#tw saneism

[midnight-soulless-system]

"That's so psychotic" "Lol I'm so delusional about him" "Look at the crazy freak" "She's literally insane"

SHUT UP!! SHUT UP SHUT UP!! And fuck you.

If you say you're delusional about someone and then get upset when I say "yeah same" and you freak out because I actually have delusions? Fuck you.

If you call people insane and then think schizophrenics are just mediums and blessed by visions? Fuck you.

If you call people "psychos" or "psychotic" when they're just doing something you disagree with? Double fuck you from both the psychotic and ASPD community.

And if you say "look at that crazy freak"? Fuck you. I hope that one day you get treated like one of those "crazy freaks". I hope you understand what it feels like, and I hope you fucking change.

[rachymarie]

Tryna get advice for anything to do with your own schizospec disorder on Google be like:

"tHe 4 SuBtYpEs:" "PaRaNoiD sChiZoPhReNiA" "Healthline" "WebMd" "My schizophrenic mother was an abusive a-hole so now i will NEVER trust another schizospec again"

We get that you are hurting but we are not your mum and we are hurting too!

[psychotic-system-culture-is]

Psychotic System Culture is...

"<current fronter>, stop swatting at nothing! It's not real, and your mother keeps staring at us like we're crazy!"

[where-they-raised-me]

People really need to stop saying “I was stalked on the internet!!!” when said “stalking” is just people engaging with their content that they don’t want being there

Someone reblogging your posts with rebuttals and sending you anon asks about why you’re wrong isn’t stalking, Mikayleigh. YOU posted that shit on the internet to be rebuttaled. It would be stalking if people were saying things about you that they would have no way of knowing from only looking at your blog.

*I* have had a stalker in the past. And I’ll tell you right now, it wasn’t over my dumb Taylor Swift posts on Tumblr. It was a man who followed me home after my psych recovery talk group because to him I was one of the “crazies” he wanted to look at under a microscope like a bug. I’m almost sure that was the reason, anyway.

Unless you have proof that people on this site are actually coming to your place of living and putting actual threats on your safety over your pop star defense posts, stop using “stalking” as deflection for your behaviour. It’s offensive to actual victims of stalking.

[caffeinatedattorney]

My ideal harvey dent / two face tv show would be about harvey grappling with how shit the justice system is. It would be him arriving at the DA's office as an ADA and realizing he has so much power and he can have it taken away. How the people he must prosecute aren't who he thinks they are and often lie for all sorts of reasons. Lies and framing become king, appearances, appealing to the court, the public. It's about bending the rules, breaking them where they can. How much work it all is anyway, how little resolution there is, how long it takes to get things done. The red tape, the costs, all through the lens of Harvey trying to help people he sees as victims and who may or may not be.

Harvey seeing himself as a hero, him trying to understand others points of view, being bribed to get a desired outcome, harvey realizing corruption is everywhere and he can easily participate in it, he's encouraged to, how perception is everything, how his language and priorities have changed to mitigate that.

Harvey talking to a victim of domestic abuse (just like him), and he promises to help them, (innocent) then Harvey makes his case and uses it in court: "he's crazy and a psychopath, your honor. clearly the victim is Mx. X here." Violent language he uses to refer to himself when he's being 'bad', language his dad used to use, language he now uses on Dent Sr, trying to make sense of why bad ppl do bad things.

By the end, the victim is avoiding Harvey and the abuser's sentence isn't that long (he will return). Harvey 'won', yes. He did all the 'right' things, got the conviction, the support and yet... it's not fair, is it? It looks and feels like failure. And this type of work is propellling him to become the next DA. Maybe more power is good right?

The urge to be 'bad' plagues him with full force, give in to his desires. if there are no rules, what stops me from becoming evil? the rules were made to be broken. you've thought about it, haven't you. It's wrong. it's wrong. I won't give in, I can't be them.

Nightmares, being told Bruce is his key ally in the campaign, Harvey hating seeing Bruce that way but it is true, harvey neglecting his relationships including the one with his gf / fiance gilda, Harvey scaring himself in how entangled he's become with politics and the law more than the justice he swore he wanted to enact. Batman doing his own thing that harvey has little control over, Gordon warning him the cops won't like many things he does and should refrain from them.

