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Itâs pretty ironic how Pixelberryâs focus on forbidden romances has produced pretty mediocre stories, while their earlier books had some pretty damn good forbidden romances without even making it a huge deal.
#Hana Lee was one of them#king liam during trr book 2#Annabelle Parsons and Luke Harper#those are just a few that come to mind#and wow shocker shocker#the forbidden nature of these romances didnât feel forced in any way#in fact it flowed exactly as one might have expected#choices stories you play#playchoices#choices stories we play#pixelberry#pixelberry studios#playchoices fandom#choices stories you play fandom#choices stories we play fandom
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I should find another hobby
Anyway, if Merlin was set in modern times, Arthur would have called Merlin his âgay awakeningâ.
#arthurâs mind in this moment (probably)#âwhat the fuck is a stab with a magical sword anywayâ#âlet me kiss merlinâ#âletâs smoochâ#âletâs go back to camelot and copulateâ#âwhy havenât i done this before i mean WHATEVER IâM JUST DYING SOâ#âletâs make the best of my last few moments AM I RIGHT FELLASâ#âcome on merlin one small peck coME HEREâ#and merlinâs thoughts (probably):#âif you die without kissing me i will sentence you to deathâ#âno hesitationâ#âput those pretty lips on minE COME ON ARTHIEâ#merlinâs thought as he waits for arthurâs return (probably)#âiâll kill him again. what the fuck does thank you even meanâ#âbro be for real weâre just gayâ#âwe were supposed to bed each other and you died in my arms insteadâ#âpretty dramatic if you ask meâ#if you didnât notice iâm going insane#merthur#bbc merlin#merlin#arthur pendragon#merlin bbc#iâll probably delete it later because i donât feel that sure about it but i wanted a laugh#i made this out of desperation for the finale since i finished my rewatch#please send help
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i know astrology is fake but i'm not too keen on how a lot of people on this website seem to be clowning on it as a hobby a bit too hard. i swear the woman who thinks it's neat how she and her friends with the same sun sign are all similar isn't trying to say that you are who you are born as and there is nothing you can do to change it. it's a hobby. an interest. what happened to finding meaning and joy in the small things. does it affect you if someone enjoys tarot reading or crystals. does it make you upset someone has interests that they enjoy.
#im not saying astrology/tarot/crystals/etc. get clowned on so much bc theyre hobbies mostly enjoyed by women But....#i saw a post about some astrology study and made the mistake of opening the notes on that bad boy#not fun. and that reminded me of that old post that was basically like ''liking astrology is transphobic''#anyways idk maybe its just that my bestie is very much a ''crystal girl'' but like. stuff like that are such neat hobbies#she makes some cute little jars with pretty rocks and they make her feel better bc if you believe in something you can make it happen#when it comes to small things#like yeah if you pick up a stone that's like ''this can help you be more open with your emotions'' and you are like ''oh hell yea!''#ofc that will be on your mind and the item will be a constant reminder and actually help you with your goals#and its like. ok what really stuck with me was when i was talking with my bff and i was like ''i think all this stuff is interesting but i#feel bad bc i am superstitious and believe in some signs like lucky numbers but i know that logically its just. if i pick a lucky number of#i pay extra attention to it but i want to believe its lucky but i know how human brains work in that aspect''#and she was just like. ''so? those things dont have to exclude each other'' and it clicked#if i have a little tigers eye with me it does not make me feel more grounded magically#but if i decide (or believe) it's grounding then it will b bc it's a reminder for me to calm down#and stuff#like. ah idk how to put my thoughts into words#but i just think its unfair that a few rotten apples have ruined the perception of fun hobbies for a lot#not every astrology enjoyer is trying to sell you mlm essential oils or genuinely believe peoples entire lives are dictated upon the stars#or something#idk i just feel like these things are v misunderstood even tho im not personally like super into them myself#but ppl super mean about that stuff arent invited to look at my medieval themed fortune telling cards#idkk im sleepy and cant articulate my points someone else say this but better#leevi talks#im just saying. i dont think its bioessentialism to decide to believe you personally have a season for growth when the stars are in a#certain position or whatever
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i forgot i had wanted to draw this until i heard "i'll make you eat those words!!!" in the recap at the beginning of pal33... surprisingly fun honestly : )
