#tw for movie james and sirius

[tomriddleshoe]

Is it only me or...

[my-castles-crumbling]

movie - @jegulus-microfic - word count: 107 - TW: canon MCD

They were like a movie.

It was what James had always thought. His relationship with Regulus was like every timeless romance movie. Stolen moments and whispered words. Kisses and moans that made them both blush. Forbidden feelings and love that most only dreamed about.

When Regulus left, James stayed positive. He convinced himself: they were like a movie. And in the movies, the lead couple always gets back together. In the end.

It wasn't until he heard Sirius's long, drawn-out, anguished cry; found out from reading the letter he plucked from his best friend's shaking hand:

They were like a movie.

But not a romance.

A tragedy.

[ch0k3herwithaseaview]

@jegulus-microfic | feb 9 movie | word: 521

tw: depression

i’m not very good with trigger warnings and i’m sorry for that so if there’s anything that makes you uncomfortable feel free to point it out

He didn’t like it when it happened. The awful feeling of not being really alive. Normally his medication made him feel better - calmed down anxiety, improved his spirits and on better days made him believe he was worth everything what’s best. But sometimes there were days like this, when he felt like everything was falling apart and someone was judging his every step and he was unlovable and everyone will leave him and he’ll die alone and-

Regulus took a deep, calming breath. It didn’t stop the spiral he was getting himself into, but prevented the tears, that suddenly appeared in his eyes, from spilling. He tucked his legs into his arms, turning into a small, sad ball. Those days mostly looked like that - curled into fetal position under the bedsheets. Today he didn’t even have the energy to take his phone so he could keep his mind occupied. Trying not to cry he went back to sleep.

When he woke up, James was there, running his fingers through Regulus’ hair. As soon as he noticed the younger boy was looking at him, he smiled.

“Hi, Little Star” James said softly. Regulus twisted his lips into something he hoped looked like a smile. “McGonagall got worried when you didn’t show up to her class, so she gave me the day off. She called it ‘boyfriend-care-day’” he laughed lightly at that, but turned concerned almost immediately. “Bad day?” came softly. Regulus just nodded in answer, feeling that his pillow was damp. Was he crying in his sleep? Fantastic.

James moved a little, lying down next to Regulus. He pulled him gently to his chest, wrapping his arms around the black-haired boy's shoulders.

“You are enough, Reggie. And you are so loved by all of us. We’re all so proud of you, you have no idea. Look how far you’ve come - getting out of that house, making up with Sirius, getting help - you should be proud of yourself too” James was whispering to his ear, gently stroking his back. Regulus wrapped his arms around his waist, snuggling closer to him. Oh, how grateful he was for his boyfriend.

“And this day?” James continued “It will be over soon. It’s just one day and then it’ll be better. Tomorrow you’ll wake and probably think ‘Ugh, that was so cringy of me’” Regulus giggled at that. “See, it’s getting better already.”

They laid in comfortable silence for some time, James continued to lightly rub his back while Regulus held him as if he would disappear. After some time, Regulus finally spoke.

“Can we watch something stupid? Like the movie you were talking about last week?”

“Okay, first of all” came James’ feigned indignation “‘Superbad’ is not stupid. Second of all, of course Love, we can do anything you want” he finished, his voice becoming gentle and caring again.

Regulus looked up at him, fully smiling now, thanks to his boyfriend’s antics. He shifted a bit so he could kiss him.

“Thank you for being you and for trying to help every time.” Reg said into James’ mouth, feeling them form into a grin.

“Anytime, Love.”

[fruitcoops]

Dial Drunk

Fic O'Ween Day 1, for the prompt 'First Frost'! Many thanks to @noots-fic-fests for organizing and @lumosinlove for the best characters <3 Have some baby Sirius and James causing Dumo heart failure for your Thursday!

TW drunkenness (silly fun, not angsty)

Pascal enjoyed 20 minutes of a PG-13 movie (the first in three months) before stumbling, out-of-sync footsteps outside his house interrupted his peace. He should have known better than to think a quiet night in would live up to its name.

“Come on, man, work with me—”

“Shh.”

The kids were in bed. Why couldn’t that be enough?

“No, no, why can’t we just go back to your house?”

“Because—”

They had been gems this evening. Dinner passed without a fuss; a FaceTime with their mother riveted them more than a TV show, for once.

“James…”

“Don’t whine at me, god. Can I have my arm back?”

Pascal cursed softly to himself as he rummaged the remote from the couch cushions and paused the movie. Rustling became a scuffle—he opened the door just as the bell rang through the house.

James Potter stared at him, then broke into a broad grin. “Dumo! Hi!”

“Did you read the sign?”

James’ eyes flickered over the doorframe. Pascal got to watch him read the Please Do Not Ring Bell—Infant Inside! in real time. His smile slipped into more of a grimace. “…shit. My bad.”

“Bonjour,” Sirius mumbled blearily, listing into James’ side. “Ça va?”

Pascal sighed. He had been hoping someone on the team would keep an eye on those two. Parties were all well and good until the dynamic duo of poor decision-making was left to their own devices.

“We had fun,” James offered by way of explanation. Sirius’ hiccup jostled them both. “Maybe—maybe a little too much fun.”

“Got kissed on the cheek,” Sirius said with an enthusiastic nod.

The lipstick print on his face was glittery in the porchlight. “Congratulations.”

“Merci.”

Christ above. “Pots.”

James had the decency to look embarrassed. “I know.”

“Are you serious?”

“Non, c’est moi,” Sirius snorted, swaying toward the potted plant at the edge of the stairs. They both reached for him at once; Sirius made a noise of surprise, but was pliable as putty when James coaxed him back out of the danger zone. The sharp tang of alcohol and at least three different perfumes spilled off him in waves. Sirius was doe-eyed when he bent to rest his head on James’ shoulder. “Thanks for bringing me home.”

Pascal arched a brow; James gave Sirius a guilty pat on the back. “Any time, buddy.”

“Are you sure we can’t go back to your house instead?”

“Mhmm.”

Sirius huffed in disappointment. “Why?”

“Because my guest room isn’t unpacked.”

“Can sleep on the couch. Or the floor.”

“Lily’s coming over tomorrow morning.”

Sirius’ groan cracked as he pushed his face into James’ shoulder. “Just put me in the backyard.”

“One of us will turn the hose on you.”

Pascal shook his head and reached out. “Allez, mon fils, let’s get you—"

“You’re so mean,” Sirius complained, still fixated on James. “I don’t want to go home. Dumo’s going to be upset.”

James’ gaze darted to him for a beat. “Pads, no, it’ll be fine.”

“Non.”

Pascal’s stomach sank. “I’m not upset,” he tried, gentling his voice.

But Sirius just nodded. “Yes, he is.”

“Hey.” Pascal prodded his arm. “Hey, petit chou.”

“Don’t like cabbage. Crunchy.”

Pascal exchanged a look with James and fought an eye roll. Without initial surprise clouding his vision, James was clearly only more sober by a slim margin. His glasses seemed determined to balance on the very end of his nose, despite repeated attempts to push them up again. His sneakers shuffled sheepishly on the doormat.

“Just tell me you didn’t drive.”

“I don’t have a car,” Sirius said brightly.

James gave a vigorous shake of his head. “Fuck no, we took an Uber. Are you crazy?”

“Are you drunk?” Pascal countered. Sirius barked a laugh; James’ already-flushed cheeks darkened. A once-over revealed little he didn’t already know, only a comfort in the sense that they both seemed hale and whole regardless of their wobbling.

Oh, to be twenty again.

Pascal inclined his head toward the house and stood aside. “In. Don’t wake the kids.”

An attempt to fit through the door at the same time was admirable, but doomed, as they soon realized after a few seconds of fumbling. James eventually squeezed past with Sirius trotting close behind. Something about it struck Pascal as a particular poetic irony.

“Where’d you end up?”

“Place on sixth.” James’ hands were clumsy on his shoelaces. Sirius observed him for a moment, then kicked his own shoes into the closet still tied.

“Was it fun?”

“Mhmm. Hopping tonight.”

“We left early,” Sirius chimed in. “James said I needed to go home.”

“He’s smart. You should listen to him more.” Listen to me more, he added in his mind as he guided James’ jacket off his flailing arm and nudged Sirius’ phone away from the precarious table edge. Despite their clumsiness, their clear efforts to stay quiet did not go unnoticed. It was a common courtesy that some of the rowdier boys tended to forget.

“D’you want me to—”

“Guest room,” Pascal interrupted, tilting his chin down the hall. “Bathroom’s yours. Advil in the top drawer.”

James took a breath, then paused. “Does it have one of those kid-lock things?”

“Yes.”

He whistled through his teeth. A reluctant nod followed. “Kay. I can handle that.”

“Lame if you couldn’t,” Sirius mumbled.

“Like you’d do better.”

His lazy grin became offense in half a second; his back stiffened under Pascal’s palm. “I could—”

“Quiet,” Pascal reminded him.

“I could,” Sirius repeated in a harsh whisper, jabbing his finger toward James. “And you know it.”

