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weird (not quite) autumn- one layer practice Mae with some vague leaves stuck on for funsies
#nitw#night in the woods#night in the woods fanart#nitw fanart#mae borowski#mae nitw#mae night in the woods#nitw art#night in the woods art#my art?#i have neither the hands nor the spoons for proper lined stuff so I’ve just been messing around w lineless maes in different colors#i do know she doesn’t have a tail but i did not consult a ref and also she should. tails r fun#she remains one of the hardest things for me to draw and this didn’t rly help with that but i Did actually learn to draw simple leaves#which has also been a difficulty for many years#so I guess that’s something#i seem to have severely damaged my right arm/elbow trying to Sleep. life is so much fun rn.#i literally just lightly leaned on it and bam three days of screaming stabbing pain why are my limbs made of fucking glass this is absurd#anyways. look a rare fanart appears#at midnight. because i simply cannot be arsed anymore
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my ALNST oc/sona, solei!! they know both too much and too little at the same time.
is your senior year at highschool getting too boring? fear not! a game of whodunnit is now underway!
ok but seriously, they were really fun to make! my idea for them is pretty unpolished (fuck it we ball) but hey we're all here for fun so what's the harm in it
#alnst#alien stage#alien stage oc#alnst oc#alien stage sona#alnst sona#random notes!#i know the signature looks kind of unnecessarily complicated but listen#according to the shit i pulled out of my ass the humans in alien society are more dextrous and quick moving#because of their conditioning (absolute bullshit)#solei has a simplified signature too if thats any better#plip pointed out that the girls ids start with 2 and the boys with 1#solei is...... dont even worry about it!!!#the eyebags are due to lack of sleep and bouts of paranoia#but they try their hardest to not be seen as weird#and they like being around friends and talking about shared interests#also solei isn't talented at singing. at all#like. okay at best#alnst oc: solei
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slooper!!!!!
small doodle i decided 2 digitalize
goodnightyy now :3 queueueing tjis weee
#i dont think bart would snore but i do think he drools#this makes sense#i sweeear#im having a moment where im just like damn…ppl like my chibi art more than my regular art#ehich is kinda downer till i realize OMG PPL LIKE MY ART!!!:D!!!!!!#ty ppl who like my art it makes me :3 makes me rlly happy!!!#my thoughts r like i might as well post my art even the 1s i dont like as much bc some1 will like it i think! then i try my hardest not#2 delete it lol#usually the art i dont rlly want ppl 2 see tho i just dont tag @ all#which always makes it scary when ppl do find it cause like WOAH ok skdhkskjcks notes on old posts is like the same thinf#idk y im typing about this stry im sleepyyy#bart finally sleeps 4 half an hr after rolling & wiggling 4 hrs b4#then he wakes up & just enters daydreaming land idk#brrrrtgbnnnnbbbgfg aasaaaaaaaaaa#bart allen#puppee art#queue#or scedrulee?? im choosing a tando. m tome hehehehe
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#ok ended up not scrapping it but have to sleep neow t_t#al is still hardest to consistently stylize...i want him to look a certain way but i feel all the details conflict...#one day ill figure it out...my forever girl#a doodley#also ive been trying to mimic that one style for him#ykwim. the style ppl who draw sf6 fanart use. big hands big body#but it always looks so off too i need to figure it out#when i make his body big his head looks too small but making it bigger makes his body look too small. wargh#ok gn ^_^#sorry i meant General SF Art but sf6 the main acronym in my mind due to recent release#sorry for making so many posts in like the last 4 hrs t_t
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I’m terrified, I’m actually terrified right now. If that idiot gets back into office I’m not kidding I don’t think he’ll ever leave.
I feel like I’m about to throw up. God I’m so scared
#us politics#I know I should just sleep and not let this get to me#but as a queer woman I’m so afraid that I’m always going to have my rights taken away#trying my hardest to not freak out#but it’s still there lurking
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Blehhh
#so like#physical therapy and medical stuff has been cutting into my sleep for three weeks now#and yesterday we were up to like noon thirty cuz we had to talk to a lawyer#and a few days ago we asked her what the turkey day plans are#and she said dinner at 1pm. fucking one in the afternoon.#we've identified 1-3pm to her as the hardest times for us make cuz it's basically the middle of when we are sleeping#normally we try for ~9:30 am to be in bed or getting in#and up around 5 or 6#and it's just#i know she's not doing it to single me out she's just an insane woman when it comes to her schedule#but it would have been nice if she ever made any effort to try make sure we could be included -_-#cuz this was an issue last few thanksgivings too#so she KNOWS about it#she can't not know about it#and idk#one of my sister's always got judgy about it cuz ~she works 60+ hours a week~#and i didn't show up on time to help cook cuz i needed a nap after work#and i KNOW she's gonna be a bitch about is not being at the gathering#though i don't think she'll contact me about it#and like#i would love to go honestly!#that's the kicker!#if it was at 4pm it something I'd absolutely go!#my sister's just moved so i won't get to see them often and i would like to visit with them#not to mention we could use a good free meal >.>#but like#fuck dude#we're already exhausted and we're kinda sick of having to meet my mom at a place that's unreasonable for us#so i guess it's Thanksgiving alone at my place of a bowl of chili with cheese and some potato salad#means we get stream at least
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good night everyone <3 (i want biker!endo to bend me over his motorcycle while i wear his helmet.)
