#but idk what else to do
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i hate doing this but i got let go from my job a month before i expected my contract to end and i haven’t been able to rebound with a new job yet. i only have enough money for rent and internet, but that means i can’t afford anything that isn’t that (like toilet paper, ibuprofen, cleaners, etc.). i literally would not be able to eat rn if it weren’t for food stamps
my venmo is @/michthememelord if you have a few bucks to throw my way i’d sincerely appreciate it <3 but only do so if it’s money to spare i don’t wanna make poor people poorer
#ignorance cloud on#i’m not tagging this w anything bc i know tumblr likes to silence posts like this in the first place#but anyways ig like. if y’all like my writing maybe consider throwing me a dollar#idk how long i’m gonna keep this post up bc taking money from people literally makes me sick#but idk what else to do
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some brazilians want to do a qsmp boycott on twt... but idk if it would do anything. the problem doesnt come from the ccs or anything that quackity and his team has control over. the community is very hard to control, and even if the team does something, it will hardly drive away the xenophobics
#qsmp#qsmp neg#kinda#fandom neg#qsmp fandom neg#brazilians are tired#i myself am a little burnt out#but idk what else to do
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#i hate being trans#why can't i just be cis#why must i be different#i don't want to be different#ik the 'give up' plan sounds silly#but idk what else to do#I'm super conflicted#but thete is no point#so
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yall PLEASE more professor h…that’s what the ppl actually want and it’s really frustrating to keep waiting
Well idk what to tell you when the one of us who writes it is busy w a really intensive big girl job. I’m the one writing majority of the time and N, who writes mostly for it, is only really able to cowrite reaper with me right now. What’s frustrating is the attitude. I can not take over her solo project on my own and I wouldn’t because that’s not fair, and tbh it makes her less excited to write it. There’s a lot of pressure involved and she worries about it being up to par.
It’s easier for the stories we cowrite (reaper, most of our earlier series) because we have a shared vision on what we want vs this when she claimed it as her baby. I hope you can at least understand that. We have hundreds of pieces of free writing on here and update at least every 5 days.
Ultimately, I get it. I understand it’s annoying to wait but what’s even more annoying is 1, having big girl job and barely time to write w someone let alone on ur own 2, not having the inspo to finish it and 3, feeling like people are demanding stuff of us.
#idk if I should just#put them on official hiatus#or what#like I love yall#I rlly do#but idk what else to do#or delete it?#so people don’t wait#unsure#but this approach#it hurts feelings
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I miss being apart of things.
#ive been in hsr and genshin just observing fandom stuff#but not participating or writing or drawing anything like i do with Sonic#but idk it feels like theres nothing here for me in Sonic fandom anymore#i still love it but loving it by myself is boring.#ive been in the fandom for a decade and always will be but I just feel like im beating my head up against the wall#and all i think about is how much I wanna do but just cant find a reason to#the break isnt helpful#but idk what else to do#i might delete later#i just needed someplace to vent and my blog is really all i have
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I'm very bad at starting conversations so I've resorted to texting people the word "slurm" to get their attention and hoping they'll start a conversation for me
it's worked so far cuz my friends hate the word
#slurm#or its counterpart#slurms#they hate it with a passion#but idk what else to do#asking how they are tends to be the start and end of a conversation#it never goes far#so#slurms ig
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Did you go for round 3? 🤭
I was going to 😤
#but then fucking tractor guy came#but i smoked and started to get back in the Mood#so I went home and was going to grab my toys#but then this HUGE spider was waiting for me#I feel super bad I’m pretty sure I woke up my parents… the vacuum is very loud#but idk what else to do#it was HUGE#if you can’t tell I’m terrified of spiders#so the loml better be ok with killing all the spiders#dkdndkjdkdmdjs#ughhhh I’m pretty sure I got it#but now I feel all creepy crawlyyy#I hate spiders#and I’m terrified of living here in the basement cause I know this is just the start#if anyone has any tips on how to get rid of spiders let me know pls#but yeah#idk if I’m necessarily in the Mood anymore#now I feel like there are spiders all over me#ugh I hate spiders#ask#anon