James raised his hands in mocking surrender before raking one through his hair. His glasses had wandered down his nose again, and he gave Pascal a drowsy blink. “I’ll be out by, like, nine tomorrow. Lily’s coming over at eleven, so…y’know. Gotta clean my kitchen ‘n shit.”

“I’m sure she’ll appreciate that,” was Pascal’s response of choice. He was fairly sure noting the late (or rather, early) hour was a poor course of action if he wanted James Potter asleep in the next five minutes.

James squinted at the floor for a few more seconds. “Fuck, I gotta wash my sheets.”

“Go to bed, James.”

“Yeah. Yeah, alright.”

Pascal propped Sirius up on his shoulder as he watched James go. There was a hole in the heel of his sock that was only going to get bigger. James probably wouldn’t throw the thing out until it literally fell off his foot. Maybe it was a good thing Lily was visiting—she always shook some sense into him.

“Dumo.”

Pacal’s stomach swooped. “Are you going to throw up?”

“No,” Sirius snorted, as if the very idea was ridiculous.

“What’s wrong?”

“Nothin’.”

“What do you need?”

“Nothin’.” Sirius wrinkled his nose and stuck his tongue out for a weak raspberry. “English tastes gross. Makes my head hurt. Regulus doesn’t like it, either. Mine is a lot better since because I was here but he’s pratiss—practick—pratique. In school. See? Dumb language.”

“You’re doing a very good job.”

Sirius beamed at him. “Really?”

“Ouais. Much better than I did.”

“Yours is a lot better than mine, though.”

Pacal was glad he didn’t protest the subtle guidance toward the basement stairs, if he noticed at all. “Well,” he began, grunting slightly at the weight imbalance on the first step. “I’ve been in the league for nearly twenty years. You’ll pick it up.”

“I wanna play hockey forever,” Sirius sighed.

“Give it your best, and you’ll do great things.”

Sirius hummed in acknowledgment, though he seemed a little too focused on holding the railing for Pascal to believe it. They edged their way down two more steps before he glanced up again with an astonished look on his face. “You’ve been in the league as long as I’ve been alive?”

Holy Jesus fucking Christ. His tongue went dry and stiff as leather. “I guess I—” Pascal tipped his head toward the ceiling and let a breath siphon through his nose. He should’ve taken James up on the backyard offer. A spray-down with the hose would do Sirius some good. “I hadn’t, ah. Thought about that. Merci.”

“That’s crazy.”

“Isn’t it just?” Perhaps if he asked nicely, Sirius would kick him down the stairs. It would be kinder. He might even hit his head hard enough to forget the entire evening. Where was the shy boy covered in winter’s first frost when Pascal needed him, anyway?

He winced at the thought. As accidentally-devastating as Sirius was with alcohol coursing through his veins instead of common sense, he couldn’t make himself wish for the opposite. They had only just managed to get his shell open; James better than anyone. There really wasn’t a world where he would trade this newfound vibrancy for anything, but—

His lower back panged when Sirius lurched toward his bed. “Woah.”

“Sorry, sorry,” Sirius muttered. “Tired.”

“Je sais.” Pascal shook his head against the glimmers of pain in his vision and made a mental note to ask Remus about that during their next session. “Pajamas, water, then bed.”

“But—”

“Pajamas, water, bed,” he repeated firmly. “Or skip the pajamas. I don’t care.”

Sirius frowned down at himself, scratching at his cheek. Glossy sparkles spread into an amorphous blob. Exasperation pressed against the inside of Pascal’s ribs; he sat Sirius on the edge of his desk and dampened a washcloth in the bathroom, then returned to his side. “Let me see.”

“See what?”

“Your cheek.”

Dark brows knit. “Not hurt.”

“Just—hold on.”

Sirius was flinching back before the cloth even got close. “Hey, hey, non.”

“You’ve got—”

A forceful push to his wrist made him pause. “Non.”

Pascal blinked. “There’s something on your cheek,” he tried. Sirius watched him with strange, alert suspicion. He held both hands palm-up between them and bit the inside of his lip against the urge to reach again. “Here.”

Silver eyes flickered back and forth in the low lamplight, towel to Pascal to towel to Pascal. Sirius shifted on his perch and took the cloth hesitantly. The rigidity of his torso eased once the gloss-print was gone under a few harsh scrubs, and Pascal took it back without issue.

“I’m not upset with you.”

“Hmm?”

“I’m not upset.” He watched Sirius take two large gulps of water from the bottle on his desk before flopping back on the bed. “I’m just glad you two got home safe.”

Sirius made a faint noise of agreement while he made himself comfortable, tugging at the sheets with little regard for their proper direction. A leg and most of his shoulders stuck out when he finally gave up and pushed the side of his face into the pillow. Pascal tucked the blanket around him on instinct; his heart tugged at the long, contented exhale that followed. “James is so nice to me.”

“He’s your friend.”

“So nice,” Sirius mumbled, almost to himself. His eyes were already half-shut. “Dumo?”

“Ouais?”

“Is James going to play hockey with me forever?”

“Ah.” Of all the questions you could ask. “I think you two do well together on the ice, so there’s no reason to split you up.”

Sirius tucked his knees up beneath the covers and shoved an arm under his pillow. “I don’t want to play hockey forever if James isn’t there.”

Pascal sat on the edge of the desk and crossed his arms across his chest. It had been nearly twenty years since he last checked his blindspot on the ice. There was no need—not while Sergei was there. They had talked about the end, of course, and the after. It went unspoken that they’d probably leave together. Too many jokes about PTA duels would be wasted if they didn’t.

How many nights had they dragged each other home, stumbling and giggling? They had walked nearly four miles the night they won the Cup in Colorado, those glorious quiet hours between being shooed home and when the taxis would answer their phones. Pascal couldn’t recall the last time he had fallen over the welcome mat with Sergei on his heels, instead of being the one holding the door open.

“Sirius?”

“Mhmm.”

“James will stay with you.” There was nobody Pascal would rather have at Sirius’ back, when he thought about it. Not even himself. “If you decide you want to play hockey forever, he will be the first person to sign up with you.”

“You’re not—” A yawn interrupted him, wide enough to make him scrunch his face. “—upset that we were loud?”

“Non. Promise.”

“Merci.” The sheets twisted in Sirius’ fist as he brought them close to his body. His mere twenty years made him look small without a frown and a ‘C’.

“Bonne nuit, mon fils.”

An incoherent mumble was all the answer he received, and more than he expected. He turned the lamp off with a gentle click, leaving Sirius to sink into heavy, even breaths.

New Message To: Vans

Pots and Black home safe

Lunch tomorrow @ usual. Kids included.

I’m buying. No protests.

New Message From: Vans

?

Why are you awake

New Message To: Vans

Lunch. Usual. Kids included.

If you bring your wallet I will kick your ass.

New Message From: Vans

Vans laughed at your message

:thumbs-up_emoji:

Can’t wait.

[moonlightdancer26]

Same anon here. (tw bullying) Trying the whole "Snape fans only like him because movies" argument, but about the Marauders.

"People only like the Marauders bc of the movies. They didn't even show Snape's Worst Memory! If Marauders fans had seen them dangle a kid in mid-air, choke him with soap, and threaten to take off their clothes they wouldn't like them!"

*Shrugs*

Hey again!

You’re right tbh. And what’s actually funny is that, ignoring the overall simplification of the movies, this fits pretty well for the Marauders 💀 did the films mention when James flipped Snape upside down when he was wearing robes (generally wizards don’t wear anything other than underwear under their robes, so y’all better not give me that “well why wasn’t Snape wearing tro-” BS) and exposed his pants and bare legs in front of literally everyone, and then threatened to—and most likely did—take off his underwear? [In the films, James said “who wants to see me take off Snape’s trousers?” because the Hogwarts uniform in the movies was changed and wizards wore trousers. It was still bad but nowhere near as bad as having already exposed his underwear and then threatening to take it off.] Did the films mention when Sirius almost killed Snape using his self-loathing best friend’s condition and then justifying it when he was a grown ass man? Did the films mention when Remus constantly lied to Harry and tried to run out on his pregnant wife (my babygirl didn’t mean it that way tho 😊🥰 /j in case I get attacked)? Did the films mention when James threatened and blackmailed Lily? Did the films mention when Remus and Sirius as adults tried to minimise what happened and justify it with “oh well we were sometimes little arrogant berks”? And like 27 other examples.

Also, Marauder stans have to fancast 10/10 gorgeous scrumptious yummilicious men as the Mid Marauders to use it as a substitute for their faves having a personality because they were irrelevant asf. If y’all are gonna say BS like “people only like Snape because you’re horny for Alan Rickman” (hi Marauder stans, Snape fans aren’t actually just braindead idiots who are obsessed with sex and revolve their lives around attractive men!! 😁😁 also aro/ace people exist!!!! 😁😁😁 hope you know that <33), then I’m gonna have to be petty and say y’all only like the Marauders—mostly James though, at least Sirius and Remus are awesome on their own—because they have hot fancasts. 🤷‍♀️

Idk why each time you send me an ask I feel the urge to go into a rant 😭 Your asks are really interesting, feel free to send more!

