#BUT I’d get paid to be there

[skyloftian-nutcase]

😒

My head is full of thoughts so I am pouring them into the tags like a pitcher of water so that I can clear out my brain please just don’t mind me 👍🏻

[local-dragon-haunt]

The family curse.

[findingoblivion]

There’s a $500 laptop at the phone store across the street that would let me stream and start making money and building my community again, but realistically I can’t afford to spend that much money in one month, that’s more than my rent.

I know this isn’t the best cause or most important thing ever but I’ve had the same shit laptop that barely functions for 5 years now, and it’s probably going to die soon anyways, in which case I will be completely fucked as I am disabled and can’t make it to most in person jobs, I mostly work from home when I’m employed. Plus you know, there’s that whole thing where my entire life is online and all of my relationships are long distance.

So yeah, if you have a few spare bucks I’d really appreciate it if you could throw some my way. I can also do writing commissions for you for any fandom and premise if that’s something you’re interested in.

My PayPal is aelathehuntresshf@gmail.com

If you’d prefer to make a payment through wise or interac e transfer if you’re in Canada please DM me for those details. I can also share my AO3 and some other writing examples if you’d like.

Reblogs are also greatly appreciated!

0/500

[foldingfittedsheets]

I literally texted my beloved and posted on tumblr that my interview went well.

Within half an hour I was convinced it has actually gone terribly and also panicking about picking one mattress place over the one I know better and being scared about trying to learn a new system while simultaneously being excited by the idea of having money again and also scared I won’t keep applying for rigging jobs when the industry picks up.

I’m just a meme of a guy slapping my roof and saying “this lil guy can fit so many anxieties!”

[ohmigoshiloveu]

[ohsangwoosbat]

grandpa is a little slow..😓

[im-not-getting-paid-for-this]

*shows up to work toting around @i-shatter-mirrors * Oh, by the way, this is my daughter.

- @the-prettiest-flower

Frantically checks paperwork, they let you reproduce???

[penicillium-pusher]

I fucking hate my job, my medical LOA is over and last week I called to be put back on the schedule and they told me no, asked me to call back today to see if they could figure something out, and they’re not answering.

[toadsrbutch]

everyone manifest my phone interview that is in an hour going well!!

[courtmartialme]

important rule in my commission info images over the years

[knightdomain]

Thinking about opening a few slots for graphic comms again 🤔

[amandarayyy]

I have a whole page list of shit I have to get done today… and I will probably get only half done… and yet I’m here on tumblr looking up polin things… and about to watch something on Netflix while I clean… which will turn into me just watching Netflix…and this is my problem 😩

[gaycinema]

have a job interview for a junior editing position at a marketing agency tmrow and im soooo nervous but also not but also so so nervous. for a year now I’ve been like omg WHENN will someone hire me for a job related to my degree and now I’m like omg what if I do TOO good in the interview and I actually get the job and I have to do the job and I do it badly. I’m a FRAUD <- hasn’t used premiere or davinci resolve in a year but lied and said I was “proficient” in them

[jollyart]

How's the NaruHina nsfw comic coming along?

Good fucking question anon 🥹

Currently had to put that project on hold cuz right after I announced the project, someone had commissioned me to work on a piece for them. And then holidays happened, and then more traveling, and then my fucking love for konohana happened LOL just… many different things happened but I’ll be back home soon. Also I hate background art I’m actual dog poopy on that and I dread doing those parts, paneling is hard too. Everything is hard. But as far as progress, I think I was able to get at least 5 or 6 pages done?

Forgive me, art is a struggle.

[manycrows]

Really bad intrusive thoughts keeping me up and a google search on how to deal with them comes up with like. Be mindful and label them :) don’t worry about their contents :) which is Easy To Say When You’re Some Quora Bastard And Not Me (The Suffering Guy)

But I log into tumblr and see that I gotta live long enough to see the cybertrucks start rusting… thank you tumblr for knowing that when loving is not enough, haterism will keep me alive

[afterlife-2004]

Reminds me of “The World Was Wide Enough”, a song from the musical, Hamilton!