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3amsnek · 1 year ago

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weird (not quite) autumn- one layer practice Mae with some vague leaves stuck on for funsies

#nitw #night in the woods #night in the woods fanart #nitw fanart #mae borowski #mae nitw #mae night in the woods #nitw art #night in the woods art #my art?#i have neither the hands nor the spoons for proper lined stuff so I’ve just been messing around w lineless maes in different colors #i do know she doesn’t have a tail but i did not consult a ref and also she should. tails r fun #she remains one of the hardest things for me to draw and this didn’t rly help with that but i Did actually learn to draw simple leaves #which has also been a difficulty for many years #so I guess that’s something #i seem to have severely damaged my right arm/elbow trying to Sleep. life is so much fun rn.#i literally just lightly leaned on it and bam three days of screaming stabbing pain why are my limbs made of fucking glass this is absurd #anyways. look a rare fanart appears #at midnight. because i simply cannot be arsed anymore

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shakingparadigm · 7 months ago

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my ALNST oc/sona, solei!! they know both too much and too little at the same time.

is your senior year at highschool getting too boring? fear not! a game of whodunnit is now underway!

ok but seriously, they were really fun to make! my idea for them is pretty unpolished (fuck it we ball) but hey we're all here for fun so what's the harm in it

#alnst #alien stage #alien stage oc #alnst oc #alien stage sona #alnst sona #random notes!#i know the signature looks kind of unnecessarily complicated but listen #according to the shit i pulled out of my ass the humans in alien society are more dextrous and quick moving #because of their conditioning (absolute bullshit)#solei has a simplified signature too if thats any better #plip pointed out that the girls ids start with 2 and the boys with 1 #solei is...... dont even worry about it!!!#the eyebags are due to lack of sleep and bouts of paranoia #but they try their hardest to not be seen as weird #and they like being around friends and talking about shared interests #also solei isn't talented at singing. at all #like. okay at best #alnst oc: solei

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melit0n · 2 months ago

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Give me five whole minutes.

Credits: Me

#I sobbed like a baby during Missing Limbs but I didn't expect the end of Euclid to catch me so bad #but hearing that line. hearing that *song* that has constantly ran rampant in my mind. That I've held so close to my chest? Amazing #absolutely fucking amazing #let alone getting to sing it along with 20k other people #the Espera sounded gorgeous Vessel sounded gorgeous and ii iii and IV played wonderfully well #(about to be a bit vunerable so bear with me)#I said in one of my other posts that 'I think my soul came out of my body for a bit' and I mean that whole heartedly. because this is where #call it an extreme reaction but I felt all my blood go out of my fingers and just this. humungous weight peeling itself off of my shoulders #I jokingly call myself a cockroach a lot because I tend to have bitterly bad luck and just try my best to get back up after it and this jus #I'm describing as I go and it's the hardest thing to illustrate #I felt welcomed. like the warm feeling when you come home and the heatings on in Winter #never will I ever fully be able to execute the thanks I have for what this band has done for me #for what you guys in this community have done for me #this felt like a peak and I think I'll forever being going upwards from here. this and you guys have made the climb so much easier #perhaps the appropriate time to simply say 'worship'#mel's rambles #mel's photos #sleep token #st #teeth of god tour #tog tour #vessel #vessel sleep token #euclid #song euclid #tmbte #sleep token tmbte #take me back to eden #+ again. kindly ignore me crying and singing

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pup-pee · 10 months ago

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slooper!!!!!

small doodle i decided 2 digitalize

goodnightyy now :3 queueueing tjis weee

#i dont think bart would snore but i do think he drools #this makes sense #i sweeear #im having a moment where im just like damn…ppl like my chibi art more than my regular art #ehich is kinda downer till i realize OMG PPL LIKE MY ART!!!:D!!!!!!#ty ppl who like my art it makes me :3 makes me rlly happy!!!#my thoughts r like i might as well post my art even the 1s i dont like as much bc some1 will like it i think! then i try my hardest not #2 delete it lol #usually the art i dont rlly want ppl 2 see tho i just dont tag @ all #which always makes it scary when ppl do find it cause like WOAH ok skdhkskjcks notes on old posts is like the same thinf #idk y im typing about this stry im sleepyyy #bart finally sleeps 4 half an hr after rolling & wiggling 4 hrs b4 #then he wakes up & just enters daydreaming land idk #brrrrtgbnnnnbbbgfg aasaaaaaaaaaa #bart allen #puppee art #queue #or scedrulee?? im choosing a tando. m tome hehehehe

