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once again thinking about @void-dude's static ford. ough.
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#gravity falls#billford#bill cipher#stanford pines#the book of bill#flashing lights cw#scopophobia cw#just. the idea that bill has all these galaxies and worlds at his command. that he parties constantly and should be happy#but isnt#hes not happy. hes fucking miserable. but he has so much power.#and so many grand things. cosmos. stars. galaxies. so much.#but ford. who settled down with his family. is happy?#and that bill could have had that happiness but let his delusions of grandeur blind him? that bill finally found someone that understood hi#someone that when asked to look at the stars didnt blind him but instead admired him?#and he FUMBLED IT SO HARD?#in pursuit of a goal that ultimately would never make him happy but he thought it would and he destroyed any CHANCE of having that happines#(ford) back ever again?#augh#and him having to come to terms with the fact that he fumbled it so bad and that ford actually meant something to him?#oh man.#anyway.#sorry to @ u void dude but ur static ford is legit so goooood#okay anyway#animatic#tbob#op art#song is image of black me from evangelion#ill add id later. once i make sure this thing actually uploads#eye strain cw
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y'know... for a setting that places so much importance in Language and does so many ice cool things playing with it (Correspondence/Discordance, Parabola & Irem, etc) i think there's a bit of a missed opportunity when it comes to the terms and words people use in their day to day life... like for example:
do you think radical revolutionaries would avoid words like "enlightening" in their vocabulary and flip them for LON-appropriate counterparts to signal their beliefs?
like substituting the word "light" with "blight". lol
similarly, pet names relating to light like "sunshine" kinda have a whole extra flavour tied to them, leaning into nostalgia, melancholy and/or danger depending on the people using it. irony, even
"honey" as a pet name also has extra connotations now and might actually bother some people instead due to the association with the drug...
do you think SMEN, taboo as it is, and seeking being a recognizable phenomenon even to the common londoner, would spawn swear words and insults? (imagine the weight of telling someone to Go Seek or Fall Down a Well)
the word "well" itself. well as an adverb, interjection, adjective. just. think about it. think about what it represents. idk something is happening to this word for sure
#disclaimer that am still solidly in the beginning of the railway so idk if newer writing has stuff like this#granted fallen london is young enough that it makes sense for these kinds of developments to not have happened in a large scale yet#(in british english that is)#neon future though? yeah baby communication is gonna be shaped by its setting!! so many fun possibilities so much food for thought#am sure gtfo becomes gstn.#rambling sparked from wondering abt the intricacies of comparing ur beloved to the eldritch being in space who wants you deleted. or smth#i like giving my ocs quirks relating to language so. rei has a recurrent theme of speech & pronunciation issues in general#before being devoured the coffin incident left them with neurological damage too and it used to take extra effort for them to say things#cinthe uses second languages (specially french) to put an extra dissociative distance between herself and certain words/thoughts#zé speaks english nearly perfectly but he uses portuguese any moment he can and even exaggerates his accent sometimes#i think im giving him the revolutionary terms thing too once he gets more involved with the neath. hes the kinda guy to make statements :3c#fallen london#chainrambles
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Danse and Hancock work only after blind betrayal because it’s the equivalent of the one closeted person you kinda pity getting kicked out after being outted and you and your like 7 other faggot friends take them in and help them do a 180 on their outlook on life and personal style and get them to weed (possibly grape mentats in this case).
#Danse forced to live in the state house cause like Hancock really does fuck all all day and has the space for him#and it’s just being like Danse I’ll learn brotherhood knowledge if you trip on these ne mentats with me once#and then Danse immediately regrets it cause they talked for hours and he felt out of it but he liked not remembering hating his life#this is both a good and bad scenario cause all jokes aside someone as rigid as Danse would have#issues with self control especially after BB because he has no one telling him what to do and not to do#like he’s an adult and can decide for himself but it’s like a parent that refuses to give their kid sugar and now as an adult the kid eats#only junk cause it’s like I can do what I felt I couldn’t before and not knowing when to stop#he’d feel guilt when doing it but the thought ‘I’m not in the brotherhood anymore so fuck it’ would be in his mind a lot#cause I don’t think the others would realize a BOS solider might not be acclimated culturally to wastelander lifestyles and just let him go#wild cause it’s normal for them but yeah Danse would have way too many curiosity and sorrow killed the cat moments#fallout#fallout 4#fo4#john hancock#hancock fo4#paladin danse#am I talking about them romantically or platonically you can take ur pick
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people r calling me nagito now and its gotten me thinking... like. i don't dislike the idea of going by that legally. if i did, i wouldn't compromise (i.e. first and last would match) but... how would life go? how would i pick up my meds while looking the pharmacist in the eye? how will i make doctor's appointments, or apply for jobs? komaeda is a fairly popluar character, theees a nonzero chance the person i'm talking to has Heard Of Him before, and that opinion migbt be derogatory. i like the name, but is it worth it?