[the-boy-who-drank-the-stars]

A Discordant Choir

tw: blood, sh, implied sui thoughts

James wasn’t sure when the thoughts started. 

It had to be somewhere in third year, he was certain of that- but he knew nothing else. It was as if they’d appeared one day in his head, a whole collection that did nothing but whisper heedlessly. Though it was more likely they’d settled in over time, a process that had stretched over many years, unnoticed until too late. 

Sometimes the voices were quiet, silent even, like they found nothing to murmur about it- eerie occasions, really. Other times they hissed and groaned, muttering about something or the other, so loud and insistent that James’s head would throb. 

They were like a maddening chorus of complaints, an offkey tune that never stopped playing. Yet James had grown used to them, relied on them even. They kept him stable, in check; were it not for them, he would be running blind. Hearing those voices was the worst part of his day, yet he always listened for more. It was like sitting on the edge of your seat, watching a horror movie- you needed to know what came next, even if you shouldn’t. 

Maybe it was the voices that brought him here, to this moment, in the bathroom. 

It was a furnished, clean bathroom- Potter Manor would tolerate nothing less than pristine white walls and the faint fragrance of jasmine. Everything was spotless- too spotless, he thought. It was uncanny how well-off he was. No, not well-off- privileged. 

He stood, leaning over the sink, his hands clenching both sides of the counter as he stared into the mirror. In the fluorescent light, his skin looked pale, almost sickly- his hair was dark and mussed, but not in the artful way Sirius had taught him. His pupils looked dilated, his face thin and gaunt. He looked fragile, like he would break any moment. 

Privileged boy, indeed.

He reached for the blade that laid next to his fingers, running his hand along the sharp end. It had taken two hours to properly sharpen, but now that he examined it closely, he could admit it was worth it. Beautiful, the voices crooned, like a discordant choir. 

He lifted the blade to his arm, pausing only an inch from the skin. 

He had loving parents, loyal friends. He had money, popularity, charisma. He had everything to be desired by a boy his age. 

Yet it was too much, for someone like him. Too much and too good. 

He pressed the blade to his skin, almost hissing at the cold touch. He could almost smell the coppery scent of blood, could almost feel the twist of pain. Almost. 

Was it possible, to pretend any longer? To play along further? To preserve his image, his reputation, his sense of self? Could he do it? Could he lay down the blade and put the voices behind him?

A strong person could, whispered the voices. A strong person could do it all, easily, effortlessly. 

But James was not strong. 

He dragged the knife downwards, making the first cut.

***

dedicated to @aesthetic-writer18 (enjoy our wedding gift <3)

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[regheart]

What are your headcanons or thoughts on Remus and Lily’s friendship?

thank you for the ask!

remus and lily are in my top 5 favorite characters, i loved them and i love to put them together, but i also think they were never truly close to each other, or at least that's what canon points to

now, the reason why we even ask ourselves this questions is to read and write fanfiction. and i tend to see prequels, sequels and missing moments as fitting into somewhere in the range of "the most likely thing to happen under this circumstances" and "barely possible", the latter being often the more interesting choice, and if we have to read or write about it, we better make it interesting

so, a list of headcanons for remus and lily, not the most likely but the most fun:

lily got along with remus better than with any of the other boys during the first five years of school

they were very weird kids. before hogwarts, remus had no friends and lily's only friend was severus, making it that he had a very weak sense of normality and she had disproportional interest for the abnormal

muggle culture was shared common ground even if neither of them was too versed in it. they liked the beatles and western movies and christmas songs because that's what they had a home whenever they came back

i also suspect they'd both watch the odd episode of doctor who but i don't have any strong opinions because i've never seen a single episode

they did enjoy monty python's flying circus though

big readers, both of them. fairy tales, children's classics and as they grew up they would swap books and recommendations

later on, when the order had remus out for months and the potters went into hiding, they'd swap annotated books and leave their own commentary in the margins for the other one to read. they made through quite a list like that, james read only one book but it was don quixote

she was glad he was pointed out as prefect, even if it was just on the account of not giving james and sirius any institutional power

they argued together for the days they wanted to be free of prefect duties and never asked for the other's reason

they were very clever! steady, organized and hardworking, not necessarily like hermione, but they took value in studying magic because neither of them took it for granted and they felt genuine pleasure in learning

james&sirius and severus were obsessive creative forces and remus and lily balanced that out in a way, remus by directing focus to one task at a time and making sure it was recorded somewhere, lily by bringing out possible issues that sev overlooked when he went tunnel vision about anything

(severus was a good, practical potioneer, but lily had more whim. she recommended adding things that would correct the taste or the smell)

lily helped remus with his potions homework sometimes. not during class, because she and sev were in another world entirely and then remus didn't take newt level potions

in exchange he'd let her copy from his defense and history of magic notes when she didn't have the time to do it herself, the two subjects he did slightly better on

they sat next to each other, but in separate groups for herbology and would often gossip during class

lily had a grandmother in wales and remus' parents lived permanently there after he started school so they'd sometimes make small talk about beautiful or interesting places they'd seen

i like to think that at least once they took the same train home for whatever reason it was

the reason why lily was so dismissive of severus' theory of remus being a werewolf was because, having most of her views of wizarding world formed by him and then never facing that specific issue since the mainstream opinion was against werewolves, she thought remus didn't match the profile. when the time came that she had sufficient evidence, she questioned her views of werewolves and not her views of remus

once she and james were head girl and head boy they'd patrol the corridors with remus sometimes and the two of them would show her some of the secret passages they had found

the two of them and sirius read the newspaper cover to cover every morning and discussed it religiously (james only read the main story and the sports section, but he was somehow very aware of everything. he also trusted their opinions)

lily made sure remus ate well when he came back from the werewolf camps

she was his fiercest advocate in the order, even after he and sirius suspected each other

the first ones to laugh at peter's jokes

lily got a lot closer to sirius after she and james started to date, but she always that ease with being around remus. if he were asked, he'd list her as his best friend after the marauders, at any point in life

something they recognized about each other was fighting to choose kindness whenever they could

[accio-sriracha]

Because I have way too much time on my hands: I have written down the names, the word count so far, and the summary of my wips in order of ships!!

Dear god there are so many... this isn't even all of them, just the ones cohesive enough to add to the list...

Don't even get me started on the ONESHOTS IN MY DRAFTS.

Anyways, enjoy! This is the cause of my suffering <3

(Fics below the cut)

JEGULUS

If It Were You, It Would Be Us

A Jegulus Alternate Timeline where the Black Brothers switch places (10k so far)

The Play

Muggle High School AU. Stage hand Regulus and Lead Actor James find themselves in a secret relationship. (2k)

Chasing Stars

James gets hurt and Regulus refuses to leave his side until he's better. They fall in love along the way. (4k)

One Black Coffee (And One Regulus Black Too)

Classic Jegulus Coffee Shop AU (50)

Once Upon A Time

James and Regulus tell their kids a bedtime story about two wizards who fall in love. (700)

My Brother's Best Friend

Muggle AU. Regulus finds himself falling deeper than he should for his brother's best friend. (1k)

Who I Am (Is In Love With You)

James decides to do everything in his power to save Regulus. Including falling in love. (100)

Love Hard, Die Young

A story of secret whirlwind romance and, less fondly, death. (80)

A Good Memory

The Marauders teach Regulus to cast a patronus. The animal that appears is a shock to them all. (200)

WOLFSTAR

If We Should Fall

Sirius sets up a grand party for Remus' birthday, but nothing seems to go to plan. (2k)

How to Prank Sirius Black

Remus gives Sirius a taste of his own medicine. (5k)

The Summer We Fell

The Marauders spend summer at the Potter's. Remus and Sirius struggle to share their feelings, James is oblivious, and Peter thinks they're all morons. (4k)

XOXO- Moony <3

A texting fic, complete with way too many group chats, Wolfstar falling in love, and background Jegulus. (2k)

Catching Feelings

Wolfstar pretends to date as a part of a bet, then actually fall in love. James is oblivious as always. (6k)

Moonlight Miricles

Literally just the movie 'A Walk to Remember' but make it Wolfstar. Rebel Sirius Black and quiet reverend's son Remus Lupin fall in love. (5k)

In Your Shoes

A polyjuice prank gone completely off the rails. (400)

A Tale From The Beast Himself

Remus Lupin tells the story of Sirius Black. (40)

The Intamacy of Being Understood

Nobody knows anybody the way Sirius knows Remus. Except... maybe the way Remus knows him too. (Slowburn and LOTS of pining) (500)

Silence

Remus Lupin is the type to go quiet when he's angry. If there's anything that scares Sirius shitless: it's silence. (600)

Revenge

(TW: Sexual assault) After finding out what Mulciber had done to Remus, Sirius decides to teach him a lesson. (10k)