It doesn't have to end in Two Face but, anyway, Harvey's own psychological + eldritch horror personal silent hill thing and it's harvey turning into someone else and trying to balance what he does, how he sees himself, and what he wants. I want harvey's backstory being central to his behavior and having his own arc mirroring bruce's except we all know how it eventually ends

[gay-jewish-bucky]

wanna see some fucking bullshit?

[expressionless-fr]

damn

[s0fti3w1tch]

Seeing ppl I follow start using "psychos" and "psychopaths" as demeaning vile insults towards genuinely awful evil people while I'm on the verge of a psychotic breakdown is not fucking fun!!! Seriously, fucking don't!!!

[centi-pedve]

peak cluster a advocate, tries to group an inherently abnormal group of people into the normalcy boxes because you want to associate abnormality with moral failure and wrongness, also says "your beliefs are your realities" to a group of people who experience high rates of magical thinking, such as thinking thoughts can affect external reality (uh oh!), and also literally tells a group of people that their inherently irrational responses are actually rational and people ARE out to get them even though ppd doesn't come from legitimate and justified fear, it is inherently irrational

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[pinkxcloudz]

the stupidity of these people is astounding

[psychotic-system-culture-is]

Tw: ableism, syscourse.

Psychotic system culture is people calling you delusional because you support endos, but they're actually right.

📺🐑 (Is that signature available?)

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[expressionless-fr]

th-that'e ableist...

Translation: "A relationship with a person with PPD can look like this"

"×Warning× be very very careful to not marry pwPPD"

bruhhh + no it's not on instagram don't search the username lol

[luxdraconia]

ok actually i’m not done w this yet

anon. you are being INCREDIBLY ableist and saneist.

““tw unreality” pushing it..” as a psychotic person, no it is not? unreality is a huge issue for psychotic spectrum people, because we CANT distinguish that kind of stuff from reality.

“tw chains” “tw running water” trauma and phobias exist. Trauma is a thing. Phobias are a thing. phobias are by definition irrational yes, but still, RESPECT PEOPLE’S BOUNDARIES???

so… you’re ableist! hope this helps anon <3

This take might be Too Hot for The Blog™ but i honestly think that a lot of trigger/content warnings are super unnecessary. Some of them are valid like "tw abuse mentioned" "cw flashing lights" "tw spider" yeah sure but like. "tw unreality" pushing it.. and then there's super unnecessary ones like "tw chains" ??? Tf?? "tw running water"?? Like if u can't handle water sounds I just don't think u should be on the internet sorry.

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[centi-pedve]

a few days ago we went out in public with some people to build rapport with them, still in baby stages of friendship but working on it, and they complimented our sweater so yay. And then we're at the grocery store and these two dudes come up to us and they're like yooo that sweater is from that schizophrenic guy who killed himself right?!?!?! And everyone we're with goes into horrific shock while we just have to stand there cutely and go yes that's the one

[wifegideonnav]

answer under the cut, please don't spoil it for others tho!

"rebuilding" is fake! the others are all, incredibly, real. and most of them are crazier than i was able to fit in the poll answer box. :/

[pinkxcloudz]

many years ago i told my friends (at the time) that i was delusional and actively experiencing delusions. they said they couldn't help and to talk to a doctor. i told my psychiatrist and she said i'm not delusional because "being delusional is believing in things that clearly aren't real" even though that's what i was going through, and even told her as much.

it was a year later, after she retired, that i got access to my records and saw she had diagnosed me with major depressive disorder with psychotic features. i was 14 and had been seeing her since i was about 11 and she lied the entire time. it took even more time for me to be diagnosed as schizospec (this year).

so never tell a psychotic person to "just tell a doctor". if they have genuinely never seeked psychiatric help before, it may, may work. even then, psychs and therapists often will not or cannot help you, malicious intent or not. a lot of psychotic people have been abused by mental health 'professionals', and seeking help is a death sentence in some cases. we are forced on drugs that can have major symptoms, are lied to about the risks, aren't believed, and further abused and neglected by physical health doctors.

calling 988 sometimes doesn't help either if your symptoms are severe and you can't take care of yourself- they will send the police.

we have to carefully pick what to say to avoid being hospitalized, and some of us are hospitalized simply because we're psychotic.

while i do not expect anyone to be able to help someone actively experiencing psychosis- you should educate yourself about the history of psychotic people, past and present. you should ask us how we need to be supported. you should stop recommending to go to a doctor. we know the risks, that's why we don't go.