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jennrypan · 6 months ago

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Geniunely confused..on what the 'they could've been platonic' people have been watching when it comes to Kimiko and Frenchie like..cmon now.

Also they NEVER acted like siblings, we've seen her with her sibling. (Also as someone with a brother. Fucking ew, yall are WEIRD.)

The fuck am I missing

#the boys spoilers #j.p speaks #frenchie x kimiko #absolutely confused about the takes im seeing which is..certainly a take.#cuz???? we had 4 seasons of development. what #frenchie is BI. he was never gonna stay with collin or get with a guy. sorry. he and kimiko were already like That #kimiko only showed signs of being attached to him in that way #you could TELL!#tumblr makes me lose my mind i think

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phonification · 3 months ago

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ive been thinking about taco and balloon forming a little alliance post s1/ pre s2 where they'd (begrudgingly) work together planning on how to break into hotel OJ to steal stuff to take back to their makeshift camp like food, blankets, pillows, etc,,, anything that could be useful to them

#UGH TUMBLR DIDN'T SAVE MY DRAFT R U KIDDING ME WROTE A TON #ok let me go over this again as i remember #balloon ends up encountering tacos makeshift camp wandering in the woods #i like to think balloon makes close to zero noise when he walks around #kinda floats around if u will #taco figures she could use this to get balloon to sneak into hotel oj to get her stuff #well. she tells balloon its “for the benefit of both”#balloon and taco parallel eachother in so much #both of them put up a “mask” as a strategy to further into the game which lead to both of them losing all of their relationships after s1 #although both of them eventually ended up feeling guilty for what they did it took taco much longer #i think their alliance worked decently well for a while but balloons guilt and need to apologize is what drove them apart #by the time of that one scene s2 ep7 where balloon goes up to apologize and has his conversation with oj they'd already drifted apart #i think I'll doodle some more stuff with them eventually im still waiting to my charger to come in the maaaailllll #all of this has probably already been pointed out but im having fun and they've been on my mind a lot lately #so #shrugs #im screaming into the void #ii taco #ii balloon #inanimate insanity

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wanderingibon · 1 month ago

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"Every Mourn Watcher must deal with grief in their own way. "

#thinking about how lira's lived their whole life as a watcher and yet hasn't truly let go of his grief deep down... WHEW #voice of a person who's never gotten over anything ever: I'm completely fine and this won't bite me in the ass anytime soon #very good at sort of faking it till you make it but he's actually deeply afraid of loss #they're that one post where its like 'real sufferers know exactly what they have and that they're going to lose it!!'#it's alright though he gets better as the story progresses 😭i couldn't help but give my ocs the PTSD projection beam i fear #ibon oc: lira 'rook' ingellvar #rook ingellvar #mourn watch #dragon age #dragon age veilguard #datv #datv rook #artists on tumblr #ibon draws #id in alt text #don't mind the outrageous posting time working night shift has permanently altered my sleeping schedule i fear

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unriding · 27 days ago

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EVIE !!!!!

I SAW U USE MY ART AS UR THEME SO I WANNA DO A REMAKE !!! mostly cause the other one was full of mistaks hurrrrr orz

keeping the color palette the same so itd still fit + use softer shading so convey how soft u are + moze is now IN UR HAND !!!! >:3

oh nick :’)