#���— yapping#currently 1:30 am#kinda early imo#maybe bc i slept so late last night#regardless i have to be up at 7? 7:30?#sometime around then#pretty boring day but also relaxing yk#i think i just have classes and thennn#nothing i think#pretty uneventful as per usual#AH BUT WIND BREAKER CHAPTER SO YAY#will read it then#try my hardest not to rip my hair out bc of how boring the rest of the day is#but yeah good night to those in a similar timezone#good afternoon/evening to my moots further away#hope u guys sleep well or have good breakfast or lunch or dinner or wtvr#just hope its a good day for uuu#ok off to bed night night
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#self care#self love#being human#physical health#mental health#women’s health#trying my best#one day at a time#health conditions#invisible illness#mental illness#physical illness#diabetes#diabetes type 2#sleep apnea#anxiety disorder#bipolar disorder#bipolar type 2#adulting#getting older#trying my hardest#christian blog#christian tumblr
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being the houston mutual means every couple years i just log on like 'hey whats up just experiencing a natural disaster down here. im fine tho'
#honestly this one probably hit me the hardest bc the lack of ac has been hard to deal with#and the lack of sleep and lack of proper diet has left me super brainfogged#plus my phone is broken#work has been overstimulating and tiring#and we have had to throw out massive massive amounts of food which is just sad#i was outside today in the heat and the rain getting melted ice cream on my pants#and a wasp flew in my room#bc the other night i was in a daze and left w my window open to crash out on my friends floor#bc i literally didnt think i could survive another night trying to sleep in the heat#its like almost 90 degrees in my apartment when the ac is off#i had such a bad migraine from caffeine withdrawal too#i woke up trying to drive anywhere to get something to eat#feeling like i was gonna puke for hours and hours#i got a coffee and some fries and pulled through (embarrassing....) kjhjdfgklfhdfgl#me: yeah ive been miserable and in massive amounts of distress and pain and everyone around me is miserable too. but im fine
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Time is a lie and I am exhausted all the time <- stayed up until four am the last three days
#the elf talks#I’d be tired anyway but also like why do I keep doing this I am so tired#it’s so hard to convince myself to sleep when there is no real reason for me to… not sleep all day#trying my hardest to become nocturnal ig
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The only way I can describe the condition of my brain today is if someone took a chewed up ball of gum, dropped it off of a 30 story building, and then scraped it off of the sidewalk with a fragile toothpick.
#this is like#lowkey the worst depression day I’ve had in months#tw like talk of self harm but not cutting#I haven’t cut cut in years but my legs are covered in bruises right now 🫠#I do it completely without thinking about it#it’s kinda a natural self-soothing behavior when my intrusive thoughts get really bad#I am just so fucking exhausted#mentally not physically though#which means I can’t fucking sleep it off#so I’m gonna work out my hardest over the next few hours so I can try and tire my body out
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;-- aside from poor health, ive also been indulging in the new natlan region in genshin, so posting replies have tremendously slowed down my b
#;ooc#:^)#this upcoming weekend ima use it to recover sleep bc i need it so bad#but the replies are there just not edited and ready to post#im trying my hardest#my motivation hasn't died down just yet#my health has been kicking me in the balls gg#and welp genshin stuff happened so now im doing that and ye#kinich is my new baby
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ENCYLOPEDIA - There are 7 Dragon Balls, if you collect all 7 you can be granted a Wish.
I can wish for my ex-something to come back.
VOLITION - Please, for your own health don't do that.
RHETORIC - I have a better wish comrade, wish away all those damned bourgeoise.
"Damn those bourgeoise and those pigs too." He just squints at nothing in particular.
#IM JUST TESTING A BIT#IGNORE ME LMAO#listen IDK how i want to do it yet#harry dubois rp maybe#i might nap cause i think igot 4 hours sleep and im SLEEPYISH?? idk#definitely will incorporate the skills into the writing even if it's messy#honestly the hardest part about doing this will be trying to capture all the different skills and their little personalities lmao#but god i loved this game so much my brain rot is still there
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allow the ancestors and the people in your family to equip you with all you need for the journey ahead.
#It’s above me now…#I honestly am having the hardest time sleeping but I’m gonna try to distract myself to sleep#We never have and never will.#Oh I am#fuck this shit…#Black women deserve rest and care after relentless struggle.#We cant. Soon there will be wailing and gnashing of teeth. -mark my words.#Black women take the time you deserve rest and recharge fully.#It’s okay to give the same energy they gave to you#Oh fuck me ? Then fuck you!#2024 presidential election#election 2024#early voting#us election#kamala for president#tim walz#harris walz#kamala 2024#presidential election#harris walz campaign#kamala harris#harris walz ticket#harris walz administration#Trump vance#harris walz 2024#trump vance 2024#harris walz rally#breathe#self care#maga 2024
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gets up and acts completely fine
i threw a rock at a deity once :3 i now have one less limb than i did before!
- 🐈⬛
“you… what? …Hyperlaser wasn’t kidding when he was talking about these ‘anons’ how intriguing…”
he was mumbling to himself about something, he’s probably gonna try and stuff you under a microscope to study you.
#subspace ic#🐈⬛ anon#I THOUGHT I ANSWERED THIS SOZ#trying my hardest not to laugh rn people are SLEEPING
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#I think the hardest thing about managing flares is that I naturally become extremely introverted#I do not reach out I’m not scrolling tumblr or instagram#I tuck inside myself because my energy is so so precious and then I emerge and#John Travolta turn around gif#where is everyone#I don’t want to bore you with my pain and my sads#okay tucking myself in between a heating blanket sandwich and trying to sleep#Logan gets personal
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