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Our twin flame doesn’t hate us. Our twin flame does care but this love is rare. Meeting your other half can be a scare. The healing is more than love. In fact, it has nothing to do with doves. We are introduced to all of thee above. The good, the bad & what’s in between for a picture bigger than sirene. We are chosen. Not forgotten. We begin not begun. The 2nd chance has come. For an elevation as bright as the sun. Whether we are apart or one. The love is never done. Hard to understand within condition so we know it’s unconditional far from traditional the picture is never minimal. Karmic situations give us an easy hold until we decide our soul is ready for growth.
#twinflame#twin flame story#twin flame separation#twin flame journey#no love like this#twin flame poem#twin flame tarot#karmic#twin flame mission#love story#love magic#composite#persephades#love conquers all#love poem#spirituality#soul mission#soul growth
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#twin flames#karma#youtube#spirituality#soulmates#megan fox#machine gun kelly#twin flame story#twin flame relationship#twin flames signs#Youtube
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i still have our messages from 7 years ago
and this is the most we’ve spoken in 9
some day i will delete your number
i will no longer need to check your socials
or even think what you are up to
and if you still paint
and how your great american novel is doing
and if i’m still the main character
eventually i won’t care,
eventually
- eventually i will delete our texts
#ten word story#poem#quote#thoughts#poetry#writing#text#love#love poem#love quotes#love poetry#twin flame
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Don’t even talk to me about this Frenchie and Kimiko development.
#disappointed but not surprised#the boys#the boys spoilers#frenchie x kimiko#kimchie#like look Frenchie has been bi from the jump that’s not the problem but taking this route with the two of them is such a slap in the face#to their greater than romantic or platonic soulmate thing#it should always be the two of THEM before anyone else that’s like how they work….?#they are lovers best friends family twin flames the others half?????#blah never trust kripke to do a soulmate story right 😔✊
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cold takes: #1
cassian wanted nesta to be a feyre 2.0. no, i will not elaborate
#starting a new series called cold takes#because this fandom has used the phrase hot take to death#and then the takes are always lukewarm at best#anyways feyre and cassian are twin flames but ofc sjm wanted her hades and persephone story which she did no justice#nesta archeron deserves better#anti cassian#pro nesta#acotar#feyre archeron#pro feyre
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On the note of sukuna inflicting insane amounts of violence onto those he finds interesting, I wanna bring up the parallel between gojo and sukuna with how in shibuya gojo in the 2v1 goes for hanami first and how many times he mentioned how unique her presence and technique is in chapters before that like he goes for her first bc he believes jogo to be weak (and maybe he expected more from hanami, having survived a hollow-purple from him before and all, but she doesn't respond or entertain him the way he wanted and just dies, also the glee with which he crushes her with his limitless like he expected her to overcome it somehow and the angry/irritated look he has after she's dead and he's left to fight choso and jogo)
I never thought about Hanami and Gojo's relationship that way, but looking closer there is definitely something going on. And I think it has everything to do with Toji.
(Used TCB Scans. Click images for captions/citations.)
Gojo both massively respects and fears Toji for getting past Infinity. He respects him enough to steal his fit and raise his kid free of Zenin nonsense, but he also fears being made that vulnerable again. So Gojo does this thing where he simultaneously looks for other Tojis while mercilessly destroying anything that resembles Toji. The go to example of this is:
The cursed tools capable of piercing Infinity have been personally dealt with by Gojo so another Toji incident won't happen again. It's a reasonable trauma response all things considered. What's unreasonable was his treatment of Miguel whose Cursed Technique (CT) mimics Toji. (Though it doesn't seem like it was ever activated in full during their fight.)
Despite part of that beatdown being racially motivated, Miguel's Black Rope did remind Gojo of Toji's Inverted Spear of Heaven, hence him getting rid of it. So while Gojo has enough respect for Miguel as a strong individual he can trust with training his students, there's that underlying fear from being too much like Toji. (Tbh Gojo being wary of his build is similar to how unnerved he was by Toji's physical prowess too.)