The Last I Love You, The First Goodbye

Sometimes actions aren't enough, sometimes you need to brave it all and tell someone how you feel. Well sometimes, Remus Lupin was too much of a coward. (1k)

DRARRY

Lovesick

An amortentia mishap causes chaos, Draco Malfoy is the only one unaffected, helping Harry hide until the potion wears off. After a while, they start to realise why Draco hadn't changed. (200)

Part of The Family

Christmas Drarry where Draco receives a Weasley Sweater for the first time and Harry asks a big question. (50)

Wounds That Heal Us

Post-war Harry caught up in memories of everything that happened, luckily Draco is there to snap him out of it. (50)

Changes

Auror Harry Potter is convinced he's overcome everything life could throw at him. Until he comes face to face with Draco Malfoy for the first time since the war. (30)

Empty Promises

Head Auror Potter finds Draco Malfoy in very bad condition. Unsure if he'll make it through the week, Harry throws caution to the wind as he searches for the cure to save him. (3k)

Falling Into Memories

Draco Malfoy wakes up not knowing who he is. The only thing he can remember is his name. Eventually another comes to him: Harry Potter. (4k)

The Scars Kept Hidden

Harry Potter struggles to find his place after the war. Draco Malfoy notices and attempts to show him he's not alone. (13k)

Fiendfyre

The fiendfyre incident from Draco Malfoy's POV. (1k)

Professors

Drarry as Hogwarts Professors. (7k)

Everything I'm Not

Draco Malfoy hates Ginny Weasley. Maybe it's just because she's with Potter, but probably not. (6k)

Six Feet Deep

If ten years of bickering with Malfoy had taught Harry anything, it's that some people wouldn't know kindness if it hit them in the fucking face. So here they were, fighting, again. But neither of them would have it any other way. (300)

JILY

Finally

James and Lily have been named Head Boy and Girl. Lily soon finds James isn't that terrible to be around after all. (6k)

NO MAJOR SHIP/ MULTIPLE SHIPS

The Marauders and Lily Evans

A look into the life of Lily Evans and her best friends: The Marauders. (700)

Life after Death

Harry Potter actually dies during the war. (2k)

Marauder Ever After

Marauder Fairytale AU. They need to work as a team to survive the enchanted woods, some even find love along the way. (Wolfstar, Jegulus, Marylily, Dorlene, Fralice, & Peter <3) (4k)

The Words You Spoke (And The Ones You Didn't)

A collection of moments from each character, sharing the things they said, and the things they didn't. (Wolfstar, Jegulus, Marylily, & Peter <3) (3k)

Fated Misunderstandings

Wrong Number Texting AU, but instead it's James and Sirius becoming best friends and introducing each other to the loves of their lives. (Jegulus and Wolfstar <3) (1k)

Pretend to Love Me

Sirius and James being Jealous over Remus and Regulus. So, naturally, they pretend to date. (1k)

The Roadtrip

The Marauders take a roadtrip. James drags Regulus, Remus, Sirius, and Peter along for the ride of their lives. (Jegulily & Wolfstar <3) (500)

The GOOD Brother

Regulus survives the cave and comes to Hogwarts to become a teacher. Things take a turn when Sirius breaks out of Azkaban. (300)

Where The Lines Blur

WTLB is a huge Marauders era Muggle University/ Coffee Shop AU. (Wolfstar, Fralice, Dorlene, Marylily, Jegulus, Rosekiller, Pandora and Xeno, and baby Neville <3) (8k so far)

The Stars in Your Name

Modern Muggle AU, the Black Brothers leave home and live in a small farm town. Sirius falls for the farmer's son, and Regulus falls for Sirius' newfound best friend. (200)

[areyoureddieforittaylorsversion]

never did this so here's a proper introduction/abt me post <3

ABOUT ME

Theo or Theodore

17 3/4

August Leo

Scorpio rising, Sag moon

Slytherin

INTJ

Autism, ADHD, OCD, anxiety, depression, anorexia

Writer, artist, reader

FANDOMS

It (Seen Ch. One 23 times, Ch. Two 5 times)

Stranger Things (Seen 2 times)

Harry Potter (Read 20+ times)

Grey's Anatomy (Seen 4 times)

Adventure Time (Seen 2+ times)

The Maze Runner (Seen TMR 5 times, read it 3 times, seen TST 3 times, read it 2 times, seen TDC 4 times, read it 3 times, read TKO 2 times, read TFC 3 times)

Twilight (seen 1 time)

One Direction (seen the movie 1 time)

Red, White, & Royal Blue (read 3 times, seen 24 times)

Gravity Falls (seen 2 times)

Friends (seen 10 times)

Heartstopper (seen 3 times)

Young Royals (seen 3 times)

I Am Not Okay With This (seen 1 time)

Descendants (seen 3+ times)

Teen Wolf (seen 1 time)

Over The Garden Wall (seen 4+ times)

Luca (seen 6 times)

Sabrina: The Teenage Witch (seen unknown amount of times)

Shameless (seen 4 times)

SHIPS

Byler (Will Byers x Mike Wheeler - ST - fandom otp)

Steddie (Steve Harrington x Eddie Munson - ST)

Ronance (Robin Buckley x Nancy Wheeler - ST)

Elmax (El Hopper x Max Mayfield - ST)

Reddie (Richie Tozier x Eddie Kaspbrak - IT - fandom otp)

Stenbrough (Stan Uris x Bill Denbrough - IT)

Stozier (Stan Uris x Richie Tozier - IT)

Hanbrough (Mike Hanlon x Bill Denbrough - IT)

Stanlon (Stan Uris x Mike Hanlon - IT)

Stanlonbrough (Stan Uris x Mike Hanlon x Bill Denbrough - IT)

Kaspbrough (Eddie Kaspbrak x Bill Denbrough - IT)

Bichie (Bill Denbrough x Richie Tozier - IT)

Steddie (Stan Uris x Eddie Kaspbrak - IT)

Wolfstar (Remus Lupin x Sirius Black - HP - fandom otp)

Jegulus (James Potter x Regulus Black - HP)

Drarry (Draco Malfoy x Harry Potter - HP - fandom otp)

Linny (Luna Lovegood x Ginny Weasley - HP)

Scorbus (Scorpius Malfoy x Albus Potter - HP - fandom otp)

Newtmas (Newt x Thomas - TMR - fandom otp)

Schmico (Levi Schmitt x Nico Kim - GA - fandom otp)

Slexie (Mark Sloan x Lexie Grey - GA)

Calzona (Callie Torres x Arizona Robbins - GA)

Japril (Jackson Avery x April Kepner - GA)

Bubbline (Bonibel Bubblegum x Marceline Abadeer - AT - fandom otp)

Larry Stylinson (Louis Tomlinson x Harry Styles - 1D - fandom otp)

Gallavich (Ian Gallagher x Mickey Milkovich - Shameless - fandom otp)

Luberto (Luca Paguro x Alberto Scorfano - Luca - fandom otp)

FAVORITE/COMFORT CHARACTERS

Will Byers (ST - fandom fav)

George O'Malley (GA - fandom fav)

Arizona Robbins (GA)

Lexie Grey (GA)

April Kepner (GA)

Ginny Weasley (HP - fandom fav)

Newt (TMR - fandom fav)

Marceline (AT - fandom fav)

Eddie Kaspbrak (IT - fandom fav)

Richie Tozier (IT)

Bill Denbrough (IT)

Stan Uris (IT)

Bill Denbrough (IT)

Alice Cullen (Twilight - fandom fav)

Remus Lupin (HP - fandom fav)

Sirius Black (HP)

Colin Morris-Jones (It's A Sin - fandom fav)

Stanley Barber (IANOWT - fandom fav)

Scorpius Malfoy (HP -fandom fav)

Albus Potter (HP)

Mal Bertha (Descendents - fandom fav)

Stiles Stilinski (TW - fandom fav)

Lydia Martin (TW)

Wirt (OTGW - fandom fav)

Greg (OTGW)

Luca Paguro (Luca - fandom fav)

Ian Gallagher (Shameless - fandom fav)

Mickey Milkovich (Shameless)

Mandy Milkovich (Shameless)

Sabrina Spellman (STTW)

Salem Saberhagen (STTW - fandom fav)

FAVORITE CELEBRITIES

Taylor Swift (fav album ttpd or fearless)

Louis Tomlinson (fav album walls)

Harry Styles (fav album hs1)

Niall Horan (fav album flicker)

Liam Payne

Zayn Malik

Ryan Reynolds

Wyatt Oleff

Jaeden Martell

Finn Wolfhard

Jack Dylan Grazer

Sophia Lillis

Noah Schnapp

Chyler Leigh

Dove Cameron

Maya Hawke

Sabrina Carpenter (fav album emails i can't send)

Ashnikko

Lana del Rey (fav album born to die)

Olivia Rodrigo (fav album guts)

Renee Rapp

Gracie Abrams

Billie Eilish (fav album wwafawdwg)

Conan Gray (fav album kid krow)

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Movies to watch If you're obsessed with the marauders :)

Stand by me

Summary: After learning that a stranger has been accidentally killed near their rural homes, four Oregon boys decide to go see the body. On the way, they also learn more about one another and their very different home lives. 

