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#today just fucking sucks#the i want to see how fast i reach the pavement from the 11th floor kinda suck to be exact#i slept 4 hours#i'm already feeling like shit all day#and then the celebration whatever at work now this shit#but thats what i get appearently for skipping one grocery run and ordering it in so i don't catch a cold in this weather#with no sleep#no food#no money#fuck me i guess
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*has several debilitating disorders* idk maybe i'm just lazy
#cancelled my psychiatrist appt because i just couldn't get up and i felt i couldn't face her#she's probably mad with me now :/ she already talked to me about missing appointments but i just couldn't do it today#i fucking suck lol im disappointed in myself. my depression has gotten really bad lately which is all the more reason to talk to her but.#idk i've kind of given up also. i stopped therapy months ago. i dont think she was gonna really help me anyway tbh
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day 1765
#amphibian#frog#self#frogsona#thanks everyone for the congrats and well wishes!!!#genuinely meant a lot :)#healing is going super well!! i was expecting it to be a lot worse tbh but i'm mostly just tired#the post op binder SUCKS though i understand why it's useful but i can't wait to be out of it#today (day of posting) i FINALLY got to see the results for the first time though!! after getting the big bandaids and stitches removed#they didn't take any pictures of the results before taping me up so i've had to be sooo patient#actually seeing it felt unreal im so happy?? it already looks amazing and it's healing so well#i keep looking back at the pictures i took holy fuck that's me!!! it feels so right i have never felt this good about my body wow
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quick @meanbossart 's DU Drow with a post-tadpol Strike!
I think they'd get along, Strike has never been afraid of anyone except Bhaal and he's enough of a freak to vibe with DU Drow! I gotta draw more of tadpoled Strike anyway, the weight loss and scars are from Kressa's torture (yes even the dick scars)
Anyway I absolutely adore DU Drow and meanbossart's art, the way he draws Astarion and Orin is downright delightful and i hope i did DU Drow justice here lol
#i love this fucked up man so much#he's got really fun features#maybe i'll draw him more if it's okay with his owner#this one was done pretty quickly just because today kinda sucked ass so that was for me to cheer up tbh#i mean it worked#bg3#other's oc#the dark urge#du drow#fanart#baldur's gate 3#durge#bg3 durge#oc strike
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pygmalion and galatea for aroace people
you should tell your friends what I look like, riz gukgak.
#fantasy high#fantasy high sophomore year#fhsy#riz gukgak#baron from the baronies#fh class quangle#class swap babeyy! bard!riz that's whats goin on!#I really need tags for these now I think lmao#ask to tag#I feel like this should be tagged something. but I dont know what#in my brain after the initial kidnapping class swap baron's thing is every time riz keeps his story abt them up in front of his friends#they get a little bit closer. they send him pictures of where they supposedly are n stuff#theres a scene in my brain only of kristen and riz on top of the van and kristen is like everything kinda sucks rn can u tell me abt baron#cause what you guys have is so nice and beautiful. and riz almost doesn't but he ultimately can't deny kristen a little peace#lmao I feel like dipping into baron stuff with the class swap is like showing my whole ass online again I just. I'm a#horror person before all else... I cant stop myself. canon baron is Great and Cool but that is kind of the thing. for a horror thing theyre#Too Cool. I think cool is kind of the neutralizer of scary. when a monster is a certain amount of cool it overrides the scary#and now u just have a Cool Monster#its so fucked for bard!riz this year bc he doesn't have an office (he's mooching off the school wifi from the AV club room lol)#so there's no buffer between adventure and home life. so baron just shows up in the strongtower apartment lmao#sophomore year bard!riz looks like a slasher protag so I just leaned into it I guess. he gets a mr. x if mr. x is made up by leon kennedy#well. its worse actually. they can show up where he is at any moment theyve proven this. but they dont#they choose to punish him slowly as he lies to his friends instead. baron is mr. x if mr. x is made up by leon and also a bitch#I think its gonna pop up if class swap baron ever speaks in a comic I do but their voice comes from like. inside their hollow face#it sounds like it's a lot deeper in there than that skull should be#tbh what I have rn is kinda like a bag of loose pieces that Can fit together into something great but I dont have the energy to#really sit down with them yet lol. Im doing this inbetween other things#it comes or it doesn't! it's fine. funny how today's bad comic day also. I wont say this is for bad comic day bc all my comics are#flawless and beautiful and perfect and awesome and beautiful and the best#but u should. if u havent drawn a comic today or at all ever u should draw a comic
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hey, so i don’t usually talk about this sort of thing on here and i’m not the best with words, but i need to say this:
you, the person reading this, have to survive.
