#u are all my pawns
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I am enjoying being able to post old art and get clout for it :33
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This shit is exhausting cuz Istg….
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#my drawings#artist on tumblr#vent post#ai#ai art#fuck ai art#fuck tumblr#fuck social media#fuck all this#don’t make me a pawn in ur terrible financial decisions#like u gotta be kidding me#this shit is parasitic#feels like a parasite has forced itself on me
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to groom or not to groom…. that’s the quastion .
#doctor who#braxiatel#irving braxiatel#gallifrey audios#romana ii#romana#romanadvoratrelundar#lowkey#I mean. Highkey#kinda cannot fathom brax pursuing romana without an inherent creepiness#and even then he’s more shaping her into a presidential candidate rather than.. as a target of romance.#I like sick relationships but this is not it for me lol#I mean I feel it’s more creepy when he’s using her as a pawn and doesn’t actively care about her wellbeing beyond sympathies#than if he’s going like ohh if I had a white charger romana can u tell that I hate that scene 😭#and all of the ooc memes that spawned off it to the point it skewed the perception of brax for a majority of the fandom#my art
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#ds#dst#wortox dst#william carter dst#get it cuz the pawn figures kinda are anon shaped#beloved anon show urself we love u here at not freeze#mod mischief circus#its just mod wortox but i want a tag for ALL my dudes u get it#ask#anon
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Top five mangas?? 👀👀
thanks i'm gonna include manhwa too tho bc i read it more often :)
semantic error made me unlock hitherto undreamt of levels of fun that can best be compared to the profound enjoyment a hetero woman experiences when watching a really good self-indulgent romcom. i previously thought i'm only into exceptionally fucked up bl but this manhwa taught me i'm not above very basic romance if it's well-written, hilarious and sexy and frames weirdness as something that can be appealing and awaken desires
killing stalking was the first bl manhwa i ever read and what an introduction to the genre it was! it's very good but very dead dove do not it so i wouldn't rec it to just anyone. for me, it was very fun binging the whole thing overnight bc why sleep when you can instead plunge deep into the darkest corners of human psyche while scrolling cartoons
twittering birds never fly has the audacity to maintain that slowburn since *checks wikipedia* 2011?? what the fuck?! if semantic error is a romcom twittering birds is a soap opera with no end in sight - and it has me in a chokehold. yashiro is one of the most characters of all time, i hope he admits his feelings for doumeki sometime before i turn 50 but it's still fun to watch him get into increasingly dramatic situations in order to avoid doing just that lol
painter of the night is just self-indulgent. i don't think the plot is any good at all and i don't particularly like the main character but i'm sufficiently compensated for these flaws by the historical setting and yoon seungho. the joseon period costumes are just so fun to look at - at one point i went down a rabbit hole researching those fascinating gat hats. more bl should be set in the past tbh but it probably takes more time and research for the creators. and yoon seungho is just your classic bad boy you want to fix and do in fact fix. the drrrrama of it tho!
the cornered mouse dreams of cheese / the carp on the chopping block jumps twice is probably the least well-known on this list? this short two volume manga was recced to me by a friend and i really liked it bc it features a protag struggling with his sexuality in a way that to me read very aro. it's also about the quarter-life crisis so. all the themes very near and dear to my heart lol
#book tag#i got another ask just like this so i hope you can see the answer anon#ik there are more historical bl manga/manhwa out there so give me recs please if you know some good ones#ooku is on my 2024 tbr#the honorable mentions that didn't make the list:#the pawn's revenge (killing stalking but less fucked up)#here u are (semantic error but not as good and sexy)#love or hate (this is for if you really like soap opera and juicy drama)#just recently read the summer hikaru died and it has great potential but i can't tell for sure till the whole story is out#it's definitely the most creative out of all of these#there's also this ace manga i want to check out - i want to be a wall
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i've thought a lot about it and i have concluded that parents just shouldn't Be Like That about their kids doing sports, you know?
