#ugggggh idk.

[cloudd-nyne]

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[ofindigoskies]

things I am adding to the elan 5 petri dish that I am going to put under the microscope:

also I think its fun to note he did not raise his score at all the entire fight, he's absolutely serious about living as long as he can

[pandacatdoodler]

[essektheylyss]

the NORMAL book to read in a tree on campus at my very professional adult job is the scientific history book, but the one that WILL get me the look of absolute befuddlement and mild consternation I crave from my supervisor is the gnostic gospels, so here we are

[princessfayebug]

Hi guys! So I just realized I haven't been on tumblr in a hot minute, I low-key forgot about it tbh because of testing n all that stuff. And there's still MORE testing coming up so yeah..*cries in finals*

For all of you people who aren't in highschool yet be glad you aren't(not saying middle school isn't hard sometimes)I have to deal with TSI, PSAT, ACT, semester exams, STAAR and finals

Thankfully summer break is coming up soon so once testing is done I will continue writing fanfiction for ya'll and I'll finally have time to finish everyone's requests

Also I'm thinking about doing a Q&A or smth just for funsies,lemme know if that's something you guys would be interested in!

Anyways have a great day everyone!!! Xoxo!!

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Here have this picture of Raph

Ok byyyee<33

[captain-of-the-roses]

I want to write. A rwby fic. Because it's back. But I have zero ideas. Hnngn

[jabberamongthetrees]

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[ventique18]

I still stand by my opinion that TWST has one of the best art there is. The sheer skill and MASTERY in design, composition, and rendering is near unbeatable tbh. A lot of other games overcompensate with shiny color rendering to appeal to the layman but actually suck at anatomy and other areas, but Yana-sensei's mastery in everything really speaks for itself. The art style itself is not something that resounds with everyone at first glance, but when you get to flip through the other pieces, you'll realize with how consistent they are that the artist's skill isn't something to joke about.

Granted, there are some weird renderings (the groovy versions lol) which I'm 100% sure were done by other staff members, but the base forms being this consistently amazing is... amazing. Twst has the type of class that doesn't need to resort to fanservice of boobs and thighs to sell. Twst doesn't milk one character for money and gives opportunity for all characters to shine. Twst isn't afraid to break out of the overdone tux and uniqlo fashion and instead makes great effort to incorporate different cultures to create unique and memorable characters designs.

Twst is like creative masturbación for nerds like me 😫

I could go on and on ugggggh. The art is the BEST fantastic unmatched, but the stories themselves deserve praise too! I'm an overworked woman who can barely log in to play 30 minutes everyday, much less read through those bloated NPC dialogues like Genshin serves lol. But twst! Twst gives me chapters that I can read in 30 seconds and laugh at for an entire five minutes. It's such a great kisser (Keep It Short and Simple). And when it decides to hit you with the feels, it hits HARD. Literally cried so many times during the main story.

Idk. This game's literally just a side game because it's so slow to update, but it remains my absolute favorite. The quality and entertainment it brings is unmatched. I love this gem and I'm so glad I gave it a shot! I hope many more people will get to enjoy this game because they're seriously missing out.

[gaykey]

Since I wasn't around since the beginning, why was the relationship between Key and Jonghyun so popular compared to other members? I've read that people were genuinely convinced there was something going on between them, but as heartwarming as their relationship was, I can't really see a difference between some others.

well, back in the early days, when minho was pretending to be all stoic and serious, and he and key were still not seeing eye-to-eye, and jinki was trying to balance being a leader/father-figure/big brother & friend all at the same, whilst national baby taemin followed him around with stars in his eyes, jongkey were kind of the stand out relationship?

during debut era, of course you could see they all had a bond, and were friends, but jongkey just seemed to instantly have that connection, at least, in the most obvious way. idk, they were both so loud, and funny, and of course were not shy when it came to physical affection. they were always hugging and holding hands, and were wrapped around eachother. which, of course fostered a huge shipping culture in the fandom.

so, i think part of it being so popular for years, was because it was probably the first proper ship in shinee. in fact, one of the first fan videos i remember seeing was a jongkey ship video, with all clips from yunhannam and that was barely a month or two after debut.

yunhannam was an early jongkey shippers dream lol.

that and that one behind video from when they were filming a cf, and the members are messing around singing along to the songs playing in the background. ugggggh, i'll have to try and find that after and reblog, because it's truly iconic.

as the years went on, whilst we got to see more of all the members different realtionships, and dynamics, other ships emerged, but jongkey already had a strong fanbase built by this time.

and of course, they grew up, and got closer, and sort of veered into flirty banter & petname territory lol ('watch out babe!') so some fans got quite intense about them.

looking back, i personally see their relationship, as two non-hetereosexual best friends, who are incredibly close, and shared a certain understanding of each other, and their experiences.

but yeah, each member has their own unique relationship with each other, and nealry 16 years in, we can't say that two of them are more close than others. they're family. they're all close in different ways.

but, that took time, and effort to get there.

whereas jongkey just seemed to hit it off right from the start, and that was that.

[tailoredshirt]

2 and 36, please, K 💖 I need to get myself to read more 😅

Okay!! You should also tell me what else you like to read and we can discuss :)

Favorite fantasy book(s).

I'm such a fraud bc I love fantasy but haven't read enough of it. For urban fantasy romance, I love the Kate Daniels series by Ilona Andrews. It has shifters and lots of fun plots. My favorite fantasy series ever, as I said in another ask, is His Dark Materials trilogy by Philip Pullman. I read it as a teen and it imprinted on me. I named my cat Lyra after the main character, and am also writing a Tarlos daemon AU (it's a trope from this book, where every person has an animal companion who is a representation of their soul)! I just love the worldbuilding. I also love the Temeraire series, which is an alternate history of the Napoleonic Wars with dragons!

