#tw vaping/smoking

[correctproseka]

hi its me again

(nomad rambler, also trans an rambler)

one of your recent reblogs reminded me of the lore i have for ena in my story so im gonna ramble about that for a bit if thats okay

(tw child abuse,brief self harm mention)

so in my story ena is physically abused by shinei, he tries not to leave marks (bc when he does akito gets angry and steps in, and as the preferred child shinei is reluctant to hit akito like he does ena) but that doesnt stop him from being very verbally/emotionally abusive to both kids (ena being the oldest gets it worse)

in my story, the shinonomes got into a minor car accident when ena was still young and everyone was thankfully mostly unharmed but ena does suffer from chronic back and leg pain due to it, something that shinei always pressured ena into keeping to herself. kinda like mafumom i think shinei would be kinda big on appearances so if your in pain, if your suffering or struggling, dont show it (and ena with her temper is not the best at keeping it all in) she learned the hard way, early on, to show no pain (i think this gave her a high pain tolerance)

then puberty hits and she learns that she has endometriosis, had a reaaaally bad period one day where she literally couldnt leave bed and shinei just kept berating her and trying to push it while shes literally laying there sobbing and this leads to her later getting on a birth control to make it more managable/less frequent so she could still function and though she hates to admit it, its also partially so she can keep up the appearance of being strong

throughout all this btw shinei is gaslight gatekeep girlbossing shinomom into believing that ena is just an angsty teen, keeping her mostly blind to the shit he puts ena through. mom does her best to check in and still be there but thanks to shinei and all the deception ena never fully relies on her and makes their relationship strained as hell

few months after mafuyu runs away ena just packs a bunch of her shit, asks to have a sleepover at mizukis and just deadass never returns (a plan she discussed at length with akito, first intending to leave together but in the end akito reassures her that its okay if she leaves first and reveals his plan to escape off to vivid street that same week. they keep in very frequent contact throughout everything and yea they still fight but they also have each others back more than anyone else)

as ena adjusts to the new living situation mizuki is able to notice all the things enas been fighting to keep secret for so long, the chronic pain, the smoking habit (girl vapes like a chimney or smth idk im bad at lingo), the numerous faded bruises and scars, the more raw recent scars.

bit by bit mizuki helps ena to start trying to unlearn the shit shineis forced on her and also encourages her to allow herself some vulnerability; they help ena to get a cane for days when the pain flares up, get ena more comfortable with visibly being in pain and also with publicly using her cane (it always makes ena feel weird because shes so young and can power through jus fine she doesnt need the assistance, but she realizes those are shineis thoughts not her own)

its also thanks to mizuki that ena realizes hes genderfluid and starts to change up her wardrobe to match that better and just all in all, running away kinda helped ena find his inner peace. hes still got a quick temper but its alot easier to refrain now that shes properly tendong to herself, even if its really hard some days

im at the part in my story now where ena and akito are dragging each other and their mom to family therapy to work through things because after both the kids ran away mom struggled to find the courage to finally ask questions and see beyond shineis abuse of the whole family and went through with divorcing him, getting her own place income and getting herself together and now she just really wants to make amends with her kids for letting herself be blinded to so much for so long

Are. Are you gonna write that because holy shit anon /pos. Id so read it.

Also while you said Akito was Shinei's favorite kid, i agree and i say that Ena was actually the favorite before shit actually went down with the shinonomes

And i actually like these kind of aus because while it'd be ooc for canon Shinei to hit them, both Akito and Ena have signs of being physically abused, such as their first reaction to having a panic attack is usually violence (Akito punching Toya at the start of the game, everything that mentions Ena hitting Akito through middle school when she was going through it™) so it just makes sense with their personalities

Also, my own hc is that Mizuki would be the one who vapes in niigo, she does not care about her own life and feels too coward to do smth abt it other than try to waste her life away with vaping/smoking. Probably future/adult Mafuyu would too. Ena would drink a lot though.

[cupidl0vesy0u]

I can’t believe Tommyinnit would do that 😞

Seeing this got so many likes, EVERYONE COMMISSION ME! >:3

[my-autism-adhd-blog]

TW: Addiction and alcoholism

Autism and Alcohol

Neurodivergent_lou

[bluenettetheclown]

If Geeta asks its a water in the vape

Wallpaper pattern is royalty free from vector pattern.com

[jiraisupportgroup]

[one-time-i-dreamt]

My fiancé had a special little frog that would go to sleep every night curled up on top of his head. I was more concerned about the fact that every drug had been legalised, and that it was oddly difficult to buy a vape without also buying some magic mushrooms.

