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WOOYOUNG - FEELING OF BEING FRIEND-ZONED (smut) 🔞

⚠️ WARNING: THIS CONTENT CONTAINS SMUT SCENES AND FOUL LANGUAGE! 🔞 🔞

AUTHOR’S NOTE: This is my second one-shot smut fanfiction for Wooyoung! But I didn’t expect it will be this long. I think it’s because he is wrecking me this era and also, I can’t forget his Artist of the month performance! I hope you will like it my beloved readers! THANKS! 😍 😍 😍

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Y/N is working as a data encoder in a company that handles an “FWB (friends-with-benefits) finder app” where she is the one who organizes the profile and data of the users of the app and also, she sees every day the people who are being arranged as FWB in a day or sometimes in a week or in a month and she has a friend and colleague named Hyeri. While Y/N is focused on working, someone called her and Hyeri saw who it was and…

“Wooyoung? Is he your boyfriend?” Hyeri asked.

“Nope! He is my best friend since we are college. I will just answer his call,” Y/N said, and Hyeri slightly laughed and just nodded.

THEIR CONVERSATION:

Y/N: Hey, Wooyoung! Why did you call?

Wooyoung: Do you have time tomorrow?

Y/N: Yup! Why?

Wooyoung: Can I go to your place tomorrow? I just wanted to hang out with you. My friends have other plans so I think I can hang out with you instead and can I sleepover at your place too?

When Y/N heard that Wooyoung asked permission to sleepover at her place she blushed madly and gulped at the thought of it but…

Y/N: Oh! Of course, since I also don’t have any plans for this weekend.

Wooyoung: That’s great! I will go to your place after lunch and we can do some random stuff tomorrow until Sunday, sounds good?

Y/N: Yup! That would be great Wooyoung. See you tomorrow!

Wooyoung: Okay! See you tomorrow, Y/N! I think I already interrupted you while you are working. Am I?

Y/N: No, you are not interrupting me. To be honest, I am almost done with my work and will have lunch with my friend here.

Wooyoung: Oh, I see! But I should get going too. Have a nice day and see you tomorrow!

Y/N: Okay! Have a nice day too and stay safe, Wooyoung!

Wooyoung: Thanks! Stay safe too, Y/N. Bye!

END OF THEIR CONVERSATION.

After Y/N had a conversation with Wooyoung, it was already their lunch break. Then when she is having lunch with Hyeri…

“Y/N, I heard you will gonna see Wooyoung tomorrow, and also, you haven't mentioned to me that you have a guy best friend," Hyeri said as she slightly laughed.

“I haven’t mentioned him because it’s been a long time we haven’t had a communication. But 3 months ago, we had communication again,” Y/N said.

“Oh! I see. But among the two of you who was the one reached out first?” Hyeri asked.

“It’s Wooyoung. I was quite surprised he still remembers me and he still has my number on him," Y/N said. Then Hyeri smiled.

“I bet you like him, right?” Hyeri asked.

“I can’t deny that I like him but I don’t expect that he will be my special someone in my life,” Y/N said.

“Why do you think of that?” Hyeri asked.

“To be honest, when we were in college, he dated many girls except for me and whenever he had problems in his relationship and had painful breakups, he opened up to me and he even cried to me once. That’s why I just really think I am in the friend zone but I think it’s a good thing we are still good friends,” Y/N said.

“But you were jealous of the girls that Wooyoung dated before?” Hyeri asked.

“Yup! But it was so frustrating that they cheated on him that’s why Wooyoung had many painful breakups before,” Y/N said.

“But is he still single until now?” Hyeri asked.

“Yup! To be honest, I was also quite surprised he wanted to sleep over tomorrow at my place,” Y/N said as she blushed and Hyeri was also surprised.

“Oh! Is someone will get laid tomorrow?” Hyeri asked as she teased her.

“Shut up, Hyeri! Nothing will happen between us tomorrow and I know we will not do those kinds of things,” Y/N said.

“Are you really sure about that? I might get news from you that you are already pregnant for the next few weeks," Hyeri said jokingly.

“Can you just shut up? Also, Wooyoung is not that kind of person and we will just hang out and nothing will really happen between us, okay? Let’s just go back to work. Shall we?” Y/N said as she raised one of her eyebrows and Hyeri chuckled.

“Fine! Whatever you say,” Hyeri said. Then both of them went back to work. As for Wooyoung who is with his roommate named San, he approached him and…

“Wooyoung, what are you going to do while I am not here starting tomorrow?” San asked.

“I will hang out with Y/N tomorrow and will sleepover at her place,” Wooyoung said and San smirked.

“Sleepover at her place, huh? What will you do in her place?” San asked.

“I know what you are thinking, San. I will not go there to have sex with her, okay? I will really hang out with her and also, it’s been a long time I haven’t talked to her,” Wooyoung said and San chuckled.

“Are you sure you won’t be tempted?” San asked.

“I won’t be tempted to have sex with her and I am a man of my words, San,” Wooyoung said.

“Okay! I get it. But why do you even have to sleepover at her place?” San asked.

“Is it bad if I sleep over at my best friend’s house?” Wooyoung asked as he raised one of his eyebrows.

“It’s not a bad thing. But this is different because your best friend is a woman, okay?” San said.

“I know where you are coming from. But the reason why I wanted to sleepover at her place is that I just really wanted to catch up with her and share some things with her," Wooyoung said.

“Oh! I see. But still, have fun hanging out with her,” San said as he winked and Wooyoung chuckled.

“San, your statement still has a hidden meaning on it. Can you just stop it!” Wooyoung said and San laughed at him.

“Fine! I will stop now,” San said and Wooyoung slightly laughed.

THE NEXT DAY…

It was the day where Wooyoung will go to Y/N’s place. While Y/N is waiting for Wooyoung…

“Gosh! It will be my first time to let Wooyoung sleep in my place and I am getting nervous!” Y/N thought and her thoughts were cut-off when someone pressed the doorbell of her apartment and she saw that it was Wooyoung who has a bag with him. Then when Y/N opened the door, she blushed at Wooyoung who is now smiling at her brightly.

“Omg! He is so handsome as ever!” Y/N thought and she let Wooyoung come inside her apartment and she guided him first to his room.

“I will just prepare snacks for us, okay?” Y/N said.

“Okay! I will just organize my things first then I will help you,” Wooyoung said as he smiled and Y/N nodded and smiled back at him. While Y/N is preparing snacks for them, Woooyoung saw her and silently stared at her.

“I am so happy that I had a chance to meet Y/N again. But damn, she is now more attractive than before,” Wooyoung thought and he decided to approach her and…

“Do you need some help?” Wooyoung asked. Then Y/N got startled at his appearance at her back and when she turned around to face him, their lips suddenly touched which made Y/N surprised because his face was close to her and Wooyoung was also surprised and both of them blushed because of the accidental kiss.

“I am sorry, Y/N I was too close,” Wooyoung said, and when Y/N looked at him…

“Oh! He’s hot he is wearing a white sleeveless shirt and his chest is kinda buff and his biceps are firm too,” Y/N thought.

“It’s okay. Since it was also my fault for being so startled," Y/N said and Wooyoung slightly laughed at her.

“By the way, before when I haven’t reached you out did you have a boyfriend?” Wooyoung asked.

“Yes. But he cheated on me and hurt me physically whenever he is in a bad mood,” Y/N said.

“What? He really hurt you physically?” Wooyoung asked and Y/N nodded.

“Because I was traumatized being hurt by that jerk. I decided not to date anyone first,” Y/N said.

“Oh, okay! But still, do you have communication with him or still see him?” Wooyoung asked.

“Nope! I just wanted to forget him and that was a long time ago too,” Y/N said.

“Oh okay! But you think you are ready to date again someone?” Wooyoung asked.

“I think so. But of course, the fear is still in my heart,” Y/N said.

“I understand, Y/N. Do you have any plans for today? Do you want to go out or just stay here?” Wooyoung asked.

“I don’t have any plans for today and I think I just wanted to stay here. If that’s okay with you,” Y/N said.

“It’s okay for me to stay here since It’s hard to think where should we go, right?” Wooyoung said.

“You’re right! Also, we can just order our food here,” Y/N said and Wooyoung agreed and smiled at her. As time goes by, it was already 10pm and both of them are still not sleeping.

“Y/N, I have a question,” Wooyoung said and Y/N looked at him.

“What is it?” Y/N asked as she smiled at him.

“I hope you won’t get the wrong idea if I asked you that. Did you already have sexual fantasies about me?” Wooyoung asked and Y/N nearly spit her drink out because of his blunt question.

“Wow! I didn’t expect that question and that was really straightforward,” Y/N said.

“I am sorry. I was just curious. But I won’t judge you. You can be honest with me,” Wooyoung said as he smiled and Y/N gulped.

“Ummm… Yes,” Y/N said as she suddenly hid her face at the pillow and Wooyoung was surprised and laughed at her being so shy to answer his question and he snatched the pillow from her and…

“Okay! No need to be shy, Y/N. To be honest, I was kinda surprised by your answer. Oh well, I think I shouldn’t have asked that question,” Wooyoung said and Y/N just laughed.

“Wait! What about you?” Y/N asked as she still can’t look at him.

“Me? If I have already had sexual fantasies about you before? Yes,” Wooyoung said it without hesitation and looked at her and winked at her and Y/N blushed at his answer.

“Shit! I didn’t expect that will be his answer! Also, how can he answer that easily?" Y/N thought.

“Oh okay! Let’s just stop with your random question. I was just also curious. Anyways, we should watch some movies now,” Y/N said and Wooyoung laughed and nodded. As they watch movies until midnight, Wooyoung can’t move because Y/N’s head was on his lap and already slept and he can feel her breath that made his shorts have a growing boner.

“Shit! This is not good!” Wooyoung thought and he decided to wake her up but Y/N already slept deeply. So, Wooyoung just carried her to her room and laid her but when he was about to leave her, Y/N pulled him to her, and Wooyoung was surprised at her sudden action.

“Just sleep beside me this night, Wooyoung,” Y/N said in a sleepy state.

“Oh damn! I should control myself,” Wooyoung thought and he just agreed to sleep beside her. As they went to sleep, Wooyoung successfully controlled himself to do something to Y/N and both of them slept peacefully.

THE NEXT DAY…

Y/N was the first one to wake up and the first thing she saw is a sleeping Wooyoung beside her who is hugging her and she blushed and was surprised.

“Wait! Why is he beside me?” Y/N thought and she suddenly remembered last night.

“Oh! It’s because of me I told him to sleep beside me," Y/N thought and when she tried to pull out from Wooyoung’s hug, she suddenly felt his morning boner and…

“Oh gosh! I think I should leave him first. I can literally feel his “thing” on my butt!” Y/N thought and she successfully pulled out from Wooyoung’s hug and went to the kitchen. As soon as Wooyoung woke up, he went to find Y/N and he saw that she already prepared breakfast for them.

“Good morning, cutie Y/N!” Wooyoung said as he flashed a bright smile on Y/N and she blushed.

“Good morning, Wooyoung! Let’s have breakfast,” Y/N said as she smiled back and Wooyoung nodded and joined her at the table and while they are having breakfast…

“I am sorry if I suddenly told you last night that you should sleep beside me,” Y/N said and Wooyoung slightly laughed at her.

“No need to be sorry, okay? I think we were just really comfortable with each other,” Wooyoung said.

“Well, you have a point. But I still can’t forget what you asked me last night,” Y/N said as she blushed and Wooyoung laughed.

“I am sorry if you were caught off guard with my question but you answered it anyway,” Wooyoung said and Y/N nodded and laughed. After they had breakfast…

“Wooyoung, you can take a bath first and I will wash the dishes," Y/N said.

“Are you sure? You don’t want me to help you?” Wooyoung asked.

“It’s really okay! Also, it’s not that many,” Y/N said.

“Okay! If you say so! I will take a bath first,” Wooyoung said and Y/N nodded. When Wooyoung left her, she suddenly remembered the feeling of Wooyoung’s morning boner on her butt and she shook her head and…

“I shouldn’t have felt that a while ago!” Y/N thought as she blushed. While Y/N is washing the dishes she didn’t hear that someone pressed the doorbell and at that time, Wooyoung was finished taking a bath and he decided to open the door and he was surprised because…

“San? What the hell are you doing here?” Wooyoung asked in a loud voice and San smirked as he looked at Wooyoung who has only a towel on his waist then Y/N heard him and when she was about to approach Wooyoung she was surprised and gulped at the sight of him.

“Shit! He’s really hot!” Y/N thought and tried to approach him naturally and she saw who it was and…

“Oh! San, what are you doing here?” Y/N asked and San smirked at them.

“It seems I interrupted the two of you,” San said.

“No! It’s not what you think, San. I just finished taking a bath and Y/N just finished washing the dishes,” Wooyoung said and Y/N nodded.

“Are you sure?” San asked.

“Yes! Come in, San. As for you Wooyoung, go and put some clothes on now,” Y/N said and Wooyoung nodded. Then when San and Y/N are now in the living room…

“I am sorry Y/N that I suddenly had a visit in your place. But how’s your hang-out with Wooyoung last night?” San asked.

“It was great and also if you are thinking something happens between us. No, we didn’t do that and we just literally talked and share some things with each other. That's all,” Y/N said.

“Okay! I will just stop teasing the two of you,” San said as he slightly laughed. After a few minutes, Wooyoung went back to the living room and…

“I thought you will be away for a few days?” Wooyoung asked.

“Yes, I am. But of course, I wanted to visit you and Y/N before I go straight to the province and I am just really checking out you two today but since it will take 2-3 hours to drive there, I will also get going too,” San said.

“Oh, I see! Stay safe and drive safely San," Wooyoung said.

“Thanks, bro! You two stay safe too. I have to go, bye!” San said. Then Wooyoung and Y/N waved goodbye to him and when San left…

“I am glad San didn’t tease us that much a while ago because you suddenly opened the door just wearing a towel on your waist,” Y/N said and Wooyoung laughed.

“You haven’t heard someone was already pressing the doorbell two times already and luckily I just finished taking a bath,” Wooyoung said.

“Oh well, it seems my fault too,” Y/N said and Wooyoung just laughed.

“But how did you feel when you saw me only wearing a towel on my waist earlier?” Wooyoung asked as he looked at Y/N and she blushed.

“I don’t know where the hell you had the guts to ask those questions to me right away,” Y/N said.

“Sorry, my bad that I speak before I think. Just be honest with me, like last night you just answered me right away,” Wooyoung said as he smiled cutely at her and Y/N chuckled.

“Damn! I know his question is not an innocent one but he smiled at me like he is innocent. He is really something that I can’t handle gosh! The duality of this man,” Y/N thought.

“Fine! You want me to be honest, right? Well, umm… My body became hot. That’s all,” Y/N said as she blushed at her answer.

“Oh! The reason why I asked you is that I am just checking out if you really have sexual fantasies about me,” Wooyoung said as he winked at her.

“Can you stop it, Wooyoung! I may not be that innocent but hearing those words makes me feel slightly uncomfortable,” Y/N said and Wooyoung laughed.

“Okay! Okay! I am sorry about that. By the way, you haven’t told me where are you working because I am planning to drive you home whenever you are done with your work,” Wooyoung said and Y/N was surprised.

“Wait? Are you serious?” Y/N asked and Wooyoung nodded.

“So, tell me the address of the company, and then starting next week I will drive you home,” Wooyoung said.

“Okay! But the address that I will give you is not exactly the company address, okay?” Y/N said.

“Why? Are you hiding something from me?” Wooyoung asked.

“No! I am not hiding something. The address that I will give you is near the company address then you can pick me up there,” Y/N said.

“Okay! If you say so. But why don’t you just tell me about your work? Is it illegal? Or you just don’t really want to share it with me?” Wooyoung asked.

“It will be just complicated to share it with you. I hope you understand,” Y/N said.

“Okay! It seems you just really wanted to be private in terms of your work,” Wooyoung said.

“Well, you can think of that. I will share it with you next time. I promise,” Y/N said.

“Okay! I will expect that" Wooyoung said as he smiled and Y/N smiled back. After their conversation, it was Y/N’s turn to take a bath and at that time, Wooyoung was watching some news and there was one news that an app was trending because of its unique features of it and contents of it but Wooyoung was surprised.

“What? An FWB finder app? That’s kinda weird but it’s kinda interesting, huh?” Wooyoung said to himself and Y/N suddenly walked out of the bathroom and he suddenly saw her and Wooyoung blushed.

“Oh shit! She’s so sexy!” Wooyoung thought as he stared at her and unconsciously bite his lips and Y/N gulped and just went to her room quickly and Wooyoung noticed it and laughed.

“Gosh! The way he stared at me and he even bite his lips,” Y/N thought and just put some clothes on. As she went to the living room…

“Y/N have you already heard the FWB finder app that is going trending these days?" Wooyoung asked and Y/N was surprised.

“That app became trending?” Y/N asked.

“Yup! Why? Don’t tell me you are using that app too,” Wooyoung said as he made a teasing smile.

“No, I am not! You know that I am not into those kinds of casual relationship, right?” Y/N said as she rolled her eyes to him and Wooyoung laughed.

“I am sorry! It’s just fun to tease you and you are kinda cute whenever you are defensive and getting annoyed,” Wooyoung said and Y/N chuckled.

“Fine! Where did you hear that an FWB finder app is trending?” Y/N asked.

“I just saw it on the news a while ago,” Wooyoung said.

“Oh! Okay! I bet you will be the one who will use that app, right?” Y/N said and Wooyoung laughed.

“What if I say, yes and then I will choose you? Sounds good, right?” Wooyoung said as he smirked and Y/N was surprised.

“Shit! Where did he have the guts to say that to me without hesitation? This is making me crazy and I clearly know that he’s really having sexual fantasies about me. I am glad he controlled himself to me last night until today,” Y/N thought.

“Shut up, Wooyoung!” Y/N said and Wooyoung laughed.

“Okay! Okay! I’ll shut up. I’ll order our lunch first,” Wooyoung said and Y/N nodded. While Y/N is watching T.V, someone called her and it was Hyeri and she went to her room first to answer the call.

THEIR CONVERSATION…

Y/N: Hey, Hyeri! Why did you call?

Hyeri: Did you hear already the news the app of the company became trending and many are now using it?

Y/N: Oh! I heard that already. Why?

Hyeri: Our manager called me that because the app became successful, the company will raise our salary twice.

Y/N: What are you serious about that? They will raise the salary twice?

Hyeri: Yup! We will be signing our salary raise document on Monday.

Y/N: That’s great! By the way, what are you doing right now?

Hyeri: I am just hanging out with my cousins. What about you? How’s your hang-out with Wooyoung? Did something happen between the two of you?

Y/N: It was great but nothing happened between us.

Hyeri: You sure?

Y/N: Hyeri! I swear I haven’t surrendered my virginity to him, okay?

Hyeri: Oh! Do you also mean that you might surrender your virginity to him?

Y/N: I don’t know.

Hyeri: Why? But you are friends with him and you can trust him, right?

Y/N: So what I am friends with him? Do you mean that I should have a friends- with-benefits relationship with him and I will be the one who will fall in love and then if he doesn't have the same feelings as me, our friendship will be over, right? I don't want that to happen and I already know and feel that he doesn’t see me as a woman.

Hyeri: Calm down, Y/N. I get it where you are coming from but you might know someday that now he’s having feelings for you and that can be the reason he reached out to you first.

Y/N: I don’t know and I don’t expect that to happen.

Hyeri: Okay! I understand. But have fun bonding with him today.

Y/N: Okay! Thanks for informing me today about our work and stay safe.

Hyeri: Okay! Stay safe and take care!

END OF CONVERSATION.

That time, Wooyoung heard Y/N’s answers to Hyeri’s question and he suddenly sighed and…

“Why is she thinking that way?” Wooyoung thought. When Y/N went out of her room…

“Did you already order our lunch?” Y/N asked as she smiled.

“Yup! Also, it will arrive in a few minutes," Wooyoung said as he tried to smile at her. After a few minutes, their order arrived and while they are having lunch, Y/N noticed that Wooyoung was quiet.

“Wooyoung, is something wrong?” Y/N asked as she looked at him with concern.

“No! I am okay,” Wooyoung said as he smiled at him.

“You sure? Because you suddenly became quiet,” Y/N said.

“I am really fine, Y/N. No worries. I think I just preferred to be quiet for now while eating,” Wooyoung said and Y/N slightly laughed.

“Okay! If you say so. By the way, you are also leaving later?” Y/N asked.