#this post brought to u by my inexplicable picking up of abby wambach's 2016 memoir#(who never even LOVED soccer btw?!?!?)#kids who grow up to view their bodies as transactional pawns and their pain & suffering as currency to buy love with#too many parents are too fucking intense about sports. please relax. god. that's a baby with an undeveloped brain be NICE to it!#yeah ur kid can love a sport. but you know what most of all?#most of all ur kid wants you. your love and your attention.#and what if ur kid DOESN'T love the sport they're just GOOD at it?#you need to reinforce that you will love your children even when they're not good at stuff so they don't end up committing their lives#to things they hate just to please you!#idk maybe we should just do something CRAZY like ban child athletics IDK i feel CRAZY about this!!!#i've just read too many stories about how parents ruin their child's life and destroy their sense of self with SPORT. ahhh!!!#i think all professional athletes are fucked up in an entirely preventable way!!!!#hear me out what if: if the sport cannot be performed past the age of 25-30 then it should be gutted and revamped#so that u can't START playing it professionally until that age!#and whatever it takes to make that feasible for 30+ SHOULD JUST BE DONE.#oh god i'm in a spiral about what we have been conditioned to expect athletes to do for our entertainment.#driveby post
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Arlecchino discourse is really awkward because both sides are so convinced they are right and that the other side just lacks media literacy but 9 times out of 10 the take in question is also wrong and it leaves me scratching my head a little bit….
#fuzzy rambles#like either they are like ‘no she is bad and doesnt care for the kids at all’ or its ‘she is good actually and does care for the kids’#and for me its like… damn…. its actually a little more complicated than that but ok ig#saw someone say she doesnt care for freminet or lynette she just uses them as pawns for lyney to be her heir#which is so incorrect on almost every level#it’s basically a self report that they dont know freminet or lynettes relationship with arlecchino#like i think we can agree raising child solider is problematic or whatever while not painting everything she does as master manipulation#like the things ppl claim are just her 5000 level iq manipulation… rolling my eyes it doesnt even make sense#but at the same time she obviously isnt a saint who has everyones best interests in mind because they are still childe soliders#even tho things got better when she took control there is still a lot of cultish and cruel behaviors the kids get drilled into them#tho honestly the whole fatui is like that look at any of the recurits who arent from the orphanage and they are equally brainwashed#if not us than who or whatever (girl who thinks about what happened in the chasm and want to eat drywall)#idk. dont yall have parents? like u can love and care for a child and still suck as a parent#you can try to not become ur abusive mother and still turn into a monster of sorts#ignore the childe instead of child its literally muscle memory how embarrassing
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universe should stop putting me in situations 😭
#my mother made me go to dentist bc she doesnt wanna go there herself (aka i need to check this place out- whatever it's stupid)#convinced me how it's good for me and shit#fine fine i can take that opinion readily#now my father spawns with a plan to do smth and he is like why are u going to dentist#they gonna scam u there#and now he is upset his plans are messed with#im annoyed#all bc these bitches arent talking to each other!!!#i am a pawn at their mercy!!! at all times !!!!!!#adry.txt#this is even sounds stupid like as a story i know#imagine how dumb this is to live thru LMAO
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#zenless zone zero#i swear to fod DO NOT TEASE MY TISM WITH TIME TRAVEL U MATHA FKER#multiverseboo#it's always the npcs it's always the npcs i tell you#THEY'RE THE INES RUNNING THE SHADOW GOVERNMENT THE MAIN CHARACTERS ARE PAWNS#I'm losing my mind#do not time travel talk with me i will unexust ur mother-#and then replace her#anyways#yeah might make a comic about this#I've got my all seeing timeloop eye on you u lil fker do not give me comic ideas that my brain will inevitably make#how DARE U give me ideas u lil shit/aff
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currently listening to a strange thing to say 🫡🫡🫡 it is very good so far i barely started but do not worry. i used to be big into csh (mostly i’d put it on my sad playlists because in the 14 minutes the songs would take i’d have stopped crying bc i’d be so bewildered by how long they were LMAOOO) and other long-song bands SO I ENJOY IT… and this song is so good oh wow the use of instruments is so pleasing (<- band kid in me i’m sorry)
