#ugh I’m so exhausted with this
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#family makes me want to scream#you plan to make a nice dinner#but no they hate the idea#cooking for a damn near 70 year old is worse than cooking for a fucking 7 year old#going to make some white fish with asparagus and rice#but noooooooo#asparagus is evil and awful and terrible#the idiot loves broccoli but won’t touch asparagus#ugh I’m so exhausted with this#I just want to eat a nice meal#can’t do anything
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AAAAAAAAAA WAIT WAIT if you finished wci then i gotta know how you felt during judge and luffy's final conversation when he starts listing all of the qualities he thinks are sanji's worst and then luffy waves him off w/o responding and is like 'wow why did he say all those nice things abt you?' and sanji's so bashful abt it
UGLY SOBS GODDDDD I cannot believe he actually said that 😭 I love that what traits Judge sees as “failures” Luffy sees as complete successes surrounding Sanji’s character. And he was so adorably oblivious too Judge was just shouting at them and Luffy was like “Okay yeah and he’s super pretty and he has nice abs and a cute butt, what’re you so mad about?” LMAO
#I imagine in his exhausted state Luffy just keeps running his mouth and saying increasingly embarrassing things#that make Sanji VERY flustered lmao#Luffy: His swirly eyebrows are cute and his hair is soft and his dick is—#Sanji: OKAY AHAHA. AHA. You can stop now :))))#Luffy was so clueless it was so CUTEEEE UGH#Luffy: All that stuff about you is the best stuff about you! Besides your butt which he didn’t mention!!#Sanji: That’s actually very sweet I’m flattered—STOP. BRINGING MY ASS INTO THIS CONVERSATION#Luffy: Sanji has nice legs too :D#Nami: Did I miss something. I think I missed something. Did you two get up to something?#Sanji: N-no—#Luffy: Yes :))))#Sanji: LUFFY PLEASE 😭😭😭#Okay I’m done I’m sorry LMAO that was just such a cute scene#Needed to be silly for a bit ;)#One Piece#Sanlu#Lusan#Sanji#Luffy#Shima answers questions#cheswirls
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“Day after tomorrow,” Phoebe Bridgers
save me phoebe bridgers save me
#this is the quickest and least polished edit I’ve ever done. like 2 mins. I’m so sorry aksjskskdk#I forgot to take the capitalization off the letters ugh sorry#I’m supposed to be downstairs mingling w family. I am hiding let me hide#this holiday is so fuckinf stressful and exhausting and uncomfortable goddddd#I’m so tired oh god#someone come kidnap me. I’ll buy us snacks or something for the road#anyway#good omens#crowley#ineffable husbands#good omens 2#aziracrow#aziraphale#ineffable lovers#ineffable wives#good omens season 2#go2#David tennant#good omens angst#goodomensedit#gomens#gomens 2#cw: religious trauma
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i’m gonna sound stupid for saying this but i’m acc very upset that real life is keeping me away from being a loser here 😔
#suki rambles#i’m barely at home anymore with how much i spend time outside... and i just wanna sit down and WRITE#but as soon as i come home i’m just so exhausted from studying and travelling that i pushing out a 1k fic-#-which would normally be so easy for me feel so impossivble now#and now i just stare at my wips feeling disappointed in myself that i’m too tired to work on it#me staring at my vampire!kita fic 😔#me staring at my lemurian! rafayel fic 😔#the younger me could’ve stayed up and pulled an all nighter to finish a fic but now i just could NEVEERRRR#i need my 8 hours of sleep or i won’t function for a whole day#and i feel so horrible too that i’m so behind on replying to everyone 🥹#DTD TOO BRUH like i was so dedicated in updating every week but when im FINALLY at the last chapter thats when i get so busy ugh#like i don’t wanna be hard on myself bcos i have written a lot and also this is just a hobby but thats the thing!!#i feel like i’m so busy with adult things that i don’t have enough time for writing (which brings me joy) and i’m sad about it lol#big sigh.#tw: rant
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Kinda wanna be in love… or at the very least be loved… ugh gross 🫠🫠🫠
#mine#text post#I have too many feelings tonight#this is exhausting lol#I don’t even think it’s really me wanting to be in love#but maybe just experiencing tenderness and care more often ????#I have a severe lack of softness and tenderness and affection in my life#and I’m just sad about it#and I hate that it’s so often only found in the context of romantic relationships#like can’t a bitch just get some physical affection and sweetness#and tenderness and softness without dating anyone????#yes I know you can have that with friends#but I don’t have those kinda friends okay????#I just wanna be held 😭😭😭😭#ugh I’m a mess 😅🫠🫠#someone tell me to shut up
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autistic Dino hands
#selfies and letdowns#it’s a me#I just wanted to post something so I could rant in my tags <3#traveling is exhausting I’m going to knock out in the best way rn this couch is so cozy#ahhhhh we get to start setting shit up in our place UGH YAY#selfies#emo selfies#Midwest emo bitches#I love u free throw#send anons#goodnight
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#me#hi#face#selfie#ugh#life is rough lately#ughhhhhhhh#dang#sup#im very exhausted mentally and physically#i’m so ready to go back to wv for a week on friday i just wanna see my friends and family bro#:/
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Back to BUSINESS. wip