#🐦‍⬛🐕 .#彡 cherishing.#彡 inbox.#彡 nick!#AAAJSNSNS i did my makeup in record time because i had to respond to this asap !! T T i have 25 tags left and so much to say so let’s see #how efficiently i can use my words to convey my gratitude !! T T im actually losing my mind at the addition of moze’s little hands .. i #i will get into that later …. i cannot believe u revamped it for me!!!! thank you nick ?!?! 🥹 i went to gaze 🔎 at the two!! though i think #both are so lovely — i love the curl to my hair !!! i sleep with my hair in those heatless curl rods — so they always tend to be wavier at #the bottom since the top comes loose — THOUGH ITS A RANDOM DETAIL AHAJJ I THOUGHT it looked so accurate !! >< U DID THE BOW EARRINGS UUURGH #i love drop earrings !!!!! and the bow matches with the big one — i noticed the bow & headband is a bit different!! I LOVE BOTH — omg and t #god im going to run out of tags - AND THE SLEEVE!!! ok i shouldn’t point out every difference akajjajaj i am just so excited looking at bot #of them!! I LOVE HOW YOU DRAW ME IM SO?? CAN I SAY THAT??? the little sparkle is spot on because !!! i am showing off mini moze!! to everyo #everyone* T T !!! HE IS SO PRECIOUS AHAHAJSN his gigantic hood … and his signature (ᓀ ᓀ) oh but he is so cute …. T T NICK YOU MAKE HIM LOOK #SO SQUISHABLE URK ITS SO SPOT ON . HIS SQUISHABLE-NESS REALLY SHINES IN YOUR AWESOME ART STYLE (i don’t think i have ever reblogged somethi #something* from you without mentioning your art style) HES SO TINY AAASJSN MY HEART FELT SO HAPPY SEEING HIS LITTLE HANDS …. HIS HANDS ARE #FHE SIZE OF MY EARRING 😭😭😭😭 oh my god i just noticed you gave him a little blush and i want to lock myself underground /pos HE IS SO CUTE #IN YOUR STYLE IUUUAGGHHHH IM IN SUCH AGONY /pos :’) oh i don’t think i will get over his little hands ISNSKDKX im feeling so violently #affectionate staring at it — THE WAY HE IS DRAPED OVER MY HAND IS SO SJSNDNCJ he is my …. most treasured little crow …. that i am showing #everyone with the happiest smile ever …. THANK YOU NICK ))): and the fact that you kept the colors for my theme is so ?!?! you are so thou #UGH TUMBLR — you are so thoughtful with all of your gifts towards your friends!! noting all the details and such ): oh i adore you ): u sai #softer shading to convey how soft i am but i have quite literally melted into a puddle of goo so now am i soft ?! i believe i am just a #puddle in the corner over there in the nick museum -> waiting to be mopped -> OH I LOVE THIS SO MUCH SOB THANK YOU ))): i was about to say #that i don’t even know what to say to convey my gratitude — but i have said something! just not enough to get out my feelings ^^; never eno #ALSO I LOVE HOW YOU DID MY LASHES AAHHHNXNX )): my eyes !!! your style !!! oh i am really in such agony /POS URGH AND I KEEP LOOKING AT HIS #LITTLE HANDS AND WANTING TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS BUNDLE OF VIOLENT AFFECTION I GET FROM IT T T HES SO TINY AJANSDto ruffle his hair with #the very tip of my pinkie … trembling trying not to knock him over ……. i must make him a little spot in my purse …. with little blankets to #keep him nice and cozy …. nick words cannot express my gratitude — thank you!!! both versions are so stunning 🥹 I REALLY APPRECIATE IT (<-#severe understatement) (the most severe understatement) your art is always so stunning #when im home i must come back and add some good reaction photos !!!! THANJ YOU SNIFFLE YOU ARE TOO KIND )))))):#similar to the first time u visited my inbox …. if I ever spot a kofianywhere 🔎🔎🔎🔎🔎👁️!!

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californiaquail · 2 days ago

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anyone else feeling fundamentally incapable of adjusting to society. also just discovered there's a 30 tag limit which i can't believe i've never hit before