#AND TO CLARIFY i did extensive research on is it appropriation to go by a japanese name if ur not japanese#mostly ive seen that like. it's fine so long as the name isn't sacred which it isnt#and ur not just yanking it bc it ~sounds exotic~ i.e. at least have SOME knowledge of and care for the culture#which i once again do#and if you move to japan and get naturalized they MAKE YOU have a japanese name. so i think they're fine with it#that's not my worries my worries are strictly utilitarian#vis a vis being named after a popular character that is seen in many respects as a punchline#& people recognizing the name#like tony hawk finding out the car rental place didnt actually reserve him a car bc they thought the reservation was a prank#shit like that yk?#kotalks' solution
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“h-he’s a terrible brother!” ok and? still letting him hit even as a (canon) whore !!
#☁️— toni thoughts#for the record: this is about takeomi :3#i see too many bitches online be wayyyy to comfortable shit talking him beyond just jokes abt how old he is#always on pinterest too like..i know ur probs 12 😭#in all seriousness tho i fucking hate it when mfs forget his devlopment with senju and brahman as a whole#acting like he wouldnt die for his lil sister and was humbled HARD by reality once his glory days ended#sorry for the rant ; ;#i just hate it when illiteracy and stupidity come together and make a failed abortion of a baby (stupider opinions by kids online)
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Happy birthday Emu. My personal idea for how the Wonder Stage might be used after WxS disbands and Emu starts getting more hands on with running Phennyland is dedicating the stage as a starting place for beginners. People normally audition at PxL for the bigger troupes, but there will always be the ambitious amueturs who have that potential and passion but didn’t quite make the cut for the big stages. That’s where Emu comes in and offers them an opportunity at the Wonder Stage, just like she had given Tsukasa.
It’s to help people get on their feet and into the acting/performing scene but without the same pressure and expectations that come with joining larger troupes. Unlike WxS, the new troupes at the Wonder Stage don’t have to deal with all of the hurdles Emu and her friends had. Back then, it was entirely up to the four of them to keep that stage running, but now Phennyland is well off. She’ll cover everything, advertising, props, maintenance. It leaves the troupe with nothing to worry about and total freedom to manage their own shows/schedules how they want. The real focus and goal of the Wonder Stage is to help beginners build up some experience, to help nuture passions that might have previously never gotten the chance, to be somewhere accepting that brings any ideas they wish to life and then… Emu makes it her personal goal to help each and every one of them find opportunities at bigger stages or bigger roles outside of the Wonder Stage.
It’s a starting line. She doesn’t have to be scared of her Grandpa’s stage being torn down anymore, so she’s made it into a safe place for people to grow with the goal in mind… that they will someday outgrow it, but that’s not a bad thing and it’s nothing to fear, not anymore. After one person leaves, there will always be someone else who needs that supportive environment, an opportunity, her help to make others smile. She’s there to tend to buds before they bloom, the cocoon for caterpillars, it’s a place for anyone, young and old, talented or inexperienced, determined or hobbyist, to come and go when it suits them best—
Becuase she’s learned that the smiles created at the Wonder Stage and Pheonix Wonderland shouldn’t end there, she wants those smiles to stay on their faces as they leave and go out into the world to spread those happy feelings everywhere.
#SEGA PLEASE PLAGIARIZE ME.#I actually have more to add here but I’ll add that later once I’ve brainstormed on it a bit#So so sick thinking of all the friends and kids Emu would met this way. Guve them a place to find acceptance and joy where they#thought there was none#and how many of them sre going to remind her so clearly of her best friends and the struggles and feelings and failures and successes#that they went theough together… which is exactly why she has to help them reach their goals too#txt#emu#project sekai#Sega just double checkign but if you’re reading this please steal my post. please commit plagiarism#wonderland x showtime#wxs#my hcs#but it could…. be canon…. sega if ur listening.#save me emuchan
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i don't know why, but in the sparse five hours of sleep i got last night, my brain decided to plague me with dreams of lilia taking care of an elderly silver, up until the final moments of his life. i could hear silver's thoughts the whole time, and he was so absolutely inundated with shame and guilt it almost seemed like he was suffocating. he kept thinking over and over and over again that this all should've been the other way around. he should've been the one looking after his father in the twilight of his life. he should've been his aging father's rock, his safe place to land, his stalwart defender against a world so unbelievably cruel to its most vulnerable denizens. again and again his heart cried out in vain, it should've been the other way around.