#Sesskag wip#I’ve been done with this for a minute but I was too tired from work and refreshing myself on other interests#now that I finally had a decent rest and can see straight it’s all good!! ALL GOOD !!!#work was DUMB and LONG ugh. it’s almost spring :D!!! that means good weather and work being more exhausting bc everybody wanna be outside#also y’all I met a new guy lol the last one sucked I like this new guy so much. matter fact I’m seeing a man now the last one was#just some dude yknow lol I gave 5 months of my time to just some dude just to get broken up with before vday🤡🤡#but now I’m back to baseline! just in time
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I’m so glad I was able to vote early but damn I’m also gonna be feeling some kind of helpless tomorrow…
#…which doesn’t MAKE. SENSE. BECAUSE. I. VOTED.#ugh#I have a huge blank slate of anxiety and exhaustion in me#I’m so scared
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thinking about this post i saw the other week where this person was saying how badly they wanted to be able to buy a nice mug without thinking twice about it. and all the comments were saying how they could just buy a cheaper mug. and they were like jesus fucking christ ITS NOT ABOUT THE MUG. because yeah
#i’m so fucking. Exhausted#having to so carefully budget every single dollar#and feeling like a failure if i want to get like. some fancy cookies or something#or a nice blanket#and i am paying back my debt but also taking on more every year#and i personally don’t even feel that bad about it. like as long as i can afford the monthly payments idc#but then i see like three million tiktok/youtube videos shaming people who have less debt than i do#and im like. well ok.#like i am Trying idk what else to say😭#but i don’t want to try this hard like i’m not strong enough#i don’t have the work ethic or desire to scrape every penny into my savings like.#i just want to be able to buy fun things and see my friends#not even like. anything crazy expensive😭#i want to go out to a bar for karaoke without feeling guilty about the drink prices#it’s just. sooooo fucking frustrating and i’m worried it won’t ever end#sorry for the rant i am just spiraling a little bit😭#i’ll probably delete later#like i am Fine and actually doing really well rn#but i am so sick of not being able to afford to eat#and even when i start getting paid i still have to be so so so careful with my money#which i am. historically not good at doing#UGH#sorry😭#will delete#personal
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Note to self: never again let it slip to an irl person that I write whump
#told two of my classmates today#I’m exhausted so it just kinda slipped out#plus I assumed they’d be at least a little ok about it#given that they’re into fandom stuff#but no#they definitely thought I was some kind of freak#and I wasn’t about to try and defend myself#‘writing this stuff is a kind of therapy for me I promise I’m not sadistic or creepy!’#yeah that would’ve gone over wonderfully#*sighs*#figures that one of the only personal things I shared this whole semester gets this reaction#why do I even try#I never talk about myself#I let everyone else vent and tell me everything#and when I try to open up I screw myself#trin rambles#vent#ignore me I’ll be fine#it’s just a really yucky day today#I’m not in a great place mentally and that did nothing good for me#hopefully sleep will help#…if I manage to get any sleep that is#ugh#delete later
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the urge to leave my current shitty job with shit management and inept coworkers vs my dislike of change and the job hunting process in general and what if the next job is somehow Even Worse
#FIGHT#uuurghfbdjbsf#keep forgetting to go book my mri at a rival company so I can have a snoop and ask around irt working there#and might ring up and have a chat with some of the recruiters advertising atm bc some of the job listings look pretty decent#bc it’s an absolute shitshow at the company I work at rn#management are fucking out of touch dipshits and people keep (rightfully) quitting#and the few people they’ve hired to replace them they haven’t given enough time to get fully trained#so not only are we constantly short staffed#we’re having to follow up and correct a lot of the new hires’ mistakes bc they just weren’t trained enough#or don’t give a shit in some cases#(fuck you tony. everybody hates you Tony you lazy ass)#uGH#I’m so fucking exhausted and burnt out and pissed off at this company I expected better from them#especially since they seem so much better run up in brisbane#but down here it’s a clown show#anyway I should rly go the fuck to sleep I’m rostered to a clinic that’s a 40+ min drive tomorrow fml#holy personal post batman
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oh my fucking god lee are you seeing these rumors about esteban allegedly getting into physical fights and being difficult to work with? why the fuck are people just blindly believing one anon’s claims? like what fucking evidence is there for this shit? why would they renew esteban for 3 years if this shit was true? i’m genuinely getting really pissed off rn with this whole situation
and if people want to call it pulling the race card then fine but it makes me so uncomfortable that people are trying to painting someone with North African heritage as violent and aggressive…
are you fucking serious? i haven’t seen any of that and frankly i don’t believe any of it
although one things clear, the second anything negative is said about esteban whether there’s any evidence for it or not, people will absolutely jump at the chance to attack him. i saw so many people say they started hating esteban after dts and i was just ??? cause i thought we all agreed that we can’t just blindly trust dts?? and that most of it is bs?? but i guess when it’s esteban it’s a different story.