you are strong. you are so, SO strong and so extremely brave. don’t give them what they want. they want you to be afraid, they want you to give up hope, but you cannot give that to them. do not give them power over you like that.
it’s only 4 years. that may seems like a very long time, but you survived his first term. you can do it again, i KNOW you can. and if his term somehow lasts longer than 4 years? i still know you can do it. will it be challenging? of course it will, but i and so many other believe that you can make it through to the other side.
take a break from the screens. go outside and just sit with yourself or invite your friends to sit along with you. spend time with your pets, indulge in your hobbies, or try something new. take the time to enjoy the little things in life. maybe reach out to a mutual you’ve never spoken to or who you haven’t spoken to in a while.
just please don’t give up. don’t give up on yourself. don’t let that smelly old man have power over you as a human being.
please survive. i know you can. it’ll be okay.
#graveyardtxt#u.s politics#sorry if this sounds repetitive or it just isn’t that great. i just woke up to all this#i won’t post anything else today (maybe not tomorrow either)#but after that i’ll go back to being as silly as i can to create a safe space for those who need it#just please don’t give up#the world fucking sucks rn. this election. the war. it all sucks#but you have to stay alive. there are people who love you so much
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Yes this based on that one post
#malevolent#arthur lester#cw guns#my art#its kinda shitty but art is not working and i had to fucking finish just one thing today#ughhhh im so frustrated this sucks ass >:[#he looks kinda ugly but trully whatever im so fucking tired...
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i walked past this store in a mall today called fossil that had like. watches n jewlery n purses or something and i thought of. fossil objectified so i drew that.
idk how this kinda looks decent tbh this is only like my 3rd time drawing them. like, its not great, but you can tell it's her, so, i call that pretty good :P
#silverware's art#objectified comic#fossil objectified#idk. i was just compelled to do this.#also like ive been really unmotivaded ig?? first time drawing on krita for days.#last time i drew somethin was 2 days ago on good ol ms paint. oof.#i hate only posting one thing but. i feel like accumulating things in genres to post en-mass#ig ill just tell myself i'm gonna save up posts so i wont fucking die when i go back to school on thursday#ANYWAY! i went to hot topic today. first time in my fucking life going there. very nice employees. my friend did not misinform me#i also got some like. kiwi-watermelon cotten candy. pretty good?? ig?? idk. kinda sweet. overly so. but nice at the same time.#uhhh. i did fuck up one of her hands a bit but.. uh. sucks. i dont wanna go back to fix it.
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I cut your username out of this post because I don't want to unintentionally direct anyone over to you. I do believe you're sorry, and I also believe you didn't intend for any of the things that transpired TO transpire.
I want to answer this, though, because I genuinely believe a LOT of the people who logged out last night to flame the fic are on this website watching, and I want to speak directly to them. I'll never know who they are, and thats unfortunate because to me, it looks like a lot of other people are content to let you be thrown under the bus while taking no accountability for their actions.
I want to share this comment FROM the fic writer who responded to me when I left a comment this morning both condemning the actions of fellow gwynriel/eluciens and encouraging her to continue writing. Look at what she said. She had a mini-breakdown because a small but obnoxiously loud group of people took it upon themselves to not just leave unkind, unnecessary feedback, but to start whole threads about it, take it to other platforms, and otherwise talk shit because a story had *checks notes* conflict.
The fic is tagged: slowburn, eventual romance, AND the elain x azriel relationship. She did her due diligence as far as what she owes people- ya'll don't read tags and engage with the story like it was written specifically FOR you. First of all- it was written for ME. But lets pretend it wasn't, because I think the only reason people are backtracking is because I took offense. You shouldn't do this to ANYONE.
EVER!!!!
And I see a lot of ya'll writing your first fics and your comments are always something to the flavor of "be kind, I'm new/nervous/worried" and then you turn around and do this stuff to other writers like you're OWED your very specific vision of what these characters are, should be, or should act like.
This happens TOO OFTEN in this ship, and frankly, I'm tired of it. You guys will turn on people writing in your own ship if it doesn't adhere to YOUR specific, NARROW vision of "canon" (FANON) and wholesale bully people out, and whats left? A bunch of chronically online assholes whining that no one wants to draw art, write fic, or participate because they're afraid of you. Ya'll act like this is some moral crusade and if you ship the "right" thing, you can't possibly be a bully.
But its just bullying, dressed up as passion for the ship.
