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happy birthday molly @burstingsunrise 💜
#this is not my best work BUT i had to make something for you molly!!#it's your birthday! i'm so happy and excited for you!#anyways#i do want to say something really sentimental and sweet but i literally do not have the words to so#yknow#i appreciate you lots#ur a really great friend to have#and i hope you like this mb even tho there's no coffee in it 💜💜💜#cake#molly <3#my moodboard#e*creations
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more doodles of this thing that haunts my brain and his boyfriend
More doodles centered around pre-godhood shenanigans under cut to keep post short for the sanity of others lol
tha legally mandated Only 1 bed trope ...
getting the old uniform out!
annnnd the obilgatory sad bonus U u U
#great god grove#ggg click clack#ggg thespius#ggg lovestory#i hope its a little clearer older clicky is balding as i intended lol#these two drive me insane a lot#in my heart they ran away together on a whim to pave their own way and they DID it. it took a while but they did it :]#...do you think in another universe click clack didnt make it to ascending and their story became one about tragic love? <- the evil in me#also context for the last comic: my hc is clicky always wore a suit until thespius ascended and switched to lower maintenance clothes#because right after thespie's ascension he got real depressed about their relationship and the clothing choice kinda stuck#so its thespius asking click clack to put on his suit again because he thinks heees sooo cute in it#(and def not also because hes aware so much time has passed and he wants to ignore it. look hes in his old outfit yay no horrors here!)#<- lies#also the wedding comment is specifically because like. imagine always joking about that w someone you have a crush on#then u become immortal#and realize ur relationships kinda doomed unless he also ascends#and u watch this guy u love get older and not really do anything romantic with anyone and kinda stay isolated#one half is happy your heart isnt broken cause theres still a chance he likes you#OTHER HALF ABSOLUTELY DISTRAUGHT CUZ UR THE GOD OF LOVE AND YOUR BESTEST PARTNER FRIEND IS ALONE (and not aromantic)#coughs. anyway.#thats a lot of tags sorry#sorry to the people who read these lol
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i know i've posted abt this before also but i did not have screenshots to demonstrate just HOW gently passive aggressive ingo is to volo when they talk. i have no idea if they intended it this way but he sounds so "sadly my strict standard of conduct will not let me tell you to fuck off for asking weirdly personal questions just so you can share your theories but with the subtext toolkit available to me i am VERY much shooing you out of the way so i can get back to what i was actually trying to do."
#the nemesis speaks#pla analysis#idk if it really comes across without the context of volo's whole ramble#but he really did just sort of rock up to you while you were TRYING to get through this quarry#just to be like ''hi ingo. hey tell me about your memory loss. great now listen to what I think about the whole thing''#though the exchange does also make me feel like they have had prior conversations to this effect#ingo feigns not recognizing him at first but the way he says ''continue to prioritize'' specifically makes me feel like#this is not the first time they've tread this particular ground#volo also greets ingo pretty familiarly at the start of it imo#these tags are getting long but one other thing that sort of strikes me atm and i'm curious to see if it continues#is like. this is the rudest (by his standards) ingo gets with mmmost everyone in pla#-except melli. who he is actually fairly direct with. and melli in turn doesn't rise to it really at all#for a guy who bitches at literally everyone just saying ''well guess we don't always see eye to eye!'' is like. WILDLY notable#and then ingo asks you to say hi to him later#they're friends i think. thanks for ur time
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been sober for 5 weeks today, & in a lot of ways my quality of life has greatly increased. but one thing ive never rlly heard spoken abt when it comes to sobriety is how u literally have to learn how to feel again. just a really bizarre & strange transitory period !!!
#huge rant below but just thinking out loud like this is my diary LMAOOO#like i wasnt doing anything hard i just quit smoking weed#**hard as in like hard drugs but quitting smoking was nawt easy 😭#but i smoked every single day for almost 10 yrs from late high school till my late 20s#& relying on that to like watch tv shows & de stress and hang out with friends and engage with my craft#truly fundamentally alters ur brain chemistry#like emotionally im so gray & it’s so much better than it was before bcs I sleep now#& I don’t get super angry or overwhelmed or frustrated anymore#which is truly really great#but i also don’t have the highs either which is weird !#it’s just so like coasting and i feel like now i have to reteach myself joy which is so weird#all in all tho things aren’t bad just different & it’s an adjustment for sure !
