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sneaky-snake-907 · 2 months

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My copy isn't coming until the 25th apparently, so I know what I'm going to be doing tomorrow.

#bill cipher #the book of bill #i do want to read the book for myself but at the same time i've already waited 7 months and it was supposed to be here today so...#i don't want to get spoiled but i think it's preferable as to Not Knowing for 2 more days #and i wasn't around for when the show was airing so watching the release of the book thus far has been a nice experience (RIP Gus)#50/50 chance on whether or not i'll reblog any spoilers but if i do i will tag them

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zhongrin · 2 months

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I FINALLY MOVED OUT TO A NEW PLACE!!!

i'm absolutely exhausted and i still need to unpack so many things and i still need to buy a proper desk and restock my groceries & supplies and a do a whole lot of other things BUT i'm hoping to get settled in soon so i can get back to the creative endeavors™️✨

love yall, stay safe, take care, and good vibes 🫶🏻

#rin rambles #i dont want to bog this with negativity but i do want to share stuff so imma do it in a way that makes me look forward and not backwards #honestly this wasn't the place that i actually wanted and got excited for several months ago #i had to make adjustments because unfortunately the landlord was a huge red flag and i decided i didn't want to sign #and sure enough she never returned my security deposit of 1.5months until this day despite saying she would every day for like a whole mont #and though it is hard and devastating i don't want to potentially sabotage my own future so i've decided to not take any legal action #i just hope. that that money can be of use to her in some way. get her out of a tough spot perhaps #it was a struggle to get to this point of actually feeling fine letting go without breaking down but!!! it's fine. i'm fine #and karma will find a way if it was truly done out of purely malicious intention!#i'm closing that book and stowing it away lovingly into a shelf because if anything it was. a powerful lesson.#as much as it sucks. never. ever. trust a person when it comes to business or transactions. no matter how 'put together' they seem #always have everything on paper and never EVER pay something until they demonstrate that they can be trusted #anyway #the people helping me move today were super friendly and nice and it made my day!!#and so far i love love love the privacy so much. a bathroom all to myself? a kitchen countertop?? for myself??? that's so crazy #i had to battle thru cobwebs and (fored to) cured my arachnophobia by force /j #and there was a power trip unfortunately but overall everything seems nice! i would have liked having the room on a higher floor but ah wel #ough my back........... _(;3」 z)_

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stockholmgf · 3 months

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this too shall pass 😄

but this too shall pass 😢

#trying to stop feeling bittersweet about good days cause it’s been a while #and i know it could be a while more for the next one #but today was so nice #did a second interview for a summer nanny job that i really want #the kids are so fun the family is so nice and the job would be so so so so fun #they live in the prettiest neighborhood right on the beach #i’m optimistic for it but we’ll see #i got a yummy panera drink as a treat for lil old me #AND MY NEW MAGIC DECK CAME IN #i already had my box and sleeves so i got to use it right away and it was so fun #btw to any other nerds that follow me #the elven empire deck is worth the money and super playable right out of the box #also might have a nice surprise for my sister for her wedding #and of course i’m ending the day with a thorough railing and a sleepover with my bf #that’s enough oversharing for today #anyone that read this far gets a prize

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jrueships · 1 month

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im going into my new work tomorrow, first time ever😐

