtier combat you're already in the middle of winning and no other clear benefits whatsoever
eachthighern: um hey hi it's me your current patron, you know, the good god of protection and light who has only ever given you unwavering strength and hope and support through all your darkest hours and also extraordinarily powerful magic powers and the ability to heal? I am still here and have never stopped being here and I love you very specifically and personally? remember?
the warlock: hmm..... hmmmmmmm
#THIS CAMPAIGN MAKES ME CRAZYYYY#after the session: oh if we'd played last week [when my mental health was a little worse] she would have absolutely taken that offer#AGSKFLDHSSJ WOULD SHE? HAVE?? WHY???? TO WHAT END-- WHAT WAS THERE TO BE GAINED!!!#yeah idk if I was feeling just a leetle more Dramatique I would have turned evil for no particular reason at the slightest opportunity 😌#she keeps (lovingly!) accusing justin of running such a GRIMDARK DRAMATIC CAMPAIGNNN AAUUUGHH#and justin's just sitting here like 😶#all the dark stuff we encounter almost always resolves on a note of hope and of the triumph of light over darkness#the central themes of this campaign are hope in the face of despair and the strength found in love and camaraderie#and he's VERY GOOD at playing out and reinforcing those themes!! SHE keeps defaulting to HEAVY DESPAIR over problems SHE MADE UP#why!!! would you be tempted by the evil god who was offering you functionally nothing!!!#like forget 'oohh a tragedy' that's not even a narratively compelling temptation!!!#she roleplays her like a Good Person™ who's so Tortured by The Horrors that The Trauma is Pushing Her Down A Dark Path#but in the actual game we just? keep having unambiguous wins and everyone is nice to her and supports her??#she is inventing the horrors in her own brain. babe if you considered even for a second taking that deal#when your current patron who has never let you down was literally also right there and the deal was for absolute peanuts#well I think you are just simply not a good person#which might be one thing but I don't think she (the player) REALIZES that she's roleplaying just... kind of a shitty person actually#she thinks she's roleplaying a Good Person who's being corrupted by how horrible her life is but it's like. literally not. like at all#exhausting. EXHAUSTING. THIS CAMPAIGN IS SO STRESSFUL FOR NO REASON AUUGHH
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DOMINATRIX CHASE?????
#i’m just. sorry ignore me i’m really just. being hatecrimed by hatecrimes md i guess#was NOT fucking expecting that. oh my god. i’ve rewound and rewatched the moment when he realizes what he’s going to have to do like.#TEN TIMES i just can’t stop. that little look he does around the room. and then he just FULLY COMMITS#ROBERT CHASE WHO ARE YOU#and it didn’t even work 😭😭😭 rip chase *i* think you’re pretty#really did not see this side of him coming.#and i haven’t even touched on the whole cameron-and-house situation! cameron holy shit what are you fucking DOING#was NOT prepared at all for this episode to be this wild. i kind of just clicked on it aimlessly hoping to get it out of the way because i#know that the NEXT episode is supposed to be really good and i’m very excited to get to it. but the absolute RIDE i am being taken on right#now is. well. it’s.#anyway i think i’ve now recovered enough to move on and watch the rest of the episode but let me state for the record right now that my#current prediction on what caused the patient’s whole stroke crisis in the waiting room is that when house yelled at him he immediately got#so hard that all the blood in his body started trying to simultaneously rush down to his [REDACTED]—#caseyposting
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Every once in a while I remember light fires at night (to push back the void) is taken down and I just want to throw myself off a cliff
#everyday I thank and curse god that I am lucky enough to have read the masterpiece before it is gone forever but at the same time I’m cursed#with the knowledge that I will never ever read a fic as great as that ever again#ignorance is bliss those who are too new to the fandom will never know this masterpiece but oh those poor souls they are missing out#if you know what I’m talking about congrats you are a certified veteran aftg fan#that fic fr rewired my brain chemicals and I just (thank god u downloaded the fic LMAOOOO I CAN REREAD IT ANY TIME AHAHAHAHAH)#if lessons in cartography is ever taken down this fandom will fr go down in flames#i Hope the author inthesea is doing well I love them#aftg#all for the game#tfc#the foxhole court#aftg series#aftg fandom#aftg incorrect quotes#aftg fanfiction#aftg fanfic#aftg fic#tfc fanfiction#tfc fanfic#tfc fic#aftg headcanon#aftg hc#aftg reread#aftg trilogy#tfc incorrect quotes#tfc textpost#tfc shitpost#aftg shitpost#aftg textpost#aftg thoughts
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I just wish there was an easy way to explain executive dysfunction to people who don't have it. I can't make it. Does it mean I don't want to? No. Does it mean I'm lazy? Hopefully not. Will I eventually do it? Yes. Will I just take a lot of breaks to cry and calm down? Yes. It's gonna take a long time, but I'll do it. There's no rush. There's not a single reason for me to rush this other than wanting to be done with it. But they won't understand. To them, I'm just lazy, not suffering from literal brain damage
#They've been stressing me out so much. It feels like I haven't taken a breath in a month at least#I hoped I could sit down this week and calm down and relax. Not stress about anything for once. Let my blood pressure lower. Do yoga. Draw#But no. No. No. Everything must be at once. Right now. Quickly. And you must be threatened into doing it#God i need some fresh air.#pogaduchy
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frothing at the mouth. i am going to go on the biggest most luxurious grocery run when this is all over.