[lycanpunk666]

This might really be old fashioned but I really like smoking (in art. Artistically. Irl I hate the smell and it sucks and it’s bad) as a way to play with light and color, to show addiction/self destructive habits…. Intimacy, routine (even when that routine is unhelpful or harmful)… Social pressure…

[misscloudiedays]

His name is Rat and he’s a magical girl companion

[nearestend]

returning to the inbox in a moment, but quick question for the dash first. if your muse vapes, what's their flavour of choice? optional bonus question, what's the grossest vape flavour you have ever seen or tried? need to know for science

[r1poutmygvtz]

ok so i know this is early but i think my new year's resolution is gonna be for me to get sober, maybe not completely but sober enough that i only smoke or drink on the weekends or whenever i'm with other people instead of using it to cope with how i feel, maybe i'll try to stop vaping too

ramble about my plans, how long i've been smoking/vaping for, and my past with alcohol below cut because for some reason i feel like telling y'all

i think i'm gonna throw out all my old carts and vapes and give all my pipes/weed stuff i have to my mom so she can keep me away from it before then

i'm not gonna tell anyone my plan tho so if i get weed for my birthday and/or christmas again then i'll attempt to only smoke at night to help me sleep and maybe during the day but only to help me get stuff done, im really hoping i can actually get sober tbh, i've been thinking about it for months but haven't had the mental strength to stop

i've already gotten sober from alcohol tbh, or at least enough that i'm happy with it and it rarely crosses my mind, the first time i remember drinking and knowing what i was doing + the first time i blacked out was when i was 9, there was a time when i was like 14 that i was drinking nearly everyday before i decided to cut back to only drinking with other people, i ended up quitting completely when i was 15 and i stayed sober for about 5-6 months before i got horribly depressed and ended up relapsing, that was nearly a year ago and since then i've been drinking only on the weekends and at some events where i'm allowed to, maybe with a few days of slip ups where i stole some and drank alone but that really only during the first few months after relapsing and i stopped doing that like 6-7 months ago

i've been vaping since i was like 8/9, not very consistently at first but after like 12/13 i started doing it either daily or every other day and that's how it's been since, i honestly don't think i've gone more than 5 days without vaping (last time i tried to quit, about a year and a half ago) in like 4 and a half years so that's gonna be extremely hard to quit

i first smoked less than a month after turning 13 and i only did that like once or twice until i turned 14, i dont remember how much but i do know i got my first cart back then, when i turned 15 it was really only a weekend thing with my bsf at first but then i went on a 3 week bender, after that i quickly got addicted and two months later i went on my longest/worst bender that was 4 days short of being 19 weeks long, as of posting this tho i've been sober for 4 days (after a 3 week bender but yk)

[5quidgirl]

Unfortunately you can only vote for one but feel free to elaborate in the tags on who you think would smoke weed

[daintyca1s]

I wish I could have a cigarette rn 😔

[harveybwabbit92]

[Spark doll au/soulmate au: Zoffy wakes up next to Man to find R/n missing, which isn't out of the ordinary considering her job as a detective keeps her up late sometimes, but that's not why he's awake.

Zoffy carefully pulls away from Man and sneaks outside and reaches into his pocket space for his hidden pack of cigarettes (Man doesn't like smoking) and is walking to the front parking lot trying to light the one in his mouth when he freezes.

Zoffy looks up and sees R/n sitting on the lot's cement fence vape in hand, the two stare at each other awkwardly for a few moments before Zoffy speaks up.]

Zoffy: I won't say anything if you don't.

{R/n as she blows a large cloud of strawberry scented smoke into the air.]

R/n: Deal.

[Later when a suspicious Man asked where the two of them had gone off to? Zoffy and R/n nervously held up a tray coffee and a box of donuts, two decided to grab breakfast while they were outside that being out and around other people- hopefully; dulled smell their dark secret, it seemed to work considering Man didn't mention any strange smells coming from them.]

[homosexualasstransbian]

Hi, please fund my ass and give me money for more vapes please please please please please please please please please please please.

[ejnuyc]

dsmp!quackity and dsmp!charlie have a heartfelt moment after a long day of work

hi i made a fic its totally serious and well written

im proud of it everyone please comment and kudos

[jerrymark1]

Amazing vape shop