Now that we've established Gojo's weird relationship with Toji ghosts, back to Hanami. The first thing he notices about them is how good they are at hiding their presence and running away. Who else specializes in that kind of stealth? Toji.
So while Gojo is excited to have someone who might be his equal again, the fact that they're enemies has Gojo jumping straight to Hollow Purple to get rid of that threat. I don't think it's a coincidence the damage Hanami and Toji receive looks similar side by side.
And going to their fight in Shibuya, Gojo does something really weird to this curse that resembles Toji—he puts Limitless down. It was a bait tactic for sure, but it's almost like he is forcibly reliving his trauma. Toji first attacked when he turned Limitless off and from behind. And here Gojo turns it off again, and puts his back to the not-Toji.
But unlike with Toji, he senses when Hanami goes for him and turns around to torment and kill them. The cruelty with which he deals damage to Hanami exceeds even that of Jogo. It feels like he's using them as some kind of emotional punching bag where this time he kills the Toji before everything goes wrong.
I think his facial expressions being a more monstrous version of the ones he made while fighting Toji supports this theory as well. Gojo makes weird frog faces during the Sukuna fight, but they're just nowhere near this unhinged.
This could also be why he looks so upset after they're dead. Yes he killed the Toji, but now he doesn't have that rival. (Wow it's just like Sukuna being upset at the toys he broke.)
#cactus yaps#Sukuna also obliterating anything that's potentially stronger than him is also interesting.#Crushing Megumi Mahoraga and Gojo as threats despite very clearly admiring them as potential equals.#Gojo and Sukuna really are twin flames.#Anyways I love Jogo and Hanami so much. They're both so impactful to the story in their own ways.#gojo satoru#fushiguro toji#hanami#jjk spoilers#jujutsu kaisen#asks
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Minor Seawing character for the Ghostflames Story (I haven’t posted for a bit so here💥💥)
#wings of fire#twin flames wof au#wof#twin flames wof art#wof art#wof oc#wof ghostflames story#boa created
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These two tattoos are the more similar of the bunch. It's mantras to embrace life's uncertainties. To be free of worry.
It's reminders to be present and let go of what has happened.
It's the state of ataraxia. Something Sydney and Carmy battle with, that mental cloud that keeps them from contentment because they're holding their breaths, waiting for the other shoe to drop and focusing on past hurts, waiting for what ifs to come to fruition.
Throughout the show, we observe a constant state of anxiety. However, there are moments of contentment, such as the scene where Carmy experiences a panic attack but feels free of worry upon seeing and hearing Sydney. During the under the table scene, Carmy and Sydney release their worries about the future and embrace their doubts together. This acceptance of the unknown and their presence in the moment unites them. They accept that they can not predict what will happen on opening night, and it allows them to find peace in the present.
This story shows us that these two individuals carry past wounds and are uncertain about their futures. However, when they're together, they're able to reach a state of being free from all of it, allowing them to breathe and simply exist without any burdens holding them back. But it only happens when they focus on their relationship...
This is what falling in love looks like.
#that's the story storer is telling#soulmate energy#twin flames?#some kind of supernatural elements to this ship#sydcarmy#carmy x sydney#fate has brought them together
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In the heart of the Sea of Colors, a mystical realm unfolded. Dreams and wishes swirled like vibrant currents, carried by the gentle waves of Pure Love.
Aria, a curious mermaid, dwelled in the shimmering caves, surrounded by glittering treasures and secrets whispered by the sea. She longed to unite with her Merman counterpart, Echo, whose harmonious voice resonated deep within her soul.
One day, a radiant gateway materialized, beckoning Aria to the realm of Twin Flames. As she swam through the shimmering portal, time and space dissolved, and she found herself in Echo's embrace.
Together, they danced amidst the kaleidoscope of colors, their love sourcing the waves. Happiness overflowed, and generosity filled the sea. The mermaid and Merman duo unlocked the gates of unity, welcoming kindred spirits to join their celebration.