#i was supposed to go in yesterday but um #so basically i did whatever training i was never even aware existed on a platform i was never told of #which has progress for every lil step i do so my manager literally could see i hadnt even logged on n couldve warned me any time #but never did 4 some reason. like even a days notice like heyyy have u gotta blah done n not as im abt to exit to work #BUT ANYWAYS so i tell her i got it done n shes like awesome i make new schedule (since she said we have 2 completely rid the old one #i dont get an update until 4 days later. all she did was add THREE training days (im supposed to have 6 cus it's a hard job)#on TOP of my old schedule. so i have 3 days i know are training days and then a solo day bcs that solo day was going off my old schedule #so it's like. which days do i go on then. bcs u said i cant come in at all bcs we'll have to make a completely new schedule #and then the new schedule is just. 3 added days. on top of my old one #sunday i was scheduled for training & there was No trainer scheduled with me. it was just me #sunday wasnt one of the 3 new days added. it was from the old schedule she literally told me to ignore #n then all a sudden today i get an email from someone who was supposed to be training me (name not even on the schedule tho)#n shes like hey im in the building are u lost or smthing :)?' mind u im asleep . so she probably thot she was wasting her time for a good hr #i emailed her an apology n an explanation but UGH r u fucking serious?? IF I KNEW THAT WAS A (NEW) TRAINING DAY I WOULDVE WENT #I JUST WANT TO GET USED TO THIS NEW THING & IT'S JUST GETTING FUCKED LIKE I DONT EVEN HAVE A BADGE YET BRO #like i was suspicious of going in sunday bcs it wouldve lined up nicely with the 3 added training days #but manager TOLD me she was adding a whole new training schedule! i double check n all she added were THREE days! thats it!#how was *i* supposed to know sunday was supposed to be 1 of those days when ive been staying at home ignoring the schedule u said 2 #BCS U SAID 2. AND ALSO. THERE WAS NO TRAINER ON THE SCHEDULE.#even tho the drive is far. i wouldve driven up there today to see if i could shadow if i had known there was someone to shadow there #bcs even if i was wrong abt the day 2 come in at least i wouldnt waste my time but i didnt even know if there was someone there with a #trainer title. so i just missed a day i didnt even know i rlly had. FOR NOTHING. UGHH. I FEEL SO STUPID. I HATE MISCOMMUNICATION #im so scared of coming in now. sverybodys gonna think im dum n what if i have issues training then theyre gonna be like #we spent all this time on bro n he had all this time 2 prepare n he still sucks like damn we should just give up #i would 2 but i hate not seeing things to completion so. ugh. hate it here. idk what 2 say. EMBARRASSING #i hate miscommunications i hate feeling stupid

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opens-up-4-nobody · 7 months

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#i walked into a situation today where my mom was effectively already dead. effectively bc her body was and is still alive. still breathing #painful groaning purrs. but her mind was gone yesterday. my dad said he showed her a picture of the mountains i took that day and told her #i loved her and she smiled. thats what he said. maybe he was just being nice. or maybe thats the last time she thought of me. i dunno. but #the human body is an incredible thing. shes got a heart still powering a broken body. too full of tumors to function anymore. stomach #streched like a pregnant mother. it happed really fast and now its happening very slow #im somehow probably better off than the rest of them. i only got here for the aftermath of a downslide. my daily life will b least effected #i only really saw her twice a year living so far away and she didnt text much. didnt call often. so life wont change much ill just kno shes #not there. which is sad. but theres nothing to b done abt it. life goes on. it hasnt been all bad tho. its nice to talk to my family abt her #how incredible she was. bc she was. wish her mom wasnt here tho. she doesn't deserve to b here. my mom wouldnt want her here. she didnt want #her here. but anyway. i wish her body would just let her go now. so we can sleep. so this can be over. so she can rest #but even like this shes stubborn and resilient. they say it could go on for days but i hope not. may the universe let her rest shes gotta b #so tired after 10 years of this. but i have no regrets. she knew how i felt abt her. and i dont think she had regrets either. she did so #much up to the very end. went out on a high note without the burdon of knowing it was coming #i dunno. its just such a strange experience to watch the empty shell of your mother sleeping like a gurgling baby #unrelated

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agendratum · 2 months

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#me quietly to myself: am i finally ready... to follow the skz people blogs I've been living at for at least a year now anyway?..#I'm with my usual bullshit pay me no mind #people who already know know ajhsjd #this thing where i can't follow new people because the dash seems overwhelming as it is #(and by new people i mean people whose blogs I've been visiting daily for a year yes)#and recently yes im feeling like my dash is actually a bit overwhelming #i sometimes can't even catch up with it after i wake up (a thing that is normal to want and possible to archive)#but also im literally like at the skz people's territory all day every day #spending more time over there than on my dash #like maybe it's time #besides today with the livestream and everything #i was sitting there so cozy thinking like ah we're watching this together it's so nice #the only thing that would make the experience better is me actually FOLLOWING PEOPLE #anyway I'll sleep on it and like again pay me no mind this is the brain issues i just seem to have #still such a funny problem to have #as far as I'm concerned most people on tumblr follow so many more blogs #and i get overwhelmed with just a few #you'd think I'm not having fun on here but thats not true #but i am in fact always have more fun on here when i manage to psspspsp someone with the same interest #i love tags reblogs replies i love these interactions #and the funny little follow button makes all this so muuuuch easier #alas the brain bugs that are eating my brain are never asleep #but still I'm gonna go sleep and im gonna just be chill about all this #thanks for coming to the least making sense ted talk #chattering

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serv0z · 2 months

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hi mutuals are u aware i love u and im spinning u around in my brain and making you a cool comfy drink

#shut up serv0z #its been a very nice today a lot of the people i interacted with on my way. during and back home from therapy have been sweet to me #iits been a good day so far so i hope all my silly mutuals days are good too

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shatterthefragments · 18 days

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I’m becoming who I’m meant to be, slowly.