“Yes. But don’t worry tomorrow since I am just working from home, in the afternoon, I will really pick you up tomorrow and drive you home,” Wooyoung said as he smiled and winked at her and Y/N blushed.

“O-Okay! I'll wait for you tomorrow," Y/N said as she smiled and Wooyoung smiled back.

“I really hope Y/N will feel that I will never friend zone her,” Wooyoung thought. As time goes by, it was time for Wooyoung to leave her apartment and…

“I am happy that you let me sleep over here in your place and hang out with you. I really enjoyed teasing you,” Wooyoung said as he laughed and Y/N slightly slapped his arm.

“I know that you really like making me annoyed and also, with your spicy questions too I think I won’t ever forget that,” Y/N said.

“Oh! Really?” Wooyoung asked as he made a teasing smile.

“But those questions are too much to handle for me, okay? I think you should leave now so that you won’t get into a traffic jam,” Y/N said.

“Oh! You’re right! See you tomorrow in the afternoon, take care and stay safe Y/N,” Wooyoung said as he suddenly hugged Y/N and she blushed.

“OMG! He hugged me. Well, because I am his friend after all. But I like this feeling hugging him,” Y/N thought and hugged him back.

“Thanks, Wooyoung! See you tomorrow. Take care and drive safely going home,” Y/N said then both of them pulled out from the hug but Wooyoung suddenly kissed her lips quickly, Y/N was surprised, and when she was about to react…

“I have to go! Bye Y/N!” Wooyoung said as he winked at her and left her. Then Y/N waved goodbye to him and when Wooyoung completely left her, she touched her lips and…

“WHY? Why did he kiss me?” Y/N thought as she can’t believe what Wooyoung did to her. As time goes by, Wooyoung reached their apartment and he was surprised because one of his friends named Seonghwa was inside.

“Oh, Seonghwa! I thought you were with Hongjoong,” Wooyoung said.

“I was with him a while ago but we didn't hang out that for long because he will meet his friend who is a girl,” Seonghwa said.

“Oh! It’s my first time to hear he has a friend who is a girl,” Wooyoung said.

“To be honest, he told me that girl who will meet him just found her in the FWB finder app. I bet you heard that app, right?” Seonghwa asked and Wooyoung was surprised.

“Yup! It means that he won’t be just a meeting with that girl but he will have sex with her?” Wooyoung asked and Seonghwa smirked.

“It seems that’s the answer. Are you also going to use that app?” Seonghwa asked.

“I am not sure. But I will check that out first. What about you?” Wooyoung asked.

“Me? I already used that app many times,” Seonghwa said.

“Oh, I see," Wooyoung said and Seonghwa chuckled.

“By the way, where have you been?” Seonghwa asked.

“Didn’t I tell you that I hang-out and slept over at Y/N’s place?” Wooyoung asked.

“Nope. You haven’t told me. Also, you slept over at her place? How was it?” Seonghwa asked as he smirked.

“You are getting the wrong idea, Seonghwa. I didn't have sex with her, okay? I literally hang out with her and we just talked, watched some movies, and sometimes play some games,” Wooyoung said.

“Okay! But you like her?” Seonghwa asked.

“Yes! To be honest, I heard her a while ago she told her friend over the phone call that she thinks I am just friend-zoning her and I don’t have any feelings for her and she also thinks that if we had sex, it will be just friends-with-benefits and it will not lead into a romantic relationship,” Wooyoung said as he sighed.

“Do you have any idea why she thought in that way?” Seonghwa asked.

“I think it’s because when we were in college, I kept dating other girls not her,” Wooyoung said.

“Oh! That might be really the reason. Then until now, she still thinks that you don’t like her. But why didn’t you at least try dating her when you two were in college?” Seonghwa asked.

“To be honest, before I just really see her as my best friend and nothing else that’s why I kept dating other girls. But when we graduated from college and haven’t had a communication that for a long time, I missed seeing her so much and I won’t ever forget that every time I had painful break-ups when we were in college, I opened up to her and cried to her once and that time, she tried to comfort me. It suddenly made me realize that at the first place I should have dated her that time because I know she will not cheat me like what the other girls did to me and she is an understanding person too,” Wooyoung said as he continued to sigh then Seonghwa patted his back.

“I know where you are coming from and you just had late-romantic feelings for her. So, if you want to make her think that you won't friend-zoned her then prove it and take some action,” Seonghwa said.

“Yup! To be honest, I volunteered to drive her home after her work is done and I even kissed her lips when I left her in her house,” Wooyoung said as he smiled.

“Oh! Really? I bet she is now thinking why did you do that because of course, you two are still not in a relationship,” Seonghwa said and Wooyoung laughed.

“I think so. I saw her reaction. She was very surprised. So, starting tomorrow I will drive her home,” Wooyoung said.

“That’s great! I hope Y/N will see your effort and somehow feel that you like her,” Seonghwa said.

“Don’t worry I will find other ways too,” Wooyoung said and Seonghwa nodded and both of them smiled.

THE NEXT DAY (MONDAY)…

While Y/N was working, suddenly she received a message on her phone and it says…

“Remember that I will drive you home, okay? Have a nice day, beautiful and sexy, Y/N – Wooyoung”

When Y/N read it, she blushed at his message, and Hyeri noticed it and she saw Wooyoung’s message.

“That’s so sweet! He will drive you home. Is he gonna do that every day?” Hyeri asked.

“Yup! But I don’t know why is he doing this,” Y/N said.

“Why? Is it bad your best friend volunteered to drive you home every day?” Hyeri asked.

“No! It’s just making me fall in love with him more,” Y/N said and Hyeri chuckled.

“Is there a problem that you are falling in love with him more?” Hyeri asked.

“I think so because…” Y/N can’t finish her sentence and sighed.

“I think I know what you are gonna tell me. Because you are scared that if you fall in love with him, Wooyoung will not feel the same way, and if he knew your feelings, your friendship might be broken. Is that what you think again?” Hyeri asked.

“Yup! Because before I became friends with Wooyoung. I also had a guy friend and he was so sweet to me and I fell in love with him but when I told him my true feelings and even though I also told him that if he doesn't have the same feelings with me, we can just stay friends but after that, he suddenly left me and didn’t contact me at all. That's why I am scared that might end up the same as Wooyoung,” Y/N said as she sighed.

“I understand, Y/N. But Wooyoung might be different and have the same feelings as you,” Hyeri said.

“I really don’t know. But I am just happy we meet again,” Y/N said as she smiled.

“Don’t think too many negative thoughts, okay? Just enjoy Wooyoung’s company and you will be alright and soon you will know his true feelings,” Hyeri said and Y/N nodded. As for Wooyoung who is working in his room, Seonghwa approached him and…

“Wooyoung, I will leave first because I will meet someone today,” Seonghwa said and Wooyoung smirked.

“Meet someone, huh? Really? Or not entirely just meet but also fuck someone?” Wooyoung said and Seonghwa chuckled.

“I am not in the mood to fuck someone now and also, this is work-related, okay? I’ll get going and drive safely when you drive Y/N home later,” Seonghwa said.

“Okay! Thanks! Stay safe and drive safely too, Seonghwa,” Wooyoung said and Seonghwa nodded and he left him in the apartment. When he was still working, he suddenly thought of the app and he decided to download the FWB finder app and as he checked it out, some preference questions should be answered for the user to be matched to the person who will be his/her FWB partner. Then after a few minutes, Wooyoung finished answering the preference questions and when he suddenly checked who might be his match, he was shocked.

“WHAT? Am I seeing this right?” Wooyoung asked himself and rubbed his eyes to make sure that his eyes are really clear.

“I think I should open this up later in our conversation,” Wooyoung thought and just closed the app went back to work. As time goes by, it was already 6pm and when Wooyoung arrived in the nearby restaurant and will wait for Y/N. He noticed something and…

“Wait! That building is the company that made the FWB finder app. Can Y/N might be working there?” Wooyoung thought and that time, Y/N walked beside the restaurant and she saw his car. As soon as Wooyoung saw her, he opened the car door for her and she blushed at his action.

“Thanks, Wooyoung,” Y/N said as she smiled.

“No problem, Y/N,” Wooyoung said as he smiled back. While Wooyoung is driving, she can’t stop staring at him.

“He is just so handsome and I am grateful that I have him as my best friend,” Y/N thought then Wooyoung noticed it and he slightly laughed.

“Aren’t you staring too much at me? Do you see any interesting about me?” Wooyoung asked.

“Yes. You are handsome,” Y/N said as she blushed and Wooyoung just smiled.

“I know I am handsome. As for you, you are beautiful,” Wooyoung said.

“What the hell we are doing now? Flirting?” Y/N thought and chuckled.

“You already said that in your message and you also included that I am sexy. But I don’t think I am not that sexy because I am so skinny but I don’t have a flat stomach and don’t have big breasts like other girls that have a beautiful figure,” Y/N said.

“Y/N, don’t be so insecure because being sexy is not all about having a good body figure like a model, okay? Your personality can be sexy too and also, for me, you are not skinny and you just have the right body figure,” Wooyoung said as he smiled and Y/N blushed at his words.

“Thanks for the compliment, Wooyoung,” Y/N said as she smiled.

“No problem, Y/N,” Wooyoung said as he smiled back. Then that time, they arrived at Y/N's house and when she was about to get off the car, Wooyoung held her hand and she was confused.

“Wait! Can we talk a little more? I have something to ask and tell you,” Wooyoung said and Y/N nodded and stayed inside the car.

“What is it?” Y/N asked.

“Umm… To be honest, I tried to use the FWB finder app but when I saw the matched person to me, your profile showed up. Can you explain that to me?” Wooyoung asked in a calm tone and looked at her with curiosity that made Y/N shocked and gulp.

“It’s not what you think Wooyoung. I just checked out that app and made a profile but I never used that app to find someone to be my fuck buddy or have literally a friends-with-benefits relationship. So, I hope you won’t misunderstand,” Y/N said.

“Are you sure? You didn’t really use that app?” Wooyoung asked and Y/N sighed.

“I am dead serious, okay?” Y/N said as she raised one of her eyebrows and Wooyoung slightly laughed at her.

“Okay! But what about the building where you are working at? Because I saw that the building that was nearby the restaurant where I picked you up is the company that made the FWB finder app. Tell me, are you working in that company?” Wooyoung asked and Y/N gulped and tried not to get nervous.

“Gosh! Wooyoung is really observant and he even noticed the building’s name!” Y/N thought.

“No! But every day I am going to that building because there are other companies inside of it and I saw that company is on the top floor but the company I am working for is only on the 5th floor,” Y/N said.

“Oh, I see! I thought that building is just for only one company,” Wooyoung said.

“Nope! Haha! Do you have any other questions for me? It’s already 8pm and you should go home too,” Y/N said.

“Oh! You’re right! I will pick you up again tomorrow, okay?” Wooyoung said.

“Okay! Wait I almost forgot to ask you. If I was really working in that company, what will you do?” Y/N asked and Wooyoung was quite surprised at her question.

“Nothing. Why? do you expect me that I will do something to you if you are actually working in that company?” Wooyoung said as he smirked.

“No! It’s just that I don’t want to be judged that’s all,” Y/N said.

“Judged? Why would I judge if you are really working there? Is it just because the company made that FWB finder app? I don’t have the right to judge you if you are working there and there’s no problem with it and I believe many employees there are working legally because that company even had news that their app is trending these days. But you are also making me think that you are actually working there, Y/N,” Wooyoung said in a serious tone.

“It just suddenly came into my mind. But I am not working there, okay?” Y/N said.

“Okay! I get it. You should go to your house now and you still have work tomorrow. See you tomorrow again and good night, Y/N,” Wooyoung said as he suddenly kissed her lips again quickly and she was surprised again at his action.

“Hey! What was that for?” Y/N asked and Wooyoung laughed.

“Just go inside your house, okay? No questions will be asked anymore,” Wooyoung said and Y/N pouted.

“Okay! Good night and see you tomorrow again, Wooyoung,” Y/N said as she smiled then she gets off the car and Wooyoung waved goodbye to her and left her. As Y/N went inside her apartment…

“I hope Wooyoung will not really think I am working there,” Y/N thought and sighed. Then she just went to her room and washed up herself and went to sleep. As for Wooyoung who is already in the apartment, Seonghwa approached him and…

“How’s driving Y/N going to her house?” Seonghwa asked.

“It was good but I found something interesting earlier before I pick her up,” Wooyoung said.

“What was that?” Seonghwa asked.

“Well, I already checked out the FWB finder app and I was surprised the first person that I was matched with is Y/N,” Wooyoung said and Seonghwa was surprised and slightly laughed.

“Are you serious? It means she already used that app before?” Seonghwa asked.

“She told me that, she just checked that out and made her profile but she never used that app to meet and fuck someone and she even deleted that app too. But I believe that she really didn’t use it,” Wooyoung said.

“But what if Y/N really used that app, what would you feel?” Seonghwa asked.

“Maybe I will feel jealous? And of course, I will be surprised because I know Y/N is not into those kinds of casual relationships," Wooyoung said and Seonghwa laughed.

“Oh! I see!” Seonghwa said.

“But I also really think that Y/N is actually working in the company that made the FWB finder app,” Wooyoung said.

“Why?” Seonghwa asked.

“The place where I pick her up is near the building of that company but she told me that inside that building has other companies in it and that company is on the top floor and on the lower floors are other companies. But she suddenly asked me what will I do to her when she worked at that company,” Wooyoung said and Seonghwa chuckled.

“Well, that’s really strange that she suddenly asked you that and she really might be working there,” Seonghwa said.

“You’re right! But there's nothing wrong with working in that company and she thinks that I will judge her. I just don’t understand. But whatever it is. I don’t care about anymore,” Wooyoung said and Seonghwa laughed.

“Oh well, if you wanted to know the truth, try to observe and check inside the building without Y/N knowing it,” Seonghwa said.

“It seems that’s not a bad idea. I will do that tomorrow before I pick her up in the afternoon,” Wooyoung said.

“Good luck exploring that building. I hope you will not be seen by Y/N,” Seonghwa said.

“I will never be caught by Y/N. Believe me,” Wooyoung said and Seonghwa chuckled.

THE NEXT DAY…

It was already 2pm and while Y/N is busily working, one of the receptionists of the building who is also her friend named Jerine suddenly passed by her and Hyeri…

“Oh! Hey, Jerine. Why are you here?” Hyeri asked.

“Y/N, you didn’t tell us that you have a handsome boyfriend,” Jerine said and Y/N was confused.

“Huh? What are you talking about, Jerine?” Y/N asked.

“Someone asked your name if you are working here,” Jerine said as she smiled.

“What is his name?” Y/N asked.

“He didn’t tell me but he is really handsome. I should get going now and have a nice day, Y/N and Hyeri” Jerine said and then Y/N nodded and smiled. Then Hyeri looked at her and smiled.

“That might be Woooyoung,” Hyeri said.

“I think he is not," Y/N said, and Hyeri laughed.

“You are so dumb, Y/N. Tell me, do you have other guy friends other than Wooyoung?” Hyeri asked.

“Yes! I have a childhood friend and he knows where I am living and sometimes I meet him,” Y/N said as she lied to Hyeri.

“Really? Does Wooyoung knows him too?” Hyeri asked.

“Nope! I haven’t mentioned him to Wooyoung," Y/N said, and Hyeri smirked.

“I think you are just lying and you just don’t want to think that was Wooyoung. Oh well, Let’s just get back to work,” Hyeri said and Y/N just sighed and went back to work. As for Wooyoung who just left the building…

“I knew it! I really don’t know why would Y/N think I will judge her if she actually works there? But I believe she is doing well in her work,” Wooyoung said to himself while driving going back to the apartment. Then going back to Y/N and Hyeri who were busily working someone sent a message in their portal website that was connected in their app and Hyeri saw it and she was kinda surprised.

“Y/N, did you see the question from the user of the app?” Hyeri asked and Y/N shook her head.

“Nope! Why?” Y/N asked and Hyeri showed the message to her and it says…

“Am I allowed to meet one of your employees who is using this app even though she is not using it anymore? Because she was suddenly matched with me and I wanted to meet her – USER991126 “

Y/N was also surprised at the question and blushed.

“Shit! This might be Wooyoung!” Y/N thought.

“To be honest, I messaged our manager about this concern and he told me that they allowed it even though that person is not using the app anymore because the contact details of the person that was in the app are still there and that notification can be sent to the number that was registered in the app,” Hyeri said.

“Oh! I thought they will not allow that,” Y/N said.

“I thought that too. But they are now allowing it too since I think many of the employees here are also using it now. I just showed the message to you because I just wanted to know your reaction and thoughts about this,” Hyeri said.

“Oh! Okay! But I think it will be really weird and kinda scary if the person was not using the app anymore and suddenly received a message from that app,” Y/N said.

“I agree with you. But we can also see that the user is really interested in one of the employees here and wanted to meet her,” Hyeri said as she slightly laughed.

“You’re right! Oh well, you should respond to that user now,” Y/N said and Hyeri nodded then just went back to work as she replied to the user. As for Y/N who can’t concentrate working…

“I really don’t know if that’s Wooyoung or just might be another person. Gosh! This kinda bothers me,” Y/N thought as she tried to focus on working. As for Wooyoung who saw the message from Hyeri, he smirked.

“Y/N, I will really prove it to you no matter what that I will never friend zone you!” Wooyoung thought and he accepted Y/N being his match in the app and set the date where and what time they should meet.

THE SCENE WHERE WOOYOUNG CHECKED OUT THE BUILDING OF THE COMPANY…

As Wooyoung arrived at the building he parked his car nearby. Then he went to the receptionist area of the building and…

“Good afternoon, May I ask if there are other companies inside this building?” Wooyoung asked.

“Nope! This whole building is exclusively for just one company. Why do you ask?” Jerine asked

“Oh! I thought there are other companies inside this building because someone told me about it. Also, may I ask if there’s an employee named Y/N?” Wooyoung asked.

“Y/N? Yes! She is a data encoder here. Do you know her?” Jerine asked.

“Yup! To be honest, she’s my girlfriend and she didn’t tell me about that she’s actually working here,” Wooyoung said.

“Oh! Should I tell her that you visited her?” Jerine asked.

“No! Don’t tell her. Just keep it as a secret, okay?” Wooyoung said.

“Okay! I will not tell her,” Jerine said.

“Thanks, I have to go,” Wooyoung said and Jerine nodded. Then Wooyoung left the building.

END OF THE SCENE…

As soon as Wooyoung accepted it, Y/N’s phone suddenly received a message and she read it and it says…

“You received this message because someone accepted to be your match and wanted to meet you on Saturday at Red love hotel at 8pm. Please reply either accept or don’t accept”

Y/N’s eyes went wide and gulped.

“Wait! Shit! This might be really Wooyoung! But fine I think this is the right time I should know if he has feelings for me or not," Y/N thought and replied, "accept”. As soon as Y/N replied, Wooyoung received a notification and he was surprised.

“Yes! She accepted it!” Wooyoung said to himself and smiled. Then as time goes by, it was already time for Wooyoung to pick her up and when Y/N was already inside his car she got nervous but she tried to hide it.

“Ummm… Wooyoung, is the app still on your phone?” Y/N asked.

“I already deleted it. Why?” Wooyoung asked.

“I am just curious if you are still using it,” Y/N said.

“How can I use that if I will be with you every day? Also, I don’t want you to be uncomfortable if you will know that I will actually hook up with someone and you are more important to me than the others,” Wooyoung said and Y/N melted at his words.

“Oh! Well, you have a point because I am your best friend,” Y/N said and Wooyoung slightly laughed. But she suddenly remembered she accepted someone to meet her on Saturday.

“Wait! But if Wooyoung deleted already the app, who will I meet on Saturday night? Oh gosh!” Y/N thought and gulped then Wooyoung noticed it.

“It seems you have a problem and you are suddenly bothered. Mind to tell me why?” Wooyoung asked.

“Umm… I just accepted someone a while ago to meet me on Saturday night,” Y/N said and Wooyoung was surprised and slightly smirked.

“Oh! Okay? You want me to drive you where you will meet that person so, that I can ensure that you are safe going there?” Wooyoung asked and Y/N was surprised.

“Are you sure you will drive me going to the hotel?” Y/N asked.

“Yup! I don’t want you to go alone,” Wooyoung said.

“Okay! If you say so,” Y/N said and Wooyoung smiled at her. As they arrived at Y/N's place….

“One last question before I go inside my house,” Y/N said and Wooyoung nodded.

“Did you go inside the building today?” Y/N asked.