#like it was one thing when i was in high school and college like wasn't socialized as a child due to not receiving schooling and growing up #sda blah blah whatever but like i'm almost 27 and i am barely functioning lol like i feel like i'm struggling to have a normal conversation #even more than i used to and i think my speech cadence is noticably off which i don't think it always has been #some of it is definitely from chronic exhaustion from having to get up too early and the stress of having a frequently panic inducing boss #but like. come on now. i can't even drive despite finally having a license because i'm too scared/distractible/poor reaction time #over a dozen antidepressants have not worked. adderall is not working great either #i'm SO much dumber than i used to be and it's driving me quite literally insane #i don't even think it's from getting covid in july because i was noticing it before although it definitely became way more noticeable after #i got this job. i've never been this bad at a job in my life and it's something anyone who knows me would assume i'd be good at #it's embarrassing. i cannot fucking remember anything i struggle to do the most basic of arithmetic to fill prescriptions i make the same #silly mistakes multiple times i am constantly asking stupid questions and still somehow fucking up all the time #it's not as bad as it was a couple months ago and frankly i'm shocked i haven't gotten fired i keep thinking that's going to happen #of course i wanted to quit this job four months ago but now i'm at like a sunk cost fallacy point unfortunately #this is obviously not like any kind of career position for many reasons but i don't know what else to do unless i move across the country #again. i'm not even qualified for anything besides animal related things and summer camp which are fine obviously but not great if you want #things like benefits or paid leave or not to get burned out as hell lmao #i don't even feel like i could do any customer service jobs because i literally struggle to put a coherent sentence together on the spot #everything is so slow. soooo slow i'm literally losing my mind which is catastrophic because my mind is all i've ever had going for me #and i'm having kind of a horrible existence lately which is exacerbating all my problems except the problems make it mostly impossible to d #anything to fix it. ok going out and doing some fun stuff for a day makes me feel better that's great. except then i need a day after that #to recover from doing things the previous day. so the only feasible day for doing things would be saturday. except on saturdays i'm #recovering from working. i literally only work 4 days and barely over 30 hours it's Not that crazy. i mean the boss is crazy and the job ca #also be crazy obviously but 30 hours a week is minimal compared to other work schedules i've maintained before #anyway but the most i can do after work is go to the store if i need to but i almost never have energy for anything fun #and the fucking bus doesn't run on sundays and walking miles to get literally anywhere takes a lot of energy i don't have #i'm about to move next weekend and i'm dreading it because it's going to be so much work and i'm so fucking tired #and i don't have any friends to help me with cleaning i might be able to get help moving my stuff but i'm not even confident about that #i might have to rent a uhaul but i would honestly rather pay somebody to help because i'm that scared of driving even for one 30 min trip #whatever....sorry i had to feel bad for myself in the tumblr dot edu tags again i'm not in therapy rn #(<- guy who should be in therapy)

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codecicle · 7 months ago

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and now the important part of his photodump

#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍#here you go tumblr. youll like this one i think #the ENTIRE THING looks sooooo fucking cool im losing my mind man #i love the evil scientist convention and ive been keeping up with it since michael reeves said he was going #but holy SHITTTTT for charlie to be there too ^_^ my special interests are colliding and im normal about that #also fuck him for dropping this at midnight. not like i have anything better to do but still #<- writing a genloss fic LMAO

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imminent-danger-came · 7 months ago

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You ever feel slightly too weird for weird spaces

#girl help I ranted too much about titanic I think #sometimes it's just me and my discord groupies against the world #And me losing my mind on the tumblr blog #You guys think I'm a cool loser with my themes and motifs right. You guys are into that #We all like story structure here #If I ranted about how James Cameron personified this tragedy and loss as a love story you'd rant with me #You'd cry over ''make it count'' with me right #We'd be excited together #Okay thanks #imp tag

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tea-time-terrier · 6 months ago

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The violent urge to declutter and deep clean vs. the respect you have for your roomate and their things.

#been going a bit feral as the clutter has been creaping #it's not even that bad which makes me feel a little more insane #my one conern of living alone again (besides the cost of living) is not having a human presence to keep me on track #but I'd actually love to lose my mind by myself #I think I'd be good at it (I am)#100% on tumblr while debating how much shit I can move before it's invasive #I can't remove items (what is the purpose of two mops?!) but I can relocate them into smaller denser populations #I am a landscaper #a very hands on biologist #these creatures (stuff) serve a purpose in their own lives but they are expanding beyond their borders a #*and are being relocated back to their natural habitate (not in my space)

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bleaksqueak · 1 year ago

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(okay, I don't want this website to stay broken and struggle under big daddy apple's boots, so I thought i'd see if they had any goodies for decorating my blog that I liked... and oh my god the moon badge is neat and the little bone guy is so cute. I guess i'll finally retire the funny checkmarks because they ruin THE VIBE of moonbones)

#I am a sucker for cute decoration so yeah i'll buy that #I do wish we could have animated avatars again (again right?)#i'm not losing my mind they used to be able to animate right?#that could be a tumblr sub perk tho #do it kinda like discord nitro I guess #I really recall being able to have an animated icon but maybe i'm thinking of deviant art #I had my pixel chibi that painted bees made for me as my main blog icon forever and recall it animating #anyway i'd have (NAME REDACTED FOX) animate if I could #maybe discord nitro's sub plan is something worth looking at idk #anyway I just wanted to say MOONBONES is cute #I will go draw now #i've got a couple of asks in my inbox too #will get to them shortly #I already flipped my sleep schedule back around #be proud of me I work so hard to make my sleep behave

