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#music#french music#francis cabrel#petite marie#im not crying you are#very overwhelmed today#as usual i guess#when am i not going through something right?#hopefully im the mutual you look at and go whew at least my life doesnt suck like hers#public service!
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They'd look too good together
This print brought me so much joy to make, it's a goldmine of tropes and stories!! And I thought, that if you have any, you could tell me a post-canon headcanon that you think could make a cute sticker? 👀
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#klance#klance fanart#I usually avoid mentioning it bc i have awful mood feb/march#and any positivity makes me cry and feel even more worthless in a way and i overthink and reflect too much and get overwhelmed easily#but today is not the worst :')#today feels hopeful#so anywa its my birthday today#and i wanted to thank you all so much for being a part of my life that is so positive <3#im very grateful to be able to create art and share it and meet kind people through it#thank you <3
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Oh to have the poetic symbiosis of a rogue who bites people when he’s stressed and a barbarian who becomes resistant to physical damage when he’s protecting his friends
#we learned something VERY IMPORTANT today and it is that riz is a BITER and gorgug LETS HIMSELF BE BITTEN#your honor I love their friendship#something something the poetry of being lashing out when ypur overwhelmed finding a friend in someone whos interest are taking hits#and fixing things#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#dimension 20#d20#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#d20 fhjy#dimension 20 fhjy#dimension 20 fantasy high#riz gukgak#gorgug thistlespring
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PCs as Love Interests
DAMSEL

- you can either meet Damsel in school surrounded by other students or after a modeling gig at the café. 9 times out of 10 she won't approach you. UNLESS you happen to catch her eye [through aesthetics, smarts, strength, personality quirks, etc. essentially if you aren't someone who she deems boring, she sets her sights on you.] Damsel can take some time to romance because she is demiromantic.
Unique Stat(s): Intrigue; Obsession/Possession
- the route of this stat that you unlock all depends on how you interact with her and how high your English+Seduction stats are. For Damsel's Possession trait, it's fairly simple to unlock. if you are devoted to her, are soft spoken/meek, or have a masochistic trait, you have a leg up towards unlocking Damsel's Possession. the higher the Possession, the more she will begin to nudge you into doing things for her, she may start manage who you can hang out with, and full Possession Damsel will genuinely start to view you as nothing more than a dog who's purpose is to be subservient to her. she won't let you leave her, she won't let you find interest in anyone but her.
Damsel's Obsession trait is harder to unlock because she's very particular about who she lets have power over her. In order to tip Damsel's Intrigue into Obsession, you have to be able to out manipulate her OR be a powerful/influential enough figure that she's willing to put her pride aside for you. her Obsession is different than Kylar's in that outwardly, she stays the same, but you will notice she's always seeming to listen to your advice or lets you push her in a certain direction of your choosing. she's also far clingier and will subtly seek praise. max Obsession Damsel is willing to do anything for you.
last little facts:
- you can raise her Possession with low love, but not her Obsession.
- you have to have at least 25> Intrigue to even unlock her love stat.
Horn Brain Content
- despite presenting herself to be a very dominant person, she is a switch! but she's very particular about which people can dom her. her lust stat is open from the moment you meet her <3
- she's still a virgin. this is partially by her choice and partially because to get to her virginity, you have to grt through Noé. though you definitely could take her virginity without Noé's approval/ interference, it is harder to do. good luck ♡
NOÉMIE

- you can only meet Noé alone at the temple, since he makes his presence at school scarce. however you can also meet him if he's with Damsel in town, typically on Barb Street or Nightingale Street if he's picking her up from the Dance or Photography Studios respectively. Noé is another hard to romance person but that's because his mind isn't really wired for romance. he thinks hes above you, regardless of your relationship status, so get used to that.
Unique Stat: Influence
- raising Noémie's Influence requires you to let him make all or most of your decisions for you. it starts with small things like choosing accessories and clothing for you and very quickly revolves into you being, essentially, a doll. you move how he wants, when he wants, and he really doesn't want to hear complaints, darling. he wants a mindless devotee, not a silly thing with their own thoughts ♡
Horn Brain Content
- Noé refuses to be anything but the dominant one. sorry babes, it's the god complex. he's also very unwilling to put his angel tf in jeopardy. he will however get you off with other methods but like he will not fuck you I'm so sorry if that's what you're aiming for. he's also a vengeful sadist so good luck soldier.
a little note as well: if you romance Noé or Damsel, expect to interact with the other fairly often. Damsel is far less likely to try and interfere in your relationship unlike Noé but...she is there. you have to be prepared to deal with Noé and Damsel's odd relationship ♡
TAMAYO

- you first meet Tamayo in one of three places. the nurse's office in the school, the pub on Fridays after meeting with Mickey, or at Darryl's being harassed while bartending. Tamayo can be difficult to romance because she often keeps to herself or she's being dragged around by Whitney. if you have a delinquent status or sadistic trait, Tamayo is more likely to approach you.