#i think i did an ok job. i dont even go there(sonic)#what is the sonic/fatt fan overlap.i bet youre out there. come on#coriolis sunset#rosa art#did this take too much time.yeah but also im sick and have fuckall to do the next few days so whatever <3#palisade#palisade spoilers#i guess but i think if you saw this w/ no context you would be fine. like.#fatt#i know its sonic that says ill make you eat those words. i just think shadow is cooler.so cori has highlights like him#the haircut isnt quite what i had in mind (looks too much like amy...) but i. wanted the little spike
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Hey thanks for being like the most patient people ever? I am fr just existing in workplace hell BUT I now have a new tablet so I can quit one of my jobs and take on comms again (after finishing the queue of people who accepted that they would be waiting however long until i could afford another) and that will give me time to like.. actually exist and create again
I will be working on the transitional chapter into Kamino Ward Arc but I definitely have changed in my writing style a bit over the break so if it feels different uhhhhh thats just what episodic hobby writing be like lmfao
Anyways! Good vibes and kind times, loves
#mute tones#the works#jade ily sm you have been ever patient and I'll probs use your sona as anim comm base tests if youre cool with it as a make up#give a few free simple sketch anims of poses I have in mind for YCH comms#i cannot thank enough the people who have been patient and supportive in this lmao#the server has been wonderfully consistent in vibes and care for each other and its really wholesome#the friends i have there are incredible#even newer folks coming in#the new reader who are still finding this fic and blog? just know its not dead#im just like stuck in capitalism hell and trying my best#i will also be able to hopefully work on those animatics for UM i have scripted and wanted to do for ages
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ofc I'd like to play with the cc before the game comes out, but at the same time, I'm very okay if we're being shown the thing instead of playing with it straight away
for me, character creation is part of the whole experience, like, it's the first decision you take in every rpg, and I think it's just fair if we have some surprises. but that's just my opinion, really
#dragon age: the veilguard#I'm not against pre-releases mind you#it's perfect for those who can't afford the game / can't wait / insert whatever reason that is totally not my business to judge#it's just a preference#*that's my opinion meme*#also if they released it it would be a strong publicity for them like#do you remember dragon's dogma a few weeks ago? everyone downloaded that thing because it looked awesome#'oh I like how it looks lemme grab my wallet real quick'#so like#I'd like to play with it but at the same time if it ever comes out I will refrain to play with it because I wan't the 'oooh' sensation when#I start the game lol
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OH YEAH JOY AND WHIMSY I SAW A DEER EARLIER!!!
#not a pikmin post#itâs not often I actually see one!!! I definitely hear them sometimes but I hardly ever catch a glimpse let alone get a photo#it just kind stared at me instead of running away for a few seconds#it looked like it was gonna come up to me which sounds whimsical but it is Not#because usually if wild animals become tame itâs because they might be rabid#but nah this fella was fine. he didnât actually come any closer and ran off after a few seconds#pleasant fellow. 10/10#and itâs a male deer too!!! I usually only see female deers#look at them antlers!!! so cool!!!#seemed pretty small. must be but a young little fella#keep in mind I know. absolutely nothing about deer#but I just think seeing wild animals is neat. rarely get to see em#a fox once almost ran into me when I was outside writing. scared the shit outta both of us#also seen ducks. those are cool. and some unidentified furry being in the distance#I think it was a fox but it seemed kinda darker than a fox would normally be#coulda been a silver fox but I hiiiighly doubt that. it was twilight so it was hard to tell. oh well#those things are cool as hell tho fr. but it was probably just a cat or raccoon or smthn#also have seen many turtles. and a dead mouse. the dead mouse wasnât as fun#poor guy drowned it seemed. I gave him a proper burial#aka I shoved it in a hole with a stick because I was too scared to touch it. Iâm a true nature expert#I am just yapping at this point GOODNIFHTOOUHHHH IM TIRED
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I think the reason Heathlock has become my main ship is because Sherry, while being based off Sherlock Holmes, is the insert who's the most like me--because her counterpart does so many things I do, like getting moody for seemingly no reason, or getting hyper focused on a task, or having a cluttered space, or just observing things others miss. So, naturally, Sherry does all these things, too.
But the real comfort is when Sherry does slip into moodiness, or become averse to romance, Heathcliff is still there. He doesn't ever cross her boundaries, and (usually*) communicates with her about how she's feeling/what she wants. Even when she's not in the mood to be touched, he'll simply sit nearby and wait for her to invite his affection. Or he'll be quiet when he knows she's overwhelmed and needs silence.