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rotisseries · 1 year ago

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I'm so unbelievably susceptible to the famous secret relationship trope it's unreal actually

#like. is this my way of getting my rpf fix or something without actually engaging in rpf?#actual miracle that I'm not a g*ylor if we're being honest. bc I just saw someone advertising their book that's coming out in a few months #on tiktok. and it's undeniably a g*ylor book the author is undeniably a g*ylor there's a high chance it won't be good bc I saw it on tiktok #AND YET. ANYWAY. I WAS LIKE “OOH SOUNDS INTERESTING” OK. GET HELP!!!#that's why g*ylors are like that actually bc g*ylor conspiracy theories make great stories #it's just that they think it's cool to treat real people like fictional stories #anyway. other examples of me having issues. um. I rush to band aus youtuber aus reality tv aus actor aus etc in fanfic #uh. most well known example of published books obviously rwrb. I also loved the seven husbands of evelyn hugo #I've read two (2)!! different boy band secret relationship books. so.#my favorite part is always the fake social media I'm filled with glee imagining the in universe rpf fandom losing their mind #there's nothing a bitch loves more than a fake twitter thread or tumblr post #I do this even with works that don't focus on the celebrity aspect like I read aftg and technically they're well known college athletes #so even though the hypothetical in universe sports fandom isn't a huge part of it I'm still reading it like I KNOW TWITTER IS ON FIRE RN!!!

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kil9 · 1 year ago

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taemin fans dont want him to meet and fall in love with them like in the wattpad fics. they want gory criminal-based manga, homoerotic hannibal style, multiple volumes

#99.txt #who is with me grrrrgrgrgrrrggrr #who will be insane abt susino with me plzplz plz i think about them too much #i will also accept him making a movie abt them....#use your film degree boy.#anyway this is the one aspect where tumblr annoys me bc not enough ppl are willing to be insane and nerdy abt his stuff #its all ''ououh hmm 🧐🧠 perhaps the 'criminal' is fame itself''#and not enough drawing him anime style with one angel wing and one devil wing covered in blood !!!!!!!!!!!#not enough drawing him kissing his evil alter ego on the mouth !!!!!!! even hes doing it in the posters come on !!!!!#stop being pretentious our boy is a GEEK. plz be a little more fun abt his stuff plzplz plz #ugh fine I WILL DRAW him with one angel wing and one devil wing covered in blood 🙄🙄 i gotta carry out ALL his wishes #cos everyone else is all about the realism WATEVER #the twitter ppl get me. right now everyone is in cardcaptor sakura!taem obsession mode #idk abt western shawol twt i only follow like 3 of u the rest are boring.....#its just reposting clips or pics or whatever and being like ''WOW he SLAYED'' what EVER !!!!!! and it gets 700000 likes #the rest of the world IS drawing him edgelord style with one angel wing and one devil wing like god intended !!!!!!!!!! or in maid outfits #get a grip !!!!!!! get him in the magical girl outfit boy !#sorry gksdjhsdgsd im going insane i just want the fanbase on here to be a little more fun. that sometimes i lose my mind #cos as cool as my twitter circle is. im the only one who speaks english 💀

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television-overload · 7 months ago

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Alright I FINALLY made a dedicated Twitter account for NCIS and X-Files, who wants to be mutuals ⬇️

@monpetitcherix

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orcelito · 8 months ago

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Took a few months but the situation at work is finally truly blowing up

I may or may not join in a workplace abuse claim against my old boss using old blog posts and discord messages of me venting as proof ☺️

It'd be me burning the bridge of having him as a reference later down the line, but honestly I think I can get by without him.

#speculation nation #my old coworker friend messaged me about how they were planning on doing this #and i was like OH BOY do i have some things i could add!!!#read back thru my messages from the day he gave me an hour long panic attack #& had me publicly humiliate myself as punishment for 'neglecting' my job.#and honestly it makes me so sad to look back on it. it really fucked me up so bad.#but Karma's got its kiss for him. and even if we dont do the suing thing hes still losing all but 4 employees #all of whom are currently teenagers lol #hes apparently so convinced he can bounce back and magically get and train so many new employees #but even IF he can. it would require so much extra work and time from him #which a vindicative part of me is rather happy to hear about that.#if i do join in on suing him it'd mean making my discord and tumblr legally linked to myself in a court of law #but. ykno what. im feeling spiteful enough to not mind it.#show up to the court like Orcelito Is Here to give some scathing accounts of their bitch ass ex boss!!!!!#id love if this went somewhere. i also do still have a picture of the thermostat back during that freeze in january #when the heaters couldnt keep up & it was 53F in the store. but we were forced to keep working anyways :]#which is a health code violation :]#with the metadata on that pic it would link its location and time to the store during open hours #and i think osha would find that just very interesting :]#so many wonderful things we could do to fuck our old boss over!!! karma's got its Fucking kiss for him.