as a child he had once wished - prayed, even, to the same force now threatening to reclaim his spirit back into its unconscious designs - for his father to live a long and prosperous life, and it was as though that very wish had backfired on him in a way he never could have possibly imagined
#twst silver#lilia vanrouge#twst spoilers#twst#mumbles#txt#i hate it here#i litearlly woke up crying you gusy dont unerstand#he was so ashamed of himself but not once in my dream was lilia anything less than happy to take care of him#i feel like part of the reason lilia is trying to run away is because like so many of our elderly and our disabled#he didn't want his loved ones to worry about him and “waste” their time taking care of him#so he thought the best decision for everyone would be if he just went off to go die alone#i have no idea if twst would actually touch on something like that but i do think you could interepret his departure that way#anyways if any of you have caretakers or aides or just are disabled in anyway#i want you to know you are not and have never been and never will be a burden on anyone or anything#and that i love you so so much#im getting so emotional over a dream fkjgh but i want silver to understand that good parents dont have kids expecting that#their children will someday “pay them back” for everythinng they did for them growing up!! u don't owe ur parents jack shit!!#silver you just existing as you are is enough for your father!!!
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how to celebrate ur birthday or other holidays alone as a choice without making everyone concerned and offended
#no cuz i really want to JUST ONCE JUST ONE YEAR#I WOULD PROB FEEL LONELY AS FUCK BUT AT THE SAME TIME I COULD CHOOSE HOW TO CELEBRATE IT MYSELF ALL BY MYSELF AND DO WHATEVER I WANT#ITS WORTH TO DO THOSE HOLIDAYS LIKE NEW YEARS OR UR BIRTHDAY JUST ONCE. I FEEL LIKE#but not the alone because there is actually no one around u to celebrate with. that's different#and my heart goes out to the people that gotta celebrate smty alone. i am with them always spiritually even if they don't know it i am there#celebrating with them#i hope they know that#but anyway it being a choice actually matters#but yeah who knows if ill do that#maybe someday. hopefully. as a choice#this ain't serious or anything ignore this post#im rambling and getting out a thought again#rumaiq rambles#yk what i can do that by for example for my birthday celebrating the age + HALF of the year#so when it has been exactly 6 months since my birthday#and celebrating surviving the first 6 months without dying and now yay gotta survive the next 6#its an idea#i always wanted a summer birthday lowkey anyway not that i dont like mine in winter but summer feels like so much more fun#many more fun ways to celebrate a birthday. yk
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bad astrology by flower face
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#yellowjackets#jackieshauna#ITS DONE OMG ITS FINISHED#what do I do now. with my life (ranking)#also ive decided i am gonna do literary analysis. on all of em#literally i have NO idea if anyone cares. well. i do bc I care and tbh that's enough to me#<- guys look im living so healthy#anyways this was a blast#hope somebody has at least discovered flower face trhu me bc its one of my fav artists#mitos incredible life#mine art tag#also im sorry the like long scenes 3 and 4 arent on beat :/ i love that song but it has so long instrumental stuff and idk what to do there#ALSO!! i had it all planned out like at least half in my docs (like always)#and then in the middle i was like 'omg what if I only show jackie-after-the-argument and shauna-after-jackies-dead'#(excluding the argument and the flashbacks (they used to hear us thru the floor))#which was. restricting. very much#also meaning was changed (originally wanted jackie to have the line 'idc if ure not made for me' but the only scene i could think of was th#ure hungry for and that was the next scene already so.)#anyways this was originally gonna be lottienat before i started with The Shark In Your Water#bc I thiught it fit them SO well. (still do) but now I like have to get away from the jackieshauna thought and then ill do the lottienat#probably#omg also I want everyone (who has read this far. whoever would do that) to know i was running on like 25 screen#recordings and 3 jackieshauna scene packs form yt#that's why. I dknt have that many clips alright im not using like 10 scenes over n over on purpose#gotta go but im gonna make a wrap post thingy once im back slay#no actually I get like average 7 notes (<- that's a lie Idk bc I didnt count) but im proud of myself this is amazing#ive wanted to do smth similiar alr#but it was some album by alec benjamin and a different thing for every song (like a poem‚ a painting or a play)#but I lost motivation this is the first thing that i actually pulled though all the way I think#jackieshauna: The Shark In Your Water
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My OC:
Girl is made out of flock of birds
Girl tries to figgier out why her parents didn’t just adopt a child, rather than do what ever the heck they did to make her
Girl also tries to figure out the science off her literally splitting into a flock of birds and being a literal hive mind of birds like what the fuck what kind of magic bullshittery is this
#OC#oc stuff#please like her#when she’s fully human she’s like a hive mind but one body#she can think so many thoughts at once#she thought it was ADHD#lol no#ur a flock of birds#she is a multitasking GOD#I love her#I also dunno what to call her#the birds she turn into are starlings#they do that cool murmuration thing#look it up it’s so cool#murmuration#wild birds#funny#hopefully
