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imminent-danger-came · 3 months

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You ever feel slightly too weird for weird spaces

#girl help I ranted too much about titanic I think #sometimes it's just me and my discord groupies against the world #And me losing my mind on the tumblr blog #You guys think I'm a cool loser with my themes and motifs right. You guys are into that #We all like story structure here #If I ranted about how James Cameron personified this tragedy and loss as a love story you'd rant with me #You'd cry over ''make it count'' with me right #We'd be excited together #Okay thanks #imp tag

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incorrectskyrimquotes · 2 months

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joov, dougdoug, and the laughing simon r my skyrim youtubers of choice rn

#do any of them have tumblrs? and do they know what tumblr is #bc can i just say ill lose my mind if any of them ever like even offhandedly indirectly mention me #''like oh i heard there was a skyrim sexy poll on some blogging website'' would send me into the stratosphere #(of joy! and anxiety! but also joy!!)

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deoidesign · 3 months

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Joked about Adam being divorced one too many times that now I'm getting anti-divorce ads

Adam think of the children... Please...

#the context for this image is deep #basically i saw a tumblr sexyman quiz #like one of those mary sue quizzes #and i told my readers in my discord server #adam and steve each scored 30 points #guess which points they scored #and when it was getting down to the last like 3 they were struggling so hard to figure out which ones applied #and someone asked me 'does adam coint as divorced?'#and it made me absolutely lose it #so funny to think of his horrifying situation as divorce...#anyways #uh.#idk why the fuck this ad was on my blog #fuck you #divorce is such a hard thing to go through especially when you gave kids #and the children are always kept in mind. obviously.#the divorce is often BENEFITTING the children #by getting them out of a terrible situation #all my friends who have divorced parents. which. now that i think about it is a lot...#think jts a good thing their parents separated #like #do not stay together for the kids #thats not healthy for you or them...#plus then youre just putting your children at the center of your romantic relationship #and putting an extreme amount of pressure on them #to think its their job to keep you together #horrifying ad #text post #shitpost #not art

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llitchilitchi · 1 month

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been reading the Alexander Trilogy and kept making fun of Hephaistion for being so thoroughly whipped for Alexander but then actually decided to draw him all bright and a little sweaty after exercise and yeah, yeah I see the vision

(referenced these ivory sculptures for the face reference, this would be when he's maybe 18-ish, presumably before exile)

#ert #artists on tumblr #sketchbook #ancient greece #alexander the great #not tags i ever expected to use on this blog #arguably his nose should be straighter. but I wanted to allow myself the luxury of this shape. for my 15 year old alexander-obsessed self #his hair would likely be straighter from what we've seen of his other sculptures but I made it curl from sweat #kept it all wild and messy for that 'lion's mane' look #his canines are a bit more pronounced cause of the whole lion imagery tied around him. but he just looks like a kitten now #not sure if I entirely nailed the droopy eyes #every book I read about him mentions his intense scary gaze but like my boy looks like a really gay pieta #also: I added a tiny scar on his cheek. kinda like the idea of him talking back and being slapped by his father while hes wearing his #royal signet ring which scratches his cheek and leaves a scar #excuse the shit picture quality the camera is giving up on me #this might just be the beginning of me slowly but surely losing my mind over ancient greek history for the next couple of years again. sorr

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xoxoraexoxo · 2 months

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Im back 💋

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kindahoping4forever · 4 months

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Ash IG Story

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bleaksqueak · 11 months

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(okay, I don't want this website to stay broken and struggle under big daddy apple's boots, so I thought i'd see if they had any goodies for decorating my blog that I liked... and oh my god the moon badge is neat and the little bone guy is so cute. I guess i'll finally retire the funny checkmarks because they ruin THE VIBE of moonbones)

#I am a sucker for cute decoration so yeah i'll buy that #I do wish we could have animated avatars again (again right?)#i'm not losing my mind they used to be able to animate right?#that could be a tumblr sub perk tho #do it kinda like discord nitro I guess #I really recall being able to have an animated icon but maybe i'm thinking of deviant art #I had my pixel chibi that painted bees made for me as my main blog icon forever and recall it animating #anyway i'd have (NAME REDACTED FOX) animate if I could #maybe discord nitro's sub plan is something worth looking at idk #anyway I just wanted to say MOONBONES is cute #I will go draw now #i've got a couple of asks in my inbox too #will get to them shortly #I already flipped my sleep schedule back around #be proud of me I work so hard to make my sleep behave