He's very attentive to Sherry, and--while he never says it out loud-- him respecting her boundaries is a way he expresses his love for her.
#I hope you know that oftentimes when I say ''Sherry'' I am imagining/referring to myself ... and that is very much the case here#this post was mainly inspired by me going romance/touch averse last night and imagining how Heathcliff would handle it#specifically in a situation where there was initially little communication ... hence that little * after ''usually''#because sometimes there isn't always clear communication--there's misunderstandings#and yes they get upset with each other because of that ... but that's just how relationships are#sometimes you're going to have disagreements#but after those few initial squabbles Heathcliff gets a lot better at reading Sherry's body language and figuring out how to respond#at first I think he is a bit stung by Sherry becoming romance and touch repulsed ... but he learns that's part of who she is#and if he loves her then he'll have to accept that there are times when she isn't going to be able to provide or receive affection#and he does ... and because he does it makes it easier for Sherry to come out of those moods--because I know thinking about this--#--helped me slowly shift back into favoring romance again#Heathcliff's the only character who does this for me too#and part of that is Sherry being almost a 1-to-1 of me ... but it's also because Heathcliff is canonically very good at identifying--#--what his partner doesn't like and doing his best to accommodate them--even when that means checking his volume or not touching them#and I think him being that way makes it easier for Sherry to reciprocate his affection#he's so easy for me to love ... I know I can be difficult but knowing he'd be like this comforts me more than I can express#otp: the adventure of wuthering heights âď¸đ#r: remind my heart to beat đ˘#si: to a great mindâ nothing is little đ¤#scattered pages
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#au where barok does end up finding klints letter after genshin dies#goes thru a depression spiral where he gives up being a prosecutor because of his lose in faith#bUT does end up knowing about iris and in make sure she doesnt end up involved in the public blacklash against his brother#moves to japan (he found out about mikotobas original plan of taking iris with him)#what im saying is#10 years later english college major ryunosuke keeps running into this scary ass english man#in restaurants where he seems to drink his own weight in alcohol#and yeah he does sleep with him cause hes just as hot as he is scary#also in the back of his mind hes not 100% sure that barok ISNT a ghost of a man who was murdered in japan#hes just so pale and only seems to come out at night#a lot of thots about barok actually handing iris over to herlock and miktoba to do the majority of the raising because hes so so depressed#those first few yesrs#whivh means 2 things#mikotoba bringing herlock to Japan and essatially doing the 'meet ur new mom susato'#and susato getting to carry baby iris in one of those baby backpacks while she watches herlock eat dirt that was stuck on her shoe#and deducing her exact errand route
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At a trick-or-treating Halloween event I went to with my little siblings to the other day, there was this one house that was handing out cans of soda, and the moment the kids saw it there was a scream of excitement and when the wagon stopped for everyone to get off they immediately flooded out and descended on the soda like a cloud of crows or vultures
My siblings and I were some of the oldest there and seated kinda near the back, so we always made sure to be patient and not crowd getting out, leaving after everyone else. So even with every single other child leave all at once in a big flood, by the time we arrived at the table only like five or ten seconds later there was not a single soda can in sight, leaving only half a dozen or so stray pieces of candy sitting pathetically across a wet puddle of a table
It was such a sight
#just me rambling#I didn't mind too much cus I had come just to excort my siblings anyways and had already gotten plenty more than I'd expected on the trip#but oh my gosh was it hilarious to watch that many kids descend upon a table and leave absolutely nothing in their wake#the sight of those few stray candies just sitting there after the soda had all been claimed...#it was so much like scenes in cartoons where vultures descend on a dead animal and leave nothing but bones
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dude i don't really care if people ship aroace characters just please acknowledge that they're aro and/or ace. like,, aro and ace people still can and do enter into relationships of various types at times and not every aro or ace person completely lacks attraction anyway and some date even if they do, so like, ship them if thats what you want but please just be respectful.
just acknowledge that the character is aro and/or ace. do some research about what that might mean for them if you need to. treat those characters in a way that respects their identities and doesn't completely brush them aside.
im just tired. we can be in relationships. we can not be in relationships. we are still aros and aces. dont try and erase what little representation we get.
i would like to note that i see things in this way because i have never seen a 'professional' writer (like non-fanfic or not a small online creator) specify where an aro/ace character sits on those spectrums or how they actually view relationships of any type. i've also never seen any 'professional' writer's characters get to explore or express that part of themselves enough in their stories to give much better an understanding than just "not really interested in sex or romance".
if a more specific understanding of a character was provided and it meant that that character wouldn't be involved in romantic and/or sexual relationships or was repulsed by them than yeah, I wouldn't want people shipping them at all but i dont think i've ever seen that so thats not what this is about.