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obsessed w my friend who will ask how i am amongst other ongoing convos we are having but totally ignore my answer every time without fail
#like sister you don’t have to ask irdc who are you doing this for#well maybe this is why I feel insane :) because I don’t have anyone to talk to ever <3#would be so nice to have someone that’s like. idk there because I keep feeling like I need to say to a friend hey I really need someone but#either they’ll ignore me or just flat out not answer so anyways yelling into the void ignore me love u if ur reading this#ignore it*#anygays.#I should put a disclaimer that I have a lot of great friends. I just don’t have any I can talk to right now
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i do miss being a little kid and creating the most vividly fucked up stories with my toys that i could
#i would say it was one of my fav little girl things but i did it with my brother mostly#and he sometimes got more into it than me#it’s great we had stories of abuse kidnapping murder#i thought up a looooot of kidnapping stories. i think it was how i coped with the intrusive thoughts of break-ins i’d get lmao#but this isn’t abt my GAD this is about my creative bloodlust#what even was a sleepover if you and ur best friend weren’t roleplaying an evil torture dungeon with her lps toys#or pretending to be foxes in the wild and getting mauled by bears#<- i was not a warrior cats kid but was friends with them. we all liked foxes so we were usually foxes#honestly i think a lot of my artistic energy is spent trying to return to that level of raw creative energy and power#it was always either violent or everyone was having sex with each other#to the kid with internalized homophobia who would jokingly torment me with ‘lesbian’ barbies in daycare (which we later got in trouble for):#thanks for helping me make the connection that lesbians were just girls who liked girls (like my aunts#also really funny that we’re both gay now#hey friends and mutuals who wants to play barbies with me and have them cannibalize each other#girlish whimsy. for free. cmon it’ll be so much fun
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feeling inadequate about my writing tonight
#i don’t really have anywhere else 2 say this#been knocking into way too many cans of gas on bridges yknow and now the only bridges i have left r the spaces that r not doing me too well#admittedly.#it’s more of a me problem#do u know how hard it is to watch people ur age get supported by your friend groups when the only time you’re given the support is when you#claw and scream and beg for it. and even then#im back to not feeling 2 great about my writing#i know their writing is better than mine and that’s fine#it’s not fine but it’s fine . i can cope#i want to believe my writings decent so bad but the only people who read it r my best friend and some girl i met a few weeks ago#if my own friends can’t even fucking try to read it without me crying and begging them too then how is a large scale audience supposed to#if the people who love me and know how important my writing is to me can read it#how are complete strangers supposed to take that gamble#too saturated of a market and im not bringing anything 2 it#starting to think i should just do barrendejng or copywriting or whatever#the people I know are the same ages as me but they’re miles ahead of where I am and I’ve been writing for longer#i don’t think I’m getting better than this.#writing is all I have and I’m so mediocre about it#is it so hard to be asked to be understood and seen. Jesus Christ#ignore this if uve read it. ik shat advice I’m gonna get and its not gonna make feel any better#i just want to give up sometimes.#Anthony’s tumblr adventure#Anthony’s venting arc#there we go. a tag so anyone who follows me on here can block it#venting#that 2#while I’m here#I wish I knew someone like me.#could fix me maybe idk at least I could feel seen and understood by more than one person#begging. please.