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ive seen a lot of utaite & producers brush off this type of hate from fans but the fact theyre going to this extent really makes me think 1) it was not the intent to have that impression and they absolutely do care and 2) the death threats were getting to them
#do you know how many people ive blocked today for telling magu to their face to die and/or explode#or some other gruesome thing#i thought they would say something about it bc they shown for years they care about fans & their opinions#but my friend & i were like. theres no way they could just change the song. like the problem IS the song#and yet here they are doing EXACTLY that#mad. theyve been working on this song for a year already. theres posted proof theyve been working on it since last february#and they arent just deleting the song theyre trying to FIX IT.#thats so much work. thats so so much work.#on principle death threats are never okay to anyone and i mean anyone#but like. are u bullies happy now.#like i know u wont be. whatever revisions they make i know u people are going to be like this isnt any better#but like. congrats!! u made ur point. if u were part of the threat or harassment campaign i have no respect for u#theres a bit of a 'probably shouldntve made it in the first place' thought there#but i still think this level of reaction is respectable. especially considering no one was saying it to them with any respect#do not come at me i have absolutely dropped producers & utaite at a moments notice for real tangible harm regarding the subject#but i thought from the start it wasnt their intention to come across that way it just didnt read that way#questionable yes but it read as being fixated on an end to realize that is was#more so than Making A Statement#& for once i get to say i was right#magu-san goto
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becoming largely chill about most things. but i give myself permission to be mad about car infrastructure, car dependence, and cars flagrantly ignoring pedestrian right-of-way and generally endangering beings of flesh. because this is one of the few truly moral axis of this world
#also like increasingly cars piss me off in the abstract too as like#ok like in the united states unless you live in a couple large cities and a handful of specific smaller cities#and like maybe some small towns that built up a decent city center by say 1900 and avoided being disemboweled by the interstates#u need a car to work to get health care to get food but like we all know this#BUT#we all also know this. but it is like one of many traps to bind u to the capitalist economy inextricably#you must cough up gasoline prices and insurance costs and maintenance#and if ur the most likely to be burdened by these costs it probably also means you're making car payments too in a form of debt peonage#like once i thought about owner-operator trucks and how you pay to own the vehicle to work to pay off the vehicle#before realizing that this is just american car ownership for a large number of people in its most brazen and naked form#like we're all (ok not me because i dont have a car) owner operators who own a car to work to earn money to pay off the car#samsara. all is samsara#the wheel spins and spins and spins the wheel goes around
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if anyone is reading this feels insecure about their identity and whether or not they can use lesbian as a label i give u permission. doesn't matter if u dated a man or had a weird fantasy about oscar isaac or kermit the frog like my friend did that one time u can use whatever label u want the sun is going to eat us anyway.
#'umm ur technically bisexual because you thought about a penis once' and you are factually an idiot! goodbye!#especially young queer people you can do whatever you want#online discourse scared me away from so much and it's stupid!#because in real life nobody cares!#I have some friends that are very typical butch lesbians with carabiners and I have other friends that are like nonbinary kink grindr freak#there are so many different ways to be a person! enjoy it !
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baby’s first time watching yuri on ice!!
#I have So many thoughts#but once that’s clear as day and bet it will be until the end#Victor’s a bitch#and he wants to fuck Yuri#no more comments ur honor#loops blabbers
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also if u think byan hasn't got sanrio tattoos, ur so incorrect
#at LEAST one kuromi... and def a hello kitty too#they're v colourful and v cute and a collection they definitely add to over the years#WHERE are these tattoos? I haven't decided. but they definitely exist.#v much along the lines of the magical girl weapons I know they have as tattoos but I still couldn't tell u which ones or where#like I know they're there but I'm too indecisive to have actual answers rn#godddd but those are also some of their faves to do for others once they're working as a tattoo artist#like u have no idea I have SO many thoughts about the types and styles of tattoos they specialize in omgggg#one day I'll write a proper hc about it but rn I'm just like. thinking about the v cute ones they have which I haven't settled on lmao#if ur ever curious about the vibes I recommend giving their pinterest a look (it's linked in my pinned 💜)#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.
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what if u affiliated with oz, huh? huh????
#he is an olde#he has lived many lives in many places#come @ him#like bro is so old ppl once thought he was an angel okay#maybe ur muse did too :')))#work break and it's INSANE today#see u guys later
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