#this is mostly about one character because theyre on my mind atm but i've absolutely seen it happen to others#its just really disheartening to have confirmed representation and then see so much of a fandom ignore that because they want to ship thing#i love this character as rep as well. i think they capture certain things for me really well#i almost never come across it but pairings of characters whether romantic or something else are really fun when written from an aroace lens#but thats not what i see happening with what i'm thinking about#its just infuriating to see so much of the fandom accept certain details that were revealed in a certain way but then argue that this-#-character's orientation hasn't been confirmed anywhere when it was revealed in the exact same way#just say you don't care about respecting us at this point man#if you know what character im referencing here about then uhhhhh cool#i hope no one minds me tagging these next few#aromantic#asexual#arospec#acespec#aroace#might remove those in a bit idk i get quite nervous being perceived sometimes
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Vislor Turlough my beloved you are so so special to me because of. how circular you are when you start off, character and motivations. his life in exile is basically a loop between "I want to go home (I want to be somewhere I belong)" and "I can never return home (I will never find a place where I belong)" and. and idk but that hurts and kind of reminds me of the doctor.
like. you want to go home. you can never go home. itâs all youâve ever known. you have no idea whatâs happening there. itâs where you were born and raised. you donât know how things have changed since you left. itâs associated with your good memories, of family and friends and education. itâs also associated with some of your worst memories, of war and death and separation. but you want to go home. thatâs the problem, isnât it? you canât help yearning for it, that familiarity that canât be replicated anywhere else. itâs your home, your people, you donât know where else to go, where else you could go. you can't go home. if you go back you will be exiled again or executed. but itâs the one place you may truly belong, you're tired of being an outsider and you want to be somewhere you belong. you will always be an outsider, you will never find somewhere you belong. you want to go home. you can never go home.
#doctor who#classic who#vislor turlough#my thoughts#character study#i'm just jumping around dw istg#i get obsessed with one character and their angst for a few weeks and then jump on another character and do the same thing w them#THERE IS NO END TO IT#also i was reading trivia on turlough#and apparently trions (his species) don't like to look back and prefer to live in the present#which is both ironic and sad for turlough#bc i KNOW he spent most of his time on earth miserable and hating every second of it#and we always see into his mind after he's left earth but never when he was on it#looking back on his time there as he travels with the doctor#but never when he thought there was no way to leave and he'd be there until he died eventually#so i like to imagine that even tho it hurt he was always looking back on his days back on trion to distract himself#(maybe avoiding bad memories like the war and his mom's death)#then again he's a bit of a pessimist/realist so he could have thought about those too#especially since he associates those w his exile and misery on earth#and his desperation to leave#oh well#more angst for us yea baby!!!#thank you for coming to my ted talk
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A reminder that those SSO horse candles will exist, hopefully for a limited run because of how much they are being slammed. Itâs not going away until those candles physically exist and are for sale.
Originally an April Fools joke or not, their âexpert panelâ are real horsey instagramers who no doubt cost a LOT (businesswomen, international/olympic level riders, tv personalities, theyâre not SSE or SSO connected doing it for free like Elli and Helena). And theyâre posting about it, possibly because itâs a product/promotional deal they will get a cut of. Iâm not tracking their instagram stories, but so far at least one video post has gone up. Given SSO didnât give an end date for picture submissions or when the candles will be released I expect the other two will post about it when there are more details. God only knows how much those three women cost SSE (and how many comics or novels that could have paid for instead).