i’ll def give those others a listen too :3 and i LOOVE dark songs so that sounds really intriguing actually!!!! very very relatable wow. sopor’s music and lyrics are so detailed and ummm how do i say this Eloquent i guess? but like for music? like specifically music. whatever ITS GOOD your taste is so good 😭🩷 feel free 2 explain more of sopor’s songs to me if u want btw i love listening
also i have to add that love(?) songs that are dark (not really sure if a strange thing to say is a love song or not but considering the killing part i mean it could be depending on the way you perceive it whatever it could be anything i could be so far off esp considering the lyrics aren’t on spotify so i don’t have them on hand rn But. whatever im rambling bye) are sooooo good. been looping suki suki daisuki by jun togawa recently which isn’t incredibly dark but it’s a very intense love song and it is so real 2 me (<- Horror Sufferer and Issues-Haver). another example of instruments in songs that i think are fascinating and also very cool. the vocal mixing etc etc is very pleasing to me in that song SO! anyway. just felt like sharing that idk LMAOAOAO
anyway: thank u for introducing me 😄😄😄 this is so fun . never apologize for rambling it’s welcome
I’M SO GLAD YOU LIKE IT 😭🙏🙏🙏 i remember the 1st time i listened to sopor i had it in a queue while i was going to take a nap and like the first few notes of in der palastra started playing and i like i had to PHYSICALLY sit up because i have never heard anything like her before
she’s so unique and i love her so muchhhh and it brings me so much joy that someone else is listening to her music too so THANK YOUUU!!!!
#i also have a sopor aeternus shrine above my bed so 😃#also did you know she made a board game?? I HAVE IT AND ITS LIKE ACTUALLY THE FUNNEST THING EVER DUDE LIKE IVE PLAYED IT ONLY 3 TIMES BUT#IT WAS SO FUNNNN#it’s literally just the board game sorry but with a bunch of extra rules#one of the times i was playing w my siblings and eden (my older sibling) some how like broke the rules?? and like had 3 pawns in one square#you can have 2 of your 4 pawn things in one square called the ‘great annoyance’ but u have to half how many places u can move#so we called it the ‘greater annoyance’#AND THEN W MY FRIEND SHE SOMEHOW GOT ALL 4 IN THE SAME SQUARE AND ACTUALLY WON THE ENTIRE GAME?? IT WAS SO CRAZY AND SO FUNNY#and we called that one the ‘greatest annoyance’#also at the end of the rule book it says something along the lines of ‘or don’t follow the rules!! do what you want!’ and it makes it so fun#gosh.. i need to play it again omg#i am so happy i get to yap about sopor.. big win for the community#ask#sopor stuff#porcelainposting
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hm i know the jedi order wasn’t perfect and i know that it was all politics but. ugh thinking about the wrong jedi arc again and yes i know the council was so sorry about how things happened to ahsoka but the way there will always be a tiny, tiny part of me that’s. like. scream. you’ve known this kid for years you know who she is. how can you believe that she’d really do something like this why didn’t you fight harder for her of course she’s not gonna come back how do you think she’s gonna come back when she thinks that her entire family betrayed her over the course of two seconds and it’s like. like all things, the situation is so much more nuanced and layered than that but thinking about the full brunt of that and also. hm yes maybe unpopular opinion ahsoka deserved to be a little bit bitchy at the council when she saw them again! i think she should have been a little bitchier
#caroline talks#i should be studying but.#just like. snapping into focus that she's a 17 year old girl#i think most adults would be pretty disgruntled and hurt at being accused of something they didn't do#and like. it wasn't just something contained within the council itself either#ahsoka's face was BROADCASTED. across coruscant. they made a whole political thing out of ahsoka's arrest later#and i know. I KNOW. i was so pained when i saw ahsoka being particularly hostile#towards windu and obi-wan bc *we know* as fans#that there was something going on behind the curtains and they aren't culpable actors here#and that they were all pawns in a much bigger game#and. the way i love windu and obi-wan and the council etc etc as one would just loving complicated people#but also. growing older and older and being like 'u know what. if i was 17 years old and someone accused me of something i didn't do#and if my family and friends all turned their back on me because of that. i don't think i'd really talk to them either'#anyways. back to studying for me#HAPPY TEN YEARS SINCE THE WRONG JEDI ARC IG#local girl found dead bc she was listening to dear reader on loop or whatever
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WHICH OUT OF THE 5 NEW LOVE LANGUAGES ARE YOU?