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skunkes · 1 year ago

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#ok ended up not scrapping it but have to sleep neow t_t #al is still hardest to consistently stylize...i want him to look a certain way but i feel all the details conflict...#one day ill figure it out...my forever girl #a doodley #also ive been trying to mimic that one style for him #ykwim. the style ppl who draw sf6 fanart use. big hands big body #but it always looks so off too i need to figure it out #when i make his body big his head looks too small but making it bigger makes his body look too small. wargh #ok gn ^_^#sorry i meant General SF Art but sf6 the main acronym in my mind due to recent release #sorry for making so many posts in like the last 4 hrs t_t

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sanguinemoonlight · 3 months ago

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I’m terrified, I’m actually terrified right now. If that idiot gets back into office I’m not kidding I don’t think he’ll ever leave.

I feel like I’m about to throw up. God I’m so scared

#us politics #I know I should just sleep and not let this get to me #but as a queer woman I’m so afraid that I’m always going to have my rights taken away #trying my hardest to not freak out #but it’s still there lurking

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magicalgirlmindcrank · 2 months ago

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Blehhh

#so like #physical therapy and medical stuff has been cutting into my sleep for three weeks now #and yesterday we were up to like noon thirty cuz we had to talk to a lawyer #and a few days ago we asked her what the turkey day plans are #and she said dinner at 1pm. fucking one in the afternoon.#we've identified 1-3pm to her as the hardest times for us make cuz it's basically the middle of when we are sleeping #normally we try for ~9:30 am to be in bed or getting in #and up around 5 or 6 #and it's just #i know she's not doing it to single me out she's just an insane woman when it comes to her schedule #but it would have been nice if she ever made any effort to try make sure we could be included -_-#cuz this was an issue last few thanksgivings too #so she KNOWS about it #she can't not know about it #and idk #one of my sister's always got judgy about it cuz ~she works 60+ hours a week~#and i didn't show up on time to help cook cuz i needed a nap after work #and i KNOW she's gonna be a bitch about is not being at the gathering #though i don't think she'll contact me about it #and like #i would love to go honestly!#that's the kicker!#if it was at 4pm it something I'd absolutely go!#my sister's just moved so i won't get to see them often and i would like to visit with them #not to mention we could use a good free meal >.>#but like #fuck dude #we're already exhausted and we're kinda sick of having to meet my mom at a place that's unreasonable for us #so i guess it's Thanksgiving alone at my place of a bowl of chili with cheese and some potato salad #means we get stream at least

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nyxypoo · 3 months ago

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good night everyone <3 (i want biker!endo to bend me over his motorcycle while i wear his helmet.)

#☆— yapping #currently 1:30 am #kinda early imo #maybe bc i slept so late last night #regardless i have to be up at 7? 7:30?#sometime around then #pretty boring day but also relaxing yk #i think i just have classes and thennn #nothing i think #pretty uneventful as per usual #AH BUT WIND BREAKER CHAPTER SO YAY #will read it then #try my hardest not to rip my hair out bc of how boring the rest of the day is #but yeah good night to those in a similar timezone #good afternoon/evening to my moots further away #hope u guys sleep well or have good breakfast or lunch or dinner or wtvr #just hope its a good day for uuu #ok off to bed night night

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tears-that-heal · 7 months ago

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marsixm · 7 months ago

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being the houston mutual means every couple years i just log on like 'hey whats up just experiencing a natural disaster down here. im fine tho'