i try not reveal too much about my personal life on here, but as someone who has interned for multiple teams and circuits (and i mean A LOT), none of them have anything bad to say about esteban ever, almost every employee who has ever interacted with him has said how he’s so sweet and grateful and always makes sure to thank everyone around him, and when i interacted with him briefly, still in the context of working at a circuit, he was so welcoming and friendly. (and that’s honestly the reason he’s my fav)
people will always tell poc that we’re pulling the race card so atp speak your truth. f1 is so predominantly white and they will never listen to a single thing we say ever, i’ve seen so many people say we’re over dramatic for bringing up the racism and that there isn’t any but that’s also the same shit my white friends told me when i was the only poc in the friend group and they were excluding me so what does that say about them.
you’re so 100% right about how the portrayal of esteban as aggressive and violent is due to racism because there is quite literally no other reason for it. “oh it’s cause he’s aggressive on track” yeah, so is every other fucking driver cause it’s a fucking race, fuck right off i’ve never seen this shit with other drivers
#i’m so exhausted#being a poc in motorsports is so… ugh#i’m also trying very hard to not go into tangents about race theory#if you disagree#i am open to having conversations but if you’re gonna be rude or racist to me then i will block you#also i wanna say#the JOKES about esteban and pierre getting into fist fights are funny#i’m not referring to those#and that’s very obvious#just before anyone says anything in my notes or asks#also i won’t say more on working with teams and circuits#i really do prefer to keep my personal life private#attention acquired!
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Man I’m so tired
#not to come on here just to bitch and whine but man……#I’m so tired of what my brain and body and moods are doing#I’m so tired of being seemingly fine and then all of a sudden feeling like the world is ending#and everyone hates me#and kinda just wanting to give up on everything because why does it matter#and nothing gets better#it’s so exhausting#and it’s like#I could go to bed#most of the time I’ll feel a bit better if I can sleep it off#but I’ve already slept most of today#and I wanted to write tonight :( and watch some movies :(#but that just sounds miserable now#ugh#kaz rambles
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i actually all of society to just stop for the week i’m on my period im being so serious rn i can’t do this
#i am just one small and lonely girl with adulting on her shoulders#got home from the first half of my shift and just!? feel like crying?? and idk what’s going on??#i just feel like i made so many decisions today and im trying to make so many things happen#and i just feel so exhausted and i hate doing this#I DONT KNOW WHY IM CRYING#i’m gonna ruin my makeup !!!#i just feel so Wrong and ugh#I WAS FINE 30 MIN AGO#i just wish i had someone to do this with or talk to idk i hate doing this all by myself
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the way my pharmacy has absolutely screwed me over… I’m so fucking upset… at first they refused to refill my prescription because it was too early despite both me and my doctor asking for it because I leave soon, and then once I was finally aloud to ask for a refill (yesterday) they don’t even have it in stock yet and now I have to wait 2-3 business days…. I literally leave tomorrow….. like I have no idea how this shit works but why wouldn’t they have ordered it a week or a few days early before my refill date… do they not check that sort of thing?? especially when the prescription I get is exactly 30 days… like I don’t have anything extra…. What do I even do in this situation….
#I’m too exhausted to even try and figure it out#I’ve been so depressed these last few weeks#like I’m not gonna try and call a bunch of people or ask my doctor if I can pick it up from the lgbt clinic cause they always have in stock#cause that’s a 2 hour drive and I’m just#ugh#ughhhh#what da hell….#I’ve never had this issue before why is this happening now#they used to always give me it a week or even a month early#smh#transphobia =_=
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