#fuck all this
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This shit is exhausting cuz Istg….
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#my drawings#artist on tumblr#vent post#ai#ai art#fuck ai art#fuck tumblr#fuck social media#fuck all this#don’t make me a pawn in ur terrible financial decisions#like u gotta be kidding me#this shit is parasitic#feels like a parasite has forced itself on me
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Sometimes love is being the one who wrestles the sick dog and holds her mouth shut and rubs her throat to make her swallow the pill she desperately needs in order to feel better so that your wife doesn't have to fight her beloved baby. Sometimes love is being Mean Mommy so your wife can be Comforting Daddy to her dog.
This fucking blows and I hate it so much. I hate being the grown-up. I hate being the one who does the shitty things so that other people don't have to do it. I hate that she's sick. I hate that dogs die. That should be illegal. Dogs should be immortal.
I hate that I have to be the one who begs people to help us. I hate having to do that at all. I hate asking for help because I hate bothering people with my needs. I should be able to do all of this myself, after all, and if i can't then i have failed at adult. It's easy to tell other people that it's okay and their community wants to help. It still feels wrong to ask people to help me. I'm just some asshole and she's just some fucking dog.
I'm so tired and sad and there are big issues that I have to resolve at work and I'm not giving them my full attention. We have to basically rebuild about half the website because of GPDR upgrades at one of our suppliers and Jake and Roman have been incredible but aaaaaaaaa. I should be fixing that right now and not crying on the internet.
Fuck.
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I don't want to comment.
I just hope that y'all vote for whoever runs against the orange tumor.
That's all.
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oh no. THIS was the real pride and prejudice rejection scene. literally: "forgive me, madam, for taking up so much of your time". darcy constantly looking at lizzie's lips and wanting to kiss her vs crowley actually doing it. crowley's pride and aziraphale's prejudice. "You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you." = crowley's confession. "we could've been an "us"". "If your feelings are still what they were last April, tell me so at once. My affections and wishes are unchanged; but one word from you will silence me on this subject for ever." = the bandstand rejection vs the bookshop rejection. "She was convinced that she could have been happy with him, when it was no longer likely they should meet" = aziraphale looking back at crowley before stepping into the lift. "i love you, most ardently" "we can go off together, just be us, you and me". '"My feelings will not be repressed. You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you.” Elizabeth’s astonishment was beyond expression. She stared, coloured, doubted, and was silent.' = aziraphale being literally rendered speechless after the kiss. i just.
#also: To be fond of dancing was a certain step towards falling in love#THEY FUCKING DANCED W EACH OTHER WHAT IF I LOST MY WILL TO LIVE#FUCK ALL THIS#good omens#good omens s2 spoilers#go s2 spoilers#go spoilers#go s2#azicrow#ineffable husbands#pride and prejudice
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Last year's Eurovision seemed like it was a really enjoyable (though of course high-pressure) summer camp for the contestants where they all made friends. This year sounds like it literally traumatized half of them lmao Martin "we do Eurovision best" Osterdahl
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Guys... i have to sleep... i have the. Presentation tomorrow
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i want to have what tom bombadil and goldberry have
#dear diary;#lord of the rings#listening to the audiobook at work#i want to wake up tomorrow as tom bombadil#fuck all this#oh to be poweful and whimsical and sing magical songs in the forest
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the reason we don’t have shock sites like run the gauntlet anymore is because that's just what our social media is now.
you ever been on instagram reels. my god it makes me miss rotten dot com.
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Real time view of ur mediocre artist trying to get her Uk papers sorted.
(fyi i have a pre settled status i'm from the EU and way overdue, i'm applying for a full settled status. Which should be easier but it is not.)(also i have lived here all my adult life like that the f)
#uk issues#immigration#my art#i cannot be arsed anymore#i might just stay pre settled#how the fuck do they expect me to know all my addresses all the was back to 2013#like i lived in a ditch in hungary back then?? what the duck is the post code for that?#fuck all this#vent post#with art#i know i'll get literally one note on this but if you read it cheers.#uk be hard sometimes#too much paperwork#i went back thru my emails and my papers and honest to god i cannot fimd what they want#and i have always been a taxpayimg honest citisen#so what if i lived in an airbnb for a few weeks#amd those fuckers don't keep receips this long#how is that my fault
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I love being one of the only people still wearing a mask at school. At home. I caught it in February of this year. "That just proves masks don't work that well," my mother says. Perhaps, but perhaps it's the dozens upon dozens of people around me who don't wear masks in a building with no ventilation because of the cold? One can only wonder.
#twelves rambles#twelves vents#i hate that everyone thinks its okay and normal again when its Not#'what are we supposed to do? live in fear our whole lives?' listen.#if we all just pulled our shit together this wouldve been Actually Normal like two fucking years ago#but did we? no#because people were AND CONTINUE TO BE little piss babies about wearing masks#while disabled people are DYING#FUCKING DYING EVERY DAY BECAUSE YOU WONT PUT CLOTH/PLASTIC/WHATEVER OVER YOUR MOUTH#what even the fuck man.#twelve rants in the tags#fuck all this#covid-19
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Lalala I refuse to believe that fightful select “report” on Bryan since the last time things were deliberately reported they were an intentional misdirection. The man is a liar and this would be too damn ironic. No thank you, I’m not listening lalala
#I fucking refuse to believe they’ve had to make changes do to health stuff and that this time he truly means it#when he says doc Sampson told him not to wrestle#when he fucking said that before#and again the whole not going for a title#was deliberately being fed to the press#as misdirection#fuck all this#not buying it#no idea what’s being said on weds#and worst of all I can’t watch live
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So.
Am I going to have to delete my Tumblr AGAIN?
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Singing "they're so brave, they're well behaved, they are not afraid" at myself when I have to do anything remotely taxing on my brain
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BEING SICK SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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after watching the finale I just wanna say I'm so sorry soji elnor you don't need that self pity old man to be your surrogate father and nuclear family is not everything blood is not everything but found family is and people accept who you are just because you are you not because you're blood related and you don't need approval from any men you can do whatever the fuck you want and most importantly love is love is love is love is love IS LOVE IS LOVE IS LOVE
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