#honestly this one probably hit me the hardest bc the lack of ac has been hard to deal with #and the lack of sleep and lack of proper diet has left me super brainfogged #plus my phone is broken #work has been overstimulating and tiring #and we have had to throw out massive massive amounts of food which is just sad #i was outside today in the heat and the rain getting melted ice cream on my pants #and a wasp flew in my room #bc the other night i was in a daze and left w my window open to crash out on my friends floor #bc i literally didnt think i could survive another night trying to sleep in the heat #its like almost 90 degrees in my apartment when the ac is off #i had such a bad migraine from caffeine withdrawal too #i woke up trying to drive anywhere to get something to eat #feeling like i was gonna puke for hours and hours #i got a coffee and some fries and pulled through (embarrassing....) kjhjdfgklfhdfgl #me: yeah ive been miserable and in massive amounts of distress and pain and everyone around me is miserable too. but im fine

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novelconcepts · 6 days ago

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Sorry for coming and asking about the same thing as the previous op, basically, but,

how do you deal with a fresh break-up?

My answer to this isn't so different from the heartbreak one, honestly. It all routes back to grief. We think we're only allowed to grieve the dead--and really only those we knew in a particular way--and that that grief is constrained to a timeline. That it has an expiration date. It doesn't. Grief applies to all manner of loss: breakups, and lost jobs, and dethroned heroes, and dreams not working out. You can't plan for it, and you can't time it out, and there is no okay, enough of that, you should be over it now. You just have to feel it as long as it begs to be felt. And it'll lessen over time, but you just have to...let it. Let it become a friend. Let it become a part of you. Eventually, getting up in the morning feels easier again. Eventually, color comes back into the world. The music stops sounding like them, the movies become yours again, the memories lose some of their thorns. But you have to give it time.

A breakup sucks. It's allowed to suck. It's allowed to suck as long as it needs to. Be kind to yourself, be patient with yourself, give yourself the love you'd give someone else in your position. Let yourself not be okay. Give yourself the space for that grief, loneliness, loss, and try to trust that you'll find your way out of the dark eventually.

#ask #it's been a long time since my last breakup #but even though it was me doing the breaking part i still grieved #if you need to cry: cry. if you need to talk: talk. if you need to write it out and make furious art about it: do that #i did a lot of sleeping. i ate a lot of shitty fast food because it was easy and i needed to eat.#even though my breakup was comparatively easy it still needed to be felt and i still needed to give myself that space #my best advice for any kind of painful situation is to be as kind to yourself as possible #don't beat yourself up. don't try to speedrun it. just try to love yourself as best you can through the hardest parts

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dark-elf-writes · 9 months ago

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Time is a lie and I am exhausted all the time <- stayed up until four am the last three days

#the elf talks #I’d be tired anyway but also like why do I keep doing this I am so tired #it’s so hard to convince myself to sleep when there is no real reason for me to… not sleep all day #trying my hardest to become nocturnal ig

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alxor-of-hellsite · 23 days ago

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THINGS!

2025 is going to be the most jam packed stressful year of my life & i know that for sure because a lot is already planned. So i WILL be an absolute mental wreck (this is apologies in advance) & i will literally be clinging onto support most likely the whole year so tumblr will either be me spamming constantly or me not here for weeks or months at a time & barely posting? i’m so unpredictable. Anyways my entire life is guaranteed to change & the best case scenario will still ruin a lot of shit for me so if i get really depressed THERE IS REASON!!!! & i’ve already made several promises so the world is stuck with me if i can help it. so uuhhhhhhhhh YEAH. ANYWAYS IM SCARED FUCKING SHITLESS LIKE ZERO SHIT SCARED OUT KF MY FUCKING MIND SO YEAH. THE MENTAL STATE WONT BE THE BEST. LOVE YOU GUYS!!! IF MY ACTIVITY IS SPOTTY IM NOT DEAD WE’RE PROBABLY JUST DISSOCIATED AS SHIT!

Anyways. TLDR i’m going to be super fucking stressed out & out of pocket for the next year because of shit.