I’m inhabiting my body as a home as I make it such that it is a home for me.

💖😌✨

Also it’s a lovely studio! Masks required, hepa filters running, quiet area, but still near a bus route, was quiet once some of the people left (my artist was also super surprised that all of the tables were in use when they arrived at the shop too!!) and even though we didn’t chat (they put in their faq basically that they often forget to chat so bring headphones or whatever to do while they work) it wasn’t awkward or anything. It felt like such a safe space and I adore it so much :) (and it’s more local to get to than the other one that I’m definitely also going to go back to too at some point hopefully this year) (yay local queer owned covid cautious studios!!!!!)

#shatters’ tattoos #shatters’ fragments #ok time to eat something else #bc it’s been a while since my last meal even if I took breaks while tattoo #had a juice box for the first break before we drew the plant in there #and then before we did my leg while they were printing out the design I had a granola bar and water #and then afterwards I had a chocolate bar and another juice box and water #and then for the buses home I just had some water between buses but considered if I wanted a fourth juice box today but I didn’t really #but now I’m a bit hungry #today was fucking WEIRD at first #like popping in real quick to work?!?#class!! which I’m actually SUPER EXCITED for and about its great so far #and then walked around with a classmate who’s probably now my friend and popped into a bookstore #but it was super hot by then too #so I went off to get close to the studio #and had sushi in the shade of the parking lot before walking over #and trying to like. drink water and stay hydrated before going in #was definitely intimidated by how many people were in the shop at first #they said that it was highly unusual for all chairs/tables to be in use at once #(and they own the place!!)#but it’s such a lovely and welcoming space tbh #I’ve been to the studio once before for a market #but this is the first time I’ve been while it’s set up as a tattoo studio (it’s usual use)#and it’s just so good 💖#truly made my day really nice at the end #finally got to cool down quite a bit once I was sitting still and then laying down for the tattoos #(…actually I’m a little annoyed I paid $9 for coffee this morning actually but alas anyway)#and it was just. SO NICE #similar vibes but like cozier than the other shop I go to #it has less tables and its more private and accessibility is a huge thing there

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flecks-of-stardust · 2 years

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[image description: two images of a Northern Mockingbird perched on some branches. It is a soft grey-brown, with darker feathered wings that have a white band in the middle. Its eyes are a brilliant gold. In the first image, it is looking off to the right, one eye staring at the camera, and is somewhat hunkered down. Its body is framed by a curving twig. In the second image, it is perched higher up, rump facing the camera as it looks to the sky. There is a big fluffy white cloud in the background. end image description]

birdy :D

#big long ramble about my day so far in the tags just cause i felt like sharing #i had a rheumatology appointment today but i was Way early #arrived when the doctors had broken for lunch. the receptionist told me there was a new nature path past the parking lot #and i was like hell why not. maybe i’ll find a cool bug #i did not find many bugs but hooo there were so many birds it was amazing #this fella was the highlight #i was trying to get a picture of it through a bush cause it looked cool #but then it flapped up In Front Of Me. like less than a meter away #and i just stared wide eyed at it for like three seconds #snapped a few pictures because it posed for me for a little #it also gave me a little gift :’) i didn’t catch the poop falling on camera lol #then it flitted off back the way it came #there was also a hummingbird (anna’s hummingbird i think)#and a few others i couldn’t identify. probably a few bushtits and i think two goldfinches at least #and also some really fucking loud geese(?) that i could not find #it was nice. talking a walk here and there is so nice #i did eventually find some bugs. there was a honeybee that was getting blown across the ground by the wind #literally tumbling all the way. i scooped it onto a leaf and put it somewhere a bit less windy #and there was another in a flower that seemed a bit stronger #also there were these little solitary bee home tubes!!! didn’t see any bees come out though #and there was a cat :D #hshshshshdh it’s been nice so far #my appointment went well too #mockingbird blessing :)#if i had a nickel for every time i happened to somehow be allowed within a meter of a bird to get a super clean picture of them #i would have two nickels #which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it’s happened twice /ref #the other instance was of hatchlings too :’D god they were so round and cute #i miss them i hope they had lots of babies

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ai404 · 3 months

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im learning how to skate and omw back from my spot, drenched in sweat and splotchy, these 4 little girls all said hello. i told them i liked their scooters and as i was turning to go they said i looked so pretty and i felt joy i have not felt in such a long time like it genuinely made me feel so good about myself and it just mixed with the satisfaction of starting to gain my balance on the board. i was just so surprised that anyone as honest as a child would think i look nice when my exertion is evident.

