#i don’t have the work ethic or desire to scrape every penny into my savings like. | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

bookinit02 · 20 days

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thinking about this post i saw the other week where this person was saying how badly they wanted to be able to buy a nice mug without thinking twice about it. and all the comments were saying how they could just buy a cheaper mug. and they were like jesus fucking christ ITS NOT ABOUT THE MUG. because yeah

#i’m so fucking. Exhausted #having to so carefully budget every single dollar #and feeling like a failure if i want to get like. some fancy cookies or something #or a nice blanket #and i am paying back my debt but also taking on more every year #and i personally don’t even feel that bad about it. like as long as i can afford the monthly payments idc #but then i see like three million tiktok/youtube videos shaming people who have less debt than i do #and im like. well ok.#like i am Trying idk what else to say😭#but i don’t want to try this hard like i’m not strong enough #i don’t have the work ethic or desire to scrape every penny into my savings like.#i just want to be able to buy fun things and see my friends #not even like. anything crazy expensive😭#i want to go out to a bar for karaoke without feeling guilty about the drink prices #it’s just. sooooo fucking frustrating and i’m worried it won’t ever end #sorry for the rant i am just spiraling a little bit😭#i’ll probably delete later #like i am Fine and actually doing really well rn #but i am so sick of not being able to afford to eat #and even when i start getting paid i still have to be so so so careful with my money #which i am. historically not good at doing #UGH #sorry😭#will delete #personal

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