ORANGES. Love to you is sitting next to your person, so you take out a mandarin, and as you peel it you give them every other piece. NO ONE SAYS A THING, but you both know what’s bubbling beneath it all. You wanna protect your love, and you know that somewhere deep within you, like it’s branded on your bones. You wanna be a SAFE HOUSE in the middle of a war. You wanna be a lit up home at the end of day, signaling to come this way. You devote yourself to everything you care for, you don’t know how else to want. You give your hand as an offering, you give yourself as penance. Well, it's all very: I LOVE YOU. I WANT US BOTH TO EAT WELL.
#our dearest and most damnable charlotte#if u see this and want to do it PLS DO i'd love to see the other results#I have a feeling I've already done this one - but it came back around and I'm making u all suffer this w me again#the silence of it - silence as peace for char but also as defeat#the way she wants so bad to have a home to BE a home but best she can offer is haunted house sorry#the way she has to transplant the devotion she's been built with from her focus on chaos to love and it doesn't exactly fit...#/you don't know what else to want/ bc all she knows is dedication and offering herself up as a pawn to be used#it's all very my love language is acts of service but all i know to do is confuse kill make trouble and worsen things
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yes this is a freya blog . no y’all are not exempt from me talking abt odin
#ooc.#gow spoilers /#i want 2 dissect his brain .... rattle it in a maraca .... what's going on in there#he is so so interesting 2 me#was talking 2 my friend abt what i think rlly adds salt to the wound is on top of his charisma & smarts ... he can b patient#u cannot give him the room 2 sit & talk to you . if you give him the room (& he wants to take it) he will whittle you down just enough to#where he needs it#it adds more to why freya n mimir were so concerned abt atreus going to asgard. yes the concern for his safety (like w kratos) But they also#know how odin works#'if he tells you snow is white he's lying' & mimir is Right#anywys yeah . going back on the note of how he talks to / abt freya from my last post#it's not too far off from how he talks abt baldur . or anyone really#they are tools & pawns to him . he does not respect them#not... entirely. at least. he might respect what they're useful for. what they're good at.#not them as a person#taking a lot of restraint 4 me not 2 write him#gowr spoilers /#gow ragnarok spoilers /#oh yeah tacking on to that too. i'm sure they all very much felt loved by him at one point#& you can . see why & how#despite all the shit he's done#the writing is so good ...