In this boundless ocean, creativity flourished. Dreamweavers crafted vibrant tapestries, and musicians composed symphonies that harmonized with the waves. The Sea of Colors became a sanctuary where love knew no bounds, and imagination soared.
Aria and Echo's love continued to ignite the sea, inspiring others to find their twin flames. As the mermaid's song echoed through the waves, she whispered:
"In the Sea of Colors, dreams unfold,
Wishes bloom, and love never grows old.
Time and space entwine,
Pure love fuels the waves, heartbeats align."
And so, the enchanting realm remained, a testament to the transformative power of love and creativity, where the Sea of Colors forever shimmered, awakening hearts and imagination.
TLW/Lumious
#poetry#love#thoughts#wisdom#poem#rap#words#within#spilled ink#inspirit#imagination#Twin flames#Soulmates#Colors#Sea#Gates of love#mermaid#Merman#timeless#inspiration#guides#short story#MAI
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Fuck you.
For making feel loved.
For dancing with me to the sound of the waves as we watched the sunset to shades of purple, orange and blue.
For sitting in my car with me screaming out the lyrics to all our favorite songs while we couldn’t keep our hands off each other.
For the mornings doing nothing but staring into each others eyes, pouring our souls out like honey.
For the way you said my name during sex and the eye contact that made me believe god existed.
For loving every inch of my skin.
For kissing all my scars and actually holding a space to listen to the fucked up trauma that took me there.
For being the sweetest love I ever knew and melting you with kisses while you were doing mundane tasks around my house.
For being one of the best friends I ever had, laughing until 3am and making spontaneous runs for our favorite food.
For being just as angry that someone did me that fucking dirty, and holding me while I cried about what I had lost.
For not thinking of me when you told me you loved me when we didn’t even know what we were doing.
For making me fall in love with you, and you begging me to tell you just how I felt. So I finally did, and you had tears in your eyes because you couldn’t even believe that someone loved you so much.
For that same conversation when I told you I push people away when I’m scared and I never wanted to do that to you.
For saying with the purest, most genuine, loving tone “Look at me love, instead of that, can you promise me you’ll talk to me instead?”
I kissed you like I had finally found safety. I finally had somewhere soft to land.
For reassuring me with “Good, because if you can do that, we can get through anything.”
For realizing you weren’t ready,
after all that.
For letting my guard down thinking someone might actually put me first. That maybe I could finally be soft, and stop carrying this weight in my chest that has slowly suffocated me over the years.
For making me believe that you would stay.
For leaving anyway.
Fuck you.
#writing#poem#lost love#literature#love story#poetry#romance#mentally exhausted#mental health#reading#summer#crush#limerance#twin flame#ciggeratesaftersex#heartbreak#why am i like this#fuck#poems on tumblr#lovers#bpd awareness#bpd thoughts#breakup
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WIP Wednesday 🦋
tagged by @honestlydarkprincess (I fear my progress and the next 2 chapters of can’t help myself (red looks beautiful on you) is too explicit to share 🤭 so heres a snippet from my original Twin Flames)
“Yeah, they’re pretty soft. Pillowy soft, like your lips,” Jake mumbles. He takes another bite of the cookie but stops when he realizes what he said. He slowly chews on the cookie and swallows. “I mean, I- you know what I mean.” Jake shoves another cookie in his mouth, red as a tomato.
Clay grins and goes back to rolling the dough.
“Stop it, Jake,” Clay laughs. He nudges Jake’s hand away when he tries to take another cookie. The touch sent an electric shock through both boy’s hands. A string of shock that sped all the way to their soulmarks.
“Ow,” Jake is shocked at the pain and touches his collarbone. He looks under his shirt but can only see a hint of the angry red skin.
Jake’s been itching at it quite often, the mark looking worse than it really should. Last time he checked in the mirror it looked like his skin was welted and raised and pink around the edges. Now, it looks branded and burned.