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same soup... different day
#hello it is sarah in the tags again#i feel like i tell myself i'll actually use this as a blog and then i forget and then i remember and then i forget again#venting ahead if that is not ur jam (talking to the 2 followers who actually see my posts)#i like tumblr because it;s so removed from my personal life that it feels really like a place i dont have to be anything for anyone#anyway i've been wondering if i should go back to therapy again but i feel like they might get tired of me because i keep bailing and comin#back like an addict lol like i swear i'll commit this time! sike. ghost be upon ye#anyway this time i'd come in for the big D#i don't like the floor it just feels closer to being six feet under and a bit like where i belong#i feel like a great number of things have happened in the past year and i've met all of it with a very lukewarm sense of dread and anxiety#its not even about feeling happy i dont even think i can feel shaken by anything. i feel like people see my apathy and think it's confidenc#anyway im not going back. they always say the same thing. can't do shit about shit life syndrome. and i don't want pills i'm so sick of the#isn't it something that i'm especially depressed the day before i start my new job? it's a tradition at this point. cheers#isn't it cruel that everyone in my life seem to put me on some kind of bizarre pedestal and no one questions my decisions or authority and#i battle with myself to figure out if i'm doing the right thing (no one will tell me the truth they are all scared of me getting angry)#was talking with a friend about how it'll be if i join their group project in a module we're taking soon.#and she's like well isn't it obvious? everyone will just listen to whatever you say and we'll end up doing well.#no one would challenge you because you're always right. and it's like.. yeah. i guess. okay. (hate that i know she's not wrong)#lol can u tell this is why house is kind of getting to me. learning lots of things about myself watching that man commit medical malpractic#anyway. i didn't ghost my therapist this time i remember now. she left the clinic lol she asked me to connect on linkedin. that was amusing#i always feel like the therapists here never know what to do with me and i kind of have to hold their hand a bit through my psyche#also they seem to be a bit at awe of me which is a bit annoying. and i know that definitely sounds like Issues but it's just like#ugh not you too. please stop i'm sick of it i'm sick with it. i don't want you to be inspired by my awful life and how i handled it#and i have nothing to say for it but... *gestures vaguely* of all of this
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The heart wants toxic yuri and drunk calls and drunken confessions but the mind tells me to be a responsible adult living in the real world with a 9-5 😐
#why is this world so boring why can't i be an immortal witch who dies every night in the battlefield only to be cleaned up and resurrected#in secrecy from my gf who hates fighting but only to be found out to her horror and be cleaned and picked up by my gf every night#why can't healing magic exist in the form of girls kissing why can't i be puking flowers if im puking anyway#like healing and doing better is great but god is it boring lmao#i kinda miss how dramatic my first unofficial heartbreak was.. like that was bad for my health but very interesting for the plot#now instead i journal and play an instrument and don't talk to ppl abt how i feel and work a stable job and hang out with my friends#WHICH ARE NORMAL PEOPLE ACTIVITIES and i think it's good to be being a normal person rn but i haven't had a like. big dramatic cry yet.#i cried before the break up but i haven't really had a big sob or anything after it and part of me misses feeling the range of emotions#like i was angstier when i was 15 this experience has been so calm and muted it even surprises me i feel like i should feel more hurt abt it#alas i missed my best chance to like actually act heartbroken. like if i do anything now it's kinda gonna be more for the experience and bit#god it's the theatre kid in me lmao i just. i want to experience what it's like crying and calling drunk walking home in your friend's arms#but ig if ur w ur friends they wouldn't let u call ur ex? so ig walking home alone at night drunk and crying!#but that feels unsafe. so maybe just. drunk alone at home? but that also feels like a liability#what do u even say on the call? im drunk can u pick me up pls? 💀💀💀 i don't think that's gonna work.#ok god i need to stop thinking abt this lmao im gonna be tempted to do it for fun but aaa self control self control#think instead abt the independent project u have. and ur diagnostic score. and the fact that u already broke ur favorite shirt.#where do ppl get interesting lives. the older i get the more my life has settled down into some stable npc life which i do like. but still.#can't help but realize i live in a very different world than most ppl. my coworker constantly asks me how old i really am.