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sorry but if you confused Sheilas obsession w Gio as love well I think u have a very skewed version of what love is
#fugo.txt#sheilaposting#giving me brain damage from pissing my self off at these old ass drawings in the sheila tag#'theyre all in love with giogio hehe' im gonna get a clot in my brain from how pissed i am at u rn#WAHTTT version of love r u working off of.????!+-?!#guys is it love when you see yourself as a completely disposable pawn of someone whose opinions you take as orders#is it love when u parrot back what that person says without giving it a single thought because you think theyre more right than God could be#guys is it love when you live in a one sided deadly obsession. guys.#what broken ass household do u come from#god now i rlly wanna talk about sheilas obsession with giogio
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Ok I kind of am glad to have given this Isobu arc a chance. I'm not entirely sold on the Guren and Yuukimaru stuff, but I'm getting to see a lot more of the minor characters I don't usually see. INCLUDING so many female characters!!!!! Started off with Hinata, then Sakura, and now Ino, Shizune, AND Tenten are all here!!! Five female characters active in one arc!!! Practically unheard of for Naruto!!!! Plus Guren makes 6 I guess, though I don't really like how they're like "here's a Ruthless Woman who thinks of nothing except becoming one with Orochimaru!!!! ...except now here's a child, and after just a few days her Motherly Instincts are thawing her heart!!!!!! She's not so ruthless after all!!!!" Like I mean it's sweet, but also it sucks that they're doing this with one of the few female villains. Like why are most of the women reduced to mothers and girlfriends??? In the end, basically all of them get this fate. Or they die. Come on can't we have a woman that just sucks??? Smh.
#speculation nation#fanny watches naruto#i guess in the last filler arc we did have those two female antagonists. except i didnt like them either.#anyways overall i do like this filler arc better. feels like it has actual stakes and plot relevance#plus being able to see more of characters we dont see in action very much.#PLUS. it's not Yet Another widespread attack on konoha.#i swear if they want the konoha attacks to have more weight they cant just be throwing that shit at us in a FILLER arc!!!!!#the chuunin exams attack was a Big Deal!!! the Pein attack even more so!!!!!!#and you want me to believe these 4 bozos just come up and nearly destroy the hidden leaf??? come on.#their attacks are WAAAAY too powerful. like how come that one guy can just revive hundreds of killed shinobi???#earth jutsu??? what????? since when has a fucking earth jutsu done that?????#plus the 4 revived shinobi who are just like haha we just happen to have this ability where we demolish an entire city between us#with lightning???? why do they have that??? did the guardian shinobi twelve go scorched earth That Much???#and that's not even getting into how little Sora's kyuubi shit makes sense. like. what??? just from chakra?? no way.#at least here Yuukimaru's just got a weird connection. hinted at being related to the sanbi's jinchuuriki#so maybe we r just fucking around in a lake for who knows how long. just because.#but at least Isobu is just. here. hes just like 'who the fuck are all you? get out of my lawn'#and yet theres now 12 konoha shinobi and 7 orochimaru pawns Plus one more kid#just fucking around on the shore. what are they doing?? who knows!!! let's break a kid's mind for it!!!!!#Yuukimaru is still kind of creepy but come on man he's just a kid. fuck U kabuto i hate ur ass. get bent.#anyways yeah what an arc. at least it's entertaining.
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smth I wish was improved on was the ability to directly tell your pawns what ability you want them to do instead of relying on the AI to figure it out
#saint plays dd2#like in battle it's fine the pawn AI is mostly smart enough to know what to use and stores weaknesses and such#and it's fine there. I'm talking about exploration stuff bc like it sucks when you have a pawn w/ say the fighter shield throw skill#that's supposed to help you reach higher places (either to grab things or grab onto things)#and like it works as intended in battle and all and pawns *do* go hey I have a skill that might work to get you up to this high ledge!#but they never use it even w/ the go cmmd. either bc the AI can't figure it out or they have to actually see an Arisen toss a pawn up there#and like. I remember I had this thing with a high ledge you either needed to awkwardly stack boxes or use abilities to get up to#and I was stuck with a pawn that had learned to smash every single smashable thing so the former was not an option#and thief's climbable move is by far the worst and finickiest so my (mage/sorc) pawn was like hey I could get up there! and floated up#just to jump off ad nauseam even when I threw pawns up there bc their AI just couldn't figure out I wanted the item that was up there#picked up bc it wasn't a treasure chest and I just had to leave and like. I wish I could've just told the fighter I had to shield jump me u#and there's been a lot of moments like that where I wish I could just point and say use this and then they'd learn and take it w/ them.
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