I love this movie so much and the friendships really remind me of the boys

The outsiders

Summary: A teen gang in rural Oklahoma, the Greasers are perpetually at odds with the Socials, a rival group. When two Greasers get into a brawl that ends in the death of a Social member, the boys are forced to go into hiding.

The friendships and brotherly love in this movie is honestly amazing.

St elmos fire

Summary: A group of recent college graduates embark on a series of misadventures in the real world. Together they grapple with adulthood.

This one I could honestly pinpoint which marauder era character was who and I thinks it's great if you love the girl marauders just as much as our boys.

Dead poets society

Summary: A new English teacher, John Keating, is introduced to an all-boys preparatory school that is known for its ancient traditions and high standards. He uses unorthodox methods to reach out to his students, who face enormous pressures from their parents and the school. 

This is liked by all HP fans. Golden era sees Remus in Mr Keating and us marauder fans love the British poshness of the school and the genuine friendships between the boys. Warning: does get quite sad. TW:suicide

Kings of summer

Summary: Frustrated with their overbearing and dysfunctional parents, three teenagers carry out a plan to leave their families behind to build a house in the woods and live off the land, taking their destiny into their own hands.

This movie is such a feel good movie. Chaotic boys living in the woods and trying to be their own men? Yes please.

Cemetery junction

Summary: Three bored young men living in the English suburbs strive to create identities for themselves in the stultifying atmosphere of Reading. 

If you're on tiktok then you've most likely already been recommended this but what can I say. It's brilliant. It's a great representation of the friendships between James, Sirius and Peter in my opinion.

Sleepers

Four teenage friends from Hell's Kitchen end up being sent to reform school after almost killing a man. 

I'm going to be honest I wasn't sure about adding this one to the list. The friendships are quite clearly so much like the marauders but this isn't as feel good as the other recommendations. TW: rape, sexual assault, abuse. If you want to see examples of the friendship but avoid the triggers then I recommend you watch the first 20 minutes and the last 20 minutes.

[ch0k3herwithaseaview]

@jegulus-microfic | may 11 gentle | words: 573

part 1 | previous part

I don't know what's happening to me, so I'm pouring it all on James (i’m sorry)

tw: implied child abuse in the past, anxiety, dissociation

James sat at the dinner table, playing with his food rather than eating it, trying to silence his thoughts by concentrating on the conversation Sirius was having with Marlene about the next Quidditch game. Unfortunately, he was losing the battle between him and his mind—he couldn’t remember most of the time spent in the Great Hall, yet the one thing he remembers vividly are the silver eyes looking at him almost the whole time from across the room.

He was thinking about his last meeting with Regulus often—how the younger boy held him, whipped his tears more than once, and how he listened. It wasn’t much, but it meant the world to James.

And yet it still made him feel uncomfortable sometimes—what if Regulus used that knowledge against him? What if he was too scared by it all and went to Sirius and told him about it? Or even worse—what if he reached out to James’ parents to warn them?

He was overthinking again—James knew that. If the other boy did any of those things, he would know immediately what’s with Sirius’ straight-forwardness and his parents’ concern. And still…

The spiral in his head went on and on until he found himself at the Astronomy Tower again. He doesn’t know how or why he got there, but the moment he came back on earth, he sat on the cold stone, looking up at the night sky.

He was trying to find the northern star when the door creaked slightly and Regulus sat right beside him. The boy reached out and placed his hand over James' knee in silent question. In response, the Gryffindor just nodded once. Regulus lowered his hand and immediately started rubbing small circles on his knee with his thumb.

After a long moment of silence, Regulus’ gentle voice came to James’ ears.

“How are you feeling?”

“I’m feeling like I’m in some kind of trance or something, like—I don’t feel like I’m in my body feeling my emotions. It’s more like watching a movie in shit quality,” he answered quietly, resting his head on Regulus' shoulder. For some reason, the other boy's proximity, his touch, and the smell of strawberries and cigarettes on his body helped James calm down. “But it’s not always like that, you know? Normally, those thoughts aren’t so loud, and I don’t feel overwhelmed by them—they’re there, but I can live with them. But lately… I don’t even know what is happening; it has never been so bad.”

Regulus didn’t respond. He just perched his head on James’ and kept caressing his knee.

“You know you’re not too much, right?” he asked at last. “If it wasn’t for you, Sirius was going to die in that house. I can see the way you treat younger students, and not just Gryffindors—all of them, regardless of which house they are from. And you’re not doing it to rub it into others’ faces. Yes, you are loud and obnoxious—“

“Well, thanks,” James chuckled from where he was still lying on Reg’s shoulder.

“—BUT your heart is so pure, and each and every person in this castle can see it,” the younger boy finished, reaching with his free hand to the other boy's head to stroke his hair. James let out a content sigh at the feeling of slim fingers tangled in his curls.

“Thank you,” he whispered, closing his eyes and letting himself enjoy the moment of peace for some time.

[lamesiscanon]

Sirius: They always ask "Do you give good head?" and never "Is your head good?"

Remus:

James:

Peter:

Lily:

Sirius: And the answer is no. I'm on antidepressants.

[berrieluv]

James feels turn on by Harry's babysitter, who happens to be Remus step-sister and golden girl.

James Potter x AFAB!Reader.

TW. fem!reader, reader is quite a whore, innocence kink, corruption kink, step-brother relationship, mentions of cheating, cheating kink, breaking kink, age gap (reader is of age, of course, i picture her as 19 since it's my age but i don't think i mention her age), NSFW, MDNI, +18, please if you're under 18 don't read this. Masturbation (male and female), mentions of oral sex, dub-con (because reader is too innocent), dumb reader, kinda like a bimbo, penetration sex, squirt, creampie, daddy and mommy kink, please let me know if i forgot one.

Doll Face Honey.

Lily Evans and James Potter had only one problem in their entire lives and it was that; no matter how much they love each other, they couldn't remind faithful. And by that time, staying together was just better than splitting out, and also, as a matter of fact, they were still in love with each other.

They thought that maybe they married too young. They weren't even in their twenties when they were expecting Harry, and Lily never had any boyfriend before James, on the contrary, he did had some girlfriends, nothing really official 'till Lily arrived.

Both of them were completely in love, James breathed and existed just to love Lily and Lily did everything she used to just to be loved by him, and the feeling still there, but the need of explore was also there, and they couldn't ignore any of them. Lily would never admit to James that she wanted them to see other people, she thought it would break his heart and his ego. And James would never tell Lily he wanted the same, because Lily was his precious flower, and he didn't want her to take it the wrong way, or think she was falling out of love because that was not the case.

Lily trusted James enough to think he would never cheat, that he was in fact a better person than she was, and James trusted Lily with all his body and soul as well, she was so loyal and honest that there was no way that she would cheat on him.

That's why James and Lily hid they're desires from each other, to not hurt their feelings. But they're lives were turning out quite well, they loved to go back home with the person their loved the most at the end of the day, and the feel of guilty was never chasing them because, well, that's what spells are for.

That afternoon was a quiet one. Lily and James were at home, the redhead was making a delicious dinner and James had his eyes fixated on you, the babysitter.

You were playing with Harry, and James couldn't stop looking at how your breasts would jump along with his son. He knew it was wrong, the way he was looking at you wasn't right. You were much younger than him and you were Remus' step-sister as well, which only made you the forbidden fruit, and one thing James loved most was what he wasn't supposed to have.

"I'm going out with the girls tonight" James gets out of his thoughts when he listens to his wife talking. "We're having dinner and I think we'll spend the night with Mary or Marlene"

"That sounds awesome, darling"

"I asked Y/N to stay the night so you can go out if you want to. Maybe Sirius?"

James nods at Lily's words, the only reason you could spend the night there was because Remus was doing some kind of internship for the weekend and you didn't want to spend the night alone. But it worked perfectly for him, because for the first time since your mother married Remus' dad he had you all for himself.

"I think Sirius has a family thing tonight" Lily makes a grin, looking at James and trying to think of something he could do, not really wanting him to spend the night alone when she wouldn't be. "It's alright, my love. I'll stay home, watch some movies maybe, have some fun. Have a peaceful night of sleep"

James chuckles and Lily nods at his direction, giving him the reason. It was true that Harry was much more calm when he was with you.

Lily finished dinner, it was your favorite. A simple dish but delicious when it came to Lily Evans' magic hands cooking it. Just as James, she thought you were cute too. Not only cute but hot, Lily gets really turned on when she would think of you in ways she shouldn't have. She liked to make your favorite dinner only to hear the soft moans you'll let out at the taste, and how your pretty lips would thank her, with your sweet voice mentioning her name.

Lily didn't feel ashamed for the way she was thinking of you, she was a woman, and she was smart, so she thought that if Remus, who was your step-brother, didn't bothered sexualize you in his thoughts and maybe actions, but she wasn't sure and she wasn't one to confirm what wasn't state, why would she pay any mind.

