#vent vent

[lilybug-02]

:,| damn.

[commander-diomika]

My partner lost their job. Only a month away from the end of their probationary period so their boss doesn't even really need to give a reason. Haven't been there long so they don't get a redundancy, just a bit of leave paid out.

EVERYTHING HAPPENS SO MUCH ALL THE FUCKING TIME HUH.

[idkmynameiskat]

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[topmechokeme]

🦌

[emlos]

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[scareghoul]

completely unrelated but something about tumblr makes me less overwhelmed in terms of social media

here always looks less busy and like i’m in my house, not a playground trying to be friends with the other kids so i have someone to build a sand castle, yk? there’s this constant trying in making friends on twitter, and i’m terrible at it because i have anxiety and i’m autistic, so it’s always a lot of trying and not finding the strength to keep going

[vilea777]

sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

[leroleroart]

Depression comic

[commonzinnia]

yeah, sorry i exhibited symptoms of the disorder i told you i have. it will happen again because i have that disorder and will continue having it. hope this helps!! 🫶🫶🫶

[kenapiece-main]

Can you believe I'm having to make this meme even after successfully finishing up taxes and applying to job

[futuristic-koala]

[commander-diomika]

I want to scream and cry.

Took six months off circus to rehab an inflamed thumb tendon. Was pain free and doing conditioning for two months before I came back.

Managed 7 weeks of classes before it flared up again. Was working really hard to try and relearn all my old skills but also trying to look after my dud wrist.

Didn't go to class tonight and will probably have to take the rest of the term off, if I can go back at all. feeling bitter and angry about it, tried to soothe myself with a little gym sesh to at least do cardio and core.

As I finished up, got an email from my coach being like "hey we missed you tonight, but I've gone ahead and booked you into the assessment to move up a level for next term coz I reckon you've got it." SCREAM

Life goes on huh.

[worthless-mess]

"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

[kuchipatch1]

yall have got to be more normal about Southern people and I'm not kidding. enough of the Sweet Home Alabama incest jokes, enough of the idea that all Southerners are bigots and rednecks, and enough of the idea that the South has bad food. shut up about "trailer trash" and our accents and our hobbies!

do yall know how fucking nauseating it is to hear people only bring up my state to make jokes about people in poverty and incestuous relationships? how much shame I feel that I wasn't born up north like the Good Queers and Good Leftists with all the Civilised Folk with actual houses instead of small cramped trailers that have paper thin walls that I know won't protect me in a bad enough storm?

do yall know how frustrating it is to be trans in a place that wants to kill you and whenever you bring it up to people they say "well just move out" instead of sympathizing with you or offering help?

do yall understand how alienating it is to see huge masterposts of queer and mental health resources but none of them are in your state because theyre all up north? and nobody seems to want to fix this glaring issue because "they're all hicks anyways"

Southern people deserve better. we deserve to be taken seriously and given a voice in the queer community and the mental health space and leftist talks in general.

[lastoneout]

Ya know when people told me "when you're finally safe enough that you can leave survival mode and start to let go of and process your c-ptsd/trauma things are probably going to get really, really bad before they slowly start to get better" I thought that was reasonable. I did not understand that by "things are going to get bad" they meant "you're going to find yourself in the worst mental state of your entire life, but dw, that means it's working" and tbh I simply wish someone had been more clear.

Edit: If everyone could please take a minute and think about what it must feel like to be struggling and then have multiple strangers say to your face that they find the prospect of going through what you're going through so horrifying that they'd rather kill themselves and then stop leaving comments like that I would greatly appreciate it.