#it was also just extra nice to me bc the neighborhood kids have all been scared of me thus far and it breaks my heart LOL #when i first passed by they all scattered and i felt bad #i'd just had a shit tier awful day #but this made my whole week #also today was the hottest day of the year but the board was delivered today so i haf to get out there and let me tell you #that shit IS therapeutic

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delivish · 6 months

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#would a sex pollen fic be considered too gauche #in today's too-cool-for-school morally upright fandom climate??#i mean i don't give a single shit i just wanna see what ya'll think of sex pollen fics xD specifically. a creek sex pollen fic #but also hello beloved moots <3 #i hope you guys are having an awesome day so far #you can really feel the Spring in the air here and it's so nice #forgive me abusing the tags but #making a regular text post just feels. loud.#whereas here is nice. quiet. soft #a conversation just between us y'know

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sea-buns · 2 months

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it just set in for me that i start community college this upcoming monday literally less than a week from now and i want. to throw up

#its a combo of omg holy shit my life is progressing im healing im reforming into a human being im a real boy #and ✨academic trauma✨ reflecting on my life now vs the last 6 years and the last time i was in school #and im not handling it well. maybe i am a little cuz so far i have held back the tears but i dont think thats an acceptable bar #the tears are certainly there. and i most certainly feel like losing the little ive eaten today #ive also started seriously considering if it would be more or less strategic to skip cr today in favor of playing smth with a friend #i was like dang its important to take the time when we're both free #but also cr uploads on mondays and ive reignited my interest in watching live and i dont trust myself to fight the vod impulse on that day #i want things to be different and i want to do good and i want to feel all the progress ive made in action #so if she is available today im gonna be honest and say sorry i cant play this thing we were both excited about bc ive got a 4 hour #nerd show tonight. and im gonna feel really shitty about it.#feels shitty and stupid to choose a piece of media thatll always be there over quality friend time #but i know if i dont get this shit thats always gonna be there over with NOW itll be really hard to put off later #hhhhhhh #im a mess dude ima finish the video i was watching before i started having a crisis and then im gonna take a bath #and then maybe stardew valley. it is the game for when life is falling apart and i just deep cleaned my desk itll be so nice

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elytrafemme · 3 days

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i do feel a little guilty saying this because for so many reasons tonight wasn't really the best night for people. but that being my first party honestly was fucking awesome and i would absolutely hit up a party again. i was very sober and had a goddamn blast.

#i do get very like protective want to clean up instinct but i only made it so far before i was like. i'm leaving this for the hosts fuck it #but i folded their blankets up nicely and refilled their brita . i am a very kind soul #today was just good despite the fact that it was awful and kind of sucked also #like the big major friend drama happened today plus like a lot of other shit but also. eventful day. lot of endorphins. i'm okay #and i look a little pretty. i don't feel that pretty. but i'm trying to

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rosylamb · 5 months

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Very excited right now ♡

I did a fancy French braid hairstyle from pinterest, and it actually turned out really pretty :D

It looks so perfect with my outfit! Today is going to be a really good day I just *know* it !!

🤍 ⊹ . ˚🧸 . ˚ 🎀 ⊹

⊹ 🧁 ˚ . 🩰 ⊹ ˚ 🤍

#♡#rosy things #thoughts #very dark academia ?#i’m wearing my glasses today and feel like i’ve really achieved the perfect campus look right now ??#i don’t know why but i just love this so much :’)#when my out looks good you know it’s going to be a good day !!#what about all my kind friends? ♡#is it a good day so far for you? ♡#are you happy? ♡#i hope so !!#sending love hugs and lots of encouragement for your day ! ♡#i hope something nice happens to you and wish you all the very best ~ ! c:#xo ! ♡#🧁 ˚ . 🩰 ⊹ ˚ 🤍

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raksh-writes · 1 month