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Sometimes I want to quit my job
I’m starting to think it’s not worth it
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10 years later
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itafushi#itafushikugi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#least heterosexual group photo ive ever drawn tbh#u have the kings of subtle pda and their judgy lesbian third wheel#this does remind me a lot of the kind of art i used to do jhgdjghdfj#specifically that one furuba main trio piece i did forever ago. same vibe better art#anyway......i tried my best........ i tried so hard#i do not know how old they look . the goal was 25/26 but atp i've gaslit myself into thinking they look the same#especially megumi im so . throws hands in the air in defeat#but idk what else i can do cries at least i like it??? i think???????#i don't know!!! if they look younger than 25 whatever!!!!!!!!#why is it so hard fr me to make chars look older im gna slam my head against the door#maybe its fine. idc <- (lie)#in other news itfs are married fight me abt it . yuuji rockin the right hand ring fr Lack Of Finger reasons#also i am Eating nobara's fit . she might also look a bit younger than intended the more i look at her gDI why cant i have nice things#new hairstyle carrying tbh. i think she would a. grow it out and b. switch the side she parts it on to make Seeing easier#god just take it all tht really matters 2 me is low pony nobara and Rings On Fingers itfs#i did my time in yoi i know how to make wedding bands Work
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hmmm i may be fucked 🙃
#my car is still in the shop#they’re trying to get parts from hyundai and hyundai’s not fucking answering#it appears i will not have my car back tomorrow#which means i’ll have to take my sister’s car to the theatre#which i don’t want to do that to her#or her car#but idk what else to do#maybe if she takes me to go rent a car#i can use that for a while#luckily my mom is coming here either friday or saturday#so at least they’ll have a ride to the theatre if my car is still in the shop#but this shit has my anxiety through the roof and i am feeling so bad#but i didn’t know what else to do#the car needed to be worked on before i go down to md next week#i’m praying they can get this part in#this is super fucked
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Making a chain cause why not!? Hdisiwisjs
Put your name/nickname in the Character Headcanon Generator and see what you get!
Link!
Erm...so-
@starsinthenigth @mxnaceo @duckp0t + Anyone who wants to do it! (No pressure)
#― abbey !#― the angel catalogue !#― sky !#― chains !#idk what else to tag#hello :3#idk how tags work#skysky#hello tumblr#tumblr game#tumblr chain#tag chain#chain#reblog#tag game#tumblr#game#reblog game#tagging game#tags tags tags#tag tag tag#more tags#idk how to tag this#perchance#headcanons#character headcanons#headcanons generator#idk why i made this#idk what im doing#idk man
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i am once again weighing the pros and cons of admitting myself to a psych ward
#seems to be a monthly occurrence these days#all the ones in my area apparently suck ass#but idk what else to do#shit is getting grim#vampy’s adventures#tw depression#tw si
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Let me show you one of my original concepts :>
Because. Why not haha👍
Characters refs Masterpost
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#ah wait how do I even tag non fandom stuff?#uh#marble sky#marble sky comic#or something?#art#comics#what else#aliens#lol#Idk what to put in the tags so#what are your thoughts on this thing?#I tried to post this on other website but it didn’t really gain much audience lol people was just looking and then silently leaving#I wonder if Tumblr is diffent#Tumblr seems to like aliens much more that Twitter haha
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#Got laid off from my job today#Second time in about as many years#Thinking of changing careers cuz maybe this is A Sign#but IDK what else to do#I don't know anything. or have experience in anything...
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triple trouble pt 2 (pt1 here)
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comic i made about out-aging the person i've been grieving
#tw death#tw dead body#tw blood#tw sibling loss#idk what else. i dont know#gio arts#i kind of made this partly to get over my fear of drawing you. i dont know how ive been using art to reflect pains and i still couldnt do t#that#anyway#LONG POST#THAT TOO
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