Be vocal, complain to SSE and to their Support inbox, and directly call out their Marketing team for coming up with schemes like the candles. Their marketing department either doesnât care or is really just THAT out of touch with what the fanbase wants. Think #ReclaimHorsegirl (oops we meant Ride With Us haha we bite people weâre so quirky!), or JoJo Siwa (love her but that was a flop in terms of helping the game in any way), or that time they made Star Stable Stories (remember that fever dream that looked like a scam??), or the numerous times they didnât credit Elli on comic posts. Those were all Marketing.Â
#sso#don't mind me I'm talking#and not knocking those three ladies I'm sure they're lovely but they're 100% getting paid#which they should be but like#that is not a good look SSE after what happened#you ever watch a train wreck in slow motion except you're standing in a crowd#but you're one of the few people in the crowd who knows was some of the stuff INSIDE the train is?#so you're just bracing for how bad the wreck is actually going to be once people realize just how HOW ridiculous and bad it is#once everything comes out if it does come out#but in the meantime you're just watching the train with the rest of the crowd barreling toward disaster#that's how I feel#that's how I've felt for a while but I keep learning more and more about the contents of the train#and just going 'ooooo that's uh. oh boy. oh dear. can't wait for everyone else to find out about this.'
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hi. for people who saw gatsby: an american myth. do you remember mckee asking nick for lunch. and then gatsby in like the next scene inviting nick for lunch. because i remember.
#not pjo#chitter chatter#when gatsby was like 'we should do lunch' i was like. hello. fucking. hello. are we. hello.#gatsby really said we just met literally 5 minutes ago. come meet my father figure. normal normal thing to do jay.#to be clear gatsby also asks him to go to lunch in the book. but like. there's a time skip. and also#in the show after mckee asks they immediately start making out on the couch. none of this ... nonsense#so the vibes are a LITTLE different in my brain.#i saw a few people say they didnt think gatsby and nick flirted enough and like while i do think that think part of it is we're#in nick's pov but not his HEAD#he DOES start singing about gatsby's smile for no reason until jordon is like. alright buddy. lets talk about daisy.#like nick was just Doing That. pull it together carraway.#but i got the vibe (JUST my take) that gatsby was like. kinda into nick. zero reason to be leaning into his space like that sir.#however when he actually MET daisy again he became kinda singularly focused on her again#i mean he built his whole lifeup to this moment#he says it at the end. he murdered pieces of himself to bring himself here. for DAISY.#him snapping back to daisy mode makes sense to me but he still reaches out for nick as a comfort in the sense that hes like#nick do NOT leave please stay with us. daisy does the same. and ofc part is that theyre really. fucking awkward. but like.#LET ME HAVE MY OWN NONSENSE INTERPRETATIONS. HES TRAPPED BY WHITENESS AND CLASS AND HETEROSEXUALITY.#hes already so much of an outsider trying to fit in. (i also think he loves daisy or an ideal at least. and she's EASIER to love. safer.)#nick inherently has more freedom even as a gay man in the sense that hes richer and white and an ivy league dude i mean you understand righ#right????????#even if its in the book i do wanna point out the parallels between those moments. im choosing to see it as deeply intentional <3#this show had a lot of repetition and parallels (see daisy and myrtle in a lot of songs and scenes)#(one i LOVE is tom giving myrtle a necklace and daisy later giving TOM her necklace in case he sees anyone he knows. idk love that shit)#im...gonna queue this#im embarrassed to talk about this show so much. so. into the queue it goes!!!#all the worlds a stage#so like. anyway. thats where i think nick's mind immediately went when gastsby asked him for lunch. personal headcanon <3#gatsby after one convo: we're doing lunch // me and nick immediately: oh ok! guess that's a date then!
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Absolutely firehose blasting good vibes your way cheye!!! So happy and proud of you for pursuing the life you want even though it's hard. Manifesting cheysperity (cheye prosperity)
thank u! when me and my dad were breaking the news to my mom even he was telling her that he isn't thrilled about it either, but I've had so little Say over my life, all my life, that this needs to be something I can choose for myself for once...now I jst hope it actually all goes thru + happens ^_^
#đ§żđ§żđ§ż#skunk mail#Anonymous#i mean its more obvious what it is now i jst feel weird saying it outright bc i get nervous anyway#a few weeks ago i posted about hoping smthng happened bc the resulting turmoil wld be really funny in a universe lining up way#and it Did. so we had to tell my mom about it like one week before we go to my cousin's (my age) baby shower lmfao#ive never Upset my mom so i didnt know what to expect but she's fine now she just sulked and cried a bit day of#(unlike my dad who gives me week long silent treatment when he's mad)#i wonder though if she'll get riled up once the date of procedure comes closer since itll be rly Soon if it all goes well#hmmm lets see what else#i think i may have gotten to her bc i told her i cant even consider relationships if my body still has the ability to do All That#that if i do change my mind in the future (i wont) there is no shortage of single parents. ever.#and that the mere Hope of being able to go thru with this procedure has actually made me more open to bonding with my nephews#now that I know she won't be able to use those interactions as a weapon against my decisions ykwim
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Outside of Lee Seolhwa and Lee Sookyung, do you have plans for any other character outside of Kim Dokjaâs primary companions (like Gong Pildu or Han Doonghoon) for your soulmate fanfiction? Constellations like Persephone or Uriel or Sun Wukong probably wouldnât make sense to exist in real life but maybe characters such as Han Myungoh/Han Dareum or Jang Hayoung could fit? If I recall correctly, Jang Hayoung in particular is the one responsible for the title of the fanfiction, right? I feel like she alongside the Unidentifiable Wall and the Fourth Wall would be so thematically appropriate but I couldnât imagine how you would do it if at all. I also want to say that Iâm impressed how you managed to seamlessly incorporate so many references to the original ORV into your work. It must have required you to reread and recheck the wiki.