This isn't directed at you, OP- I'm talking to the other people who are letting you fall on this sword, who are absolutely watching this, who participated, and will likely to continue acting like this. But they'll be the first to scream and sob when another anonymous blog pops up to talk the same shit, and there will no irony or awareness around any of it. This is the culture some of you have created. Shocking you get it back in ten fold.
#im on my high horse about this today because first of all how fucking dare all of you who participated#you guys deserve to be outed- you do this shit CONSTANTLY and then turn around#and act outraged when other people do it back to you#and i'm over it#I'm literally so over the way subsections of this fandom treat fic writers like were just content machines for your disposal#you can do/say whatever you want because its out there and youre entitled to other peoples time#i wouldnt wish this on you because having been subjected to the “i think you're anti-gwyn” sentiment#it fucking sucks#but im not gonna hold your hand and be nice about it either#to quote the philosopher jojo sewa: karmas a bitch#YOU SHOULD KNOW BETTER
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completely unrelated to anything. but i like to think that post the what happens next ending that the voices and vessels continue to exist just Differently but they dont actually Leave quiet or princess. i like to think the voices remain dormant for a while but theyre there theyre just hanging out
in the ending no one knows what actually is going to happen and the stranger poses that she would exist inside herself! and i think that applies to both of them. at the very least even if the voices were separate from tlq theyre still very much like... connected. quiet has them on speed dial if he needs them .. its ok
on the other hand i have never seen anyone discuss what happens to the vessels post this ending and i have my own interpretation that i think is fun and joyful and that is that the princess exists inside herself and whatnot, (and she is still shaped by how she is percieved, but now that quiet Knows What He Is, the two are much more stabilized) but that she can just Be a vessel if she wants
effectively i hc her as a shapeshifter post this ending and that what vessel she chooses to be varies on whatever she wants to do. in a similar vein to how tsm can call upon specific vessels, shes able to do the same thing. theyre all a part of her and theyll never stop being a part of her, but where quiet remains morw stagnant and has his feagments chime in if needed, she more just Becomes them. shes still Her but in the same way that tsm talks through them. and i think its fun. she can just decide to be 200 ft tall again or that she should get to be a vast array of nerves and roots
#slay the princess#look . i just think its meaningful that they may chose to not be gods but theyre by no means mortal#theyre their OWN things#fucked up bird dragon and weird shapeshifting princess#sometimes she can go well i want to be a lion today so she does that#or this party sucks im leaving. turns into spectre and phases through the room to leave#the vessels exist as more AS the princess while the voices are more detached effectively#if this makes any sense
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The cute Damian + familial bits of DC vs Vampires: Hunters, you're welcome.
#A Robin Triumphs on Mount Olympia#dc comics#comics#damian wayne#dick grayson#alfred pennyworth#batfamily#dc vs vampires#dc vs vampires: hunters#now you don't have to buy it or read it#I logged on to tumblr today and figured Id check whats happening with my little boy#the verdict is in - comics are SO fucking bad#homie hasn't grown an inch since he was 10 which would be more okay if his height was just like that#but its mostly cause comic artists kinda suck - especially nowadays#the writing is way worse lmao#Im just here for the little bits of damian whump#also why the fuck he look like tim drake in the new batman and robin??? They just are SO bad omg#Imma cruise some more cute bits - so know one else gotta read this garbage
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On the topic of Charles and sports, I bring you Charles playing Murderball! (Wheelchair rugby)
local wheelchair-bound professor shocks students by how visceral he gets during a game of murderball (name unrelated)
#snap chats#MURDERBALL??? THEY CALL IT THAT????#theyre not fucking around and you know what Yeah.#whats the equivalent of breaking ankles. i need charles to break some spokes#go grandpa go .... and speaking of Go Grandpa jvaelkjvealJ#good news! roommate checked on me 🥺 we all never talk to each other so i just thought it was sweet ..#people are so nice today ... like i was talkin bout being Food Poisoned in another class and this girl gave me a buncha mints....#on that note Bad News a guy from that class was like 'well pregnancy season is starting up. Allegedly So Ive Heard'#and chat listen to me right now should i ever so much as be on a DATE. with a man. assume somethign terrible has happened#call me charles xavier the way im being dealt twink and pregnancy allegations this week 😭😭😭#anyway ...... ima just hang out a lil more than go home.. its officially my winter break .. kinda ..#got online assignments due monday and one (1) exma i gotta come in for next week but then im chill ...#ugh my chest hurts this sucks. i dont have to throw up anymore i just have chest pain#ANYWAYS talk to yall soon three cheers for the fact im not dead !!!!! i guess !!!!!!! BYE