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ashfdhfgdsfk · 1 year

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might remake to a new account entirely and change the name i go by

#depresso rant incoming skipp all this if you dont wanna hear it #txt #el/ena might have to become a deadname for lack of a better word sjdhfg #putting the slash because im beyond paranoid now #nothing on this earth is sacred i feel like ive lost the only safe space i had left #would you guys call me some silly name if i asked :-( fuck #shit im so hurt this is the worst #trying to be positive so im not just a huge drag but im so isolated in my real life and as stupid as it sounds #tumblr was becoming a little home id carved out for myself #and i feel like im never going to feel safe here again #but in order to tell you guys about a new blog url ill have to post about it which means they might see it too and uagshfg #and god it doesnt even matter bc my arts out there anyway and a few random 10k+ note posts so theres a chance theyll find me no matter what #and shit i loved so many of my old urls but i cant ever reuse them and i feel like im seriously losing my fucking mind trying to hide #like tumblr and having you guys was the only thing keeping me going through all this shit and it feels like ive lost all of that comfort #this is gonna be the worst fucking birthday ever dude just for that extra cherry on top like i seriously have nothing going for me rn SJDHG #denver and a few lovely mutuals to keep me kicking but oughgf #i feel sick #feel like i need to shower and scrub my soul raw to get this vile ass feeling out #god im sorry to be negative i rlly am i try to keep things cheery round here but im styeadily reaching my limit #and i want to reblog stuff to comfort myself but i dont want to reblog anything in case theyre watching and fuck im so dfjsfgjksfjkgsfkdgh #i could really go for a hug right about now s'all

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g0thsoojin · 2 months

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#i think i'll try to do this bc ...honestly i cant vent freely anymore #for many reasons #i just am too emotionally weak and vulnerable to deal with a small handful albeit ppl who are mean to me #im too sensitive and fragile for it i cant do it #so even if i've tried this several times .. a separate vent blog.. i will try again #for my own peace of mind <3 #plus.. venting has actually caused me so many issues w ppl and connection i've had ://#both on twitter and tumblr #and now part of why it got fucked up with him.. the loml.. was bc he got the wrong side of me #from all my miserable vent posts #i kept posting abt how 'nobody cares abt me' and then he felt like he didnt matter to me #bc i literally kept saying such things :(((#and tbh me venting publically is not worth it at all #it wasnt the only reason but part of it was that i said too much of that constantly #and bc of everything going on w him he just believed i didnt care abt him #fuckkkkk that makes me so sad and regretful but its done #i do kinda hate myself for that tho...#i need to learn how to not feel the need to constantly 'vent'#and learn how to just be ok w having these passing thought and feelings #and only vent when i really need to not every second #losing him... wasnt worth any of it #but ig just starting to not put it on my actual blog and keep it separate is a start #im weird abt what i do and such so it might seem like im overthinking #but i just need to be clear w myself and compartamentalize #and it helpd to tell myself that ill do this and then try to do it #instead of just thinking it #anyway idk #even if its too late with him i dont wanna risk more rude things said to me i just cant take it #and venting causes problems kinda always anyway #so learning to do it less and less is good

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simcardiac-arrested · 1 year

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#Finding a lot of funny images in my big ass phone gallery #anyway this is how i feel like when i lose my mind on tumblr and then people start treating me like i’m insane. I am normal just like the #rest of you. LOOK ME IN THE EYE. I AM NORMAL JUST LIKE THE REST OF YOU ALL #I HAVE NEVER GONE INSANE ON MY TUMBLR BLOG A SINGLE TIME #crammerposting

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synthshenanigans · 5 months

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Im trying to get a bunch of posts to draw for the incorrect quotes & I legit cant find this one

If anyone has like a link or screenshot to it please give i cant find my own damn post help

#tumblr your search engine SUUUCKS #literally went to google & tried to find it with relevant words & i get nothing #tumblr rlly only searches through tags [which is dumb already] so looking up any dialogue does not h e l p #id have to scroll through the entire damn blog to find this fuckin quote #COS IDK WHAT DAY I POSTED IT WHY WOULD I #i even searched “chonny jash table” like what do you want from me #i searched up one of the lines from it & nothing pops up #i even tried switching the names to see if it worked & nothing #losing my mind & my table #i might main tag if i still cant find it #moss post #i know exactly which post it is too #also cant search via notes/likes amount either #which would also help