Yess, I'm glad you asked this anon bc literally I just threw in a little reference to Han Doonghoon and Lee Sungkook in the 4.4 update and got worried people would think they had to remember the characters well to understand the surrounding plot point better than Kim Dokja does. But I think I should trust the reader a bit more lol.
Unfortunately my inclusion of Aileen and Jang Hayoung isn't going to be as big as the other kdjco members, but they're sort of already set up in the fic and have a role in chap 5. I think JHY doesn't appear directly bc to me the relationship between her and KDJ is harder to make 'real,' though I have some ideas depending on how much I decide to include in chap 5. In my plans 5 will have a gaming tourney featured, so other big 'wos players' may be referenced further there as well.
Of course like you mention the fic title and many of the chapter titles are coming directly from the mouth of Jang Hayoung, so in that way she is constantly being referenced, haha.
Han Myungoh and his daughter are referenced earlier in Chapter 4. It's sort of a drive by.
I do make use of the wiki (bless the editorsnđ), though mostly just to check dates, numbers, and spellings of names. I like to think of myself as someone with a pretty decent memory tho, so a lot of the more specific story references are definitely just me pulling in stuff I remember from my novel read throughs. Like I might have to look at the wiki to remember Han Dareum's name, but I'll never forget Han Myungoh's entire Male Pregnancy that he had like that was a crazy random W to me on my first ORV read through I was like hello??? Also that being around when JHY was being confirmed trans haha. I think I was only out for like a year or so before reading orv so the little gender fucky moments really stuck out to me.
Sometimes rereading my old work I also remember things I forgot happened in ORV. I think part of the reason I'm struggling so much with chap 4 and onward is that now that the wall fic characters have sort of developed to where they are some of the scenes I had in mind are less 1 to 1 with the OG. For instance, I'm trying to rewrite a scene I have of YJH and KDJ having a rooftop chat that like parallels the one back before the seoul's strongest incarnation arc in the novel, but it's a bit difficult. At first I wanted to include a lot more of KDJ interacting with the rest of YJH's team, but the rooftop Scene makes more sense to put a cap on the themes explored in chap 4. But when I first wrote this scene it was less specifically addressing that theme, because it was in the outline of like right after I wrote chapter 1, so it was kind of just the OG ORV scene with the flavoring of my AU on top. A lot of the little things they do and say in the OG novel would have to be quite finagled to fit anymore, so reworking it is the big task rn.
Anyway I'm really appreciative of people like you who take note of these small details <3. it's kind of helping me remember and appreciate a lot of the parts of me that were behind a lot of Wall fic originally if that makes sense? I am like reintroducing myself to him and giving him a hug instead of running away cringing just because it's me lol.
#in games like 'thats not my neighbor' im able to memorize things about 'people'/characters maybe a bit easier than others?#like i dont have to check the ID numbers after a few rounds because i can just associate that with a face#so its sort of the same with novel characters#when i think of them its easy to remember their significant moments because i tend to picture them especially in my mind. so when the name#comes up i think of the imagined faces i had for them in the scenes they were in you know#which is why its easy to write all the little one on one sort of dialoguey scenes i do that reference the little details about those scenes#anyway i am rambling rn and maybe giving too much away? im about to go into a therapy session and hoping to plan out my week#so that i feel less stressed about packing but yesterday i had a cry sesh and orv reread that is making me want to write today#but the therapist might discourage me from that? we will see if much gets done i guess#im hoping she'll let me just turn the session into a packing schedule meeting#personal#ask#anonymous
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