#txt vent

[fregisselfloathingagain]

”dont base your self worth on grades!!!!!!!!!!!!” how can i not when my entire life ive only been praised for my intellect?

[books-and-strawberry-tea]

Having to wait till 7pm tonight to start a new reading goal on Good Reads, because it’s set in PST, is so frustrating.

Come on Good Reads. You are used by people all over the world. It’s 2:25pm 1st Jan 2025 here.

I know this is a minuscule problem but I’m just on a role today okay 😭

[gabapentinblues]

my insides feel rotten, i dont feel like a real person

[nofuckingideawho]

I'm sure being alive isn't supposed to be this painful

[prettyonthe1nside]

having terrible graphic intrusive thoughts all by yourself gorgeous?

[traaumaa]

i don't feel like a person most times i feel like something ugly masquerading as one and everyone can tell that i'm missing something or i'm wrong somehow

[idolomantises]

Twitter does fascinate me, because I feel like tumblr has been a lot more accepting of people who draw women with big boobs, who draw adult art on the side, and who aren't afraid of being sensual and intimate.

But twitter seems to be actively terrified of anything that could turn them on. For years I've been harassed for my art. Way back in 2020 I was called out for "sexualizing" Ankha, but this was the image they were referring to.

This fear of adult works and porn has to end man. Queer artists shouldn't be harassed or labeled as bad, untrustworthy people because they want to draw women with curves or big chests, or draw some NSFW art on the side.

[yo-fav-goth-ghost]

“everything happens for a reason” yeah to get me closer to ending it all

[fregisselfloathingagain]

never say this to anyone ever . shut the fuck up and deafen your call/ignore them . people who say this are mean

happened in a call once on a server and i couldn't stop thinking about it. i quit the call and cried for the whole night after . hurts more from a person who i thought was my friend . shes just mean to me and i don't want to talk with her . im sorry your mother is a judgemental bitch but you don't have to be too

[th3-sad-3mo-princ3ss]

i shouldn’t be in social situations i should be in my coffin

[gabapentinblues]

i feel like such a fucking problem

[nofuckingideawho]

I have this silly little feeling in my chest that's making me want to die

[prettyonthe1nside]

therapy isn't enough i need to have a tea party with my 7 year old self and tell her she didn't deserve anything that happened to her

[borderlinebunnytxt]

I don’t remember fully what made me like this but I wish I could undo it

[saddi3grl]

[yo-fav-goth-ghost]

rock bottom has been swallowing me like quick sand