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clarabowmp3 · 7 months ago

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If you want to go and be stupid (make me wait in a car for an hour and a half knowing I haven’t had lunch or the bubble tea we had agreed on AND that I have a history of being dehydrated to the point of passing out) don’t do it in front of me (drag me along just cuz YOU want to meet your old professor)

#I was listening to please please please so #I can’t even enjoy teenage dream by katy Perry HHHH #Insert that creed meme #if I can *enjoy teenage dream by katy perry* what’s all this been about???#I didn’t even half switch on the engine until just now cuz I don’t want the car to overheat or smth #but IM overheating now #I have the car keys and istg it’s not even funny how close I am to driving off right here right now #and it’s so frustrating cuz we agreed to keep Fridays open for us to spend together like I didn’t got for my orientation session today cuz #of that #and she could have met her professor yesterday but she said the timing was too close to peak #cuz she didn’t want to drive in peak hour #which fine but she literally could have kept the meeting next week #and I still would have been fine waiting if it was just an hour #now we’re coming up to 1 hour 45 min #ugh I’m just in such a bad mood #personal #tw vent

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frnkiebby · 8 months ago

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Bored in math and remembered that one meme of ProRev Frank and Swarm Gee where they’re pouting at each other and going “Same Hair!” And then i saw a bby pic of Frank and realized it was like Hesitant Alien Gee’s hair and did this

i need to do some more pen sketches i fucking love those.

also fuck if i’m not absolutely in love with gee in their hesitant alien era they’re so so so fucking pretty. and frank with red hair is actively killing me very very badly~🎃

(also bc im a nosey fucking nerd who likes math— which math are you taking??)

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sanguine-melancholia · 1 year ago

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i’m so overwhelmed by things that shouldn’t be overwhelming...

#among them‚ i’ve fallen behind on drscula dauly for the first time this year and it’s stressing me out cuz i really really wanted to keep up #this year that was the one goal i had for the year is keep up with it. last year i fell way behind when my brother died and it was so hard #catching up and the entry on the 30th was a little longer than they’ve been recently and i’ve been busy and also slipping back into depressi #on real bad and i’m just not in the mood for it and i feel like it’s just gonna snowball #and this is such a non issue. it’s a book. that i’ve read before. but still it’s just stressing me out. among other things #like library books that are overdue and i haven’t finished or journal entries i want to write or a letter i’ve been wanting so badly to writ #e and a short story idea that i wanted to write down but is escaping me and fucking. tumblr notifications #these are non issues!!! but it feels like there’s a timer for the world to end again all the same.#ugh #and i should be able to focus on one thing and get it done! these things shouldn’t be hard! they’re even meant to be enjoyable! but i can’t #get myself to do anything lately #and on top of all that i’m not able to fall asleep even with my sleep meds.#what even ever‚‚‚#anyway sorry for the rant i’m basically fine

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mars-ipan · 4 months ago

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god i cannot wait to be off these steroids…

#marzi speaks #marzivents #<- it’s late n i’m kinda pent up abt this #i’m so TIRED of themmmm #i’m probs gonna be on them for the rest of the year. which SUCKSSS #i don’t like how many ppl comment on the moon face #i don’t mind it. like i look in a mirror and i’m okay.#it’s a little weird. but like. just because it’s different. like getting used to a new haircut #but every time i see someone for the first time in a bit it’s ‘woah your face got rounder’#and i have to go ‘oh yeah it’s water retention- steroids thing it’ll go away when i’m able to go off ‘em’#and they go ‘oh alright :) you still look good btw don’t worry’#and i just. i HATE how people talk about it!! like jfc. it’s so clear that they think it’s like kinda sad #my dad said he thinks it’s cute and he’s the only one i actually think is telling the truth there #my mom and i agree that it doesn’t matter. but even then she tries to tell me not to panic #like a little extra squish in my face is something to panic over #it’s so clear that so many people see it as another thing to pity #oh poor thing. has that chronic illness for the rest of her life. and the steroids made her jaw look rounder :(#like jfc i knew fatphobia was prevalent but come the fuck on. literally i’m like barely retaining water for steroids too #like. i’m still very much skinny (i JUST finished being malnourished ffs) but bc i’m retaining water in my face #now ppl feel the need to comfort me. over this tiny cosmetic thing that does not matter #like. i wouldn’t feel weird abt it if it weren’t for everyone else making it such a THING. why is everyone so weird about it #i’m not insecure about it but when ppl try to comfort me or go ‘it’s not that bad’ it makes me feel like i’m SUPPOSED to be insecure abt it #and it drives me NUTS. bc there are things about being on steroids that i would love to be comforted about #but the water retention is not one of them. i couldn’t give a rat’s ass about the water retention #y’know what i’d like to be comforted over? the mood swings. the irritability. the insomnia. the appetite fluctuation #the slow healing of skin. thinning and dryness in the skin. having to take like 3 other medications alongside the steroid #bc taking the steroid causes side effects that need to be medically treated or prevented #even outside of the steroid! i’d like some comfort about having to build back my stamina from scratch #i’d like some comfort about having the worst balance i’ve had in years #there’s. more to this. but i’m out of tags. maybe i’ll make some replies idk. i’m just. UGH