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first time writing the greats i need 2 do them the correct amount of justice or else ill explode and die
#theyre so important to meeeeeeeeeeeeee#williams relationship w not only vyncent but the greats as well. in the 10 month skip. is something that can be so important. 2 me#anyway the tranches are going awesome btw. writing ram rn hes so cool and awesome.#am also going 2 for sure include alphonse later bc haha pain and suffeting#guys i really like alphonse btw . i wish we wouldve gotten a little more of his and wills dynamic its suuuuper interesting to meeeeee#head in hands. when one of the ppl in your head doesnt like one of ur friends. hell world.#i need 2 explore this in fiction. for no reason in particular !!!!!#anyway. this aint about them. this is abt william chewing on his lip and accidentally pulling half the skin on his face away from his skull.#u know. normal human body things. this is about the Worms . he wouldnt have worms yet. but im dying to give him worms guys .#ever since mey vivweylins freak week fic i have been so obsessed w william keeping a jar of maggots. that is so everything to me#anyway.
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not to be sappy on main but i just finished toh season 2 and im feeling emotional. your achilles come down animatic is what introduced me to you, and your funny guys, and honestly one of the first things i saw when i started to fixate on rain world, and i'm??? so fucking glad for that???? i'm glad it dragged me further into my madness and i'm glad it eventually lead me into talking to you because you're a really cool friend :]]] soooo yeah. happy one year achilles come down animatic you were one of the defining features of my life
AUGHHHH AUEHHHH OUHEGGHUEHG SKIDDLE !!!! WAUH!!! THANK YOU SO SO MUCH!!!! the fact that it was one of the first things to get u into the raintism …. oughh … it really was just such a turning point. for me too. i chipped away at it for 3 weeks and showed it to the world and that’s when i truly descended into The Depths. and suddenly i was the guy who made That Animatic, which is frankly insane! because that’s honestly such an honor!! i’ve gotten a lot of kind words and praise for it and i seriously just appreciate it so much. Thank you to the brainworm that made me unable to listen to achilles come down without imagining five pebbles forever
#some two weeks from now i will make no way back. which is the start of yet another Descent into The Depths (2)#because a day after that i will make an askblog. two days after that i’ll come up with a local group concept#for now they’re just names. for now they’re just acronyms i can put in an ask#three days and i flesh out ns a little bit more. now they have a stick up their ass. And what comes after that ……. well#my point is it’s like a domino effect. and my other point is that it really was a great thing to happen!! and im glad im ur friend too skids#!!#cramswering#also please rant to me about toh s2 i NEEED to hear your thoughts
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the way that my friend texted me before like i think there might be a lesbian in my program bc there was this girl w a rainbow pride pin on her bag & then 20 mins later she found her on social media & saw she had a bf and is straight & she sent me this i 😭😭😭
#michelle speaks#my friend getting excited abt thinking there was a lesbian is so 😭 my influence fr……#she is a man hater like me & apparently everyone in her program are all very straight lol. so she doesn’t relate to them#no but like i get it tho bc sooooo many ppl in my law school section i cannot relate to bc i’m like ur so straight lol#but my class is way bigger than the program shes in so there r some ppl i do relate to u know….even tho they r not lesbians lol#also my weirdly short responses in these texts r just bc i just woke up when she was texting me this lmaoooooo#it was after 1:30pm 😔 that’s when i like to wake up…..#i’m actually supposed to be asleep rn bc i have to get up for my final at 7am but even tho i took my medication at 9 i’m not like#where i’m really tired and have to go to sleep yet 😔 at least this final is 3 hrs….#anyway she was also texting me abt how she’s started her summer classes already before i even finish my finals 😭 which is CRAZY#anyway moral of the story is i am so great and fun to talk to part of which is bc of my lesbianism. the end!