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when someone finally asks if you’re okay and you say “yeah of course” because you don’t wanna be a burden and you haven’t felt okay for a really long time so not okay is your okay
#emmies thoughts#dad come quick#emmie is using tumblr as her diary again#i promise i’m fine#just saw old friends today for the first time in years#and emotions are stirred#mdd fucking sucks man
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they are ignoring my big beautiful pathetic himbo wife and his cute little platypus tail that he has for some tank part reason im too dumb to understand why
#how can u laugh 😿 this is not a JOKE 😾⁉️⁉️⁉️#love the way starscream was smiling and entertained by demo's people pleasing and having to make himself frown#so he can make demo even more exasperated by his apathy#'it's funny when he nags cyclonus but he can stfu around me pls '#part of what makes armada starscream so cool is demo taking a lot of the more pathetic sides of his ppl pleasing#starscream's ppl pleasing is more for competitive career (power) reasons and fear#demo's tries to be but also he just wants megatron to like him and be nice to him pls :(#whereas megs actually likes starscream and wants him to succeed one day just not today lol#and starscream is like no wtf ure weird i just want ur position . gtfo#it's like the one worker the manager wants to make a new manager one day but the worker hates it there & just does whats needed then leaves#& trains new ppl by being like 'yea so the fuckass manager likes it like this so if u see him then do that shit but heres how i do it lol'#new ppl being mini cons who hes like that cool younger adult to wholl send ppl home instantly if theyre sick & is chilled but professional#meanwhile demo is the suck up tryhard who just needs to put the fries in the bag bro#he wants to be manager so bad but hes also annoying and dumb and megs just wants him to leave his office so he can pretend 2 work#cyclonus is the broke guy who just goofs off bcs if he gets fired then he gets fired but they havent yet bcs theyre understaffed#n he knows it too. he sleeps on the job if it slows down for 1 second. but hes an adrenalin junkie who can get distracted#demo wants meg to want his effin cookje so freaking bad... i love pathetic men#sideways secretly has 3 jobs total & 2 of them are at their competitors' who pay better so he dgaf abt this one#he never picks up shifts and doesnt care abt working less hours. hes hust here for the drama tbh#he clocks in wondering if demo will ever get that megadck hes been bitching abt#he clocks out a disappointed fujoshi#it's ok bcs karen hot rod who works at their competitors comes storming in with his kids & needs rizzed up#by either starscream or sideways bcs they fucked up his kids' orders on purpose after hr gave them a spiel abt their long list of allergies#demolisher#starscream#cyclonus#transformers#maccadam#tf armada#sideways
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a productive all-nighter starts by making a clear to do list & getting to work spending an hour or so searching for the music that hits the vibe just right
#it’s important#for the morale#but I found a new band I rly rly like so it wasn’t time wasted (best thing for morale)#tho they have only 4 songs so far so can’t fill the whole night with just that#but it can fill The Void so it's a start#(love finding bands that are like somewhat new instead of my usual ''omg I love this band'' 'only to find out they disbanded years ago)#(after deleting other social media apps I've been spending way too long times browsing Spotify but at least it's bringing me joy)#(except why THE FUCK are they trying to bring short-form content there also?? I refuse that's the worst way to find music)#also don't ask me why I'm doing an all-nighter ik I do these way too often it's great (sarcasm)#i'm dumb and been too anxious the past days so haven't done shit and now am in deep trouble#but luckily for me the anxiety turned today to the ''I'll never sleep so time goes by slower''-mode#instead the usual ''will have billion naps as a form of escapism'' which sucks ass#april 2024#2024
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ngl sometimes the inherent social isolation of being a lesbian makes me feel literally sick
#lesbian#vent#rant#love being a lesbian but hate that ill never be what my parents want bc i literally can’t </3#in other news im no longer allowed to listen to Maya Hawke’s music when im not sad bc it’ll make me sad#listened to ocean today which was *not smart*#ntm when I bring up gay shit with straight women? most of them v clearly just change the subject bc they don’t know how to handle it#unless it’s with gay men and they’re sexualizing dudes 🙄#idk love (most of) my coworkers but im over the corner of white (mostly) straight girls who i lowkey still want validation from#like they’re great! but sucks to learn they’ve been having smoke sessions the three of them w/o other nearby ppl (who r POC and/or queer)#idk like im not saying they have to be friends with us or invite all of us but like? it’s interesting that it worked out like that…#and maybe i shouldn’t want to be part of that group but fuck it i want to be wanted#tfg for my work bestie tho she’s great#and according to one of them we’ll be invited next time
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