Jake figures it must be normal. He doesnt know a lot about this soulmate stuff. He figures he might have to do a little reading to see if he actually is dying. Probably tomorrow. Or next week. He’d ask Clay but he always acts weird anytime he brings anything up about soulmates, almost hopeful maybe. Like he’s just waiting for the day for Jake to finally find his soulmate. Maybe Clay already found his and he was wrong about all this soulmate stuff after all. If he did he didn’t tell Jake about it.
Jake wanted his soulmate to be Kayla. He was really hoping it was her. But when is he ever that lucky? If Kayla was his soulmate, he would want Clay to know. Jake thought they told each other everything. It’s not like he’s ever seen a soulmark on Clay though. To be fair, he doesn’t think Clay’s seen his mark either. Maybe if he showed him his mark, told him he found his soulmate… Clay’s not only seen his mark but he’s touched it. He’s been acting kind of weird ever since. Jake not too far off either though. Puberty sucked.
“Clay-”
Clay looks at Jake, stirring his ingredients in the bowl.
“Yeah, Jake?”
Jake wants to tell him, but for some reason he can’t get the words out. Why is this suddenly so hard? He’s just telling his best friend he found his soulmate. If it’s not Kayla, then it has to be Clay. It made sense if it were him.
Clay stops his stirring and turns his entire body towards him. “Jake? Are you okay?”
“Um…”
“Yeah?” Clay steps closer to him and touches his arm, his brow furrowed.
Suddenly Jake feels like he can’t breathe. Clay is just there, in his space. And now he can’t think straight and all he can see is Clay. It’s always Clay. He sees his blonde hair, his powdered cheeks, his soft pink lips. He remembered the way they felt when he kissed him. They were so warm against his own. He feels dizzy. He then feels Clay’s hand on the warm skin of his face and Clay’s lips are moving, but no sound is coming out.
Jake takes a few steps back and it’s like breathing air for the first time.
“What?”
“Do you feel sick? It’s not the cookies, is it?”
“No, Clay your cookies are delicious. I dont know. Vertigo.”
“But youre okay?”
“Yeah, Cleat. Dont worry about me.”
Clay smiles at the nickname and turns back to the counter. “You’re my so-” Clay pauses and frowns. “Um-” Clay looks at Jake again and fakes a smile. “You’re my best friend. Of course I worry.”
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Heroin addiction hello,
this is me my name is heroin, I am more expensive than gold, but you will pay more for me. I’m like a diamond you want me you you wanna wear me you wanna wear me all over your body you wanna be me you wanna be inside my body, you want me to take the pain away like a hug like a hug used to do like a kiss like being in love used to, my name is Cherry and I’m a heroin addict I’m not some 12 stepper I kind of wish I was so I kind of wish I didn’t get the vibe that it was a cult , but maybe it is but who said all Colts are bad well this person right here was see. I’m also autistic I have a strong time of the past, I’ll tell you what this addiction has taken everything away from me. Let’s go back and let’s go back to 10 years ago. Roughly let’s go to the 3rd of December 2012 when I met this man who to this day, I can’t get out of my head see this man🕰️ introduced me to this awful awful thing, but at the same time he kept me away distance control. Yes I get it on the first night I met this man me off my feet. I was telling him about my situation ship and he was very compassionate. He was very understanding and it sort of Started there and went on the next five years, I was hooked line and sinker .