“Oh! It seems the receptionist told her that I visited her,” Wooyoung thought.

“Nope! I am in the house all day and just worked in my room,” Wooyoung said.

“Oh! Okay! By the way, thank you so much for driving me home again, drive safely going home, and good night, Wooyoung!” Y/N said as she smiled.

“No problem! Good night, Y/N,” Wooyoung said as he suddenly pulled her to him and kissed her lips quickly again.

“Yah! You stole many kisses from me already!” Y/N said and Wooyoung laughed.

“Just go inside in your house and don’t complain, okay?” Wooyoung said and Y/N chuckled and just get off his car and she waved goodbye to him. When Y/N was already in her room…

“I don’t know why the hell Wooyoung kept kissing my lips every time he drive me home! but we are not in a relationship and that’s not normal for best friends. But gosh! I really thought Wooyoung will be the one I will meet on Saturday and he even volunteered to drive me going to the hotel. It seems that he is not bothered that I will meet someone. I think my instincts are right that he just sees me as his best friend nothing else,” Y/N thought and sighed and just went to sleep. As for Wooyoung, who is already in the apartment having dinner with San and Seonghwa…

“By the way, Wooyoung, have you already checked out the building today?” Seonghwa asked and San was confused.

“Wait! What is Seonghwa talking about?” San asked.

“I checked the building where Y/N is working,” Wooyoung said.

“Oh! So what did you discover?” San asked.

“I discovered that Y/N is actually working in the company that made the FWB finder app and she lied to me that building has other companies in it,” Wooyoung said and Seonghwa smirked.

“What? Are you serious?” San asked.

“Yup! I even asked the receptionist of that building and she told me that the whole building is just for only one company and also, told me that Y/N is working in that company,” Wooyoung said.

“Oh! So what did you do?” Seonghwa asked.

“Well, of course, I didn’t show myself up to Y/N and just left the building. Also, I accepted Y/N as my match in the app and will meet her on Saturday night. But I will be the one who will drive her going to the hotel and she really thought that she will meet a stranger,” Wooyoung said then Seonghwa and San slightly laughed.

“Wow! That’s a great move Wooyoung! But that’s kinda funny you volunteered to drive her going to the hotel? but you are actually the one who will meet her,” San said.

“I know right! But that will be a big surprise for her and also, I will really prove I won't friend-zone her and I see her as a woman. To be honest, I also told the receptionist earlier that Y/N is my girlfriend,” Wooyoung said.

“Wow! You are doing a great job. Wooyoung,” Seonghwa said and Wooyoung smiled.

FAST FORWARD…

It was already Saturday at 7pm and Y/N dressed up herself in a pink dress but she is having some thoughts and worries.

“Gosh! I am getting nervous and I don’t know who the hell I will meet and probably this won’t be a date at all. I shouldn’t have accepted that if he is really not Wooyoung,” Y/N thought and sighed. Then her thoughts were cut-off when she saw that Wooyoung was outside already and she was surprised.

“Wait! Is he going on a date or something? His attire is kinda formal and damn! His chest is kinda showing in that vest! (Wooyoung’s outfit in Artist of the month in studio choom) He’s so hot and handsome!” Y/N thought and just went outside. When Wooyoung saw her, he can’t stop staring at her.

“Wow! You are so gorgeous tonight, Y/N!” Wooyoung said as he smiled brightly at her and Y/N blushed.

“Thanks, Wooyoung!” Y/N said as she smiled back. Then Y/N went inside Wooyoung’s car and then while they are going to the hotel…

“Wooyoung, do you have a date tonight?” Y/N asked and Wooyoung chuckled.

“Yup! I will meet someone tonight too,” Wooyoung said and Y/N blushed.

“Oh! But why did you volunteer to drive me going to the hotel if you will meet someone tonight, she might be angry if you will be late,” Y/N said.

“To be honest, the meeting place is also in that hotel,” Wooyoung said.

“Oh! I see!” Y/N said and Wooyoung slightly laughed at her. When they arrived at the hotel, Y/N and Wooyoung went to the front desk area and decided to check in.

“I have a reservation under my name Jeong Wooyoung,” Wooyoung said and the front desk associate checked his reservation and…

“Oh okay! The dinner for two in the veranda of the hotel room is already prepared and you are with Ms. Y/N, right?” the front desk associate asked and Y/N was surprised.

“What is she talking about?” Y/N thought.

“Yes! This is Y/N, my girlfriend,” Wooyoung said and the front desk associate smiled at them then Y/N tried to smile but still confused about what is happening.

“He’s kidding, right?” Y/N thought.

“I hope you two will have a great stay here and you two are a lovely couple,” the front desk associate said and Wooyoung smiled and then both of them left the front desk area. Then when they are in the elevator…

“I don’t know what is really happening here, Wooyoung,” Y/N said and Wooyoung laughed at her.

“You thought you will meet a stranger tonight?” Wooyoung asked.

“Yes! I thought you aren’t the one who will I meet tonight,” Y/N said and Wooyoung smiled. As they reached the floor and went inside the room, Y/N saw the veranda it has prepared dinner for them and it has a beautiful view of the city on it.

“Wow! I love the view here and the room is very spacious,” Y/N said as she smiled.

“I am glad you liked it, Y/N. Let’s have dinner first,” Wooyoung said and Y/N nodded. They sat across each other and then while they are having dinner…

“You know, I really thought you already deleted the app,” Y/N said and Wooyoung laughed at her.

“I am just messing up with you that time,” Wooyoung said and Y/N rolled her eyes.

“But Y/N, when you accepted it. Do you also think I might be the one who will meet you?” Wooyoung asked.

“Yup! Also, you visited the building where I work, right?” Y/N asked.

“Yes. I just really checked that out if the building has other companies on it but I discovered it’s just for one company. Also, you should have just told me that you are actually working there because there is no problem with it. Are you worried because I might think you are actually using that app and hooking up with someone?” Wooyoung asked as he looked at her with concern in his eyes and Y/N nodded.

“I understand. But I bet not all employees use the app. So, no worries and I don’t judge you working in that company,” Wooyoung said as he smiled.

“Thanks, Wooyoung,” Y/N said as she smiled back.

“But I have to tell you that I am quite upset with you," Wooyoung said.

“Upset? Why?” Y/N asked.

“I heard you had a conversation with your friend and you thought I don’t see you as a woman and I will just friend-zoned you,” Wooyoung said.

“Oh! I just said that because that’s what I really felt since we were in college but it’s okay if you don’t have romantic feelings for me," Y/N said and Wooyoung sighed.

“Y/N, I admit when we were in college, I am not romantically attracted to you and just see you as my best friend but after we graduated, I missed seeing you so much and regretted that I should have dated you that time. This time, I am really seeing you as a woman and I am now I am in love with you and I am not playing with your heart, and also, you heard that I told the staff you are my girlfriend,” Wooyoung said as he looked at her affectionately and Y/N blushed at his words.

“Is that really true? I am still having doubts because…” Y/N was cut off when Wooyoung suddenly kissed her lips passionately that made Y/N surprised and she just kissed him back but they suddenly stopped and…

“Isn’t that enough to prove you that I love you already, huh?” Wooyoung asked and Y/N can’t answer and when she can’t still respond to him, Wooyoung suddenly held her hand and dragged her inside the room, and pushed her into the bed that made Y/N shocked and gulped.

“This night I will prove it to you that I love you with all my heart,” Wooyoung said as he suddenly removed his coat and vest making Y/N’s eyes go wide.

"Oh shit! His body is so toned and so muscular,” Y/N thought and Wooyoung noticed that she is staring at him.

“Staring too much, huh?” Wooyoung said as he smirked and he pushed her in the bed and hovered above her and kissed Y/N’s neck as he licks, bites, and sucks a certain spot that made a love mark on it making Y/N moan his name. After Wooyoung gave attention to Y/N’s neck, he helped Y/N first to remove the dress to her making Y/N cover her body but Wooyoung stopped her hands and shook his head.

“Don’t ever cover it. Your body is so sexy and hot as ever,” Wooyoung said as he whispered and bit her earlobe making Y/N moan slightly into his action. Then Wooyoung’s lips went to Y/N’s valley of breasts and licked it that was still clothed but after a few seconds, Wooyoung unclasped it and throw it somewhere in the room then he hungrily sucked her breast and massaged the other one making Y/N moan more and Wooyoung smirked as he saw that Y/N is enjoying it. While his mouth is still busy on her breasts, one of his hands went to her core and without a warning, he inserted two fingers to her and Y/N moaned louder because it was her first time feeling some fingers in her core.

“Fuck! You are so wet for me already, babe!” Wooyoung said and he started to thrust his fingers to her at a fast pace and Y/N was going crazy as she felt the way Wooyoung’s fingers are ramming her core and slightly arched her back. As for Wooyoung, he hummed in satisfaction as he saw Y/N’s face is being a mess because of his fingers in her core.

“Damn! I knew that you will take my fingers well, babe! I can’t wait to wreck you this night!” Wooyoung said as he licked his lips. But as continued to thrust his fingers in her core, Y/N suddenly cum hard on his fingers and Wooyoung licked his fingers.

“Oh, Shit! Seeing him like this is so hot to handle!” Y/N thought. As Wooyoung stared at her…

“Do you remember my question about having sexual fantasies, right?” Wooyoung asked and Y/N nodded.

“I’ll do my sexual fantasies to you and then, you tell me your sexual fantasies to me and we’ll do it for round 2 if you still aren’t tired. Sounds hot, right?” Wooyoung asked and Y/N gulped and she just nodded but Wooyoung went closer to her and he bite her earlobe and…

“Babe, I want to hear your answer,” Wooyoung said in a deep voice making Y/N shiver down from her spine.

“Yes! That would be great, Wooyoung,” Y/N said out loud and Wooyoung smirked.

“Good! Well, I really imagine that you are face-fucking me. Your pussy will be in my face and I will eat you out,” Wooyoung said and Y/N’s eyes went wide and gulped.

“Wait! What if I suddenly literally sat in your face?” Y/N asked and Wooyoung smirked.

“No worries babe, I will hold your thighs so that you will be stable,” Wooyoung said as he winked at her.

“But Wooyoung this is my first time to do this,” Y/N said.

“I know. Trust me, okay?” Wooyoung said and Y/N nodded. Then Wooyoung laid on the bed and Y/N straddled her legs between his face and Y/N blushed at the position.

“Hold onto the headboard, okay?” Wooyoung said and Y/N nodded and held onto the headboard right away. Then she can’t look at Wooyoung who is between her legs but he suddenly squeezed her thighs and…

“Relax, okay? You’ll enjoy this,” Wooyoung said and Y/N nodded. But she felt his breath in her core while he is talking and she shivered from the feeling of it. Then Wooyoung started to lick her core at a fast pace making Y/N hold the headboard tighter and moan his name louder.

“Shit! You are so good, Wooyoung!” Y/N said and Wooyoung just smirked and he decided to suck her core making Y/N go weak but because Wooyoung held her thighs tightly, she successfully didn’t sit completely on his face. But as Wooyoung continued to eat her out, Y/N’s moans got louder and her head was thrown back because she felt Wooyoung’s tongue skillfully eating her out and felt an overwhelming pleasure and Wooyoung saw her fucked out expression and smirked and continued to lick and suck her core.

“Fuck yes, Wooyoung! I am so close!” Y/N said as she gripped the headboard tighter.

“Cum on me. I want to taste you again,” Wooyoung said and as he continued to suck her core, Y/N finally cum onto his tongue and he sucked her juices that made a slurping sound in the room. After Wooyoung sucked her juices, he helped Y/N’s legs removed from him and he laid her in the bed. Then he removed his boxer shorts and put the condom onto his cock and when Y/N saw his cock…

“Oh shit! Will it really fit me?” Y/N thought and gulped. But her thoughts were cut-off when Wooyoung pushed her again in the bed and cupped her face.

“Y/N, are you ready for me to be your first and will start as your loving boyfriend?” Wooyoung asked as he smiled.

“Yes, Wooyoung. I love you,” Y/N said as she smiled back.

“I love you too, Y/N,” Wooyoung said as he kissed her lips then his hands went to his cock and slowly inserted to her core and Y/N moaned into the kiss and gripped his biceps tightly. As Wooyoung inserted his full cock to her…

“Does it hurt babe?” Wooyoung asked.

“Nope! I am okay!” Y/N said and Wooyoung smirked. Then he started to thrust slowly to her but…

“Wooyoung! Just go faster now!” Y/N said. As soon as Y/N said it he changed his pace to a faster pace and Y/N’s hands gripped the bedsheets.

“Shit! So tight, babe!” Wooyoung said and he suddenly gripped Y/N’s waist and thrust his cock at a harder pace that made Y/N scream his name.

“Fuck, Yes, Right there, Wooyoung!" Y/N said as she closed her eyes and felt her core was already wrecked by his cock and Wooyoung saw her expressions and smirked.

“Shit! You are so hot being a mess underneath me!” Wooyoung said. Then he suddenly hugged Y/N’s body close to him and thrust his cock deeper to her making Y/N claw and dig her nails at Wooyoung’s back.

“Shit! Wooyoung! Don’t stop!” Y/N said.

“You just feel so fucking, good babe! I will never stop wrecking you this night,” Wooyoung said as he bit her neck. As Wooyoung continued to thrust his cock to her core at an incredible pace, Y/N moaned his name like a mantra, and both erotic moans and skin-slapping sounds have surrounded the room.

“Shit! I just can’t get enough of you, babe!” Wooyoung said. But as he still thrusting his cock to her harder…

“Wooyoung! I will cum!” Y/N said in a loud voice.

“Cum with me babe!” Wooyoung said. Then in a few thrusts of his cock, both of them cum, and Wooyoung removed his cock to her core and removed the condom to him and threw it in the trash bin then he went back to lay beside Y/N.

“Y/N, remember you already accepted me as your boyfriend. okay?” Wooyoung said.

“Yes! No worries, I already believe you and don’t doubt you anymore. By the way, what about my sexual fantasies to you?” Y/N asked and Wooyoung was surprised and smirked.

“Aren’t you tired already? We can do that tomorrow,” Wooyoung said as he winked at her.

“Okay! Tomorrow, we can do that while we shower,” Y/N said.

“Oh! You mean your sexual fantasy to me is having shower sex?” Wooyoung asked and Y/N blushed at his question but she nodded and hid her face under the blanket making Wooyoung laugh at her and removed the blanket to her face.

“Don’t be shy, okay? To be honest, I like to do that also to you,” Wooyoung said and Y/N slightly slapped his bicep and Wooyoung kept laughing at her.

“Fine! Let’s just go to sleep and I am so tired. But I am happy you have the same feelings as me,” Y/N said as she smiled.

“I am also happy that I really meet you again and you are now my girlfriend. Good night and I love you so much, Y/N,” Wooyoung said.

“Good night and I love you so much, Wooyoung,” Y/N said. Then both of them smiled at each other then Wooyoung kissed her lips quickly and as they went to sleep, they hugged each other.

THE NEXT DAY…

Wooyoung was the first one to wake up and he stared at Y/N who is still sleeping and he just smiled then he kissed her lips to wake her up and Y/N really woke up at his action and she smiled.

“Good morning, Wooyoung!” Y/N said.

“Good morning too, my beautiful Y/N. What do you want to do first?” Wooyoung asked and Y/N unconsciously bite her lips and…

“Shower first then have breakfast,” Y/N said as she suddenly can’t look at Wooyoung then he noticed it and he smirked.

“Oh Someone’s up already for shower sex, huh?” Wooyoung said and Y/N blushed.

“Breakfast can wait, right?” Y/N said.

“You’re right! If that’s what you want and then we should go and I’ll fulfill your sexual fantasy,” Wooyoung said as he licked his lips and Y/N nodded. Then Wooyoung held one of Y/N’s hands and went to the bathroom. As soon as they went inside the bathroom, Y/N was the one who turned on the shower and she was suddenly trapped by Wooyoung in the wall and he kissed her hungrily and he bit her upper lip making Y/N open her mouth and Wooyoung slipped his tongue to her mouth and he dominated the kiss and one of his hands went to her breast and squeezed it making Y/N moan into the kiss. Then Wooyoung’s lips went to her neck as he licked, bit, and sucked it making Y/N moan his name. But while he is attacking her neck, he ground his cock to her core making Y/N moan more. After he gave attention to her neck, his lips went to her breast and sucked it harshly and bit her nipples making Y/N moan loudly and push his head more onto her breast and Wooyoung smirked at her action. Then one of his hands went to her core and inserted two fingers to her core making Y/N grip his shoulder and Wooyoung let go of her breast and started to thrust his fingers to her at a fast pace and watched Y/N being a mess again.

“Shit! You really like my fingers ramming your pussy, huh?” Wooyoung said as he smirked and he kissed her lips again and continued to thrust his fingers to her and without a warning Y/N cum onto his fingers. Then Wooyoung licked his fingers and stared at her lustfully.

“Your taste is so delicate babe,” Wooyoung said. Then he kissed every inch of her until he went between her legs and kissed and slightly bit her inner thighs making Y/N moan.

“Next time, I will mark every inch of your body, babe,” Wooyoung said and Y/N gulped at his words.

“Why don’t you do it now?” Y/N asked and Wooyoung was surprised and smirked.

“Babe, we will still go on a date this day and you don’t want to be stared at by other people that we became wild when we make love, right?” Wooyoung said and Y/N slightly laughed.

“Well, you have a point. Just continue now,” Y/N said and Wooyoung slightly laughed too and nodded. Then Wooyoung spread Y/N’s legs wide and went closer to her core as he licked it at a fast pace making Y/N moan louder and slightly pushed Wooyoung’s head to her core and he smirked at her action.

“Oh shit! You are just so good at this Wooyoung!” Y/N said and Wooyoung’s hands went to her thighs and pulled closer to his face and sucked it harshly making Y/N throw her head back in the wall and close her eyes as she felt Wooyoung’s tongue getting deeper to her core and he skillfully eating her out again that made her go crazy. Then when Wooyoung saw Y/N’s expressions…

“You are so hot like this babe! Keep moaning my name!” Wooyoung said. As he continued to eat her out wildly, Y/N cum hard onto his mouth and he sucked her juices that made a slurping sound in the bathroom. After Wooyoung, sucked her juices, he kissed her lips that made Y/N taste herself onto his mouth. Then suddenly they stopped kissing and Wooyoung looked at her.

“Does lovemaking in the wall in a bathroom is your sexual fantasy about me or do you have other positions you have in mind?" Wooyoung asked and Y/N blushed at his blunt question.

“Do it against the wall,” Y/N said shyly and Wooyoung smirked and lifted her face and looked at her.

“That’s hot! To be honest, I really also wanna do that to you and wrecked you against the wall,” Wooyoung said as he bit his lips. Then Y/N jump onto him and wrapped her legs around him and hugged his body and leaned her head onto Wooyoung’s shoulder.

“Ready babe?” Wooyoung asked.

“I am ready as always for you, Wooyoung,” Y/N said and Wooyoung smirked then he inserted his cock fully to her core making Y/N moan against his ears.

“Fuck! You are so tight!” Wooyoung said. Then he started to thrust his cock upward at a fast pace to her core and Y/N raked her nails onto his back making Wooyoung groan in pleasure.

“Wooyoung make it harder, please!” Y/N said.

“I won’t just do it harder but also rougher so hang on tight to me, babe,” Wooyoung said and Y/N braced herself. Wooyoung started to thrust his cock to her at a hard pace first that made skin slapping sounds in the bathroom.

“Shit you feel so good, Wooyoung!” Y/N said.

“Damn! Hearing you like that makes me want to go deeper to you until you scream my name,” Wooyoung said then he suddenly thrust his cock to her at a rougher pace and his cock got deeper to her making Y/N scream his name and slightly bite his shoulder making Wooyoung groaned onto her actions.

“Fuck! You just feel so good deeper to you, babe! I don’t want to stop!” Wooyoung said as he still thrusting his cock to her at a rougher pace.

“Fuck yes! Right there! You really shouldn’t stop!” Y/N said. As Wooyoung was still incredible pace, Y/N started to feel overstimulated and…

“Wooyoung! I am about to cum!” Y/N said.

“Shit! Me too! No worries, I will pull it out before I cum,” Wooyoung said and Y/N nodded lazily. After a few thrusts of his cock to her, he quickly pulled out his cock and Y/N cum. As Y/N still didn’t want to let go of Wooyoung, she hears him still groaning as he felt that his cum is still spurting out from his cock.