Your absolute most favorite character(s) from any book you've ever read.

Ugggggh this is impossible. Mostly because as soon as you ask me, I cannot think of a single character from a book to save my own life. Idk about favorites, but I love Temeraire from the Temeraire series, Will from His Dark Materials, and Cinna from The Hunger Games! And recently I've loved Pierre Mathieu from Between Two Fires and Henry Goodsir from The Terror.

[boyslit]

ok i need to be mean for two seconds

i have a lvl 80 full trace E0 4*LC luocha. but even before i maxed his traces, we barely lost any hp without regaining it near instantly. between him and Gepard there's no way you should be losing even to a gatekeeper. like he's ridiculous as a healer and if you have geppie's defense up like. he'll sponge really well and put huge shields on everyone. like by underleveled did you mean you took level 10s into a 70 area or?????

idk. i think i need to take my sleep meds and go to sleep before i get meaner lol I've lost one battle with Luocha in my party and it was against that motherfucking deer

ugggggh anyway. sleep drugs

[shameonmeeguiltypleasure]

Author Vents about Personal life:

(serious ignore this if you cbf I'm just needing an outlet)

Do you know the hardest part of having strong romantic one sided feelings for a good friend?

No one else compares.

I seek his equivalent in other men, he creeps in my thoughts when I'm out or living my day to day. He haunts me at the randomest most ridiculous of moments and it's frustrating!!

Because it's not fair!

Not to the people who are showing interest in me, not to my heart that feels like it's already been claimed. And not to my friend (the cause and cure💀) who I've already had this discussion with.

I have all these feelings and I dont know what to do or where to direct them!!

Because the truth is..... I love him.

Its way too fast, and I don't know how but damn do I love this man.

But am I IN love with him?

Idk.

All I know is, he's the most important (non-blood relative or family) male in my life and i seriously don't trust men.

He draws me into his orbit like a fucking moth to a flame. He's seen me cry, makes me laugh, makes me smile on my saddest of days..... And when I showed him all of my heart and poured out my life story, he thanked me and held me in his arms where I know I could forever live (ugh can you tell I'm a chessy love writer? 😂)

I've had to bite my tongue many a time so those three words don't come pouring out because I know he's not ready to hear them in any capacity.

I know there's still so much I don't know about him, that he's still learning about himself and how he wants to live his life etc.

But I don't plan on going anywhere, and the parts of him he's ready for me to meet, I treasure and protect because that's how precious he is.....

Im deep in my feels because Its the morning after I decided to go back out into the night life and try..... Getting back to my single ways.

We're friends and nothing more. I don't feel guilty and I wouldn't expect him to either even though we've had this discussion.

But despite being the center of many a gaze, I could feel how I stayed closer to the group and ignored some of the flirty hints and stares I was getting.

Drinking hasn't even been the same these days 💀

I've done this song and dance before, teased, flirted and danced with men for an ego boost and left.

But ugggggh I just can't now because they all lack that safety and comfort I've discovered is possible to have 💀💀💀

To summarise.... I'm so fucking screwed with this feeling shit.

And I don't know how TF Penelope did it 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀😂🤣

[tigerop]

You can pay me in threads to stfu with all this ooc

but i always laugh (but hard side eye too) how people infantilize horangi specifically. like the height difference trope is fun with him and konig and stuff and all but how they make him this wittle smol fwagile sub who is like idk fucking 5'0ft and all QnQ sAVE ME KONIG!!! is 1.) uHHH kind of leaning on some big fucking racist stereotypes of asian men i THOUGHT we moved past back in like the goddamn early 2000s 2.) so fucking far off from canon like have you read his info? have you seen his model? have you HEARD him? have you considered him as a character beyond the second half of a ship you want to push this cliché smol/tol dynamic onto like at all????

like he is a brick fucking house and would probably take a literal chunk out of your neck with his teeth if you tried to pick him up or touch him in any way he didn't agree to. he's gotta at least be between 30-45 like he does not need to be babied and preened at and sheltered and it's so hard because he's already a sort of underrated character in the fandom and for a good chunk of the already small pool of content to be filled with this sort of stuff is ugggggh

[ikkan]

vent under readmore

romantic orientation is haaaard ugggggh! life is hard! it's like i'm attracted towards women. but also like nonbinary people. but possibly wouldn't mind dating a trans man? it's like i wanna date but then i don't? idk if it's from past trauma and other issues from relationships? like i want to be loved. but feel like i don't deserve it. i'm not worthy of it. i didn't earn it. who would want to love such an unlovable being? i want friends. i want to be alone. im a man but sometimes i'm just here. i feel like i may be grey-ace but i have zero experience to put a label on it. like i want sex. but i don't. the idea scares me. "but every person is scared their first time!" it's feel different. do i feel like i have to earn it too? am i scared of being bad at it? the thought of someone seeing me naked scares me. who would want to be that close to me? who would want to be THAT intimate with me? i feel like if i were to date someone...i would just purposely sabotage the relationship....because that's all that im good at. i don't think bi fit me? neither does pan? i feel like maybe omni ?? but how do i explain that to people ? sometimes i feel like i'd date anyone. just not a cis man. i don't know who or what i am. im mostly just t4t ?

[tiktaaliker]

ugggggh i have too many ideas again. pick which one i should work on next

these are all specifically ones i havent mentioned before and havent started on anything for yet. theyll all be relatively kinda short/only part of the song and i have Plans for all of them. so pick which one ill start and probably not finish for 12 years

[deidamiathecat]

idk who told jerry tbh

Ugggggh