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enslaughts · 2 years ago

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claire tried to be carmy's pete bla bla she doesn't even know who pete IS.... she literally just fell in love with the worst person anyone could ever fall in love with at age like fourteen. it's not that deep i promise

#out.#literally just type in claire the bear and watch me lose the ability to think straight past the haze of red #it's not even. it's not like half the people are even saying anything that bad they're literally just making shit up #like i PROMISE it's not that deep #did you think for a second that her only plot function was to show that CARMY is incapable of choosing not to self sabotage #it has nothing to do with which ship you should ship or who's better for carmy it's not a syd vs claire equation!!!#if he and syd tried to get together in season 2 it would have gone EXACTLY the same if not WORSE #because carmy has a one way ticket to complete and total desolation if he doesn't switch gears #that is the POINT. how did you miss it am i insane. am i losing my mind over fictional women fandoms overhate for no reason #jean shut up....... it's fine ur fine u are on tumblr dot com they can't touch claire.....#she is safely tucked away in your hollow brain it's fine <3 #literally didn't even wanna get into it i went into the tag to find cute gifsets of her but 90% of it is just hate #it's brutal out here #anyway if randos like this post i'm instakilling it delete style

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just-slightly-chayotic · 2 years ago

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I need someone to rant to bc any time I see a new Jeff outfit I literally say 'I hate you' out loud bc it's always something ridiculous and no one would ever wear in public be he somehow makes it work and I end up loving the most chaotic outfits and it's just. So rude of him. I think he knows he's pretty enough to pull anything off. (I'm ace too which makes it even more infuriating)

BESTIE YOU HAVE COME TO THE RIGHT PLACE. it's absolutely ridiculous! half of his outfits are absolutely horrendous and he makes them look good. i'm so mad. i have to look at these:

(i'm refusing to look for more examples because i will explode.)

AND SAY THAT HE LOOKS AMAZING?? BECAUSE HE DOES. BUT THESE OUTFITS ARE HORRIBLE. jeff. please. have mercy on all of our sanities and just wear normal things so we can all die in peace instead of dying mad about it.

and then there are just the most chaotic ones??

who looks good with a huge flower on their neck?? the macklemore coat??? shiny as hell pants and neon pink coat??? anyone else would look ridiculous. like a clown. but nooo. this is jeff satur, the most beautiful being in the universe, so of course he looks stunning.

#as an asexual too i very much relate to you nonnie #it's HORRIBLE #he makes me lose my mind on a daily basis.#and i don't know how to deal with it #jeff satur #asks #you may notice i picked the most recent examples #i think i need to divide my jeff folder into separate parts because if i try to go back tumblr just dies on me sfdjdvdjd #with the amount of photos in there i'm not surprised #but i am upset and disappointed:(

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keeps-ache · 2 years ago

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looking for answers

#art #my art #artists on tumblr #digital art #oc #pink space #it's HIM #the GUY #[points points points]#slightly disappointed that i want to do Things with him but i have no ideas rn lol :')#<- like that's gonna stop me from making a complicated perspective piece that i need to learn to draw birds for :')))))#/he has this neat little study that has Such Very High Ceilings that he hangs paper birds with string from and i want to DRAW it hhhvbfdh #i know what the room looks like but it's kinda fuzzy. ykno how it eez lol #PLUS i think i'm getting a little more confidant with backgrounds and buildings so why not!! :D #i'm just also very scared because Oh No Perspective. and Birds hvhhhvbskhv #//but anyway yeah that is all for now!! until i lose my mind a little bit later maybe!! been having a lot of thoughts about Time again!!#you know how it is lol!!#so i bid you adeu. or however you spell that word #words are so so silly #but they like to be Very Grandiose so we need to be nice lol #but anyway i'm saying goodbye now!! toodles :D

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