“You know, Wooyoung you are so sexy when you groan like that,” Y/N said and Wooyoung smirked.

“As for you, I successfully made you scream my name and that was the sexiest sound I ever heard,” Wooyoung said as he suddenly bit her earlobe making Y/N slightly moan.

“That was too much but that was fucking amazing,” Y/N said as she bit her lips.

“I know, babe! We should wash up now and then we will have breakfast and if you want, we can rest for a few hours here in the room then go on a date at lunchtime. Sounds good?" Wooyoung asked.

“Yup! That’s a good idea,” Y/N said. Then Y/N let go of Wooyoung and they washed up themselves and had breakfast and rested in the room for a few hours. As they went on a date at lunchtime, they went first to a restaurant that has a beautiful view of the ocean and they also visited some places and they made unforgettable and beautiful memories.

“I love you so much Y/N,” Wooyoung said as he smiled at Y/N.

“I love you too so much, Wooyoung!” Y/N said as she smiled back and Wooyoung kissed her lips quickly and hugged each other.

끝 THE END

Thank you for reading my one-shot smut fanfiction for Wooyoung!

Stay tuned for the next member! :)

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midasinc · 3 years ago

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les amis and toxic traits (affectionate and derogatory):

-courfeyrac has a bad habit of being on his phone when he's with friends. he's mostly either just swiping through his dating app or texting someone on his dating app and he isn't aware that it's really rude. he's also really bad about borrowing money and not giving it back. if he asks for a couple euro for the metro, you will never get it back. he comes from a rich background and money is something that he forgets not everybody has. feuilly is the only one who holds him accountable for it because "i bought you a drink at the pub two weeks ago and you still owe me and i need to pay rent this week :/"

-enjolras is a pen clicker. oh. my god. he clicks pens at the speed of light and if someone asks him to stop, he'll apologize but then start again like thirty seconds later. it is so. fucking. annoying. also i love him but he's really self-righteous and won't admit when he's wrong. when someone has an opinion that differs his own, he can only see things in black or white. you're on his side, or you're wrong. this also applies to other's and their choices in what they do. he always donates the extra euro when he's checking out at a store for whatever donation project is going and if you don't he will give you the stink eye and publicly ask why you won't. no recyclable grocery bags? he will call you out and badger you until you buy one. you accidentally left the light on when you exited the room? oh my god. he has such good intentions but he forgets that not everybody might be as financially secure as him and not everybody is thinking about it at all times. he wants what's good for the world but it really gets on other people's nerves sometimes

-joly is really similar to enjolras in the sense that he calls people out for their health choices without thinking about their situation. he's getting better about it, but he has criticized grantaire to hell and back about all of his bad habits and not in a nice way. he's really harsh when someone is self-destructive or literally just picks like a soda at a restaurant over water. he wants his friends to be healthy but jesus fucking christ dude. no one asked for your opinion, now is not the time.

-feuilly only eats frozen meals. he only lives on lean cuisines. JEHBJWEHRWJH but also this dude smokes cigs a lot and forgets that smoke and tobacco makes some people feel sick or nauseated. he smokes in his apartment even when people are over and doesn't really think it's that big of a problem. enter: enjolras, who has asthma, and just walked through a cloud and starts hacking. anyway, he also gets really defensive when people call him out on it. it's his choice to smoke and whenever someone is like "hey maybe you might want to cut back" when he's buying a new pack of smokes after buying one three days before, he'll get super snappy and rude because it feels like an attack on him

-speaking of nicotine! jehan vapes and i have no room to speak on this subject bc let's not talk about my juul but they are in denial that it's also a problem. they're like "it's healthy shut up" but will go through pods so fast that it's genuinely comparable to feuilly's same bad habit. they started juuling bc they thought the flavours were yummy and it was cool and oh my god. jehan is also really blunt with their sense of humour and doesn't realize that not everybody thinks its funny. walking into a room and just being like "lmaoooo grantaire you look like shit today" and everybody is kind of like "...hm". combeferre is actually good about calling them out on that sort of stuff, though. if jehan realizes they're in the wrong, they'll apologize

-combeferre is. such. a fucking. movie talker. he just has so much to say at every minute of the movie and it's the worst (this is also me so self-roast). nobody likes to watch movies with him because "dude we just want to watch the fucking movie oh my god". he's also really pretentious and a gatekeeper. if you like the same band as him "oh really? well name three songs-" in a way that makes whoever he's feeling to feel stupid. combeferre really prides himself on his intellect, but it goes too far most of the time and it just comes across as super condescending and a lot of people get annoyed talking with him because it just feels like he's talking down at them the whole time

-marius is also super blunt but not in a way that's meant to be funny. he has absolutely walked into a room and gone "oh enjolras your haircut looks so bad im so sorry :(". and similarly to courfeyrac, he forgets the value of money. he's definitely asked people to go somewhere and has said like "yeah! the concert tickets are like 250 euro which is actually super cheap :)" and feuilly is just. dying inside. he intends to be nice, he just says so much stupid shit. he isn't purposely being a bad guy.

-bossuet never re-fills a roll of toilet paper if he's the last to use it. you do not know how annoying it is to room with this guy. grantaire has absolutely shouted "HOW HARD IS IT TO GRAB ANOTHER TUBE???" from the shitter and bossuet just denies it because it embarrasses him. he's also bad about cleaning dishes and will leave a cup in the sink for weeks if it isn't cleaned by someone else or threateningly left in front of his bedroom door. i love u bae but please clean up after yourself

-grantaire is the fucking worst. i love him but he is the worst. he is so self-deprecating to the point where a lot of people just won't be around him because you can only take so much self-pity before it becomes annoying as hell. he's never accepted a compliment and is one of those "omg no my art is so fucking ugly i hate it so much" when someone says they like a sketch or a painting he did and it is just. so annoying. he's also just super bad about caring about him self. baby forgets to shower and wash his hair and wear deodorant and it's like babe. baby. listen- we are not 13 year old boys anymore, we are men and we need to shower. take your zoloft and let's clean up your room <3

-bahorel is a babe but he's too rough with people. he'll slap someone on the back so hard that they choke on their drink. he's also bad about jokes going too far and just being kind of an asshole he'll snatch up something courfeyrac is holding and hold it up high and courf is 5'5 and bahorel is 6'3 and it is just unfair and unfunny and courfeyrac is not laughing and it just gets old so fast. he thinks people are having fun with him but baby they r not. everybody here is givin you the stink eye, just let the bit die

#let's pretend some of these dont extend from me #les mis #les miserables #les amis de l'abc #les amis #modern era #modern au #enjolras #courfeyrac #combeferre #jehan prouvaire #jean prouvaire #jehan #feuilly #bahorel #joly #bossuet #grantaire #les mis headcanons

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hoodieofholland · 4 years ago

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Hi if possible could you write a image where the reader isn’t famous but is dating Tom, he goes lives on Instagram and starts letting fans join and ask him a questions. You get picked to join and both of you have to try and keep a straight face without giving it away.🙂 doesn’t have to be exactly this is obviously just whatever you feel like! Thank you💕

tom+instagram here we go :)

Hope you like it!!

Warnings: language, that's all :)

"What are you doing?”, you ask your boyfriend through the phone, pressed between your ears and shoulder, while you wandered around the house to get some tasks done. There were noises in the other side of the call, and you could distinguish Harrison’s voice.

“Nothin’, just setting things up for my live. Harrison’s been helping me, you know how I suck at this whole Instagram thing”, he explains, humming as he scrolled through his phone, you on speaker.

You giggle, “I know it pretty well. Think I’m gonna just take a rest and watch you struggling online”.

“Ha-ha, very funny, girlfriend”, he puffs, but you can almost hear his smile behind that sarcastic tone. “But I’d appreciate if you showed up. Who knows, I could just introduce you to all of my fans”.

You take in a sharp breath, contemplating if that was simply a joke or if there was a true desire behind that statement. You chew on your lips and keep silence.

The two of you have been in a relationship for almost one and half an year now, but you managed - only God knows how - to keep discreet about it, keeping it a secret. For his friends, Tom had an amazing girlfriend, whom everyone pretty much appreciated spending time with. For the rest of the world, Tom was a single, charmer and desired young Hollywood actor.

It wasn’t like he wanted to keep you his little secret. It was pretty much the opposite, actually. After your first six months together, Tom had tried to convince you to reveal your relationship, too tired of not being able to show off your love outside the comfort of his house. But you wasn’t willing to do that just yet. And after one and a half year, there you were, still afraid of how things might end up if you told them the truth.

You loved Tom, and you loved the fact the he was such a talented, hardworking man, but the fact that he was also a Hollywood star, known in the whole world, made you feel cornered. You didn’t want people to judge your relationship, to judge you or to give your relationship some kind of approval. You just wasn’t ready to give up your anonymity and become Tom Holland’s girlfriend.

Things were just perfect the way they were. You wanted it to stay like that for a little more time.

But you knew the day would eventually come. It was hard to not be spotted in the street with Tom by your side. You’d never show up in an event together, always making sure to only hold hands or show affection when behind four walls, only when you were pretty sure there was no paparazzi following him. You didn’t like that neither. You wanted to act normal, to have nice date nights with him, to walk outside in summer with Tessa. You just wanted to be who you were with him inside his or your house.

“I was- I was kidding, love”, he said sheepishly, and you could sense the nervousness on his voice, chuckling slightly to hide it from you. “It would be dumb, right?”

You swallow hard. “Uh- no. No, it’s fine. I mean, I’m not ready yet, but it’s alright. I know you were joking”. You curse yourself for being so dramatic about it, but you couldn’t help it. “So, when is it starting?”

“In about five minutes actually. I gotta go now, okay?”

“Yeah��, you smile tightly. “Okay, gonna watch here. Love ya”.

“Love you, darling”.

You both hang up and you sit on the edge of your bed, laying down and closing your eyes, puffing your cheeks out and rubbing your temples. “Damn it”.

Before you can call him back and tell him you were sorry over it, you sit properly on your bed and open your Instagram app, searching for him. After those exact five minutes, he was going live. You smile at the picture of him on your screen. He looked handsome, as always, but added up to the fact that he was far away, in Atlanta, while shooting Spider-Man 3.

You watch as he explains what he was going to do in his live, waving to Harrison right behind him, distracted on his own phone, saying that he was there as a support team. You laugh at how clueless he is. He starts to pick fans to join live and ask him questions. You were pretty surprised that he was allowed to do that, not giving away any spoiler, but he managed it after all.

You were having fun watching him struggle to say some usernames, and kinda surprised at how bold some comments on the bottom of your screen were. He’s single, remember?, you think to yourself and sigh frustrated. You could just go on and tell everybody, put an end to this whole situation during interviews, where Tom was always questioned about his love life and got uncomfortable about it, where you were upset for not being able to tell them to stop shipping him with girls he wasn't interested in, cause he was with you and you only.

But instead, you just sat there, watching your gorgeous boyfriend smiling sheepishly at the camera while a fan asked him about some photos that were taken of him and his co-star a while ago. He shrugged it off and told her they were just friends, but the comments made it very clear they weren't buying it.

"Alright, gonna pick another one, lemme see..."

You get yourself distracted by the concentrated face he put on, a small wrinkle between his brows, and then it happened.

All of a sudden, you see yourself on the screen, half of it filled with Tom's video, just like the previous fan. Your eyes go wide as soon as you realize you're going live with Tom.

"Shit!" He curse immediately, eyes bugging out and looking for something on his screen to take you out of it. "Sorry, I think I just tapped the wrong thing- fuck, how do I-?"

You're startled, looking at his agitated movements as he waves to Harrison desperately, and you try to think about what to do while being completely dumbfounded with the comments going on. Most of them were laughing at the fact that Tom kept being clueless with Instagram, but some of them actually commenting about you.

She's so pretty!!

Omg i think i saw her with tom somewhere

Is she the girl that was at the ffr set and no one new about??

You are about to close your app and leave them all behind, but you can't seem to be able to take your eyes off of the screen. A thought is stuck in your mind, where those people could actually know you, talk to you, and this shouldn't be so hard.

Tom wanted it. He wanted to show the world that you were his girl, wanted to go places with you and not need a whole scheme to protect you from camera lenses.

So instead of just stepping out of this, you decided to wave your hand at them, sit on your bed a little straighter and smile.

"Hey, Tom", you said, leaving it up to him if he wanted to say it now or not. He looked at you with wide eyes, Harrison by his side, a boyish smile plastered on his face.

"Hey, uh, y/u/n" he tried to play it cool, not so sure about what he wanted to do. "Nice user". And just like that, the two of you played along as two complete strangers for a whole ten minutes, until you said your goodbyes and Tom were left alone to end his live.

You felt incredibly happy with the nice comments and about how easy it was for you to make an appearance for the first time. It wasn't like you had just told them the truth, but it was something, and you felt more comfortable about it now.

Tom called you to a video call as soon as he ended the live, equally amazed by how this turned out. He apologized for bringing you to it, and you told him it was fine, that you even liked showing up.

"I think... I think that I'm ready", you said, biting your lips nervously. "I mean, if you are too".

He went silent for a few seconds before saying. "Wow. Really? Yeah, I mean, I'm more than ready. It doesn't have to be like an announcement, we could just, I don't know, go out and just wait till they-"

"Guys!" You heard Harrison shout somewhere in Tom's living room.

Tom turned his head to look at something Haz was showing and the blonde quickly made his way to appear on your screen.

On his phone there was a page with headline: Tom Holland goes live and fans spot his supposed girlfriend, y/n y/l/n.

Harrison scrolled through the page, where a lot of evidences of you and Tom being together were collected, when both of you were spotted in the same places at the same time or even one of you at Far From Home's set.

"Uh, so..." Tom twisted his nose. "I don't think we'll need to tell them anymore".

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kallulovesu · 4 years ago

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Heyooo :) can you do headcannons for a platonic yandere allies ?? Am aroace so that's the kind that floats my boat, also do you ever feel tired of writing ?? Like .. ur so productive, it's awsome but like .. I hope ur doing it cuz u have energy not cuz you have followers waiting 😬 take care Plz ❤❤🥺

For the anon that asked that yandere reader ask, thx u inspired this ask ur idea is rad :3

(A/N:) ahh thank you for the worry anon, but it’s no problem really!💞 I wouldn’t be making as much content if I wasn’t having any fun, since it’ll probably end up feeling more like chore...and I hate doing chores 😭

That one protective friend that makes sure to check up on you every second (but it’s turned up to the extreme and downright becomes unhealthy in some cases)™

It was ironic to him. Out everyone that he had gotten to know over all these years— hell, perhaps even Arthur; you were the only one he felt like understood him the most. Not many seemed to notice what was going on beneath the surface of his facade, which was why he appreciated you being there. You still liked him despite the many flaws that he had, and tried your best being with him even if it became downright tiring. Alfred would be heavily dependent on you because of this, often going to you to cheer him up— or before he was going to make a rash choice.

So it was only natural that he couldn’t see himself being without you.

You were like a best friend to him; Alfred would even go as far as to say that he felt a familial connection between the two of you. So the deep desire to protect you was normal, wasn’t it? Even when he felt himself worrying for your well-being at even the slightest approach of a stranger, it was just his instinct telling him that there was something wrong. It wasn’t anything unhealthy. Thus, would usually drag you away from anyone that he found to be suspicious; even those he was already familiar with. This would probably result in a lot of arguments, with him trying to say what was ‘best for you’ and with you denying that you needed this much...protection. You swore that it almost felt like he was just isolating you from the others, to have you purely depend on him for whatever reason you couldn’t make up.

Alfred can’t handle being apart from you— nonetheless the idea of you being angry with him, or even hating him . It truly didn’t matter if the reason was rather ridiculous or not, the idea of you hating him just...made his stomach churn uncomfortably. You were his best buddy, and basically one of the only ones he could trust with his inner worries; and the risk of it all being taken away from him because of a silly, childish mistake was all it took to send the poor boy into a state of panic. Please don’t leave him, he’d do anything to keep you there with him. Begging, gifting— you name it.

Arthur didn’t completely seem to realize his feelings at first, confusing it with romantic attraction for a little while— before quickly seeming to realize that it was all purely platonic. He did feel a bit protective of you, maybe even possessive...but it had nothing to do with romance, nor lust. It was just him wanting to have someone beside him, someone that he could call a friend. And someone that would never leave his side.

It won’t be hard to notice how...bad his communication skills were; with him often saying things that he didn’t really mean and slightly setting you off. Arthur is stubborn, so it may take some time (and slight teasing at how much he hesitated) for him to actually apologize. You’ll probably get used to it after a while, since he’s one big tsundere.

Saying this out loud was an absolute no-no for this man— but you being around Arthur was often enough to make him the slightest bit happier. It felt a bit lonely at times, especially with less and less people being around him these past few years. So having you as a friend almost felt like a breath of fresh air.

He’s very critical of those you choose to be around with, often analyzing even the smallest of things so he can determine if they’re actually worth being around you. Which more often than not ends up... not being the case. Arthur will tell you to stay away from them; saying that they were suspicious, and probably had something bad in mind. He’ll resort to isolating you if you were to disobey him, trying to take as much of your attention— and perhaps even kidnapping you if the extreme were to happen. You were his one and only best friend, and he had to make sure you were safe. Always.

Totally the big brother type...well, he usually proclaims himself as being one, so it isn’t that much of a surprise.

Francis will make sure to absolutely pamper you with his attention; hanging out with you, sending letters whenever he was too busy...and simply sending gifts from France. He simply couldn’t let you go off feeling unloved!

He adores talking about you; usually going off on a mindless ramble whenever someone even mentions your name, like a proud father showing off his child. Others will usually compare him to one due to how much he adores talking about you— or simply the way that he treats you. Which would quickly be disregarded with a: “oh, I’m no father! They’re just such a nice little friend to have around, who wouldn’t want to praise such a delicate person?”

On a second note....he actually did feel like a father figure to you. Huh.

Francis will often suggest helping you out with your love life, perhaps even gushing over cute guys together that you found on a random dating app— before quickly realizing that he didn’t really want this. Those silly moments were fun and all, but having you talk with someone that could just be out to use you made him a bit angry...and paranoid, mainly the latter. He will make sure that anyone that even so much dares to get close you first gets his approval first. The feeling of a broken heart was all too familiar to him, and he didn’t want you to experience such a thing.

This may result in him checking up on you...an awful lot, making sure that those around you were only the best of the best and wouldn’t end up being bad influence to you. Yes, he truly was like a father.

A sibling-like person in his life that he didn’t feel insecure against and acknowledged him as his own person? Fuck yes!!

Jokes aside— Matthew really does care deeply for you. Perhaps it was due to the Canadian barely having those that he could...truly call close friends, so having you around almost felt like a blessing. Unlike Francis, he won’t really show you off or talk about you much, especially around his brother. The American had already stolen enough from him, so why would he let something like that happen again?

He’s extremely wary of anyone that even so much tries to make a move on you. It’s just...you were someone that he held extremely dear; and having you potentially getting hurt due to some lowlife that managed to slip into your life would absolutely break his heart. Matthew didn’t want to fail in protecting you, he would never forgive himself if something like that were to happen.

Losing you is something that he wishes to avoid completely. He’ll even go as far as kidnapping you if it came down to it, Matthew just couldn’t see himself living happily without you by his side.

Yao likes cute things...and you’re a cute friend, so it’s a perfect match!

But seriously, he thinks that you’re absolutely adorable. Whether it be because of your personality— or your appearance, it really doesn’t end up mattering in the end. You’re his cute little friend, and that’s all that matters!

He’ll often treat you with more, yet gentler care than most of the others around him. He knew that you were well capable of taking care of yourself; but he just couldn’t help but see you as something fragile, something that he had to protect. So you can already imagine how frustrated he gets when someone treats you with even the slightest bit of disrespect— Yao will often confront them immediately, while you awkwardly have to sit back and watch it all. Almost feeling pity for the person that had to endure your friend’s seemingly never-ending complaints.

Oh, he probably doesn’t quite realize how he comes off as a father at times; seeing how much he’ll scold you for the smallest mistakes (while making sure to correct you of course!) and how he usually made decisions for you, making it hard to refuse his gestures due to his pushy nature. But it’ll probably become a normal thing for the two of you as time progresses, since it’s just...how Yao was, you assumed.

His controlling behavior will also reflect on how he treats your personal life. Yao is very selective of who he lets you be around with, so he’ll often look at your acquaintances and friends with a very critical eye, immediately expressing his distaste in them if they were even to do the smallest thing wrong. “Such a brute isn’t worth being around, (y/n).” Yao will warn you to stay away from them, but won’t bring it up any further if you decide to do what he says. If you don’t then...well, he had special friends to help him out with his dirtier work.