So the first night I met this man he was with my friend I met with, and I can still tell you everything about it that night it had to be one of the best nights of my life as I sit here now with tears in my eyes, five years later, I remembering things when I write, I wanted to be writer when I write I want to I remember And I started my life story again I’ve been with him for awhile see you inspired me be a bad person being with me and made me wanna be better and we had this little secret but let’s go back to the question because I’m very good at track no drugs happened it was just drinking Maybe smoking weed because I did back then but I was just talking it was like talking to someone I’d know my whole life and when you’re autistic this doesn’t happen often I hadn’t been diagnosed then but he had both bonded over the fact that we both had personality disorders and that we didn’t fit into society boxes, but now as I see it, I see it. I do but This man had a complete control over me. He had literally just had a baby with somebody who he’d been with for 10 years. He told me it was over, but yet they just had a baby a month prior premature, I didn’t want to take this woman’s man I didn’t want to take away this father, so I said don’t chase me, so on the days that he saw his child up at the hospital still, he would come back really quickly like he hadn’t even been there at all. I know that he had a premature baby. Yes I do I don’t know the whole truth of it I never will Until years though, when I spoke to his ex and I still don’t know the whole truth and why the fuck should she have to tell me anyway but all night he painted her is a villain same as I did with my ex yes as a personality disorder, everyone else is a bad guy You never the bad guy until it all comes tumbling down and you hate yourself and you wanna cut yourself or burn yourself so I trigger on this post but I have to say this I have to be honest with myself I must’ve liked it the fact that my family my family was born into because I don’t have kids that’s another sad part of this story is, I can’t Maybe it’s sick but there you go. They treat this man as an outcast just as much as I treated me as an outcast. I feel he wasn’t allowed to my sisters birthday party even though my sister was married to a literal word rapist still in prison for it now, and all the other sick things he did And my ex or right through this, of course I’ve noticed can also see crazy people who are crazy can always see crazy and others. Neurotypical are very selfish people. The first time I met him. He didn’t use her when he told me about it. apparently he told me about it and anyway I told him not to choose me over his child. Anyway he did we were texting all the time I was texting him. He was writing me love i never had this in my entire life. He literally swept me off my feet and the good thing that happened at the beginning of our relationship was that I went away for a week two days after we met Which made me want him more and vice versa now he probably did stuff I’ve heard he might of he’s married now to this girl. He slagged off for years and shagged. The sister who is 17 when we were together together what we broke up we didn’t properly broke up, but we broke up This is where the comes in we’re living in accommodated living for people who are not very well addicts mentally ill and so on. Anyway, many of the nights I would sneak into his room through the window or he sneak into mine and would lie bad faith, even if there was cameras. Oh he hasn’t asked your random stuff like this and I’ll be like it has. I’ve gone to bed, and obviously it was the most exciting time of my life. I was 23 years 22 years old and absolutely in love. Yes I know they got married at the age of 17 but it wasn’t part. Of course it was in my res autistic and everything was always more dramatic. The next time I’m bigger and better also I thought crazy so we end up getting kicked out of this facility I live there for a year I hadn’t really stayed there. I’d stayed in my mum, still even though she di
So things got out of hand that I’ve got made homeless I’m looking back now I thought it was so unfair and at the time I thought it was unfair. People who got made homeless shouldn’t have got made home as really people who this is all they had and the man I’m with now With living in the shed house with my ex there is four of the houses two of them staffed two of them not! so my partner was in a house without staff and then got put into the room next to me in the staff house which I was in me and my partner and I said maybe it was a distraction from my ex and his past, I will never know the full extent of.
So heroin heroin you ask how did it come into it well slowly that’s what I’ll say slowly he came back one day in a really really bad mood. This is before we got kicked out and started smoking on the bed. I’ve never been a situation I’ve been around hard before and it made me very uncomfortable, especially because I hadn’t touched them so I felt embarrassed and obliged this time I didn’t. I felt safe I felt safe with him. I just did so here it goes we move out and by this point before I go with him I will say I was addicted to sleeping pills on and off and opiates pill, but only pills so I sort of being there, but I wasn’t in the world of dealers drug addicts, horrible people debt, losing friends, and emotionally and because of the addiction. No nothing was that bad yet was destined for this maybe probably who knows I don’t I don’t even know so I will never forget the day I did it because it made life, so like it made sense for the first time in my life. It just made sense everything fit into place. Everything was like this is what it’s meant to be and this is how I should feel it wasn’t overwhelming how I thought it was meant to be, and this is how it traps you guys so don’t do it, it just felt like I had found the key to a door that had been locked 22 years and I had found that key. Obviously not a drug use. very narcissistic you really don’t think it’s gonna be you you just don’t you don’t think it’s going to be you in 1 million years even when you told me all these things via my ex when he told me this is what it’s like. I’m depressed now I can’t feel without it sex drive it fuck it fuck the way you connect with people you lose that connection and when you’re autistic anyway that is hard to have by the beginning it makes that all possible it makes you have emotion it makes you connect it makes you feel like you are invincible, and I always thought the word heroine became from the hero within, it kind of makes sense, wouldn’t it.