#the wg a and the studios met and agreed to resume formal bargaining again starting Tuesday!!!#and with them adamant on including a clause that would allow writers to not cross strike lines until actors get a deal too#i am. crossing my fingers and hoping fervently that talks dont break down and this is a good thing#in the past its taken a month or more from bargaining -> actual agreement so like. nothings happening immediately either way#but. god. p l e a s e. ugghhhhh.
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fallen prey to saying stupid shit on the internet without thinking and coming off as incredibly rude and insensitive. i feel sick to my stomach. never commenting on anything else ever again. deserve to be squashed under someone’s shoe and ground into powder. in all seriousness this has shocked me so much that i am quitting every platform but tumblr for however long it takes for me to get some sense knocked into my dumb fucking skull
#actually considering deleting the clock app rn#what i said was so so bad and it could’ve been avoided if i’d fucking READ WHAT I WROTE and thought abt it FOR ONE GODDAMN MINUTE#i genuinely feel like i’m going to throw up being seen (fairly. justifiably) as mean is like the worst thing#and i don’t deserve to be wining abt this bc i’m the one who hurt someone but good god#PLEASE make sure that when you say something online you would SAY IT TO THEIR FACE#ive gotten to used to this brusque rude dark humor on the internet that i don’t relaizw using that humor INDISCRIMINATELY WITH STRANGERS is#Not okay#they made a video on it but the video got taken down so i deleted the comment. which might have been more selfish. i don’t know what’s best#-to do in that situation? i’m going to change my fucking username and pfp atp and go off the app entirely because i’m so fucking adhd ames#**ashamed don’t know why is autocorrected to that#ok just deleted the app ‘and all of its data’ so idk if that means my videos (edits) too but atp whatever#maybe it’s impulsive but at least this way i will not know what’s going on ! and never hurt anyone again hopefully. i really hope he saw my#-comments before his response was deleted because i want them to know it was not intentional and i am truly so so sorry#i don’t know how i’m going to function for the rest of the day. i’m going to think about this when i go to sleep for the rest of my life#i feel sick#i’m evil#and being evil isn’t fun silly times it literally makes me want to throw up from how bad i am#too much ranting in the tags and i deserve to be fucking shot in the mouth#but i need somewhere to put this that no one will see this but that is also public so that someone might see and know how sorry i am#feel like fucking bojack horseman#unironically how am i supposed to go on living. how can i live knowing i’m so bad. if i don’t kill myself im being selfish because i’m mak-#-omg everyone deal with my presence and live with a bad person.#i think i’m going too social media entirely except for tumblr maybe bc i can’t or don’t rly talk to anyone on here#i need someone to like give me a good meaning but not in a cathartic way in a way that it genuinely hurts so bad and makes me feel the full#suffering i deserve
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who the hell flagged my totally clothed, all fluff drawing for sexually explicit material? and why like what the hell?
#fucking homophobes ig#god i hope it doesn't get taken down i really loved that one#requested a review of it#tumblr better be fair#cuips talking
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