Yao might consider kidnapping you if this behavior keeps on repeating, but won’t feel compelled to actually do it unless something bad were to happen.

Ivan will always try his best to be there for you! While it most likely won’t quite work with him being a rather busy person; a country, nonetheless, but he’ll do his upmost best. It was extremely hard for Ivan to make friends that...weren’t scared of him or secretly disliked him, so having you was such a relief!

Being his only friend, he’ll make sure to be absolutely devoted to you— perhaps in a way that wasn’t too healthy in a friendship, and would often be looked down upon by those looking at your relationship from an outsider’s perspective. But could one truly blame him? Ever since he was born it felt like everyone around him were either toying with him, or were utterly terrified of the boy expect for his two sisters. It was lonely...so it isn’t hard to imagine how overjoyed he was once having you in his life; someone that didn’t display the usual fright whenever he approached them, nor did you look like you were out to hurt him.

Ivan appreciated you a lot.

It wasn’t hard to imagine that you’d most likely become the target of a few other countries, your connection with Ivan wasn’t extremely hidden from the outside world... (from how much he’d senselessly mutter things about you when daydreaming, and the many times he stuck by your side) and so, others would take it to their advantage. Those like Alfred will probably try convince you to leave Ivan’s side, spewing terrifying stories of the man to try and stir up something inside of you so you could leave him. It was mainly for your own safety, yes. But it was also to make the Russian weaker. It was obvious that he was depending on you heavily, and losing you would...god forbid if that would ever happen. Ivan would completely lose himself, perhaps even snapping completely.

So don’t hesitate to tell Ivan if someone was bothering you! Ivan will make sure to get rid of the little parasite from your life in an instant, giving them a short warning whenever the two come across each other...and making sure that he got his point across! It’s better to ignore their sudden disappearance after that day, since someone like them wasn’t worth lingering in your mind.

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neoheros · 5 years ago

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how would haikyuu boys handle getting shipped with a friend on tiktok? feat. kuroo tetsuro

kuroo tetsuro has a crippling tiktok addiction and he’s in denial about it but everyone around him knows because all he does in his free time is get on that app

that’s canon i’m not arguing with anyone about this

he’s the kind of guy to fall asleep from scrolling through his fyp and the moment he wakes up he looks for his phone under his pillow to watch more lmaooo

so anyways

you share classes with him and he’s not really the kind of guy to have crushes especially on people he’s not close with

but then one day he’s on his fyp and he stumbles on one of your videos

and he’s just like ?? woah

he recognizes you obvi, he’s not one to talk to people out of his friend group but he’s not completely ignorant to everyone else

he immediately sees that you have indeed quite the following and have almost majority of your posts going viral

so yea you can say he’d notice you more in class now

at first it was subtle, looking at you more when he’s spacing out or paying close attention to you when you’re reciting

he doesn’t even notice how he includes you more in his thought process until the day kenma pointed it out to him how he’s been a bit more distracted lately

he brushed it off thinking it wasn’t really anything serious

but then boy Oh boy !!!

he started noticing the fact that you’ve got a really nice room in your vids and your fave led lights are the red ones since you almost always use them

he’s also really into the fact that you upload more on comedic videos than dancing ones

but HONEY when you posted your take on the dance trend of savage by megan thee stallion ,,, he was GONEEEE !!!

he sent that video to kenma like five times in a row with the caption “aha brb gonna LIVE for this woman 😗✌️”

kenma be like: simp city population - u

at this point he just accepts it, like flat out he took it within himself to UNDERSTAND how much he’s crushing on you and kenma asks him if he’s gonna do anything about it and he’s like ????

like he gets how awesome he is and stuff cause duh captain of the volleyball team and most probably the most beautiful man on campus but you’re also really good in class and very attractive

not to mention that you’ve never even looked his way before

he was hurt, man !!

only he could feel as rejected as someone who actually did get rejected

nevertheless, he got over that and just woke up one day telling himself that he was gonna shoot his shot anyway !!

so one day in class, right after the lunch bell rang, he took a deep breath and rummaged his insides for every drip of confidence he could muster

he walked to your seat and you were kinda surprised because this boy right here has never once talked to you before

his opening line was “can i sit here?”

you were still really confused but then he said something about wanting to be friends and your heart was just really warm cause !!!! that’s so NICE !!

and he mentioned how he knew you from tiktok since you practically lived on his fyp

you were really embarrassed and he got to see in action how your ears turn really red when you get shy

kuroo, internally: “that’s so FUCKEN CUTE !!!!!”

he had to reassure you that it was indeed really cool that you made bomb ass tiktoks

you were so grateful cause like one minute you were having a terrible day because of your stupid teacher then bam this 6’2 beauty of a man came swooping in telling you you were terrific

you two became friends after that and it made you really happy to have someone as cool as kuroo as your best friend

kuroo likes to sit with you at lunch except when you’re with other people then he gets a bit dejected so he’s just “well damn maybe tomorrow then”

it’s all good though cause he has invited you to numerous of his practices and that’s when you SEE how amazing this man is at volleyball

one day you’re like “hey wanna do a tiktok with me?”

and he’s like “the one where you kiss me?”

you, flushed: DIPSHIT WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT !!!!1!1!1!!

you guys do the one where you dance to supalonely by benee

it went OFF !!! 700k likes and a solid ass 2.7M views because apparently the viewers really like it when kuroo dances next to you in his varsity uniform and has sweat dripping on his forehead

your comments for the next two weeks are just like “bro post another one with kuroo please PLEASE”

kuroo: guess people just like me more :)

you: leave my mentions <3

sometimes you’d get people replying to your videos with “you and kuroo look really good together”

you see them but you most likely ignore it because even if you did know how much you liked kuroo, you didn’t wanna jeopardize the friendship, yk?

anyhow due to popular demand, you include him in your videos again and every time you do they always go viral !!!

it’s very cute especially when you do the ones where you snapchat him song lyrics and he answers even if he does know it’s a trend

“can they please just get together already, we all know they’re pining but they’re too coward to say it !!”

you: ok u know what user9728182829 since u’r so good at this why don’t u be the one to make tiktoks at a volleyball court and dodge all those stray balls 😤

you were so fed up with it that you actually tell kuroo about the entirety of tiktok shipping the two of you together

he was worried that you were upset because people liked you and him dating that he thought maybe you just weren’t into him

BUT THEN !!!

because of the corona virus all the schools shut down and people were forced to stay in their houses for quarantine

it was sad that everything got cancelled and you weren’t allowed to see your friends anymore

but that’s ok cause kuroo insisted to facetime everyday

you: why can’t we just text

kuroo: because what if you forget what i look like 🥺

you: hey i’m not that blessed ❤️

it was like the quarantine never happened since you still saw and talked to him everyday

sometimes he’d show up at your place but refuse to come inside cause social distancing

this mfer threw rocks on your glass window just to get your attention once

kuroo: i got you those edible cookie dough in pints !!

you: omfg 🥺👉👈

then he chucks it at you because he ain’t boutta break the law to get you food 😤

it’s ok though you have really good reflexes and it only hit your elbow the first 2 times !!

you got it all on camera and posted it on tiktok and everyone in the comments were LIVID at the fact that you captioned it with “best friends b like”

“i just know that kuroo is punching the air right now.”

“imagine risking the corona and still being friend zoned.”

“when you realize kuroo is actually the president of simp city.”

other times he’d snap you at 3 in the morning asking if you want anything from starbucks

no one:

your snapchat dms at 3:28 am: you really went to bed you SN A KE !!

and when you wake up the next morning you find out that this guy is still awake and that he’s been chilling in the starbucks parking lot all morning !!!

that’s ok though because other than the fact that his sleep schedule is completely wrecked he still got you your venti strawberry acai refresher

you: thank you sm 🥺 what do i owe you

kuroo: a kiss on the cheek

you: you can have the drink back ❤️

that’s when the new tiktok trend started and people were posting the hottest guys on campus or revealing their crushes since 1st grade

you, feeling brave because school is cancelled: aight bet 😎

you do a tiktok hopping on the trend and you captioned it with “now that we aren’t coming back to school here are the boys from campus that i’d date for real”

you stall for the first 30 second by vibing to the music and when the beat drop !!

you showed a picture of kuroo and you put in the text “kinda missing him too”

you were extremely regretting this but numerous people already saw it and the comments went on and on about how unsurprising this was

press f ma’am

so one afternoon while kuroo was scrolling through his tiktok, he was surprised by the amount of notifications he was getting

cause he doesn’t even post videos ??

he’s only there to watch funny stuff and leave insulting comments on your posts cause he’s a good friend

he checks and they’re all just tags of him in this one video and he was kinda worried cause what if it was a hate post ??

but then he saw that it was yours and he’s less nervous !!!

kuroo, texting you: if you diss me in this one i’m posting the screenshot of you falling asleep on facetime

so he watches it and ??????????????

bro he went 🥺

before he messages you he went straight for the comments and !!!!!

“who knew it was kuroo before watching the whole video?”

“don’t be shy put some more photos of him !!”

“if kuroo duets this i’m gonna make sure to never fall in love unless its like this.”

“y’all he did it boys!! he graduated from the best friend zone!!”

he’s still really surprised by this and he really hopes you’re not kidding cause bro you??? like him????

thanks to that comment he saw, he decides to duet your video by using the same sound and doing the same dance with the same caption “now that we aren’t coming back to school here are the ones from campus that i’d date for real”

and they’re all just pictures of you 🥺

it blows up but before you see it on your fyp he’s already asking to facetime and when you answer you swear he’s just got the biggest smile in the world i’m :(

kuroo: lol remember when you publicly told majority of the internet how much you liked me

you: lol remember when you weren’t talking ❤️

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weasleypogues · 4 years ago

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newbie on set pt. 3 (r.p)

read part 1 and part 2 if you haven’t already :D

part 4

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warning: this is super fucking fluffy

you looked at yourself in the mirror. you had put on your favorite floral dress that ended mid-thigh and a pair of white shoes. you decided to keep the accessories and makeup to a minimum. excitement surged through you but that didn’t mean that nervousness didn’t follow. you admitted to yourself that you liked rudy and the fact that he asked you on a date signified that he liked you too. so why were you so nervous? you always felt authentic and playful around him but now that things were starting to move, you didn’t want to mess it up.

you checked your phone and and grabbed your purse from the couch in your apartment. rudy refused to tell you where he was taking you out. no matter how much you begged he wanted it to be a surprise. as you heard a knock at your door, your heart felt like it flew out of your chest and you ran a little too quick to answer it. after taking a deep breath, you opened the door and were faced with madison and madelyn. your shoulders dropped in disappointment but also relief.

“you ready?” madison asked, the grin on her face ceasing to even drop the slightest inch. you smiled back at her shared excitement and nodded, letting out a breath you hadn’t realized you were holding in.

“he should be here any minute now. i’m a little annoyed he hasn’t told me where he’s bringing me though. like, what if i’m too underdressed? what if i’m overdressed?” you rambled out, your palms becoming sweatier by the second as you wiped them on the sides of your dress. madelyn placed her hands on your shoulders and looked you in the eyes to calm you down.

“you are not going to be overdressed or underdressed whatsoever, trust me.” madelyn spoke calmly and you nodded slowly.

“how do you know?” you inquired, checking your phones’ clock one more time. the more minutes that passed by the more your emotions felt amplified to.

“(y/n), calm down! he told us where he’s taking you and it’s perfect. you’re going to love it. i wouldn’t lie to you.” madison reassured from beside madelyn. you nodded and gave them a small smile. you heard a faint knock at your door and whipped your head around to it before turning back to the two castmates in front of you with wide eyes accompanied by an even wider smile. madison and madelyn ran to hide from the view of the door as you opened it.

there rudy was. he had on nicely fitting khaki pants, a white tshirt and a jean jacket over top of it. sunglasses rested ontop of his styled messy hair and a bouquet of roses and sunflowers. you smiled brightly at him before starting, “you clean up nicely.”

“i could say the same for you. you look great.” rudy responded, slightly breathless. you felt your face get warm and you glanced at the flowers in front of you.

“those are beautiful, rudy.” you stated, and even though you knew those were for you, you didn’t want to plainly rip it out of his hands. rudy returned the smile and handed them to you which you gladly took.

“you couldn’t believe the old lady that yelled at me when i was picking them from her garden.” rudy responded, throwing his hands up in the air to dramatize his story. your jaw dropped but a smile tugged at the corner of your lips.

“you stole this from a sweet old lady?” you asked, slightly chuckling. you weren’t sure if you should feel flattered or not.

“(y/n/n), i’m joking. i got it from the florist on the corner.” rudy answered, chuckling at how gullible you are. you felt your shoulder relax and a chuckle escape from your lips.

“let me go get these into some water and than we’ll head out?” you reply, waving in reference to the flowers and turning back around. you completely had forgotten that madelyn and madison were there so when they were cowered in your kitchen out of sight from the door you jumped up in fright with a little yelp escaping your lips.

“you all right in there?” rudy asked, concerningly. he walked through the threshold and put it together when he saw the two girls there with sheepish smiles on their faces.

“they were here for support, pre-pick up.” you replied, as sheepishly as them. rudy laughed and rolled his eyes.

“don’t worry. i had a whole pep talk with drew and jonathan to make sure i wore the right socks.” he answered, easing your nerves. “off we go.” he stated and held his elbow out for you to latch your arm around.

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“you gave away my reservation?” rudy asked the hostess. he ran his hands stressfully threw his hair, careful not to raise his voice because it most likely wasn’t the individual hostess’ fault but his plans were going down the drain.

“i’m sorry, sir. we became backed up tonight and the manager said all reservations after 7 would be cancelled so it became a first come first serve.” she responded, giving a pitiful look but acting professional. you looped your hand around rudy’s elbow and tugged on him slightly to let him know you were there.

“we can grab food somewhere else if you’d like? i really don’t mind at all. as long as i’m with you, i’m happy.” you reassured him in a softer tone. rudy looked into your eyes and you could tell he was stressed that this wasn’t going as he planned but appreciated what you had said.

“if you guys want to wait, it’ll be about an hour and a half.” the hostess brought up. rudy shook his head and gave her a smile.

“no thank you.” and with that you both turned around and walked out the door.

you two decided that you would walk down the street and if there was something that really striked you guys, you could consider it. however, being as it was a saturday night in charleston, it was going to be difficult to find somewhere that wasn’t a long wait.

“so, as of right now the shortest wait we have is forty-five minutes, after walking around for an hour.” rudy stated, rubbing his hands over his face. he felt sincerely bad that this was how it was turning out. you felt bad that he felt stressed because like you said earlier, you just wanted to be with him.

“theres usually a couple of food trucks by the water, if we wanna check those out?” you suggested, rubbing your thumb back and forth onto his hand. rudy looked over at you and smiled again.

“i’m down for that.” he responded. you let your hand drop to your side as you were ready to make your way down to the pier. you were thankful that you wore comfortable shoes rather than annoying sandals or heels. you soon felt rudy’s hand brush against yours a couple of times until his pinky latched onto yours. you decided it was your next move and interlocked your fingers with his, letting your hands rock back and forth.

“hey man, can we get two tacos please?” rudy asked the man in the food truck. it wasn’t a long wait until you got your tacos. after tipping the truck and getting napkins, you two found a bench to sit and relax for once. you took the hot sauce packet and opened it, letting the little tray with the taco sit in your lap. what happened next literally seemed out of a fucking movie.

a seagull swooped in and nipped at the taco, allowing it to fall to the ground as more and more birds swarmed. you instinctively ran away, yelling and laughing at how funny this must look. rudy swatted his free hand at the birds but realized that would really do nothing. he walked over to you breathlessly and ran a hand through his blond hair while the other held his unharmed taco.

“we can just share this one?” rudy asked, his nose slightly scrunched and a couple chuckles escaping his lips here and there. you nodded laughing, tugging at the root of your hair. this would happen tonight, out of all nights.

rudy decided it was best to maybe stay walking, instead of being a sitting target for another swarm of birds. additionally, you were glad to get this chance to really get to know rudy without some waiter coming to interrupt every so often or even a bird. there was a nice breeze running through the two of you side by side and from the looks of it, the sun would set in about an hour or so, letting the sky look as if it were golden. or so you thought.

it felt like in a matter of minutes that the sky above the two of you quickly turned dark and grey and the wind became stronger.

“it’s gonna rain, isn’t it?” you asked, nodding in acceptance and with a chuckle.

“y’know, one of us should’ve checked the weather app before we planned to be outside.” rudy stated, rubbing the back of his neck with his free hands and giving a small smile in response to you.

“‘one of us’? you planned the date. that’s all on you, mister.” you responded jokinly in hopes of calming his nerves as you could tell he was just getting more and more stressed by the second. it was only seconds after, that it started to downpour. you felt your skin get wet instantly, and droplets were falling from your hair.

“here, take this.” rudy didn’t even hesitate to take off his jean jacket and hold it over your head as you two instinctively ran to the closest place to take cover. you could feel your socks get wet as you ran threw quickly formed puddles to sit in a gazebo, close to the water.

yet again, you both stood undercover, breathlessly. you and rudy both started wringing out your clothes from the amount of water it had accumulated. but, you couldn’t help but stare at his torso that was becoming more and more visible as his tshirt was still damp and sticking to his skin.

“eyes up here, sweetheart.” rudy joked, pointing his two fingers to his eyeballs. you rolled your eyes and giggled, wiping the droplets of water off of your exposed skin. you let out one last breath, and looked up at him with a goofy grin on your face.

“this first date was, uh......something.” you said, playfully. he made eye contact with you and the two of you bursted out laughing.

“i cannot believe all of this happened in the matter of, what? two hours?” rudy responded, shaking his hair of water and walking towards you slowly.

you took another step closer to him until there wasn’t much space between the two of you. “i guess we’ll just have to make up for in on the next date.” you responded, flirtatiously. something clicked in your brain real quick and you were suprised you said that. that was pretty ballsy.

“oohh, i have the honor for a second date with the (y/n) (y/l/n)? wasn’t sure i would make it past this one.” rudy responded chuckling and interlocking both of his hands with yours.

“what, you don’t think tonight ran smoothly and according to plan?” you answered sarcastically, tilting your head to the right.

“you just think you are hilarious, don’t you?” he said, glancing down to your lips. keeping your hands interlocked, you leaned in to give him a kiss. you liked the way his damp lips felt and how passionate it felt. as you two pulled away simultaneously, you had to slightly bite your lip to keep the goofy grin from appearing onto your face.

rudy clearly did not have the same thought process and the giddy grin on his face made you giggle and throw your head back. “you’re adorable.” you complimented.

“look who’s talking.” he responded. you glanced to the side of you and saw that the rain had halted and skipped to the outside of it, seeing the sun come back out. you held your hand out and turned back towards rudy still standing in the gazebo, admiring you from afar.

“i want ice cream.” you stated, holding your hand out for him to take. he gladly took it and you guys made another journey to find the next place to eat. as you two walked towards the direction of your apartment building, you two walked side by side, glaldy eating your own separate ice creams. you made sure because he paid for tacos, that you had the ice creams covered. he insisted that he at least pay for half of the ice creams though, considering you never even got to eat your taco.

“i hope you enojyed tonight. i know it didn’t really go according to plan but i’m glad with was with you.” rudy said, throwing his dirty napkin in a trash can you two passed as you guys kept walking the emptying streets of charleston.

“well i think it went great.” you said, taking a lick of your ice cream.

“oh did you?” rudy inquired, with raised eyebrows. this was a relief for him because he felt stressed out almost the entire time that everything wrong seemed to be happening.

“i mean, yeah. you never really remember when things go perfectly, do you? the tacos, seagulls, the cancelled reservation, and rain just spiced up the night a little more.�� you answered, glancing into his eyes with a smile on your face. he shoved his hands into his pockets with a shit-eating grin on his face, nodding slowly as he looked at the ground.

“i’m glad.” he simply said. you smiled, feeling your face grow hot and looked forward again, gladly eating your ice cream. however, you could feel rudy’s eyes staring at you as you were still wearing his denim jacket to keep yourself warm.

“sooo, about that second date?” rudy brought up, grabbing your free hands, interlocking your fingers and letting your two arms sway dramatically between the two of you playfully.

