#ugh i relate so hard

[chameleonwritess]

I feel like I’ve seen a couple of people being a little disappointed at Eichi still talking about how he admires Wataru and idolises him (aka I made a Twitter account just to keep track of the tour translations and was subjected to Twitter opinions for the first time) and at first I sort of agreed, but then I thought about it more.

I think, if anything, Wataru would find it comforting that Eichi still views him like that, in the same way that the inverse impression (Mrs Hidaka’s belittling) is comforting too. Wataru fears rejection and as somewhat relieving as he may find someone who doesn’t deem him a natural genius already high above any level anyone around can reach putting him down for once, his fear of rejection that’s the reason he keeps up endless facades is probably going to rear its head there.

Anyway, the point I was actually trying to make here before I got carried away is that to still frequently hear that Eichi, who’s known him for a long time and seen many different sides of Wataru- has seen beneath the mask, witnessed unpleasant situations, misunderstood and rejected him himself- still adores and admires him is probably an endless relief and reassurance. No matter what version of ‘himself’ he tries to discover or enact, Eichi still looks at him with wonder. He’s safe from rejection with Eichi.

Idk, just having wataei thoughts. And of course intense feelings about Wataru’s mindset. The usual :) edit: just read this back and it’s barely comprehensible but i am too tired to edit it so good luck

[girlivealwaysbean]

mann im going to get my blood reports tomorrow and im lwk scared

[thevioletcaptain]

if you as a fic reader ever become possessed by the urge to do a popularity bracket with the fics other people wrote and shared for fun and for free, consider:

don't ❤️ 

[strawglicks]

People are already whining abt the flag on grahams plushie be for real 💀

[hayaku14]

anyway kaishin + bad parent toichi and chikage enjoyers go read cuethesun's tomorrow, and the next day ✌️😎✌️

[just-aro]

tbh with the "what is your orientation" types of polls i'm seeing around the a-spec communitites, I haven't decided if I feel less included by ones that don't even offer non-sam aro (or "other") OR the ones that lump non-sam aro and non-sam ace into one option.

like, thanks for nothing king!

[sysig]

Totally unaffected by this gesture of affection, definitely (Patreon)

[todayisafridaynight]

tw // suicide

on twitter some ppl were talking about THAT jo scene from iw again and someone commented fucking "you know he was thinking about using that gun on himself" and im not sane anymore !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! added something something his faith in ichi kept him hopeful enough in the moment but then when he went to jail oh. ohhh !!!!!!!!!!!

nooo cause if That Jo Scene is the flashback scene with hoshino's death that really had to be SUUUCH a low point if not top five lowest points for him i wanted to throw up watching that <- replays it in my brain constantly

[geckothegecko]

Can someone stab me with a knife? Pretty please?

[heretherebedork]

I love Joe so much because he's gay but he doesn't fit the idea so many people have about being gay, from penetration to gay bars, and he finds himself stuck in a world where he doesn't see anyone else inhabiting and it's just him. Just him, alone, even when he falls in love, because what the world says he's supposed to be and supposed to like isn't him.

Ugh, the amount I understand and adore Joe because it's so hard to look at the life you're expected to live if you label yourself and realize you don't want it... and realizing that the label that fits you doesn't help because there are so many things and expectations attached to that label.

Joe just wants to be gay and not go clubbing and not have penetrative sex but he can't say that because it's seen as unacceptable, it's seen as not being gay, and he doesn't know how to say those things to Army who does like those things and does fit the expectations of the label and who expresses that he enjoys all those things that Joe Doesn't.

Alex going and talking to him was needed because Joe needed to tell someone and we know that Alex can accept him and not just accept him, but support him and help him be honest with Army. Because Army needs that honesty, he needs to be told.

It's about being honest with the people you love, honest about what you want and don't want, communicating because you love them and trust them and want them to know you, not just doing things because you feel an obligation because of a societal label.

[sundial-bee-scribbles]

In case it's hard to read/understand: "If I had a nickel for every time I had a story with a blonde girl named after a plant, who has a German father and a French mother but absolutely hates said mom, I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice."

weird, extremely-specific tropes in my stories: pt 1

[twilightichor]

To bite my fist and resist the urge to give a honest opinion about something or let hell loose, that is the question...

[themyscirah]

This is technically a Diana's age poll but I framed it partially around Julia's rescue because that's the event I need to contextualize and whether or not Diana is a thing yet is p important for my purposes. I would keep the Pérez run and postcrisis continuity in mind when answering this bc that's when this is relevant but I'd keep in mind that even though Diana is very young there (like early 20s) we don't know I don't think if she ages differently as a child (esp as a themysciran AND being made from clay) and in some versions she is older than she looks and was made earlier

Edit: I accidentally logic-ed this out in the tags lol 🤦‍♀️but feel free to still vote however you want. Going to publish this anyway bc I think I made some good points later in my tags

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

it’s contemplating if i should change my major even though i’m graduating in december hours….. again

[thethingything]

so we use these little packs of disposable travel toothbrushes that we can keep next to our bed and don't have to rinse after using them or anything because between executive dysfunction, sensory issues, and fatigue, this is basically the only way we can keep up with brushing our teeth regularly.

anyway, I realised we'd almost ran out and went to buy more and they suddenly aren't available anywhere. we'd get a pack of 24 for relatively cheap and now all I can seem to find are packs of 1 or 2 "travel toothbrushes" that are basically just normal toothbrushes for the same price as a pack of the ones we normally get. the brand that made them has nothing about them on its website besides a pack of 2 toothbrushes listed under the same name that aren't the same product.

so anyway now I need to figure out an alternative for the sake of actually being able to manage our dental hygiene because the one thing that was letting us do that somewhat adequately isn't available anymore