Unique Stat: Hysteria
- it's exactly what it sounds like. the higher her Hysteria, the deeper she's pushed into her masochism and suicidal thoughts. when at max Hysteria, Tamayo starts to have vivid thoughts of you killing her. she becomes desperate for you to be increasingly violent with her. she's not going to end herself though, it has to be you.
Horn Brain Content
- Tamayo is a submissive and drooling masochist. though she looks miserable, she likes to be thrown around, manhandled, used as a punching bag, etc. she'll agree to anything you request, even if it's to her detriment. her lust stat starts at 15% if you have a reputation for being violent.
my pcs are free real estate ♡
also I'll be making a separate post for Tomoe. partially because I haven't figured out their unique stat and partially because they could never be an LI, so I'll make a POI post for him ♡
#the only acception to Damsel's Obsession trait guidelines so far is Noah btw#nini and I have already talked about how he met Damsel immediately after her reappearance when she was the most volatile#he unlocked het Obsession EASY#dol pc#damsel the starlet#noemie the singularity#tamayo the misery#noé and damsel have a very...psuedo-incestous relationship btw. I've ranted with wafer over it ♡#damsel draws sometimes#i hope this all makes sense cause i fight for my life everyday and today is no exception so I'm struggling rn with sinus stuff#also sorry that the actual info is so small but i literally got so overwhelmed by the original font size that i wanted to die#so small it is#also been drawing Damsel's hair out cause my hands rebuke the braids and locs rn
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FINALLY got a better job!!!! somehow i will now work in IT. i do not have IT experience but goddammit i have the desire to earn a beautiful paycheck
#hush catríona#my current job is an office worker in a store and im moving up to corporate. i applied just to shoot my shot i didnt think itd work#genuinely convinced i got it thru being an internal hire and thru my overwhelming raw charisma. i interview well i never prepare#saw the corp office today and its cyute its uptown. the commute will be a hike but idc its temporary and its not horrific#they offered me the max of the role too. SOMEHOW. i will finally make 50k again. thank GOD im currently losing money every month#i still have something else ive been trying that may work out thatd be better but we shall see. i have this at the very least. im okay agai#sry ik u guys didnt ask but this has been killing me for 7 months i NEEDED to share
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Last year I spent about a week or two rotating Fakir's mom in my brain. It didn't really go anywhere beyond a few vague ideas and I just ended up sitting on these sketches for like 15 months, so I'm posting them.
Some quick and dirty headcanons: her name is Bahar, she is turkish and cheesy as it is I decided to make her a ballerina too.
EDIT: me have scanner. yay
#for some reason I'm struggling to put my ideas into words today#sorry if this is all very vague#ive been sorta lost and overwhelmed by the smallest things for a while now lmao i need help to kickstart my brain a bit#bahar#princess tutu#princess tutu oc#my art#is it really fanart. eh baby fakir is there and i based her on the like two existing frames of her so#fanart
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lucanis mentions in one of his romance scenes that to him, rook's voice is a comfort. Spite has a tendency to label people based on their scents. what if that is like? the most comforting sense to spite? smell. imagine him collecting lots of things that smell like rook. spite taking over lucanis' body just to shove their face into one of harding's lavender plants because it reminds them of rook. a rook from rivain who smells of spices and salt and spite, after learning that getting those things in their eyes is not a good time, making a little sachet to bring to their nose instead. perking up in stalls and instinctively looking for rook when they catch hints of chocolate, because it's rook's favorite and smells like them.
lucanis, through spite, getting a newfound appreciation for scented candles. who has to tell spite that no, they cannot take rook's clothes from the laundry. no, even if they would smell good.