So the first time I used it, I smoked it we were living in one of his friends house in the spare bedroom that was freezing cold and the guy was addicted to it. The wife wasn’t they had two children. They had three children but the two children were in the room next to the dad, who is addicted really bad day and ill And this was the first place I used it they thought I was just normal. They didn’t think I touched so when I asked to try it one time when I got kicked off Valium which as you know it’s not very good I’ve got put on after a bad experience. Grape grape by my ex, and it was a short term thing, but I felt awful and I was hallucinating and I was in a really weird way and I also still appealed from my other exes house which led me to be really drooling and off my head and not remembering things in this house anyway, so that’s where I first tried it and for that year when we were living from house to house of people and Sophie spare rooms whatever, was the most exciting time of my life. It was an adventure that I’ve never been in. It was some kind of life experience that I needed for that time, but it led to this really scary time that I live in now so would I take it back? I’m not too sure i’ll lose all these memories, but then I won’t be attached to it so much either. Yeah I’d probably take it because the people I know now I really don’t wanna know I’m telling you something, there’s a lot of really dodgy men in this world who will try and proposition you for sex for money or they will try and do things to you the amount of times I’ve had men do things to me that dodgy sexually, I can’t even fathom it’s very sad, no one should have to go through that. made me feel so protected from the heroin all of it the relationship with that felt amazing, We lived from moment to moment we bonded so deeply our moon 🌙 signs very compatible. we shared everything let’s say so in the five years 2 1/2 of them are good 2 1/2 of them really bad but let’s say this was really severe case of grooming two that felt good though it felt really good because it came with the drugs and it came with the reward system that your brain creates of Doberman, but after a while your break your brain needs a pleasure and reward centre to survive. It’s like breathing it felt amazing. I felt so good every time I felt so good he he controlled my habits so I didn’t get too bad so I would get high probably off. Let’s say £10 worthb or £20 worth a day, maybe less let’s say less.
Eventually, my family obviously found out because I’m a very honest person and I like why did you say that I’ve noticed addicts are very dishonest people, scum of the Earth and I can’t stand them and they can’t stand me either. They do not like me and I think my ex knew this about them that they wouldn’t like me because he did all the messaging and calls to these people I didn’t know these people were so uptight about a text message, but they are absolutely ridiculous, I wasn’t used to this level of paranoia unless it was in your mind none of these people give a shit about you. I’m talking as 33-year-old me now and not 22-year-old man. It’s been over 10 years can you believe it because I can I mean it could be another lifetime ago and it could be yesterday 22-year-old didn’t know about this. Didn’t know this rule it’s uptight don’t do that and I honestly I hate these people honestly I’m miserable it’s not good for me I’m constantly sad,😔 yeah I mean the end of last year I going to join this astrology course and I have a teacher now at this woman I listen to for years on YouTube who I love I love her way of teaching listening to her on YouTube she was so good at going into it all. I looked up with Darkside zodiac and I found her but anyway I’m gonna tell her I lost friends in my opinion, so basically when I was younger, I was a bit of a goody-goody so that transition into hard-core addict who thought she was Courtney Love and Kurt Cobain with her boyfriend was obviously a massive shock to my friends and family I’m guessing constantly asking for money this day,
They didn’t realise this world opened up, a whole box of things that made me feel better, but a whole shit load of a basement full of crap that came with it. They won’t so yeah, I was a goody goody I didn’t really drink. I didn’t do this I didn’t do that, but I was fun. I was a happy shy girl And I would join in and have a laugh with my friends we would get the stone high part when I used to bring school in into school my sister’s part into my friend and he smoked I didn’t even smoke. Then I didn’t even feel the pressure to smoke. So yeah this was a massive personality change I guess so I always went from group group I was always a bit of a drifter.! point of sticking a needle in my arm, I wasn’t bad in fact I was the opposite of a bad arse you could say but as he has went on things happened and you meet people, my best friend who I be my best friend from the age of 10 made her be my best friend until she agreed. She was my best friend from me from me, her being sick of me, trying to ask it probably so I made my first love through her years later 18 years old and he was just schizophrenic and I even got warned off him which was probably the right idea cause this is where my first mental break happened a few years after that so this is why is slowly threatened to do law, and my personality was really changing, and I guess it was very scary for the people around me, so I’d have relationships with people friends whatever, but it always felt forced with this man. It never felt forced. It felt natural, and he would convince me that these people wanted to hurt me, or they weren’t good enough for me or they for I wasn’t good enough for them. He was very clever very very very clever he had me believing all of this shit and so it still this day is in and I can’t get rid of and I think anyone who’s been in a abusive relationship will feel this.