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fmtee12 · 4 years ago

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All SearchingForSingles users go through an email verification process and fill out their personal details, so you’re guaranteed that all users are legit. Your transactions are also safe as payments are made through a third-party banking page, meaning the payment is processed there. This ensures SearchingForSingles doesn't take any additional fees or hidden charges from you and doesn’t share your card information with third parties. To avoid potential fraud, don't overshare your personal information or send money to anybody. Although SearchingForSingles takes your safety very seriously and really attempts to protect your chats and private information, it's your responsibility to control what you share.

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Bumble

Pros:

● Gives women more control

● The majority of matches lead to a conversation

Cons:

● Limited search function

● Men can't make the first move

Bumble is a unique hookup app that gives women the upper hand. If you're a woman in the online dating scene, you know exactly how frustrating it can be to trawl through unwanted messages.

Bumble has created a simple yet effective way to tackle this common complaint of online dating. Here's how it works. It uses the ever-popular swiping system to create matches. Once a match is made, the woman must be the one to start a conversation. If a message isn't sent within a specific timeframe, the match disappears.

Now, if you're a guy, this system can be a little frustrating, but it also removes the pressure of messaging first. You’ll no longer have to worry about those cheesy pick-up lines; just sit back and allow your inbox to flood with messages.

If you're wanting a casual hookup, Bumble is an excellent option. Whilst many users on there are looking for long-term relationships, it's still fairly easy to find a hookup or a one-night stand.

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Blendr

Pros:

● Easy to find friends with benefits

● Dedicated hookup feature

Cons:

● The user base is still small in the U.S.

● Some inactive accounts

Blendr is a new option for millennials looking for friends with benefits. This site has a dedicated "encounters" section making it easy to find a hookup near you.

I must say, out of all the sites mentioned, Blendr is probably the best for finding a hookup whilst traveling. Blendr’s thriving, global community adds up to around 200 million users. That’s a lot of potential hookups!

The only downside— the user base in the U.S. is somewhat limited. If you’re in a major city, you shouldn’t experience any problems, but those of you in smaller towns may have a tougher time finding matches.

Blendr’s users are mainly made up of young professionals just looking for a good time. If you're planning on travelling the world and want to get laid, this is the option for you.

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rhinoswriting · 4 years ago

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A Life On The Road - Part 1 (A Luke Hemmings FanFic)

Overview: Elizabeth and Calum have been best friends since they were 15/14 respectively. Elizabeth is from and lives in the UK, but her family lived in Sydney for a brief 2 year period which is how the two met.

With Calum’s band, 5SOS, embarking on their biggest and most ambitious world tour to date, he has invited Elizabeth along to work as a photographer/content creator for their social media. This is in the hopes that travelling with them and getting to explore so many new cities will help Elizabeth achieve her dream of becoming a full-time travel writer.

Elizabeth is acquainted with the rest of 5SOS but doesn’t know them tremendously well. Obviously that changes as they are all forced to be in one another’s company for the duration of the tour. As the tour progresses and new friendships blossom, Elizabeth feels the connection between her and Luke grow more and more.

A/N: This chapter is a lot of story set-up and introduces you to the protagonist.

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I lent my upper back against one of the work kitchen walls and peered out of the window beside me. Any other day, the grey curtain of drizzle would have perfectly matched my work mood. But today was not a normal work day for me. Today was my last day in this hell hole. I was finally getting out of here to pursue my dream of becoming a travel writer. I hugged my mug of coffee closer, content in the knowledge that nothing was going to step on my good mood today.

“I cannot believe you are leaving me with these people.” Drew complained as he walked over and lent some of his weight onto my shoulder while cradling his own steaming mug.

“I am sorry that I’ll be leaving you here. I truly am.” I told him, and I meant it, “But you know as well as I do how much this place can drag a person’s mental health down. So when a best friend offers to let you piggyback off their career to help launch you own, you take it and make the sacrifice of abandoning your work husband.”

“I hate that you have a famous best friend.”

“Don’t be a bitter bitch,” I laughed nudging him in the side with my elbow.

Drew and I chatted for a minute or two more before making our way back to our desks at opposite ends of the office. When I got to mine I noticed that someone (probably my manager or Josie, the company busy body) had taken my second coffee break of the morning as an opportunity to place an envelope and small gift bag by my keyboard. As I placed my coffee down I noticed that the people on my bank of desks had swivelled their chairs, and thus their attention, in my direction. I also heard the tell-tale sound of high heels on cheap carpet tiles that indicated Josie was making her way over.

“Elizabeth,” Josie cooed in her usual fake friendliness, “I can’t believe it’s your last day here already! We did a small collection for you in order to say goodbye and give you something to remember us by. It’s been such a great three years and eight months working with you. We’re all sad to see you go.”

“Thanks, Josie. I certainly will miss how precise you are with details.” I said trying not to make my sarcasm too obvious.

I rummaged in the tissue paper hoping to bring this moment in the spotlight to an end as soon as possible. First I pulled out a small, sleek rectangle. Through the plastic window of the box I spied a matte black fountain pen -it was a genuinely lovely pen which surprised me. Next I pulled out a small bottle of Kraken rum -my go to with Coke on work nights out- which was followed by a second, identical bottle. The fourth and final leaving gift was a new 10 shot pack of film for my Instax Mini camera.

“Thanks guys...” I awkwardly addressed the room, “These are all really thoughtful and nice. I love the pen. Uhh, yeah, thanks again. Stay cool and all that cliche stuff.”

I promptly sat down and unlocked my PC to indicate that the show was over and I should now be left the fuck alone.

The company’s internal IM program was flashing at me in orange, indicating I had an unread message.

[Drew Clarke - 10:47 am] I am so sorry they are putting you through this. You look so awkward. I can see you blushing from here. It is hilarious though :’D I made such a big deal about the stupid pen they wanted to get you having to be matte black Also my leaving gift to you is that I have done everything in my power to ensure Josie knows nothing about your leaving drinks tonight

I responded with a simple gif of some character I didn’t know mouthing ‘thank you’ to acknowledge his last message and then went back to work trying to complete as much of my remaining work as possible.

The rest of the day dragged on as it would any other day of the week. The only difference was that I had the occasional desk visit from a colleague to wish me luck or let me know they’d be at the leaving drinks Drew had arranged for me that evening.

And then Drew was at my desk before the clock had even hit 5 pm,

“Start packing your shit up then. We’ve got a bar to get to.”

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My leaving drinks were actually surprisingly fun. Which was as much of a good thing as it was a bad thing.

It was good because who doesn’t love people buying them either shots or rum and cokes? Plus Drew and I had had a beautiful drunken moment where we gushed over how much we treasured each other’s friendship and would definitely, definitely stay in touch always, and who doesn’t love those moments?

It was bad because I got in at 3:30 am, set an alarm for 6 am and left my house for the train station at 7 am with a hangover headache already brewing.

My morning then got worse when I remembered I had to change trains at Sheffield. Non-direct train journeys are enough of a pain without a hangover, rucksack, camera bag and 2-wheeled large carry-on suitcase to slow you down.

When I finally, and ungracefully, settled myself on the platform at Sheffield I glanced around to locate where I could get myself a coffee and some form of breakfast. I had a 50 minute wait until my next train so there was plenty of time to try and nurse my hangover with coffee and carbs before getting crammed into another train and eventually reuniting with Cal in Edinburgh.

I spotted a place on the next platform over with indoor seating and made my way to it. Once inside the warmth of the glass rectangle I grabbed a twin pack of almond biscuits from the counter display and ordered a large cappuccino as well as a breakfast bagel. I then went and dumped all my luggage (promptly followed by myself) down at the nearest table and waited for my name to be called over the mellow jazz music.

Once I had returned to my table with my breakfast order, I opened my phone to check my messages and view the photographic damage from the night before. As I sipped my coffee I opened my photos app and was pleased when nothing embarrassing immediately jumped out at me from the 50+ square icons of photos and boomerangs that I had very little memory of taking. Most of the photos were blurry and every single boomerang was a fail, so I deleted them to save storage space on my phone. There was a super cute selfie of Drew and I, with his fiance, Adam, photo-bombing us in the background. It made me smile so much that I set it as the lock screen on my phone.

Next I moved on to my messages. There we unread messages awaiting me from Drew, Cal, my mum and weirdly my now ex-manager.

Manager Si: Didd u mange t geet home ok?/?. Gd luk w everythin

Work Hubby: I miss you already. Hope you got home safe! Text me by midday so I know you’re still alive x

Mum: Good luck on this big new adventure of yours! Do not forget to call us when time zones allow. Your Dad and I will always b here to support you and cannot wait to see you succeed. Say hi to Calum for us. Mum & Dad Xx

Cal: Hey, hey! So stoked to see you later and have you come oN FREAKING TOUR WITH ME!!! See ya in Edinburgh! X

I responded first to my mum, because I was raised right. I flat out ignored my old manager’s drunk text. I assured Drew that I was still alive because if I was dead it wouldn’t feel like there was a gremlin hammering away inside my skull. I followed that up with a screenshot of my new lock screen. Finally, I replied to Calum:

Morning :) Feeling rough after my leaving drinks last night. Have I already begun my new rock n’ roll lifestyle?! So fucking excited to see you again!! You are not prepared for the hug you’re gonna get! X

With everyone replied to (or ignored in Si’s case) I put my phone face down on the table and tucked into my breakfast bagel. Then as I still had 20 minutes to kill I thought what better place to slap some make-up on than the middle of a train station coffee shop?

Looking and feeling more human, I made my way from the coffee shop to platform 4 as they announced my train was about to arrive.

I hopped on carriage L, placed my luggage in the overhead rack and settled into my seat for the next 3+ hours. I quickly shot a text to my parents and Cal, letting them know I was on my last train. Then I pulled my noise cancelling headphones on, opened up a relaxing Spotify playlist and promptly fell asleep.

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etherealwaifgoddess · 5 years ago

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Maybe I Am? - Chpt.3

Characters: Steve Rogers x Bucky Barnes

Summary: The guys meet up for a casual Sunday farmers market trip but when they get back to Bucky’s apartment things heat up fast. Master list HERE.

Content Warning: basic second base smuttiness; swapping hand jobs and some frottage.

Word Count: 5k

Author’s Note: Hello lovelies! I told ya'll there was gonna a lot of smut in this one and I'm starting to deliver as of this chapter :) So please, enjoy some lovely smuttiness on this fine Wednesday evening lol. XOXO - Ash

Chapter Three

“I told you so.” Natasha cheered over their plate of danishes the next morning.

Bucky’s smile was sphinx-like as he nibbled on his pastry, “You did. I’m still not 100% sure he’s not going to just bolt at some point but I think that’s a risk I’m going to have to take.”

“It sounds like a risk worth taking if one kiss has you smiling like that twelve hours later.”

“Ugh, Nat! And for the record, it was more than just one.” Bucky chuckled as Natasha shoved at him playfully.

Across town Steve was helping Sam tidy up in between classes and trying to avoid the grilling he knew Sam wanted to give. They had recapped the last class and personal training sessions and planned out the room for the next group coming in. They went over all the adjustments needed to the next week’s schedule since they were still covering for Thor who was out on paternity leave for the next four weeks now that his wife Jane had the baby. By the time they were setting the last of the kettle bells on the rack they had run out of gym related topics. Sam gave him another side eyed glance and Steve sighed, knowing what was coming.

“So are you still talking to Bucky?” Sam finally asked.

Steve had been reluctant to tell Sam about anything other than their first meeting. He hadn’t even told Sam why he’d bought the new outfit for earlier that week. It was still so new and he was unsure himself of where things were going, or where he even wanted them to go. He figured if in the end he realized he was bi or gay or whatever, then he could tell his friends. But until he was sure there was no point in announcing anything. “I am.” Steve admitted reluctantly.

“And how’s that going?” Sam seemed genuinely interested but Steve still clammed up.

“Good, he’s a good friend. We’ve been swapping memes all week.”

“Nice. See, it all worked out and now you have someone else to send those stupid GIFs from The Office to.”

“Hey, don’t knock one of the best TV shows of all time.” Steve glared pointedly.

“Whatever floats your boat, man.” Sam moved on, heading over to the desk to check the roster one last time before he started pulling out mats for their next class. A small twinge of guilt bit in Steve’s stomach, knowing he had let Sam make a wrong conclusion and hadn’t corrected him. But really, what was the point if he still wasn’t sure of everything himself?

xxXxx

Bucky woke early on the Sunday after their date, restless in a way he hadn’t been in a while. He wanted to see Steve again but it had only been a day. Bucky busied himself with too much coffee and a book while he did laundry in his building's basement, trying to distract himself for a while. By 10am all of his standard keep busy chores were done and he was staring at his phone, trying to make Steve text him by sheer force of will. Giving up he started swiping through Instagram, catching up on his friend’s weekend adventures. Pepper had posted a cute picture of a bouquet she bought at the local farmers market and Bucky realized he had found the perfect reason to text Steve. It was innocent enough and casual so if Steve was busy or declined it wasn’t earth shattering. Plan in place, Bucky fired off a quick text.

Bucky Barnes [10:17:44AM]: hey u. im heading 2 the farmers market in sunset park. gonna stop 4 more of that wine. wanna come?

Steeeeve [10:19:23AM]: Hey! That sounds fun. What time?

Bucky Barnes [10:19:52AM]: headed over now if ur free

Steeeeve [10:20:08AM]: Okay. I just need to throw on some shoes and I’ll head out. I can be there in like 15min.

Bucky Barnes [10:20:33AM]: k see u then

Bucky scrambled to fix his hair and pick a shirt from the pile he’d just brought up. He hadn’t expected Steve to be willing to meet up so quickly and he was still wearing his laundry day sweatpants. He was closer to the market than Steve but he also needed more time to get ready so he ended up getting a “I’m here” text from Steve on his way.

Steve was waiting by a jewelry stand when Bucky caught up with him. He had been wandering around for a few minutes and the display of beaded bracelets caught his eye. They reminded him of the ones Bucky had worn when they first met and he wondered which ones Bucky would like.

“Hey!” Bucky greeted him with a small wave as he approached.

“Hey.” Steve echoed happily. He almost reached out for a hug but something held him back and after a second ticked by he realized he should have just done it but the moment had passed.

“What are you looking at?” Bucky asked, a little disappointed he hadn’t gotten their standard greeting hug and wanting to move on.

“Oh, these things caught my eye while I was browsing.”

“They’re nice. I love the way the translucent ones almost glow.” Bucky picked up one of the vivid pink ones, letting the sunlight hit it from different angles.

“Let me buy it for you.” Steve offered before his brain caught up with his mouth.

Bucky looked skeptically at him, “You don’t have to do that.”

“I want to, please?”

“Thanks, Stevie.” Bucky said softly, handing the bracelet over.

Steve blushed at the nickname, ducking his head and walking over to pay the sales girl for the bracelet. Once purchased, he returned it to Bucky who slid it on his wrist next to the two others he was currently wearing.

“Perfect.” Steve praised.

Bucky was looking appreciatively at his newest addition while Steve was looking appreciatively at Bucky. God, he was gorgeous. Bucky was dressed casually in light washed jeans and a dark grey shirt with no one should live in a closet written in fancy script with a wand below it, all in rainbow colors. Leave it to Bucky. “I like your shirt. Harry Potter reference, right?” Steve guessed.

“Yep. I found it at Pride last year and I’m completely in love with it.”

“It’s very you.”

“I’m taking that as a compliment.” Bucky preened for a moment.

Steve chuckled, “Come on, let’s go get some coffee. Altitude Coffee has a little pop up shop back that way.”

Steve and Bucky trailed their way through the bustling farmers market, picking up things here and there. Some they actually needed for groceries, but others were just fun impulse buys. They each had overly full canvas totes by the time they were done, and hauled their finds along with them to the wine shop. They each bought a full box from the shop, having stocked up on a half case of their favorites, which only further slowed Bucky down. While Steve had the muscles and endurance to haul a giant tote and six bottles of wine around the city, Bucky did not.

“Uh, Steve.” Bucky panted out, finally giving up.

Steve looked over and realized Bucky had fallen a few steps behind while he was talking about a winery he had visited while in Canada a few years ago.

“I think I need to tap out.” Bucky admitted while shifting his bag as much as he could to get comfortable.

“Shit, I’m so sorry.” Steve shifted his tote higher on his shoulder, wondering if he could sling Bucky’s on next to his. “Here, let me take your bag.” he extended a hand towards Bucky’s bag.

Bucky was conflicted, he wanted to try and at least get his stuff home but Steve probably could carry both without breaking a sweat. Damned muscled god of a man. “How about this? Since I’m the one wimping out, let me call us an Uber. I can probably get us one less than five minutes.”

Steve frowned at the idea of an expensive ride all the back to Park Slope. “You don’t have to do that. I can carry our stuff.”

“If I call us an Uber we could go back to my place and try that baguette and jam I bought.”

“Ooh, that’s a good bribe. I have that cheese I got too.” Steve looked at Bucky for a long moment. An afternoon of good food and even better company was too tempting to pass up. “You sure you don’t mind me coming over?”

“Not at all. It’s a tiny little crap shack of a place, but it’s my tiny little crap shack.”

Bucky was already pulling up the app and ordering them a car when Steve finally said, “Okay, let’s go.”

The Uber ride back to Bucky’s place was barely more than ten minutes and they sat cramped in the back of a Prius with their wine boxes in the trunk and their totes in their laps. Bucky was trying not to laugh at the ridiculousness and shot Steve amused glances every so often, making the blonde have to tamp down his own laughter. By the time they got to Bucky’s apartment Steve practically leapt out of the tiny blue car, grateful to stretch back to his full height again. He insisted on carrying both of their totes and his box of wine bottles up to Bucky’s apartment, leaving Bucky his own wine to carry. Thankfully the building had an elevator and Steve seemed barely phased under the weight of all their stuff. Bucky tried to ignore the filthy thoughts racing through his head of what else Steve was strong enough to do. Like pick him up and fuck him against a wall. Or something. God, Bucky hoped Steve figured things out soon because he was barely through their second date and wanted to climb the man like a tree.

“Home sweet home.” Bucky announced as he swung the door open to his apartment. He flicked on the recessed lighting in the living room and showed Steve to the kitchen where he could put their bags down. It was a cute little one bedroom apartment with a decent sized living room and dine-in kitchen.

“It’s nice.” Steve said looking around as he placed their bags on the faux granite countertop.

“It’s tiny but it works.” Bucky shrugged.

Steve noticed the would be dining room area of the kitchen was set up with a desk and three wide computer monitors instead of a table. “That’s quite a set up over there.”

“Oh, yeah.” Bucky looked embarrassed for a moment, “It’s a little ridiculous, but when you work from home it’s kinda nice to have a sweet setup. When I signed on to work for Stark Securities they gave me a signing bonus so I splurged and bought better equipment and that fancy office chair. It was completely worth it too.”

“Good for you, you deserve it.”

Bucky blushed lightly at the sincerity of Steve’s tone. He nervously spun the bracelet Steve had bought him around his wrist a few times, hoping he wasn’t setting himself for heartache. “So, lunch?” Bucky offered, the momentary tension dissipating.

“Absolutely. Let’s break out that bread you got.” Steve started rifling through his bag for the soft cheese and candied pecans he’d bought while Bucky pulled out the heavy loaf of artisan bread, the little pot of homemade plum jam, and a bottle of Chloe Prosecco he’d bought at the wine shop. The bottle had been adorable with its fancy little bow and the sales girl had said it was a popular choice.

They laid out their feast on a large cutting board, teasing each other about how posh the whole thing was. It was a simple but seemingly elegant lunch spread and Bucky liked that their official second date had a bit of a classy feel to it.

“I’m sorry I don’t have a table or anything for us to eat at.” Bucky waved his hand at his little office space. “I normally just eat on the sofa like a heathen.”

“Honestly so do I.” Steve admitted with a chuckle.

“We can be heathens together then.” Bucky picked up their wine glasses while Steve carried the large tray out to the coffee table where they set up their feast. Flicking through his streaming channels he settled on Disney, knowing everyone loved those movies. “Have you seen the new Beauty and the Beast?”

Steve shook his head, “No, I heard it was good though.”

“Good?” Bucky feigned offense, “Stephen Gilligan Rogers.”

“Not my middle name.” Steve chuckled but Bucky was undeterred.

“BATB is not good. It is iconic. The elaborate costumes, the backdrops, the music, oh my god Steve, the music. We’re watching it. End of subject.” Bucky started up the movie, not even slightly apologetic for his dramatics. One had not lived until they saw Emma Watson as Belle.

Two hours later Bucky was curled up against Steve, watching with misty eyes as the palace furniture turned back into real people as the curse lifted. Steve was completely engrossed in the movie, barely registering that he had been stroking Bucky’s hair for the better part of an hour.