A few hours later, Lily finally leaves the house, making sure you put Harry to sleep and that you're all settle. You go to the principal door to tell her goodbye while James stays in their room.

"I hope you have a wonderful night, mommy" Lily smiles at the way you called her and leaves a kiss on your forehead "Kissie, mommy. Please"

You pout at her and she smiles at how cute you are, she leaves a tiny kiss on your lips and you see her walking to her Range Rover while she asks you to behave.

When you see her going you go upstairs, only to hear James calling you from his room.

"Y/N" He smiles bright and big, with those perl tooth of his "Thank Merlin you're here, c'mere, bunny I wanna show you something"

You just followed him, in your innocence, not thinking the nickname was inappropriate or something, you were used to get pet names all the time from Remus and Sirius, so you thought it was just a Marauders thing.

"I haven't feel quite well lately" He says, and you look at him with big worried eyes. He gets into the walking closet they have and gets out a moments later with just a tiny set of boxers covering his body. "I have a feeling here, but, c'mere, come closer" He asks, moving his hand to try and reach yours, when you finally allow him to take it, he drives it to his cock, getting it under his boxer "I don't know if I'm crazy or is it real" You touch his hard cock and look at him, confused at how it should feel. "Let me, okay, let me just take the boxers off, alright? Jus' so you can help me"

You nod, your features showing that you were truly worry for him. You liked James, he was the best boss you could imagine, he cared about you and he payed you really, really well, for just a few hours of watching Harry, so if you could do anything to help him you'll be more than happy to.

""Do you feel it?"

"I dunno, Mr. Potter. What should I feel?"

"How does it feels?"

"It feels hard" You quickly answer, not really giving it a second thought to your answer. James smiled at you and he took your hand, getting more turned on by the innocence you were showing.

He knew you were so innocent girl since the moment Remus introduce you to each other, you spend the biggest part of your youth in the church and you assisted a ton of reunions with christians who would tell you that the worst thing you could do was having sex. So you grew up apart from all the information you could have from it.

And James not only liked your innocence, he also liked the fact that you were a church girl and younger. Maybe he was crazy, sick and it was a twisted way of thinking, but he couldn't help it, he can't avoid the way his cock twitch by thinking of you, how it gets harder and harder every time he thinks on how fucking you would feel like, how stretching you out would be.

"I must be really sick then" You look at him worried "Would you mind helping me, baby?" You shake your head in fast movements "Helping me to get better, how does that sound?"

"Of course, anything you want, Mr. Potter"

"Ah, ah" He says, taking your hand and putting it on his cock "You don't call me that. Call me daddy, precious"

You frown at him, taking his cock in your hand as he was silently instructing you, kneeling in front of him when he took your head and started to push you down.

"But you're not my father, Mr. Potter"

"A father is someone who takes care of you, am I wrong, princess?" You shake your head, telling him that in fact, he was not. If there was something you learned by your mother's marriage with Mr. Lupin, was that a father was the one who cared for you and not the one who created you "And I take good care of you, don't I? I pay you really well, I reward you all the time, don't I? I spoil you, give you gifts all the time? Don't I deserve to be your daddy?"

And putting it in that way, he sounded right. He earned the privilege of you calling him daddy just as Sirius Black did. You thanked God for your life, you were a lucky girl, you not only found a father in Mr. Lupin, but he also gave you two daddies; Sirius Black and James Potter. And even thought Sirius black asked you to call him daddy about two months from now, he has never been able to make you feel like Remus Lupin does, one think you were also thankful for. He was an amazing step-brother, he cared for you, he helped you when your pussy was itching, he also taught you that word so you could tell him what was hurting and he could help you, just as the amazing brother he was. He made you feel good.

Remus never left you alone, maybe because he knew the way his best friends think of you, and the only time you got to be alone with Sirius Black was about fifteen minutes, where he taught you how to make him feel better by sucking his dick, he said you were sucking his sickness out of him, and that he felt so much better when you finished. You were a really lucky girl.

It was a rare occurrence that Remus allowed you to be alone with any of his friends, but to be fair, he thought Lily would be around; Lily Evans, the one he trusted the most with his little step-sister and the one he should trust a little less.

Lily had you calling her mommy before Sirius and James could even talk to you. Lily had you eating her out before Sirius could even think of having your lips around his cock.

But back to James, you nod at his answer and murmur a little 'Yes, daddy' before he smiled.

"Good girl" He says, patting your head "What about you make daddy feel good, baby, mmh? Make daddy no more ill"

You nod, eagerly to start, following carefully his instructions, your hand moving up and down.

"You see that white liquid, princess" You nod at his words, looking at the tip of his cock and then looking at him "Use it on your hands so it doesn't feel that rough"

You nod at his words and do as he asks you, going slow at first and then faster when he ask you to do it.

"Oh, my, Merlin, baby, you're so good. Please go, don't stop, bunny, don't stop, daddy's so close, so, so close, I'm about to feel better, Merlin you're doing it so, so good, babygirl. Go on, help daddy, okay?"

And just like that, James cum is now all over your hand, a tiny part of it is on your face and lips and James looks at you, amused at how pretty you looked with those worry doe eyes wondering if what you just did made him feel better.

"It's alright, baby bunny. You did so good, you're helping daddy so much, see how it isn't that hard anymore?" You nod with a smile, happy to have helped him "Now, do you wanna taste daddy's cum?"

"Cum?"

"Yes, princess. Daddy's cum is a kind of candy, It'll make you feel better"

"But I'm not ill, daddy"

"Yes, you are my beautiful girl. You see this?" He says, bending only a little to where you were so he could touch the wet patch on your shorts "That means you're a little ill too"

You look at him, worried and kinda scared.

"Don' wanna be ill, daddy"

"No worries, baby. Just do as I told you, alright?"

You nod, tasting James cum and pouting when you didn't like the flavor. It wasn't sweet as Sirius, it was bitter and you didn't like that taste in any food or candy.

"Daddy I don't like it. No good"

"C'mon, doll face. Make daddy happy, eat it, please"

You nod and try again, only wanting to make him happy but his flavor was something your mouth didn't want, so you pout at him again, this time your eyes were tearing a little.

"No, no, don't cry, beautiful, don't cry" He says, taking you and sitting you in his lap on the edge of the bed "What's the matter"

"Don' like it, daddy. Told you"

"I'm so sorry, my princess. C'mere, daddy's gonna clean it, fine?" You nod while cleaning your eyes and James starts to lick with his tongue the cum from your lips. "Open for daddy" He instructs before getting you closet to him for a kiss, his tongue was traveling from all your mouth, making you forget about the taste you found disgusting. "That better? All clean now"

"Just a spot left, daddy"

You say, and both of you knew it was a lie. You liked how James lips felt against yours and you wanted him to do it again, lucky you, he was eager to do so.

"Well, that's just unacceptable, isn't it?"

You nod and smile at him, letting a small moan when he starts to touch your pussy. He asks you to take your shorts off and you do, he takes the time to take your panties off and he starts to lick your clit carefully. At a slow pace, he wasn't having rushes and you were feeling relaxed at the pleasure.

"Baby, get on top, alright?" He asks and you nod, you've never been on top, you have only been under Remus. "I'll teach you how" James quickly answers when he sees the worry in your face, the one telling him that you obviously didn't know how to do it. He lies on the bed, waiting for you to make your way to him, grabbing your hips and sitting you on his abdomen, making you feel his cock hitting your back. "Ready to feel better, bunny? Daddy's only doing this to help you, okay? But no one has to know, is it fine?"

"Why not, daddy?"

"Because daddy's way to cure illness aren't the most populars. Some people don't like them"

"Is it bad, daddy?"

"No, princess" He says, leaning you to him to kiss your forehead "It isn't bad, it's just not the favorite way"

"M'kay, daddy. Won't tell"

"Attagirl"

You smile at his words and follow his instructions, getting his cock inside of you, tearing a little bit at how big he was while he was closing his eyes and moaning at how tight you felt around him.

He makes you go up and down on his cock, watching you with adoration and being patience while you were getting used to his size, when he saw you ready, he told you to go faster, so it would cure you better, and you do as he tells. Not really needing an explanation to do anything James wanted you to do.

Now you're jumping faster over him, making sounds every time your skin and his meet, now you weren't doing it for James anymore, you were following the velocity you felt like it, it was like an unconscious movement, you just knew how to jump on James cock, trying to make you feel better.

James looks at you and gets delated by your little moans and the way your face looks every time you make him thrusts into you. He can feel how you start to milk his cock and he knows your orgasm is also building because your movements are now faster and your moans are lauders.

"Daddy" You call him and he looks at you, giving you his full attention "Kissie, please"

He smiles at your cute petition and makes you bend to him to meet your lips. James envoys your movements but he needs more, so he starts to move his hips along with yours, going faster until he cums inside you. You get his cock out when you feel a hot sensation traveling through your body.

"That's daddy's cum, princess. I had to put it there because you couldn't eat it" You listen to him with attention and nod, like if his words were the universal true, believing everything he would say. You feel his cum dripping from your pussy and he smiles as he watch it falling in his cock.