I have put a lot of pressure on my family. I feel like I am loving girl but I don’t have a family like the rest of them all my sisters have children. My brother is happy in a relationship. He is with someone for 11 years and he was very very happy even though he’s my older brother he sometimes feels like my younger brother because he’s so more innocent and I was innocent like he was too Very similar. In fact he was more of a rebel than I was saying I think I wanted to rebel so badly because I never had the opportunity. I mean the first guy I slept with gave me herpes if you want to talk about bad luck, but I thought it was a bad ass then because I was going out of a guy from Bangladesh who was a Muslim who had a restaurant well he didn’t have the restaurant who I was fucking in his restaurant And I thought I was cool. I was getting free curries and then I went to the next shop up the road and it was a Turkish guy who had a gorgeous green eyes. I was obsessed with being in love and not with English man. I thought English men were trash they never fancied me in school. I never had boyfriends, and I lost my virginity at 16.
 so my friends now anyway, who I lost I’ve tried to bring back into my life but they’re not perfect either. I’m not saying they’re perfect but they weren’t drug Alex and we weren’t into people like that. They don’t know anything about people like that when I tell them about the things that have been degraded too, I’m in the last three years I didn’t leave my house because of a sexual assault kind of thing again And it’s very very scary so they couldn’t understand it or comprehend. They didn’t know why I was agitated. They didn’t know why I couldn’t meet up with them till sad times. They didn’t know why I didn’t pick up my phone they didn’t know why I called them at weird hours they didn’t understand it they didn’t understand why I wanted money they didn’t understand why I didn’t have this. They didn’t understand the people that knew I get it. I wish I didn’t even guys They see it though they see what happened, but then I did have one very abusive friend who is a Gemini and she would send me essays with you sometimes and this was before I got with Matt! she could still be very nasty I mean when I got her, she was like really rude about that and telling people I mean what kind of friend does that anyway so she comes and stay with me after a few years of me being with him and we have a nice time. Kind of have a good time, I’m still happy because I’m with him well I think I am anyway she comes down with fake note she was like can you use it cause she knew the olive. It was a bit backwards compared London I was like yeah probably be fine anyway one day we walked into town and I call her from upstairs from my exes flat and she looks horrified on that. Oh God here we go and she looked up annoyed anyway she’s there and a few days later, she’s all happy happy all on her phone and a good mood God. I wish I felt like her with making weed and I was being very paranoid and that’s when I stopped because I’d started smoking crack at this point because my ex couldn’t do heroin any more fuck from injecting and I hated cocaine. I just did it because he did it and he wanted me to owe him money. A lot of these drug addicts Connell is too so you owe the money I offend this. Well I’m too good for it and I know I’m so good for it and I wanna meet the other people who are not like this who are not con artists ! so she is high and she’s like don’t you feel so amazing I didn’t but I pretended yeah for great anyway she doodled all over this night and then she goes he go you can have it as she left to go home. I was like cheers can’t use it for shit now but thanks 🧑🎨.
