#vampire BPD

[lunentity]

𓉸✙ BPD vampire ┈ a flag for vampires with BPD, or just a vampire-themed BPD flag. exclusive to anyone with BPD.

[fishfingersandscarves]

girl, your lithium...

[yourrottenangel]

the problem with me is when i’m in love i’ll devote myself for eternity like a vampire

[yourgothdolly]

Im not sober🫶🏽

[cherryredbat]

[the-crooked-library]

the statements "lestat does many terrible inexcusable things" and "there is a Reason for everything lestat does, even the things that end up being senselessly cruel" absolutely can and should coexist

like. louis might be dealing with too many things himself to notice, but it's evident to an observer. yes, lestat laughs at him when he asks if he's "enough" - and it's cold, and cruel, and definitely the wrong thing to do in that emotionally fraught conversation; but it's not random. the reason lestat reacts this way, with laughter that is almost a shock, is because throughout the years they've already spent living together, louis has acted like lestat is not enough for him. he's tried to maintain a relationship with humans, fallen into depression realizing he will never have a family of his own, scoffed at the idea of lestat being his family - and because lestat can no longer read his mind and is himself rather ignorant, selfish, and insecure, he could not see it as anything else but a rejection. being lestat, he reacts accordingly - he tries to make louis jealous, tries to push him into staking a claim - and louis barely ever does!.. so he keeps pushing and making things worse and worse. it's cause and effect. a rube goldberg device of pettiness and heartbreak

a crucial element of the vampires' tragedy is that makers and fledglings are cut off from each other, and that's the Point

[mystericmoon]

[maskedrealities]

Look… I’m all for yans getting together, but if you fake being a yan, get with someone who actually is a yan and deals with the obsession that comes with BPD, and then use them as a means of entertainment… that’s fucked up and I don’t like you.

We aren’t play toys. None of us are. We are individuals that love too much and hold on too tightly because we don’t want to be alone. Don’t weaponize that against us and use us as a means of “being funny.”

It’s vile and disgusting behavior. Do better towards people that have a trauma disorder.

[aliasmard]

my two little horrors of cluster b

[ihateornithologists]

my friends (unfortunately) like lestat so this was inevitable i guess

[sweetfoxmojis]

Bpd emotes , requested on discord ^^

[danielenjoyer]

Me explaining how interview with the vampire is the best bpd rep I’ve ever watched

[adamnablelittledevil]

I'd actually pay to see Armand cursing Lestat in English, French and more languages. And Assad has a beautiful shouting voice so I'm excited to see how his tone changes according to the language he's speaking. Bring me polyglot Gremlin on season 3.

[starregulus]

right before louis brought claudia to lestat he was going to leave him. he told lestat "you're going to be alone forvever" (fear of abandonment go brrrr) and walked out the door. Only to come back with claudia and tell him if you turn her I'll never leave you. She'll be our daughter. And Lestat's face at that moment is like "Im gonna have a family. 2 people in my life so I wont feel that feared vampire loneliness" so he turns her

Not only so he can keep Louis but also because the thought of having a daughter as well as Louis was hbdhbhdbfnjdscdbf. And he loves her,. He teaches her to hunt. He teaches her to drive. He teaches her chess and piano. He buys her coffin. Buys her dresses. Like that HIS daughter. And then he realizes that Louis and Claudia can have conversations without him. And he'll never have any idea what they're saying about him (mental illness go brrrrr). And Louis may love Claudia more than him now. His person is gone and now he has to share (which we already know he does not want to do LMAo) And then Claudia leaves. He tells her not to cause vampires out there suck. But he lets her go for whatever reason that we may or may not ever find out. And he has Louis again. Except he doesnt. Because Louis is depresssed that Claudia is gone. Despite that he stays with Louis. Even though Louis is ignoring him and his love languages are not being met. He stays, but he's still alone. blah blah vampire loneliness is the worst thing ever (enter Antoinette; not getting into her). Anyway. Claudia comes back and starts begging Louis to leave Lestat with her. (Claudia hates him by now because Lestat is Lestat and he turned her into a vampire and now she's stuck in the body of a 14 year old forever and it's the worst thingf ever, and also the thing with Charlie)

So anyway Claudia is leaving. And she wants to take Louis with her. His 2 people are leaving him and he's going to be alone again. Eventhough Louis promised him they would stay. That they would be a family. That he would have a family. And he wouldn't be alone. But they're going to leave him. He turned Claudia, saved her life, even though he didn't want to, to prevent this , but now she's taking Louis away from him. So obvioisly, like any sane and rational human being (vampire i guess), he loses his shit and rages and beats the fuck out Louis. As one does ofc when you're a 160 year old vampire. Definitely not evidence of an underlying personality disorder or anything

[nillamoonstar]

a normal day in a bpd girlie's day:

(it's me, I'm girlies)