"Go again, doll face. That's not enough to make you feel better"

"'Kay, daddy"

You quickly answer, getting his cock inside of you again and jumping over him like the last time, the difference being that now, you go straight to a fast motion, not waiting for your body to get used to him, you need to feel him deeper and just as if you were moving on automatic pilot, you continue jumping on him, every second faster until James starts to feel you squirting, a few drops going out of you making him feel them on his thighs.

He grabs your legs, pulling you out of him and making your squirt release all over him and Lily's sheets. He better find a spell to clean them if he doesn't want to confront the uncomfortable talk where he has to explain to his wife why the new set of sheets he put just two days ago was gone.

James stretches you with his hands, trying to get all of your squirt all of you and over him. When he knows it's all, he starts to stroke your pussy, gently, only to a few seconds later have two fingers inside you, moving rough and violently.

He takes your hand and puts it on his cock, telling you to touch it like you were doing when you first entered to the room.

"Daddy needs to go once more, baby. That's not enough for you to feel good, neither for daddy" He says, looking at you and how you were jerking him off "Imma fill you up with my cum, baby. How does that sound?"

"S'alright, daddy"

"Yeah? It's fine?" You nod at his question and he looks at you with a smirk "You know what cum does, don't you bunny?"

"It makes me feel better, daddy. No more ill"

"You know what else does?" You shake your head looking at him without stopping your movements in your hands "It makes you all round and pretty, baby. It gives you big breasts and makes you all full with babies, you want that, doll face? Want daddy's babies?"

"No, no babies, daddy, please"

"Oh, but you'll look too pretty, princess. Your belly'll get all round and big and pretty. You'll look stunning, princess, so gorgeous, you don't want that?"

"Wanna look pretty, daddy"

"Attagirl" He says, taking your hand off of him and putting his cock inside of you again.

You knew it was bad, because no amount of innocence couldn't hide the fact that you knew that having a baby with other woman who wasn't your wife was cheating, and cheating was a sin.

But it it was bad, then why's it feel so good?

"You're taking me so well, princess. Taking all my babies inside of you, you want that, right" You nod quickly at his words. "You want all of my babies?"

"Yes, yes, daddy"

"But if you take all of them what about Lily? What if she's ill one day"

"Don' want Lily to have them, daddy, I want them"

"Selfish pretty little thing, aren't you?"

Lily could go to any other man to feel better, just as she does, you could help her too as you usually do, but in that moment you wanted James for you and only you, you didn't care that he was Lily's husband, she was born first, of course she would have him, and it was just not fair.

"Go on, baby, if you wanna feel better you better move"

"M'tired, daddy"

"Just one more, princess, alright? Just one more and daddy'll put you to sleep. I'll take care of you, mmh? How does that sound?"

You nod and go for another round, but it wasn't just enough for James, he wanted to see how far his cock could go when it came to you and of course he wanted to know how far he could get you.

So, by the time you had your third orgasm, you couldn't move on top of him anymore, James, being the gentleman he is, put you under him, just letting you lie in there. He told you your only job now was looking pretty and make those pretty moans he loved so much.

He managed to get another orgasm from you, he could see it on your eyes, you were exhausted, you've been going all night and you weren't used to that. Remus never pushed you too far and neither did Lily. Sirius would love to, but there was no reason, under any circumstance, that Remus Lupin would leave Sirius Black alone in a room with you for more than fifteen minutes.

Nor that you weren't enjoying it, because you were, so much, but you couldn't make the tiredness go away anymore.

"Daddy, sleepy"

"I know, princess. Just one more for daddy, 'kay?"

"No more, daddy. Just sleepy"

"Give me one more, doll face. Just one. You're such a pretty and obedient little girl, you gotta give daddy what his asking you, don't you wanna make daddy feel good?"

"Still feeling ill, daddy?"

"A little, princess. That's why I need ya"

You pout, you wanted to help him, of course you wanted, but your body wasn't just responding anymore.

"Jus' one more daddy"

"And that'll make it five" You nod with a smile and closed eyes, James doesn't even ask you to open them anymore, he just concentrates on your tiny whimpers and your soft moans, along with your shaky body announcing that you're getting your fifth release of the night. Leaving him satisfied and smiling.

He takes care of you as he promised. He makes sure you're all clean with your PJ's and he stays by your side in the room you were staying for a few hours before making his way to the room he shared with Lily to start cleaning.

The next morning, Remus picks you up first thing as he was freed from the internship. He thanks Lily for taking care of you and she just omits the part where she mentions she wasn't there for the whole night.

"Hope she doesn't give you much problem"

"Oh, no, Remus" Lily quickly answers, looking at you with a smile "She's an absolute angel"

Lily bites her lips, reminding you of what she couldn't finish and you smile at her. Remus and James thinking you both were too innocent to mean something else with that bite and that smile, they knew you both were two friends, so to them, it meant nothing but a cute way of communicating in your friendship.

"She's so well behaved" James says "You're so lucky to have her, moony. She's an excellent girl"

Remus answer, looking at you and hugging you more to his body.

"Oh, she's the best"

[psychogirl87]

Tw attempted suicide depression and panic attacks

Ok but listen to me

JAMES POTTER THAT HAS PANIC ATTACKS AND ANXIETY

Cuz like u kno that one friend that’s will always help everyone else like got a nightmare ? No problem I’ll stay with you and make hot chocolate while you talk to me. Hurt. I’ll help and be careful next time. Need to talk. No problem I’m here I won’t judge or anything. Bad brake up. Let’s eat ice cream together and watch stupid movies.

But like will NEVER ask for help for themselves. That’s it. That’s James.

He would believe that he has to be strong no matter what has to help his friends and if not strong he can’t do that. It’s not like he has real problems anyway with Regulus and Sirius’s parents and Peters anxiety and Remus is a bloody fucking werewolf.

But what about a James that has nightmares of The Prank cuz it’s Snape yes but ~ still ~ and loosing the people he loves and then suddenly it’s too much.

Cuz he has school and his friends problems and quidditch and head boy and his nightmares that won’t let him sleep and his fear and he can’t tell his friends cuz he can’t be weak when they have their own problems and it’s too much.

Then come the panic attacks cuz he’s stressed and terrified and alone.

Then one day in his panic takes a bad turn. He just wants that felling that burning to go away from his arms but it won’t so he tries to cut it out and it doesn’t stop that feeling but gods it feels better.

And he starts to oversee things like why does Reg always insult him he’s such a bad boyfriend and he can’t help Sirius and he lets Remus gets hurt and Pete had a brake up and he couldn’t do anything. Gods he’s such a bad friend. He’s so useless. And so he gets depression.

And then the cuts start to get closer to his elbow pits and his arteries.

Then one day goes bad. Like worst day ever and it’s too much. So when everyones at lunch he writes everything he feels in the last year or so and how he can’t cope and how it’s too much.

That’s the day James Fleamont Potters cut’s to close.

When the Marauders enter their dorm they immediately kno something’s wrong. They don’t kno why but something’s wrong. And then Remus sees the note. They go to the bathroom and see James and immediately call madam Pomfrey and tell Regulus.

And give me the Marauders who can’t believe this how can they not realise that their friend their brother was so lost how no one could be that perfect and in their own self pity they realised how the one who they put all their problems on was so burdened. How close they came to losing him.

Give me how the Marauders all react to the note how they feel sitting next to the bed of their friend who tried to commit suicide how they react when he wakes up and have a long conversation.

And how nothing magically fixes itself how James still has bad days and relapses but knows that he has his friends to relay upon.

[hibiscusheir]

general rules/info! (updated)

Fandoms and Characters I will write for!:

-BNHA: Bakusquad, Deku, Hawks, Dabi, Shigaraki, Shinso, Eri, Toga

-The Owl House: Hunter, Luz, Amity, Willow, Gus, Darius, Raine

-Total Drama: Gwen, Duncan, Heather, Courtney, Alejandro, Mike, Zoey, Cameron

-Harry Potter: Harry Potter, Hermione Granger, Ron Weasley, Draco Malfoy, James Potter (marauders era), Sirius Black (marauders era), Remus Lupin (marauders era), Regulus Black (marauders era), Lily Evans (marauders era)

-FNAF (Movie): Mike Schmidt, Steve Raglan/William Afton, Abby Schmidt(platonic or sibling only, obviously.)

What I WILL Write

-Sensitive topics such as (TW) sh, ed, su!c!de, etc.

-LGBTQ!🤍

-Mental illness

-Romantic and platonic character x readers

Romantic and platonic character x characters

What I WON’T Write

-The usual, pedophila, incest, stepcest, and more like it.

-Romanticizing of mental illness.

-NSFW, i’m a minor and i’m not comfortable writing that

I can refuse to write an ask for any reason. Sorry, thems the rules.

[fruitcoops]

Two of A Kind

I’ve been focusing on asks a lot lately because of everyone’s awesome ideas, but I saw a Cut video that was similar to this and just couldn’t resist. Hope you enjoy! Sweater Weather credit goes to @lumosinlove!