Chapter 1
#twin flame#leo and pisces#astro observations#astro placements#astro community#astrology#astrology observations#astro notes#astroblr#fypage#pisces#leo#love story#i love him#scorpio south node#leo south node#cancer moon#Scorpio moon#narcissistic personality disorder#anti social personality disorder#adult autism#actually bpd
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Come Home
Come Home is a story by Emmitt L.T. Thatcher! They have worked on this for a year or so, and was inspired by works like:
Project Ember by 2am Animations (Capcut and YouTube)
Percy Jackson and the Olympians(and all subsequent books/series) by Rick Riordan (Books)
Greek Mythology
The Chronicles of Narnia by C.S. Lewis (books)
Emmitt made sure to incorporate a lot of diversity into their story, such as;
People of color
LGBTQIA+ characters
Characters with trauma/PTSD
Different body types
*Emmitt does not have PTSD and they are not a POC, nor do they claim to be either. If you have tips on how to write characters who are these things, please tell them.
Come Home is a fantasy novel with side romance and a lot of work and time put into the story making.
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Let's meet the characters! Feel free to ask Emmitt about any of them, they will happily answer your questions.
Icarus "Russ" FLARE, 20 years old (He/him)
Russ is the main character of Come Home. He's a transgender pansexual male who has trauma from being in a war as a child. He is Clanae, a species special to Come Home, which are sort of like elves from pop culture. He is the main translator for the cast, as he knows how to read and speak both Clanae and Celvin.
Jason "Jace" Notch, 23 years old (He/him)
He is one of the main characters and is Icarus' love interest for most of the book. Across the book, we will find out that Jace might not be the loving, compassionate, and kind man we know him to be. He is a gay man and he has minor PSTD from his abusive childhood. He is a Celvin, which is the name for humans in Come Home.
Sera(Seh-rah) Pérez, 25 years old (She/her)
She is one of the main characters and is a sister figure to Icarus. She is a transgender lesbian female and she gets jealous easily. She was the person who took Icarus in when he had nobody. She is a Celvin.
Kyre(Kai-uhr) Snowe, 26 years old (They/them)
They are one of the main characters and is Sera's love interest for most of the story. They are a nonbinary bisexual. They are a Celvin, but they are learning how to read Clanae. They are one of the least developed in the story, but Emmitt is working on writing more of them.
Lacy Dexter, 32 years old (She/They)
Lacy is a side-main character and she is the commander of the Clanae army. She is a demiromantic and demisexual woman. She is Clanae and she is the oldest of the entire cast. She has mastered Clanae magic, but prefers her bow and sword.
Asher Dexter, 32 years old (He/they)
Asher, like his sister Lacy, is a side-main character. He's an asexual omniromantic man. They are the second oldest and is Lacy's twin, being just a few minutes younger than her. He is a Clanae and is learning Celvin. He has mastered Clanae magic, but is the least recognized as strong. He is Kyre's best friend and Mateo's ex-partner.
Mateo Raine, 30 years old (He/him)
Mateo is one of the antagonists and is Celvin, however, he understands Clanae and can read it. He has mastered Victorian Fire, the Celvin's magic, and he is an omnisexual man. Emmitt has two ways his story could go; either the main cast defeat him in some way, or he gets redeemed somehow.
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Emmitt is also planning on an event where you can ask the Come Home characters about themselves and how they act, etc. Again, feel free to ask about CH or it's characters if you feel so inclined!
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Links to CH things on Emmitt's main blog:
Questions they answered
Song
Royal AU
A scene they're writing
Their sister's oc
Lore sneak-peak
Draft
Brief rundown of series
More questions
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AND YOU SAY IT'S NOT POSSIBLE...well ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE...!!!! 💜💜😳 (I can't wait for all of you to see him when of course, Sir decides to show himself to everyone) 😍🤗💜
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More Twin Flames! 🕯️ Thinking of an occasional skeleton look for him since he is a demon. I took this pose/fit from the inspiration for his character. 💀 The inspo is an actor. If you’ve seen the picture or think you recognize who he is, can you guess who the inspo is? 💙🧡
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