“Now do you see?” Bucky demanded as the credits rolled a few minutes later.

“You were right. That was amazing.” Steve conceded.

“It was always my favorite Disney movie as a kid but seeing it redone in such a perfect way really gets to me. I’ve threatened to dress up as Belle for the past three Halloweens now.”

Steve grinned at the idea, “I think you’d make a beautiful Belle.”

And just like that the air shifted. Bucky was suddenly very aware of how close they were curled up together and the way Steve was looking at him like he’d hung the moon. He didn’t want to rush Steve, he was willing to wait as Steve figured himself out, but if he kept looking at Bucky like that, his timeline needed to hurry up. “You’d make a very handsome beast.” he finally said, going for levity but falling short.

Steve blushed so prettily, his eyes locked on Bucky’s lips, the bottom of which he was chewing on again. Steve knew now it was a nervous tell and it gave him a little thrill knowing he wasn’t the only nervous one. “I think I’d like to kiss you again.” he admitted quietly.

“You don’t have to ask, honey.” Bucky purred, leaning in to press a tender kiss against Steve’s lips.

Steve’s body was shaking with nervous energy as Bucky shifted up onto his knees so he could kiss Steve easier. Bucky tasted like wine and plums and something very uniquely him. It made Steve’s head spin as he chased Bucky’s tongue with his own. The fears and worries over what he was doing died away in that moment, his whole being consumed by his desire for the sweet man who was practically in his lap. Steve still wasn’t sure what it all meant, but he knew he wanted more.

Bucky was so thankful for a repeat of the night on Steve’s couch. Kissing Steve was electric and Bucky couldn’t get enough. The hard planes of his body pressed firmly up against the softer ones of Bucky’s, which only made Bucky more desperate for the close contact. Despite having a thicker build, Bucky felt small next to Steve and he loved it. Feeling brave, and praying desperately that Steve wouldn’t bolt, he swung a leg over Steve’s lap and sat himself atop Steve’s thighs. “Is this okay?” he asked once he was settled.

“Yeah.” Steve shuddered, “Yeah, it’s fine.” Steve let his hands come to rest on Bucky’s thick thighs on either side of his smaller ones. While Steve’s thighs were hard with well earned muscle, Bucky’s had natural musculature and a softness to them that had Steve wanting to sink his fingers into their plush expanse. Bucky had gone back to kissing him while his mind wandered and Steve decided to give Bucky’s thighs an exploratory squeeze. For science really, just to see if he would feel anything. The kissing so far had been fantastic but Steve worried they’d eventually hit a point where everything went to hell and he realized he was most definitely straight. And then he’d lose Bucky forever.

Bucky made a light huffing sound when Steve sunk his fingers into the soft meat of his thighs. He was thankful Steve was getting a little braver and decided to run his hands up and down the length of Steve’s ridiculously muscled chest and stomach in a tentative exploration of his own.

A choked noise made its way out of Steve’s throat as Bucky touched him with feather light hands. He wanted to rip his shirt off and give him all the access he wanted. But he was taking things slow, Steve reminded himself. Unfortunately, not all parts of Steve got that memo.

Bucky had shifted a bit trying to sprinkle kisses along the sharp edge of Steve’s jaw when he accidentally brushed against an unexpected guest. “Oh, shit, sorry.” he blurted out, moving back an inch so he wasn’t pressed against the, frankly enormous, erection in Steve’s pants.

Steve blushed from the tips of his ears all the way down his throat. “No, I’m sorry. I guess I got a little carried away.”

Bucky glanced down at the tenting of Steve’s pants. Damn, he wanted to get his hands on Steve like yesterday. “I could, uh,” he cleared his throat roughly, “help you. With that.” Steve looked at him with wide bright blue eyes, so open and unsure, that Bucky started backpedaling all in a rush, “Or not, we can stop. We don’t have to do anything you’re not ready for.”

Steve just grinned and leaned in to kiss Bucky again, his motions almost questioning. “I think I’d be okay going a little further this time.” he said quietly against Bucky’s mouth.

Bucky squeaked involuntarily at Steve’s words. He was now dealing with his own growing problem at the idea of getting to fool around a little with Steve. “If you’re sure. We can stop at any time.” he promised. It would probably kill him, but if Steve said stop at any point he would be off him in a second.

“I trust you, Buck.” Steve told him, brushing a strand of hair back behind Bucky’s ear.

Bucky wanted to melt at the trust Steve had in him. He was too good to be true and Bucky just had to hope it would all work out. Gay or straight or somewhere in between, Steve Rogers was an absolute dream partner. Bucky shifted himself forward a little so the hard length in his pants could rub against the one in Steve’s while they kissed a little more. Bucky let his hips rock a little as they moved, giving them both a little bit of tortuous friction.

Steve was panting like he’d run a marathon, and he knew this from personal experience when he and Sam had run the New York City Marathon a few years back as publicity for their gym. He’d never thought making out on a sofa would have quite the same effect but life had been full of surprises for him lately. The friction against his dick felt amazing and there was a naughty little zing of arousal knowing it was from Bucky’s erection rubbing against his. He would never have expected to enjoy that so much but there he was, fighting for self control like a horny teenager. He wanted to get Bucky off too and not just selfishly sit back and let Bucky take care of him. Steve was well acquainted with getting himself off and really how different could it be doing it to someone else? He was feeling bold and brash, knowing a hand was just a hand and really he had to start somewhere. “I think I’m ready for more.” he spoke up in between heated kisses.

Bucky paused, jaw hanging open in shock. “Like, more more?”

Steve nodded rapidly. “Like second base more?” He held his breath, waiting for Bucky to process what he’d just asked for.

“God,” Bucky heaved out a breath, “You’re gonna be the death of me. Yes, second base, yes. Get those pants off, Rogers.” He stripped his own shirt off eagerly while Steve just sat there, amused.

“I kinda have this gorgeous guy on my lap at the moment.” he teased.

“Sorry!” Bucky yelped, hopping up so Steve could pull his pants down and off, quickly followed by his tee shirt. He sat in just his boxer briefs on Bucky’s sofa, looking like every Calvin Klien ad fantasy Bucky’d ever had come to life. “Jesus.” he whispered harshly. Bucky couldn’t get his own pants off fast enough, leaving him in his own silky boxers to resume his perch on Steve’s lap.

Unconfined by pants Bucky got a better feel of Steve’s cock and he was thanking every saint he could think of for what was about to happen. He shifted himself closer to Steve, his thighs spreading wider, and he reached down to give Steve’s cock a tentative squeeze over top the soft cotton of his underwear.

“Ohh.” Steve gasped out, his body trembling once again. His eyes were glued on Bucky, not wanting to miss a moment. He was so handsome sitting on Steve’s lap. His long hair shining in the afternoon sun that flooded in the glass balcony doors, his lightly tanned skin decorated with a series of finely detailed tattoos. While his muscles weren’t hard and cut like Steve’s, Steve loved the slight softness of the other man’s body, giving him something to sink his fingers into along his sides. It felt nice, and right, and Steve realized in that moment he was more invested in what was about to happen than he had been for most the sexual encounters he’d had with Peggy. It was startling but Steve pushed it down to deal with another day. In the moment, all that mattered was Bucky.

“Can I?” Bucky asked, trailing his fingers along the waistband of Steve’s boxer briefs.

“Yeah. Can I?” Steve echoed, tugging at the silky material at Bucky’s hip.

“If you’re sure.” Bucky prayed silently that having an actual cock in his hand wouldn’t send Steve running for the hills.

But it didn’t. Steve pulled his underwear off when Bucky hopped up to do the same and he was all nervous excitement when Bucky resumed his perch. He hadn’t thought of what to expect but Steve was blatantly staring at the thick length of Bucky’s dick. It was shorter than his own, but Steve had already known he was considered a bit above average, and it was girthy in a way that made Steve wonder if he topped or bottomed. Because, Steve thought with amusement, these were things he had to consider now. But not right away. They would take things slow and he would see if this was even something he wanted to try. Steve reached out a hand to test the weight of Bucky’s dick in his palm. He slid his hand up and down for two quick strokes, testing how doing that made him feel and was pleasantly surprised that it was a pretty familiar act. The way Bucky hissed out a sharp breath and craned his neck back, eyes shut tight, made Steve’s own dick jump for attention. Oh, this was kind of fun. Steve moved his hand for another few stokes, enjoying the way Bucky’s body reacted so blatantly to the pleasure. It was easy to get him worked up like that and Steve was genuinely enjoying himself watching Bucky become a desperate, needy thing in his lap, thrusting a little into Steve’s fist.

“God. Fuck. Stevie, slow down.” Bucky pleaded. “I wanna take care of you too, honey. Can I? Please?”

“Okay.” Steve acquiesced, bracing himself for the pressure of Bucky’s hand around his dick.

Bucky eagerly wrapped his fist around the hard length of Steve’s cock, sliding it up and down the impressive length until Steve gasped. He leaned forward to kiss Steve from his jaw down his neck to his collarbones while he groped him fervently between their two overheated bodies. For as simple as it was, it was absolutely exquisite. “How you doing, Stevie?” Bucky prompted, wanting to check in to ensure Steve was still on board. He rested his forehead on Steve’s shoulder, waiting patiently for him to respond.

“So good.” Steve managed to moan out. “This is amazing.”

“Wanna try something even more amazing?” Bucky grinned devilishly. “Just hand stuff, promise.” he added for reassurance.

“What can be better than this?” Steve questioned but motioned for Bucky to go ahead with whatever he had in mind.

Carefully, Bucky shifted forward one last time, pressing as close to Steve as humanly possible making his over stretched thighs burn in the process. He slipped his hand from Steve’s cock and lined it up with his own, wrapping his fist around them both the best he could. He gave them a quick stroke, reveling in the sensation and waiting to see if Steve would enjoy it too.

Steve’s whimper was a good sign. “Please.” he begged, “Please, please do that.”

Bucky picked up the motion again, rhythmically pumping them in his fist. Steve was making little broken ahh sounds, unable to keep up with the pleasure thrumming through his body, and it spurred Bucky on to bring them both racing towards their release.

Steve could feel the pressure building, his body was on fire and he could barely bite out a warning to Bucky as he felt his orgasm ripping through him. A half formed “I’m g-” was all the warning Bucky got before Steve was spilling all over his hand and cock. Watching Steve come undone, the pure bliss on his face, had Bucky following him over the edge of his own climax seconds later. His body shook hard as he spilled over his hand and across the rippled muscles of Steve’s abs.

Steve’s cheeks were flushed, his eyes shining, and Bucky mused he probably looked about the same. Steve was so stunning sitting there with a wide, lazy blissed out smile on his face. Bucky giggled a little realizing how incredibly lucky he was. Steve really was just perfection.

“What?” Steve asked, joining in Bucky’s infectious laughter.

“You’re perfect.” Bucky admitted, speaking what was on his mind.

“And you’re beautiful.” Steve leaned up to push Bucky’s hair back where it had fallen forward in his face. He pressed two chaste kisses against his lips before pulling back, feeling a little extra affectionate in his post-orgasmic haze.

Bucky made a muffled mmph sound, leaning into Steve, just wanting to be close for a moment. “We made quite a mess.” he said finally, the squidgy feeling of their come between their stomachs not exactly a pleasant one.

“We should clean up.” Steve agreed.

“Come on, I have some wet wipes in my room.” Bucky lifted himself up off of Steve’s lap, suddenly cold without their skin to skin contact.

Steve noticed his shiver and as soon as he was standing, he pulled Bucky close against him in a warm embrace.

Bucky basked in the warmth, his brain effectively turning to mush again at how sweet Steve was. “You spoil me.” he whispered against Steve’s firm pecs.

Steve dropped a kiss on top of Bucky’s head, “You deserve to be spoiled.”

It took every bit of willpower in Bucky to pull back and lead Steve down the hall to clean up. He could have stayed wrapped in Steve’s arms forever, sticky cooling mess on his stomach be damned. They exchanged quick, adorably awkward glances at each other as they cleaned up. Both wanting to get a more detailed look now the heat of the moment had passed. Steve tossed his wipes in the wastebasket by Bucky’s dresser and then pulled Bucky close by his hips, “You really are so beautiful, Buck.” he told him softly.

Bucky had been careful to wall up his heart when he decided to give Steve a chance. He didn’t want to risk another heartbreak less than a year after what he’d been through with Brock. But Steve’s sweet words and affectionate touches had the walls crumbling a little despite Bucky’s best defenses. “Careful.” he teased with a pang of truth to his words, “You’re gonna ruin me for all other men, you keep this up.”

Steve chuckled and kissed the top of Bucky’s head yet again. There were so many things he wanted to say in that moment. Raw, honest things that ached in his chest. But Steve kept them inside, not willing to let down his guard so completely just yet. He still didn’t really know what he was doing but damned if he wasn’t loving every second of it so far.

“Come on you, let’s get dressed.” Bucky said finally, tugging Steve’s hand into his and leading him back down the hall.

Steve left shortly after they’d redressed and cleaned up the mess from their lunch. It was a long, drawn out goodbye in the doorway, neither one of them really wanting to part despite knowing they both had to get on with their usual Sunday routines. Steve promised to text Bucky once he’d made it home, insisting he would have no trouble carrying his tote and box on the subway. And then he was off down the hall, looking back just once before he got on the elevator and wishing he could have stayed. Bucky walked over to his glass balcony door, watching the street below as Steve crossed it heading toward the nearest subway station. He was trying not to get too attached but after the day they’d spent together, Bucky knew it was a losing battle.

#steve rogers #bucky barnes #stucky #stucky fanfic #stucky fanfiction #idiots in love #confused steve rogers #gay bucky barnes #modern day au

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boku-no-imagine-this · 6 years ago

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hey! can i get a midoriya x reader which is inspired/goes along the lines of ariana grande's "ghostin"? thank u sm

A/n: i’m so sorry in advanced! 1. this came out later than i intended to since i got sick on and of from the past few days plus spring break is coming up 2. i’m not educated in terms of western music (i’m so sorry) but i’m a music enthusiast and decided to give it a try. this was the second ariana grande song i’ve ever heard and i enjoyed the song a lot and i’m really looking forward to checking out more of these songs! so i guess i really thank you also anon! enjoy!

You’ve been in a relationship with Izuku for a while now. The happiness, comfort, and enjoyment shared between you two was mutual. Some would even dare say that you were both perfect. You both loved and cared for each other, you both were in UA and were soon to be heroes. Sure, it was a lot of pressure to have a relationship, especially at your years of studying in a hero course, but you both did it anyways.

You were in your dorm room just relaxing and preparing for a test while music plays from speakers that were connected to your phone. You yawned and stretched your arms, deciding to take a break.

You got your phone and, somehow, your phone was still opened in the photos app. When you were going to go out, it had lagged and managed to go to the top of your photo album. Your eyes had met with a certain photo of you and another boy. You bit your lower lip as you placed your phone back down and decided to just take some time off. You got up and lied down on your bed, taking ahold of one of your pillows and squeezing it, unaware of the tears falling down your eyes.

You heard a knock and the door creak open. You immediately shoved the pillow you were holding to your face.

“Y/n?” You heard your name being called as footsteps faded into the room. You shut your eyes tightly to get rid of the tears as you sat up and met the emerald eyes of the person who had just entered.

Izuku frowned, “y/n? What happened?” he asked and sat down next to you. You forced a smile on and turned to him. “Nothing. Why are you here?” you asked.

“I wanted to check on you since you didn’t go down to eat” he said. ‘Crap, i’ve been here for that long?’

“Oh, sorry, i wasn’t feeling well, i didn’t feel like eating” you said, it was partially true.

“You’ve been crying..” he commented then quickly noticed his mumbled words. “Sorry, i’m just worried” he added.

“Sorry, you shouldn’t be worrying about me” you said. His expression faltered. “I care about you Y/n. you know that you can tell me anything” he said as you nodded.

“Sorry again. Can… you stay here for a while?” you asked. He nodded as you lied yourself down. A few moments after you felt his presence beside you.

A sudden jab of pain and memories waved through you, causing tears to cry again. Your faint sobs were heard and noticed by Izuku. His eyes widened as he tried to figure out why you were crying.

His arms wrapped around your body as his head rested near yours. “D-don’t cry Y/n.you can talk to me about it if you want.” he whispered.

You gently shook your head. “Sorry. I’m being stupid now” you said in a faint tone as you tried not to choke your words out from your sobbing.

You both knew the reason you were crying. You didn’t want him to think you didn’t love him and he didn’t want to be rude by pointing it out.

He knew what was wrong and he fully understood that you weren’t okay about it yet but he wanted to be there for you if that was the best thing he could do. He buried his face into your hair as he pulled you closer to him in a comforting manner.

“Y/n, is there anything wrong?” the mention of your name snapped you out of your daze. “Excuse me?” you inquired.

Uraraka frowned. “You’ve been spacing out lately. Is anything wrong?” she asked.

You suddenly became silent once again, unsure of what to answer.

“It’s alright if it’s too personal, let’s just leave it” Yaoyorozu said in concern.

“Thanks. Though i guess i should get out of my chest anyways” you gave them a small close mouthed smile. “I’ve just been upset lately because my ex-”

“Wait you broke up with Midoriya?!” Ashido cut you off.

“No. i dated someone before Izuku. Anyways, we dated for a fair amount of time, however we broke up since we didn’t feel a special connection. We didn’t feel content and satisfied. So we decided to break up. I admit, even if the feeling was mutual, but i sill felt bad. I fell for Izuku and we started dating, as you know. Though, a few weeks ago, i found out my ex was hospitalized” you said.

“Do you still have feelings for your ex?” Jirou questioned.

“No, though i still feel guilty and bad about him” you replied.

“Does Deku know?” Uraraka asked, you nodded in response. “Is he fine with it?” Asui asked.

“I’m… not sure. I feel bad about it also. I feel like a horrible person for caring about someone i used to love even if i’m with someone i already am with” you added.

“Don’t feel bad Y/n. it just shows how you’re kind and caring it’s alright to have those feelings” Yaoyorozu comforted.

“Yeah! Midoriya is such a nice guy if he understands! You’re both lucky to have each other” Hagakure said.

You smiled. “Thanks guys, i’ll rest in my room for a while” you said, getting up and leaving.

You tossed and turned around your bed, unable to find peace in your mind and comfort. You sighed, deciding to get up. You walked out of your dorm room and proceeded to walk outside. You took a seat on the grass and let out small breaths to calm yourself.

After a while, you felt a weight shift towards your direction and beside you. Your turned to the direction and saw the same curly green haired boy. “I hope you don’t mind me sitting here” he spoke up as you shook your head.

“No, not at all”

The moon shone slightly, which illuminated you a little. The silence was calming and peaceful, that being the whole reason you went outside in the first place. You turned to Izuku, he was gazing softly at the moon, his expression seemed blank, as if he were thinking about something.

You smiled softly at that sight. You let out a soft sigh and decided to talk to him.

“Izuku”

“Y/n”

You both flushed slightly in embarrassment. “Sorry you go first” you both said once again at the same time.

He spoke up, “i know how your ex and how he’s in the hospital affects you. I was honestly hurt a little, i know that’s just me being selfish…” he paused. “Now i know, it’s alright for you to cry about him. It shows how much of a great person you are…” he smiled trailing off. “It shows how lucky i am” he mumbled.

You started to tear up in the middle of his short speech, when he looked back at you his eyes widened. “I’m sorry! Are you okay?” he asked, you nodded and tossed your arms around him.

“I-i’m so sorry Izuku. I know i’m a girl with a lot of baggage. I’m probably really annoying or irritating at times like this. I’m so happy you understand. Thank you for being here for me. You’re the one i need at times like these.” you choked out through your sobs.

He was frozen at your words, he softened up and returned the hug.

“We’ll get through this together”

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gracedandelioninkmind · 5 years ago

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Since it's pride month

For most of my time at school betweeb last september and febrary I had a crush on this girl. And you see Id been working through how feelings and sexuality work for me ever since the end of high school, because id been realizing that id never been actively interested in kissing or anything intimate with anyone. Id had plenty of what I call Sparks of Interests, where I just enjoyed looking at someone, talking to them, but more and in a different way than normally for friends. But all of those Interests were towards guys. I loved talling to my friends about guys and hypotheticals about them. I always envisioned myself in a man and woman couple and I loved that opposites pairing in every romance. But I wouldnt say that the ppssibility that I could be interested in girls hadnt crossed my mind. It didnt when I was little, and it didnt in middle school when I told girls that I didnt like boys, because they were stupid, and someoen asked if I was a lesbian. But in high school there was this awesome chick that transferred into our school. I woulsnt say I was overtly attracted to her, I certainly never had any fantasies about her, but I just thought she was so cool and I definitely wanted her to like me and to be friends eith her. Her twin brother was cool too. Oh oh and dont let me forget that one year I was apart of the schools journalism program and some of us were sitting around the classroom and I suddenly giggled at something I was reading, and this one nice tomboy girl was like omygod was that you that was the most adorable sound. I was so flustered, i will never forget that compliment.