TW for mentions of sex and endless simping!

“Are you ready?” Marlene asks behind the camera. Kasey sits alone on a stool in the middle of the room, drumming his fingers on his knees.

“Yep. What am I doing again?”

The video cuts, revealing the same room, this time with James Potter on the stool. “You’re going to be answering a few questions,” Marlene explains. “And then we’re also going to be interviewing your wife and comparing your answers.”

“Oh, God,” James laughs. “Okay, hit me with your best shot.”

A title card appears on the screen. First Question: What was your first date?

Remus thinks for a moment. “Like, our first official date, or something that was definitely a date but we were both too dumb to notice?”

“Kasey took me to an ice rink,” Natalie says. She is inexplicably sitting on a folding chair rather than the stool. “We spent about three hours there, drinking cocoa and talking. It was a ton of fun!”

“Ice skating.” Kasey grins. “She told me she could skate, but she had never stepped on the ice in her life.”

“It was at Sid’s.” Sirius smiles to himself. “We had been together for about three months at that point.”

“Remus asked us to define ‘first date’,” Marlene says, sounding amused.

“Is there a different definition that I’m not aware of? We hung out at Sid’s a bunch before we actually got together, but those didn’t qualify as dates.” He pauses. “Looking back, they kind of were dates. We just didn’t know it.”

The video transitions to Lily and James, whose interviews are lined up side-by-side. “Lily took me to get ice cream after we went for a walk in the park,” James answers with a bright smile.

Lily laughs. “Our first date was a disaster. It was twenty-five degrees outside and we got ice cream. I think our brain freezes lasted about three straight minutes, but I had a great time.”

Second Question: When and where was your first kiss?

“Our first kiss happened on our first date,” Natalie says. “Kase caught me when I fell over and I just leaned right in.”

Kasey’s dopey smile makes his eyes crinkle. “At the ice rink. It felt like something out of a movie.”

Lily frowns in thought. “Oh, god, maybe our sixth date? He dropped me off at my apartment and kissed me goodnight.”

“I pulled a move straight from a John Hughes movie.” James grins and stretches his arms out. “Walked her to the door and everything. It was perfect.”

“Pascal Dumais’ basement,” Sirius says with a light laugh. “Which is a surprisingly romantic place.”

“It happened right after Sirius’ birthday party, which I was tricked into attending.” Remus gives the camera a mock-serious look. “Always be suspicious of Pascal Dumais. Always.”

Third Question: Who said ‘I love you’ first, and what was your reaction?

Sirius bites his lip. “I said it first, but only by two seconds. It was a long time coming, to be honest.”

“Sirius said it first.” Remus smiles at the memory. “We were both kind of wrecks at the time, but it was…amazing. I think I just cried harder and kissed him.”

Lily rolls her eyes fondly. “James said it first. We were both super drunk and he just blurted it out in the middle of the club.”

“She ran away!” James practically shouts as the video cuts to him. “I told her I loved her, she gave me this shocked look, and then disappeared! I get a text an hour later saying she caught a cab and went home, and she signs it with ‘love, Lily’. What the fuck was I supposed to do with that?”

Natalie coughs slightly. “Um, I don’t remember who said it first.”

Kasey grins at the camera. “Natalie said she didn’t remember,” Marlene calls.

“Oh, she remembers.”

Fourth Question: How’s your sex life? Anything you can do differently?

Sirius, who was taking a sip of water, chokes. “Excuse me?”

Remus is dead silent for a second, blinking at the camera in shock. “It’s, uh, good.”

“If we gave you some alcohol, would your answer change?” Marlene asks.

“Probably. Does anyone else feel like they’re suddenly in danger?”

“What sex life?” James snorts. “We have a baby. There is no time or energy for anything anymore.”

Lily raises an eyebrow. “You think I want him anywhere near me after I just shoved a baby out of my crotch?”

“It’s damn good.” Natalie winks, uncapping her own waterbottle. “Pro tip for anyone looking for a hockey boyfriend: go for the goalies. They’re flexible.”

Kasey is laughing into his hands when his interview appears. “She said that?” he manages. “Oh, Christ.”

Fifth Question: Do you dirty talk?

“Yes.” Kasey and Natalie say at the same time. James winks, and Lily shrugs with a sly smile.

Remus gives the camera crew a disbelieving look. “Are all the questions like this? Were we lulled into a false sense of security?”

“Answer the question, Loops!”

Remus sighs deeply. “On occasion, yes. I’m going to regret saying that.”

“Wouldn’t you like to know,” Sirius says, narrowing his eyes as he sets his water down.

Sixth Question: How well do you sleep?

“Not bad,” Remus says. “Better than I used to, that’s for sure.”

“I don’t sleep,” Lily scoffs. James just looks at the camera and wordlessly gestures to the shadows under his eyes.

“Pretty well,” Natalie muses, slinging one arm around the back of her folding chair.

Sirius nods. “I’d say I sleep well most nights. It’s more comfortable with another person, which was surprising.”

Seventh Question: Why do you feel obligated to share a bed?

“Obligated?” Sirius and Remus say with matching tones of incredulity.

Lily’s smile becomes softer. “I really like sharing a bed. It makes me feel safe.”

“Oh, I love sleeping next to Lily.” James’ gaze turns dreamy. “She smells nice, she’s so warm, and sharing a bed makes childcare much easier when the other person is within reach.”

“You can’t tell her I said this, okay?” Kasey looks around at the camera crew before answering, and his cheeks turn light pink. “Nat’s side of the bed faces east, so if I get up for practice and the sun is rising, she glows a little bit. I dunno, I like it.”

“Kasey is really warm and cuddly.” Natalie says after a moment of thought. “He’s like my own personal heater and I’m never cold if he’s there. Don’t tell him I said that.”

Remus bites his lip before speaking. “I’m not much of a cuddler, but I sleep better next to Sirius than I ever have before. It’s incredible.”

Sirius cocks his head to the side with a smile. “Hmm. Having someone there to hold, especially someone I care about so much, is the best feeling. If I ever wake up in the middle of the night, he’s just…always there.” He half-shrugs. “It’s sappy, but it’s true.”

Eighth Question: Rate your attractiveness on a scale of 1-10

“Eleven,” Lily and Natalie say in unison, as if it’s obvious.

“I’m going with a solid six,” Remus decides after a moment’s deliberation.

“Eight, maybe?” Kasey answers.

Sirius makes a face. “Six? Seven?”

James is mid-laugh when the video cuts to him. “Um, seven. Lily and I have talked about this before and I got in trouble for saying ten, that’s why I’m laughing. Sorry.”

Ninth Question: Rate your partner’s attractiveness on a scale of 1-10

Not a single one hesitates. “Ten.”

“Remus said he was a solid six,” Marlene says as the camera focuses on Sirius.

His eyebrows shoot up. “What? Where is he? Re!”

“What?” a distant voice shouts back.

“You’re a ten!”

“On what scale?”

“Nat said eleven, didn’t she?” Kasey asks with a grin as the clip changes. “I love it when she does that.”

Final Question: What animal is your partner and why? Give three reasons.

Lily gives Marlene a hard look. “Marley, I love you, but what I say right now needs to stay confidential from my husband.”

Sirius laughs quietly. “Oh, he’s going to hate me for this.”

“Lily is a lioness,” James says immediately. “She’s strong, fierce, and unbelievably brave.”

Natalie tilts her head. “Good question. I’m going to go with a bear, since he’s got a big, tough reputation but he’s all soft inside. He’s a pretty solid guy, too, and he likes cold weather.”

“Nat is one of those really colorful birds,” Kasey says. “The ones with big personalities and the pretty feathers.”

“James is a lion.” Lily thinks for a moment longer. “It’s not just that he plays for the Lions, but he really is one of the bravest people I know. He’s protective of his family and cares a lot about keeping everyone together.”

Remus grins at the camera. “Sirius is a dog, and I will happily tell you why. Number one: he loves going for walks. Number two: he is endlessly loyal to the people he cares for. Number three: peanut butter.”

“So, Re is either a cat or a dog, and I really can’t choose.” Sirius’ eyebrows draw together in thought.

“You can choose both if you have reasons,” Marlene calls behind the camera.

“Really? Alright, he’s a dog because he’s friendly, loyal, and brings people trinkets as gifts. Um, I don’t have a legitimate reason for the cat one, but do any of you know that one vine with the cat that’s being dragged around on a leash?”

The camera crew bursts out laughing, and a small picture of the cat appears in the upper left of the screen.

“Anyone who has tried to pick Remus up knows that he looks exactly like that. Goes completely limp, it’s the funniest fucking thing.”

The video cuts to Remus, who raises his eyebrows. “He said what?”

The title card appears and Marlene’s voiceover begins. “Thanks for watching, Lions! Special thanks to Sirius Black, Remus Lupin, James and Lily Potter, Natalie Darcy, and Kasey Winter for being with us today. Like and subscribe for more!”