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hello-delicious-tea · 5 days ago

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Grrr we have one week till we leave the country and I am on day fucking three of a fucking migraine and the meadow still isn’t cut down and I’m two postcards behind on the art postcard exchange and the fucking bathroom ceiling hasn’t been fixed and one car is broken and the fucking medicine that makes my head stop hurting also makes me vague and dizzy and nauseated and the string trimmers are the devil’s own invention and I hate fucking everything. Everything.

#woke up in a bad mood #and it just continues to be a bad mood plus bad physical state #teatalk #grrrrr #also the dog is disgusting and needs washed and we haven’t got any ideas for dinner tonight #and if I have to eat chicken one more day I’m gonna scream #I know that all of these are minor problems but UGH #my life is good!#but UGH

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idolsgf · 3 months ago

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I’m….not in a good mood tonight

#personal #tbd #share something good that happened today I guess #or talk about something that makes you happy #a lot of little things keep piling up #and i’m tired #i would just go to bed but if I go to bed in a bad mood I always wake up in a bad mood #and I don’t want to spread this to tomorrow #ugh

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imaslowlearner-butilearn · 9 months ago

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God forbid I actually have weekend plans for once 🙃

#I’m so sad/just in such a bad mood ugh #I also can’t tell if the muscle relaxers have started working but either way I’ll be out of them soon #also I didn’t go to work today but it’s not exactly a fun day off #personal

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sodacowboy · 9 months ago

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I love that one of my pre-headache/migraine symptoms is an usual shift in mood

#like why the fuck am I so irritated???#why am I so anxious???#and then two hours later my head starts to hurt and it’s like oh that’s what that was #anyway #my mom went to the neurologist today #and she asked the tech or whomever is jaw pain was a prodrome #and they were like Yep! :)#and it’s like yeah lmao I could’ve told you that #from the exact 2 1/2 instances it’s happened to me #and with the mood thing #I always feel bad when I’m irritable #bc like I can’t help it like I just can’t stop being irritable #and I usually end up being kind of short/snappy with people #or raise my voice #and I don’t like doing that #but just isolating until it stops isn’t really a viable solution all the time y’know #ugh anyway

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floral-hex · 2 years ago

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I just get so tired of waking up every day and having to claw my way up to some emotional baseline

#but really what choice do I have #just not wake up? not the healthiest option #probably need to up my meds #I just feel so defeated living each day like this #bleggghhh #so I take a small handful of pills and vitamins and drink my little coffee and chug water and try try try to distract myself #wining. whinging and wining and bitching and moaning.#what would my therapist suggest? try focusing on what’s real and logical and rational. not feelings and emotions?#but I just can’t always be logical with fucking chemicals in my brain #I can’t outthink chemicals or the days when my hearing gets real bad or even when I just don’t feel too fucking good my dude #try to focus on the good parts of tinnitus and bug hurty tummy ya butthole #okay he’s not a butthole he’s actually very very nice and has been very patient with me #but just let me be negative about this for a minute jeez #I’m so fucking grumpy these last few days #trying to… ugh I guess eat my feelings? I hate that phrase and I’m not over eating #but I have been I guess STRATEGICALLY EATING things I hope would temporarily boost my mood. sugary stuff. caffeine. junk.#god I wish I just had drugs for this. for when it gets too hard.#this sounds so pathetic. oooo nooo I just want to get high because im soooo sad 😭#I have three (3) klonopin left I save for bad days or anxiety or whatever and I doubt my doc is gonna give me more #I’ve been taking buspar for the past couple of weeks and I really don’t know if it helps #hell im not entirely convinced buspar is not only NOT adding anything but if I stop my body will hate me #need to go talk about that with the dr but my appointment is next month and im lazy about pushing it up sooner #we’ll see. probably do that tomorrow after I run some errands #is this exciting? getting to see me plan out my day tomorrow? gonna grab groceries and med refills. wow it’s an inside scoop just for you #anyway this is a lot of rambling and I’m sorry if you read any of this #I’m super duper poor right now but I think I’ll run to the gas station and get a big fucking huge soda so I can ride a small sugar high #uggghhhh what a waste of a post #you can ignore this #text

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rosicheeks · 2 years ago

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Did you go for round 3? 🤭

I was going to 😤

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stonesandswords · 16 days ago