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its been a day and i still am upset about that interaction with that person they literally didnt do anything wrong but i keep thinking about 4th grade me getting excited when someone likes the same thing as me only for me to not impress them and then i go back home crying and wondering why i have no friends
#surprisingly. i dont have many internet friends because most of my friendships with former mutuals are superficial!#and im tired of investing into friendships like those#other friendships just ended just because#and its just very hard for me personally to find friends on tumblr because im very particular about writing#i dont read fanfics anymore because some of them are really just people writing a short paragraph and slapping down several names on it#he'll fuck you until ur crying blah blah blah followed by a list of names from different fandoms like gtfo w that shit#other times its just not it to me ig#i hate a lot of my fics here i absolutely despise my most recent scara fic its so bad#and im not saying this to buy pity or wtv im very honest about this kind of thing#fuck like i cant do art#i dont fit in w the shippers because im particular about my ship tastes#i dont fit in w the self inserts because of that as well#like tf am iiii everyone around me has friends on tumblr and is doing great stuff here#ive been growing this blog for 3 years and have reached 3 thousand followers and it still feels like im alone#tw rant#tw vent
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No fr, I saw Hazbin fans on TT who ACTUALLY THOUGHT Alastor's last name was "Altruist". Like. They didn't comprehend it was a word he was mockingly attaching to his name after his performance in the finale.
oh my good god. once again i say, the media literacy (and possibly literacy, period) is buried beneath the ground like...that’s actually concerning. unless they were young teenagers who just didn’t know what the word meant,, tho idk if young teenagers should necessarily be watching hazbin but that’s a different conversation for a different time.
#in my short time in the hazbin fandom i have seem some really wild takes and interpretations#and most of them are just straight up wrong. like;;; not the interpretations or the personal opinions—everyone is allowed to have those ofc#and that's valid.#but i mean like saying stuff that is FACTUALLY wrong#because you know;; there's the facts of the text itself and then there's the bits left up to the viewer's interpretation#but anyway#i'm not gonna get into that hahaha#i just rly do think the inability to close read and the lack of analytical skills is very concerning#you *should be* taught how to close read in high school literature classes#i'm not american so i don't know just how awful their school system currently is#but i know that when i was in high school we were taught how to close read and pull apart nuance and subtext and form our own opinions base#on that; on the material itself. and how to argue and back up our points#not that anyone necessarily needs anything THAT SERIOUS in fandom but like just the general skill of close reading#the fact that so many people lack it is justttttt a lil scary idk#i'm rambling now i've been having this conversation with several friends over the past week#it's just baffling#ANYYYYYWAYYY#hope ur having a great friday anon!!! <3#pls enjoy ur weekend and stay safe c: love u lots!#inky.bb#clari gets mail
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#i say goodbye to my boss tomorrow#not like officially officially bc im still employed into August so we have meetings#and hopefully we'll collaborate in future on projects and i have papers to write with her still#but like this is the last time ill physically see her bc shes not coming back until August and ill b gone by then#so its like. sad. bc shes my science mum. today she was complaining abt some stupid politics stuff#that went on this week in the department and she was like i kno i should b more professional but i feel like since ur leaving now#were more colleagues and friends. and im like 😭 god dammit ur gonna make me fucking cry#i came this this school to work with u and u were so great. i was so lucky to have ended up in her lab#bc i didnt kno wtf i was doing and shes not perfect but i learned a lot from her and ill b really sad to not b working with her so much#but thats how it goes. ill have to make her something cool as a parting gift#god. thatll b a fucking pain but she deserves something that takes a lot of effort#were meeting tomorrow to go over a protocol but im not sure if that's actually what were doing or if theres a surprise involved#bc she likes to do that and it stresses me the fuck out. she's been wanting to get me ice cream for the last 2 months so that might actually#b what's happening. or both could b happening. ugh. anyway. just me crying abt how im gonna miss my boss who im literally seeing tomorrow#im gonna have to giver her a painfully earnest letter abt how great she is and apologize for kinda having a breakdown#i mean i wasnt totally nonfunctional but like. it was not good and im sure i kinda sucked to b around#but whatever. god. the move it finally on the horizon. it finally feels like its getting real#unrelated
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haha I wish I could get new friends
#irl friends#and i don't mean all new irl friends sum of them are great#like one of my friends on here they're super cool(if ur reading this u know who u are)#but like i want friends i can actually talk to about my interests because they all have people they can talk to abt their interests#but i don't#and they don't really like to listen to mine either#in fact they would rather yell over me than listen to me talk abt the things i like for more than a minute#tw vent
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