#vent in the tags… be warned

[vampstel]

I feel SO bad right now and it’s annoying. I just wanna draw in peace. Like why am I suddenly being attacked by intense anxiety and dysphoria?? I am literally just drawing wtf

[sketchy-tour]

I can't see you. Do you see me? 👁️👁️

[mariedoesnteattt]

remember the REGRET after

[svramblrdegg]

My scale broke so I can’t measure myself anymore. I think I’m gonna go crazy…

And I can’t ask my parents to buy another one because I think they’ll get suspicious of me.

SOMEONE HELP ME 😭

[m-ari77]

literally me with every meal 😭

[igohungryforlove]

the people in my class where comparing how much weight theyve lost and my teacher goes "well i lost 20lbs but you cant see it because in still fat" (real tho) and a student goes "woah thats so much :0" ..i had to hold back my tounge from saying i lost 64lbs from starving myself and forcefully throwing up-

im still a fat bitch but im not medically obese anymore so we ball 😎

(manifesting i finally reach my Gw by summer, 25lbs to go🕯️🕯️ 🕯️)

[b3llxedblog]

I would rather be hungry.

then fat.

[boneztillthe3nd]

4/8/24 ♡

I was going to fast this week but my fat ass had to ruin it by eating but this is what I ate

3 starbucks cake pops- 450cal

pasta-100cal

water

I also did this workout but I try to stay under 500 calories even with working out and i normally can say no to food better but my therapist got me cake pops as a treat but tomorrow will be better xx

[ph1lophob1c]

HAPPY THANKSGIVING

Everyone be nice to yourselves. Eat good food if you want to, no guilt, one day won’t ruin your progress, enjoy the days with your families and such!

[urmom1over]

th1nsp0

being skinny enough that even any basic fit is fashionable>>

[crowleyholmes]

Guys help I think Crowley is possessing me I am very suddenly overcome by such a WAVE of love for Aziraphale????

I mean I've always loved him but Jesus Christ it just got turned up to 100 suddenly I mean he's just so GOOD isn't he???!!!

He's so kind and he's so nice and he's so PRETTY I mean have you seen him in his little outfit with the comfortable-old-couch waistcoat he refuses to ever take off and the silly little bowtie he thinks is so stylish and you know it actually KIND OF IS but ONLY on him??!?! and that beige coat that suits him so well and he just looks so well put together and also so soft and cozy at the same time like HAVE YOU SEEN HIM???

And he's so gentle and he's so full of love for everyone and everything and he always tries So Hard to do the right thing... and he's so ready to change his mind about what The Right Thing is when he is presented with new information like that is such a rare trait!

And he's so FUN, you know all his weird little hobbies I mean who collects old prophecy books and misprinted bibles ONLY this weirdo!! And he's so obsessed with silly little magic tricks that aren't even magic at all when he could very easily do real magic instead but noooo, making people think you're doing real magic when your Not Actually doing real magic is so much more fun apparently idk??? And he collects licenses (shooting guns, driving cars, literally who knows what else, at this point I wouldn't be surprised if my guy knew how to scuba dive and fly a plane), and he learned French the hard way just because?? He likes learning I guess?? And he's so bad at it, it's so silly it's Infuriating but it's also so endearing he's taking such JOY in it!!

And maybe you'd THINK that's all he is, sweet little goofball, but no!!!! Beneath all that soft exterior, this very intentionally soft and fun and kind exterior that he's carefully cultivated for millennia, he's also so incredibly brave. I think about how he was ready to face the thing he feared the most, to save three innocent kids. He was so ready to give up everything he had, fall from grace and spend eternity in hell, just so these kids could live. Just so that family would be spared the grief. Just so they could have a few more short years of human happiness. He lied to his boss for justice and he lied to GOD for justice and he somehow got away with it who does that??? AZIRAPHALE IS WHO. And he Never backs down did you see him pick up his little sword at almost-Armageddon when Lucifer himself rose from hell to end it all and my angel was ready to fight Satan Himself if he had to HELLO???

And then he blew up his halo and casually declared war on hell to save two humans and his former boss and his bookshop what a fucking badass!!?!?

And have I mentioned how pretty he is yes I have but it's worth mentioning again because have you seen his eyes?? Color of the fucking sky, they are, and his nose is so perfectly shaped and his stupid lips with his stupid cupid's bow, and his hair!! Is just so Damn soft it's and I just want to watch him be himself and do his thing but I also want to HOLD him and protect him and keep him safe from everything because if anything ever happened to him I-... UGH.

I don't KNOW.

I JUST LOVE HIM SO MUCH.

[orthorexics]

Sem "pausas para o lanchinho"

aproveite um dia maior,

& uma cintura menor.

[svramblrdegg]

100% sure my life would be easier if I was skinny. People treat you nicer when you’re thin and people actually think you’re pretty. The idea of being skinny makes me smile inside and out. Please let me get what I want for once.

[dietcoke-4life]

14 days without sugar

i've decided to try going a full 2 weeks without most sorts of processed sugar. meaning i won't allow myself to have:

- sweets

- sugary sodas

- cereal

- added sugar

- instant snacks containing sugar

- cakes

- crisps

- fast food

obviously theres so much more things containing sugar, but this is what i'm deciding on cutting out since anything else would raise suspicion. the challenge will last from 06.03.23-20.03.23, and it's a sort of self control thing as i've been struggling with binging so i know this will help me gain back the control i used to have. i'll post daily updates along with calorie updates too

[igohungryforlove]

bouta enter my strawberry diet era if i can t loose this shit <3

[b3llxedblog]

i LOVE getting called i look like a skeleton. i finally feel like im winning.