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#ugh my anxiety is SO BAD right now #between my mom and my one coworker #like honestly my mom can go fuck herself for being a shitty person and ‘being hurt’ when it reflects back on her #should have known better that she would take something not even directed at her personally #but man i’m really anxious about how my coworker is going to be this weekend #she didn’t come in today and i was texting with the director about it #(because NO ONE could cover for her and i NEEDED lunch break coverage that he did)#and i told him that this is the 4th time she’s done this in 6 weeks #(+ an extra time when she was asked if she was coming in the next day after calling off)#idk if she’s actually going to come in tomorrow or not #which is giving me massive anxiety #but if she does the director is going to have a meeting with her #like he used some pretty big actionable not great words for it #and idk if she will take it well #and i know the contents of the meeting are probs going to upset her #and she’s def a more sensitive person #and i’m just anxious for how moody or not she will be for the rest of the weekend #and how she’s going to treat me after it #and i know that her mood and feelings are my problem #but the way she treats me is my problem esp if it’s negatively #and i know i shouldn’t worry about it because i truly don’t know how she’ll behave #but i’m just not looking forward to her negative reaction and treatment of me if she has one #(she’s not getting fired btw but like the director is just as over this shit as i am)

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frnkiebby · 10 months ago

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welp. yeah.~🎃

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verdemoth · 18 days ago

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oooooooohh the agonies the curses the torments aughghghghghg

#i go to bed. i am tired. i wake up. i am tired. i go to bed. i am tired. i wake up. i am tired.#i go to bed (early). i am tired. i wake up. i am tired. i go to bed (early). i am tired. i wake up (early). i am tired.#ad nauseam…. never know if i’m oversleeping or undersleeping but either way the result is i get a little more tired every day #havent felt truly rested in like years idk. it gets to you #ugh. and the joints. this winters been real bad on them #major joints on 3/4 of my limbs have been inflamed and angry for days…#worst is my right (main) elbow which is New for me. that thing does not want to be rotated at all rn #that shits annoying #every year i find more joints that hurt and more painfully #and the guts…. og the guts sure are gutsing it up ouchie #fuck it we ball fuck it we ball fuck it we ball #no joke i’m running on the high of autistic euphoria rn #load-bearing emotional support Shadow. truly genuinely #i think about him and instant mood boost. delight #im not thriving but i am thriving. you feel. cant keep me down im rotating a funny little hedgehog in my brain #🦔🌀🦔🌀🦔🌀🦔🌀🦔 woo wooo wooo yippee yayyyy #anyway if you got this far. sonic games are so fucking cool guys i love this series #im like. fine. just need to complain into the void somewhere sometimes and then move on ✌️#maybe someday it can get better or at least stop getting worse but for now we just deal #would be nice to catch a break so i can draw again. too fuckin eepy

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demonmoonsupreme · 3 months ago

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#ighhhhhhh #it’s been a shitty week.#my pony had colic and twisted his colon so we had to part ways after 18 years together #i miss him so much #my mom basically said that I wasn’t bothered by his passing #me who was barely able to hold myself together in front of the vet so that I was even capable of going into work later that day #and now I’m watching this election and just not feeing good #i’ll find out when I wake up in the morning #but this reminds me of watching in 2016 :/#I don’t live in the us. never have probably never will #but i am a citizen and I’m registered and I vote #so if you assholes who fucking LIVE there didn’t go out and vote so help me #ugh. i’m in a terrible funk and bad mood

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steviescrystals · 9 months ago

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fuck plato’s closet fr bc how are you gonna have all this shein for sale but when i come in trying to sell a huge bag full of the exact brands and styles you claim to be looking for you take 12 things and give me $49 for all of it…

#like everyone’s told me they’re picky but not THIS picky like truly how are they making these decisions #when i was looking around i saw a pair of the exact same sweatpants i brought in but in an uglier color and they didn’t buy mine #and i couldn’t tell which stuff they took cause it was all in a bin but the one thing i did see on top was a sweater from urban #i paid like $80 for it originally and they gave me 4 FUCKING DOLLARS #i know it’s a thrift store and they’re not gonna pay a ton and i probably wouldn’t care if they had taken more stuff but they didn’t so #also i had everything folded so nicely when i brought it in and the girl who went through it literally just threw it all back in the bag #like can you at the very least keep it neat if you’re not gonna take it UGH i’m in such a bad mood now #spent literally all day sorting through my clothes drove 30 minutes to the store and waited there for 45 minutes just for that #i’m gonna try going to another location tomorrow bc i simply don’t understand why they didn’t take some of this stuff #vent #lj.txt

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kenslilove · 1 year ago

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damn not my fav fic of all time flopping

#ugh #I know I’m just in a bad mood I shouldn’t whine #but I really do love this fic so it makes me a little..#disheartened #probably bc it’s super long #but plz give it love I’m #yea #😭🥹

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