Any friends of ours read tags pretty please <3

#new year 2025 #going to be super hyperactive or stare at a wall for a week & i don’t know which one it will be yet it’s leaning towards stare at a wall #for maybe like a month. just stare at wall & cry #BUDDY REN IS NOT OKAY! BUT HANGING IN THERE!#WE COMMITTED TO HARD TO THE BIT THAT IS LIFE SO YALL ARE STUCK WITH ME LESS SUN DONT SHINE RIVERS TAKE ME DOWN!#mighhhhhht end up relapsing on the addiction but that is way better than being dead. it doesn’t have to be healthy at this point #as long as it keeps me alive & sane i guess? i’ll obviously try not to but like dark times are dark #life update #IF YOU ARE AN IRL THAT I TALK TO OFTEN & YOU NOTICE ME NOT RESPONDING TO ANYTHING OR REACHING OUT PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD REACH OUT #IM SAYING THIS NOW BECAUSE IVE BEEN INCREDIBLY SUICIDAL BEFORE & AM BEING CAUTIOUS AS HELL!!!! MENTAL STATE IS NOT A FUCKING GAME OVER HERE #LIKE IF I START SHOWING SIGNS & I AM NOT TAKING CARE OF IT ALREADY REN IS A STUBBORN BITCH & WILL REFUSE HELP BUT IM NOT PLAYING #IF SHIT STARTS GETTING CONCERNING FOR THE LOVE OF GOD PLEASE INTERVENE #LIKE OBVIOUSLY IF YOU ARENT DOING GOOD EITHER & NEED PRIORITIZE YOURSELF DO THAT!!!#BUT IF YOU ARE IN A POSITION TO HELP & CATCH ON TO ANY CONCERNING SIGNS PLEASSSSSSE DONT LET THIS BITCH TURN HELP DOWN & INTERVENE #WE WILL PROBABLY NEED ALL THE HELP WE CAN GET & ALL THE SUPPORT WE CAN ASWELL #BUT ALSO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF PLEASEEEE? DONT IGNORE YOUR OWN NEEDS #APOLOGIES IF THIS IS WORDED BAD IM NOT THE BEST WRITER THATS NOT MY JOB #SERIOUSLY LOVE YOU GUYS & IM GOING TO TRY MY HARDEST TO SUPPORT MYSELF BUT WE MIGHT NEED MORE HELP THAN WE CAN GIVE OURSELVES ALONE?#IF ANY OF THIS SHIT MAKES SENSE #MIGHT NOT? I DUNNO DM ME IF YOU WANT TO BATTLE PLAN WITH ME #THE BATTLE BEING LIFE WHILE CHANGING LITERALLY EVERYTHING & MAYBE BEING AN INTERNALLY DISPLACED REFUGEE IN THE COMING MONTHS #I LOVE YALL! UH THANKS FOR READING I GUESS? IM TIRED & GONNA SLEEP NOW #GOOD NIGHT YALL <3

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corcnaiism · 5 months ago

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;-- aside from poor health, ive also been indulging in the new natlan region in genshin, so posting replies have tremendously slowed down my b

#;ooc #:^)#this upcoming weekend ima use it to recover sleep bc i need it so bad #but the replies are there just not edited and ready to post #im trying my hardest #my motivation hasn't died down just yet #my health has been kicking me in the balls gg #and welp genshin stuff happened so now im doing that and ye #kinich is my new baby

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n3rdb0x · 2 months ago

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ENCYLOPEDIA - There are 7 Dragon Balls, if you collect all 7 you can be granted a Wish.

I can wish for my ex-something to come back.

VOLITION - Please, for your own health don't do that.

RHETORIC - I have a better wish comrade, wish away all those damned bourgeoise.

"Damn those bourgeoise and those pigs too." He just squints at nothing in particular.

#IM JUST TESTING A BIT #IGNORE ME LMAO #listen IDK how i want to do it yet #harry dubois rp maybe #i might nap cause i think igot 4 hours sleep and im SLEEPYISH?? idk #definitely will incorporate the skills into the writing even if it's messy #honestly the hardest part about doing this will be trying to capture all the different skills and their little personalities lmao #but god i loved this game so much my brain rot is still there

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cyarsk52-20 · 3 months ago

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allow the ancestors and the people in your family to equip you with all you need for the journey ahead.

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