#got rook/lucanis/spite feelings today i guess#i also think personally that spite is a very tactile person#so like. textures tend to remind them of rook too#i feel like sound could get really overwhelming to spite?? i mean it all probably does tbh#having a body is Difficult#and readjusting out of like? constant survival mode on top of that?#scent probably IS the least overwhelming sense#not that it can't also be overwhelming but like#idk like 90% of things are gonna smell better than shit at the ossuary#anyway i'm rambling i just wanted to talk about spite a lil'#spite dellamorte#lucanis dellamorte#rook x lucanis#rook x spite
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What are you accepting for expression requests — your OCs, canon characters, other OCs?
just my ocs for now! there is only one canon character i love drawing and i don't think it's very good for expression memes, unless i do this with it, i guess
#inquiries#Anonymous#not other people's ocs sorry!! i get overwhelmed with those requests if i get too many and these are for very chill art purposes#also was this an excuse to draw sacristan again? perhaps.#was it also half tracd over other art bc i can't draw today? perhaps!#also for some reason i drew the hands behind the :) note. and they turned out good. and i'm so mad about it#i haven't been able to get to the actual asks yet art is very much not my friend this week but i Will >:)#fred draws#the second sacristan
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UUGHH I JUST HAD THE WORST DAY IM SO ANGRY AND FRUSTRATED GRRRR !!!!! goes to draw my best friend @jumjum-crafts 's guy to blow off steam
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★ song : "STATIC ELECTRICITY HUMAN – Computer Flavor" – kairikibear
#before you ask . dear jummy – yes . this was what the ask i sent you the other day was alluding to#i have a very complicated relationship with your colin . but you should be aware of the fact that seeing him invokes intense primitive –#– feelings within me . and one cannot decipher whether they are positive or negative#in any case#JDHDHDJRJRHT I HATE MY LIFE#I HATE THIS SHIT#I WANT TO BE DEAD#there's so much stuff happening every day and im constantly overwhelmed and tired and it's so hard to get out of bed and i don't even want –#– to wake up in the morning . every day just gets worse than the last#everyone around me is doing so much . living their life to the fullest . making huge future and career decisions and planning way ahead#and what am i doing ?#im laying in bed . crying because today was just too much to bear . trying to gain an ounce of happiness by ripping out another piece of –#– my soul to hand out to someone i admire#is this what it's going to be like forever ? bleak nothingness ? constant desolation ?#...#im gonna go to bed#dhmis#dhmis art#dhmis colin#colin the computer#fanart#fanart for a friend#vocaloid#vocaloid inspired#i actually had a lot of fun with this . even if the background was the biggest pain i ever had the pleasure of drawing#this entire song makes me feel comfortable#i might make something for someone else#and im debating if im actually gonna be doing a halloween drawing in the first place . at least one that will be on time with the holiday#whatever#please ignore me
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h.augh
#just me hi#goughhhggrgfhghhfbcbcjd#'man why do i feel bad :(' <- ‼️⚠️IT FORGOT SOMETHING IMPORTANT⚠️‼️#my brain is at barely functioning levels rn and on top of that i'm Waterless. just straight Dry dude#i am a bundle of brambles that are prime kindling. the humble desert plains are my kindred#'why can't i seem to do anything i want rn' <- FORGOT TO REFUEL ‼️⚠️💥#'why does my head feel bad + mouth sticky + slighty hot' <- FORGOT THE SIGNS 💥💥💥#i need to become one w/ the hot hot summer asphalt road so i don't have these problems anymore lmao#'why does everything suck rn' <- DRY DINGUS ‼️‼️#been a minute since i just forgot to drink water for the whole day. i think i can attribute that to the Weird Brain + many things that#barraged me today but ggourghhhh can i just blame the magic Hjfvdjdks#everything felt just like it was bordering overwhelming today twas not very epic nor cool. hence the frogotten water. 🐸#and i Knew i shoulda carried my water bottle w/ me today but nooo somebody doesn't Waaaant to lmfvshfj#whatevers. i've gotta replenish like crazy now 😔#maybe i'll be able to doodle a bit too who knows !! fingers crossed :3#toods lol o//
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went back to comfort zone and ... got stuck there
#i will not be tagging this LOL only#for y'all ❤️ a treat from me ... something no one asked for nor wanted ❤️#just went back to my furries to comfort myself because i am incredibly unwell <3 i've been throwing up from stress among other things 💔#just quit my job so i'll probably. maybe. be drawing more. also my first appointment with my new psychiatrist is to#morrow ... so everyone please cross your fingers for me that i get to feeling a little better soon :)#thank you everyone as always for your constant patience :') i really want to get to asks soon ! i want to answer them so bad but i get so#overwhelmed trying to answer them that i kinda just ... shut down :'/ and i do that a lot just. in life. and it makes me kinda miserable#that i can't share joy with people who go out of their way to share it with ME so hopefully i can get my anxiety under control so that i can#be more active :') and my brain fog too ... even if i wanted to post i usually can't because i genuinely have no thoughts in my head ever.