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eyvi444 · 1 year

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wavesoutbeingtossed · 6 months

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Some days like today I wish I could start this blog over on a new account so it’d be easier to engage and interact with everyone ❤️ if there were a way to export this blog and restart anew I totally would but alas I am in sideblog hell 🙃

#I don’t mind starting fresh with follower counts or anything because I’m not very big anyway and people would find me #I just don’t want to lose all the posts I’ve already made 🥴#will I ever learn lol #this is like the third time a sideblog has become more interactive than my main blog on an account lol #I’ve been doing tumblr wrong for over a decade ✌️

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manwithoutaspleen · 1 year

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more transition rambling

as upset as i sometimes get about not passing, i still love what transitioning is doing for/to my body so much. like i never get sick of seeing how hairy i’m getting, i’m impatient for more facial hair and so excited to have stubble and one side burn (and i would love for both side burns to come in.) my chest hair has started coming in the past few weeks and THATS been a thrill.

every time i hear myself singing and actually like how i sound? every time i laugh weird and sound like my brother, who i love so much? every time i see a friend for the first time in awhile

it’s just, life has been so hard for like, a year and a half now, and while i do think i’m finally on the upswing, there’s a lot of new trauma to deal with. but one thing i’ve learned from all this is how to take care of myself so, so well. i can love and care for myself now in ways i never imagined being possible. and having a body that actually brings me joy makes that so much easier.

and like, it’s especially resonant to have a body that actually brings JOY when i’ve had chronic pain since i was 12. when this all started because i got a new disability. my body can do less and hurts more and i still love it more. its harder to care for, but i’m trying harder.

transitioning has saved my life in SO many ways i could not be more grateful that i finally did it

#separate ramble for the tags:#i deactivated my twitter for a day and realized i could just. not bring it back #and so i didnt! and while i will pop in occasionally so i dont lose it permanently and to check in w people and there and such #it is kinda nice. its also very weird #i also deleted the tumblr app #so i cant just like share every random thought i have with the internet #and i WANT to so badly i am so used to it lmao #but i think practicing being more intentional about what i share online and like breaking that habit of tweeting everything is good for me #even if its not permanent #but hell it might be!#i havent done a great job on breaking the scrolling habit bc i still have instagram for my sibling gc lmao #but reels are. way less engaging than twitter so.#reflecting on it though has made me realize like my memory is so bad and one reason i tweet so much is literally as a Record #but its like alright well maybe a Journal would be Better #and accepting that its ok to forget random thoughts i do not need to preserve every little idea i have #reflecting on internet habits on the internet is very online i admit #but i dont mind being online im just trying to find a way to do so that doesnt break my brain so bad #which is why this is on my mind rn bc like i do genuinely enjoy doing a little blog every so often lmao #might branch out and start actually blogging/writing about my interests too

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neilfinnaesthetics · 1 year

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I am so in love oh dear, I feel so sick

#asking for a friend what do you do if you are in love with a 31 yr old and you are 23?#the math ain’t mathing and I’m afraid I can’t get out of this one #I am paranoid to share this bc I’m so scared someone will somehow find my tumblr blog but I honestly need help #someone send me an anon message to calm me down bc I am losing my mind #thoughts

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teddydeer · 1 year

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cottagecore? back in my day we only had humble plant blogs

#my post #ive been here since 2011 @_@#i feel like a tumblr historian #ive been thinking a lot about 2013-2014 tumblr #but the extremely specific section of it #the era when dangan ronpa was just getting popular but everyone still read it on the somethingawful forums #the madoka/shinji defense squad folks (me)#the zacharie cosplayers (also me)#where are the inazuma 11 people now..?#plant blogging was towards the end of all this #does Anybody know what im talking about i feel like im losing my mind #theres so many trivial little details i remember #redux edit themes..... pixel masterposts..... having a tag for your friends..... the word hella.....#i was huge about homestuck too dont you worry! but for me that was more 2011/2012 #*categorizes categorizes categorizes*#should i make an actual post i need to find my people @_@#i could list so many more of those little things #all i do is list and categorize #and talk in the tags instead of the actual post

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