But still i was straight. I fantasized about m/f relationships, not necessarily involving me because I cant often envision myself eith just anyone. I just think that romance is fascinating and enthralling and sometimes lots of things can be interesting.

And then I was reading a fanfic, and the girl was asexual, and Id been thinking about asexuality as an explanation for why I just didnt think i wanted to be sexual with anyone id ever met. But it didnt feel quite right because I know i mustve felt some attraction to some guys before, and definitely felt attraction to actors and such.

And then my friend gave me the term Gray Asexuality to research. Have you ever been putting together a puzzle and u put a piece in place, and it looks right and the picture doesnt seem to be wrong--but then you find another piece that looks so similar and you try it instead and it fits so much better, not loose or jammed. That was my feeling finding out that there was this complexity to sexuality and romance to explain why things just always feel so subtle for me. To explain why I can crave love but I really very often find that the very idea of kissing and sex is just awkward and weird to imagine for myself. It explained part of why my one week relationship fell through. Id had a crush on the guy since first meeting him at the start if the school year, and i had been so excited when he asked me out, and it was fun to hold hands and hug. But i hadnt wanted to kiss him, and it had bene so annoying when my friend told me i should kiss him, even just on the cheek. It just hadnt felt like there was a very big difference between my friendship with him and dating him.

So i got to thinking over all of my feelings towards all sorts of people. And if my sexuality and attraction was as rare and subdued as all that towards men, then I felt that maybe I hadnt wuite recognized any feelings id had towards girls.

And after discovering the asexual spectrum, i finally had some very interesting dreams, the likes of which id never had before turning 18 let me tell you. And they didnt only focus on men anymore.

And then i was in my second year at college, and i hadnt had many more dreams, and i hadnt found any real crushes my first year. But my second year i started working at the library, and one day this cute asian girl came through with a polite hello as she passed the front desk where i sat politely greeting everyone for my first week. I found myself memorizing her immediately. I would hope to catch her eye, catch a hello, a goodbye. I found myself glancing over to ehere she sat if she was in sight. And when she came to check out dvds i memorized her name immediately, all the more because id seen it on a study desk while doing rounds. See i hadnt knoem that if someone leaves something at their desk ee leave it alonenso id taken the open umbrella doem to the front desk and asked my coworkers and they said to put it back so i remembered the namr on the desk and returned it. So when i saw this cute girls name and recognized it from that desk, it almsot felt like fate. But that was silly. And i only thought she seemed nice and she was cute. That was all.

But then i was trying to capture her likeness on paper, ehich didnt go well those first few sketches because i hadnt gotten any good looks at her face. And after finding out her name I suddenly heard it cropping up elsewhere, and i was talking to my friends about her. My friends did not agree that i wasnt crushing. I insisted that i just wanted to get to know her was all. And then one day at lunch a new friend id made in class invited me to sit with her and her friends, and she mentioned an Eliza. Boy the anticipation, the excitement, the shy feelings, and the satisfaction when the very same girl sat with us.

Then that same friend invited me to a movie night at her dorm lounge with her friends, and when i asked who all would be there, anyone i know, she said maybe. I wondered to myself if She would be there. When i got into the dorm, lost and unfamiliar with the halls, waiting for my friend to come find me, I suddenly heard teo voices from upstairs. I knew one was my new friend, and with joy i recognized the other as Her. As it turned out She was the only other friend to join us. We 3 spent the night watching black panther and history of japan, getting to know each other, and I painted Her nails. It was different touching her hands then itd ever been with another girl. I found myself hoping for something. I hoped at least that she would like me as a person and wed be friends.

Every interaction after was a treasure for me. Moments we happened to be alone, when she offered to keep me company at lonely meals, when we had a big kdrama hangout and she did my hair, etc etc.

I had to acknowledge that it was crush of course. I told my closest friends about it.

And one day this crazy thing happened. I was sitting with Her and our friend and the two of us apart from Her were discussing dating apps and whatnot. And She asked why was i even concerned eith that stuff anyways. Id been thinking by then that she might be aspec because she never threw in her oen teo cents about interest in relationships whrn we discussed these things. I explained that i just wanted to try dating. I hadnt ever been on a real date.

While our friend was continuing with another topic, i heard Her say that She could take me on a date. My mind caught on it, but the topic had changed, and I felt that it couldnt have been serious. And so i gushed and whined about it to my friends. But the next day I brought it up as a joke with our group of friends, and she acknowledged that shed said it. Our friends supported it, because why not. Theres such a thing as a friendly joke date. I kind of messed it up i think though because when it was jsut us parting ways after brunch, she said she was going downtown, and i said That couldve been our date. And she agreed and invited me along. I wish id been dressed cuter. But it was fine, and it was a nice enough date, though i dont think she had any experience or interedt in how dates usually worked--it wasnt a serious date anyways, so i wouldnt get my hopes up. I wouldnt be invested. But wr passed a friend of hers, another cute girl maybe smaller than me, and She told her that we were on a date. That felt significant.

The next day i brought up that wed gone on the date to my group of friends, with Her sitting next to me. And she became so awkward, and after my friends congratulated us, she told me It wasnt a real date. On the outside i played it off casually saying Listen do you know how excited friends get about dates let me have this. On the inside i was so disappointed and heartbroken and a bit defensively angry with her. I announced to the table that she wasnt to make sure everyone knew it wasnt a real date. What i was really saying was hey friends she just crushed my heart.

But we were still friends. And after a while i got okay again. She hadnt even noticed anything had gone wrong.

At some point I told that first mutual friend about my crush on Her. Id been withholding eho my crush was on from her for a while and she hadnt even guessed Her. But when I told her she said everything made sense.

And then she set us up for a valentines day date. I couldnt believe it. She jsut randomly messaged me Would u want Her to be ur valentines date. And i was like Id appreciate any date tbh but yeah id like to go on a date with Her. And apparently She just agreed. I couldnt tell you why she did any of the things she did. But i can tell you that thru some conversations it became clear that my hypothesis was likely accurate. She didnt understand dates, she didnt see the difference beteren friend date and real date. This was just this nice outing with a friend. Part of me was okay with that, because i did simply enjoy Her. But another part of me felt unfulfilled and sad. But we had a nice date anyways. I learned even mroe about her and she made me this oittle clay blueberry because i would sometimes just pick out a blueberry at the dining hall and admire its beauty. It was a very nice date and i got to dress up cute for someone. I didnt let myself hope for much.

And then i was talking to more of our mutual friends about crushing on Her, and someone told me that shed asked Her out before and that her response had been something along the lines of not being interested like that. We all agreed that She likely just doesnt have any interest in romance or whatnot.

And so i began burying it away. My mourning period passed. She graduated, and its all over. My first ever crush on a non-man. It had been nice.

Btw her ringtone in my phone was Mindy Gledhill's I Do Adore.

#gray asexual #personal experience #asexual spectrum #bisexual #pansexual

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nyruratchet · 6 years ago

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Notes 4 - The Morning After

“People. People who need people are the luckiest people in the world.”

There are pills for straight couples to avoid pregnancy after a few moments of bliss, there are pills to help people stay safe from contracting HIV, there are pills to recorrect the chemical imbalance for people struggling with mental issues; there are pills for EVERYTHING, but no one has derived a magical pill to fix the pain one feels when forced to wake up the morning after valentine’s day alone.

Actually, this problem doesn’t just exist on Valentine’s day. But, seeing as how I’m perpetually single, I can attest to the fact that this day is the most painful (all other holidays come second). Just yesterday, someone asked a question, “yall fall in love with niggas y’all meet on apps??”

My response: Honestly, what are the other options? This is a legitimate question...

Him: Go meet someone in real life...apps aren’t real life! You don’t know that nigga til u see him. In real life, u see everything you as over and over on the app.

Me: You do (meet them), but those are the same guys on the apps. And no one gives you the time of day at bars, events, etc. So, ur stuck with friends of friends, coworkers (nope) and apps...really (WTF?)

Him: Idk who y’all meeting but niggs stay tryin to see wassup on the low when I’m out...especially the damn gym!

Now, I then had to check him and remind him that, just because YOU are so attractive and have thousands of followers that men just flock to you, THAT IS NOT the average gay man’s reality. Just recently a black man on Grindr says he doesn’t like black men. Only whites and latinos. Yep, this is the world I live in. So when you all think I’m crazy to think I’m not in someone’s league, please know there are factors in the chess game that I’m aware of that you have NO CLUE about. Being the darker brother in the gay community is not easy and constantly I am made to feel like I’m not worthy of inclusion in it. Being dark is not acceptable. Nor is being skinny. Nor is not having a BBC (which is all anyone seems to value from us). Nor is being open to love; I’ve been faulted way too many times for that tbh. Almost as many times as I’ve been skinny-shamed or considered fem. Guys in our community are looking more for TS girls than black men. Period. I see “girls” on Grindr far too much. THERE, I said what I said. Grindr’s way of dealing with this influx...ask me to list myself as a CIS man. NO THE FUCK I WILL NOT! I’m a man. These labels are too much. can’t meet men in bars or apps or work. So, let me know...HOW?

To lose my virginity I had to get on craigslist and whore myself out like a rentboy (no money involved) only to get this catfish older man to respond. I was 21 years old and saw this as my only chance before moving to NY. Guys throughout my life up until this point (as i wrote about in my last post) had been ignoring me. I was invisible in the world of gay sex. I might as well have been a eunuch or a monk. I was always the “friend”...still am. So, I took this less then adequate gentleman and let him penetrate me for the first time; give me my first kiss (yuck, it was awful); and teach me a few things. I thought, after this, I’ll never have to settle for less than I deserve...BOY was I wrong.

Back to the part about me being invisible for a moment. Throughout high school, people knew I was gay. I told a few guys and expressed interest and they paid me no attention. COME TO FIND OUT, my (at the time good) friend Jonathan, had slept with a quite a few of them. (Backstory, I fell for Jonathan, he spurned me too, we became great friends, he then transitioned into being a woman, and now we don’t really talk). So, When I found this out, I was devastated. TO THIS DAY, I will never understand why I was not enough. I was SOOOOO nice to these guys. Dustin used to get picked on in middle school, and I used to stand up for him. Nick was the most beautiful boy in the world in high school with a smile that could like up the darkest soul and I would always root for him, etc. But, I wasn’t who they wanted. I mean, You think I’m a good guy now, you should have known me back then. I was such a kind spirit. My soul is so dark now and I don’t think that will ever be rectified.

These next instances are the reasons I will never be untainted. THESE STORIES ARE NOT FOR THE FAINT OF HEART. If you don’t want to cry, feel sorry for me, or worry, stop reading now.

I have been abused mentally, physically, and emotionally. These stories are in sequential order.

When I was traveling once, I was drinking and felt like fulling one of my fantasies. I don’t remember why, but i know that I hadn’t been touched in a WHILE. And for a person who needs that, just a moment where someone can use you to “get off” is enough to make it through the night. One fantasy that is very popular in the gay community of being fucked by visitor who comes in the unlocked door and fucks you, then leaves after he finishes. No strings attached (NSA), photos presented beforehand (pics), usually some time of safeguards in place. I was new, and it was my fault. This guy sent me pictures on whatever app I was using, think it was Craigslist. He told me all his information, I told him where I was staying and said I’d be blindfolded, ready for him to fuck me when he walked in. As SOON as he walked in, I heard the door close and lock and I had a feeling something was wrong. He came up behind me, naked and grabbed my neck chokingly and SHOVED into me. And this guy’s body was WAY bigger than what he said. He was chub/stocky and nothing like what he had sent me. I tried to tell him to stop, that I didn’t want HIM. But clearly, he had done this before. And this was before catfishing was a THING. So, he wasn’t going to stop no matter how much I struggled. So, I resulted that this was a part of the “fantasy” that I had signed up for. I could NOT call this rape. I will never call that rape. Yes, someone lied to me, wouldn’t stop when I said so, but I was totally in the wrong here. I put myself in a situation to be taken advantage of by a stranger. That is one of the things that makes this fantasy so hot. Just happens in my case, that it went terribly awry, So, I went limp and let him finish. He left. I locked the door and took down the posting I had made. My throat was on fire and he had pulled my hair too hard. But he was gone and I was alone again.

Another time in a hotel room, laying over in Washington, Dulles I was getting ready for bed. I was hungry, so put my iphone on the charger, grabbed my food and went for the microwave on another floor. When I came back, my phone was charged enough to check my facebook. As soon as I opened it up, on my timeline it says “PAUL IS IN A RELATIONSHIP”. I said, wait...what? My Paul? the one who I helped move? The one I got a xmas tree for? The one I held while crying? The one I protected from himself? The one whose bed I was JUST in? The guy I had been talking to like every day? My heart was beating out of my chest and I couldn’t breathe. Now, I’m not nor have I ever been naive. We weren’t a couple. He wan’t mine. But I wanted him, made it known. He said lots of things that didn’t add up to much. But, I was in his life, so I accepted that until he could give me more. But when I saw THAT status. I LOST it! Why? because he had told me WORD FOR WORD: “I don’t want a relationship right now. I have some little twink guy from this broadway show who likes me, but I’m not interested.” I always did status checks to make sure I didn’t get blindsided. But alas, here I was despite all my effors. My body went NUMB. Tears ran down my face. I dropped to my knees and asked God or whomever was in charge of things WHY the FUCK was it not me?? Am I not cute enough? Am I too poor? Not successful enough? What did I do? I immediately texted my friend Ant and told her what was up and that I was ready to end it. Before I knew it, I was on a 3 way call. What no one knows is, at one point I was bathroom, in the tub, with a razor, a full bottle of advil, a bottle of wine to hopefully make the blood run faster. I had never contemplated killing myself. This was a knee-jerk reaction to someone I loved with every fiber of my being choosing to give his love to someone else who didnt even have to try! If he could throw me away after I gave all I had and more that I didn’t even know I had in me, and he STILL didn’t want me, how is anyone else gonna love/choose me? So, I was ready to end it. Cuz I knew, this would not be the last time this would happen; guys don’t seem to care who they hurt or how. Paul texted me and said he didn’t owe me any explanation “dude”. But my friends talked me down from that ledge I was prepping to jump off. I also was terrified of doing it. I didn’t know if it would even work. And I didnt want my family to go through that. Till this day, that is why I could never commit suicide. I do think about it, yes. My life sucks. And try as I may, I don’t see a reason for me being here. And yes, I’ve been to many therapists ever since college. Its not a problem that can be talked out. I suffer from depression that can only be assuaged by fixing the problem; the problem is my life. (love, money, music). So, I just try to keep on. I’m not bi-polar; although, sometimes I wish I were. That is a diagnosis that can be managed with medication. My life, cannot be managed. But I’m trying...I am trying.

Now, as I mentioned before, not a big fan of coworker dating/fucking/etc. HOWEVER, there are 2 people I have always said I’d try if I had the chance. Because they may be reading this (doubt it, but I will fight my petty urges), We’ll just call them Trip and Kurt. Now, Trip and I have been messaging off and on doing this whole cat and mouse thing for years. He winds up telling me he’s interested but we couldn’t tell anyone at work; which I agreed to. And would have tried to keep his confidence, FOR HIM. He is really against work relations as well. This all started with grindr and just escalated to us talking off and on. Finally one day, he texts ME and asks “Hey sexy, you in NY?” I wasn’t. Was working. But I never post my whereabouts on FBOOK so, the question was warranted. He said he really wanted to fuck. Our paths kept not being able to cross. So, LONG story short, I rearranged my schedule and we set up a “date” at his place when I got back. I was working a redeye. Told him I’d get home, run my errands take a quick nap and be over to make a full day of it. Trip agrees with everything. I do exactly what I say (I’m a Leo, it’s what we do. We’re consistent. We’re straight forward). I pick up a bottle of $20+ wine to show him I really give a shit and to be courteous because a good southern boy doesn’t arrive at someone’s house empty handed. I knew he had been done wrong and I wanted to put my first foot forward, even if it was just sex he wanted. I message him when I was on the way back home...no response. Ok, I wanna shower. Text him again...tells me he’s out. I say, “ok well just tell me when to head over. I’ll be at home” He says “ok sounds good baby.” Ok, so I take my hour nap so I don’t miss his text. (For me, you KNOW that is no small feat!) I get up and he still hasn’t messaged me. So I wait...and wait...and wait for 5 hours. Then I text him “Ok...well, headed to bed I guess. Hope you had a good night. (he’s scheduled to work the next day so I KNOW no late fun was happening) But beforehand, my spidey senses were tingling. So, I got on facebook. OH, he’s out living his best life! Fuck MY time right? Awesome. I had a drink then went to sleep. Next day, he messages me that he fell asleep after getting home. BOO, so...you left your friends (after you went out...yeah, I saw the check-ins), hopped a train, got home, and never NOT ONCE thought to text me to tell me a damn thing?! But you say “sorry” and I’m supposed to just accept that? No. I wanted you past the point of that barrier I placed up barring all guys I worked with. You just took a big dump on that AND made me feel shitty in the process. I took that bottle of white wine to the head by myself at some point btw...

Now Kurt, he’s special...I met him and was immediately entranced. To keep this one shorter, he also told me HE DIDNT WANT TO DATE ANYONE. Guys need to stop telling these motha fuckin lies! Ok, so I’ll be your friend. But I really like him. So, I’m minding my own business and facebook again notifies me, Kurt is in a relationship. OH? with WHOM? Oh! someone we work with? Someone you met AFTER ME?! Interesting...now, when this boy confessed a secret to me, I was totally loving and told him my past experiences and that he’s and amazing person, etc. So, the next time we work together, I don’t mention his new BF. He brings it up and explains how and why he fell for him. WOULDNT YOU KNOW IT, the boyfriend said the same thing I did about his secret but just BEFORE he happened to conceal it. I tried so hard not to roll my eyes when he told me that. It was like a smack in the face. If you don’t think I’m cute, just say that. But don’t talk about how someone’s heart won you over. Cuz I was here loving on you before. I went back up to my room (tipsy) turned on some Aaliyah and cried myself to sleep. I am never gonna be enough for these boys/men. I saw that now. Paul had recently resurged and re-exited my life after telling me he loved me. I WAITED for that! He was the first man to ever say those words. And they were supposed to mean something! And shortly after...he ghosted me again. So, I’m feeling pretty worthless at this point.

No matter what I do, I’m never good enough. I keep trying to be the best me and there is always someone there saying, nah...this other dude is better. Swipe left. “Thank you, Next” (I don’t like Ariana Grande btw.) I have this fear that when I’m old, some guy I’ve loved forever will find me and say, I married someone else. He’s gone now, he did me wrong. We can be together now. Like I’m only going to be someone’s choice after their first choices have bit the dust. That is NOT okay with me.

So, here I am on Valentine’s day trying to explain to all of you who have someone to “come home to”. EVEN if you don’t like Vday, do not pretend that this day doesn’t matter or make people feel a certain way. I’m alone AND I’m lonely. Don’t tell me I shouldn’t feel this unless you tell me how to not feel that way; and your explanation better not involve friends. Sorry, friends have their own issues and while checking in and venting is great, they can’t be your life support. They can’t help you take care of your heart. Especially if they are married, have kids, etc. You’re the single 3rd wheel.

I tried to take myself to the movies. The movies I wanted were all sold out by couples. Dinner, tables full. So, I ate leftovers from yesterday’s dinner I cooked and am halfway through this bottle of wine. You cannot fault a person for wanting love. Finding it may have been somewhat easy/happenstance for you. And I try not to fault YOU for that. Everything has been hard for me. Literally, everything. That’s the only reason I’m still here. Because when something happens, I yell, scream, vent, handle it like Olivia Pope, then continue on. No one is there at night when i lay down. No one said Happy Valentine’s day to me today. No one is gonna smile at me when i wake up in the morning. Nope, I have to survive my morning after by myself. No pill in hand to help.

“Children needing other children, yet letting our grown-up pride hide all the need inside...acting more like children, than children.”

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