#(terrifyingly). so overall i hope everyone's patience with me will all be worth it soon :') please wish me the best !#anyway. lore dump out of the way. these are my furries of them that i have owned for like 4/5 years now because i used to not be able (or#want to) draw humans AT ALL and i was very very heavily involved in the furry and oc communities so i would just make everyone furries :)#it was very very comforting for me and sometimes it still is so i wanted to revisit them a little bit because they make me happy and i rly#need that boost today :')#i'm soooo rusty w furries. so. don't look too close.#i'll tag this as#rdr2#and for organization purposes#but nothing else because ... weh. it's not really ... Content ....#i will however make a new tag for these furries (and maybe other things) jic i get in the habit of drawing them again#hero's shameless self indulgence#hero draws sometimes#image#art
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i giggle so hard whenever i see one of my posts on someone else's blog like omg..... i'm actually liked by people..... blushing rn
#just happened to me and every time i smile so hard#i am filled with an overwhelming gratitude today#ilysm guys </3#my babiiiiiiies#i cannot explain the comfort this little blog brings me#i've met some of my best friends here#and i'm so grateful ☹️☹️☹️💞💞💞#thank you so much truly😭🩷🫶🏻#not to be sappy. but#i have never felt as valued and grateful for everything and by everyone i have in my life before this silly little blog#i love u sm#thank you 🫶🏻#i think at my core i am a very selfish person. i often do things for myself and myself alone#even the nice things are for my own benefit a lot of the time#i want to help people but most of all i want to help myself and it makes me feel bad sometimes#because i know a lot of people in my life online and irl see me as this kind selfless person#but only i know it doesn't always come from a place of kindness for others#i think there's some underlying problem there i need to look into genuinely. but i am so grateful for u guys genuinely#i love you all w my whole heart 🫶🏻#ok ill shut up now#thoughts ୨𖹭୧#girlblogging#it girl#wonyoungism#girlhood#pink pilates princess#girly tumblr#this is what makes us girls#girly stuff#girlcore
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not me picking up another shift at work tomorrow in hopes that it'll trigger my alter to start fronting so he can finally come home and play mouthwashing
#like. he usually gets triggered into fronting by me getting overwhelmed at any fast-paced job im at#and yesterday he expressed he wanted to have the body for the day so he could go home and play mouthwashing#AND I. I ACCIDENTALLY TOOK THE BODY FROM HIM#and i played some mouthwashing today like. oh he would fucking love this#like. dude literally named himself after kim kitsuragi#half-jokingly but also bc he feels very “get your shit together detective” about me#and i keep thinking abt how mouthwashing has a similar feel to disco elysium. to me#introspective and good writing and bad hellish situation looming over the horizon and mixing of the insane and sane#mouthwashing#disco elysium#did posting#mango man rambles
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Feeling really bad and sick rn, so if I don't post anything in the next few hours assume the worst, assume I threw up and DIED!!!

#/silly but also /srs#feeling overwhelmed because today is very hot and 3 of my neighbors randomly decided to talk loudly and play extremely loud music#and im also sick#so yeah. I will go back to drawing. and if i don't post any drawings i'm dead.#idk how to tag this#deerdoeb talks !!
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just devoured this sammich. leftover baby back rib meat, sautéed jalapenos, saurkraut, red onion, and cilantro with mayo and spicy bbq sauce on a ciabatta roll. twas positively scrumptious !!!
#sorry i haven't posted much over the past few days#i am feeling a little sex repulsed right now so i've been avoiding this app a little#five bucks says now that i said i'm feeling sex repulsed i'll be back to normal tomorrow lol. anyway#this sandwich was really good...it was like an off-brand banh mi lol#oh and i started burning a new candle a few days ago!! it's lavender and fig scented and smells amazing#but it should have two or three whicks when it only has one =/ so it's taking forever to burn to the edge and now it's tunneling so bad#i don't really have more to talk about. just enjoying the aftertaste of this sammich in my mouth ૮꒰˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶꒱ა#OH WAIT i finished a massive fucking build in the sims. like almost castle sized for the villareal family in windenberg#oops *windenburg#i am so proud of it i've been working on it for months on and off bc it was just so big i got overwhelmed very easily. and now it's done!!!#i finished it =D#working on the fyers house now which has given me so much trouble#i've gone through at least five floorplans before finding one that made sense in the sims + the family and i liked the look of#i think i found one? i built the shell today and roofing was annoying but i did it. i hope it works out bc i think i'm running out of#floorplans on pinterest lol#might give them a guesthouse too bc this lot is 60 x 60 which is the same size as the von windenburg estate#ok enough sims rambling. i really should revamp my simblr...#trixie talks#trix eats
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